Date: Wed, 22 Aug 2001 12:01:26 -0700 (PDT) From: Mel J Subject: Lost Innocence-Chapter 12 Disclaimer! This is fiction and has no reflection on Nick Carter, AJ Mclean, Or Kevin Richardson. This has nothing to do with there sexuality or sexual preference. Lost Innocence-Chapter 12 By Mel 2001 The next few days passed without incident. Aj and Nick seemed to grow even closer and for the moment, they left Kevin alone. And that was driving Kevin insane. He realized then that he had fallen in love with both of them. That realization shocked him to the bone. He started pulling away from everyone, trying to get a grip on his emotions. Nick noticed first. He noticed Kevin not coming around as much, no more desperate looks. Something was wrong. Contrary to what Kevin obviously thought, he did care about his band mate. Finally, after a concert, Nick cornered Kevin. "What is it..Kevin? What is your problem these days?" Kevin tried to brush past him, but failed, when his body started to respond to Nick's nearness. "I don't want to talk about it, Nick. Haven't you done enough?" To his horror, tears began to spill down his cheeks. "Kev.. what is it?" Nick's voice turned tender when he saw Kevin's tears. "Look, I know you are just having fun with me, and that you love AJ, but.. but.. I have fallen in love with both of you." That stopped Nick dead in his tracks. He never thought he would hear that from Kevin. He didn't know what to say. Deep down inside the reason he had pulled Kevin into his relationship with AJ, was that he had feelings for Kevin. "Just let me go, let me go." Kevin begged, slumping against the wall. Nick shook his head. "No. Kevin, I cant. I love you too" Nick whispered, then captured Kevin's mouth in a deep, passionate kiss. It was Kevin's turn to get dominate. It was like a cork had been popped out of a champagne bottle. Kevin and Nick half dragged and kissed all the way to Kevin's room. Neither one saw that they were being followed. "God, I want you. You taste so fucking good" Nick moaned, arching up as Kevin licked a fire down his neck, and latching on to a nipple. It felt so good to Nick to relinquish control, even if it was this one time. "Kevin.. oh god.. yes..oh sweet fuck.." He cried out as Kevin, ravenous clamped his mouth down on Nick's engorged cock and began to suckle. Nick's body was covered with sweat, writhing under the lashing of Kevin's tongue. It was out of control, and he felt wonderful. Kevin was intoxicated by Nick, finally being in control. With one hand he fumbled for the lube, and spread it on his thick, throbbing erection. Nick spread his legs, waiting. "I am going to fuck you so good," Kevin whispered huskily, placing the head of his cock against Nick's puckered hole. "Kevin..Please.." Nick begged and Kevin couldn't hold back any longer. He thrust in slowly, letting Nick get used to the size of his cock, before sliding in further. Nick gasped, a low growl. It felt so damn good, so hot and hard. Both Kevin and Nick were so involved in eachother that they never noticed Aj in the doorway, watching and stroking himself. Aj had heard everything. He wasn't mad exactly. He had known that Nick had feelings for Kevin and Kevin had feelings for both of them. He was just surprised how much he had started feeling for Kevin. Or how watching Kevin and Nick fuck would turn him on. His stroking became faster as he watched them start to lose control. "Harder..oh fuck..yes..Kevin...OH SHIT!" Nick cried, coming all over his hand and chest. Kevin followed soon after, his whole body shuddering, calling Nick's name. That was it for AJ. He screamed and exploded, catching the attention from the two men on the bed. When the world had come back into focus, all three men stared at eachother. What now?