Date: Sat, 26 Jan 2002 01:09:44 +0000
From: N D <pytn18@hotmail.com>
Subject: nick and ashley 28

DISCLAIMER: I don't know O-town or the Backstreet Boys or N'Sync and am not
implying anything. This is just fantasy and if homosexual content offends
you or is illegal for you to read, please leave. I am not affiliated with
them, J records, Jive records, MTV, ABC or anything.

The only thing I have remotely in common with these boys is that Ashley
Parker Angel and I were born on the exact same day-August 1, 1981.

FIRST THINGS FIRST: I want to thank all of my readers who have been very
patient with me since I've been back at school. When I was home I updated 5
times a week and I've only updated once since I've left so thank you all
very much. The engagement was a big hit last time, which tells me that my
wonderful readers are also very understanding, which makes me love you all
even more.

Don't expect a wedding too soon though just because they are engaged. I
still want them to make sure they love each other if you know what I
mean. I've worked this far up to just getting them to fall in love so now
it's time to really put it to the test. I've done enough rambling. Grab
some popcorn and enjoy the show.

http://jcv.5u.com/all/worldofslash/ --Jayson Vascardi's website that
features my story and many other slash fiction stories. Go check it out.

Pytn18@hotmail.com for suggestions and comments.

Nick and Ashley-Chapter Twenty-Eight

Nick sat at a chair in the recording studio with recording headphones
around his ears and a pencil and piece of paper in front of him. He was
sampling through some pre-recorded sounds that he had been playing with
before they went on tour. He and Ashley had been working on a song that
they could write together and call their own. He looked down at his promise
ring on his left hand and smiled at the fact that it was an engagement ring
now. He was going to be married to the one person who had shown him what
love truly was. He wanted this song to be perfect, just like their love. To
Nick, there was absolutely nothing that wasn't beautiful about their
love. He wanted their song to reflect that to everyone.

Some would say that their love was too young after only 5 or 6 months. He
didn't care.  Some would say that they are just kids and don't understand
what true love is. That was bullshit to Nick. He didn't care about whatever
anyone else thought about this. He knew that he loved Ashley and he wanted
to spend the rest of his life with him. Ashley had accepted this and they
were to be wed in September. Just this thought alone brought a huge smile
to Nick's face. He drew himself away from this though as he wanted to
finish up the song.

The way they decided to do it was that they would pick out a sound they
liked, figure out a chorus together and each write a verse for it. Nick had
found a beautiful sound right before he left for tour. He thought it was a
little too fast when he heard it through his headphones so he reached over
and pulled his acoustic guitar onto his lap.  He hit the pause button on
the pre-recorded sound and pulled his headphones around his neck. He began
to strum the chords as best he could remember slowing it down ever so
slightly. He began to hum along with the sound, deciding that he really
liked it. As he did this he bobbed his head back and forth seeing that he
could really get into it. He jumped as he felt a hand on his shoulder.

"Hey baby." Ashley said as he leaned in and kissed his boyfriend.

"You scared me." Nick said with a smile on his face.

"Sorry you were so into what you were doing, I didn't want to disturb you."
Ashley said.

"It was for our song. Did you like it?" Nick asked

"It sounded beautiful. Let's come up with a chorus for it." Ashley said as
they both sat down and began to put their heads and their hearts together
to try and find the words that represented their love.

Another couple watched them from the director's window. Brian was seated on
the chair as his wife Leigh Ann sat in his lap. Brian had one arm around
her and another on her stomach. Leigh Ann was just starting her second
trimester and Brian knew that he needed to take care of his wife seeing as
their due date was just before they started touring again.  He made sure
that management didn't schedule anything until the baby was born and he
felt that he gave the child enough time. He was going to be there for the
birth of his child.  He just couldn't believe that he was going to be a
father.

"They're cute together don't you think?" Leigh Ann said to her husband as
they both watched the young couple write some words down excitedly and then
kiss to seal an unspoken pact.

"It took me a while to warm up to them but I think I'm finally coming
around." Brian said with a smile on his face. "When they first started I
thought they would never last."  He added.

"People said that about us too babe." Leigh Ann said.

"I know, I know." Brian said as he had flashbacks of him and his cousin
talking about how they would never last due to schedules and everything. "I
don't know if I'll be able to hand over Nick though."

"I had a feeling that's what this was about." Leigh Ann started.

"He's like my little brother." Brian said.

"He's in good hands Brian." Leigh Ann said.

"I just wanna make sure that he's ok." Brian said with a sigh.

"I think it's time you stopped being his brother and started being his best
friend. He needs your support babe. You mean so much to him." Leigh Ann
stated smartly.

"You're right baby, you're right." Brian said as he began to rub his wife's
stomach. All of the sudden he felt a kick. A smile came to his face as he
looked up at his wife.

"Have you thought about any names yet?" Brian asked

"Not really, we don't even know if it's gonna be a girl or boy yet" Leigh
Ann said

"The doctor said that it was too early to tell but he thought he definitely
saw evidence of a boy." Brian said with a smile

"You want a boy huh?" Leigh Ann asked

"Of course, another one for me to watch out for." Brian said with a laugh.
"How about Cody if it is a boy? Cody Thomas Littrell" Brian said, proud of
his name he put together.

"I like it." Leigh Ann said as the two leaned in and kissed to show an
undying love that they knew would last through time.


Trevor stood in the studio with headphones around his ears in front of a
hanging microphone. Each member of O-town was doing individual recordings
today and they were going to put it all together tomorrow. Trevor held the
headphones to his ears with one hand and had a sheet of music in the other.

It was a new song that the guys had just put together called "Be Mine
Tonight".

"Girl, please don't play me like that I need you in my arms right now Where
are you when I'm down?  Be Mine Tonight"

Trevor stopped his part of the song, seeing that Jacob took over after
that.  He was expecting just music to come through the phones but instead
he heard another voice. It was a deep voice, deeper than even Dan's, which
was the deepest that O-town had to offer. He glanced over to one of the
other studio booths and saw his boyfriend Lance with headphones on singing
into the hanging microphone. He smiled at him telling him he would explain
later.

Trevor saw that his cue was coming up so he joined in and harmonized with
Lance's voice, causing a very nice contrast between the pitches. Both men
gave their all to the song and were soon finished. Trevor stepped out of
the booth and saw Lance shaking Clive Davis' hand.

"Thank you again Mr. Bass" Clive said to him as he walked away from the
studio saying "Good job" to Trevor.

"Hey Trev." Lance said with a smile on his face. He leaned in and kissed
him since they were alone as management went to go get Jacob to work on his
part.

"What was all that about?" Trevor asked confused.

"They told you that there would be another outside voice on the track
right?" Lance asked.

"Yeah, but it's you?" Trevor asked

"Yup yup. Clive heard about you and me and asked me to be the outside
voice.  He's really accepting about you guys and your relationships. It
took Johnny years to let us work out our own deals with boyfriends and
girlfriends."  Lance said

"Yeah Clive is the man. That's awesome though. C'mon let's go get dinner."
Trevor said taking Lance's hand.

Lance pulled back on the hand bringing Trevor back close to him, their
faces inches from each other. "I was thinking we could go somewhere a
little more private." Lance said as he began to kiss Trevor passionately
then stopped realizing that they could be seen at any moment. Both men
walked down towards the parts of the studio that weren't used that often
and found an office that was dark due to the fact that mostly everyone went
home already for the end of the day. They walked in the room and locked it.

Almost immediately after locking the door Lance pushed Trevor down on the
desk, thanking a higher power that there wasn't that much there so they
didn't have to clean up that much. He began to kiss Trevor's neck
passionately while lifting his t-shirt up and soon over his head. He kissed
Trevor's smooth chest wildly and began to work on his dark nipples. Trevor
grabbed the back of Lance's head to encourage him to work harder then
lifted his shirt off and the two began to kiss fervently. The two began to
buck their hips against each other, causing Trevor to moan.

He wondered what the real thing would actually feel like. He and Lance had
been together for a few months now and he felt that it was time to push the
relationship to the next level. Lance had been very understanding the whole
time and didn't want to pressure Trevor into a new experience that he would
regret later. Trevor knew he wanted to try it and he knew that Lance would
take care of him.

"Lance, I want you to make love to me." Trevor whispered in his ear.

"Mmm, are you sure?" Lance moaned out the question.

"Please, let me feel you inside of me baby." Trevor said as he began to
undo Lance's pants and pull them down while Lance did the same to Trevor's.

Lance knew he had to be gentle because he was in an office and had no lube
so he started with a finger. He slowly inched his middle finger into
Trevor's ass, which caused deep breaths from his lover. The pain cause him
to suck air through his teeth but he knew he just had to bear with it as
Lance inserted another finger and he began to feel his ass go from
clenching down to relaxing and letting the invader open him up.

Lance took out the fingers and put his hand around the base of his 6-1/2
inch cut cock, which was protected by a patch of dark blonde pubic hair. He
pushed it at the tip of Trevor's rosebud knowing that he had to be tender
with his inexperienced lover. With every inch he looked at Trevor making
sure that he was ok. The facial expressions were a bit mixed but it looked
like he was starting to enjoy it so he pushed further and eventually pushed
himself all the way to the hilt.

He let Trevor adjust himself to the size of Lance's thick cock. Once Trevor
gave him the ok Lance began to pull out and push back in. The speed picked
up a bit and Lance leaned down on top of Trevor kissing him gently while
making love to him.

Trevor was enjoying every bit of this. He scolded himself quietly for not
letting himself open up to this side of life before because it was feeling
extremely good to be gay right now. He moaned out as he dug his nails into
Lance's back and shoulder. Lance seemed to go faster and faster the harder
he gripped. Trevor's ass clamped down hard as he jerked himself off harder
and harder. The tightness of his Trevor's first time and him clamping down
the more he jerked off gave Lance an excellent feeling, which he could not
deny anymore. He pushed as hard as he could into Trevor hitting the
prostate with a final thrust and unloaded his seed into Trevor's waiting
asshole.  When Lance hit the prostate this was more than enough to push
Trevor over the edge and he came onto his chest with a loud moan.

Lance collapsed on top of his boyfriend and both men breathed heavily while
staring into each other's eyes. They kissed gently and just laid there
holding each other. Nothing else in the world was applicable at that moment
because to them it was just Trevor and Lance and nothing else mattered.


Ashley was finally finished with his verse. He was extremely excited as he
was running down the hallway to go and bring it to Nick so that they could
get the song done. It was late and he wanted to get home but the song meant
too much to him to stop now. He didn't know when he and Nick would get time
to work on it again. He was running so fast that he didn't see Brian come
around the corner. Both men collided and hit the floor.

"Oh shit, I'm sorry Brian." Ashley said as he stood up rubbing his head.

"Nah it was my fault. I wasn't looking where I was going." Brian said.

"I wasn't paying attention either. I was running to give something to
Nick."  Ashley said.

"Oh yeah?" Brian asked

"Yeah, we're writing a song together and we're almost done so I got excited
and started running." Ashley said

"Can I hear it?" Brian asked

"Sure." Ashley said as both men headed down towards the studio where Nick
was sitting watching TV.

"Hey baby look who I ran into," Ashley said

"Yeah literally ran into me." Brian said with a laugh as he rubbed his arm.

"What's up Bri. Were you causing trouble again young man?" Nick asked
Ashley like a parent would to a little boy.

"I sorry." Ashley said as he put his hand behind his back and started to
swing on two feet looking up at Nick with puppy dog eyes.

Nick couldn't help but laugh as Ashley sat in his lap.

"I finished my part." Ashley said proudly handing it to Nick.

"Awesome let's put it together." Nick said as both men got up. Nick grabbed
his guitar and sat down at the studio chair. Ashley sat at the piano,
waiting for the sign from Nick.

Nick pointed at him and Ashley began to play the tune that he and Nick
decided on with a beautiful piano intro. Ashley repeated the opening part
but this time with Nick coming in with a guitar. Nick began to sign the
first verse.

"There were times in my life That I didn't understand What love truly meant

I didn't know the feeling Someone could provide me That only you could give

Now I understand What this feeling is And I know what it is I need."

The pace began to pick up as Nick sang the chorus by himself.

"All I need is you You're the one that brings me back to life You fill my
soul You give me the strength to go on You supply me with love You show
that you'll always be there And now I know that All I need is you"

As soon as the chorus was over Ashley picked up his piano's pace and with a
brief solo, let his fingers take over and provide the beautiful sound that
only a piano could give. He began to sing his verse.

"I've never been here before This love is all so new It's a feeling that
surrounds me

It's something that follows me It guides my way You show me the means to
survive

My life is complete I am safe in your arms Because I know now that...


All I need is you You're the one that brings me back to life You fill my
soul You give me the strength to go on You supply me with love You show
that you'll always be there And now I know that All I need is you"

Both men played the breakdown with all of their heart, harmonizing their
voices as best they could. Nick's higher voice paved an excellent road for
Ashley's lower sound. The song slowed down for a few seconds, sounding as
if it was going to end. Ashley looked over at Nick and winked. It was a
silent signal and both men knew what they had to do.

Both of them began to play the chorus again, which was an excellent
surprise and a great way to follow the breakdown. They both sang the
choruses together. They were not only in harmony in their voices but in
their lives also. This would prove to be their song, another sign of an
unending love that couldn't be stopped.

"All I need is you You're the one that brings me back to life You fill my
soul You give me the strength to go on You supply me with love You show
that you'll always be there And now I know that All I need is you"

The song came to a close and both men stopped and closed their eyes letting
the sound run through them, understand it's true beauty. They heard the
click of a button and some clapping. Brian stood there with Clive and both
were showing their appreciation for the wonderful ballad they had just
heard.

"That was amazing guys. I think we just found a song for our next album."
Clive said as he pulled out the tape that Brian had snuck in to record it
in case it was good. "I'll run it by management and if they like it then
we'll run it by the other guys and you guys can say that you wrote and
produced a song on O-town's next album.

"Do you think it was really that good?" Nick asked them

"It was beautiful Frack." Brian said.

He looked over at Ashley who gave him a shrug.

"Ok, let's do it." Nick said.

"Excellent, I'll take it home and run it by the other managers tonight.
Great work guys." Clive said as he hugged each of them and walked down the
hallway.

"Guys, that was amazing. You put that all together today?" Brian asked

"Pretty much, yeah." Ashley said

"Amazing, you two are simply amazing. I have to honestly tell you guys that
I wasn't sure about you two from the beginning but you've proven me
completely wrong. I don't think any two people in the world deserve each
other more than you guys. You amaze me more and more every day." Brian
said.

"Thanks Brian, we've got a great couple to follow with you and Leigh Ann."
Nick said.

"Thanks Nicky, that's another thing I wanted to talk to you guys about.
Leigh Ann is about 5 months pregnant now and we've been thinking about
stuff. We want you two to be the godparents of our first child." Brian
said.

"Holy shit Brian, what an honor." Ashley said.

"Brian, we would be proud to be there for you." Nick said.

"Thanks guys, I knew I could count on you." Brian said.

"We've got some news for you too Bri." Nick said as he looked over at
Ashley who gave him a nod.

"Oh yeah? What is it?" Brian asked

"Me and Ash are engaged...and I want you to be my best man." Nick said.

Brian didn't know what to say. He was shocked and excited at the same time.
He stood there taking it all in for a minute and decided that words
couldn't explain his thought so he simply walked over and hugged
Nick. Ashley joined in and the three friends embraced each other, knowing
that this pillar of support would never fall.

TO BE CONTINUED...

<<<< Nick and Ashley's song is an original that I wrote so if you're going
to use it please keep it copy written to me. I actually just put it
together. I hope it came out ok.

Pytn18@hotmail.com for comments and suggestions. Thank you all very much
for being patient with me. College doesn't allow much alone time so it's
tough to write but I am trying to keep up. I miss all of my friends at
Nifty and hopefully I can talk to you all soon. Peace out. >>>>

---ND---