Date: Tue, 6 Aug 2002 23:28:44 EDT
From: TwoAngelEyes4U2C@aol.com
Subject: Is This Love-Ch.1

Disclaimer: I do not know the sexuality of Backstreet Boys. If you are under
18, I suggest you don't need to read this story. This story is only fan
fiction.

Author Note: Hey, I hope you guys will enjoy this story. It kinda took me
awhile to write this chapter because I keep running out of ideas.
I would like some feedback for this story. My e-mail address is:
TwoAngelEyes4U2C@aol.com
Thanks,
Felicia(Alica)

Chapter 1:

Nick walked towards Kevin door. He knocked on Kevin door.

"Who is it?"yelled Kevin.
"It's Nick"yelled Nick.

Kevin opened his door. He looked at Nick."Come in"said Kevin.

"Come in"said Kevin.

Nick walked into Kevin room. Kevin shut the door. Nick sat down on Kevin bed.
He looked at Kevin.

"I need to tell u something"said Nick.
"What is it?"asked Kevin.
"Um...I am gay"said Nick.
"Oh"said Kevin.
"Also, I like you"said Nick.
"Um..Nick I need to think about this."Said Kevin.
"Alright, just tell me how you feel about it later on"said Nick.

Nick walked out of Kevin room. Nick shut the door right behind him.
          Kevin picked up his phone. He dialed Howie number. Howie picked up
the phone.

"Hello"said Howie.
"Get over here now because I need to speak to you."said Kevin.
"Alright, I will be there in a minute."said Howie.


One Minute Later....
       Howie knocked on Kevin door. Kevin opened the door.

"Come in"said Kevin. Howie walked into Kevin room. He shut the door right
behind him.

"What's wrong Kevin?"asked Howie.
"Nick just told me that he is gay."said Kevin.
"Well..I thought you love him."said Howie.
"I do love him just that I told him I need to think about it because I was
totally suprised."said Kevin.
"Then you need to tell Nick that you love him and want to go out with
him."said Howie.
"It's not that easy Howie. Yeah, you and Aj might of told each others
feelings to each other but I am different."said Kevin.
"How are you different?"asked Howie.
"I don't know. It just different, okay?"said Kevin.
"Kev, if you do not tell him he will move on to another guy. How would you
feel if he fell in love with another guy?"said Howie.
"I would feel sad and angry at myself."said Kevin.
"Then I suggest you need to tell him how you feel about him."said Howie.
"I am not going to tell him."said Kevin.
"Whatever, bye."said Howie.
"See ya."said Kevin.

Howie walked out of Kevin door. He shut the door behind him.

"I am not going to tell Nick."said Kevin out loud to himself.

Kevin walked out of his room. He shut the door behind him. He saw Nick
walking out of his room.

"Nick, I need to talk to you."said Kevin.
"Okay, let's go into my room."said Nick.

Nick and Kevin walked into Nick room. Nick look at Kevin.

"Kev, sit down."said Nick.
"No, I don't want to sit down. Nick, I don't like you as a boyfriend. I just
like you as a friend."said Kevin.
"Oh"said Nick sadly.

Kevin saw tears in Nick eyes.

"I am so sorry"said Kevin.
"Get out now"said Nick with tears going down his cheeks.

Kevin walked out of Nick room. He shut the door behind him. He looked at Nick
door.

"I am so sorry."whispered Kevin.

Kevin walked into his room and shut the door.

Author Note: That's the end of chapter 1. I am still working on Chapter 2.
Please send me feedback about this story at TwoAngelEyes4U2C@aol.com
thanks, felicia