Date: Thu, 29 Mar 2001 22:20:24 -0800 (PST) From: Sun Child Subject: JC Dreams 19 Hey guys, I'm back with a new part of JC Dreams. DISCLAIMER THINGY: If you are underaged, offended by m/m concepts, then I will now ask you to leave. I ain't gonna get busted if your mama walks in and catches you choking the chicken to this if ya know what I mean. I don't know or claim any personal knowledge of Nsync and their personal lives, I don't agree with the arguements as to their sexuality, please don't put them to me... this is purely a fan-fiction. Also all songs belong to respective artists. All ownership will be listed at the bottom of the story. Author's Words: I want to thank all those who have written in and given me advice and so on. It's all greatly appreciated. I wish to also note those who have complained about the sex scenes I have written. They aren't long or in-depth I know. Please remember that JC and Tony have only just started having sex and are taking their time with this. Please bear this in mind when you write in and bitch to me about it because I will tell you the exact same thing in the reply that I have just told you now. Author's Thanks: Thanks to all those who have written in to me and told me what they think. It is greatly appreciated. To our fav Nifty Archivist, thanks for your support with the postings and series that you have let me put on your web-site. Thanks also to Casey who has given me support with the story from day one. Also, my fav guy, Alex, thanks for everything... you're cool man. Also, how could I forget me mate Casey. Thanks for your help and support throughout the entire series. You're a legend. Stories Recommended: Jamie's Romance -- (boy bands) brilliant in every sense of the word. I wish to thank the author for his support in the writing of JC Dreams and the advice he has passed on to me. I only hope I can one day write to his standard. Alpha Male -- (college) I am enjoying reading this story hugely. It puts forwards some different ideas on different topics. An interesting read at times to say the least. Garden of Songs -- (boy bands) This is my fan-fic story on Savage Garden which I am writing along with JC Dreams and enjoying writing. I hope that you can enjoy reading it. Yesterday's Child -- (high school) I'm working my ass off on this story, just like the other three... I hope you can all enjoy it. Black the Promise - (boy bands) A new series that I have started... I am doin' my best to get the next part up I promise. I'm kinda just finding it hard to write and find inspiration in at the moment, but I am working on it... it's starting to grow on me. Starting Over - (boy bands) An incredible Justin story. I LOVE IT! More Jordan MORE! Thanks to all my readers for their support, I hope you can also support these other authors. Feedback Details: ICQ# 104300787 (Sun Child) MSN Messanger is through: heartmindsoulau@hotmail.com E-mail feedback: heartmindsoulau@yahoo.com or heartmindsoulau@hotmail.com Well, I've taken enough of your time, let's get on with the story. Keep safe and see ya at the end. SC. JC Dreams 19 by Sun Child JC and Tony stood there, holding each other gently, enjoying the touch of the other. There was a light knock at the door and Justin went over and opened it while JC and Tony moved apart. Caleb and Sarah bounced into the room and Sarah threw her arms up around Tony's neck. "That was great Tone. You did so well out there, you have a great deal to be proud of." She bubbled at him. Tony smiled at Sarah's energy and hugged her tightly. Caleb then stepped up and looked at him. "And to think? This is all because we played cupid." With that he pulled Tony into a hug and whispered in Tony's ear. "Guess that experimentation with you is out of the question now isn't it." Tony hugged Caleb back and whispered back. "Not unless you ask JC if it's okay." Both of them let go and started to laugh. The others all looked at them all litte confused and just a tad of amused. JC walked up behind Tony and wrapped his arms around Tony's waist. Tony leant back into JC's firm embrace. Justin turned on MTV to hear Dido's soulful voice start to filter out. My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall it reminds me that it's not so bad it's not so bad I drank too much last night, got bills to pay my head just feels in pain I missed the bus and there'll be hell today I'm late for work again and even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the day and then you call me and it's not so bad it's not so bad and I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life Push the door, I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through then you handed me a towel and all I see is you and even if my house falls down now, I wouldn't have a clue because you're near me and I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life Tony looked at the others. "This has been the best day of my life. I just had my first ever public performance and with all of you here to support me, it's just been fantastic. Without all of you I would never have made it as far as I have and I am so grateful to you all. I don't think I could say it better than Dido just did." As Tony finished the VJ came back on. "Well, the first concert of the Nsync tour has just finished and from all reports the group were fantastic. The only problem with the tour, as far as fans are concerned, is that the support act might upstage the actual band. This is great news for music new-comer, Tony Scott. His single, still holds the top position on the charts this week after fierce competition from the likes of LeAnne Rimes and Eminem. Guess this boy is more than just a muso using Nsync to survive like early rumours suggested. Tony Scott seems to be able to stand on his own two feet. Nsync had better watch out, otherwise their next tour maybe supporting Scott. Who knows... speaking of Scott, here's his 'To Show I Care' clip requested by so many I can't even begin to name them." With that the VJ went off air and Tony and JC's clip began to play. The group all looked at each other. Tony looked at all the others, "Minions." With that the others all jumped on Tony and started to tickle him until they were all laughing like the lunatics they were. After their high from the show had worn off and most of the fans had left, the group all headed back to the hotel, Caleb and Sarah were staying on the floor below Tony and the guys so they came up and joined in the relax time. After a time, Caleb and Sarah went back to their room promising to see the group before they left in the morning to head home. Tony looked at the others. "That was so wild, it was also so exhausting like you would not believe. I need to go to bed." JC stood and took Tony's hand. "I need to go to bed as well. Want to go?" Tony smiled and stood. "Of course." JC gave Tony a quick kiss and looked at the others. "Night you lot." The others all waved as they walked out of the room. Justin looked to the floor then back up. "It's good to see them back together." He said, a smile on his face, a slight pain and sadness entered his voice. So slight but not missed by Lance. "Justin, want to go for a walk?" He asked. Justin looked up. "Yeah sure." With that the two youngest members of the band left and went for a walk. While they were walking, Lance looked at Justin. "Juju, what's wrong?" "Nothing Scoop." "Then why did you look so sad when you said that it was good they were back together." "I don't know. I guess I want what they have. You know, they love eachother so much, they are so in love with each other. I want that. I mean I love Brit, but it's not the same... I love her but I'm not in love with her." Justin tried to explain. "So what are you going to do?" "I don't know, I haven't been able to figure that one out yet." Justin admitted. "Is there anything else that's on your mind?" Lance asked. Justin shook his head. "No, that's all." Lance nodded, but didn't believe a word. Justin lay in bed later that night thinking about the conversation he had just had with Lance. Why did he want what Tony and JC had? He knew that at the start he had wanted what Tony had and that was JC, but now he wasn't sure. It was so confusing, he didn't know where to turn. Climbing out of bed he walked out on the balcony and looked out over the city. The lights glared back at him with an unholy emptiness that didn't calm Justin at all. Walking back inside the room he saw that Tony had left his bag in the room and sitting on top was a pack of smokes. He grabbed the smokes and removed one from the pack. Searching around, he soon found a book of matches and he carefully extracted one. Walking outside, he struck the match and put the flame to the lighter, Justin looked at the way the cigarette burned, so beautiful, it was amber and red and orange all roled into one. Justin put the smoke to his mouth and slowly inhaled. Next thing he knew, he was busy coughing his lungs out. 'Let's try that again.' He thought to himself and inhaled again. This time he fought the urge to cough and just let the smoke caress his throat. Exhaling, he watched the smoke drift up towards the sky. Shaking his head he leant forwards and tried to fathom what was disturbing him so much. He wished he could tell what was wrong with him but it was beyond his comprehension at the time. Deciding to talk to someone he walked out of the room and knocked lightly on Tony and JC's door. He heard a murmur and a sound of someone walking to the door. The door soon opened and JC was standing at the door looking at him. "Stin what are you doing? It's three in the morning." "I needed to talk to someone." Was all Justin said. "Okay, let me get dressed and I'll be with you." Justin nodded and waited as JC pushed the door across. As JC walked back into the bedroom Tony looked at him. "Who's at the door?" "It was Justin." "Is he okay? There's nothing wrong is there?" Asked Tony sitting up. "He said he needs someone to talk to." "Okay, if either of you need me, you both know where I'll be." JC nodded and walked back to Justin. Tony sat there not sure what to do. He was worried about Justin but didn't want to intrude on JC and Justin's time because there hadn't been much of it and Tony felt guilty about that. He was either with Justin or he was with JC. He ended up picking up his guitar and going out onto the balcony and started to strum a few notes. Soon he was playing a song he had no idea what it was, the tune was so haunting he didn't even bother to try and think of lyrics. Soon JC returned with a stormy look on his face. Tony got up and walked over to him and put a hand on his shoulder. "You okay Josh?" "Not really." "Baby, what's up?" JC looked straight up at Tony. "That's the first time you've ever called me that." Tony thought for a moment and realised it was. He smiled. "Well it's a night for firsts then isn't it. Now what's wrong?" "Just something Justin said to me." "What did he say?" "It doesn't matter?" "Josh, for you to be like this there is most definetly something wrong." "It doesn't matter Tony. Just do me a favour and stay away from him for a while okay." "Justin is my best friend, I'm not going to abandon him. Now tell me what's wrong." "He's fallen in love with you okay. Is that what you wanted to hear? Are you happy now? He loves you." --- Revelations huh. You get that. 1) Thank You - Dido. Feedback to the addresses mentioned at the top of the page. Keep safe y'all. Hugs, kisses and cookies, SC.