Date: Sun, 16 Jan 2000 17:36:39 -0800 (PST) From: Wipeout211 Subject: Josh and Just/1 ****Hello Everyone! This would be my very first time writing on Nifty. I've been a long time reader for a while but now is my time to write. I hope you all like this story. Take in mind that I am no JM or anything. I dream of being up there with him. Well I guess on with the story.**** Disclaimer: This story does not suggest the sexuality of Justin and/or JC or any other character within it's contents. This is pure fictional. Josh And Just 1 Justin thrashed around in his bed, becoming entangled within the sheets. Sweat covered his lean eighteen year old body as it tried helplessly to overcome something within his dreams. He sobbed quietly as his dream progressed. The sound emanated through the room to his band mate's ears. The sound slowly pulled him out of slumber. JC sat up in his bed adjusting to the feel of the cold air against his bare chest. He looked toward Justin's bed and saw him moving within the bed frantically. JC hopped out of bed and walked over to Justin's. He gently started to nudge Justin while taking a seat on the side of the bed. "Just. Just. Wake up, you're having a bad dream." JC said in a hushed whisper. JC shook Justin a little harder causing Justin to pop up into a sitting position. JC looked at Justin's sweat covered face, taking in the shocked look. "JC!" Justin said as he instantly hugged the twenty-three year and began to sob into his shoulder. "It's okay Justin! I'm here. Don't worry nothing is going to happen to you. Nobody's going to hurt you. It's okay." JC comforted. He softly rubbed Justin's back as the boy continued to sniffle into his shoulder. "Hey Just? Do you want to talk about it?" JC asked. "I had that dream again." Justin replied, barely audible. "The one with the guy?" JC asked. Justin nodded. "Justin you don't have to worry. He's in prison. He's not going to hurt you ever again. I'll make sure he won't. I won't let anything happen to you." JC consoled. He should have been used to calming Justin down by now. It's been two months after Justin's incident. And every other night so far Justin would have a dream, more of a flashback, to the happenings of that night. He should have been used to it but he wasn't. He still hadn't gotten over to what that guy did to Justin. He had degraded Justin and made him feel worthless. JC wanted to kill him for what he did to Justin. Not to mention the crap that Justin had to go through afterward. From dealing with the press to the extra security. Justin held strong while going through the whole ordeal. JC tried to help his friend as much as he could but felt like it wasn't enough. He felt like he should be there for the rest of Justin's life protecting him. He felt that he should have been there that night when that man had raped Justin. JC looked down and saw that Justin was fast asleep, cuddled tightly against his chest. Justin rested his head on one of JC's pecs while sleeping. JC liked the feeling of Justin cuddled close to him. He has known he was attracted to men for about a year now and only one person knew so far. Only Lance knew. He wanted to tell the others, but he wasn't quite sure how to tell them. He didn't even tell Lance. Lance had found out after careful observation. He had watched JC around guys and the way JC watched each one with a hungry eye. It was Lance that approached JC and asked him. JC didn't know how the others would react. Especially after Justin being raped by a guy. "You have to tell them. We're all brothers. We have to be open with each other." Lance had told him a couple weeks before. Tomorrow was the day. Tomorrow was the day he had told Lance that he was going to tell everyone. Tomorrow was the day when he'll find out if he was still in the group. To Be Continued ****I hope you guys liked it. I'm not quite sure if my writing is good. So I'd love some feedback. Welp if you want me to keep writing, just drop me a line at Wipeout211@yahoo.com.