Date: Fri, 13 Jun 2003 18:39:09 -0400 From: rye encoke Subject: Mark-and-Rye-18 Mark and Rye Okay the usual stuff that nobody reads. This is a gay story with lots of gay sex. If you aren't supposed to be here, leave. The work is mine and unless you ask you can't post it anywhere else. I have no clue if any member of Westlife is gay, so this is all my fantasy. Email me at rye_encoke@hotmail.com to tell me what you like or hate. The author wishes to acknowledge and thank the archivist for Nifty for allowing this story to be published here. Authors Notes: I recently had a virus which destroyed chapters 18 - 22 which I had written. I managed to find a hard copy of chapter 18 and rewrite it and now post it. However, this now means that the time in between postings is going to increase dramatically. Please accept my apologies and understand how devastated I was by the loss. But be assured I am working hard to get the chapters written. Thanks to all the loyal readers who contacted me when I was late and for their sympathy when I explained the loss. DEDICATION: To all my friends I have made through this story, thanks for your encouragement and understanding and the shoulder to cry on. - The Morning After - Rye's alarm had been turned off but the lovers woke early anyway. Gazing at each other across Shane's chest they smiled, their love for each other almost a visible aura. "Morning my fella," Rye whispered. "Morning my angel," Mark answered. Together the two men began to gently kiss and suck on Shane. It did not take long before Shane woke from the sensations. "Morning my boys. I love you," Shane said sweetly. Rye and Mark smiled and kissed him gently saying their own love you's back. "Wanna cuddle with us all morning?" Mark asked as he snuggled into Shane. "Umm, don't be mad at me kay, but I sorta wanna go wake up Bry and Nicky," Shane said softly. "Mmmmm, can't say as I blame ya, how bout we take you to them?" Mark said with a smile. "You're not mad cuz I don't wanta stay and cuddle are you? It's just that after last night I want to be able to tell them how wonderful it all was but I still want to be with you guys too," Shane was becoming distraught. "Oh boyo, don't worry over such a small thing," Mark whispered. "We could never be mad at you. Come on now smile and remember last night, and think of all the nights to come. If I had even thought for a moment I would have realized you would want to be back with your boyfriends." Rye smiled and got up, pulling Shane behind him. Mark caught up and grabbed onto Shane's hand. Together the three men traipsed down to the room where Nicky and Bryan slept. Opening the door they saw the two naked men wrapped together. Shane looked in at them and his face shone with love. He went over to the bed and lay down beside Nicky. The other two men without waking seemed to sense the presence of their missing partner. Nicky rolled onto his back, his hand reaching out to find Shane. Bryan's legs moved across Nicky's legs, searching for Shane's own legs. Then, as if finally realizing they were not as close to Shane as they should be, the two men woke. The lovers watched from the door as Nicky then Bryan looked at Shane and broke into wide smiles. Very gently Nicky moved Shane so that he was now in between him and Bryan. The two men began to kiss Shane all over. Finally they realized that the lovers were standing in the door watching. "Thank you," Bryan said simply as he enfolded Shane in his arms possesively. Mark and Rye both nodded and closed the door as they left the boyfriends to bask in their love. They moved down the hall going to their own bedroom when Mark stopped at the door to Jill and Kian's room. "Rye, I know we can't share with them like with the boys, I mean nothing sexual, but we could just hold each other all morning. How many times have we said it's not sex but love. There is no reason we can't just all hold each other," Mark said. Rye nodded and opened the door. Jill and Kian lay in bed in each others arms. The lovers went to the bed. Mark, not wanting to make Rye uncomfortable at all, went to Jill's side leaving Rye to cuddle Kian. As the two naked men pulled themselves in close to the sleeping pair Jill and Kian became aware of someone in their bed. "Ummm, this is new," Jill said as she saw Rye pull in behind her own naked boyfriend then felt Mark slide up to snuggle her naked body. "We decided that there is no reason we can't all just cuddle and hold each other. Nothing sexual, just holding each other," Mark said. "If it's okay with you both?" Rye added. "It's perfect angel," Kian said as he pulled Rye to lie almost on top of him. Rye smiled and moved his hand to hold Jill's hand. Jill smiled and turned to kiss Mark's lips and pulled him in close. The four friends lay there together and quickly fell back to sleep, feeling safe and loved in each others arms. - Boyfriends - "We heard you scream Shane, we were so happy we just hugged each other out in the hall," Bryan said. "Out in the hall?" Shane asked. Bryan's eyes widened, "Yeah, sorry, we were all four of us out in the hall outside the door listening. Don't be mad kay, we were just worried. We wanted to make sure it was all going to be okay. We weren't like listening with our ears against the door or anything creepy, we just wanted to be close in case you needed us." "It's okay my boy. It wouldn't have mattered if it had been the other, and it just makes me so happy to know that you were all worried about me. So want to hear about my night?" Shane asked with an excited giggle. "Yeah we do. But first can we talk about a couple of things real quick?" Nicky asked. "We don't have to do that now Nicky," Bryan said. "I know but let's get it out of the way now so we can listen to everything Shane says then we can have some luvin' ourselves," Nicky said. "Yeah let's do it like that," Shane nodded. "Okay well we were sort of wondering how we all are going to be together. I mean it's going to be different than with the lovers. There's three of us when we are with the lovers but we all only do it 4 times. With us, if we all want to be made love to and make love to the other, that's 6 times," Bryan explained. Shane stopped and thought about it the way Nicky had earlier. "Yeah, 6 times takes a long time, and that's not even counting the extra times Bry boy will want," Shane said as he leaned forward to kiss Bryan. "Well we sort of thought of a couple of solutions. We didn't decide anything cuz you weren't here, but we thought it would be okay to just bring it up and sort of say a couple things we had thought of. Is that okay?" Nicky asked. "Yeah I think so. Just so long as we are always careful and be honest with each other if it ever becomes uncomfortable for one of us. Like if I had said I didn't like that you two were talking about stuff like this without me there you couldn't get mad at me." Shane said. "We wouldn't. We feel the same, and we have to promise to keep an eye on each other, just in case someone does start to feel uncomfortable but is scared to say anything. This is going to be hard and we all have to work at it," Nicky said. "Okay well we came up with a couple of things. Mainly we figured we should take turns being bottom. That way we only really do it twice a night. So on a night when it's my turn to be bottom you both top me. Next night is your turn, and so on," Bryan said. Shane thought about it and nodded. "That's one way, but then only one person gets to be bottom that night. That means I only get to be bottom two or three times a week, and that's if we are doing it every day. How about if we took turns so that we all were bottom each night. Then we do it three times a night." "That was another idea. I like that one best. The only thing we have to keep track of doing it that way is to make sure we rotate tops. So if one night Bryan tops me, next night it's you Shane," Nicky said. "Yeah I like that idea better now that I think about it. I hadn't realized I would have to wait so long to be bottom doing it the other way," Bryan nodded. "Okay the other thing was that we sort of have one night a week during our off time, and then once on tour whenever we have like a long break, that we do the whole thing. Like I mean we do the whole 6 times," Nicky said. "Yeah I really like that," Shane said. "Well that was all we really talked about, so I guess we sort of decided," Bryan said. "I would like to say something," Shane said and waited for the others to nod for him to continue. "I know I like being a bottom and so does Nicky, but honestly Bryan you are way more into it. How bout we add one more time to our nights so that Bryan gets topped by us both." Nicky smiled and nodded quickly, smiling at Bryan. "Really? You would do that for me?" Bryan smiled happily. "Of course. We can figure out the order and stuff later but it is definitely something I want to do for you Bry boy, for us really," Shane said. The boyfriends held onto each other as they listened to Shane describe his night. They laughed and giggled while they stole kisses and tentatively touched each other's bodies. Although they had all experienced each other on one level or another, everything seemed to feel so new to the three men. A touch sent shivers of pleasure through a body, a kiss made a heart beat faster, a look into another's eyes brought tears of joy. The men did nothing sexual for now, they just immersed themselves in their new found love, talking and planning their glorious time together. Finally sleep overtook them and they drifted off, still in each others arms. - Plans For Four - It was late morning when the lovers woke with Jill and Kian. They were all smiles when they realized that what had waken them was the sounds of passion coming from the boyfriends room. "I think that was Bryan," Kian said as he stretched then put an arm around Rye. "Yeah it was," Mark confirmed as he snuggled in closely to Jill. "So what do we want to do for the day? No sense waiting for the others, I doubt they are going to leave their room," Jill asked. "Picnic at the cathedral?" Rye suggested. "Oh yeah that sounds nice. Did Kian see it yet?" Jill asked as she turned to look at Kian. "Yeah that's were we went yesterday," Kian nodded. "Cool let's get ready. Meet everyone downstairs in like 20," Rye said as he kissed Kian then Jill and got up to head to his own room with Mark following behind. Everyone got dressed and ready and within a half hour everyone was ready to go with a picnic lunch packed. "I'll be right back. Gonna let them know where we are going," Rye said. "We could just leave them a note. You don't really wanna disturb them do you?" Mark asked. "Well, I have something to tell them too," Rye smiled shyly. "Okay we'll wait outside," Jill said as she grabbed the basket. Rye trotted upstairs and knocked on the door. "It's Rye." "Come in," Nicky called out. Rye opened the door and was greeted with the sight of Nicky on his back, legs in the air and Bryan stopped in mid thrust with Shane's head resting on Nicky's chest. Rye just smiled. "Sorry boys, damn you all look hot. Listen we are going out for the afternoon. I wanted to tell you something you all might want to try," Rye said. "Okay go ahead," Bryan said. Nobody seemed embarrassed that Rye was fully dressed standing there talking to them in the middle of sex. "Well, I wanted to leave it to try when one of you was with Mark and I but what the hell. Listen it's sort of a threeway. Like right now Bryan is inside Nicky. But you could add a third, Shane could be inside Bryan at the same time. Once everyone is inside each other, Bryan draws out of Nicky. It's Bryan that starts the rhythm, on the thrust into Nicky he is pulled out of Shane. When he draws out of Nicky he pushes back into Shane. Just thought you might wanna give it a try. If you do let me know how it works and maybe we can all try it with whoever is next with us," Rye said. "Oh my God that sounds awesome. Can we do that later after we get used to Shane inside us?" Bryan asked his lovers. Both Nicky and Shane nodded. "Okay see ya later. Love you all," Rye said. "Love you angel," three voices said in unison just before Rye closed the door. Rye went outside to meet the rest of the group and they set off to the cathedral for lunch. - Luvin' - The three men all said love you to Rye as he closed the door then turned to look at each other. "How come we weren't embarrassed to have him in here when we were like this?" Bryan asked. "I don't know, maybe cuz he has been inside each of us and vice versa. Besides it's Rye, we love him," Nicky said. "Would we have let Mark in?" Bryan asked. "Probably," Shane said "What about Kian?" Bryan continued. Nicky and Shane looked at each other. "Maybe," Nicky sounded hesitant. "Not Jill," Shane answered before the question came. "Bry boy, let's continue," Nicky said. Bryan smiled and leaned forward and kissed Nicky, beginning once again his gentle rhythmn. "You feel so good inside me Bry boy. But so far it's just been us two. Shane you have to take a turn next, either top or bottom. You're okay right?" Nicky asked. "I'm fine. I will bottom next for one of you. We really have to work you guys up for me to top you. I never realized before how thick I am, but my curve makes up for it," Shane said proudly as he stroked his cock, no longer ashamed of it. "Shane could you come behind me and like kiss me and stuff?" Bryan asked. Shane smiled and moved behind Bryan holding him tightly. His hard cock rubbing against Bryan's ass. "Oh Shane boyo that feels good. If you want we can do it now, you can be inside me," Bryan said. "Maybe later. I know you like it Bry boy but really you are going to have to get used to my size," Shane said then began to gently nip Bryan's shoulders, neck and back. He moved his hand around Bryan's waist and reached down to put his hand at the base of Bryan's cock. He began to take over the rhythm and soon Bryan let him take over completely, pushing and pulling him in and out of Nicky. "Oh Shane that is incredible. Did they teach you that? Nicky love you have to have Shane do this to you its wonderful," Bryan closed his eyes and let the sensation take him. "Is Shane moving you?" Nicky asked. "Yes, it's so wonderful, like I am giving him control of me. Hey that's why we feel so close to the lovers. We have given over control totally to them, like surrendered to them, and they did the same to us," Bryan said. "You're probably right Bry boy, no offense but could you sort of concentrate more on what's going on here?" Nicky said with a little annoyance. Bryan's eyes opened wide, "I'm sorry Nicky love. I just have so many things going on in my head." A tear fell from his eye. "Oh my Bry boy, I didn't mean it like that," Nicky moved his hands to take Bryan's. "Let's stop for a bit. We are trying to do this all too fast and we are losing the love." Shane nodded and pulled Bryan back so he came out of Nicky. "I'm sorry," Bryan sobbed as Nicky sat up and held him. "No, I'm sorry. That was a mean thing to say. We have all day to be together and all night. Let's just lie back and hold each other and talk. Let's talk about what Bry boy figured out. I think he's right," Nicky said as he lay back pulling Bryan with him. "I'm sorry," Bryan said again. "Shhhh," Shane whispered as he held onto Bryan. "It's okay my sweet boy. We aren't mad. Nicky isn't mad at you at all, let's forget about it and start over. Let's talk about what you said. It was a really good observation." Bryan sniffed and tried to stop sobbing. He listened as his two lovers spoke softly. "Bry boy is right. That's exactly what we did, we surrendered ourselves to whoever was making love to us. We gave up control of ourselves to someone we trusted," Nicky said as he stroked Bryan's chest. "We could say stop any time though," Shane said. "Yeah but the surrender came before that. It was a mental thing," Nicky said. "Just going to be with them knowing what we were going to be doing was an act of trust and surrender. We gave them total control of our bodies. They did the same for us. It's wonderful." Bryan said. "No wonder we feel so close to them now. How can you go through something like that and not be brought closer to the person doing it?" Shane said. The three men lay there for a long time thinking this over. Nicky turned back to Bryan, "Ready to make love to me Bry boy? Please forgive me for earlier. Let's just put it all behind us and start fresh. I surrender myself to you Bry boy, because I love you and I trust you." Bryan smiled and nodded. He moved Nicky into position and looked at Shane, "Shane my boyo would you help like you did before. That was really nice and it felt more like all three of us were making love." Shane smiled and put a little more lube onto Bryan then directed him to Nicky's waiting hole. Once again he moved behind Bryan and took over the rhythm as he gently kissed and nipped Bryan's shoulder. - Picnic Under The Willow - "Ready?" Kian asked as Rye came out. "Yep," Rye smiled. "Did you interrupt?" Jill asked with a smile. "Yeah actually. Bryan was making love to Nicky. I had knocked and said it was me and Nicky just said come in. I couldn't believe it. Bryan was like stopped in mid stroke. I sort of figured they would just send one person to the door," Rye giggled. "It's cuz they trust you," Kian said. Everyone looked at Kian so he explained. "I doubt they would have let Jill or I in. But I mean you have been the one to teach them. You were the first for all of them. There wouldn't be any embarrassment for them. You could probably have stayed and watched and they would have let you," Kian said. Mark nodded and Rye realized Kian was probably right. They all walked together in silence for a bit, not speaking, but listening to the sounds around them. A loon somewhere on the lake called out. Squirrels and birds twittered in the trees, hidden from sight as they looked down upon the people walking through their home. Eventually they came to the clearing where the huge willow stood. Sweeping aside the branches they quickly set out the blanket and reclined. "This place is so perfect. It's like it belongs to another world," Jill sighed and began to take out food, plates and drinks. "Were you guys okay with what happened this morning?" Mark asked. He sounded a little worried. When he had suggested it he was okay with the idea but now he wanted to make sure everyone was okay with it. "It was odd at first honestly. I mean we were all 4 naked and I wasn't sure where to put my hands. But after a bit I realized it was okay, and I felt so loved. I figured that if I put my hand somewhere it shouldn't have been someone would have said something. And if someone touched me somewhere I wasn't okay with I would just have gently moved their hand away," Jill said. "Yeah, I was worried about that too. My hand kept moving to your chest, which is where I go on the boys but I had to stop myself," Mark confessed. "Not because I didn't want to touch your chest I just wasn't sure if I was allowed. Not that I wanted to either it's just...." Mark's face went red as he tried to explain. "No worries fella, I know exactly what you mean. My leg started to cramp because I wanted to stretch a bit but I was worried about rubbing up against your dick. I guess we all have to make some rules now too," Jill said. Everyone nodded. "Well first off, none of us can be worried or get upset if we or someone else becomes aroused. It's bound to happen. Should we only do this when we have clothes on?" Kian asked. Everyone thought for a bit until finally Jill spoke, "I don't think it matters, let's just go with it. Most of the time Kian and I are naked, having to get up and get dressed would spoil it." "That's what I figured too. Okay so even though there's nothing sexual going on we are bound to touch each other in places and in ways that may make us aroused. How do we deal with it?" Rye asked. "We just go with it. Like with Mark, if he had moved his hand up to rub between my breasts it would have been fine. Now if he had started to fondle them or use his mouth that would have been over the line. I think we can all tell the difference between sex and cuddling. We just have to promise each other to not get upset if someone accidentally does something over the line and talk it over calmly and with love," Jill said. "I think we all just have to realize that for a bit it's going to be a little odd for us. As long as we all handle it with a little humour and realize nobody is trying to make anyone uncomfortable, then this is a good thing that we can all enjoy," Rye said. "Why did you decide to come in this morning?" Jill asked Mark. Mark looked away shyly. "Don't take this the wrong way but I felt sorry for you Jill. Here we are and we have taken away your best friend, and we also are sharing with your lover. I know, I know, we didn't really take Rye away and Kian is totally devoted to you. But I love you too and even though I was uncomfortable this first time, I want to be able to hold you too. I want you to feel with me like you do with Rye. I want you to be my best girlfriend." Jill looked at Mark with a lump in her throat. She pulled him to her and hugged him fiercely. "That is the nicest thing I have heard in a long time. Thank you Mark. Don't worry I know exactly what you meant when you said you felt sorry for me. Thank you." The two friends separated and sat back. Everyone filled plates and began to chat about nothing in particular. In a lull in the conversation Kian's eyes lifted and got wide. Everyone saw this and turned to see what he was looking at. A deer had stuck it's head through the curtain of branches and was staring intently at the group. It didn't last for long, the animal looking at the people and they staring back at it. But it was a moment that etched itself into everyone's mind. After maybe a half a minute the deer calmly stepped back and disappeared from view. The group continued to stare at the place it had stood. Finally they all looked at each other and just smiled. Nobody said anything for a long time. "I have never seen anything wild like that so close before," Mark said. "Me either, it was beautiful. Did you see how it looked at us," Kian said. "It came to see what was making all the noise I guess," Rye laughed. After a few more minutes of silence, Jill asked, "Okay so are we going to stay out here or head back?" "Let's just stay here and cuddle, the boys will be together all day so there is no reason to head back to entertain them," Rye said. The group cleaned up the meal and packed things away then moved the basket to the side. Then they all lay down together. Mark and Rye snuggled closely and Jill and Kian together, though all four were close enough that they could touch each other. They fell asleep quickly and were lost in happy dreams. - Problems In The Bedroom - "Well one of you has to be first," Shane said. "I know Shane, but I am so scared to do it," Bryan admitted, "besides Nicky is smaller." "I'm scared too," Nicky admitted, "I'm sorry Shane, I didn't realize how hard this was going to be." "Look it's okay. They fixed me, I am not going to freak out," Shane tried again. "What if we hurt you?" Bryan argued back. "There may be some pain but it's only a bit. Come on guys one of you has to be first. I want someone to make love to me," Shane was becoming upset. Both Nicky and Bryan could see that Shane was becoming distraught. "Okay I will go first, but let's do it so I am laying down and you are on top of me, that way you have better control. It's not that we don't want to do this Shane or that we don't love you. We are just so scared to hurt you and it would kill us if we did. Please don't be mad okay. We will get better at this I promise," Bryan said. "I know my boys, but both Mark and Rye have been inside me. I am okay, really." Shane reached for Bryan and lay him down. He quickly lubed Bryan up and then using his fingers lubed himself up. He moved so that he was positioned right over Bryan and slowly lowered himself. Bryan was terrified. He hadn't thought about it until the time came but he was scared to be with Shane. He suddenly realized just exactly what Rye must have gone through. He felt the pressure give way as Shane enveloped his hard cock. "Oh yeah, that is so good," Shane murmured and closed his eyes in obvious pleasure. Bryan smiled tentatively and watched as Shane slowly took his cock into him. In no time at all Bryan was completely inside of Shane and Shane had begun a rocking motion. Bryan's fears were soon gone as Shane reacted to the pleasure. "You are so hot Bryan, I am gonna make you cum inside me," Shane growled and began to lift himself up and push back down forcefully. Shane reached down and began to stroke his own cock as he began to moan with pleasure. After only a short period of time Bryan was ready to release. "Oh Shane you did me so good I am ready to cum. Are you ready?" "Yes, let's do it my boy." Shane stopped and pulled up, never stopping his stroking on his cock. "Start thrusting upwards into me Bry." Bryan, still inside Shane, began to buck his hips to continue the sensation. Soon he came explosively into Shane and moments after felt hot cum shoot across his chest. Shane pulled off and fell onto Bryan. "That was so good Bry boy." "I'm sorry Shane. We can do it again later so that you don't have to do all the work." Bryan had his arms around Shane and was kissing his ear. "It's okay my boy, we have all day and night. You are gonna make love to me at least one more time. But after we rest, I am going to make love to you," Shane promised. "Next time, let's do like Rye suggested. We can lay down on our sides, Shane in the middle. He can make love to you Bryan while I make love to him," Nicky suggested. "That sounds awesome," Shane said as he looked into Bryan's eyes for permission. "Sounds good to me too," Bryan smiled. The trio relaxed a bit, still murmuring softly to each other and gently touching each other. Finally after everyone was sufficiently recovered Shane rolled over and moved Bryan onto his side. "We are going to do it very slow. I'm sorry Bry boy but it will probably hurt a bit," Shane said softly. "It's okay Shane. I know you aren't hurting me on purpose. It will only be a bit," Bryan smiled. Shane gently positioned Bryan's leg and lubed himself up. He positioned his cock and began to push. He felt the resistance and felt Bryan tense then yelp in pain. "Stop," Bryan said. Immediately Shane pulled away. "I'm sorry Bry boy," Shane said. "It's okay. Wow you are big. I think we are going to have to loosen me up some more," Bryan said. Shane nodded and lubed up his fingers. Working quickly through one and then two fingers he used three fingers for awhile before adding a fourth. Finally Bryan indicated to try again. Shane once again placed his cock and pushed. With a small yip of pain from Bryan Shane slipped inside and stopped. "I'm in my boy, you okay?" Shane whispered. "Yeah, give me a minute. This is going to be incredible," Bryan was already feeling the excitement. Nicky watched from behind as Shane began to push inside of Bryan. "Oh Shane, I want to be next. We can rest so you can get your strength back but I want you in me next." Shane smiled. Someone, two someone's, wanted him to make love to them. His heart did flips as he realized he had not only found love but found true love. He finally bottomed out and was completely inside Bryan. "I'm inside you Bryan. Can you feel my heart beating. I noticed with the lovers you can feel your lover's heart beat," Shane said. "I can feel it Shane. You fill me up so good. I think Nicky is gonna become a bottom after this," Bryan said. Nicky giggled. "That's fine with me, but we stick with our rules. If we want to change anything we talk about it. Ready for me inside you Shane?" "Yes love. Let's try this out," Shane turned his head to watch as Nicky lubed up and began to push in. There was no pain as Nicky slid inside him. Shane couldn't believe the feeling. He wasn't even moving yet but he was on a pleasure high. "Oh God, we may have to change the rules and only do it this way. It's incredible. We are going to have to show the lovers this," Shane's voice was thick with desire. Nicky giggled and Bryan laughed outright. "Okay boyo I am ready," Nicky said. Shane pulled out of Bryan about three quarters. "Okay Nicky, you don't move at all. I do all the work." "Hey that's not fair we said next time you wouldn't have to do any of the work," Bryan complained. "Quiet Bry boy, this is work I am gonna love," Shane said as he pushed into Bryan causing Nicky to pull out of him. He only did it once then stopped and shivered with pleasure. "Oh my boys, this is going to be incredible," he said beginning his rhythm of making love and being made love to. It was over quickly, the sensations almost mind numbing. All three men came within seconds of each other. When it was over they all lay together still inside one another, panting hard and sweating. Finally Shane spoke, "Seriously boys, we all have to try it this way and do it as often as we can. Let's tell the lovers and let them do it to Kian like this tonight. I think I might pass out." Bryan moved so Shane came out of him and turned, "You okay boyo?" he asked with worry. Shane suddenly wrapped his arms around Bryan, "I love you Bry boy," he said then kissed him deeply. He turned and did the same to Nicky then began to cry. Immediately the two men were holding him and comforting him, not knowing what the problem was. "Boyo what's wrong?" Bryan asked, the concern clear in his voice. "It's okay, I am okay, I am just so happy. I never thought anyone would love me like this and it's just suddenly so overwhelming," Shane said. The two men smiled and held him tighter. They did not release him and they fell asleep that way. - Intermission - A few hours later Rye and the others walked in and immediately saw the boyfriends puttering around the kitchen, still in sleep pants and none wearing shirts. They were making something to eat. When the trio saw the others walk in they immediately went to them. Bryan threw his arms around Rye. "Thank you angel." "What for?" Rye asked. "For everything, for loving us, for loving Mark, for sharing, for bringing Shane to us, for everything." Rye smiled and held onto Bryan giving him a kiss on the lips. Nicky and Shane held each other as they gazed in adoration at Bryan. "We made a snack for us, we were going to eat on the deck. Wanta join us?" Nicky asked. Everyone nodded but Shane grabbed Kian's arm and held him back. "Wanta go talk?" Kian smiled and nodded. "Shane and I are going to talk in the game room for a bit." "Kay," Bryan said as he bounded up and threw his arms around Shane. He whispered something into his ear that made Shane blush. Then Bryan hugged Kian and kissed him and bounced outside. Kian smiled, he had never seen Bryan so happy. Shane took Kian by the hand and led him to the game room. He sat Kian down and then shocked the hell out of Kian by sitting on his lap facing him. He put his arms around Kian's neck and kissed him on the mouth. Kian could feel Shane's erection on his belly. "This is a little weird Shane," Kian said, "but nice." "Do you want me to move?" Shane asked. "No," Kian blushed. "It was so wonderful sweets. I can't even begin to describe it. You have been with them kissing, and cuddling and sucking. This is a hundred times better. Bry boy and Nicky love were right. It brings you so much closer to them, like you are joining with them spiritually as well as physically," Shane gushed. "Were you nervous? Did it hurt much?" Nicky asked. He now had his hands around Shane's waist and he was getting an erection himself. "I wasn't nervous at all. But you know what? Rye was terrified. I felt so bad and so good at the same time. He was so scared because he was afraid I might freak out. Neither Mark or I realized what this had been doing to him. He was so gentle though. He kept bringing me to the edge and then would stop, and would wait for me to calm down and then start again. He said he wanted to make sure everyone heard my scream the first time. You guys were in the hall and heard me right? I am so glad you heard me," Shane leaned forward and kissed Kian again, letting their tongues taste each other. When they broke apart Kian smiled, "We heard you boyo, we were so happy for you. They really looked after you, made you comfortable and were careful?" "Of course, I think they were the only ones who could have helped me. And they did. Me and Bry and Nicky were all together a bunch of times already, and it's so special between us. Kian nobody wants to pressure you into doing this, but I really believe you have to do this, at least once. It is wonderful, so very wonderful,"Shane said passionately. "I am going to Shane, tonight," Kian said, "I already decided that earlier remember, I guess I just wanted to hear it from you that it was okay. I am still so nervous Shane." Shane pushed himself forward onto Kian and moved his head back and began to kiss and suck on his neck. "I know you are Kian, but you can trust me. After what I have been through I would never do anything to hurt you. You can trust me when I tell you that you will enjoy this and it will be okay." "Thank you Shane. Now how about telling me what all this is about," Kian said with a shiver as Shane's nibbled on his ear. "Bryan told me to make you cum," Shane giggled. "What?" Kian asked with shock. "It's okay I am not going to listen to Bryan," Shane said, "I was gonna do it anyway." And with that he pushed his hand down and into Kian's pants and began to rub him as he continued to kiss him. Kian moaned and let Shane work on him. Finally he released and sighed deeply. "Thank you boyo, that was unexpected," Kian sighed Shane removed his hand and looked at the cum on his fingers and frowned. "I don't know if I am allowed to...." Kian solved the problem by taking Shane's hand and cleaning his cum off of it himself. "You okay now sweets?" Shane asked as Kian sucked on his fingers. "Yes," Kian said simply as he continued to clean Shane's hand. - Snacks On Deck - "Thank you for your suggestion this morning Rye. It's FABULOUS. You have to do it with sweets tonight," Bryan said as he shovelled juice and bagel into his mouth. The trio had worked up quite an appetite and needed to refuel for the rest of the day. "What suggestion?" Mark asked. "I will show you tonight," Rye said and made a shushing motion to Bryan. Bryan laughed out loud and Nicky giggled. Mark smiled. "So you guys going back to bed?" Mark asked. "Yeah we are just getting some energy back. It's so wonderful and we all want to be with the other. So it's going to be an all day thing. We will go back for a few hours then come out to have supper with you all," Nicky answered. "Everything okay with you boys, no problems?" Jill asked. "A few rough spots but we worked them out. A small crisis when it was Shane's turn to be bottom. Neither of us wanted to do it, we were both scared," Bryan answered. "Yeah it made us realize how hard it must have been on Rye. He was the first for Shane and if things had gone badly..." Nicky left the thought unfinished. "Yes but he was wonderful," Shane said as he came up behind and embraced Rye warmly, "Thank you for being my first Rye, it is something I will treasure always." "You look after us all so good, I don't know what any of us would do without you," Mark said as he caressed Rye's face. Rye was becoming emotional and began to breathe heavily. Jill and Mark noticed at the same time. "Rye! Breathe baby," Jill said firmly but softly. Everyone's eyes went to Rye and watched as he forced himself to take a breath, then another. Everyone's heart fluttered. He was still so fragile, he looked after them all but needed to be looked after too, and they often forgot that. "Okay angel?" Kian said as he leaned over and gently nibbled on his ear. "Yeah. Thanks." Rye got up and went inside as he began to cry. Mark got up and followed. "Make him better fella," Jill said as Mark went inside. Mark went to Rye sitting on the sofa and wrapped his arms around him. "Wanna tell me what happened out there?" Mark asked gently. "Don't know, so many emotions. Got scared at the thought I might ever lose any of you. Everything," Rye admitted. "I thought you were over that," Mark said soothingly. "Me too. Guess it's going to take a little longer. Sorry fella," Rye said, sounding embarrassed. "Nothing to be sorry for. We all forget just how much you have been through. You just seem so strong that we forget that sometimes you need to be the one who is looked after." Mark softly stroked Rye's hair. "I love you fella," Rye breathed softly. "You are always my only angel," Mark said as he rocked Rye in his arms. - The Others - "What happened?" Bryan asked with tears in his eyes. Bryan's emotions were always right on the surface and he felt so strongly for Rye. "He just got overwhelmed. For so long there was only the two of us. Now he has his soul mate and 4 friends who love him. From what I understand he was pretty nervous and scared last night with Shane. It all just caught up to him," Jill answered. "I'm sorry," Shane said. Jill hugged Shane, "It's not your fault Shane. Don't you get down. Don't take away from the wonderful thing you two shared and what Rye did for you. Nobody do it. Nobody change anything." Jill said forcefully. "Bryan you keep hugging Rye whenever you want, he loves that. Nobody stop telling him they love him. Change nothing unless you do it more. We all love Rye and there is nothing wrong with showing it. We just have to remember he can get upset every now and then," Jill explained. "It doesn't make him weak, it just shows how much he loves us all," Nicky said like he was daring someone to call Rye weak. "I never thought he was weak. I always knew he was strong. But being strong doesn't mean you can't need help sometime. I am so honored that I can be there to help him in any way he needs after what he did for me," Shane said. "The best way to help him is to not change. Hug him and love him," Jill said. Just then Mark and Rye came back out, Mark's arm around Rye's waist. "Angel," Bryan said and grabbed Rye into an embrace. "It's okay Bry boy. I'm sorry guys, I just got overwhelmed," Rye said. "Don't apologize Rye. There's nothing to apologize for. We are always here for you. There is nothing wrong with crying in front of us. Please let us be there for you like you are there for us," Nicky said as he too went to embrace Rye. "Rye angel, if it's going to be too much for you we don't have to be together tonight. We can do it after we get back," Kian said. "No it's really okay. I want to, it was just a momentary thing, please don't go away," Rye said. "That's not what I was doing angel. I just wanted to make sure you were okay. I still want to be with you," Kian said. Jill looked at Rye and saw that he still was on the edge. "Mark fella, take Rye for a walk down on the beach, just the two of you. Take a blanket. Kian will be here till tonight." "No I am okay," Rye insisted. "No hon you're not but you will be. Let Mark take you away for a bit. Everybody still loves you, loves you more than you realize. But right now you need to calm down and let Mark soothe your emotions. When you come back we will have a nice supper then you can take my sweets and make love to him. But right now angel you need to be alone with Mark," Jill said firmly. "Beauty is right," Mark said. He was the first to pick up on Kian's name for Jill and be the first to bring it into the group for all to use. He noticed Jill's blush and Kian's smile. Rye nodded and followed meekly behind Mark, his head down like he was defeated. He turned and looked back, "You all still love me right?" Everyone's heart broke. They all rushed forward and held or touched Rye. "Take him away Mark, make him better," Shane said after gently kissing Rye on the mouth. Mark smiled and led a still sobbing Rye down the beach. They walked for a bit then Mark spread the blanket and sat Rye down. He didn't speak, neither of them did. He reached his hand out and slipped it under Rye's shirt feeling his heart beat. Rye did the same. They leaned forward and let their heads touch, and lost themselves in each other. Something happened to them when they did this. Their breathing slowed down, their hearts began to beat in sync. They became one soul, joining in some special way. They stayed like this for an hour or more, healing each other, being with each other in a way that transcended the physical. When they opened their eyes and stared into the eyes of their lover there was a shining light reflected back to the other. "Always my fella," Rye whispered. "Forever my angel," Mark whispered back. They separated from each other, kissed tenderly and went back to the cabin. - Dinner and a Movie - Rye wasn't sure how long they had been gone, but the boyfriends had left. Kian and Jill were in the kitchen getting the stuff for supper that night. "Is it that late?" Rye asked as he watched them. "No, we are going to have an early supper, then all spend the night playing games or something before you and Mark take Kian upstairs. It was Bry boy's idea," Jill said as she came to embrace Rye. "Oh. I'm sorry about this, I don't mean to be a bother," Rye said. "You are never a bother to any of us," Bryan said firmly as he walked into the kitchen. The others followed behind. "Rye angel, you have been through so much in your life. Add on to that what you have been through this last week, the good and the bad, it's bound to have an affect. It has affected us all. I don't think I have cried, laughed and loved so much in my entire life as I have this last week. But I would trade it for nothing," Shane said. "You have been here for each of us, some of us many times, and never once thought of us as a bother, so why would you think we would think that way of you? We love you Rye, nothing will ever change that. Frankly it's almost a relief to see you break down, at least we know now you are actually human," Nicky laughed "Hey angel's can cry too, I still say he's an angel," Bryan laughed as well. "So you guys are gonna give up a good part of the night to stay and babysit me?" Rye asked. "Well sure. One reason is we are all getting a little sore and frankly just worn out. But the main reason is we want to be with you. Not because you need babysitting as you call it, but because we feel better when we are with you," Nicky said. Rye smiled and once again felt his heart flutter. He had thought he was okay but realized that his emotions could still sneak up on him and flatten him. He closed his eyes and breathed out, "Thank you God." Nobody in the room said anything, but they had all heard it. Everyone's heart did a flip and everyone briefly looked somewhere else as they blinked away tears. The depth of Rye's love never ceased to amaze them and they all realized just how deep their own feelings ran. "Rye can I talk to you for a sec," Bryan looked around, "in private." "Sure Bry boy," Rye followed Bryan out into the living room. "Umm, this is really embarrassing," Bryan began, "I need you to do something for me." "Sure, what?" Rye asked. "I need you to look at my bum. There was some blood and I need to make sure I am okay," Bryan blushed. "How much blood?" Rye asked concerned. "Not much, and there is no pain. But I was the first to take Shane, he hasn't been with Nicky yet and I think I may be bleeding," Bryan said. Rye nodded and led Bryan to a bathroom. Bryan dropped his pants and leaned over the counter. Rye gently opened Bryan up and looked then began to prod with his fingers. His fingers came away clean. He opened a drawer and pulled out some lube. "I am going to lube you up just a little, I want to push my fingers in and sort of feel around. Check for any tears or cuts okay?" Rye asked. Bryan nodded, "Ummm, Rye don't be mad okay but I am getting hard." "It's okay Bry boy, so am I. We both love each other and we love ass sex. But that's not what this is about and we both know that, unfortunately our dicks don't," Rye said as he pushed a finger in. Just then the bathroom door opened and Mark stood there. "What's going on?" he asked calmly. Bryan straightened up causing Rye to yelp as his hand was moved oddly. "Mark it's not what it looks like, he is helping me. I was bleeding and he is checking me out," Bryan said in near hysterics. "Are you okay Bry boy?" Mark asked as he closed the door, "Lean forward again you're hurting Rye's wrist. Is he okay angel?" Bryan did as he was told but was still upset. "We're not breaking the rules Mark honestly." Mark ran his fingers through Bryan's hair, "I know you aren't. Silly boy. I trust you and Rye. I trust you both with my love and my life. It never even crossed my mind that anything was happening. My first thought was that you were hurt." "I'm not sure if I am or not. Shane is huge and we went too quickly," Bryan relaxed and Rye continued his probing. "I don't feel anything. It could just be a small tear from entering you. Does Shane know about the blood?" Rye asked. "God no, he would never be in me again," Bryan breathed. "Good thinking Bry boy. Be careful tonight with Nicky love, let him know your concern so that he can be prepared. You may also have to prepare yourself in case it ever happens that Shane does notice," Mark said. "Yeah I will. Thanks Rye, thanks Mark. I am gonna stay here for a minute or two and relieve this," Bryan said indicating his erection. Mark smiled at Rye then quickly dropped to his knees and took Bryan into his mouth, while Rye spread Bryan's cheeks and began to lick and tease his ass. "Oh god I'm gonna cum," Bryan said and within a few moments he did just that, emptying into Mark's waiting mouth. It was the quickest he had ever cum. Mark and Rye stood and smiled at him. "That was the most amazing thing ever. That took like a minute," Bryan panted. "You were really ready for it plus I am really good," Mark chuckled. The three men left for the kitchen and the early supper with smiles on their faces and love in their hearts. Dinner was stir fry with rice. It was very filling and soon everyone was in the living room ready to relax. "Let's play a game first. I like to eat snacks when we watch movies and I am too full right now," Nicky said and everyone agreed. "Let's play monopoly," Jill suggested. "That takes too long," Bryan complained. "Not the way we play it," Rye smiled. The rules were odd. All the properties were handed out at random. You then spent the next 10 minutes cutting deals with everyone else to try and get rid of properties you didn't want and tried to get some you did. Everyone had to have at least a complete block before starting. You could then immediately buy houses or a hotel for that block as long as you had the money. Play went pretty much as normal. Properties could still be traded any time. The only other odd rule was that at any time if you landed on your own property, you paid the rent out to each of the other players. Basically, landing on your own property with a hotel would bankrupt you. Rye was first to go down as he landed on his yellow properties with hotels. He had managed to get a bit of money so paid off those who would not take trades, lost all his other properties to Shane and Bryan. Mark settled for Rye sitting behind him for the rest of the game playing with his nipples. Mark's settlement was probably not the best as he lost next, landing on his own red properties twice in a row with truly bad luck. He just split up his money evenly and handed out his properties randomly. The big winner, or the luckiest in rolling the die, turned out to be Nicky. An hour and a half later the game was over and everyone was laughing. "That was really fun. I have never played it that way before," Bryan smiled. "A friend in school came up with that after a particularly bad 8 hour game one weekend. It almost never lasts more than 2 hours now and the trading and stuff is fun," Jill said. "What movie you guys wanta watch?" Rye asked as he went to the DVD cabinet. "You pick one Rye," Kian said. Rye flipped through the movies and stopped on one and smiled. "I love this movie. It's called Get Real. It's brilliant," Rye said as he popped in the movie. "Okay let's get snacks, turn the lights down and pick our seating partners. Nobody gets to sit with their real partners during movie night. It's a rule," Jill announced. The boyfriends all pouted. Jill noticed, "We want to watch the movie not give each other blow jobs in the dark." Shane and Nicky looked embarrassed and Bryan laughed. After various snacks were brought out and the lights dimmed everyone fell into chairs or sofas or onto the floor. Bryan and Rye shared the big loveseat, Bryan leaning against an arm with his legs in Rye's lap. On a sofa Jill sat in between Shane and Nicky. They had allowed this concession since Jill was in the middle and everyone knew that Shane and Nicky were too shy to try anything and risk getting caught. Kian and Mark sat on the floor, Kian in between Mark's legs leaning back against Mark's chest wrapped in his arms. "Everyone comfy?" Rye asked then switched on the movie. The movie was about a young man in school, kind of a nerdy type, you know not into sports, gets good grades etc. Anyway he is gay and falls in love with the school's star athlete and they get together. The movie goes through their trials and heartaches as the relationship grows. At one point in the movie, the young man Steven finds that his supposed lover Johnny has spent the day with his girlfriend instead of being with him. It's a heart wrenching scene and everyone is in tears. "Rye?" Bryan sniffled. "Yes Bry boy, come over here with me, I need someone to hug too," Rye answered. Bryan quickly moved to be enfolded in Rye's arms. Rye gently wiped a tear from Bryan's face and kissed him. He then had Bryan stand while he lay out on the loveseat and pulled Bryan back down so they were both facing the tv and lying on the loveseat. Rye once again enfolded Bryan in his arms as they continued to watch the movie. Kian and Mark watched as Bryan settled back into Rye's arms. Kian turned and looked into Mark's eyes. "Jealous?" Kian asked. "Not even a little. Our love is so strong nothing can shake it. Besides I have you to cuddle with," Mark whispered as he pulled Kian closer and placed a kiss on his neck. "I love you Mark, thank you for tonight," Kian said as he turned back to the movie. Jill tried to wipe a tear from her eye and hoped she would not be noticed. But immediately Shane's hand which was holding hers squeezed it gently and he leaned over to place a kiss on her cheek. Nicky on the other side did the same. Shane rested his head on her shoulder and whispered, "Love you beauty." It was a simple phrase but it felt like the world to Jill. Tears sprang from her eyes freely now as she reached up to stroke Shane's face. Soon Nicky took her other free hand and brought it to his lips and placed a gentle kiss on her fingers. Eventually everyone was back watching the movie, but Jill's thoughts kept going back to those words. She had never really doubted that these guys all loved her. Not really. But hearing those words and feeling their affection made all the difference. When the movie ended everyone stretched. "I am not sure if that is a happy or sad ending," Bryan said. "I think it is supposed to be both. I guess it depends on which character you identify with more," Shane answered. "It was a good movie though," Mark said. "Well it's only half past 8, we going to watch another?" Jill asked. Rye looked around the room. Everyone nodded. "You guys don't have to do this for me you know," Rye said. "We aren't. Do you have another movie like that one? A gay movie," Nicky asked. "Yeah. Okay I will find it. Let's refill snacks and change partners." Bowls were refilled, cans of pop brought out, and places switched. Bry boy went with Jill, Nicky and Shane ended up with Mark, and Kian curled into Rye. Before the movie had even started, and the boyfriends were out in the kitchen supposedly getting more snacks, Kian leaned into Rye and kissed him. "Thank you for tonight angel, I love you." "I love you too sweets. It will be wonderful I promise," Rye whispered. "I know it will. I trust you completely and although I am still a little scared, it's mostly gone," Kian said as he snaked his arms around and under Rye's shirt to hold onto his bare chest. Jill was leaning back into Mark as she watched her lover and her best friend together. She smiled happily. "You okay with tonight Jill?" Mark asked. "Oh yeah. This is going to be so special for him. I hope he continues to be with you all like this after too, I hope it's not just a one time thing," Jill said. "It won't be. I still don't completely understand why you seem to want this so bad for him but I am glad you are okay with it. I'm sorry we can't be with you that way," Mark said. "It's okay really. The cuddling is fine with me and I love it," Jill smiled Mark leaned forward and kissed her gently on the cheek. "We all love you beauty, don't ever doubt it." Jill swallowed hard and nearly went to tears again. Twice now in less than a couple of hours three of her new friends had expressed their love for her. She began to understand how Rye's emotions were getting the better of him as she became very emotional. Luckily the boyfriends came back at that moment, obviously flushed from their quick make out session and carrying no snacks. "Weren't you supposed to be bringing more snacks?" Kian asked with a big grin. Caught in their deception they all had the decency to blush and look embarrassed. "Okay you are with me Bry boy, gotta keep you all away from each other," Jill smiled as she separated from Mark to be replaced by Shane and Nicky. She waited for Bryan to sit before curling up and placing her head on his shoulder. His arm quickly wrapped around her in easy companionship. "Okay let's start it," Rye said as the movie began. This movie was called Beautiful Thing and was along the lines of the other movie. Two young men fall in love and go through a few rough spots. Again the ending was confusing. As Bryan stretched with everyone else he asked, "Sorry for being so dumb but did Ste go with Jamie and his mom?" "You're not dumb Bry boy, don't ever say that again okay. The movie isn't clear on that. I always chose to believe that Ste moved with them when they left and that they ended up together. There is a book the movie is based on but I have never read it so don't know what happens in the book. I think it's something you have to decide on your own," Rye said. Bryan nodded, and finally spoke again, "I know real life isn't all happy with fairy tale endings. But it makes me feel better to think they left together and were happy." Everyone else nodded. "Well I am gonna go get ready for the night. Rye why don't you help Kian get cleaned up in our bathroom, I will borrow the boys bathroom," Mark said. Rye smiled and nodded as Mark kissed him tenderly and left to go upstairs. Everyone smiled at Kian who looked very embarrassed. Suddenly Kian sat down and put his hands over his face. "I know I shouldn't be embarrassed but could everyone stop looking at me," Kian said. Quickly the boyfriends came over and held onto Kian. "No need to be embarrassed sweets we have all done this and it's beautiful. You are surrendering yourself to the lovers. That's why you are so scared. You are giving over control of yourself to someone else. And they are going to do the same for you. They are going to give themselves completely to you which is also scary," Shane spoke softly. "Never be embarrassed about love sweets. And it is love. They are always saying it's not sex it's love. Even though you are having sex it's different than fucking. I have never been fucked in my entire life. But I have had people I love make love with me and to me several times now. When Rye and Mark are inside you and you feel their heart beating and you see the love in their eyes you will understand," Bryan said. Sometimes the absolute poetry that Bryan could speak, the way he could put so beautifully into words what was happening was amazing. "You will be fine sweets. Nobody here thinks any differently about you. We all know you are not gay. It doesn't make you any less of a man to be with them this way. You don't think any less of any of us and we all are gay. We know you love Jill and want to be with her. But we also know that you want to be with the lovers, and Jill wants that for you too. She loves you so much Kian that she is willing to let you be with them to experience this. And she is willing to let you do it whenever you want. Don't think about anything but those things tonight. Your friends all love you, the lovers love you, and your own lover loves you. How can all that love be wrong or be a cause for embarrassment?" Nicky finished. Rye briefly wondered if the guys had rehearsed these speeches but quickly realized they had not. They were speaking from the heart. They were all musicians who wrote music, writing down feelings was part of who they were and this was just an extension of that. The boys separated and each kissed Kian before heading upstairs. Jill sat down beside Kian and held onto his hand. "I love you sweets, never doubt that. The boys are right though. There is no reason to be embarrassed about this. I want it for you, and you want it too. I want this to be special for you tonight, and all the nights to come when you are with the lovers." Jill kissed Kian and gently drew him upward then led him to Rye. She kissed Kian again then kissed Rye and placed Kian's hand into Rye's. She smiled at them both and then laughed. "Enjoy yourselves tonight my love's. Kian you can tell me about tonight if you want or not. I will leave that up to you. I would love to hear about it, but I also understand that it may be too much for you to share that with me right now. I will not be mad or disappointed or upset if you can't do that yet. Enjoy the night my love." Jill turned and went upstairs leaving Rye and Kian holding hands. - Showering With Mark - The boyfriends entered their bedroom and got undressed. Their own night was going to start soon, but they all needed to clean themselves. "Lovers?" Bryan asked. "Yes?" both Shane and Nicky replied. "Would it be alright if I went in with Mark and washed him? It's just that he helped me that first night and I just sort of want to, you know, like return the favor," Bryan asked. "Of course Bry boy," Shane said as Nicky nodded. "We won't do anything, I would never break the rules," Bryan said quickly. "We know that boy. You are like Rye in a lot of ways, you like to look after us all. Go ahead and be with Mark," Nicky said. They waited to hear the shower come on then Bryan went in. He could see Mark quickly washing himself. He opened the door and spoke softly, "Can I come in and help you wash?" Mark jumped a little then smiled and nodded. Bryan got in and began to slowly wash Mark's body. His hands caressed Mark and his lips touched his body, placing sweet kisses on wet skin; neck, nipples, belly, cock, balls, thighs. Bryan moved behind Mark and repeated the process of washing and kissing; neck, shoulders, spine, cheeks, thighs. "This is the best shower ever," Mark whispered. Bryan smiled and pulled in closely behind Mark and reached around to begin the gentle release that Mark had taught him earlier in the week. Still placing gentle kisses on the back and shoulders while tenderly bringing him to pleasure. Mark's body tensed and shot off 3 long ropes of cum. Mark turned and kissed Bryan passionately. "Thank you Bry boy, that was wonderful." "Thank you Mark. Thank you for bringing Rye to us. Thank you for loving us all so much that you share him with us. Thank you for sharing yourself with us," Bryan whispered. The two men held each other for some time before Mark allowed Bryan to dry him. Bryan repeated the kissing process as he dried Mark off. Finally Mark was dry and went into the bedroom. "You have yourselves quite a man in there," Mark said to Shane and Nicky. "We know," Nicky answered and Shane smiled. - Preparing Kian - "Come on sweets we are gonna help each other," Rye said as the two men walked into the bathroom. "I can probably figure out how to do it Rye," Kian said, meaning the enema. "That's okay. I will show you how. It's kind of personal but afterward we can shower up with each other," Rye said. Rye demonstrated on himself then helped Kian. It was very embarrassing for both men but they got through it. Once in the shower they began to gently wash each other. They would take turns on each body part, first an arm then the chest. After about half an hour Mark came in. "Everybody okay?" Mark asked. "Yeah fine. We were just finishing washing up and I was going to wash sweets' hair then he could do mine," Rye answered. "Cool, take as much time as you want. I will wait in bed," Mark answered. Mark left and Rye smiled and kissed Kian. "He could have stayed," Kian said. "He knows how nervous you are. Since I will be going first he is giving us some time to relax and be really in touch with one another. Hold on to my waist while I wash your hair," Rye said softly. Kian smiled and put his hands on Rye's hips as Rye began to gently massage Kian's head. Every now and then Rye would lean forward and kiss him on the lips. Kian's eyes were closed and he just let go, trusting Rye and allowing him total control. "Rye?" Kian asked. "Yes sweets?" Rye answered. "I know you will be in me first, but when it's my turn can I be in you first instead of Mark. I don't want to upset Mark but I want you to be my first in both ways," Kian asked. "That will be fine. Mark will understand. He knows that this is different for you than the other boys. I want you to know you can still stop at any time. Swear to me that you understand that and know that stopping will change nothing between us. Our love will stay the same," Rye said "I swear it angel. I know all that," Kian said simply. The shower finished and the two men dried off then went to the bedroom to find Mark waiting with a smile on his lips. "Everyone good?" Mark asked. "We are great," Kian smiled. "Fella, we are going to change things a bit tonight. I will be first in Kian then he wants to be first with me. He is worried a bit you might misunderstand and think he loves you less or something," Rye said. "Oh sweets, that is fine really. I know you want Rye to be your first both ways and that is fine. The *only* reason we do it the other way is to give everyone time to recover. And I want you to know that if you decide after being with Rye both ways that you want to stop that is fine too. I want very much to be with you but this is completely about you. You can stop whenever you want," Mark said as he moved Kian into the familiar position between him and Rye. "No I have admitted to myself I do want this. All of this. I want to make love to you too Mark and want you to make love to me," Kian said. "Okay sweets. Let's start. We are going to go slowly, explaining what we are going to do before we do it. At any time you can say stop, either to just rest a bit or to stop completely. Let us get you comfortable," Rye said as he helped Mark move Kian into position. "Love you sweets, so much," Mark said. "Love you too fella, love you angel. I am doing this willingly, because I love you both," Kian said. "Love you my sweets, now lift your legs and hold them in position," Rye said. Kian lifted his legs and Mark lay next to him to gently caress and comfort him. Rye moved down and blew across Kian's hole smiling as it reacted. He moved in and flicked his tongue across it earning a moan from Kian. He began to work Kian's hole with his tongue noticing after a few minutes that Mark had begun to slowly stroke Kian's cock. After some time Kian tensed and shot across his chest. Rye smiled and watched as Mark cleaned the cum off of Kian's belly and chest. "Okay sweets?" Rye asked. "Oh yeah, that was incredible angel. Thank you. If the rest is like that this is going to be incredible," Kian said. Mark giggled, "That isn't even close sweets. Don't be afraid to scream. You can you know. I think everyone has and I know they are all waiting to hear you." Kian blushed but nodded. "Okay I am going to start loosening you up with my fingers. Let me know if you feel any discomfort. I will start with one and work my way up," Rye said and Kian nodded. Mark continued to lay with Kian as Rye began to loosen Kian up. Kian tensed and moaned loudly as Rye hit the pleasure spot. "That's the spot Kian. That's what sends us," Mark giggled. "Wow, that's amazing," Kian said. "We have all night and tomorrow Kian. I am gonna make you cum again with just my fingers," Rye smiled as he brushed across Kian's prostate again. Mark smiled and moved down to take Kian's cock into his mouth. Both Rye and Mark teased Kian for a long time, bringing him to the edge then stopping. Eventually Kian's body went rigid and he screamed loudly as he shot off again into Mark's mouth. Finally Kian's breathing became normal. "Tell me that the pleasure doesn't go beyond that when you are inside me. I don't think I could take it," Kian said heavily. "Oh yeah it does. Don't worry Kian, we are watching you. You are in no danger," Mark said. "We are going to just lie here for a half hour or so to let your body recover." - Out in the Hall - Jill felt guilty listening like this but she felt like Bryan and Nicky had the other day. She was afraid Kian would not let himself experience it like he needed to. She listened as the lovers got him ready and heard his first scream. She listened and realized that they had not even begun to actually make love to him yet, they were just preparing him. She smiled widely and decided it was all going to be okay and headed back to her bedroom. - The Boyfriends - "Okay let's try the threeway again. Who gets to be in the middle?" Bryan asked. "Shane, I want him inside me now," Nicky said quickly. "Okay let's get you ready. Our boyo is big so we have to make sure you can take him," Bryan smiled. Nicky lay down and allowed Shane to get him ready. When Shane stopped and began to lube up his cock Bryan stepped in. "Let's work a little longer, make sure Nicky love is really prepared," Bryan said. Shane tensed, "Did I hurt you Bry boy?" Bryan grimaced, he didn't realize he had been that obvious. "Yeah a bit boyo. I was bleeding for a bit," Bryan admitted, "But I am okay now, Rye checked me out. We just went too fast. We were all really excited and moved too quick was all." Shane's body fell and his demeanour changed. Tears fell from his eyes and immediately his lovers had him wrapped in their arms. "It's okay boyo. I didn't tell you to make you feel bad. We just have to be careful until me and love can take you. I am fine and I want you in me again tonight. You were amazing Shane really. But it is bound to happen. It could happen to any of us until we are used to each other. I could make you bleed too. That's why I was so scared earlier," Bryan soothed. Shane nodded then smiled and he looked at his lovers. He realized that they had only been trying to protect him, and he appreciated it. He was not going to let this information ruin his night. Bry boy was right, it could have happened to any of them. "Thank you for trying to protect me my boy. From now on though we have to be honest. If one of us is going too fast or doing something wrong or anything we have to be able to tell them. I understand why you did it, and you were probably right in doing it this time. But from now on we can't hide stuff," Shane said. Both Bryan and Nicky nodded and smiled. Shane was going to be okay and was ready to get back to making love. Shane moved Nicky back down and continued working his ass. Finally he lay down and positioned himself. "Ready Nicky love?" "Yes boyo, make love to me with that beautiful cock of yours," Nicky breathed. Shane pushed and felt Nicky's hole relent and open for him almost immediately. Bryan had been right, they just needed some longer prep time. Once inside Nicky he turned to Bry boy and nodded and closed his eyes in pleasure as Bryan filled him up. "Oh my boys, you each have to take a turn in the middle like this it's fucking amazing," Shane said. "We will boyo," Bryan breathed as he filled Shane up, "Okay boyo, I am in, you take over." Shane pulled out of Nicky almost all the way. "Okay stay still Bry boy, I do all the work," Shane breathed. Shane pushed back into Nicky and felt Bryan slide out of him. His body shivered and he moaned loudly. "You okay Shane?" Nicky asked. "Oh God yes," Shane said in a trembling voice as he withdrew from Nicky and impaled himself on Bryan. He began his rhythm and continued to tremble with pleasure. The sensation was amazing and his body picked up speed and passion as he approached release. Finally he pushed one last time into Nicky and shot strongly into Nicky and screamed loudly. Nicky's body tensed as he came himself. Nicky felt Bryan thrust into Shane and release his own load, pushing Shane even further into Nicky. All three men had cum within seconds of each other. They lay together trembling with pleasure for a long time, nobody losing their erections as their bodies came down from the pleasure high. Bryan finally pulled out of Shane, eliciting another moan from Shane. He gently pulled on Shane's hips, freeing him from Nicky. The three men walked slowly to their washroom to clean the sweat and cum from their bodies. "Who gets to be in the middle next?" Bryan asked. "You can be next Bry boy," Nicky offered. "Who do you want inside of you Bry boy?" Shane asked. "No fair, I want both of you," Bryan said, "how can I decide?" "Shane boyo, would you mind being the third, I mean being inside both of us? It's not fair I know to not let you bottom again but we both want you inside of us. You have no idea how good you feel inside us," Nicky asked. "That's fine. I have been bottom a couple of times now already. We still have tomorrow and a few more days before tour starts. It's not like I am feeling left out. And it makes me happy to be able to give you pleasure," Shane smiled. "We will make sure you get to bottom again later, we promise. Especially after such a rocky start," Bryan said. The three men dried each other and headed back to the bedroom where Bryan had his turn at the threeway. Bryan was as vocal as Shane and also cried when it was over. The experience was incredible for all concerned and had the same effect on Nicky. The three men knew that this was going to be the way they made love from now on and they were all happy with the decision. - Kian Surrenders - "Ready sweets?" Mark asked as he stroked his hand across Kian's chest. Kian swallowed and nodded nervously. Rye leaned forward and kissed Mark then kissed Kian. "I love you sweets, we both do, don't think of anything but that." Kian nodded and Rye moved back. "Okay sweets when you feel angel start to push, you push back like you are trying to keep him out. It helps him enter you. Once he is in he will stop to give you some time to get used to it. Any time at all you can say stop and he will come out of you. This is for you Kian and you can stop it at any time," Mark said as he placed his head on Kian's shoulder and looked at Rye with love. Rye smiled and said again, "Love you my fella, love you sweets." Kian smiled, "Love you both." "Look into my eyes Kian, I want you to see the love we have for you," Rye directed. Kian locked eyes with Rye and felt the pressure on his hole. He pushed back and gasped as Rye entered him then stopped. It was a strange sensation. A brief moment of pain then a feeling of being open. As Rye began to push into him he could feel himself being filled. He shivered as his pleasure spot was brushed against. The feeling was not painful or uncomfortable, it was odd but it also began to feel good. "I am inside you now sweets, relax a bit to get used to it. You can feel my heart beating," Rye whispered as he moved down to kiss Kian's chest. "I can feel it. It feels nice. I feel full but good too. The boys said there are lots of ways to do this. Can we try a few different ways to see which way I like best?" Kian asked. Rye nodded. He began to show the different ways of making love, although not changing positions, he would leave that for later. Kian decided he really liked the slow gentle rocking motion that Nicky had experienced. Rye moved inside of him slowly, every now and then licking the underside of Kian's foot. After some time Kian was ready and the two men exploded with screams of ecstasy. "Oh God Rye....GOD.....UUUNNNNNHHHHH" Kian's voice would definitely have been heard by everyone in the house. Kian's body went limp as his orgasm passed. Rye withdrew and fell onto Kian's sticky chest, their sweat and Kian's cum mixing. "Thank you Kian for giving yourself to me like that. We will get cleaned up and then you can make love to me," Rye whispered. "Thank you angel, thank you fella. This is wonderful, it really is. This is not going to be a one night thing. We will do this again, often," Kian said as he leaned over and drew Mark into a kiss. The men got up and showered again, cleaning themselves off. They lay in bed together for awhile to let everyone recover fully. Finally it was Kian who took the lead. "Can I make love to you now Rye?" Kian asked. "Yes sweets, please," Rye positioned himself and smiled as Kian went down to pleasure his hole with his mouth without even a pause. "Am I doing this okay?" Kian asked in between licks. "You are doing it great sweets. Are you okay with it, it's not something you have to do," Rye asked. "No it's okay I like it. Should I make you cum with my mouth, or my fingers or should I wait to be in you?" Kian asked. "What do you want to do?" Mark asked. "It's not that I don't like this, because I do, but I am really anxious to be inside you. Can I do it that way?" Kian asked. "Of course my sweets. I was actually hoping you would say that, I really want your beautiful cock in me," Rye said. Kian smiled as he began to lube Rye up. "You don't have to loosen me Kian, just lube us both up and then push in," Rye said. Kian smiled and nodded. "I love you both so much, thank you for getting me over my fears, I would have missed out on something so wonderful." As both men nodded Kian began to push into Rye. He closed his eyes in pleasure as he felt himself slide into the warmth of Rye. When he bottomed out he stopped for a long time as he felt the heartbeat of his friend who was now also his lover. "How should I do it?" Kian asked. "Willing to try something different? It means giving up control?" Mark asked. Kian opened his eyes and smiled brightly and nodded. Mark moved behind Kian, wrapped one arm across his chest and placed his other hand just above Kian's penis. "Now let me control you," Mark whispered. Kian fought it a bit at first, a natural reaction, but soon gave himself over and allowed Mark to control his every move. Mark moved and altered the rhythm every now and then. He was able to judge how close both men were and made it last. For Rye it was amazing. He watched as his lover controlled his friends thrusts into him. Every now and then he could feel Mark's hand on Kian's cock as Mark pushed Kian into him deeply. For Kian it was something else. He had totally surrendered to his friends. He was allowing himself to be controlled in his pleasure. He felt the heat from Mark behind him and the heat of Rye wrapped around his cock. Mark changed the rhythm again and began to thrust Kian into Rye deeply. He was watching both his lovers now and could feel Kian's body reacting. With a couple more strokes he knew Kian was ready and he gently bit Kian's neck as he pushed him into Rye deeply and held him there. Kian's body tensed and he moaned loudly as Rye's back arched and he released as well. Mark could feel Kian's cock shooting into Rye and was surprised when he shot a load onto Kian's back. Shortly after they fell into each others arms they heard the loud screams of ecstasy from the boyfriends, all three voices raised in pleasure. "We are going to do that next. They said it almost makes you pass out," Rye said with a chuckle. "What?" Kian asked. Rye explained as the three men went to clean up one more time. ...to be continued