Date: Sat, 16 Sep 2000 13:43:53 -0700 (PDT) From: Nick Moore Subject: Kevin & Dustin Chapters 38-41 Warning: This story contains acts of a sexual nature between Kevin Richardson and a partly fictional character. In no way is this story real, if only though. The name has been changed of my character It is not meant to reflect on Kevin, Nick, or Brian of the Backstreet Boys. If you are under 18, please leave, if homosexual acts offend you, I ask you to leave. Or if it is illegal in your town, state, country, etc. I also ask you to leave. If not, please enjoy. Some other stories about the Backstreet Boys or N'SYNC you might like to read are the following: My Night With Howie D. Brian & Justin, Just Beginning, Angel's Wings, N'SYNC Love, Nick & Brian, Loving BSB, Boy Meets BSB, Nick & Adam, Just-JC, Rob & Lance, Devon & Lance, Brian & Cody, Bad Boy B-Rok, Bangin' B-Rok, Home, The One, Soul Mates, Nick & Justin, N'SYNC Lance & JC, N'SYNC & The Vamps, The JC Chronicles, Beryl Saga, Questions of Faith, Crash with Fame, Getting Reacquainted, Separate Lives, Show Me the Meaning, Don't Wanna Lose, All Grown Up, Escape, Choices, Whispers in the Night, Kevin & Justin, and many others. Send all comments to my new e-mail address at author_nm@yahoo.com Now just to remind you this story is completely fantasy and it is not meant to be taken for reality. I do not know what the boys are currently doing or where they are so this story will not be based on what they are actually doing in the present. Since I have depicted both Kevin and Brian as gay, I do hope you know that this is a fantasy, and in no way true. Kevin has married his fiance and Brian is married to LeighAnn Wallace. So I just want to wish them all the happiness in the world...they deserve it. So without further wait here is the next installment to Kevin & Dustin. Kevin & Dustin 38-40 By: NM Kevin & Dustin Part 38 "Nick," Brian said quietly while sitting up in bed, "We need to talk." "About what sweetie." Nick asked. "About us." Brian replied. He slowly stood up from the bed, and grabbed his t-shirt and placed it over his head. "Nick, there are some things that are just not meant to be." Brian began. "I think that we shouldn't date anymore." Brian said quietly. "Oh Bri," Nick sighed. "No Nick," Brian quickly interrupted him, "Here me out." He stated. "Its not that I don't love you anymore, because I do, I will always love you...but as a friend, and a brother." He said softly. "I don't think I can love you in any other way than that." Brian said while looking to the ground. "Oh Bri," Nick began. He had to choose his words carefully. "I...I feel the same way." Nick said. "You what?" Brian asked shocked. "I well, I don't think we are good as lovers, but we are better as friends. Look at all the small fights we've had. I do love you too, and I always will, but its like you said...as a brother and a friend, and nothing else." Nick stated. "If anything, we have more of a platonic love." Nick said with a small smile. "Nick," Brian said starting to cry. "Hey, don't cry B-Rok." Nick said moving to hug Brian. "Its okay." He said trying to comfort the older man, who up until now had been his boyfriend. "We're still gonna be best friends." He said rubbing his back. Brian pulled back from the hug and wiped his eyes, "I'll go pack my stuff and get another room." He said standing up. "B-Rok, it's late. Just stay here." Nick said. "But there is only one bed." Brian said. "So, we've shared a bed before." Nick reminded him. "Even as just friends. Remember all the times we shared a bed when we were in Europe and were just starting out as a group." Nick added. "Ya, I remember." Brian sighed while climbing back into the bed. "I'm glad you aren't mad at me." Brian said with relief. "I'm glad you aren't mad at me." Nick agreed. "I've been trying to tell you this for almost 2 weeks, but then every time I tried I couldn't do it, because I was afraid that you would end up hating me." Nick explained. "I could never hate you Frack." Brian said using one of the many nicknames Nick was given over the years. "Come on lets go to sleep." Nick said pulling the covers closer to his body. "Night babe...er Brian." Nick said. "Sorry about that Brian." Nick apologized. "It's okay Nickie, mistakes are bound to happen for awhile." Brian explained. Nick only nodded in response. "Night Nickie." Brian said before shutting his eyes and falling asleep next to his friend who is no longer his lover. Morning came quickly, and the two who had been lovers until the late hours of the night before woke up and began preparing for their day. They had rehearsals from 10:00-4:00. Then they had the rest of the night off. Their show was tomorrow evening, and then they would board the bus and head for the next city. "Umm, morning Kev." I said rolling over to face him. "Morning. How did you sleep?" he asked while gently running the tips of his fingers slowly over my skin. "I slept pretty good. No nightmares last night." I said smiling. "How did you sleep?" I asked running my hand across his chest. "I slept wonderfully since I was with you." He grinned. "What do you guys have to do today?" "We have rehearsals from 10-4:00. Then we have the rest of the night off. The show is tomorrow night, and then we get on the bus and head for the next city." He replied. "Why, something you wanted to do?" he asked. "Not something." I replied, "Someone." I answered quietly before rolling on top of him and began kissing him. "I never got to return the favor on the bus." I said straddling his crotch. "You don't have to if," he began. "I want to." I cut him off. I pulled him up to me and resumed kissing him. After a few minutes I began to kiss his neck. I felt that a payback was in order, so I began to suck heavily on his neck, to give him a hickey. While I was busy necking, his mouth found his way from my earlobe, to my neck, then to my shoulder, while his hands were kneading my ass at the same time. I looked up after a few more minutes and noticed I had created a nice hickey on his neck. "Kev, hope you don't have any cameras on your body tomorrow night." I said. "Why?" he asked momentarily while he stopped his kissing. "Cause I just gave you a hickey." I said with a grin. He just flipped me over onto my back and began to grind his crotch with mine. His hands roamed all over my body and his gentle touch began to tickle the inside of my thighs as his hands found his way to them. My hands were gently massaging his back, while he began to kiss down my chest. I moved my hands to his head and loved the feel of each tendril of his black hair between my fingers. His hands moved to my covered crotch and he began to slowly jack me off while I was still in my underwear. "Oh Kev!" I moaned in pleasure. "KEVIN! DUSTIN! COME ON TIME TO LEAVE!" AJ yelled from the hall. "Dammit." Kevin said angered while stopping his jacking movements on my member and climbing off of me. "Its all right Kev. We have the rest of our lives to play." I reminded him. "Ya, but I wanted to play now." He said saddened. "I know." I agreed. "I do too, but you have responsibilities." I reminded him. "I know. Lets go." He said. "Right behind you." I said getting up and getting dressed. I grabbed my laptop and we left the room. We boarded the bus and it took us to the arena where their practice was. We arrived after about 15 minutes of traveling and unloaded the bus, and headed inside. They took the stage and began warming up, while their opening act was finishing up. "Dustin, I want you to meet someone." Kevin said ushering me over. "Our new opening act arrived when you were missing." Kevin began. "And I wanted you to meet her." He said ushering me up the stage to a blonde girl whom was rehearsing. "Dustin Richards this is Jessica Simpson." He said introducing me to the tall and slender blonde 19 year old. "Hi Dustin." She said holding her hand up. "Hi Ms. Simpson." I said taking her hand, "It's an extreme pleasure to meet you." I said smiling. "Please, call me Jessica or Jess, anything but Ms. Simpson." She pleaded. "Ok." I responded. "I would have loved to meet you earlier but I heard about your...umm...troubles." She said carefully. "So I didn't want to bother you." She added. "I hope you are feeling all right." She said in concern. "Yes, I'm fine." I replied. "Thank you." "Well if there is anything you need, just ask me." She said. "Miss Simpson they need you in wardrobe." A technician spoke. "I'm coming." She said. "Bye Dustin, I hope I get the chance to get to know you more." She said walking off. "Bye Jessica." I said as she walked off. "Thanks for introducing us. She is nice." I said to Kevin. "Ya, I think young Jessica has a bit of a crush on you." Kevin said. "Maybe." I agreed. "I think its kinda cute." I smiled. "I don't." Kevin brooded. "Oh, don't brood so much. Its not becoming of you." I joked trying to get him to laugh. "I was just joking." I tried to get a rise out of him. "Besides isn't she dating Nick from 98 Degrees." I reminded him. "That's true." He replied. "And anyway, I want you to know something." I began. I wanna love you forever And this is all I'm asking of you 10,000 lifetimes together Is that so much for you to do Cuz from the moment that I saw your face And felt the fire of your sweet embrace I swear I knew I wanna love you forever I finished singing the chorus of Jessica Simpson's famed single `I Wanna Love You Forever.' "Oh my god, Dustin that was...that was...beautiful." Kevin said stumbling for words. "I've never heard you sing before." Kevin confessed. "And you probably never want to hear me again." I said. "No, your voice is beautiful. Why didn't you ever tell me you could sing so well?" Kevin asked. "Whats all the ruckus about?" Brian asked approaching us with AJ, Howie, and Nick in tow. "Dustin sang for me." Kevin said happily. "And he did a wonderful job." He bragged. "I've never heard anything more beautiful." He said silently. "Come on Dustin, lets hear ya sing." Alex begged. "Maybe some other time. You guys need to practice." I reminded them. "Dustin is right." Nick agreed. "Come on lets get practicing." Kevin said resuming his parental instincts for the group. The guys started their practice and I grabbed my laptop and headed into the backstage area. I went back to their dressing room and opened the door. I sat my laptop on the table and booted it up. I logged on to the net, and checked my e-mail and then replied to the ones from Stephanie and my sister. As I was getting ready to log off I heard that all to familiar sound that signaled when I had received a new message. I read the from line and it read `Angel.' I immediately knew it was from David, so I quickly opened it up and began to read his letter. Dustin, Hey! Whats going on? Not much here. We are currently filming the third episode of the season. The show is slated premiere in the fall along with the season premiere of Buffy. So far, with the press release issued about the new show there have been positive reviews. The press liked the teaser trailer that was shown. A lot of the fans however were disappointed to here that a blonde woman would be introduced in an early episode as a possible love interest. A lot were still unhappy about the breakup in Buffy's season finale. But that is to be expected right? So tell me whats new? How is everyone? Kevin, the guys, your family? Tell me everything that has happened to you. I haven't gotten an e-mail from you in a long time...I was starting to get worried. I did go out a few nights ago, and met a real cute guy but he was just interested in sex, so that ended quickly. Haven't really had chances to look for anyone. And probably wont have the time soon. Well I need to get going, I have to be back on the set soon. I'll talk to ya later. David B. I finished reading his e-mail and hit the reply button and began typing. I was interrupted when Brian came into the room. "Hey D." Brian greeted. I cringed at the name by which he called me. Only Kevin called me `D,' and on a few occasions AJ called me that too. "Hey whats up?" I asked. "Not much. Fatima gave us a short break. I had to use the restroom." He answered from the bathroom. A few seconds later Brian came out of the bathroom and sat down next to me. "What are you doing?" he asked leaning over my shoulder. "Typing an e-mail." I replied. "To who?" he asked placing his hand on my shoulder. I looked over to him and he just smiled. "David." I replied. "David Boreanaz?" he questioned. "The one and only." I replied. "Oh, that's cool. I guess." He said, the last part almost too quiet for me to hear. "So, what are you doing tonight?" he asked. "Um, Nick and I are supposed to do something. Then I'll probably just hang with Kev." I answered his question. "Wanna do something together when you get back with Nick?" he asked gently rubbing my shoulder. "What are you doing?" I asked looking up. "Nothing." He said innocently. "Please stop." I said gesturing to his hand. "Sorry." He said removing his hand. "So do you?" he asked again. "Do I what?" "Do you want to do something together after you and Nick get back?" he asked again. "No, Kevin and I are going to spend some quality time together." I stated again. "What about quality time with me?" he questioned. "Brian," I paused, "I told you...we cant be together like that. I'm in love with Kevin." I said in a strong voice. "But what about me, doesn't part of you love me?" he said biting his lower lip. "Brian, I..." we were interrupted by the rest of the guys entering the dressing room led by AJ. I noticed that Alex had a scowl on his face when he looked over towards Brian. The rest of the guys entered and sat down. "So Dustin, what do you wanna do tonight?" Nick questioned sipping on his bottled water. "I don't know, we could catch a movie." I suggested. "Or go sightseeing, dinner, I don't know." I said throwing out ideas. "I like the sound of dinner." Nick replied. "Cool then we can eat, and then do some sightseeing." I said. "Sounds like a plan." Nick agreed. "So ready for lunch?" Kevin asked standing. "Where are we going?" Brian questioned. "Somewhere close." Kevin said opening the door to the dressing room. "Oh hey Jessica." Kevin said taking notice that she was standing on the other side of the doorway. "Hey, listen one of my dancers told me about this small cafe a couple of blocks away. Would you guys like to go there with me for lunch?" She offered. "That sounds great." AJ replied for everyone. "I mean Kevin said he wanted a place close." He added looking towards Kevin. "Great, then lets go." She said. We all followed her out of the arena and headed down the street to a small corner cafe. We entered and took a seat at a table in the back. After we all got situated Jessica and the guys went to get their food while I held the table until they got back. Jessica came back first, so I went ahead and got in line with the guys. "Hey cutie." Kevin said quietly. "Hey." I whispered. "I missed you." He said. "I missed you too." I agreed. "Hey Kev, can I ask you something?" "You just did babe." He joked. "Go ahead." He said. "Are you going to tell Jessica about us?" I questioned. "Do you want to tell her?" he asked me. "I think we should. I mean she's gonna tour with you for almost 2 more months. That's a long time." I said. "Can I help you?" The lady behind the counter asked. "Yes, I'll take the grilled chicken sandwich, an order of fries, and a coke." Kevin said. "What do you want?" he asked me. "I can get my own food." I said. "I'm paying for yours, now what do you want." He said. "No," I said sternly. "I'll pay for my own." I stated. "Fine." He said with anger. "That will be all for me." He said to the lady. "It's $6.50." she said reading the price from the register. Kevin handed her a ten-dollar bill and got his change. "Can I help you?" she asked me. "Ill take the grilled chicken, french fries, and a water." I said. "It's $6.50." She said. I gave her seven dollars and she gave me my change. I waited patiently by Kevin and we got our orders. "Kev, I'm sor..." I began to say but he just walked off. I just shook my head at him as I approached him. "Here Dustin, I saved you a seat." Jessica said. "Thank you." I said sitting down next to her. She was on my right and Alex was on my left. "What's wrong?" Alex asked whispering into my ear. I just gave him a look that said `I'll tell you later.' He just nodded that he understood and went back to eating. "So guys, how was your rehearsal?" I asked them. "Tiring." Nick groaned. "Well you guys looked great like always." Jessica commented taking a sip of her drink. "So how are you and Nick doing?" Nick asked. "We're doing great. I miss him a lot, but I talk to him everyday." Jessica replied to Nick's inquiry. "Jessica what are you doing tonight?" Kevin asked her. "I think I'm just gonna go to my room and rest. Why?" she asked looking up to the older man. "Well the guys and I are probably gonna rent a movie, wanna join us?" he offered. "I'd love too." She smiled. "Great." We soon finished eating, but Kevin was still avoiding me. On the walk back, he stayed in pace with Howie and Jessica and talked with them. Alex was walking with me. "Whats going on?" "Huh?" I asked coming out of my daydream. "Whats going on between you and Kevin?" he asked. "Oh he's pissed." I replied. "Why, because of Jessica?" Alex asked. "I think that she is part of it." I responded. "But its not like she will do anything she already has a boyfriend, and so do I." I told him. "Besides, last time I checked...I'm gay, and Jessica is a girl." I joked. "Ya, that's true." he laughed with me. "Why else is he mad?" he asked stopping his laughter. "Because I wouldn't let him pay for my lunch." I said flatly. "What?!" he yelled. That caused everyone to turn around and look at us. "Nothing." Alex said causing everyone to shake their head, but continue their conversations. "He's mad cause you wanted to pay for your lunch?" he asked. I nodded my head. "That asshole." He said angrily. "Alex, he's not an asshole." I scolded him. "Sorry." He apologized. "But to get mad over something so simple and petty is stupid." He stated. "I know." I agreed. We arrived back at the arena and entered. The guys headed back onstage while Jessica had to do an interview. I sat in the first row and watched the guys rehearse for about an hour. They got a small break and Kevin came over and sat down next to me. I ignored him. "I'm sorry babe." He said placing his hand on my thigh. I moved my leg and his hand dropped from its place. "I deserve that." He simply stated. "I am sorry Dustin. AJ made me realize how stupid it was for me to be mad at you over something so simple." He said honestly. "Do you forgive me?" he pleaded. I turned my head and looked at his face. His eyes were starting to tear up, and his expression was that of a 5 year old, begging for forgiveness. He was biting his lower lip. It made him look even sexier. "Its all right." I said breaking the silence. "I forgive you." I accepted his apology. "Thank you." He said wrapping me in his arms. "I love you." He said. "I love you too." I said enjoying the feel of being in Kevin's arms. "Oh my God." I said shocked as I looked up. "What?" Kevin asked pulling back. "Dustin what is it?" he asked again. I said something quietly, but it was too soft for anyone to understand. Kevin turned around. He soon realized what startled me. "Jessica." Kevin said standing. "Kevin...WOW!" she said. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to interrupt." She apologized. "But they reporter wanted to do an interview with you, so I volunteered to get you rather than they come here." She explained. "Then you have my thanks. I'm glad you came to get me rather than the reporter." Kevin said. "Ya, that would not have been good." She agreed. "Well that is what we were going to tell you tonight. So now I guess we will just watch the movie." Kevin laughed. "I guess that will have to do." Jessica laughed. "Good." Kevin laughed. "I'll see you after the interview." Kevin said to me. "Okay." I said quietly. Kevin leaned in and kissed me gently on the lips. "See ya babe." He said heading off. Kevin & Dustin Part 39 By: NM After Kevin got back from the interview, the guys had to rehearse for about another hour. After that, we all headed back to the hotel. We agreed to meet in Kevin's room at 8:00 for the movie. "Are you mad I told Jessica?" Kevin asked holding me while we laid on the bed. "Why would I be mad?" I asked him. He just shrugged. "I'm not mad Kevin. I'm glad you told her. I wanted you to tell her in in the first place, remember." I reminded him. "I know, but I thought we should tell her together. But she kinda found us." He said. "It's gonna be okay. It's not the end of the world babe." I said rubbing his cheek. "Okay." He responded while kissing the top of my head. "How much time do we have before Nick gets here?" I asked starting to rub my hands over his chiseled body. A knock on the door interrupted us, and caused me to cease the movement of my hands against Kevin's well defined chest. "I guess I answered my own question." I said getting up off the bed. "Ill see you when I get back." I said kissing him on the lips. "Don't be late." He warned me. "Or what?" I asked. "Or you wont get to play tonight." He said emphasizing on `play.' "I wont be late." I said while walking to the door. I opened it and there stood Nick dressed in Tommy jeans an and a t-shirt. "Ready to go." Nick asked. "Ya, lets go." I said. "Bye babe." I hollered out. "Bye D. Bye Nick. Have fun." He yelled. We closed the door and headed to the elevator. We arrived at the lobby, and we headed outside. A car was waiting. "Not up to walking?" I joked. "Not where I'm taking you. I've eaten at this restaurant every time we stop here. I love it." Nick explained. "Cool." I said hopping in the rented Ford Expedition. "Why such a big car?" I asked. "I didn't know if the guys all wanted to go somewhere, so I just rented this." Nick said. "Oh." We drove off down the streets and finally arrived at the restaurant Nick had been raving about. We entered and were seated instantly. Our table was toward the back. I assume Nick didn't want to be bothered. Which was fine with me. The waiter came and took our drink orders. "Dustin I wanna tell you something." Nick said. "What?" I asked him. "Brian and I broke up." He said. "What? Why? When?" I asked. "Last night. Things just weren't working out. But we are still friends." He said. "In fact I wanted to break it off with him, and he wanted to break it off with me. So I'm glad neither of us got hurt." He said relieved. "In fact..." He began but stopped since the waiter had returned with our drinks. The waiter took our dinner orders and left. "In fact, I think he likes someone else." Nick said. "Who?" I asked him. "That I don't know. But I would like to find out." Nick said determined. "Maybe I could help set them up." Nick cheered. "I'm sure he will tell you if he wants too." I said. "I hope so. Brian and I may not be together anymore, but we are still and will always be best friends. I want him to have the best." Nick stated. I just nodded my head in response. The next few minutes were met with an awkward silence. "So, what are you doing to keep busy?" Nick asked breaking the silence that had enveloped our conversation. "Umm, just hanging out. I help the crew sometimes. Just fetching some tools or delivering a message to another crew member." I said. "What is all this Kevin was saying today at practice about you singing?" Nick asked bringing that topic back up. "Oh, we had a teeny-tiny lover's spat, and I made up by singing the chorus of a song." I explained what had transpired that led up to my singing to my boyfriend. "And what song did you sing?" Nick asked now even more intrigued. "I sang the chorus of Jessica's song `I Wanna Love You Forever.'" I replied. "Oh, I love that song. I bet you sing it well." Nick commented. "Well," he said after a minute of silence, "That was your cue to sing." He joked. "No." I said shaking my head. "Come on." He begged. "No." I repeated myself. "Plllleeeeaaaasssse." He continued to beg. "Here is your food." The waiter said laying down plates in front of each of us. "Enjoy." He said before leaving our table. "After dinner." I gave in. "YES!" He cheered while diving into his food. After dinner, we argued over who would pay, I finally gave Nick an ultimatum. Either I pay or he doesn't hear me sing. "That was cruel. I invited you out. I should have paid." He said still upset over the fact that I paid. "You can pay next time." I said. "Good. I will." He replied. "Now sing." He commanded. "Fine." I said. I cleared my throat and began I wanna love you forever This is all I'm asking of you 10,000 lifetimes together Is that so much for you to do Cuz from the moment that I saw your face And felt the fire in your sweet embrace I swear I knew I'm gonna love you forever I finished singing, and left Nick floored. His mouth was wide open, and he was staring. "Sorry, I didn't know I was `that' bad." I laughed. "You weren't bad." He said finally speaking. "You were incredible." He added. "Have you ever thought of singing professionally?" "Not until you just brought it up." I admitted. "You should. You have a great voice." He said. "Well maybe in the future." I said. "Who knows, maybe if I did, I could end up touring with you." I joked. "I think that could be arranged." Nick said seriously. "Nick, I don't think this is going to happen. I mean yes, I love to sing, but right now, I'm thinking about Kevin, my friends, you guys, and school. That's enough, I can't add a possible career in there." I said. "Well lets go sightseeing. Its 7:00 now. We have an hour before we need to be back in Kev's room for the movie." I reminded him. "Lets go." He said while getting in the Expedition and starting her up. He put the car in drive and we were off on our hour-long adventure of taking in the sights. Kevin & Dustin Part 40 By: NM We returned to the hotel from our adventure around 5 'til 8:00. We headed up to the 12th floor and headed down the hall to Kevin and my room. In the hall we ran into Jessica. "Hey guys." She greeted us. "Hey girl." Nick said. "Hey." I replied. "Ready to watch the movie?" she asked as we continued down our trek to Kevin and my room. "We're ready." Nick replied for the both of us. "So how was dinner and the sightseeing?" she asked. "It was fun. Nick kinda got lost, but he covered it up. At least he tried too." I laughed. "Shut up will ya." Nick joked while punching me in the arm. We arrived at our room, and I pulled out my key and opened the door. I allowed Jessica and Nick to enter first, and I followed them in. Everyone else was already scattered around the room. Brian and AJ were in chairs. Howie was sitting on a loveseat on the opposite wall of Brian and AJ. Kevin was laying at the foot of the bed. "You guys are here." Howie said astonished. "Hey, we're right on time." I said slapping Howie on his arm lightly. I kicked my shoes off and joined Kevin on the bed. "Hey babe." I said kissing him lightly. "Hey, I've missed you." He said. "Did you and Nick have fun?" he asked. "Yup, we had a good time." I replied. "Well lets start the movie." Jessica suggested sitting down next to Howie. "Hey where do I get to sit?" Nick whined. "On the floor Nickie." AJ replied. All of the sudden Nick jumped on me and Kevin. "Nah, I'm pretty comfortable here." He said wiggling around. "Nick," Kevin said annoyed, "Get off me and Dustin." He said sternly. "Woah, somebody is cranky. Dustin you need to give your boyfriend some badly so he will calm down and won't be so up-tight." Nick joked. This caused everyone in the room to laugh. Kevin grabbed a pillow and threw it and Nick, hitting him in the head. "Sit down blondie." He ordered. "Your blocking the view." He added. Nick just shrugged and sat down in front of the bed. The movie started and we all watched. "Hmm, that movie was kinda boring." Nick said yawning as the movie finished. "I agree." Howie said standing. "It put Jessica to sleep." I said pointing at her sleeping body. She had her head propped up by here arm and her legs were curled up. "Someone should wake her." Brian said. "I will." Howie jumped at the chance. "Sweet D, I hate to break it to ya, but she's taken." AJ reminded him. "Oh ya, Damn." He said. "I'll still wake her." He said. He gently shook her shoulder causing Jessica to stir and open her eyes. "What?" She asked. "Time to wake up." Howie cooed. "Oh, what happened to the movie?" She asked sitting up. "It's over." Brian replied. "It put you to sleep." He chuckled. "Oh no." she groaned as she felt her head. "I've got bed head." She giggled. "Let's let the lovebirds have some private time." Nick commented pointing to Kevin and I. "Who says we don't want an audience." Kevin said with a straight face. "Ugh," Jessica groaned, "I'm on tour with a bunch of perverts." She laughed before walking out the door to her own room. "Sleep tight guys." AJ said walking out with the others following. "Night." I called out as they left. Once the door was shut I turned around and looked to see what Kevin was up to. He was moving around straightening up and cleaning up the mess from our get together that had just ended. After a minute or so Kevin stopped cleaning up our room and looked up at me. "What?" he asked watching me continue to stare at him. "I was just thinking about how beautiful you are." I confessed. "I'm beautiful am I?" he questioned moving slowly closer to me. "Yes you are." I whispered. Now he was directly in front of me and his hands were locked around my waist. I moved my hands around his neck. "Will you dance with me?" I whispered into his ear. "There isn't any music." Kevin stated matter of factly. "Ah, but there is." I said. I walked over to the table where my laptop rested. I opened it up and brought it out of suspension and started up Napster. I selected the song, and hit play. As the guitar began to be played I walked back over to my lover and placed my arms back around his neck. "I like this song." Kevin said while we slowly swayed to the music we were hearing. My love must be a kind of blind love I can't see anyone but you I moved my head closer to his and began to sing along with the lyrics. Are the stars out tonight? I don't know if it's cloudy or bright I only have eyes for you I leaned in and kissed him gently as we continued to sway to the music. Our kiss intensified while the song continued. The moon may be high But I can't see a thing in the sky I only have eyes for you Kevin slowly broke the kiss and looked into my eyes for a moment and smiled. He pulled me closer and began to sing the next verse to me. I don't know if Were in a garden Or on the crowded avenue Kevin slowly began to kiss my neck, and proceeded up my neck to my earlobe where he began to gently nibble on it. I sang the last verse into his ear while he began to kiss his way down my neck once more. You are here, And so am I Maybe millions of people go by But they all disappear >From view And I only have eyes for you The song slowly ended, but we didn't separate from our embrace. Kevin looked at me and communicated to me through his eyes. He gently picked me up off the ground and carried me over to the bed. He lay me down on the bed gently and proceeded to undress me. He started with my socks, and then slowly unbuttoned my jeans and slid them off my legs. Next my shirt came off over my head and Kevin threw it on the ground next to other clothes. Kevin began to gently massage my body with his strong hands. I moaned out as his hands made contact with my skin and began to massage the muscles on my chest and abs. I moved my hands to his waist and slowly lifted his shirt over his head. I threw his shirt on the ground next to mine and pulled his body on top of mine. His chest was meshed against mine. I slowly began to grind my hips against his. His lips began to attack mine, and with each kiss that we shared, brought us closer to pleasure. I moved my hands all around his back and began to gently rub around his ass. I shifted underneath my lover and turned on the bed. Now I was on top of Kevin. I sat up and straddled his waist and began to slowly remove the belt that kept his pants up. I finally unbuckled the belt and his jeans and slowly slid the zipper down exposing his boxers, and a growing erection that was still confined by the fabric of his boxers. I leaned down and began to gently kiss Kevin's stomach and abs while my hands pulled down his pants. Once they were off I began to kiss around his thigh and moving upward, but then stopping and starting all over teasing him slightly. Kevin's hands were running all over my body, and soon he began to whimper. "Come on babe. Don't tease like that." He pleaded. I stopped kissing him and leaned toward his mouth. My tongue invaded his mouth and I laid down completely on him. I began to grind against his crotch was again. I kissed my way down his chest and stomach down to the waistband of his boxers. I began to kiss his now fully grown member through the cotton of his boxers causing him to moan in pleasure as my lips connected with the skin of his penis. I ceased my kissing actions and slowly pulled his boxers down, freeing his penis from the confines of it's cotton prison. I kissed around his navel and made my way down. His pubic hair began to tickle my skin. I kissed around his member and down, to his slightly covered balls. They were still loose against his skin resting safely between his to thighs. I began to kiss each one slowly and then kissed around the base of his member. I kissed up his shaft causing more moans to be emitted from my lover. "Hehehe...oh Dustin," He moaned in pleasure as I gently took the head of his penis inside my mouth. He continued to moan as I took more and more deeper inside my awaiting mouth. Slowly, I gradually took more of his throbbing penis into my mouth until I had finally taken all of him and my nose was resting gently against the skin, while his pubes were tickling my nose. "OH GOD!" He moaned in pleasure as I began to go up and then back down on him. After a minute he slowly matched my pace. He was moving with me as I gave him a blowjob. Kevin was gripping the sheets tight as I continued my oral assault on him. "Hehehe...oh Dustin," he said huskily. "I'm getting...cl-close." He panted. I increased my pace and soon sent him over the edge. "Oh, Ugh...Dustin...baby...I love you." He panted out as he came down from his orgasm. I let his member fall out of my mouth as he began to soften. I crawled up kissing his body along the way and planted my lips upon his, sharing the taste of his remaining juices that were still inside my mouth. His arms took me in his embrace and he pushed me on my back. "Babe," he said quietly. "Can I make love to you?" he asked sweetly. "Anytime you want sweetheart." I replied. Kevin stood from the bed and walked over to his suitcase. He got a bottle of lube and a condom out. He walked back over to the bed and straddled my waist. He tore open the condom package and placed it on his once again growing member. He applied a nice amount of lube, since it had been awhile. He lifted my legs to his chest and placed them over his head. He applied even more lube to my awaiting hole to be prepared for a familiar organ to enter the insides of my body once again. He slipped in two fingers to loosen me up, and while his fingers were stretching my hole, his other hand was busy slowly jacking my own penis. He pulled me up to face him. He kissed me on my nose sincerely. "Are you ready?" he asked withdrawing his fingers. I only kissed him in response and began to slowly sit on his member bringing it to my insides. I hissed in pain, which caused Kevin to stop. "I'm all right." I said. "Just give me a minute." I said. And Kevin gave me my minute. The initial pain subsided and I once again began to lower myself further down onto his now fully erect penis. He was finally inside of me completely. I just sat there not moving staring deep into his eyes. "Will you hold me for awhile?" I requested staring into his beautiful green eyes. "Id never pass up the chance to not hold you." He said wrapping my smaller frame in his. He began to gently kiss me on my neck. "I love you." He whispered into my ear. "Ok, I'm ready." I said kissing him on his nose. "Are you sure?" he asked wrapping me up even tighter in his strong embrace. "I'm sure babe." I said with strong confidence in my words. Kevin slowly began to lift me up, causing his cock to slowly begin to slide out of my hole. He stopped lifting me when only the head remained, and then he lowered me back down. He continued this and slowly built up a rhythm. "Hehe...oh god D, you feel incredible." Kevin moaned in pleasure as his whole body trembled with pleasure. "Keep going." I moaned out while kissing his neck. I ran my hands threw his hair, and leaned up to kiss Kevin on the forehead and held him as he continued to thrust deeply into me. Kevin began to thrust faster, and eventually became trapped in making love to me. "God, Dustin...I missed this." Kevin panted out as he ran his hands through my now longer hair. "Kev...babe...faster." I requested running my hands across Kevin's strong back. "No," Kevin rejected my request, "I want to go slow...make it last." Kevin whispered. He kissed me and held me close to him tightly. I nodded and allowed him to slow his pace. I soon began to grunt feeling Kevin's head running across my prostate. "Oh yes!" I panted out. My mind soon traveled back to what it was like when I lost my virginity to Kevin and how wonderful it felt. I slowly opened my eyes, after remembering losing my virginity to discover Kevin staring at me. I felt Kevin slow and then stop his thrusting movements. His hand moved to my face, and I felt him wipe away a tear, which I had not realized had escaped. "Have I done something wrong?" Kevin asked slowly. "No, nothing's wrong." I said quickly, "You've just made me the happiest man on the planet." I said while gazing into his eyes. "Well you've made me the happiest man in the whole universe." Kevin giggled. "I don't think there is anything bigger than the universe." I said, "But if there is that's how happy I am with you." I whispered while kissing him slowly. All of the sudden a yawn escaped from my lips. "You know, its getting late." Kevin whispered slowly after stealing a glance at the clock that sat on the nightstand beside the bed. "And you do have a show tomorrow." I said. "Ya, and I will need a lot of rest." He added. "But you didn't...I mean..." I stumbled. "I only suggested it, because I wasn't sure if you wanted to still...you know...I mean I know that your tired..."Kevin also began to stumble for the right words. "I want too...but if your too tired then we..." I began to speak. "Shut up and kiss me." Kevin said thrusting his hips back into me once again, and leaning in and gently allowing his pink lips to come into contact with my thin red ones. His hand found its way to my swollen cock and began to jack me off matching his thrusts. The kiss continued while he still thrusted deeper into my body. "Oh...fuck...ya..." He moaned in pleasure. "Dustin...babe...I'm almost there." Kevin panted. "Oh...babe." Kevin continued to pant. "Now!" He moaned out with one final thrust. Hearing Kevin climax sent me over the edge. "Kev...babe...ugh...I'm cumming...ugh." I moaned in pleasure. I felt a warm, sticky substance sliding down my stomach. I felt Kevin's cock begin to soften, and then felt him pull out of me completely. "Now its time for dessert." Kevin said leaning down to my stomach. Erotically, he licked up all of my cum from my chest, leaving only his saliva on me. He looked at his hand and then slowly brought it too his mouth, and cleaned my cum from his hand. "Mmm, delicious." Kevin said with a grin. "Not as good as yours." I giggled. Kevin simply giggled and laid down on the bed, and pulled me up close beside him. He fixed the twisted covers and pulled them over our bodies. He wrapped his arm around me snuggling as close to me as humanly possible without causing me to suffocate. "Goodnight babe. I love you." Kevin whispered into my ear. "I love you too." I said while bringing his hand up to my lips and gently planting a kiss on it. I brought his hand back down to its original place around my waist and slowly began to fall asleep next to my lover. Kevin & Dustin Part 41 By: NM A wake up call from the automated service began our day. Kevin got up and showered while I called everyone to make sure they were up. After Kevin got out of the shower I took mine, while he called room service and arranged for one of the conference rooms to hold breakfast for all of us. Once I finished showering and got dressed, we cleaned up around the room some, and then headed down to the conference room to meet everyone for breakfast. As soon as we finished breakfast, we all climbed in a van, and proceeded toward the venue, for a quick run-through of a few songs, and then we would have lunch. The quick run-through was actually pretty hectic. There were a few technical difficulties with the speaker system, and that caused a few setbacks, but luckily the technicians got everything taken of, and in working order. After the rehearsal we ate lunch at the venue. As soon as lunch was over, Jessica needed to go ahead and start her soundcheck and then got to wardrobe and makeup. While she was doing her soundcheck for her opening act, the guys had to do an interview with a journalist. That took about an hour of their time, and the lady could not stop hitting on Howie. Personally Howie was enjoying all the attention, and was sad to see the interview end. At around 3:00 the guys started their soundcheck, and were finished by 5:00. Fans had started arriving since before we even got there, and their numbers were adding up quickly. We were now all restricted to the insides of the venue for security and safety measures. The guys headed to wardrobe and makeup while Jessica began warming up. I stayed in the dressing room, while the guys were getting changed and ready for the show. "Hey babe." Kevin said coming inside the dressing room. "Hey cutie, where is everyone?" I asked standing up from the couch. "They are finishing getting their makeup applied. I got done first, so I could come see you." Kevin smiled. "Aww...such a sweet fiance." I sighed. "Speaking of that, don't you think we should start making some plans." Kevin asked taking a seat on the couch. "I thought you said we were going to wait." I said becoming a little nervous. "Well the more I think about it, the more I want to now." Kevin admitted. "I don't want to wait too much longer Dustin. I love you." He said rubbing his hand across mine. For a moment I didn't say or answer him at all, and I think that made him nervous. "Dustin, is something wrong?" Kevin asked sincerely. "No...noth-nothing is wrong." I lied. "Dustin, you can tell me if something is bothering you." Kevin reminded me, while moving closer to me. "Kev...this is hard to say." I stated. "Go on, you can tell me anything." He urged. To Be Continued??? Send all comments to author_nm@yahoo.com I hope you have enjoyed this installment of Kevin & Dustin. I know I had a wonderful time writing it. Does Jessica like Dustin more than Nick? Will something happen between Jessica and Howie? Is Nick really over Brian? Is Brian still trying to get into Dustin's heart? What is Dustin going to tell Kevin? Does he want to break up with Kevin? I guess you will just have to wait and find out.