Date: Wed, 5 Jan 2000 02:25:19 EST
From: CaRtOoN80@aol.com
Subject: life as i know it 6

Life as I know It Part 6

The following story is a work of fiction that does not want to imply that
anyone in this story is gay, lesbian, or bisexual. The storyline may be far
fetched but it's for entertainment purposes only. Thank you

	"Hello, Mr. Chasez," I said as I walked by him to my door.

	He grabbed my hand and turned me towards him.

	"Listen, I know it's been a while since we talked and all, but what
I said to you before is true. I will not give up on you, Dylan. You are
worth fighting for, even if it's with your demons in the past."

	"Wait a second, Josh," I yelled, "I was all set tonight to tell you
that I am ready to be with you. I was all set to start something between
us. At least until I say you kissing a man in a parking lot!"

	"You saw what," he asked in shock.

	"Tonight. I stopped at a store to get something on my way home and
I saw this guy get out of a car, you give him money and he kiss you. Now
try to deny that it happened."

	"Your right, that did happen, but-"

	"But nothing," I cut him off, "you're cheating on me, or was this
another `Get-Dylan-Jealous' game. I don't like games, Josh. Not at all."

	"You don't understand-"

	"No I understand perfectly. I am just a sexual conquest to you,
aren't I?"

	I pushed Josh away from the door and opened it. I was shocked. I
looked around and there were candles and roses all over my living room. The
furniture was put aside and a table sat there in the middle of the room,
with two chairs, all real oak, and two covered plates in the center. On the
love seat put against the wall were two garment bags lying side by side,
one saying "J," and the other saying "D." I was almost in tears for it was
so romantic.

	"The man you saw me with was my cousin. He's a decorator. I told
him about what happened and about you and he helped me plan this. And when
Drew clicked over on Rachel's telephone, it was me. I had mailed me your
schedule and his key for your place. I wanted to show you I care about
you."

	"Oh my God," I sighed as I realized what I said. "Damn it, Josh. I
am so sorry I never meant to be so cruel. Can you forgive me?"

	"Only if you promise to listen to me before you assume things."

	"I promise," I smiled.

	"Good," he smiled back. He kissed me lightly on the lips, then
looked at the clothes on the love seat.

	"I think you should change into the suit over there," he said as he
stared into my eyes.

	I looked at him, and then I walked back to where the suit was
laid. I picked up the one that read "D" and headed to the bathroom to
change. When I came out, Josh had changed into his tuxedo as I had.  He
also had Chris Gaines/Garth Brooks "I Get Lost" playing in the background.


There's no more waiting Holding out for love You are my Godsend That I have
been forever dreaming of My angel from above

	We smiled at each other as he held his hand out. Without a single
word uttered, I walked to him and placed my hand in his. He then walked me
to the chair and sat me down. He then opened the covers off the plates and
there sat filet mignot, a bed of race, and peas next to it. He then popped
the wine and pours some into both glasses as he sat down on the other side.

Heaven knows I'm head over heels and it shows I've played every field I
suppose But there's something about you When you're around Baby I have
found I get lost in you

	"This is truly unbelievable," I said to him.

	Josh just smiled as he continued to pour his wine. I took a sip as
he looked at me.

	"Well," Josh said, "are you going to eat or what?"

	"I am so sorry for ever doubting you, Josh."

	"It's ok, Dylan. I totally understand. As a matter of fact, if the
situation were reversed, I would have been mad myself. But let's focus on
tonight. I want this to be the best night for the both of us. We deserve
it. You and me can, and will be happy together, I promise you."

	With that said, I got up and I kissed him, softly on the lips.

What is this feeling I've never known before That I should dare to Swear to
surrender ever more That's what I came here for

	He returned the kiss as he stood up so I wouldn't have to bend
over. Then, I felt the presents of his tongue, which drove me whiled. As we
kissed, I wrapped my hand around his slender waist. He did the same to me,
but went one step further. He started to grind his bottom half into mine. I
could feel his tent through his tuxedo pants as it was bumping my tower of
flesh. Then, we came up for air. Josh looked at me with his loving eyes and
said;

	"I'm not that hungry. Are you?"

	I smiled back at him. "No, but we can always work up an appetite."

	"Are you sure you want to-"

	"Josh, if I wasn't, I wouldn't."

	He looked at me as he took off my jacket. The he undid the two
middle buttons on my shirt and started to run his hands all over my bare
chest. I undid his jacket and his shirt. I wanted to see the marvel of his
chest bare. He started to unbutton the rest of my shirt as I lightly,
attacked his nipples. He stooped at my shirt as I licked, sucked, and
chewed his nipples, which he extremely loved it. Then I went up and kissed
him. Josh finished my shirt as I started tugging his pants.

	"Be careful there," Josh whispered, "I have no underwear on."

	"I was sort of hoping you wouldn't," I smiled. Then, his pants
dropped just as my doorbell rang.

	"Who the fuck is that," I mumbled.

	"Just ignore it, baby," Josh whispered.

	The doorbell rang again.

	"I'll just get rid of them," I whispered back as I tried to
re-button my shirt.

	I got it half way done as Josh pulled his pants back up. I opened
the door to see a nice looking blonde boy at my door.

	"Yes, may I help you," I asked kindly, but irritated.

	"Um, yes. Is J.C. Chasez here?"

	"And may I ask who you are?"

	"Oh, I'm Justin Timberlake. Same music group as J.C. Is he here?"

	Josh popped his head behind me.

	"Justin, what are you doing here," Josh asked with a blatant
annoyance in his tone.

	"I came to retrieve you before management finds out you're here."

	"I'm a big boy, Justin I can handle management."

	"Well, I am watching out for you. You know we gotta leave tonight."

	"You were going to leave me tonight," I asked him.

	"No he wasn't," Justin butted in," and that's why I am here. To
make sure you do."

	Josh gave Justin an evil eye.

	"Well, We haven't eaten dinner yet," Josh mumbled.

	"Yeah. And I am sure I can scrounge up a plate of you between our
plates. Want to join us," I asked.

	Though my head was turned away, I could tell Josh's face was
shocked. Justin however agreed. I let Justin in to see Josh without a shirt
on and out jacket's tossed on the floor. Thankfully, Josh's erection had
gone down, but you could still tell where we were headed before Justin came
in. I blew out the candles and changed the music while Josh put on one of
my shirts in the closet.

	Dinner was not much fun. Justin was somewhat shy as Josh gave him
dirty, angry looks. When dinner was over, Justin just about pushed Josh
towards the door.

	"Wait," Josh said as he pushed Justin off him.

	Josh then looked at me and smiled.

	"Thank you for understanding," he smiled.

	"I am so sorry. I'll never doubt you. Promise."

	"Good to hear."

	Josh smiled as he went in to kiss me. When he retreated, he looked
at me.

	"I love you Dylan. With all my heart."

	"Josh," I said as I looked into his eyes, "After Robin died, I
thought I would never have room to love another. It took me awhile, but I
finally found that person. I love you Joshua. I love you more than I could
admit to myself, but tonight- tonight I realize that I can love another,
and I love you."

	Josh smiled and leaned in to kiss me, which seemed like forever. In
my mind, I could hear Jessica whisper;

I wanna love you forever And this is all I'm asking of you 10,000 lifetimes
together Is that so much for you to do?  Cuz from the moment that I saw
your face And felt the fire in your sweet embrace I swear I knew.  I'm
gonna love you forever


	Josh started to wipe the already forming tears from my eyes.

	"I'll be back," he whispered, "Promise."

	And with that, Justin grabbed Josh's arm and tugged him out.

I sighed, knowing that this was a special night. I walked to my kitchen to
put the dishes in the dishwasher, and then I went to the laundry room and
took off the tuxedo. I noticed a pile of clothes on the dryer, and realized
that it was Josh's. I put on his tee shirt and boxers that he wore over
here and headed for my bed.  With my last sigh, I smiled and closed my
eyes.



To Be Continued


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