Date: Wed, 19 May 2004 00:28:23 -0400 From: JT Poole Subject: If I Ain't Got You - 21 Warnings and Disclaimers: 1) If reading this is in any way illegal in your town, state or zip code because of your age, religion, or other government rules you shouldn't read this. 2) If you don't want to read about male/male gay sexual relationships, go away. You shouldn't waste your time with this story. 3) I don't know any of the members of 'N Sync, or any other celebrities that may be mentioned in this story. This story in no way is meant to imply anything about 'N Sync, and any other celebrities sexualities, personalities, or anything else. This is a work of pure fiction. Questions and commentary can be sent to "jtpoole9@nctv.com". I want to hear from everyone out there that is reading this story, tell me what you think whether it is bad or good. ====================================== If I Ain't Got You -- Chapter 21 by JT Poole // Orlando, FL -- Saturday Late Afternoon - The Poole-Wahlberg Estates // "Where is everyone?" JT asked, looking around the back yard. "Well Angie called, she and Kevin are on the way and Nick and Justin are busy in their room." Mark spoke. "Busy?" JT asked, looking strangely at Mark. "Yeah I said busy, as in gettin' busy." Mark stated, smirking. "They are having sex?" JT asked, with a surprised expression on his face. "Yeah baby, and from the sounds of it Justin is doing a good job of taking care of business." Mark stated as JT, slapped him playfully. "Baby that isn't your business. You big ole perv." JT spoke. "It isn't my fault, it's theirs. No one told them to leave the door cracked." Mark stated, ducking another of JT's swings. "Shut up perv." JT stated, walking out into the backyard. "Come on you big baby." "Where are we going?" Mark asked. "To the pool house so we can take a dip." JT said, winking at Mark, causing him to take off running towards the pool house. "Hot damn, I am gonna get some." Mark spoke, stopping at the pool house door, waiting on JT to get there. "You could have at least waited for me." JT spoke, pushing Mark up against the wall and kissing him passionately. "One of these days you will stop and think about what it is that you are doing." "I'm sorry baby." Mark stated, hefting JT up on his shoulders and walking into the pool house, closing the door. // 30 Minutes Later -- Nick and Justin's Room // "Baby how are you feeling?" Nick asked, kissing Justin on his cheek. "I feel fine." Justin spoke, pulling Nick closer. "I am starting to like it here already, wonder how long JT is going to let us stay here with him?" "I don't know, but our best guess is that we better keep an eye out for a place of our own, just in case." Nick stated. "Do you think he will throw us out?" Justin asked, looking at Nick concerned. "I don't know baby, we don't really know him like that, we just know that he 's your therapist and I think he only took us in because of our celebrity status." Nick stated. "I don't think so baby. I don't think he's concerned about any of that, I think he genuinely likes the two of us, besides he has a famous husband, he don't need us two." Justin spoke, kissing Nick. "Just forget about all of that baby and we will take things one day at a time." "Are you sure Justy?" Nick asked, laying his head on Justin's chest. "Yes I'm sure, sure as the sky is blue and the fact that I love you Nick Carter." Justin spoke, rubbing Nick's back. "I love you too baby, and that's Nick Carter-Timberlake." Nick stated, kissing Justin. "We are not married yet, but okay." Justin stated, laughing. "We will be soon I hope." Nick spoke as his cell phone rang. "Hello, talk to me." "Nick where are you now?" Aaron asked. "I'm at me and Justin's new home." Nick stated. "Your new home? Where's that?" Aaron asked. "We are at JT's Place, you know JT Poole, the therapist." Nick stated. "You mean Mr. Poole, as in that Kasai guy's father?" Aaron asked. "Yeah, one in the same." Nick stated. "Cool. Can I come over?" Aaron asked. "Yeah, I called you earlier and left the address on your voicemail. There's going to be a barbeque, bring something to contribute." Nick stated. "What should I bring?" Aaron asked. "Think of something. I am in the middle of something bro, I gotta go." Nick stated, saying his goodbyes and hanging up the phone." "Baby you didn't have to hang up on him." Justin stated. "Yes I did baby. Your dick is ready for more action and I wasn't expecting it." Nick stated, moving into a sitting position atop Justin's hips. "Are you ready again baby?" "Hell yeah." Justin stated, holding onto Nick's hips as he moved Nick up and down on his dick. // Later On -- Upstairs in Angela's Room // --- Angela's POV --- "So this is going to be my new home. Well, at least until JT and Mark either drive me crazy or kick me out." I stated as I gathered hangers and walked over to the closet. I slid the doors open, hanging up clothes as I talked. " Kevin, could you hand me those pantsuits please?" "Sure baby," Kevin replied, bringing me the bunch of clothes and kissing me on the shoulder. "So will I be allowed to come over for conjugal visits or not?" "Conjugal visits? You make it sound like I'm in prison silly." I replied laughing so hard I had to sit down next to him on the bed. "JT and Mark said that it's perfectly okay for me to have company as long as we keep it down to a low roar. Damn it's going to feel weird living with him and Mark down the hallway." "Well at least you have your own room and plenty of privacy." Kevin replied, kissing my shoulder again, then getting up to open another suitcase. He stared down at the contents wide eyed. "What is this?" "Wait Kevin don't open that one!" I yelled, ducking around him to try and grab the small case off of the bed. Kevin moved the case out of my reach, blocking me from taking it away from him. I sighed in frustration, blushing furiously as Kevin picked up piece after piece of lacey silk lingerie, inspecting each carefully. "You never told me that you had such good taste in lingerie Angela," Kevin said in a very sexy whisper, coming close and touching my face. "Can I see you in some of it sometime?" "Sure you can... but only if you are a good boy and finish helping me to unpack all of my stuff," I replied with a grin, taking the bag with the lingerie over to the dresser to begin unpacking it. I carefully refolded the pieces, putting them away. "Well I am done for now. How about we go downstairs to join the others?" "How about you give me that show right now. Screw the others." Kevin replied, wrapping me in his arms and kissing me passionately. I melted into him, sighing softly when the kiss ended. "How about that show?" "Party now, show later you horn dog," I retorted, pulling him down for one more lingering kiss before letting him go. I turn to walk away from him, stopping when he wraps his arms around me, pulling me close to his body again. I grinned, reaching back to put my arms around him as we walked out of the door together. // Out in the Pool House // --- JT's POV --- I must admit that I was really pissed with the constant temper tantrums from Mark today, like damn, he acts like every guy I see, I am going to leave him and go with them, Lord I hope this jealousy of his goes away soon, I can't continue to put up with this from him. "Baby, what are you thinking about?" He asks me. "You and those terrible jealousy fits you keep having." I tell him. "Why are you so jealous all of a sudden?" "Because I am scared you will stop loving me and leave me for someone else." He said, looking away at the opposite wall. "What gave you that notion?" I ask him. "Well it seems for some strange reason all the people you have either dated, or been in a long term relationship with have resurfaced." He said, as I wrap my arms around him, pulling him back over to me. "So Dean has come back into my life, but as a friend baby, that's all he is. I love you, you are my husband Mark, not him." I tell him; trying to reassure him that it was he I love. "What about that other guy?" He asks, looking deep into my eyes. "What other guy?" I ask, trying to figure out who it was he was talking about. "The guy that came by with the flowers two weeks ago at the hospital." He tells me, turning away from me again. "Turn back around mister." I tell him, pulling him back around. "Mark don' t do this to us. I love you and only you, there is no other man that I love, well besides Kai, but you know what I mean." "Who was the guy baby, don't try to change the subject." He says, sitting up now. "Who was the guy that brought the flowers and kissed you on the cheek?" "The guy was Brian Krause. I never dated him, he was a patient of mine a few years back and every time he's in Orlando, he comes to visit me. That's all." I tell him. "Why? Isn't he the guy from that TV Show Charmed? Isn't he married?" He asks me. "Yes that's him and yes he's married, so why would he jeopardize his marriage to be trying to start something with me?" I ask him. "You are really pissing me off and you might not like the outcome baby if you keep this up." "What are you saying baby?" He asked, jumping up from the hammock. "I am saying that if you don't stop all this jealousy crap, I will divorce you. I am tired of all of this crap Mark, either you love and trust me or you don't. Which is it?" I ask, walking over to him. "You would actually divorce me?" He asks, tears forming in his eyes. "If I keep having to put up with this crap I will. I love you Mark, but I will not put up with the constant arguments about you suspecting me of sleeping with other men. If you love me like you say you do, then you will stop this crap and show me that love instead of wasting our time with your accusations." I tell him grabbing my clothes and walking outside of the pool house not knowing we had guest. "Well hello there big daddy." I heard as I turned around to see Marshall and Lance standing there with their mouths gaping open. "You might want to close your mouths, the flies might find a home in there." I tell them as they both realize they had been staring. "Baby please don't leave..." Mark spoke, realizing that we had guests too as he went red in the face, the shoulders and his butt cheeks too. "Well damn he blushes on his ass." Chris Kirkpatrick stated, walking up to Lance and Marshall. "Baby I think your Irish pride is showing." I spoke, laughing as he covered his crotch and ran back into the pool house. "We will be back in a few minutes." // Back at the Hospital // "Hi there." Aaron stated, walking into Kasai's room. "Hi." Kasai spoke, waving at Aaron. "How you feeling? I told you I would come back to check on you." Aaron stated. "That you did. What's going on guy?" Kasai asked. "Nothing, getting ready to go to your dad's place. They are having a barbeque and I was invited." Aaron stated. "Oh yeah, the barbeque. Wish I wasn't in here." Kasai stated. "Why are you here if you don't mind me asking?" Aaron asked. "Some guys beat me up and hurt me badly." Kasai spoke, pressing the button to move the back of the bed up. "Oh damn, I hope the person that did it is in jail." Aaron spoke. "From what I hear one of them is, the cops can't find the other one." Kasai spoke, twisting a little bit in bed. "I'm sorry." Aaron stated. "Sorry for what?" Kasai asked, looking at Aaron, trying not to stare. "Sorry that they haven't caught the creep that hurt you." Aaron spoke. "Well it's not your fault man." Kasai spoke, still staring at Aaron, hoping the boy hadn't noticed. --- Aaron's POV --- I was sitting there in the room with Mr. Poole's son and I couldn't help not to stare at him, this guy is a hottie. I have been here for almost thirty minutes now and every now and then that I look up I see him watching me. This guy is giving me a hard on and I don't know if he's gay or not. I got to do something to find out if he is or not. "So what do you like to do for fun?" I asked him, moving the chair closer to him as I could see him tensing up a little bit. "I listen to music, play computer games and stuff." He told me, looking at me now openly. "How about you?" "When I am not performing I get into about the same things. Who's your favorite band or artist?" I ask him. "Well I can't choose just one, I have so many." He tells me. "But I can say that I do have a liking for Jamiroquai and 3 Doors Down." "Really, cool I like 3 Doors Down too and I think I have heard of Jamiroquai before. Is that the band that has that song called `Cosmic Girl' and another one called `Alright'?" I ask him. "Yeah that's the group, I just love Jason Kay." He says, then blushing. "Jason Kay? Who's that?" I ask him. "Jason Kay is the lead singer of Jamiroquai." He told me still blushing. "Oh he must be very hot for you to be blushing like that. Honestly I have never seen that guy, but I can tell you that Nick Lachey from 98 Degrees is a hottie. I would..." I say then catch myself as he's watching me. "Go on, what would you do?" He asks. "I would do very naughty things to him." I tell him. "What kind of naughty things?" He asks. "Things that would make Beyonce feel ashamed." I tell him laughing as he started laughing too. "Okay, so you would be a naughty girl?" He asks, sitting up and turning towards me, pulling the sheet over his exposed legs as I caught a glimpse of the bruises he had. "For the right person." I tell him, smiling, knowing that he caught on that I was gay. "Cool, I can be a naughty girl at times, but I would rather be nice first." He tells me as I get up and place a kiss on his lips. // Back at JT and Mark's House -- In The Backyard at the Barbecue // "I see you two have put some clothes on." Marshall stated, shaking Mark's hand as he and JT exited the pool house. "Yes we have, we didn't want to scare anymore of our guests." Mark stated, blushing a little bit. "What I saw didn't scare me, might have made me a little bit jealous, but it didn't scare me." Marshall stated as Lance, poked him in the ribs. "Owww baby that hurt." "Well it was supposed to. Are you flirting with him?" Lance asked, looking at Marshall with an evil glare. "No baby I wasn't flirting with him, just complementing him on his assets." Marshall stated. "Well your assets will be sleeping on the couch tonight." Lance stated walking off from Marshall. "Baby, baby please, baby come back here." Marshall spoke, walking behind Lance. "He was flirting with you baby, I guess it's my turn to get jealous now. It 's my turn to be Mark Wahlberg." JT stated, imitating Mark. "That's not funny baby." Mark stated, as JT grabbed him, pulling him into a kiss. "We need to get back to our guests." Mark spoke as Chris, Joey, Kelly and a cute little girl walked over. "Well pray tell who this little one is?" JT asked, bending down to shake hands with Joey's daughter Brianna. "JT, Mark this is Joey Fatone, his girlfriend Kelly Baldwin and their daughter Brianna." Chris stated. "Nice to meet you." JT stated shaking hands with all of them. "Come on guys and girls, lets make our way over to the table, I am quite sure Steve is done turning the dogs and burgers" "Dogs daddy, what kind of dogs?" Brianna asked. "Hot dogs darlin'." Joey stated. "It's almost time to eat sweetie." "Okay daddee." Brianna stated, laughing and running around with Caleb, Chad Allen and Ben Affleck's son. "Awww they are so cute." JT stated, as the adults gathered around the table. "Okay it seems that Steve is giving me the okay that all the food is ready. Angie could you help me bring the stuff from the fridge?" "Sure JT, hold on a sec. Kev I will be back in just a moment, okay." Angela stated, kissing Kevin on the cheek and walking away with JT. "I will be here waiting for you Angel." Kevin spoke, sitting back down at the table. "Do you two needs some help?" Mablean Ephriam asked, walking through the side fence. "Hey Mrs. Ephriam, what are you doing here, I thought you were going back to New York?" JT asked. "Honey I said I was going back, but I changed my mind. I needed some more free time." Mablean spoke, walking over to JT and Angela. "What could I help with?" "Well we just need to bring the salad and stuff outside." JT stated. "Then baby why don't you go back and sit down and let me and Ms. Angela her handle this." Mablean stated, turning JT around and sending him back over to the table. "What are you doing?" Mark asked, standing up now. "I thought you went in the house with Angie to get the rest of the food?" "I did, but Mrs. Mablean came over and she's helping Angie." JT stated, sitting in his spot. "She told me to come sit back down." "Oh? Okay then." Mark stated as Angela and Mablean came around to the table carrying tossed salad, potato salad, baked beans, and buns. "Did you remember to get the chips?" JT asked. "Oh honey don't sweat, it's not like we can't make trips back inside." Mablean stated. "I have to go back and get the tray with the condiments on it anyway." "Steve how is that chicken and steak looking?" Mark asked, getting up and walking over to our grill that was built into the foundation. "Golden brown and tender just the way you like it man." Steve stated as Justin, Nick and Christina came out of the house. "Hey guys, I thought you were not coming back." JT stated, looking at Justin and Nick laughing. "We had something to take care of." Justin stated, blushing a little bit. "Yeah we know." Mark stated, laughing as JT poked him in the side. "Oww baby." "Shut up, don't you say another word." JT stated. "What?" Mark spoke. "Don't say another word. I know you loose lips. You just be quiet, you are getting close to telling someone's business that you don't need to tell." JT stated, turning his attention back to everyone else. "Okay people, the reason we are celebrating today is for a lot of reasons really." "Such as?" Chris asked. "Well first, Justin and Nick have moved into the Poole-Wahlberg Estates." JT stated, laughing as Mark and Angie started laughing too. "And so has Angie, Steve and my old friend Dean, who isn't here at the moment." "Wow this place is going to become a hotel." Christina stated, sitting down next to Nick, who was sitting in Justin's lap. "Seems like it, but it's all good, isn't that right Mrs. Mablean?" JT spoke. "That's right baby, the more people we have in the community the better. This place needs a little big of action over here. These guys are too boring for me." Mablean spoke up, finishing up with the condiments. "Alright, let's get this table moving." "Alright, which way are we passing?" Mark asked. "Counterclockwise." JT stated, as there was a loud noise around the house. "What in the world was that?" Mablean asked, turning around as Joey McIntyre and Jordan Knight stood at the gate from the west side of the yard. "Yo Mark what's shaking?" Joey asked, walking over to the table with a beer in his hand. "Hi Joey what are you doing here man?" Mark asked, looking at Joey strangely. "Well me and my man decided to come over to see what you were up to, you know like hang out or something, just like old times. We came to see if you were able to play around and the such, but seems like you are already having a party." Joey stated, taking another sip from his beer. "Did he say play around?" JT asked, standing up now. "What is he talking about baby?" "I don't know baby, I think he's just drunk, he doesn't know what he's saying." Mark spoke, standing up to grab Joey as Jordan came over to the table too. "Hey man, get your hands off my man. He's mine now, you have to find your own man." Jordan stated. "You had your chance with him, you blew it man." "What, I don't want him, I am happily married." Mark spoke. "Happily married? What you? You gots to be kidding, who would marry you? Someone would have to be crazy to marry yo' cheatin' ass." Jordan stated, taking a sip from his beer. "You can't marry anyone, you are always playing around too much to get married." "Man you guys are drunk." Mark stated. "I think you should leave." "Man why make us leave. We came to have fun with you, you know like old times." Jordan stated. "Well these are not old times, you are making a scene." Mark stated. "I want you to leave before you really piss me off." "Mark what's going on?" JT asked. "Baby don't worry about it, I can handle them." Mark stated. "Did you call that nigger baby?" Jordan asked, as JT turned around and grabbed him by his shirt. "What did you just fucking say?" JT asked as Steve, Angela and Kevin came over to where they were standing. "Baby calm down, let his shirt go. He's drunk, he's normally not like this." Mark stated, trying to separate JT from the two men. "What's going on over here Mark?" Angela asked, stepping between Mark, JT and Jordan. "Nothing Angie. Everything's okay, just go back over to the table, we will be back over soon." Mark stated. "Angie you and Kevin go back over to the table. Me and Mark need to show these guys out and have a small talk." JT stated, grabbing Jordan again and walking towards the gate. // Later that night -- Downtown Orlando -- The Playa's Club // "Yo man I am wasted." Jordan spoke, bumping into someone on the dance floor. "I am to baby. Come on stop playing around. We need to get out of here." Joey stated, grabbing Jordan's hand as the two of them walked towards an exit. "Stop baby, not that way, the other way." Jordan spoke, pulling Joey in the other direction, bumping into more people. "Hey man, watch where you are going." Joey heard as he bumped into a familiar face. "Alex, Alex is that you?" Joey asked, turning around to see AJ McLean standing there. "Who the hell are you?" Joey heard, stepping back from the man. "It's me, Joey, Joey McIntyre." Joey stated, pulling Jordan over to where he was. "Oh yeah I remember you. You were the guy on Boston Public when Taran was on." AJ spoke. "Yeah that's me. How have you been man?" Joey asked. "I'm okay." AJ stated as Steve walked back over to him. "Are you ready to go Alex?" Steve asked. "Yeah babe, come on." AJ stated walking away from Joey and Jordan. "That was totally rude baby." Jordan spoke. "Oh well let's get going, I am ready to go." Joey stated, as he and Jordan started their trek towards an exit again. // Outside the Club // "Baby I think we need to call someone to take us home. I can't drive like this." Joey stated, slurring his words. "Well I don't think I should try to call Mark again tonight, he was pretty pissed last night when I called." Jordan stated. "Well I guess we can call a taxi or something and come back for the car later." Joey said, pulling out his cell phone. "Who are you calling?" Jordan asked. "A taxi silly. You are really drunk." Joey laughed. "No need to call one, there's one right there." Jordan stated, pointing at the taxi that just pulled up. "Oh cool, this shouldn't take long at all." Joey stated as he and Jordan stepped into the taxi on one side as AJ and Steve stepped in on the other side. "What the fuck? What are you doing? This is our taxi." AJ stated. "AJ what's going on?" Steve asked, peeking into the taxi. "These people are trying to bum our taxi." AJ stated, pushing Joey out of the car. "Quit it man, we got in first." Joey stated, trying to get back into the car. "No man we called the taxi." AJ stated, pushing Joey back out again. "Look AJ why don't we just let them share it, they seem to know you and all. Come on let's just go. I supposed to be staying at JT's place tonight, I would like to get there before it gets too late." Steve spoke, sliding into the seat. "Oh alright, only because you don't mind." AJ stated, kissing Steve on the cheek, causing Steve to blush a little bit. "Where to first people?" The driver asked. "21012 Murphy Circle." Steve told the driver. "That's where we are going too." Jordan spoke, looking at Steve. "Do you know Mark?" "Yes I know Mark, he's married to my best friend JT." Steve spoke. "You know these guys baby?" AJ asked, kissing Steve again. "Oh stop, there are people around." Steve whispered. "I don't care. I have been wanting to do that since yesterday when we met. I am glad you decided to come out with me tonight." AJ stated as Joey and Jordan stated making gagging noises. "Hey! Man your fucking business." "Calm down back there. "No I don't know them personally, but I believe they use to be part of a group called `New Kids' or something like that." Steve spoke. "New Kids on the Block, that was the name of the group." Jordan spoke up. "Ah, the has beens." AJ stated, looking out the window. "What the hell did you say?" Jordan asked, looking at AJ like he could tear his head off. "Don't make me kick your ass man!" Jordan shouted. "I said cool it off before I stop the car and throw you out." The driver spoke, driving a little faster now. "AJ calm down, please don't start any trouble." Steve spoke, rubbing AJ's face. "We are almost at JT's place, just hold on a few minutes. We can go up to my room and get ready for bed." "Okay, only because you asked me too." AJ stated as the taxi pulled up to JT and Mark's house. "Okay guys you are here, that'll be $21.50." The driver said as Steve paid him some money, "Keep the change guy." Steve spoke. "Oh yeah, I can really buy a lot with $4.50. Oh yeah Mr. Big Spenda." The driver stated, as the car squealed off. // Inside the House // "What are you two doing here?" JT asked as the guys came into the house. "You told me to come back, so I brought AJ with me." Steve stated. "No you, those two!" JT shouted, pointing at Jordan and Joey. "Hey man calm down. We came over to hang out with Mark." Jordan stated, burping loudly. "Don't tell me to calm down in my house! Get the fuck out and I don't care where the fuck you go!" JT screamed, pushing Jordan and Joey back out the door. "JT what's going on out here?" Justin asked, coming into the foyer. "Nothing Justin, sorry for disturbing you." JT stated, closing the door and turning off the porch light, as the doorbell rang again. "I think they are still outside JT." Steve spoke, looking through the curtain. "Let them sit out there. If I come back down here, I will have them arrested." JT stated, walking towards the lift and heading back up to the second floor. "Okay I know not to piss him off." AJ stated. "Don't because he means business and he handles business accordingly." Steve stated, kissing AJ. "Oh yeah, Steve Angie is upstairs and she has a guest too. Don't be surprised and start freaking out. Keep it down please and no screaming, I have a headache. ====================================== TO BE CONTINUED... Comments or Suggestions Contact Information E-Mail: jtpoole9@nctv.com Website: http://home.nctv.com/jtpoole9/hosted.htm Yahoo: johntpoole AOL/AIM: swainsboroguy2@aol.com ICQ #: 146925768