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The alarm clock goes off at 8:30 the next morning, and Nick reaches over and turns it off, before he sits up in bed and looks down at the gorgeous sleeping form of Brian Thomas Littrell. Nick's mind flashes back to last night and how wonderful it felt to be with Brian, and to feel his warm juice flooding his mouth. Nick never wants his relationship with Brian to end, and hopes with all his heart and soul that if its all only a dream, that he'll never wake up from it.
Nick looks back over at Brian's gorgeous sleeping body for a few more minutes, before he untangles himself from the mess of sheets and limbs, without waking Brian, and goes into the bathroom for a shower.
Yes, its true, Nick is not actually afraid of showering alone, he just uses the "I'm afraid after watching Psycho" excuse to make Brian jump into the shower with him. Oh well, no sense in keeping up that charade, Nick will just ask Brian to shower with him from now on, and not act like a scared puppy.
Nick quickly showers, runs a comb through his blond hair, and then emerges back into the bedroom, and gets dressed. Seeing that Brian is still fast asleep, Nick heads down to the kitchen.
Now, Nick is not a culinary genius, but he can make a few basic items, like coffee, toast, bacon, etc. He quickly begins to make some breakfast for him and his other half, hoping that he will be down soon. As the food is cooking, Nick sets the table, and places some of the roses from the bedroom last night in a crystal vase and places it in the center of the table.
"You cooked?"
"Well, I'm no master chef, but I can cook some basic stuff," says Nick with a dumb grin as he motions for Brian to take a seat at the kitchen table.
Once he finishes serving the food, Nick sits down next to Brian, and kisses him on the lips. Brian looks at the food before him for a moment, before asking, "Is it safe to eat? Or will it kill me?"
Nick flashes Brian a look of mock anger, playfully punches him in the arm, and replies, "You rat!"
Brian just laughs, as he takes a sip of the coffee, which to his surprise, doesn't kill him, or make him sick to his stomach. After finishing breakfast, Brian replies, "Well, Nick, you surprise me, you can cook!"
"Haha very funny, help me load the dishwasher, will ya?"
Brian just flashes Nick one of his gorgeous smiles, before he helps Nick take plates over to the sink, rinse them, and load them into the dishwasher. Afterwards, Nick surprises Brian by lifting him up, and carrying him into the living room. Nick lies Brian down on the sofa, and cuddles up next to him, gently kissing Brian's neck, as Brian just runs a hand through Nick's blonde hair.
"I love you, Nicky."
"I love you more, B-Rok."
"That's impossible, I'd move heaven and earth to make you happy."
"Well, I'd go to infinity and beyond just to make you happy."
"Whatever you say, Buzz Light-year," replies Brian with a grin, calling Nick by the name of the character in Disney's "Toy Story" who always says "to infinity and beyond."
Nick just laughs as he seals his lips onto Brian's and kisses him passionately, their tongues wrestling playfully in each other's mouths. After a few more minutes, Brian and Nick pull away from each other, and just lay on the sofa in each other's arms watching "Total Request Live" on MTV.
As they watch TRL, they notice that Nsync's "I Drive Myself Crazy," is once again number 1.
"Wow, isn't that like 5 weeks now?"
"Yeah, it is, Bri, I bet Nsync is very happy. Although, I'd say now that "I Want It That Way" is on TRL, they don't stand a chance of holding #1 much longer."
"You're probably right, my darling."
The day passes, Brian and Nick just enjoying their time together, and before they know it night comes, and they fall asleep in each other's arms in the master bedroom, totally content with their lives.
Brian wakes up the next day at about noon, to find Nick fully dressed, laying next to him watching the news. Brian sits up, rubs the sleep out of his eyes, and gives Nick a kiss.
"And in other news," replies the reporter on the television, "the infant cousin of Jayson and Joshua Vascardi, the multi-billionaire owners of Vascardi Enterprises Worldwide Inc., died April 14, of Sudden Infant Death Syndrome, at the very young age of 3 months. A spokesperson for the family reports that the entire Vascardi family is totally distraught and have all flown to Athens, Greece, where Ashley Nicole Vascardi, will be entombed in the family crypt on the property of the family's matriarch, Mrs. Greta Walker-Vascardi. As we sign of today, we would ask that everybody bow there heads in a moment of silence for young Ashley."
Nick and Brian do as the reporter asked on the television, and then look at each other.
"It's so sad when somebody so young dies like that," says Brian.
"Yes, it is, I'm sure the family must be taking it very hard," replies Nick as he huddles up to Brian and kisses him in the lips, before pulling away, replying, "Yuck! Go brush your teeth Brian, you've got bad morning breath."
Brian just laughs, gets out of bed and walks over to the bathroom. Before he closes the door, he replies, "Care to join me in the shower, hun?"
"As much as I'd love to, I think I'll go downstairs and fix us something for lunch."
"Okay, Nicky, I'll be downstairs in a few minutes."
"Do I smell what I think I smell?" asks Brian, grinning.
"Yes, Brian, darling, I made hot dogs and macaroni & cheese for lunch," replies Nick as he sets the food on the table.
"You're so good to me," says Brian as he spoons some of the mac & cheese onto his plate.
"Well, of course, Bri, you're my angel, I'll do anything for you," replies Nick with a grin, as he and Brian begin to eat their lunch.
After lunch, Nick and Brian clean up in the kitchen, and retreat to the living room. They sit on the sofa and start kissing, while watching old reruns of "Dark Shadows" on the Sci-fi Channel.
"Hello Kevin," replies Brian as he opens the door and allows his cousin entrance.
"Hey Brian, hi Nick," replies Kevin as he enters the living room.
"Hi Kevin," says Nick with a smile, "Please, have a seat," as he points to a chair near the sofa.
Kevin sits down in the chair, and Brian lays down on the couch, with his head resting in Nick's lap. Nick begins to run his hands through Brian's hair, and Kevin just smiles.
"I have to admit, you two do look good together."
"Thanks, Kev, so what brings ya by?" asks Brian.
"Well, AJ, Howie, and I are all going out clubbing tonight and were wondering if you'd like to join us?"
Nick looks down at Brian for a moment, who just nods and smiles, "Sure, we'd love to, future cuz-in-law," replies Nick with a grin and a laugh.
Kevin just looks at Nick strangely, "Cuz-in-law?"
"Well, I wouldn't be surprised if this gorgeous hunk and I got married, I know it would make me the happiest man on earth."
"Whoa! Hold your horses, Nick! We've only been a couple for less then a month, and already you're talking marriage?"
"Well, can I help it if I love you with all my heart and soul, Brian? And we've been friends for a few years now."
"True, but I don't think we're quite ready for marriage yet," says Brian, "Although, in the short time that we have been a couple, I've totally gotten over Leigh Ann, and my heart and soul belong completely to you, Nick."
Nick just smiles widely, pulls Brian's head up, and kisses him passionately on the lips, their tongues wrestling playfully in each other's mouths. They pull away from the kiss when they hear someone clearing their throat.
"Oh, sorry, cuz, we sorta forgot about you," says Brian.
"Its, okay," sighs Kevin, a look of mock sadness covering his face.
Nick and Brian just laugh, and eventually a smile comes onto Kevin's face as well.
"Okay, Kevin, here's the deal. Me and Brian will go out clubbing with you and the guys tonight, if you promise not to bother us tomorrow. I want to spend the entire day in bed with this totally gorgeous cousin of yours," replies Nick with a grin.
Kevin laughs, and replies, "Okay, deal."
"Alright, come on Bri, let's get upstairs and change clothes."
"AJ, Howie, and I will be back in an hour to pick you guys up," replies Kevin as Nick carries Brian upstairs.
"Okay, c-ya then," replies Brian.
Upon removing his last article of clothing, Nick pulls Brian up into an intimate embrace, and they kiss passionately for a minute or so, before Nick once again picks Brian up and carries him into the bathroom. Nick and Brian get into the large shower-stall and Brian turns on the hot water.
The two of them just stand their hugging for a few minutes, the hot water cascading over their gorgeously well-sculpted bodies. After a few minutes, Nick looks at Brian and gets a devilish grin on his face.
"What?" asks Brian noticing Nick's grin.
In response, Nick pins Brian against the wall of the shower stall, holding his hands above his head, kissing him wildly and passionately on the lips, their hips grinding together. Brian enjoys this feeling and before he even realizes what he's saying, he replies, "Nick, I want you to make love to me."
Nick looks at Brian for a moment, smiles, and nods. The next thing Brian knows, Nick is helping Brian to raise up his legs, until they're wrapped tightly around Nick's waist. Nick smiles as he pulls Brian into the Pillar and the Ivy position.
Nick slowly and gently eases his fully erect nine-and-a-half inch cock into Brian's ass, as Brian moans in pleasure. Nick soon has his entire length into Brian, and they begin to kiss each other passionately once again, as the shower water cascades over them.
Nick begins to push and pull on Brian, as Brian just moans in total ecstasy. As Nick pushes and pulls in him, Brian's own totally erect cock rubs between his and Nick's well-sculpted stomachs, and he is getting very close to shooting his own load with all of the immense pleasure that Nick is giving him.
Brian can feel his entire body tense up, and he manages to scream Nick's name as he begins to cum between them. The tightening of Brian's ass muscles was all Nick needed to push him over the edge, as he begins to shoot load after load of his warm juices into Brian.
They both moan loudly, and they take a few moments to recover from their orgasms, before they quickly clean themselves up, and get out of the shower, having only 10 minutes to get dressed and downstairs before the guys get here.
They kiss briefly, before they head downstairs. Nick and Brian reach the bottom of the staircase just as Kevin knocks on the door. Nick and Brian leave, and Brian quickly locks up the house, before they go out to Kevin's car and head out for the club.
They arrive at a club, and of course have absolutely no problems whatsoever gaining entry. They work their way over to a table, and Kevin goes to get everybody drinks, making sure of course the get Nick something non-alcoholic, as he is underage. AJ, and Howie sit on one side of the table, chatting, while Brian and Nick chat with one another on the other side of the table, as Kevin comes back with the drinks.
Everything is going fine, for a few brief moments, when suddenly Brian feels the tapping of a lady's finger nail on his shoulder. He turns his head, and his face flushes as he sees who it is, none other then his ex-girlfriend, Leigh Ann Wallace.
"Hello, Brian, guys," replies Leigh Ann with a smile.
"Hello, Leigh Ann," replies Brian and the others in unison.
"Brian, can I talk to you for a moment?"
Brian looks at Nick, who shakes his head no, but then Brian stands up, and whispers to Nick, "I have to do this, I have to make sure that she understands that we're finished." Nick just reluctantly nods and Brian walks over to a secluded area of the club with Leigh Ann, where they can talk privately.
Brian stays quiet for several minutes, and Leigh Ann replies, "Well, aren't you going to say anything at all?"
"Leigh Ann, I wish I could say that I want you back, but I can't, because that would be a lie. I don't want you back, and I don't love you anymore, at least not in the way you want me too."
"Brian, what are you saying?"
"What I'm saying is I've moved on, and I am happy. I simply cannot take you back."
"No, Brian! You can! Break up with your new girlfriend! You and I are destined to be together, and I need you!"
"No, Leigh Ann, I cannot break up with Nick, I love him too much!"
"What did you say?"
"You heard me! Nick and I are dating, we love each other, and I would never even consider breaking up with him for you."
Leigh Ann looks at Brian for a moment, and starts laughing.
"What's so funny?" asks Brian.
"You are, silly! You and Nick dating? Yeah, right, and I am the long-lost Grand Duchess Anastasia Romanov."
"Pleased to meet you, your majesty," replies Brian as he bows.
"Oh, Brian, will you please stop joking around!"
"He isn't joking," replies Nick as he steps out of the shadows.
"Yes, it is Leigh Ann, because its true. Brian loves me, and I love him, and you don't stand a chance of ever getting Brian back!"
"But that's impossible, Brian isn't gay!"
"Yes I am Leigh Ann. I used to think that I was bi-sexual, but then I found out that Nick returned the feelings I've always had for him, and the first time we made love to one another I realized that I am gay."
"No, no, NO!!!"
"Leigh Ann, you can yell and scream as much as you want, but it won't change things. Brian still cares for you as a friend, but nothing more. His heart belongs to me, and always will. Why can't you be happy for us?"
"Why should I be happy for you, Nick? You stole the only man I have ever loved away from me!"
"Don't be silly, Leigh Ann. You're 29 years old, I'm only 24, you must have loved some other man in your life!"
"Does Nick really make you happy, Brian?"
"Yes, Leigh Ann, Nick really does make me happy," replies Brian.
"Then show it."
"What?"
"You heard me, show it. Nobody is looking, kiss each other on the lips, and prove to me that you really do love each other, and I will leave you alone, and promise to never tell another living soul about your relationship."
Nick and Brian just look at Leigh Ann for a minute, before they turn their heads to one another and slowly lean in to each other as their lips lock into a very passionate kiss, their tongues wrestling playfully in each others mouths. Leigh Ann just watches them for a moment, before she places her hands on Nick and Brian's intertwined hands, causing them to break the kiss and look at her.
"Brian, Nick, if this is really what you want, and what makes you happy, who am I to interfere. Your secret is safe with me."
"Hey, no problem, I just want to see Brian happy, and if being with you, Nick, does that, then I'm all for it. Just out of curiosity, is there anyone else who knows about you two?"
"Yes, Kevin does of course, and Howie and AJ," replies Brian.
"Yeah, and Jackie and Harold III know about it too."
"How'd they take it?"
"Surprisingly well actually, I'm still worried a little about Brian's dad and my family though," replies Nick.
"Well, Nick, unless they're blind, I don't think they'll have any problems realizing that you two love each other, especially if you continue to dress like this."
"What do you mean "continue to dress like this", Leigh Ann?"
"Um, Brian, you and Nick are dressed like identical twins, I mean don't get me wrong, friends do that occasionally, but not very often."
Brian and Nick just look at each other and laugh. The conversation with Leigh Ann goes on for about half-an-hour, before Nick and Brian say goodbye to her and they join the other guys again, who have just gotten back to the table after doing some dancing.
They all dance until they're totally exhausted and feel as though their limbs are going to fall off at any second, before they decide to return to their homes. Nick and Brian practically crawl up the stairs to their bedroom, and do their best to remove their clothes before they fall fast asleep in their bed, totally exhausted.
Brian's eyes flutter open as the morning sunlight pours in through the windows of the master bedroom. He glances over at the bedside clock to see that it's a little after 8am. Brian looks down at his other half, the gorgeous Nickolas Gene Carter, who is sleeping very peacefully and soundly. Brian carefully gets out of bed, and pulls on his blue silk robe and heads downstairs.
Nick has been doing most of the cooking lately, the least Brian can do is serve Nick breakfast in bed today, followed by a whole lot of fun afterwards. Brian quickly whips up the best breakfast for two that he possibly can, before he puts it all on a tray, with a red rose in a crystal vase, and carries it upstairs to the master bedroom.
Nick is still fast asleep upon Brian's return, so Brian lies the tray down on the bedside table, before he lies down beside Nick, and kisses him passionately on the lips, probing his tongue into Nick's mouth. Nick begins to stir, and shortly he is returning the kiss, very passionately, despite both of them having not exactly fresh smelling breath.
"What a great way to wake up," replies Nick with a grin as he hugs Brian tightly.
"Nick?"
"What is it my darling angel?" replies Nick as he continues to tightly hug Brian.
"Air!" Brian manages to gag the word out, as he points to his mouth.
Nick realizes that he's squeezing to hard, and he quickly lets go, "I'm sorry Brian, I didn't mean to asphyxiate you."
"Asphyxiate? Isn't that a rather big word for someone your age to be using?" asks Brian with a grin.
Nick just playfully punches Brian in the arm, who just giggles and kisses Nick on the forehead. The two of them then take turns feeding each other the breakfast in bed that Brian prepared. Upon finishing their breakfast, Brian puts the tray on top of the dresser and comes back over to the bed and joins Nick. They just lay in each other's arms for several minutes, before Nick gets up, lifts Brian up, and carries him into the bathroom.
They decide not to do anything in the shower but cleanup this time, and they quickly take wash clothes and begin to wash up before the water gets cold. They step out of the shower and dry each other off.
Brian and Nick walk back into the bedroom with their arms wrapped around each other's waists, totally content. They crawl into bed and just lay in each other's arms for a few minutes, just enjoying the feeling of being together. Then, Nick rolls on top of Brian and begins to kiss him passionately on the lips.
Nick's tongue probes at Brian's lips, begging for them to open and give him access to the inside of Brian's mouth. Brian opens his lips and allows Nick's tongue to enter his mouth, which begins to wrestle playfully with Brian's own tongue. The two of them stay like this for several minutes, until Brian breaks the kiss and looks up into Nick's gorgeous crystal blue eyes.
"Its time for me to repay you for yesterday in the shower," replies Brian as he rolls Nick off of him and grabs a tube of lube. Brian applies a generous amount of lube to his totally erect nine-inch cock, as Nick gladly lifts his legs up and rests them on Brian's shoulders. Brian positions his member against Nick's gorgeous hole and begins to ease in very gently, not wanting to heart the one thing that he loves more then life itself, Nick.
Nick winces in pain for the first few seconds as his body adjusts to the feeling of Brian's penetrating member, but the pain is soon replaced with total pleasure, and Nick lets this be known as he lets out a moan of complete ecstasy.
Brian smiles, and leans down to kiss Nick on the lips as he gets his entire cock into Nick. They kiss passionately for a few more minutes, before Brian begins a slow in and out movement, which Nick thoroughly enjoys.
"Oh, Brian! I never knew how good this felt until now. Come on Brian! Make love to me, oh god it feels so good!"
"It does doesn't it? I used to think this would hurt too much, but I realized that it didn't hurt that much yesterday when you did it to me in the shower."
Brian continues his in and out movements, getting gradually faster and faster. Brian again leans down and kisses Nick passionately on the lips, their tongues wrestling playfully, somewhat but not completely silencing Nick's moans of pleasure as Brian continues his in and out movements.
Nick reaches down and begins to jack himself off, and from all of the pleasure Brian is giving him from making love to him, and the wonderful sensations of their bare chests rubbing together, and of their tongues wrestling, Nick is soon shooting volley after volley of his sweet and salty succulent juices between his and Brian's sculpted chests and abdomens.
The tightening up of Nick's body is just what Brian needed to push him over the edge, and Brian screams Nick's name as he begins to cum inside of Nick's gorgeous ass, and Nick moans in total pleasure and ecstasy, thoroughly enjoying the sensation.
A few weeks have passed, and their time off has officially ended, as the members of the Backstreet Boys meet in a conference room at the Orlando offices of Jive Records. A PR person comes in shortly after with an itinerary for them.
"Okay, guys, here's the deal. Nick, you and Kevin have to fly to New York City for an appearance on Total Request Live, Brian, Howie, and AJ, you are to stay here and work on some vocals for the fourth album, after Millenium. Any questions?"
"Yes, could Brian possibly go to New York in my place?" asks Kevin, knowing that Nick and Brian would be totally unhappy with having to be separated.
"No, he may not, Kevin. He must stay here, I'm sorry, but that's the way its got to be."
The following day, Nick and Brian say their good byes to each other. Kevin and Nick get onto the airplane, and Howie and AJ assist Brian to get back to his house.
"It's okay, Bri, you'll see Nick again," replies AJ in a brotherly tone.
"Yeah, perk up Brian, Nick will be back before you even miss him," replies Howie.
"I miss him already," replies Brian as he collapses onto the sofa in his and Nick's living room looking at a picture of him and Nick which sits on a nearby end table.
Meanwhile at the bar, Justin Timberlake stands sipping a beer, which even though the bartender probably should have never served him, did, several times actually.
Justin looks around the club desperately for someone interesting to talk to, then he spots what looks like Brian Littrell sitting at a nearby table, guzzling down beers like a child guzzling down root beer.
"Hello, Brian," replies Justin with a smile as he sits down across from him.
"Hello, Justin," replies Brian.
"Something wrong? You don't seem like yourself?"
"I'm not, I miss Nick. He's away in New York with Kevin, and its been torture having to go to bed without Nick next to me," replies Brian, not realizing what he's saying in his drunken state.
"Yeah, I know the feeling," replies Justin quite simply.
Brian and Justin sit at the table talking for several more hours, drinking more then two dozen beers between them. They will both certainly have the "Hangover from Hell" tomorrow, but they don't care.
Brian pushes Justin down onto the bed, lays on top of him, and they begin their kiss again, as their hips grind together. As they kiss, Brian rubs his hands over Justin's curls, and Justin rubs his hands over Brian's back. Soon, Brian and Justin break their kiss, and Brian turns around and kneels near Justin's head, as Justin takes the head of Brian's rock hard cock into his mouth and begins to suck on it. Brian in turn leans down to where Justin's tool is, and begins to suck on it as well.
Being completely drunk, they're not interested in slow, romantic sex, but simply sex, and are thus going up and down on each other's cocks at a very fast and vigorous pace instead of starting off slow and gentle, before gradually getting faster and more vigorous.
Brian and Justin continue their fast, vigorous movements on each other's cocks for several minutes, before at almost the same time, their bodies tense up, and they both begin to shoot load after load of their juices into each other's mouths, which they both swallow in large gulps. They remove their mouths from each other's tools, and Brian turns around, as they two of them kiss again on the lips, before they fall asleep in each other's arms.
Nick arrives home shortly after five in the morning, and assuming Brian is still upstairs sleeping, quietly goes upstairs and into the master bedroom. Then, with the slight amount of light that the morning sun provides, Nick sees something that totally horrifies him.
He turns on the bedroom lights, and screams at the top of his lungs, "What the hell is going on here!" as he looks angrily at Brian laying in their bed, in the arms of Justin Timberlake.
Brian and Justin slowly wake up, and look at each other for a moment, before their heads snap into attention.
"Oh my god, what have we done?" asks Justin.
"How could you Brian! I loved you, and I thought you loved me! But its quite obvious that you don't! Otherwise you wouldn't be in bed with Justin!"
"Nick, please you have to listen to me. I don't know how I ended up in bed with Justin, but I love..."
"Don't even say it, Brian! I don't want to hear it. I never want to see you again!"
Nick bursts into tears and runs from the room and out the front door. Shortly after, the sound of Nick's car starting can be heard, and then the sound of the car speeding down the street.