Date: Sat, 02 Dec 2000 12:21:58 -0500 From: Adam Irwin Subject: Love Interest - Chapter 28 Last time on Chapter 28 of Love Interest - "And Justin, you know we can't tell the world about us, yet. We will some day, when they're ready for it. But you know the media, they would ruin our careers with that type information. " Josh explained, and Justin nodded in agreement. "Now, why are you afraid of telling the rest of your family? They all love you, if your parents accepted you then they will too." "But my grandmother is such a big part of my life, and if she doesn't accept me." Justin mumbled, and choked back tears again. He promised himself he wasn't going to let that happen. "I know Just, but I think she won't mind. She raised your mother, and she still loves you, so I'm sure your grandmother will too." Josh let the younger man contemplate for a minute or two by himself, and smiled when he saw a smile emerge from Justin's face. But quickly it was turned into another look of worry, as Justin's face gained that same look. "Josh, can we talk about your past?" ____________________________________________________________________________ "Um, sure about what?" Josh asked, not sure what Justin meant by his passed. " Your, uh, sexual past." Justin responded, not really seeming thrilled to answer the question. "Oh, okay, what did you want to know about it?" Josh asked, still trying to avoid the subject with as many of his own questions as he could. "Well, how many guys have you been with?" The question threw Josh off guard a little bit, but he stopped to think about it. "I guess I don't know how many. I hate to see it, but their have been countless guys that didn't even tell me their names. And you knew about Jim, besides him their were only three or four other boyfriends." Josh replied, but put his fingers up to make a quotation symbol when he said boyfriends. "Did ya, ya know have sex with all of?" Justin asked, and caught Josh off guard again. "Yes." Josh answered bluntly, he knew Justin had probably expected the answer to be yes, so why should he even drag it out. "Oh. Did you ever love any of them?" This question came out of no where. Josh had expected the questions about sex and the amount of boyfriends even though he was startled by them. But he didn't even begin to anticipate that question. "No, not one of them. I've always loved you Justin." Josh replied, speaking honestly. "Then why'd you have sex with them?" Justin asked with a slight harsh tone of voice. Josh flinched at the noise, he didn't want to upset Justin by telling him all this. "I couldn't have you Justin. I knew I would never love any one else, and I promised myself I wouldn't settle down and marry anyone but you. But I still had needs, and I needed to satisfy them." Josh tried to explain as nicely as he could. But he felt the only way to say it, was just to come out with what he had to say. He couldn't satisfy himself all the time, so he had to revert to one night stands. "So it's my fault." Justin replied harshly, not having taken Josh's words the way he had hoped. "I didn't say that Justin and you know it's not like that. I just mean that I needed to be with someone sexually." Josh responded, and gave Justin a look of love. Justin smiled into Josh's face. "I know, I'm sorry." Justin apologized, upset with himself for acting harshly. "You shouldn't be sorry. I'm the one who slept around before you. I should have saved myself for you, but I didn't. Our first time won't be as special, but I promise it will be special. It's with you, everything with you is special." Josh's words cut through Justin, he wanted to cry he was so happy to hear Josh say all of that. "I love you Justin. You are the only thing in my life that I would miss if I lost. I know this is early, and I know you are young, but I need you in my life forever. So, what I'm asking is if you'll be my husband?" Justin looked on stunned. Tears gushed from his eyes, and Josh was hugging him. He hadn't said yes, but he hadn't said no. He wasn't going to say no, he just couldn't say yes. He was so happy, so thrilled that nothing came from his mouth. But Josh knew it was yes, as Justin shook his head frantically up and down in a yes motion. Josh just smiled and giggled, carressing Justin's back. "I'll take that as a yes." Josh laughed, and Justin smiled. Justin soon finished crying, and his smile only grew as he looked at Josh. "I'm gonna be Justin Randall Timberlake-Chasez." Justin sat up fully, a little stunned at what he was saying. "I'm marrying you, I love you Josh." Justin gave Josh a tight hug, and felt like he should scream. "Alright Just, if you want to marry me you better let go or I'm gonna die." Justin giggled and let Josh go, giving him to air to breathe. "Will you get my mom babe? I wanna tell her, but I'm really tired." Justin asked with a whiny voice, giving Josh a sweet smile. "Yep." Josh bounced out of the room, excitement filled his heart. At the top of the steps he hollered for Lynn. She came running to the stairs looking up at a very happy Josh. "What?" She asked confused. "Come upstairs quick." As soon as he said he took off running for the room. Still confused Lynn ran up the stairs as fast as she could. Walking into the bedroom she saw nothing special, nothing out of the ordinary. Had she payed attention she would have noticed a nice gold ring on Justin's index finger, and an open box on the nightstand. But she didn't even notice, and waited to be explained to. "And you wanted what?" She asked sarcastically, even though she knew something was up. Justin looked just as happy as Josh did, if not more. "Um, mommy, guess what?" Justin said ecstatically like a small child. "What?" Lynn asked, still anxious to find out what was up. "I'm marrying Josh." He hollered as loud as he could, and Lynn rushed over to them. Giving Josh a hug first, she then bent down and pulled Justin into a hug. They hugged to Josh, what seemed like forever until finally they released the embrace. "When, how?" Lynn began to ask in a mumbled state looking at Josh for answers. "I just asked him a minute ago." Josh replied, and looked down at Justin who was still smiling. "He said the most romantic stuff mom. He told me that he needed me in his life, and it was so thoughtful. He just isn't saying so cuz he's embarrassed to admit it. But I wouldn't be, I'm happy he said it." Justin smiled and told his mother more then Josh wanted him to. "I'm so happy for you two. You need to tell everyone, I'll call your grandparents, they'll be so happy." Lynn smiled, and spoke in a rush again. "Grandma and grandpa know about me and Josh?" Justin asked a little stunned. "Of course, what did you think I wasn't going to tell the family about my son's true love?" Lynn asked a little confused by the question. "I don't know, just didn't think they knew. " Justin responded, and Josh gave him a smile. Justin knew Josh was right now. "Well, I'm gonna go call them. Why don't you call some people to Josh?" Lynn suggested and took off down the hall towards the living room. Josh picked up his cell phone and dialed a familiar number. He grabbed Justin's hand and smiled. "Hello?" A young woman replied into the phone, and Josh smiled. He had dialed the cell phone number of one Christina Aguilera, figuring he would work his way down in the alphabet. "Hey Chrissy." Josh replied cheerfully. "Hey, what's up with you and Just?" She asked, making conversation. "Great, that's why I called. We're getting maried." Josh thought about breaking the news slowly, but he just wanted to say it quickly, and get it out. "OHMYGOD!" He had to pull the phone away from his ear when he heard Christina's reaction. "I'm so happy for you two." She finished up in her normal voice, Josh couldn't tell, but she was blushing on the other line for screaming so loud. "I know, I'm happy too. Real happy. But I gotta go call every body else, talk to you later." Josh clicked off the phone, and smiled at Justin. "Who should I call next baby?" "Why don't you shut the door?" Justin asked, a broad smile on his face. Josh didn't know why, but he did as he was asked. Sitting down on the bed, he giggled as Justin began to suckle on his neck. "Mmmm" He moaned, as Justin started to suck it in order to give him a hickey. Soon Justin was slipping Josh's shirt over his head, and slowly sucking on his chest and nipples. "Justin...you.....are....sick" Josh let out in gasps, moaning after each word as Justin worked his tongue on his nipples like an expert. "I'll be fine.." Justin replied, working his way down to Josh's pants. Slowly unzipping them, he slipped his hands in, rubbing Josh's cock through his boxers. "Ohhh." Josh let out a low moan, relaxing into the feelings of pleasure that were shooting through his body. Josh helped Justin take off his pants, and soon Josh was left only in his boxer briefs, which were soon sliding off of his body, until Josh was completely naked. Justin wasted no time before he went down on Josh's cock. Soon he had taken it all in his mouth, savoring the taste as he rolled his tongue over the tip of it. He bobbed up and down on it, making Josh come closer and closer to an orgasm. When he felt Josh going as far as he could, he stopped and pulled abruptly off. Josh caught his breathe, and looked down at a smiling Justin. "Why'd you stop now?" Josh asked, his breathing still heavy, and his cock by no means shrinking in size. He was still horny, and a little upset that Justin hadn't finished the job. "I'm definetly ready now, I'm want you to cum inside me." Justin's request almost made Josh cum. He just smiled, and looked at Justin. He could tell by the look on his face that he was. And he didn't want to rush it, but he couldn't wait much longer. "It's gonna hurt at first." Josh said, as he positioned Justin above him. Justin nodded his head, and slid himself down onto Josh's cock. They were in a position so that Justin and Josh were facing each other. Justin sitting on Josh's lap. It was a perfect position for Josh to hump, but also for Justin to hold onto him for comfort. Justin winced as the head penetrated his ass, but just held tight to Josh's back. As soon as he felt the pain begin to subside, he let himself slide all the way down. Soon Josh was as far in as he could go, and Justin was letting tears flow from his eyes. Before Josh started, he kissed each of the tears away as they flowed down Justin's face. "I'm gonna start baby, but I'm gonna go slow." Josh promised, as he moved his lips away from Justin's cheeks. Josh slowly started to pump, his cock sliding in and out of Justin's ass. The more and more he thrusted, the more he got into it. "ohhhhh..." The moan just helped him go faster, and Josh could tell by the look on Justin's face that he too was enjoying it. Opening his eyes, Justin looked directly into Josh's, and the two stared lovingly as Josh worked his hardest to remain calm. He didn't want it to end quick. He was promising himself it would be something loving and caring. Something that took time. Justin shut his eyes again, the pleasure he was feeling was overwhelming. He had always know that the top would have pleasure, he was the one doing the act of sex. But Justin never knew that as a bottom he would recieve pleasure, but as Josh pounded his ass, Justin felt something he had never felt. He found himself coming closer and closer to an orgasm, and it didn't even seem like Josh was getting their. "Oh....Josh..." Justin moaned loudly as his orgasm flowed through his body. As his body shook from the pleasure of cumming, his ass muscles tightened, sending Josh into his own orgasm. "mmm." Josh didn't say anything, he just moaned. They both just lay their, relaxing in each other's warmth. It took them a while to recover. Josh recovered first although he was the second to orgasm, he was used to it. Justin wasn't, he had never felt anything like that before. All he could do was breathe slowly, and just settle into Josh's body. By now they were no longer in a top/bottom situation. They were both on their sides, Josh was holding Justin tight, and Justin was slowly slipping into sleep. Noticing this Josh smiled. He was happy they had had their first time, and happy that they had done it so lovingly. Remembering what Brittney had said about her experience with Lance, he was glad that he didn't make Justin feel that way. He was glad that Justin was still comfortable with him, and he was glad that he had waited til Justin was ready. "Justin baby..." Josh didn't want to ruin the moment, but he knew if they fell asleep something would become suspicious. Afterall, they made no attempt of keeping quiet during their sex, even though they knew Justin's mother was down below them. At the same time, they knew she would return to see who they had called, and the only one they had called was Christina. "Hmm?" Justin asked with a mumbled, as Josh rubbed his hands on his back. "I don't think we should be lounging in our bedroom naked, with your mother downstairs." Josh replied, and Justin flinched a little from the realization. Josh just smiled, and stood from the bed. Grabbing his own pants and a t-shit he put them on. Tossing Justin his pants and sweat shirt, he watched as he slid them on, after grabbing his own boxers off the floor. "I'm glad to see that you aren't feeling sick anymore." Josh smiled, and laughed. "I still feel sick, my stomach hurts like a bitch." Justin moaned, he had forgotten about it up until the point of that moment. Until he had been reminded of it. Josh frowned, and unlocked the door. Grabbing his cell phone, he dialed a number and sat back down on the bed. Justin cuddled close to him, and Josh waited for an answer. "Hello?" Josh smiled at the voice, it had only been a little under 24 hours since he had seen Joey, but it was still comforting to hear his friend's voice. "Hey Joe. How's it goin?" "Good, what about you and Just? How is it?" Joey asked concerned for Justin's health. "He's fine. He's got bronchitis, but we got him some medication. The other results won't be in until tomorrow." Josh responded, and then realized he had to tell Joey aobu the engagment. "That's cool, any reason behind calling? Or did you just want to hear the voice of your sexy secret love?" Joey asked with a giggle in his voice. "I HEARD THAT." Justin yelled in order for Joey to hear through the phone. "About that Joe, I think we have to stop. Before I was only dating Justin, but now that I'm engaged with him, I just can't go around cheating on him." Josh analyzed the silence, waiting for Joey to process the information. After a minute or two he heard a laughter in the background. "Congratulations dude." Was the first response he heard, before more laughing. "Well, I really gotta go. I have got to call Britt, and then Lance and them." Josh replied, and Joey continued to laugh. "Cool, see ya." Joey got out in between chuckles, and hung up the phone. "I have to call two more people now baby. Brittney first, then Chris and Lance at Chris's. But I don't think we should tell them until tonight, when they come over to work out things with us." Josh requested, and picked up his phone. He started to dial a number, but before he could finish, he watched a finger push the off button. "Right now, all I want is for you to hold me." Justin requested, and Josh didn't even hesitate to give it. He allowed Justin to relax into his body, and he stroked his hand across Justin's stomach, knowing that it got to him. Soon Justin's chest was going up and down in a patter significant to his sleep. ____________________________________________________________________________ TBC..... ____________________________________________________________________________ The next chapter will see the return of Chris and Lance to work things out with Josh and Justin. But before that Josh will talk to Brittney and tell her about the engagement, I'm not going to forget about her finding out. Quick question - What would you like to see in the final chapter? It's only two chapters away, which means roughly two or three days until it get's posted. So I need to know what you want to see in that chapter. I will take all ideas for it, and I'll be taking them up until the 4th. I think the final chapter will be posted the 5th, so it should be done soon.