Long Road Home
Long Road Home
Yeah he could keep me happy with more than his body. His body was just an added extra that I would not pass up, but it was his heart that I fell in love with and would honor for the rest of my life. Now on the other hand I needed to talk to my mom about eying up my boyfriend. I mean, she has dad, which on the other hand I don’t even want to think about that.
I slowly opened my arms and Eric walked into them like he was just waiting for me to give the invitation for him to accept. As I hugged him I could feel Jr. as we liked to call him start to wake up and was trying to come out from under the towel and play.
The look in Eric’s eyes was that of a three year old with a new toy. Yeah this was going to be an interesting night, but one that I could not wait to start.
I could not believe this here I am again in his arms. I really don’t deserve this man, but God as my witness I am going to do everything in my power to keep him. I love him I really do, and I know that he would never cheat on me. I was just being stupid for jumping to a conclusion like that earlier. One that almost cost me my future. I hope that he knows this, I’m sure that he does I will just have to make sure that I tread very carefully from now on when I start to get mad and go cool off like I said I would. Being here in his arms knowing that he loves me is perfect. It’s better than hearing all the fans screaming out my name on the stages across the country. Besides me being here lets me kiss him when I want to and he can’t get away from me.
I slowly turned around to gaze into his eyes his very soul was there for me to see. A man that has had to grow up so fast to become a father and now a partner. I gave him one of the best kisses that I think I could have ever imagined. I could feel us both melting away into the kiss and the hot tub really helped with that as well. What caught me off guard was Paul clearing his throat gently and saying
“Guys dinner is ready. I hated to bother you both, because I know you need your time right now but thought you would like to eat. Justin I wanted to tell you that your growing up to be a fine man one that I am proud to call a son, and Cameron you’re a father and a lover at the same time. With Justin Timberlake as your lover all I can say is I’m glad that it’s you who has put up with him in the mornings now and not me.”
The stunned look on Cameron’s face cracked me up as well as Paul’s own comment made him chuckle. I climbed out of the tub and helped Cameron out. I went to Paul and looked him in the eye and thanked him for being there for me when I needed him and having him say that to me really meant the world to me. He gave me a hug then hugged Cameron and went back into the house.
“Well dear lets go change and head in so that we can eat, and then its gonna be just you, me, and little C. Were going to spend the rest of the afternoon together. I want to have just some us time the three of us.” I told Cameron.
To which I got a small nod of his head and a gentle kiss before he headed into the guest house to change and I headed for the kitchen to get my clothes from the laundry room.
Dinner with the whole family was very interesting. Mom and Paul both got to see just how great of a daddy Cameron is. He made sure that Cody was fed and kept happy while paying attention to the conversation that we were having over the wonderful meal that mom had made. I had never seen Paul look so happy while Code-Man babbled away and kept singing da da da da pa pa pa pa da while he ate. I truly feel that he may be just what the doctor ordered for our little family. I finally took over after I saw Cameron was not going to eat until Cody finished. I fed him the rest of his dinner while Cameron got to eat. That little thing I think really got to him. Cameron had this look of relief that he would be able to eat a warm dinner without having to reheat it after Cody was fed, cleaned, and put to bed. Yeah I do realize just what he has given up, and I am going to make it my everyday mission to show him just how much he means to me.
Once dinner was finished, and the table cleared we made our way into “our home” out back with Cody gently hanging on to Cameron. He took him upstairs and into the bathroom to give him his bath and get him in his pj’s. While he did that I found us a good movie to watch with Codeman. Little did Cameron know that he would have to watch Mary Poppins once again as I’m sure he had seen because of the worn outside of the case. Cleaned and in his pj’s Cody made his way down with Cameron hip hugging him the whole way. Of course I was ready I have made a makeshift bed in front of the couch with his teddy bear and blanket so that if he did zonk out on us he would at least be comfortable.
“Well looks like papa Justin has thought of everything don’t ya think Cody?” was Cameron’s giggled question.
“Well I just wanted to make sure he was comfortable while we watched this movie. So I got some of his stuff that I know he would like.” I told him while he sat down and put Cody on the blanket in front of us.
When I pushed play on the remote the Disney Castle logo came on the TV and Cody started clapping his hands. At least he wanted to see it. From the look on Cameron’s face he was not to sure which one he was going to have to endure for the sake of his son, and my own personal happiness. When the movie started all you could see was clouds. Then the city slowly came into view and high above the clouds she sat Mary Poppins.
Cody settled down and started to watch the movie with his teddy and blanket. While Cameron settled down between my legs with his head on my chest. Laying here with this man and his son I could not help but feel that I was where I belonged. That I had finally found my place in this crazy world. Half way through the movie Cody got restless and got on the couch with us and settled down in Cameron’s lap and feel asleep with Cameron right after the song “Feed The Birds” played on the movie. I could not tell you the rest of the movie after that unless I had seen it before. I was focused on my future Cameron and Cody. They slept so soundly together that I did not want to disturb either of them. I slowly ran my finger along Cameron’s face tracing his bone structure. Down his forehead along his jaw line to his cute little chin; before I placed a kiss on his head that slowly woke him up.
“Mmm, baby that was a short movie” he whispered to me.
“No silly you fell asleep with Code man in your lap. You both needed the sleep so I just left you alone, and watched the move. It had been so long that I had forgot some of the stuff that happened in it. Lets get Cody in bed and then we can cuddle on our bed.” I told him. As we started up the stairs Cody stirred in Cameron’s arms and softly said daaa before he curled up again in his arms. I just had to stop for a minute when Cameron laid him in his bed and covered him and his teddy up. With a kiss on his forehead he turned around to me with a million dollar smile on his face.
We made our way into our bedroom and as I made it into the doorframe he turned around and gave me a kiss that I thought would have stopped traffic. I had to catch my breath after he released my lips with a giggle. Yeah my name is what again? My brain had just shut down and I was putty in his hands to mold, and he knew that. He led me to the bed and slowly undressed me making a point not to touch my skin with his fingers unless he had to. He was driving me crazy and could tell by the wet spot in front of my briefs.
“Does little J wanna play tonight?” he asked my now growing crotch.
The jump that my dick gave in response made him giggle as he slowly traced the outline in my briefs before he removed them, and with a loud smack my dick bounced free and hit my stomach. The next thing I knew there I was on my back on the bed with my dick down Cameron’s throat and me moaning in pleasure. Every so often he would look up at me and I could see into his very soul that he had forgiven me, but I had to make sure that I could forgive myself for what I had done.
I had him right where I wanted him. I knew that we should have talked, but my mom always said not to talk with your mouth full and right now mine was more than full. The moans that Justin was releasing was driving me crazy with desire, but I wanted this to be about him. I know that he is still beating himself up over out fight. I just hoped this would help him get it off his mind while I got him and myself off. I had forgiven him once we talked in the living room and I could truly see just how much he had to grow and learn to trust others and not himself being in the business at such an young age. I just hope that he knows that we can make this work. I want to make this work, and I was going to do everything that I could to see that we grow old together. At the moment though I have a mission to get my man to have a mind blowing orgasm so that he can finally relax and we can just hold each other in the bed, and nothing better to make your brain shut down than a great orgasm. I could tell that he was getting close I could see it in his eyes as I looked up at him. His face in total ecstasy and a low rumble was making its way out of his mouth. I slowly wet my finger as I continued licking around the head and down and back up the shaft of his dick. When I knew he was ready to blow I slid my finger to his soft and spasming hole and slid it in. He let out a final cry of passion and unleashed a torrent of cum in my mouth on my face and his stomach as he fell back onto the bed sweating. I crawled up his body and gave him a soul wrenching kiss that let him taste himself before we both collapsed into a peaceful slumber.
“Paul do you really think that they will be ok? I mean what Justin did today was totally uncalled for, and he should have known better.” I rambled to Paul while getting ready for bed.
“Hunny you know as well as I do that he can have a temper on him and when he gets upset he becomes illogical. I hope that they can make everything work out. Cameron is really good for him and I hope that he can help him deal with this in a way that will help both of them as a couple.” Paul stated while climbing into bed.
As I lay there in bed little did I know that they had already for the most part worked out the problem. I would soon find out just how ok they were going to be. As I replayed the events over in my head you would have thought that I would have been shocked or upset that my son had brought his gay lover and son to live here with us, but I was happy really happy that this young man and his son had joined us. I feel that this may just be the change that Justin needs in his life to help him realize that there is more in life that just performing for his fans. He has a personal life and needs to try to live it the best he can, and if that means that we have to help him hide his sexuality for awhile then so be it. I want my baby happy and if this boy does it for him then I will do everything in my power to keep him happy for years to come.
In a jail in Northeastern Tennessee:
“In other news it seems that Nsync has a new groupie following them. This man seen here in a photo holding a small child has been seen around the group in Florida very often this week. Sources tell us that he is a close friend of the group.” the news lady stated.
“Just you wait, Timberlake. I will have you for mine and no one will be able to stop me. Just as soon as I am out of here I will find you and this little twink your running around with and make you both pay. I know that I can track you down. You're in the media all the time so just watch out.” I thought to myself.
To Be Continued . . .