Date: Wed, 14 May 2003 05:24:28 +0000 From: N D Subject: nick and ashley/all i need is you 20 DISCLAIMER: O-town, Backstreet Boys and N'Sync are all bands that I don't know. I am not implying anything here. This is strictly created in my fantasies. I wish it was actually happening but I highly doubt it. I am in no way affiliated with Jive or J records, MTV or any other way with these bands. If homosexual content offends you or is illegal for you to read then please leave. The only thing I have remotely in common with these guys is that Ashley Parker Angel and I were born on the same exact day-August 1, 1981. FIRST THINGS FIRST: Everyday a new fan comes up to me and tells me how happy they are that I am continuing this story. That makes so happy, you don't even understand. I'm trying to bring back the Nifty Boybands chat room, seeing as it used to be one of the hottest places around and now there are rarely 5 people in there at a time. Please, if you have a chance check it out. You can access it through the link at the top of the boybands directory page or using any IRC program. Come in around 8-10pm...those are the peak hours (eastern time)...we can revive this once highly touted chat room! WEBSITES THAT HOST MY STORIES http://jcv.5u.com/all/worldofslash/ http://www.armands-place.d2gwebsite.com Pytn18@hotmail.com for suggestions and comments. Check out my other stories: -Rival Hearts (this directory- winner of 9 BBSA awards!) -Timmy's Love (High school directory) -Finding Support In Each Other (Young friends directory) Welcome back to the Nick and Ashley saga... RIP JustinCase RIP All I Need Is You-Chapter Twenty Dan Miller sat in the hospital waiting room, next to his brother Adam, just 4 years younger. Cindy, one time love interest of both of them sat across the room, not wanting to cause any more conflict. Both brothers just stared out into space. Both were awaiting the results of the DNA test to tell whether Adam was the father of the baby inside of Cindy. Adam broke the silence. "I'm sorry Dan." Adam said with his head down. "It's ok bud. We both fell for her." Dan said as he put his arm around his little brother. "Things have just been crazy since you've been gone. She came over one night and it just happened." Adam said "It's ok bud." Dan said. "You're not mad at me?" Adam asked "I can't be mad at you man, you're my brother. I just have to ask you something." Dan said. "What?" Adam asked. "Do you really like her?" Dan asked "What do you mean?" Adam asked "Do you have feelings for her?" Dan asked Adam just looked away. "I always have Danny. Even when you dated her." Adam said softly. The two brothers were interrupted by a doctor. "I'm looking for an Adam Miller." The doctor said. "That's me." Adam said. "Here are the results of your test." The doctor said as he handed him a large manila envelope and walked away. Adam just stared at the envelope. "You do it Dan. I can't deal." Adam said as he handed Dan the envelope. Dan opened the envelope and read it. He looked up at his brother. "It's yours Adam. You're the father." Dan said in a low tone. Adam didn't know how to react. "I'm gonna be a father?" Adam asked incredulously. "Adam, we can sit down with Mom and Dad together and tell them. I'm with you on this one bud." Dan said. Adam just reached out for Dan and embraced him. He was glad to have Dan here for support. He wasn't sure if he could do it alone. Dan pulled out of the hug. There was another party involved in this that should hear this news. Dan told Adam to sit down and wait for him as he walked over to Cindy. Cindy looked up at him with her light brown eyes, those same eyes that Dan used to find comfort in. Now he just saw pain and suffering and memories of a relationship lost. This was the last person he wanted to deal with at this point in his life but it looks like they'll be dealing with each other more and more in the future with this news. Dan sat next to his ex-girlfriend and sighed. "Cindy, Adam's the father." Dan said. "I had a feeling he was." Cindy said. "What are we gonna do?" Dan asked "I want to keep it Dan." Cindy said. "Ok I can understand that, but I have to tell you that there's a kid over there who actually has feelings for you. What do you plan to do about that?" Dan asked Cindy let out a deep breath. "You're the one I've always loved but I do like Adam a lot. I guess we can try to make it work." Cindy said. "As much as it pains me to have you around again, I think that would be best for everyone right now." Dan said. Both of them just stared out across the room watching Adam, who was intently reading the contents of the envelope now. Devon sat in the O-town living room just watching TV. Dan had to take care of everything today at the hospital so he figured he would just chill out and wait for him to get back. Ashley sat next to him, both men sprawled out on the couch near each other. Two guys on a couch like this watching TV usually leads to other things but not with these two. Ashley was married and Devon engaged to be in less than a month. These two were already accounted for. Trevor walked into the room just finishing up a nap, trying to de-stress from everything happening around him. "Hey Trev, how you feeling?" Ashley asked. "Still sore." Trevor said referring to the car accident. "Ash, where do you think would be a good place to go on a honeymoon for me and Danny?" Devon polled his friend. "Key West was nice but when me and Nick went to the Bahamas for Valentine's Day that was fantastic." Ashley said. "True, true...maybe Europe. I've always wanted to go back there just for vacation." Devon said. Trevor walked towards the refrigerator. "That's in like a month right?" Trevor asked and all three men stopped dead in their tracks. "Trevor how did you remember that?" Devon asked. Trevor spun around on his heels getting excited. "I don't know it just came back. It was like a hole filled in." Trevor said. "I've got an idea. Trevor come with me." Ashley said as the two men threw on some Adidas sandals and ran outside, Trevor following Ashley onto the beach near their house. "What's out here?" Trevor asked. "Take a walk with me on the beach." Ashley said as the two men started walking. "I've probably taken a million walks on the beach, I used to live in California." Trevor said as he stopped again. "Now you're starting to remember." Ashley said as he picked up a stick. "Imagine this is a beer can." Ashley said as he heaved it into the ocean. Trevor watched it crash into the waves and carry out to sea. Flashes of when Ashley and Trevor were walking on the beach in San Diego and they came upon a bunch of drunken guys who were causing a ruckus. Trevor spun around and faced Ashley. "Now you remember." Ashley said. Flashes of how they used an ethnic slur to get to Trevor and Ashley defended him and helped him back to the hotel without a fight. One last face came into his mind...Lance. He remembered how Lance stayed up with him that whole night just comforting him and helping him get through it, just supporting him. "Oh no, Lance." Trevor said with wide eyes. "He's probably at home if you wanna go talk to him. You remember where he lives right?" Ashley asked. "Yeah I do. I remember everything. I can't believe I told him that last night. I gotta go. Thanks a lot Ash." Trevor said as he quickly hugged Ashley and ran for his car. Trevor stopped halfway towards the driveway and just stopped. He didn't have a car anymore. He turned around and looked at Ashley. "Yeah, yeah I'll drive you over there and then he can drop you off in the morning." Ashley said as he hopped in his car. Trevor just smiled and got in and the two were on their way. "AJ, I'm not sure if I'm ready for this." Jacob said as the two stood outside a building with a street lamp directly over it. "Jake, if you're going to kick this, you're gonna need support." AJ said. "But you've been there for me." Jacob said looking away. "You're gonna need all the help you can get. Now come on, let's go inside." AJ said as he pulled open the door. Jacob reluctantly walked in reading the sign on the wall as he did so. It read: 'State of Florida Rehabilitation Support Groups' Jacob kinda stayed back a bit as AJ walked into the room and up to the desk. About 15 men were standing around drinking coffee and talking to each other. There were chairs set up in a circle in the middle of the room. Jacob looked around the wall and saw inspirational quotes. One stuck out in his head when he ran past it with his eyes. It said "The Serenity Prayer". Underneath, it had three lines: 'God grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change The Courage to change the things I can And the Wisdom to know the difference...' "AJ, good to see you again. It's been a long time I was starting to worry about you." The husky man behind the desk said. Strands of gray hair falling over his face and a full beard dawning his face. "Dave, it's been too long. No I've never been better." AJ said as he hugged his one time mentor, a man who helped him at his very lowest time in life. "I was hoping you'd drop in again to come to visit." Dave said. "I'm here for a friend today. This is Jacob." AJ said as Jake came over and shook the man's hand. "Fantastic, glad to have you. Let's go take our seats and we can begin. Everyone, let's have a seat" Dave said as everyone sat in a circle, Jacob sitting near AJ for support, keeping his head down mostly. "Everyone, can I have your attention please. We've got an old friend here to visit us tonight and he's brought a friend, a new person for our group. AJ please go ahead." Dave said as all the men looked at AJ as he stood up. "Hey everyone. My name is AJ McLean and I am a recovering alcoholic. I've been sober now for about a year and a half." AJ said as everyone began clapping. Jacob looked up at his boyfriend in true admiration. It takes a big man to drink away your problems but a bigger man to admit you have a problem and AJ has really pushed himself through it. He was being strong for him and he loved him for it. "I'm here tonight in support of a good friend of mine." AJ said as he sat down and patted Jacob on the arm. Jacob slowly stood up out of his chair and looked towards the ground. He eventually got the courage to raise his face and look at the genuinely concerned men in the rest of the room. They looked like they actually cared. "Hi. My name....my name is Jacob and...I'm a drug abuser. I've been clean for 2 days now." Jacob said as the rest of the room clapped. It was only 2 days but Jacob knew it was a start. They were clapping just over 2 days. He realized then that it's the small victories that you have to aim and strive for. He now had support. JC was lying on Justin's couch watching TV by himself. The two had decided to take a nap together, well JC just kinda went along with it but after Justin fell asleep JC came downstairs to watch some TV to get his mind off of stuff. He was flipping through the channels aimlessly when he saw a figure step in front of the set. It was Justin. "Hey space cadet, when did you get up?" Justin asked as he sat lied down on the couch with his head in JC's lap. "A few minutes ago." JC lied. "I got lonely without you" Justin said as he stretched out on top of JC. Both men just watched as JC flicked through the different networks. Something about this picture right here wasn't so bad to JC. He felt comfortable with Justin laying with him like this. It felt pretty good. Maybe this was going to work out after all. He looked down at the young man on the couch and watched as his lean chest fluctuated up and down through his tight blue t-shirt. It turned him on to see Justin in the baggy gray sweat pants he was wearing as his blue eyes stared towards the television. JC shook it off for now and went back to the TV. He continued to channel surf until he came on MTV. As if the divine hand of fate was slapping him in the face it was O-town's video for their new single that Ashley wrote called "From the Damage." JC cursed himself mentally and shut off the TV. "Hey, I like that song. Parker wrote it." Justin complained. "Yeah I do too but I've seen it so many times already. It's really getting big." JC said avoiding suspicion. "Well we don't have to watch TV." Justin said as he got up. "Oh yeah?" JC said just maintaining conversation. "We could do other stuff." Justin said as he straddled JC and put his legs over his lap, facing him. "I don't know Just, I'm not sure that I'm ready." JC tried to protest softly. Justin leaned down towards JC's ear and whispered, "It's ok Jayce, I'll take care of you." JC really didn't want this at all but he just couldn't turn Justin down. He just couldn't. It hurt too much to lose him as a friend so if this what needs to be done then I guess it's what has to be done. Justin started to nibble on JC's ear and began to lick down his neck towards the nape and his collarbone. Justin then inched his way down, lifting up JC's chest just enough that he could kiss his nipples and the small trail of hair the lined down the middle, which led to a small bushy trail under his belly button. JC just sat there and let it happen to him. He didn't run his hands through Justin's short brown hair. He didn't moan, he just sat back and did what needed to be done to keep Justin in his life. Justin unbuckled JC's belt and pulled open his khakis. With one grab he pulled down JC's pants and boxers all in one shot. JC lifted his ass just enough to let Justin do this. Justin kissed the top of his thick penis a few times before licking the underside of the head. JC put his head back and closed his eyes. He hated to admit it but he was pretending it was someone else. He was pretending that it was green eyes instead of blue that were looking up at him. Justin continued to work on JC's cock, now at a great pace with his mouth draped over it. He played with his balls with his left hand as he was working on his own meat with his right. He had whipped his own out by now as he was finding this scene extremely hot. He quickened the pace as he pulled on his long, thin cock. He began to use his tongue as much as he possibly could and JC, although not enjoying it too much because of the situation knew that Justin was amazing at giving head and he was only human, and therefore couldn't take much more. He let out a small moan as he let go of his seed into Justin's mouth, who of course swallowed it all up, not wanting to waste a precious drop. Justin then stood up his long, skinny dick protruding out and upward towards JC. Justin worked his meat incredibly hard with his right hand, massaging his balls with his left at the same time. Justin's body was quite a site, completely lean and very well defined. His abs flexed with his arms every time he jerked it. JC watched on and was so torn by feelings for Justin and Josh that he just couldn't deal with watching Justin anymore. He quickly reached out and grabbed Justin's cock and starting going down on him while jerking him off at the same time. Justin gasped out in pleasure as JC worked on his pole. "Oh yeah Jayce, that's it suck it harder." Justin moaned out as he grabbed the back of JC's head. Justin was in an incredible amount of pleasure and thrusted his hips into JC's mouth as he unloaded his cum, so hot that it almost burned going down JC's throat. That was it. It was over. Finally, for JC, amazingly for Justin. TO BE CONTINUED... <<<< Pytn18@hotmail.com for comments and suggestions. >>>> ---ND---