Date: Fri, 19 Jan 2007 22:29:14 -0500 From: Angel J Subject: Justin's Angel-29 This is a sexually explicit story (at times) involving homosexuality. By continuing to read, you affirm under penalties of perjury that you are not a minor or in the company of a minor and are entitled to have access to this story. The following is a fictious story with no real basis or credibility.It is solely for the enjoyment of the reader. It does not imply anything about the sexual preferences or lifestyle of Justin Timberlake or any other celebrity herein mentioned in this story. Previously Michael was sobbing, seeing the love in Justin's eyes, feeling the love in his voice. The voice that had saved him so many years ago. And here that man was standing, giving him his love and his life. No more words could be spoken, no more could be sung. They were one, for this time and forever. Everyone was crying, realizing the depth of emotions between Justin and Michael. They had been destined to find each other. Josh had realized the truth before he'd done anything to destroy that love. Michael and Justin were oblivious to those around them. There destinies had been joined, their love had survived to find one another. This was the beginning of their hopes and dreams. They joined together in a kiss that would echo through their lives. No one noticed Michael's right hand. His smooth scarless hand. Chapter 29 Justin and Michael broke their kiss, sensing that their destinies had finally been reached. They now truly felt together, together forever. They both turned looking at Josh. He had a small smile on his face, his eyes still red. "Thank you, JC.Thank you for telling us what happened so many years ago." Michael said, his eyes smiling into Josh's eyes. Josh lowered his head a bit. "I'm sorry that I didn't see how true to each other you were.That you both have a love that was destined to be brought together.I'm sorry for trying to destroy that.Can you ever forgive me?" Michael walked over to him, hugging him again. "We both are happy that you realize what we mean to each other.You are Justin's best friend, JC.I hope that I too can be a good friend.I want you to know that I will always love him, he'll never regret that." Josh smiled in wonder at Michael, realizing how truly remarkable this man was.After what he'd done to him, what he'd wanted to do, Michael still wanted his friendship. "Your a remarkable man, Michael.Even after how I'd treated you, you still want to be my friend?" "I can sense your goodness, JC.Your heart is kind, your soul is loving.One day you'll find your true soulmate, you deserve no less." Josh started tearing up, knowing Michael would now be his friend. "When,Michael? When will I find him? I need him, I'm so lonely." Josh cried into his shoulder again, Michael holding him again.Justin came up beside them, Michael letting Justin take over, him holding Josh now. "Its okay, Joshy.I'm here,I'll always be here for you." Lonnie smiled at what he now saw.Josh wouldn't come between the two lovers, he'd realized what they had. Michael smiled knowing that he didn't have to fear Josh anymore,that Justin was his, had always been his.Josh could now be his friend.Josh could now have his best friend back, and he'd always be there for him. Michael rubbed Josh's shoulder. He saw the blue light again. His vision blurred. He saw Josh sitting on a white sofa his hands together holding a small box and a rose.Michael could see Justin and himself standing at the end of that sofa.There hearts seemed to be trying to comfort someone else in the room but both not wanting to interfere. Josh got up off the sofa walking towards them, hugging both of them,they could see the determination in his eyes.JOsh then walking past them to another man standing at a window. Josh walked up to the man,putting his hand on his shoulder. "Your not alone, my love.I am here now.I am yours forever.I love you with all my heart.Will you let me in to love you?" Josh said to the man. The man turned and looked into Josh's loving eyes. "I love you, Josh.My heart needs you so much." Josh hugged the crying man to him, then kissing him deeply. Michael looked at Justin, who hugged him close. "You were right, my love.They are soulmates." Michael focused again on Justin and Josh.Josh was looking at him strange. "You okay,Michael? I could of sworn that I saw your eyes glow a bit." Justin looked at Michael with concern. Michael was now smiling.He'd seen something beautiful. He'd seen Josh find his soulmate. And Michael knew who he was. Josh would find love. "Did you have a vision,babe?" Justin asked looking into Michael's eyes. "A vision? " Josh asked, looking at Michael with one eyebrow raised. Michael blushed a litte, casting his eyes away. "Michael's very special, Josh.He has gifts that would surprise you.I think its time we told Josh whats been going on, guys." Lonnie said, putting his hand on Josh's shoulder. Everyone smiled, letting Justin and Michael sit down again on the couch. Josh sat down beside them, looking at both of them, Justin beginning to tell him everything about Michael's past. Michael looked at Josh with a bit of humility, tiring of hearing this story again and again. Josh listened, at times not believing what he was being told.He was becoming angry when he heard about Michael's abuse and hurt. "how could anyone do such hurtful things, especially to someone with your caring heart, Michael." "I don't know, JC.All I ever wanted was to be was loved." said Michael,looking down,and then looking at his lover. Justin put their hands together. "You are loved now, Michael.Look around at all of us.We, all your friends and family, love you.You'll never be hurt again, my love." Michael hugged his lover, knowing his words were real. Justin told Josh all about Michael's gifts, and his using them to help people. Josh sat looking at Michael, feeling admiration for him.And for his kind heart. This indeed was a special man. "Did you have a vision about me, Michael?" Josh asked shyly,not really sure if he wanted to know. "Yes,JC.I did." "Please, Michael.Call me Josh, all my real friends do." Michael smiled. "Well spill it Michael." Justin said eagerly. Michael looked at both of them,knowing he couldn't tell them. "I'm sorry but I can't.After today you should realize that you shouldn't interfere with destiny.All I will say is that you will find your soulmate, Josh.And you will be loved beyond your greatest dreams." Justin started pouting, not liking Michael's answer. "Not going to work, Timberlake.So give it up." Michael smiled at Justin. Josh held in a laugh. Josh knew Justin's ability to use that look.It usually always worked on Josh. Apparently Michael had more self control with it.But he sensed that Michael could cave in quickly if Justin pressured him. Josh smiled. "I only ask one thing of you in regards to your soulmate, Josh." "Yes,Michael." "In some ways he is a lot like myself, Josh.He has a lot of pain inside him.Love him for who he is, heal his pain, give him all your love." Michael looked at Justin. "To find someone who'd stand by you, who'd love you and accept your pain, hurt and sorrow, is to find true love." Justin knew Michael meant him, but that he was also giving Josh good advice.He put his hand in Michael's. Josh smiled,wondering who that special man was.He knew that Michael would not tell him. They talked about everything, everyone adding comments.Josh felt overwhelmed by how much everyone knew about Michael. These were his friends, his support. Josh wanted to be part of that group,Josh wanted Michael's friendship. After everyone had recovered from this turbulent afternoon, Justin informed everyone about his dinner plans. They had about an hour before their reservaton at Vito's. Lonnie and Josh went back to the hotel to change and would meet them at the restaurant.Justin walked them out, wanting to talk to Lonnie about something.Nana and Vicky went to Vicky's room to chat and get ready. In a few minutes Justin walked into their bedroom, watching Michael picking clothes out of his closet.He'd taken his shirt off, Justin watching his hairy muscular chest move with grace. Michael turned smiling at Justin, Justin pulling his own shirt over his head and walking over beside Michael. They now stood in their bedroom, both shirtless, picking out clothes together for tonight. Justin was amazed at Michael sense of style, his ability to pick out the perfect outfit. In a matter of moments, he'd fitted Justin in an outfit. Justin wore dark navy pants, a pale blue silk shirt with a clean crisp black leather tie. Michael had opted for a black silk shirt, dark grey pants and a black suede jacket.No tie. Together they were stylish and urbane. Justin looked at Michael combing his soft black hair.Never had he seen him look so beautiful. Black was his color.it brought out his golden eyes. They seemed to glow against the blackness. He'd kept sneaking small kisses while Michael was dressing.He just needed to touch him. They didn't put on much jewelry, both wearing only watches and their silver faith rings. Justin kept looking at his, feeling its warmth on his finger.It seemed to be wrapped in love. He looked up at his lover. Justin asked Michael if he felt his that way.Michael smiled at him. "Yes, in the beginning, but I hardly notice it now.It's become a part of me now.Your faith is a part of me now,Jus." That brought a tear to Justin's incredibly blue eyes. Michael lifted his right hand to brush it away. Michael face turned to shock.He just stood there looking at his own hand. "Whats wrong,babe?" Justin said,concern written in his eyes. "Oh, my god, Justin.My hand, look at my hands." Justin took Michael's hands in his, looking at both, seeing nothing wrong with them. Then he realized what was missing. That horrible scar that had covered half of the back on Michael's right hand was completely gone.There wasn't a mark on Michael's hand. "The scar, the one your father gave you, its gone, Mikey.Its completely gone." Michael sat down on the bed. "Check my lower back Jus, please." Michael turned raising his jacket and shirt. That horrible scar, that symbol of all Michael's pain was gone, replaced with smooth, soft, warm skin. Justin started crying, Michael sensing that it was gone. Michael hugged Justin to him, holding him tight, his own tears falling. "I'm finally healed, Justin.All my pain, all the scars, its all gone." Justin looked up into Michael's golden eyes. "Its a miracle, Michael." Michael sat still for a few minutes not saying anything. He just looked down at the ring on his right hand, touching it gently. Justin was starting to get worried that something was wrong, Michael having gotten so quiet. Michael looked up at him, a smile, a beautiful smile on his face. "Its not a miracle, Jus.It was you and I.Your love, and mine.Our sweet intoxicating love has healed me.When we agreed to wear these rings, our love united.I was scarred ,because half of my soul was missing.Half of my love. You were missing, Jus.And now we are together.And I am healed." Justin kissed him,loving Michael's explanation. It seemed so right. They held each other, Michael realizing that he didn't have to be ashamed anymore, he didn't have to hide his pain or his body. Tonight he would show Justin the depth of his love, the depth of his soul. They got up hand in hand, heading out to dinner with the people they loved. Michael drove the four of them down to Vito's, Justin sitting in the back seat with his new grandmother, Vicky sitting up front with him. "So, what was with all the tears when you came out of the bedroom, Mikey.You and Justy Wusty were almost blubbering, you both looked so happy.Did Timberlacking grow an extra inch, so now you have five to play with?" Justin looked totally shocked. Nana was laughing her head off. Michael turned looking at Vicky. "I will have you know that Justin's body is none of your business." Vicky smirked. "He's beyond perfect to me." Justin beamed, Michael was defending him. "And honey, just between us girls, I'm not the only one who's gifted."Michael winked at Vicky and Nana. Vicky and Nana were laughing uncontrollably. Justin was beaming. God he loved this man. They laughed and kidded around the short trip to Vito's. When they arrived they were smiling and hugging each other. Justin winked at Loren when he came in, she smiling at them all. "Hi,Michael.Glad your back again.We have the dining room reserved for you." "Dining room? We only need a small table ,there's only six of us." "Justin wanted privacy, so we cleared the whole room for a couple of hours." Michael looked at Justin. "Babe, thats sweet, but your taking good business away from Vito." "It's okay, Mikey.I'm paying for any inconvenience." Michael raised his eyebrows, not liking Justin spending this kind of money on him. Loren smiled at Michael, knowing his dislike for attention. "Come on,Michael.Live a little.Smile, sweetie." Michael blushed, then smiled. "Thats better,cutie.Come with me everyone." They all followed Loren until they were almost at the room. "Michael?" Michael turned looking at Vito. Everyone slipped silently into the room,closing the door. "I wanted to say hi, my young friend." Vito said hugging Michael. "Hello,Vito.Nice to be back." Vito smiled at him. Michael turned around seeing everyone gone. He looked around until he saw Vito smiling at him. "I believe their in the dining room." Michael smiled, turning and walking through the door. "SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!" Michael jumped back, total shock on his face.The room was full of people. Justin was standing in front of everyone smiling the biggest smile Michael had ever seen on his face. "Surprise, Michael." Michael recovered quickly, his face now blushing. "Okay, whats going on here? Why is everyone here?" "Because we want to salute our hero." Zach said, walking out from behind Justin. Michael's mouth dropped open,his face registering total shock. "Zacky? Thats impossible.I just talked to you in New York not two hours ago!" "Correction,dufus.You talked to me on my cell phone two hours ago.It was in my hand at my hotel room three blocks from here." Justin was laughing, totally in on everything. "You knew." "Yep,I organized everything,with a lot of help from Vicky.We've been talking all week.It was originally going to be a party for your book's success, and well, with what happened,we turned it into a hero party." Michael looked around,seeing a lot of his school friends, his agent, employees from Vito's,all his friends. "Aw, gosh, thanks guys.I'm touched." Everyone gave him three cheers. Michael blushed more. Christina and Becky walked out from behind Nana, Becky running up to Michael. "Hello,Michael." She said when he'd picked her up. "Hello,precious.How's my Becky?" "I missed Justin,Michael?" Michael started laughing,handing Becky off to her precious Justin. Zach walked up to him finally, hugging him close. "You always were my hero, buddy." Michael started tearing up, holding his dearest friend tight. "So, do I get an academy award for my performance.OH my god,you know Justin Timberlake personally!" Zach screamed, then started laughing. Michael smirked, realizing they'd all pulled the wool over his eyes.Especially his Justin. He walked up to him as he played with Becky and Tina, holding her in his arms. Michael looked into his eyes. Justin looked back,seeing Michael's heart there in his eyes. "Did anyone ever tell you, your a special guy, Mr.Timberlake." "Everybody, all the time." He smirked. They joined all of Michael's friends and colleagues, enjoying the rich buffet that Vito had set up as well as bottled champagne. And after everyone had enjoyed the food and good company, VIto rolled out a large cake. On the top of it was a laminated copy of Michael's book cover and a laminated copy of the newspaper picture. Written on the cake was: CONGRATULATIONS MICHAEL WRITER HERO FRIEND Michael's eyes teared up, Vicky,Christina, and Nana kissing him. Justin so wanted to kiss him, but the public event stopped that. He settled for a hug. Michael himself snuck in the smallest of kisses on his cheek. Zach was the only one who caught it. He stood there, in shock. Everyone hugged and kissed him, all his friends proud of his success and his kind heart. Michael had never known such tenderness and kindness from people. It overwhelmed him. Justin caught the signs quickly, knowing Michael need a breather. "If everyone would excuse us I need to talk to Michael and Zach privately for a moment. Justin walked up to Vito, whispering something to him, Vito replying back. Justin smiled, heading out the door. Michael and Zach followed him, down through the restaurant into Vito's back office. Justin shut the door. "Okay, Michael, spill the beans.What's going on here." Zach asked, his arms folded in front of him. Michael looked at his best friend, seeing concern and love in his eyes. Justin put his hand in Michael's, smiling at him. "I'm in love with Michael, Zach.We've realized we need each other,we need each other's love and happiness." Zach sat down, stunned that Justin Timberlake, idol to millions of teen age girls, was gay. And that his best friend had won his heart. Michael walked over to him, looking at him. "Well, say something, anything." Zach got up walking up to Justin. "So, your in love with him.What does that mean to you?" Michael saw Zach's protective side coming out.He hoped Justin would take it with good grace. "To me it means happiness.Utter wonderful happiness.He lights my soul,he fills my heart with love.I can't imagine a day without him, a day when I can't see his beautiful face smiling at me." "Michael was hurt before, Justin.I don't want him to be hurt again." Zach looked with love at his best friend. "I can never be Paul, Zach." Zach turned looking at Justin, then back to Michael. "He knows everything, Zacky, even things you don't." Michael walked up to his friend, and began to tell him everything.All that had happened, his early life that Zach knew nothing about,his pain,his loss.Everything.Then all the happiness he'd shared with Justin. Zach held him,hearing it all, the tears flowing between them.Justin stood still, letting the two friends cement their friendship deeper. After Michael had told him everything, Zach hugged him. "Your one of a kind, Tavarro.Just when I had you all figured out, you shock the shit out of me." Michael smiled, loving his friend. Zach walked up to Justin again.He hugged him. "Thank you, Justin.Thank you for being there for him and for freeing his soul.I guess all I have left to say is welcome to the family." Justin smiled, hugging Zach back. "But, if you ever do anything to hurt him, your skinny, hot ass is mine." Justin nodded his head. "I wouldn't want it any other way.But you'll never have to worry." Zach smiled,turning slightly,winking at Michael.Then he turned around kissing Justin deep on the lips. Justin stood there stunned. "Well, I just fullfill my deepest fantasies.Your boyfriend tastes great, Mikey." Michael was rolling on top of the desk,laughing his head off. Zach was laughing even louder, Justin blushing a deep red. "No worries, Justin.Your safe around me, I'll try and control myself." Zach laughed putting his arm around his shoulder. Justin started laughing, realizing Zach had warmed to him greatly. "Thanks, I was worried about having to deal with your bad breath." Zach stood still,shocked. Michael started laughing again.Kudos to Justin for one-upping him. There was hope for his man yet. Zach started laughing, realizing Justin's smart ass remark. "You've been hanging around Michaelangelo too damn much." Justin laughed. "I'm heading back to the party.I suggest you guys do some serious necking.But please wipe off the desk when your done." Zach laughed,hugging them both. "Why, Zach? You want to suck on the rag?" Michael quipped back. "Ewwwww! Thats disgusting, Mikey." Zach laughed, shutting the door behind him. Michael and Justin both smiled at each other. Within moments they were in each other's arms.There kiss tender and passionate. Michael broke away before his desires overwhelmed him.This wasn't the place for that. "Thank you, Justin.I seem to be saying that a lot lately." Justin smiled. "You don't have to thank me for loving you, my love.That why I do things for you, because I love you." "Please, Jus.Let me say this.Thank you for tonight, for this party.For bringing my friends here.You can't know how much this has meant to me." Justin hugged him,knowing exactly how it affected Michael. "Your welcome, my love." They stayed like that, together in each other's arms, just loving each other. After a while they rejoined the party, laughing and talking with everyone.Josh and Michael chatted together for a while ,finally getting to know each other as friends. The band that Vito used on weekends started playing, people began to dance,everyone enjoying the music. After an hour of fine music, Vito stood on the band stage,asking for silence. "This is a special night, we honor our friend Michael, for his wonderful writing and for his wonderful self. We here all know his talents,his kindness, his giving nature.And his shyness. Tonight I, his friend ask only one thing of him.I ask him to bless us all with a song, to fill this room with his beautiful angelic voice." Michael blushed,surprised that Vito would ask this of him. Justin and Josh both stood up together starting the clapping and the cheering, egging him on. Michael stood up but still felt unsure. "Please,Mikey.FOr me?" Justin looked at him with his pouty face. Michael smiled,all his fear leaving him. He walked up to the stage,everyone now cheering.Michael talked to Armando, the band leader. "Thank you all, thank you for this wonderful evening.You have no idea how this has affected me,affected my heart." Everyone clapped and cheered,some eyes moist. "I feel embarrassed to sing here with two such talented singers in our midst.MY friends,Justin Timberlake and JC Chasez." Everyone cheered when Justin and JC stood up bowing. Then they both yelled together. "We want the hero to sing, not us!" Everyone laughed and turned,cheering for Michael. Michael smiled at them both. His lover and his new friend. "This song is one of my favorites, it's by Marc Anthony.So enjoy it,please." The laughter and the talking still was going on as the band starting to play a light melody. Michael's rich, beautiful voice filled the small room, the casual talk and noise suddenly dying. Everyone listened in silence, their hearts and minds swept up by the voice of an angel. When you hold me like this So many memories fill my eyes The first time we kissed The times we nearly said good-bye But still here we are Tested and tried and still true And stronger than we ever knew Love is all The laugher and the tears that fall The mundane and the magical Love is all All is love The careless word,the healing touch The getting and the giving of All is love There's a me you've always known The me that's a stranger still The you that feels like home And the you that never will But stil here we lie Tender and trusting and true With everything that we've been through Love is all The laughter and the tears that fall The mundane and the magical Love is all All is love The careless word,the healing touch The getting and the giving of All is love All the glory All the pain All the passion That turns to ashes Only to rise again Love is all The laughter and the tears that fall The mundane and the magical Love is all All is love The careless word,the healing touch The getting and the giving of All is love The band slowly finished. The room was deadly silent. Michael stood still, coming back to the present, his soul having become lost in the music. He saw so many wet moist eyes in front of him. within a heart beat everyone was on their feet, the applause deafening in the small room. Michael stood in wonder,looking at everyone. He saw Justin and Josh sitting,both crying tears of wonder. Josh had never heard such a soulful, deep heartwrenching voice. Tearful Justin had heard his angel sing again. And he felt the words were for him alone. After Michael had been thanked by everyone, praised and congratulated, he finally made his way back to their table. Josh just looked at him with a quiet stare.Justin hugged him,whispering , I love you, to him. "How did I do, Josh.I know I'm not as good as you and Justin,but I hope I wasn't too bad.I really value your opinion." Josh got up, looking into his eyes. "Justin was right, Michael.You sing like an angel.No one on this earth could ever sing with such soul, such love." Michael teared up.To hear Joshua Chasez,a reknowned musician, say that, filled his heart with happiness. "Thank you, Josh.Coming from you thats high praise, indeed." Josh hugged him. "My god, Michael.You have such a gift. You should sing professionally.Your fantastic." "Please Josh.I've gone through this with Jus. Writing is my love, my hearts ambition.I can't abandon it." Josh smiled at him, but inside he felt sorrow, sorrow for the greatest voice that the world would never get to hear. "Well, if you every change your mind? " "I know,thanks." After everyone had calmed down, people began to leave, saying goodbye to Michael. Within an hour everyone had finally parted, Justin and Michael the last to leave. "Well,its been a wonderful night, Jus.Shall we go home." "Sure thing, Michael.But first I need to stop by the hotel. I have a few things to pack." Michael's face dropped a little, realizing that this was their last night together for a while. Justin picked up on his mood, but didn't say anything. Michael pulled up into the lot beside the hotel, waiting for Jus to get out. "Park the car, Michael.Come up with me,I have something to show you." MIchael parked,shutting the car off, the two walking into the hotel. They got off on Justin's floor, seeing Lonnie leaving the suite. "You guys have a good night, I'll see you in the morning." Lonnie hugging both of them,then winking at Justin. "Okay,Lon." Michael said, sensing something was going on. "After you, my love." Justin said, bowing at the door to the suite. Michael raised an eyebrow, opening the door. Inside the suite was darkened, lighted candles were placed everywhere.Soft music was playing in the background. A small table was set up in the room, a bottle of wine chilling on it, with two glasses and a large vase of red and white roses. "I wanted tonight to end in a special way,my darling.A way to make this week seem like a new beginning." Michael looked at Justin with large tears in his eyes. "Every moment of this week has been more than special, Jus." Justin smiled a sexy,passion filled smile. "Only because of you my love.You and your unending love." Justin pulled him into his arms, their kiss tender and singular in its passion. Michael laid his head on Justin's chest hearing his heart beat slow and strong.Justin was so relaxed,Michael was so excited,and nervous. Justin pulled him to the table,pouring them both a glass of wine. He took a rose out of the vase in the center of the table. "You are the flower in my soul,Michael.You have planted a seed there,that flower has bloomed there,the flower of your love.It will forever grow inside me." Michael was opening crying now,Justin hugging him again. "Lets toast to our love.You and I have been brought together,by faith,by destiny and by love." They toasted each other,drinking the sweet wine. After a few mouthfuls, their lips met again,tasting the wine in each other's mouth. It tasted all the better mingling with their own tastes. "May I have this dance,Mr.Tavarro." Michael looked around the room. "Well since I have no other choices,I guess you'll have to do." Justin laughed,pulling Michael into his arms again. They started slow dancing,Michael laying his head again on Justin's chest. Justin began humming to the music,Michael becoming lost in the moment. After a few minutes Michael looked up seeing that Justin had danced them across the room to the open bedroom door. Michael looking inside seeing more candles surrounding the bed,soft white sheets and pillows covering it. "Tonight is our last night together,my love.Tomorrow we part.But its not forever.It is for only a short time in our long happy lives." Michael kissed Justin again. "There may be many times that we will be apart, Michael.But I promise you that I will always return with more love in my heart for you.The distance will make my love grow." Michael started crying,Justin hugging him to him again. "I know, Jus.I know that you will always love me.I promise the same.My heart is yours,for the rest of our lives,and forever." Justin kissed him again,deeper and more passionate. "Tonight I want us to make love to each other,Michael.I want to feel your love." Michael looked at him,with love in his golden eyes. "Your sure,my love?" "Yes,Michael.I want to feel you inside me,and your body with mine." Their kisses took on a life of their own.Within a few moments both men had removed the other's clothing,touching and caressing each other's flesh.They stood naked and together at the side of the bed. Justin looked deep into Michael's golden eyes seeing the love and lust there. He fell back on the bed,pulling Michael on top of him. Michael kissed him deeply, moving his wet lips down to his chest, attaching themselves to his right nipple, Justin's center. Justin moaned and pulled on the sheets feeling the desire in Michael's licking, feeling his want. "Oh god, baby, yes.I need you to do that forever. Oh,god!" Michael continued licking,his hand lowering to wrap around Justin's hardened cock. He stroked him while he sucked on the nipple. Justin moaned,and shivered. Michael pulled off,sinking down and taking Justin's cock deep into his throat,taking it all in. Justin bucked,his body shaking all over. Within a moment his cock exploded, his juices shooting down Michael's hungry throat. Michael took it all in,savouring it all.He needed this sweetness to fill him. He worked his way back up to Justin's face, kissing him gently and tenderly all the way there. Justin opened his eyes,his breathing laboured,his blue eyes staring into Michael's. "Oh, god, Mikey.That was amazing, I though I was going to crawl out of my skin." Michael smiled at him,kissing him passionately, Justing realizing that Michael was still highly charged and excited. Michael's eyes were energized with a heated lust,Justin finding it intoxicating. Their kissing took on a harder passion,Justin hardening again. "God,Michael,I need you,I need you to make love to me." Justing wrapped his long muscular legs around Michael's back. Michael looked deep into his eyes. "No one excites me like you do, lover.Your body is an exilir,it stokes my fire.I want you Justin,I want you to be mine." Justin kissed him hard and fast,their tongues fighting each other. Michael leaned over to the nightstand to grab a bottle of lube and protection. His eyes and lips never left Justin's face. There sweaty bodies clung to each other,their aroma driving each other wild. Michael put a condom on his large shaft,rolling it down. He pulled Justin up a little so his body was curved,resting a pillow under his lower back. Justin's breathing was intensifying,his chest heaving with small tremors. "Relax, my love.Just relax, I will take it slow." He leaned in kissing him gently. He wanted Justin to enjoy this, to remember the tenderness and love. 'I love you, Mico." "I love you more, Timby." Justin laughed. "Timby?" Michael smiled."My new love name for you." Michael leaned in wrapping his lubed hands around Justin's cock,rubbing it all over while he stroked. "It's because of this large piece of timber your carrying around with ya." Justin was laughing wildly now. Michael had relaxed him with humor. Michael moved off his cock, his fingers gently going lower. Justin closed his eyes, feeling one finger slowly going deep into him. He shuddered a bit, it felt strange. Michael licked the head of his cock,tonguing the slit. Justin gasped, the finger moved around inside him. He'd never felt something alive inside him.It rocked his mind,sending waves of colors flashing before his eyes. Michael knew exactly what Justin was experiencing, the heighted passion of being connect with your soulmate. He'd felt the same when Justin had taken him to that place last night. Michael pushed another finger inside him,spreading them slowly then wider,stretching Justin's entrance to accomodate him. Justin had to be relaxed and ready for this. Michael took his time,fingering slowly,sucking his cock slowly, Justin slowly building the desires inside him. He moaned Michael's name over and over. "My Mico, Oh my Mico.I need you now, I need you inside me,please,oh please." Justin was almost crying , his need so great. Michael positioned himself above Justin, looking into his two blue pools. "I love you, my Justin.I love you with all my heart." Justin pulled him down,wanting his lips against his,and his cock inside him. Michael pushed down slowly,his cock entering Justin. The resistance was minimal,JUstin had been well lubed and sweating.Michael's shaft sunk deep into Justin's love canal. Justin sucked his chest in,Michael stopping when he was all the way in. Justin's lips devoured Michael's, their kissess fevered and lustful. Justin open his eyes,asking Michael to start." Michael realized that Justin had been so lost in the passion that he hadn't felt his entrance. "I've already started my love, let your senses go, feel me inside you. Justin closed his eyes, clenching his ass tightly,suddenly feeling the large intrusion inside him. His eyes flew open, a heart shattering smile crossed his face as he started crying. "Oh, my love.Your now a part of me.I have you inside me.I'm whole." Michael kissed him deeply,starting his slow rhythm, pulling out of Justin then sinking back in.Justin's heartbeat increase,he began pulling Michael into him with his hands,which were firmly positioned on both sides of his ass. Justin rubbed across Michael's back, feeling his new smoothness, that scar gone forever. Michael picked up the pace,deeper thrusts into Justin, pulling out less,his rhythm increasing. The moisture between them acted as a lubricant on Justin's throbbing cock. The both felt themselves on the edge of abandonment. Michael looked deeply into Justin's hazy eyes, seeing the man there, the man who'd saved him. "You are my savour, Justin.I love you." Michael screamed his name, his cock erupting deep inside Justin, Justin's exploding all over his chest. They clung to each other,both men crying. Crying happy tears, for all they'd experienced. Michael kissed him tenderly, Justin closing his eyes, the sobs racking his body. Michael quickly pulled out, pulling the condom off and disgarding it. He pulled Justin to him, holding him tightly in his arms. He couldn't get him to stop sobbing. "My love, oh my darling.Whats wrong?" Justin's eyes opened, Michael seeing deep loneliness there. "Don't leave me Michael, please don't leave me." Michael pulled him to his chest, Justin burying his face into Michael's soft chest hair. "I am here for you forever, Jus.I will be with you always,as long as you need me." Michael realized that Justin had deep insecurities of his own. He gave his love freely, but his heart needed that love constantly. Michael smiled. Justin needed him as much as he needed Justin. "Justin?" "Yes my love." "I want to be with you.I need to be with you.When we meet up in New York in ten days, I promise you, my love, that I will never leave you again.I will go with you wherever you go.I will love you as long as you need me." Justin looked up into Michael's eyes. "I'm sorry, Michael.I didn't mean to act this way to make you come with me.I want you to be with me because you want to, not because I'm a little cry baby." Michael got up quickly, pulling Justin up with him. "Come with me." Justin felt the directness in Michael voice.He obediently followed. Michael led him out by the hand into the living room grabbing all the roses out of the large vase on the table and walking him over in front of the large mirror hanging off the middle wall. "Look at us Justin, what do you see?" Justin looked into the large mirror seeing his love and himself naked and together.Their bodies were similar builds, Justin being taller and smoother.but similar toneage and firmness. "I see a vision of beauty, and its standing beside me." Michael smiled, knowing that Justin was being sincere. "I see so much more than that, Justin." Justin looked at his lover, waiting for his words of wisdom.Justin had learned that Michael had a wonderful way of expressing life's moments. "I see two people bared to each other.Both comfortable in the other's presence.We're standing here naked, Justin.Neither of us is ashamed or embarrassed." Justin began to see what Michael was trying to say. "When I'd first met you, I was mortified that you'd hate my skinny body.I was ashamed of it. I'd thought that there would be no way that you could ever be attracted to my scarred,skinny body.But you've proved me wrong, Jus.I see in your eyes,in your touch and in your heart that you desire me.And that makes me so alive." Justin had tears again in his eyes.He knew how much Michael's body excited him. "My soul was barren for so long Justin.My insecurities so deeply entrenched inside me.Tonight you showed me a rose to represent the flower of my love growing inside you." Michael put the large group of flowers into Justin's hands. He looked deep into his blue eyes. "I have a forest of flowers growing inside me, Jus." Justin started crying, Michael's words moving him so much. He put his arms around Justin who was still holding the roses. "Your love makes me feel alive, Justin.Its the essence of my soul.Thats why I want to live with you, to keep that feeling alive inside me. I don't ever want to hear you degrade yourself Justin.You are not a cry baby, a child or stupid.Do you hear me.You,the love of my life, are a man. A strong,beautiful,caring and loving man.And I just can't believe that your mine." Michael kissed him deeply. Justin's tears were shining in his eyes.Michael was proud of him.Michael loved him for himself.Not for the flashy superstar.But for this bashful,insecure, lonely guy. They kissed tenderly, all the roses falling onto the carpet,nothing now seperating them. Michael had been right.Justin did love his body. And he showed him how much all through the night. They made love to each other,deeply,slowly and passionately. Finally falling asleep in each other's arms. Justin was the last one to fall asleep.He fell asleep looking at his angel's face. Tomorrow would be an emotional day for Michael. Justin would be strong for him, he would be the man Michael wanted him to be. End of Chapter 29 Up ahead,a solemn parting, and new beginnings. Keep reading, my friends. Special kudos to Marc Anthony, I love that song. Angel.