Nick & Brian
Parts 19-24
Written by Jayson Colin Vascardi

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Author's Note: Welcome to the nineteenth installment of the Nick & Brian series. For those of you wondering, once all of the previous installments have been converted into this new format, I will then mail in the new installment, Parts 57-64. And now on with the story!

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Nick & Brian - Part 19 Written by JCV

"Shit! What have I done? How Could I do this to Nick?"

"Brian? Trust me, I'm sure that we would never have slept together, if we hadn't gone that severe drinking binge."

"You're right Justin. God I should go after Nick, but my head is killing me."

"Same here. Although after last night it isn't surprising that we'd have the hangovers from hell."

"True, one second, I'll get us some Tylenol," says Brian as he gets out of bed, and pulls on his blue silk robe. Brian goes into the bathroom, grabs the Tylenol bottle and prepares two hot wash clothes. He comes back into the room to see Justin pouring some water from a bottle of Evian that he got from the mini-fridge into two glasses.

Brian opens the Tylenol bottle, takes four of the extra-strength pills, and downs them with the glass of water that Justin hands him. Justin takes four pull and downs them with water as well.

The two of them hold the wash clothes on their heads for a few minutes, before they both head into the bathroom to clean up. Justin in the shower stall, and Brian in the whirlpool tub.


Meanwhile, Nick barrels down the streets of Orlando, with no particular destination in mind, but ends up at Kevin's apartment. Nick parks his car and goes up to Kevin's apartment and knocks on the door.

After a few minutes, Kevin opens the door and sees Nick standing there, his eyes red, and tears streaming down his face.

"Nick? Come in," says Kevin as he stands aside to let Nick in. Nick comes in and collapses onto Kevin's sofa and starts sobbing harder. Kevin sits down and pulls Nick into a tight hug as Nick begins crying even harder on Kevin's shoulder, totally soaking the sleeve of his shirt.

"It's okay Nick, I'm here for you. Let it out," replies Kevin in a comforting voice as he hugs Nick. Nick slowly stops crying and regains his composure.

"So Nick, what made you start crying?"

"I got home and found Brian in our bed."

"Oh god is something wrong with Brian?"

"Oh no Kevin, he's just fine, or so I assume he is after getting off god only knows home many times last night."

"But, why would Brian jacking off make you cry?"

"Because that's not how get got off!"

"What? But you weren't at home last night."

"That's true. So he went to bed with Justin!"

"Justin? You mean 'N Sync's Justin Timberlake?"

"Yes, I found them in bed this morning."

Kevin just sits there for a minute taking in what Nick has just told him.

"Nick, I know my cousin. When he makes a commitment to someone, he never breaks it, unless under severe circumstances. I'm going to call him."


Kevin picks up the phone and dials Brian and Nick's house. After the fourth ring, Justin answers the phone.


"Hello. Who is this?" asks Kevin.

"It's Justin Timberlake, Kevin."

"Justin!? What in the hell are you doing sleeping with my cousin!" yells Kevin.

"Please don't yell!"

"I'll yell if I want, where's Brian?"

"In the bathroom vomiting his guts out. That's why I asked you not to yell. Brian and I both have the hangovers from hell."

"Oh, I didn't know. I have Nick here, could you please explain to him what happened?"

"He won't want to talk to me."

"You're probably right, but he's going to listen to you whether he wants to or not. I'm putting you on speaker phone."

Kevin pushes the speaker phone button and hangs up the receiver.


"I'm still here, Kevin."

"Explain what happened, Justin. And you listen to him Nick, or AJ, Howie, and I will kick your ass everyday until you're 29!"

Nick, who can see that Kevin is not joking, looks at him with total fear for a moment, and replies, "Start talking Justin, I'm listening."


Justin takes a deep breath and begins to relay what happened.

"Howie and AJ took Brian out to a club last night to get his mind off of how much he missed you Nick. While they were out dancing and looking for dates, Brian was drowning himself in beer. Joey and Chris took me to the club because I missed Josh, who was out of town with Lance. The bartender probably shouldn't have served me, but he did, and I too was drowning my sorrows in beer."

"So how'd you end up in bed with my cousin?" asks Kevin.

"Well, I was looking around the club for some interesting conversation, and I saw Brian. We got to talking, and each consuming roughly a dozen more beers each, before in a totally drunken state went back to Brian and Nick's house and 69'ed. Had we been sober we would have never done that. Brian keeps beating himself you that he let it happen and be blames himself for it."

"I hope you're shouldering some of the blame!" replies Kevin.

"Yes, I am, I keep telling Brian that its my fault to, and that I feel just as bad that it happened as he does. Not only because it hurt Nick and caused him to break up with Brian, but because I know that's what will happen when Josh finds out about this."

"What do you mean when Josh finds out? Why should he care?" asks Nick.

"Because I'm with Josh, Nick, that's why," replies Justin, with emphasis on with.

"You and Joshua Chasez?" asks Kevin.

"No Joshua Jackson from Dawson's Creek, of course Joshua Chasez."

"Excuse me, but I'm going to be sick, here's Brian," replies Justin as he runs to the bathroom to vomit his guts out in the toilet.


"Were you really drunk when you slept with Justin?" asks Kevin.

"Yes, we both were drunk out of our minds," replies Brian.

"Well, I know you were drunk Brian, but its going to be very hard to forgive you, or get the image of you and Justin in our bed out of my mind."

"Oh god Nick, I'm so sorry! I feel so stupid to go out like that and drink so much. But it killed the pain, the pain of missing you so much! I mean I knew you would be back in a few days, but I hate being away from you for even a second."

"Brian, would you have done what you did had you not been under the influence?"

"You mean sleep with Justin? Of course not, he's cute and all but my heart only belongs to one person and that's you Nick! I love you with all my heart and soul!"

"You really mean that don't you?"

"Of course Nick, I've never been more serious about anything in my life!"

"Okay Brian, I guess I can give you another chance," replies Nick as he leaves Kevin's apartment.

"Cuz, I would say that your other half will be home soon, he just left."

"Thanks, Kev."

"Hey no problem, anything for my little cousin!"


Meanwhile, back at Nick and Brian's house, Brian and Justin sit in the kitchen consuming as much coffee as they possibly can.

After about half an hour, the front door can be heard opening and Nick comes running into the kitchen and sits down at the table next to Brian.

"Nick, I am so glad to see you!"

"Me too Brian! I'm so sorry that I broke up with, I was just angry when I saw you in bed with Justin."

"I don't blame you for your reaction Nick. I'd react the same way if I caught Josh in bed with someone else," replies Justin as he refills his coffee cup.

"You mean you're..."

"Yes, Brian, like you and Nick, I'm gay. So is Josh."

"Joshua Chasez?"

"Yes, Brian, or at least I assume he is since we sleep together practically every night and we are continually pledging our love for one another."

"Yeah, that's a pretty good sign that he is," replies Brian with a grin.

"Could you two help me with something?"

"What is it Justin?" asks Nick.

"Helping me to come up with something to tell Josh."

"How about the truth?" asks Brian.

"I don't think he could handle the truth," replies Justin.

"Justin if you don't have trust and honesty, then you don't have a relationship."


Justin thinks about Nick's words for a moment, before replying, "Yeah, you're probably right Nick. I'll tell him the truth, but could guys be there when I do in case I need somebody to hold him back to stop him from slugging me or something?"

"Sure Just," reply Nick and Brian in unison.

"Okay, thank you. Um, my cell phone battery is dead, could I use your phone?"

"Sure, help yourself."

"Thanks Nick," replies Justin as he stands up and walks over to the phone, and dials Josh's cell.

"Hello this is Josh."

"Josh its me Justin."

"Justin! Where have you been? I got home last night and Joey and Chris told me they lost you at the club last night."

"If possible I'd like to tell you in person. Could you come pick me up? I'm at Nick Carter and Brian Littrell's house."

"Okay, I'll be right there, I love you Justin."

"See you soon Josh, I love you!"

Justin hangs up the phone and sits back down at the kitchen table, pouring himself another cup of coffee.

"Could I borrow some more Tylenol? My head is still killing me."

"Sure, Justin, I'll get you some," replies Nick as he gets up.

"Could you get me some to, Nick? My head still hurts too," replies Brian.

"Sure of course, my darling," replies Nick as he kiss Brian on the top of the head, before walking out of the kitchen.

As Nick enters the bedroom he has a flashback of this morning where he saw Brian and Justin in each other's arms in the bed. Nick pushes the thought out of his mind and walks into the bathroom, grabs the bottle of Tylenol, and leaves the master bedroom, avoiding looking at his and Brian's bed for fear of flash backing again. As he reaches the bottom of the stairs, the doorbell rings, and Nick opens the door.

"Hello JC," replies Nick as JC enters.

"Where's Justin?"

"The kitchen," replies Nick as he closes the door and heads for the kitchen with JC following him.

"Brian, Justin, here's the Tylenol, and Justin? JC's here."

Justin quickly takes four more Tylenol before he jumps up and kisses JC on the lips. JC pushes away and replies, "What are you doing?" motioning towards Nick and Brian.

"It's okay JC, they know about us."

"What?! Why?"

"Calm down JC, why do you think that Nick and Brian moved in together?"

"Because they're best friends?"

"JC, do best friends normally move into a house with one bedroom? Do best friends normally share a bed?"

"You mean, Nick and Brian, you two are together?" replies JC with a look of total shock on his face.

"Yes JC, Brian and I are a couple," replies Nick.

"Wow, I never would have guessed. I mean Brian I thought you were dating that girl, what was her name?"

"Leigh Ann," replies Justin.

"Yeah, Leigh Ann, what was that?"

"Leigh Ann and I did date, but we broke up. At that time, and since I was 18, I considered myself to be bi-sexual. But, after the first time that Nick and I made love, I realized that I was gay."


"Okay, now Justin why are you at Nick and Brian's house taking 2000 mg of Tylenol?"

"I have a hangover, so does Brian," replies Justin.

"A hangover?!"

"Yes, JC, you weren't the only one out of town recently. Nick was out of town too. Howie and AJ took me to a club in a poor attempt to make me have some fun, instead of moping about missing Nick. While they were out looking for dates, and dancing, I was drowning myself in beer."

"Okay, that explains why you have a hangover, Brian, but what about Justin?"

"Chris and Joey did the same thing that Howie and AJ did, and I did the same thing that Brian did."

"What!? Justin, you're to young to drink alcohol!"

"Well, the bartender still served me, and Brian and I both had way too much to drink."

"How much is way too much?" asks JC.

"Oh about 13 or 14 each, I'm surprised we were still able to walk. The bartender called us a cab and we came back here."

"Oh Justin, I'm just glad you're okay, if something ever happened to you, I'd die!" replies JC as he pulls Justin into a hug and a passionate kiss.


"Um, JC, there's more to this," replies Nick.

"What do you mean more?" asks JC as he breaks the kiss with Justin.

"Well, JC, this isn't easy to say, so I'll just come out and say it. In a totally drunken state, Brian and I had sex. We didn't mean for it to happen, it just did, I'm so sorry JC, please don't break up with me!"

"Break up with you? Justin I'm not going to break up with you because you got drunk and slept with Brian."

Justin lets out a sigh of relief, before JC says, "I'm going to kill you!"

JC jumps out of his chair and lunges at Justin in an attempt to strangle him. Nick and Brian jump up and pull JC away from Justin, who is frozen in fear.

"Let go of me!" protests JC.

"Not until you come to your senses!" replies Brian.

"I already have come to my senses, and I'm going to kill Justin for his betrayal!"

"JC, think for a moment, if you kill Justin, 'N Sync will lose two members. Justin will be dead and you will be sentenced to life in prison for murder, you'll ruin your career, Lance's career, Joey's career, Chris's career, and end Justin's life, before he even turns 20!"

"And just think about your fans for a moment! What'll they think when they hear on the news, 'N Sync's JC Chasez has been arrested for the murder of his fellow group member and friend, Justin Timberlake."

JC stops putting up as much of a fight with Brian and Nick and thinks over what they've said. Soon a look of total shame covers his face as he realizes how foolish he's been.

"You're right, I could never kill Justin," replies JC with sincerity as Brian and Nick release JC. While Brian and Nick were trying to prevent JC from making the biggest mistake of his life, nobody noticed that Justin had left the room.

Nick notices that the curtains on the patio doors are blowing slightly in the light breeze. Nick, Brian and JC dash out onto the patio to find Justin sitting in a chase lounge sobbing his eyes out.

Nick & Brian - Part 20 Written by JCV

JC kneels next to Justin, and tries to console him.

"Just, baby, I'm so sorry that I threatened to kill you, I just got overly angry when I found out that you got so drunk and slept with Brian," replies JC.

"So you mean you're not really going to sign my death certificate?" asks Justin, as he tries to calm down.

"Of course not, Just! I love you, you're so gorgeous, you have a great personality, and you have so much talent! I could never harm a single hair on your body!" replies JC as he wipes away a few of Justin's tears with the sleeve of his shirt.

"Oh, Josh, I love you so much!" replies Justin as he pulls JC into a tight bear hug.

Justin and JC hug each other for several more minutes, before JC picks up Justin and kisses him passionately on the lips. The entire time Nick & Brian just stand there, with their arms wrapped around each other's waists, enjoying watching their friends make up with each other.


Justin, JC, Nick, and Brian go out and do some shopping at a local mall, and eat dinner, before Justin and JC head back to Lynn's house, and Nick and Brian go back to their house. Both Nick and Brian are very tired, so they go straight upstairs to the bedroom. Nick looks at the bed and has a second flashback of seeing Brian in bed with Justin, and he reels in pain, and turns away from the bed. Brian notices this and rushes over to Nick, wrapping his arms around him.

"Nick? Honey, are you okay?" asks Brian with concern.

"No, I'm not, Brian. I can't sleep up here tonight. I keep having flashbacks of you and Justin in bed," replies Nick as he bursts into tears.

Brian just hugs him, as he wipes tears off of Nick's gorgeous face.

"Its okay Nick, the sofa in the living room is a sofa bed, we can sleep downstairs tonight," replies Brian as he grabs his and Nick's silk lounge pants and silk robes.

Then the two of them go downstairs hand in hand, stopping only briefly at the linen closet in the upstairs hallway, to grab some pillows, and sheets. Nick and Brian move the coffee table, and then Brian pulls out the sofa bed.

Nick and Brian make the bed, before changing into their normal silk sleepwear, and climb into bed. They kiss each other on the lips, before falling fast asleep in each other's arms.

Nick wakes up in an unknown room, and finds himself in bed, totally naked. He searches around the room for a minute, trying to figure out where he is. He gets out of bed, and pulls on a nearby robe, before walking over to the balcony. Yeah, he's still in Orlando, but where in Orlando he doesn't know. Suddenly a pair of arms grabs him from behind, and a set of lips begin to kiss his neck.

"Oh, Brian, that feels good," replies Nick.

The kissing stops and the arms release him, before somebody replies, "I'm not Brian. What's wrong with you, Nick?"

Nick turns around to come face to face with Joshua Chasez, and is totally shocked, and totally confused.

"What? Why were you kissing my neck? Where's Brian?"

"Brian? I would assume he's at home with his husband."

"Husband!? Brian's not married!"

"Nick, what's wrong with you? Brian married Justin!"

"What?! No! He couldn't have! Brian loves me!"

"No, he doesn't Nick. He broke up with you about a month after his drunken night of pleasure with Justin. Justin broke up with me so that he could be with Brian, and you and I got together!"

"No, no, NO!!!!!!" screams Nick as he wakes up in a cold sweat. Nick's screaming wakes up Brian, and Brian's arms are around Nick in a flash.


"Nick, baby, what's wrong?" asks Brian, worried.

"Oh god, Brian, I just had the worst nightmare," replies Nick as he hugs onto Brian as tightly as he can.

"It's okay, Nick. It was only a dream, care to talk about it?" asks Brian as he consoles Nick.

"It was so real! You broke up with me and married Justin, and JC and I were a couple," replies Nick, as tears well up in his eyes.

"Shhh, Nick, its okay. I'm here, it was just a dream. Justin and JC are a couple, and you're the only man I love. I would never leave you for Justin, not even for all the money in the world," replies Brian with a grin as he hugs Nick.

"Thank you, Brian," replies Nick.

"For what?"

"For being here for me, I don't know what I'd do without you! I love you," replies Nick as he pulls Brian into a passionate kiss. Brian gladly returns the kiss, and the two hot young men kiss each other passionately for several minutes, their tongues wrestling in each other's mouths. After a few more minutes, they break the kiss and just look into each other's eyes.

"No matter what you dream, Nick, I'll always love you, and you are the only man I ever will love," replies Brian as he gently runs a hand across Nick's cheek.

Nick smiles and replies, "Thanks Bri, I love you."

"I love you too, Nick, my angel."

With that Nick and Brian go back to sleep, hugging onto each other tightly, and Nick hopes to sleep nightmare-free for the rest of the night.


Well, Nick's hopes came true, and he didn't have anymore horrifying nightmares. Nick wakes up to the smell of coffee, and notices that Brian isn't laying next to him.

"He must be in the kitchen making breakfast," thinks Nick to himself as he pulls himself up off of the sofa bed, and puts on his robe. Nick walks into the kitchen to find Brian standing with his back to him at the counter mixing what appears to be blueberry pancake batter. Nick quietly walks into the room, and sneaks up behind Brian. He wraps his arms around Brian's waist, and plants several sweet, gentle kisses on his neck, before replying, "And how is my gorgeous other half today?"

"I'm okay, how's my angel?" replies Brian as he turns around and hugs Nick.

"I'm great now that I have you in my arms," replies Nick with a grin. The two of them hug and kiss for several more minutes before Brian pulls away and smiles, "I really should get back to cooking," he replies as he turns back around and begins to put the blueberry pancake batter on the hot griddle on the stove.

"Forget about the pancakes, Bri, I'd much rather have your cum for breakfast," replies Nick with a huge grin as he tries in vain to pull Brian away from his work.

"As tempting as that sounds, I can't."

"Why not?" asks Nick as he pouts.

"Because Kevin, Howie, and AJ are on their way over for breakfast."

"Oh, is there anything I can do to help?"

"Sure, if you could fry some bacon and make some eggs?" asks Brian with a grin.

"That I can do," replies Nick as he walks over to the refrigerator and gets the package of bacon and ten eggs. Nick starts to make bacon and eggs, while Brian finishes up with the pancakes, and then makes some freshly squeezed orange juice in the electric juicer. After making the juice, Brian cuts up some assorted fruit, and Nick pops a few slices of toast into the six- slice toaster. Just as they finish setting out all of the food on the table, a knock at the back door gets their attention.

Brian and Nick walk over and open the door, and step aside so as to let Kevin, Howie, and AJ inside.

"Morning guys," replies Brian.

"Sleep well?" asks Nick, as he and Brian walk over to the kitchen table, followed by Kevin, Howie, and AJ.

"I know I did," replies Howie.

"Yeah, me too," replies AJ.

"I didn't sleep too well last night," answers Kevin.

"Oh why is that, cuz?" asks Brian, with a look of concern.

"I'd rather not get into it at the moment, let's just eat," replies Kevin as he sits down and helps himself to some of the pancakes.

Everybody sits down and eats their fill of the blueberry pancakes, bacon, eggs, toast, fresh fruit, and the fresh orange juice, before they all get up and go into the living room.

Kevin, Howie, and AJ all gasp slightly when they see the sofa bed out, and Kevin thinks to himself, "Oh god did something happen and they haven't really made up?"

Brian and Nick sit down on the sofa bed in each other's arms, and the others join them, as Nick flips on the television set, and begins flipping through channels. After watching Barnabas Collins confront and accuse his new bride, Angelique, of being a witch and using black magic to make his fiance, Josette du Pres, marry and fall in love with his uncle Jeremiah Collins on the two daily episodes of Dark Shadows that comes on every Monday through Friday on the Sci-Fi channel, Brian turns the channel to HBO, and they start watching the movie "The Burbs" starring Tom Hanks and Carrie Fisher.

Nick & Brian - Part 21 Written by JCV

Kevin, Howie, AJ, Nick, and Brian all fall asleep on the sofa bed watching movies all day long. Nick and Brian are cuddled up together on one end of the bed, Kevin is sleeping near them, and Howie and AJ are cuddled up to each other on another end of the bed. The five of them just continue to sleep soundly for awhile, until the sound of the explosion that blows up the White House in Independence Day can be heard.

They all wake up a bit, and Kevin, Nick, and Brian all laugh at Howie and AJ, because they're still in each other's arms.

"Oh no, do I have another inter-group relationship on my hands?" asks Kevin with a grin.

"You mean you didn't know, Kev?" asks AJ with a sly smile.

"Yeah, AJ and I have been together for a long time," replies Howie with an equally sly grin on this face.

"For some reason I doubt that," replies Nick.

"Yeah, you two couldn't possibly be a couple," replies Brian.

"Why not? Don't you think that Howie and I have the chemistry to be good for each other?"

Howie and AJ keep up their little act for a few minutes, finally kissing each other on the lips passionately, with tongue action, before they pull away from each other. When they see Kevin, Nick, and Brian looking at them totally shocked, they both burst out laughing.

"Hahaha, you fell for it!" replies Howie, between laughs.

"Yeah, you fell for it, alright. You actually thought Howie and I were a couple?" asks AJ, laughing so hard he began to tear.

Nick, Kevin, and Brian don't respond with words, instead, they all hit Howie and AJ with a pillow.

"This means war!" replies AJ and Howie in unison, as they both grab pillows for themselves.

The five guys continue their pillow fight for about half an hour before they stop, all of them laughing their heads off after the fun they just had.


"That was fun," replies Howie as he collapses onto the sofa bed, breathing hard.

"Yeah, it was, although I know activities that are even more fun," replies Nick with a huge grin to Brian.

"We don't need to know, Nick," replies AJ.

"So, what to do now?"

"How about we order a pizza, and then just hang out a bit more?" replies Brian, "You all can stay here tonight, and then we can go to the studio together in the morning."

"That sounds good, cuz," replies Kevin.

"Alright, I'll go order the pizzas then," replies Nick as he gets up and goes to the kitchen.

After Nick leaves, Brian is met with 3 sets of questioning eyes. "What?"

"Why is this sofa bed out? Are you and Nick having problems?" asks Howie.

"Yeah, Bri, Howie has a good question there," replies AJ.

"Well, Kev already knows what happened," replies Brian.

"What did happen?" asks Howie and AJ.

"Remember when you two took me to the club?"

"Yeah, Bri," says AJ.

"Well, I had way too much to drink, and I had the hangover from hell yesterday morning," replies Brian.

"But that doesn't explain why the sofa bed is out," replies Howie.

"Well, in my totally drunken state, I sorta came back here with Justin Timberlake, who was also totally drunk, and we sorta um, well, slept together, in Nick's and my bed upstairs."

"What!?" asks Howie and AJ, totally shocked.

"Don't worry, Nick forgave me, and JC forgave Justin."

"JC forgave Justin?" asks AJ.

"JC and Justin are together," replies Kevin.

"Oh, so why is the sofa bed out?" asks Howie.

"Because Nick has flashbacks of seeing me and Justin in bed every time he looks at his and my bed. So we slept down here last night," replies Brian.

"Oh, okay," replies Kevin, Howie, and AJ all at once.

An hour passes, the pizza arrives, and Kevin, Nick, AJ, Brian, and Howie all remain on the sofa bed until ten p.m. watching movies.

"Okay, guys, we have to go to the studio tomorrow, so I think we should all get some sleep," replies Kevin in his fatherly tone.

"Yeah, I am kinda tired, what are the sleeping arrangements?" asks Howie.

"Okay, well, Brian and I will share the sofa bed, and there's a couch in the exercise room that Kevin can use," replies Nick.

"Okay, but what about us?" asks AJ, yawning slightly.

"Well, I'm afraid you two will just have to share the bed in the master bedroom," replies Brian, "There are no other places to sleep in the house, unless you'd like to sleep on the kitchen table, the desk in Nick's and my office, the floor, or the bathtub."

"Oh, I'm sure AJ and I can handle sharing a king-size bed, right AJ?" "Yeah, Howie, I think we can manage."

Kevin goes off into the weight room and gets ready for bed, while Brian goes to get him some pillows and bedding from the linen closet. Nick makes the sofa bed back up, and crawls into bed, while Howie and AJ get some fresh linen for the master bedroom's bed, and make it, before crawling into it with each other.

Nick & Brian - Part 22 Written by JCV

Downstairs in the living room of the house, Nick and Brian sleep peacefully on the sofa bed. But this peace was not meant to last, as soon after he fell asleep, Nick found himself having another horrifying nightmare.

Nick finds himself in the back row of a church. Suddenly the sound of wedding music can be heard. Nick can't see who is standing at the front of the room at the altar, but soon Justin is being walked down the aisle by his mother, Lynn. Everybody, including Nick stands up as he walks down the aisle with Lynn. Nick just naturally assumes that Justin is marrying JC.

"Ladies and gentleman, we are gathered here today to witness the union of Justin Randall Timberlake and Brian Thomas Littrell."

An alarm goes off in Nick's mind when he hears this.

"If there is anyone who can show just cause as to why this marriage should not occur, please speak now or forever hold your peace," replies the minister. He waits for a few moments, then was about to start back up with the ceremony when Nick yells out, "Stop!"

"Do you have just cause, sir?" asks the minister.

"Yes! Brian? Why are you marrying Justin?"

"Because I love him! Now sit down Nick, and let me marry Justin!" snaps Brian.

"No! You don't love him, you love me!"

"Nick, I think you're confused. Brian loves me," replies Justin.

"Shutup, I wasn't talking to you, Justin," snaps Nick.

"Don't talk to him like that Nick. He's right, I love him, not you. I never loved you! So just get out of here and let me be happy with Justin!"

"No, no, NO!!!" again, Nick wakes up drenched in a cold sweat, and Brian is immediately awake, with his arms around Nick, desperately trying to console the man he loves more then anything in this world.


"Nick, its okay. You just had another nightmare, that's all," replies Brian calmly as he massages Nick's shoulders.

"Oh god, Brian, it was so real! You were marrying Justin, and you said that you never loved me!"

"Well, that's not true Nick. I love you more then anything in this world, and who am I sleeping next to?"

"What do you mean?"

"Who goes to bed with me every night, with the exception of the one night that I was too drunk to know what it was I was doing? You or Justin?"

"Me," replies Nick.

"Yes, and you know why?"


"Because you are the only man I love, and the only man I ever will love. You're my everything, and hell will freeze over before I leave you for Justin. I wouldn't even date him if he was the last man on earth!"

"Thanks, Bri, I love you," says Nick as he hugs Brian tightly. "I love you more, Nick," replies Brian with a huge grin as he pulls Nick into a passionate kiss. The two of them kiss for several minutes, before drifting back off to sleep, in each other's arms.


Meanwhile, upstairs in the master bedroom, Howie and AJ lie in Nick and Brian's bed, awake.

"Howie, have you ever thought about what it might be like?"

"What what might be like?"

"Being with another man, like Nick and Brian," replies AJ, somewhat hesitantly.

"Yeah, I've thought about it before, but I never could come up with anything. I suppose to truly know what it would be like, I'd have to experience it."

"Yeah, I suppose so," replies AJ.

Howie turns to AJ for a moment and just looks at him.

"Should we?"

"Should we what Howie?"

"Do it and see if we like it?"

"You mean?"

"Yes, AJ, I do find you kinda attractive, but I'm not sure what exactly, other then friendship of course, my feelings toward you are."

"Well, then, I guess I'll confess too, you're not too bad yourself," replies AJ with a grin.


Howie and AJ move closer to each other, their naked bodies pressing tightly against each other. They both lean in towards each other, and very slowly, their lips touch, and they begin to kiss each other. They kiss with a lot of reservation at first, but after a few moments, once each of them have figured out that they are enjoying the kiss, they begin to kiss with more passion. They pull away from the kiss with big smiles on their faces.

"You know what?"

"What AJ?"

"I enjoyed that!"

"So did I," replies Howie.

"Does this mean that we're.."

"That we're gay?"

"Yeah," replies AJ.

"No, I mean we've both been attracted to women, so I'd say we're probably bi-sexual."

"Okay, well, I'm kinda tired right now, and we do have a long day in the studio tomorrow, otherwise, I'd say let's experiment with this a bit more."

"Yeah, you're right. And AJ?"


"Two things, lets not think of this as an experiment, and let's not just jump into the sack as soon as we can."

"We're already in the sack," says AJ with a dumb grin.

"You know what I mean!" replies Howie as he playfully swats AJ on the arm.

"Yes, I know, and you're right. If anything does come from this, and we actually turn out to two guys who are head over heals in love with each other, like Nick and Brian, then we'll probably be glad that we decided to wait for the perfect moment to give ourselves to each other."

"Yeah, now lets get some sleep, we have a very long day tomorrow."

AJ just nods, and the two of them just fall asleep, holding each other.

Nick & Brian - Part 23 Written by JCV

The next morning the guys all wake up, and meet downstairs in the kitchen of Nick and Brian's house for breakfast, before heading out for their studio session. Each and every one of them sing their hearts out, before finally at about 8:30, they're released to go home. Kevin goes back to his apartment, Howie and AJ go back to Howie's apartment, and Nick and Brian go back to their house.

Brian and Nick lay down on the sofa bed and begin kissing each other passionately on the lips, and just enjoying being together. They just lay in each other's arms for about an hour, before the doorbell rings. Nick and Brian groan, and Nick gets up to answer the door.

"Howie? AJ? I didn't expect to see you back here tonight," replies Nick as he lets his friends in and closes the door.

"Well, we kinda need some advice," replies Howie.

"Well, sure, about what?"

"It's kinda hard to ask, Bri," replies AJ.

"Well, why don't you two just come out and ask then?" replies Nick, with a grin as he sits down next to Brian and rests his head on Brian's shoulder.

"Well, you know that little joke we played on y'all today?" asks Howie.

"You mean when you two pretended to be a couple?" asks Brian.

"Yeah," replies AJ.

"What about it?" asks Nick.

"Well, there may be some truth to it," replies Howie, hesitantly. "What?!" asks Brian and Nick in shock.

"Howie and I kissed again last night after we went to bed, and we've been talking with each other every free moment alone that we have gotten, and I think we pretty much agree that we'd like to have a deeper relationship then friendship."


"Yeah, we want something much deeper," replies Howie, as he puts an arm around AJ's waist, and AJ rests his head on Howie's shoulder. "Do you mean you want a loving relationship with each other, or simply a sexual relationship with each other?" asks Nick.

"Well, we were thinking that maybe we should have sex with each other, so as to see if we like it, before we get to deep into a more serious relationship," replies Howie.

"Okay, so what did you need advice about?" asks Brian.

"Well, um., we came, because, well. um.."

"What AJ is trying to say is, we came to see you two because, well this is kinda embarrassing, we don't know a thing about sex between guys, and were kinda hoping you could help us out in that department," replies Howie.

"Wow, well, I think I can speak for Brian when I say that we're flattered to say the least," replies Nick.

"Um, yeah, it is flattering that you two would come to Nick and I for sex ed.," replies Brian with a grin.

"So can you help us?" asks Howie and AJ in unison.

"Well, I guess we can," replies Brian and Nick.

"Thanks, guys," reply Howie and AJ, with big grins.

"Hey, no problem, glad to help," replies Nick.

After about an hour an a half of details and instruction, Howie and AJ decide that they're ready to try it with each other. Brian and Nick give them the use of their bedroom, since Nick still can't even look at their bed. Nick and Brian stay downstairs on the sofa bed, ready to begin their own activities.


Brian and Nick begin to kiss each other passionately on the lips again, their tongues wrestling playfully in each other's mouths. After several minutes of this, Nick breaks the kiss and begins to kiss and suck on Brian's neck. Brian pushes Nick's head away before Nick is successful in giving him a hickey. Nick unbuttons Brian's shirt, and begins to kiss every inch of Brian's hot muscular chest, and pays special attention the scar left over from Brian's heart surgery.

Nick kisses it several times, before he licks it, and then begins to kiss his way further down Brian's gorgeous body. Nick unbuckles Brian's pants, and pulls them down to his knees. Nick begins to kiss Brian's gorgeous hard tool through the straining material of his silk boxers. Brian just runs his hands through Nick's blonde hair, totally enjoying himself.

After a few more minutes of kissing Brian's covered tool, Nick takes the waistband of Brian's silk boxers in his mouth and slowly and very seductively pulls them down. Nick then comes back up and very gently licks the drop of precum of the tip of Brian's cock, before kissing it. This causes Brian to let out a small moan of pleasure.

Nick begins to lick Brian's tool up and down its length as if it was a lollipop. All the while, Brian just runs his hands through Nick's hair, totally enjoying the pleasure that Nick is giving him. Not being able to resist the urge anymore, Nick swallows the entire length of Brian's hot tool, and begins a slow up and down motion on it, as Brian moans and groans in total pleasure and ecstasy.

"Oh, yes! Nick, that feels so good!" moans Brian, as Nick begins to move faster and faster on Brian's manhood. As Brian continues to run his hands through Nick's hair, Nick reaches up to Brian's pecs and begins to play with them, giving Brian even more pleasure. With all the pleasure that Nick has become so adept to giving to Brian, he doesn't know how much longer he can take it, before he shoots his loads into his beautiful hunk of a boyfriend.

"I want to be with Nick forever," Brian thinks to himself, "Perhaps, I should pop the question, it might reinforce my commitment to him, and maybe stop making him have these stupid dreams about me leaving him for Justin. What a dumb idea! Me with Justin Timberlake? Ha! Yeah right, I think not! Nick is the only man for me!"

As Brian is thinking, his body begins to tense up, and he manages to scream Nick's name before he begins to shoot cum into Nick's mouth like a high-powered cannon. Nick happily drinks every last succulent drop of Brian's sweet, salty, purely delicious cum. After he's sure that he's drank every last drop of Brian's juice, he moves up to Brian's lips and kisses him passionately, their tongues wrestling playfully as they share the cum that Nick didn't swallow.

The two of them just continue to kiss each other passionately for several minutes, before Brian breaks the kiss and just looks at Nick, lovingly.

"You're overdressed, my angel," replies Brian with a devilish grin, as he rolls Nick over, so that he's laying on top of Nick. Brian kisses him briefly, before he begins to unbutton Nick's shirt, and then removes it. Brian begins to kiss every inch of the newly exposed flesh. Brian pays special attention to Nick's rock hard pecs, as he kisses each of them, and swirls his tongue around on them a few times.

Nick just moans in pleasure, as Brian continues his descent down Nick's muscular and well sculpted chest and washboard abs. When he reaches the buckle on Nick's jeans, he quickly undoes it, before pulling his jeans off of him. Brian then begins to kiss every inch of Nick's legs, before he slowly and seductively removes Nick's boxer-briefs. Brian then begins to massage and kiss Nick's inner thighs for several minutes, before he kisses the drop of precum off of the head of Nick's rock hard cock.

In one quick motion, Brian swallows the entire length of Nick, and Nick lets out a moan of total pleasure. Brian moves up and down on Nick's rock hard tool, slowly at first, getting gradually faster and faster, until he is sucking Nick's cock as if his life depended on it. And in Brian's mind, his life does depend on it. Brian thinks that he will surely die if he does not taste the delicious taste that is Nickolas Carter soon.

Nick just continues to moan and groan in pleasure and ecstasy as Brian continues his up and down motion. Nick thinks to himself, "God, I'm so lucky to have Brian in my life! I just wish that I could get rid of these horrible dreams of seeing Brian with Justin! I mean, they're just not right for each other! And I certainly am not right for JC, Brian is the only man I love, the only man that I will ever love!"

Nick's body tenses up and he begins to shoot volley after succulent volley of cum into Brian's awaiting throat. Brian gladly accepts this gift of warm juices from Nick, and he savors every drop of the sweet and salty juice. Brian sucks Nick dry, before moving back up to Nick's lips, and they kiss each other passionately.

They continue kissing very passionately, their tongues wrestling like crazy for several minutes, before they drift off to sleep in each other's arms, totally content.

Nick & Brian - Part 24 Written by JCV

A couple of months pass, and now Christmas has arrived. Nick and Brian finish putting the final decorations on their Christmas tree, just as the doorbell rings. Nick runs over to the stereo and puts on a cd of Christmas carols, as Brian answers the door, and greets his mother, his father, and Harold.

"Merry Christmas!" replies Brian with a smile, as Jackie, Harold II, and Harold III enter the house.

"Merry Christmas, Brian," replies Jackie as she pulls her son into a hug.

"Merry Christmas, son," replies Harold II.

"Merry Christmas, bro," replies Harold III.

"Merry Christmas, Jackie, Harold, and Harold," replies Nick as he comes up behind Brian and wraps his arms around his waist, resting his head on Brian's shoulder.

Harold II, who as of yet is in the dark about their relationship, looks at them strangely, before replying, "What's going on?"

"Well, dad, I'm gay, and Nick is my boyfriend," replies Brian, kinda afraid of what his father's reaction to the news will be.

"Are you happy Brian?"

"Yes, dad, I'm happy."

"Does Nick treat you right?"

"Yes, dad, he treats me like I was a king."

"Then, I'm happy for you Brian, you too Nick," replies Harold II as he pulls his son and Nick into a hug, which Jackie and Harold III join in on.

Jackie, Harold II, and Harold III sit down in the living room, while Nick and Brian go into the kitchen to check on dinner. Shortly after Brian's parents and brother arrive, the doorbell rings again, and Jackie gets up to answer it.


"Merry Christmas, Anne, and Kevin," replies Jackie with a smile.

"Merry Christmas, Jackie," replies Anne.

"Merry Christmas, Aunt Jackie," replies Kevin, as Jackie gives him a hug.

Kevin and Anne walk into the living room and say Merry Christmas to Harold II and Harold III. Kevin starts talking with his uncle and his cousin, while Jackie and Anne head into the kitchen.

"Merry Christmas Brian," replies Anne.

"Merry Christmas to you too, Aunt Anne," replies Brian, as he looks up from the stove and smiles.

"Okay, I know you guys are probably tired of explaining this, but why did you and Nick move in together, Brian?" asks Anne.

"Well, Anne, that's simple," replies Nick, "Brian and I are, well, seeing each other."

"You mean?"

"Yeah, Anne, Nick and Brian are a couple," replies Jackie.

"Wow, I never would have thought, but if it makes my nephew and Nick happy, then I'm more then happy for the both of you," replies Anne as she gives Brian a kiss on the cheek, and then gives Nick a kiss on the cheek.

Anne would have hugged them, but both Nick and Brian are busy cooking Christmas dinner.

"Anything that we can do to help?" asks Jackie.

"Um, yeah, actually. We were hoping that you could set the dining room table, we've been so busy cooking today, that we never got around to doing that," replies Brian as he puts a tray of crescent rolls on the counter, until its times for them to go into the oven.

"Sure, that's not a problem," replies Anne.

"Okay, thanks. The china is in the cabinet over there," replies Nick as he points to it, "The stemware is in the cabinet next to it, and the flatware is in the drawer below the cabinet."

"Okay, how many people are coming anyway?"

"Well, there's of course Nick and I, dad, Harold, Kevin, Aunt Anne, and you mom," replies Brian with a grin.

"Who else?" asks Anne.

"My parents are coming, as well as BJ, Aaron, Angel, and Leslie," replies Nick, as he wraps some potatoes in aluminum foil so that they can be baked.

"Okay, well, we'll set the table," replies Jackie, as her and Anne walk over to the cabinet that Nick indicated. Inside is a very nice set of white china, with a red rose in the center, and gold rimming, a complete service for 24. Jackie and Anne grab the plates and set them on the counter that opens into the combination living and dining room, before going back to the cupboard and grabbing the china accessories, like gravy boat, coffee pot, coffee cups, saucers, etc.

Jackie and Anne set out all the plates, and then Anne gets out enough flatware for everybody. The flatware is gold, with black onyx handles, and a single diamond, or what looks like a diamond, at the tip. Jackie gets out the very nice crystal stemware, and the two women finish setting the table.

After the table is set, Anne and Jackie help Nick and Brian with dinner, which is almost ready, so hopefully Robert and Jane Carter and family will arrive soon.


About ten minutes later, the doorbell rings again, and Harold III answers it.

"Merry Christmas, Mrs. Carter, Mr. Carter, Leslie, BJ, Aaron, and Angel," replies Harold III with a bright smile.

"Merry Christmas to you too, you're Brian's brother right?" asks Robert as he enters the house with his wife and kids.

"Yes, that's me," replies Harold III, as he helps the Carters with the presents they brought.

All the gifts are put with the others under the artificial Christmas tree, and then Robert, Leslie, BJ, Aaron, and Angel sit down in the living room with Harold II, Harold III, and Kevin, while Jane heads into the kitchen.

Jane enters the kitchen just in time to see Nick walk past Brian and slap him on the ass. Jane looks at her son for a moment, before replying, "So that's why you moved in with Brian, huh, Nick?"

"Mom?! I didn't see you there, Merry Christmas," replies Nick as he runs over to his mom and gives her a hug.

"Merry Christmas to you too Nick, now answer the question," replies Jane.

"Yes, mom, Brian and I moved in together because we're a couple," replies Nick with a smile, hoping his mother will approve.

"Do you love him, Nick?"

"Yes, with all my heart," replies Nick as he looks over at Brian, who just flashes them a big smile.

"Brian? Do you love my son?"

"Yes, Jane, I do, I'd do anything for Nick, I love him with all my heart and soul," replies Brian.

"Well, then I'm happy for you," replies Jane, "You treat him right ya here me, Brian?"

"Always," replies Brian.

"He treats me more that all right, we treats me like a king, of course I treat him the same way. Brian is the best thing to ever happen to me, I love him so much."

"So when's the wedding?" asks Anne with a smile.

"Wedding? Well, I don't know if we're ready for marriage yet, but I'd say that it's a definite possibility for us, eventually," replies Nick.

The conversation continues for about another ten minutes, before Brian says, "Dinner's ready."


Jane, Anne, Jackie, Brian, and Nick serve dinner, as Harold II, Harold III, Kevin, BJ, Angel, Aaron, and Leslie come to the table. Everybody sits down, and since its their house, Nick and Brian lead everybody in the saying of grace, before they start eating.

Everybody fills themselves with as much food as they can eat, before they all adjourn to the living room.

"So, what should we do now?" asks Kevin.

"How about we start opening presents?" asks Nick with a smile.

"Sounds good, bro," replies Aaron, as he runs over to Nick and gives him a hug.

"Okay, then, come on Bri, help me hand out all the presents, and we can start this," replies Nick as he gets up and walks over to the Christmas tree. Brian walks over too, and they begin to hand out the presents. Each person sits down in the living room, before Leslie replies, "Who's going first?"

"Well, this is Brian and Nick's house, how about we let our hosts go first?" replies Jackie with a warm smile.

"Sounds good, go ahead guys," replies Robert.

Brian and Nick look at each other, shrug, and then begin to open their gifts. Suddenly, Brian comes across a medium-sized box with a tag reading, "To Nick & Brian, From Jackie and Harold III."

"Hey Nick, my mom and bro got us a joint-gift," replies Brian as he holds up the box.

Harold III and Jackie get big grins on their faces, and laugh a little, before Harold III replies, "Go ahead, open it."

Brian and Nick both rip the paper, and then remove the lid from the box. They push away the tissue paper to reveal two articles of clothing. A blue over-sized Kentucky sweatshirt and blue sweatpants. Now, I know what you're probably thinking. Why would Jackie and Harold III give Brian and Nick a sweatshirt and sweatpants, as a joint-gift, lol.


As Nick and Brian pull the sweatshirt and pants out of the box, however, the realize that it isn't your normal sweatshirt and pants. The sweatshirt has two collars and four sleeves. The sweatpants has four pant- legs. Nick and Brian look at the outfit for a moment, and burst out laughing.

Harold III and Jackie start laughing too, and Jackie replies, "Harold and I saw it in a novelty store and couldn't resist."

Once Nick and Brian regain their composure, Brian replies, "Thanks, mom, I'm sure Nick and I will enjoy this."

"What do you mean?" asks BJ.

"Yeah, Brian, is there something we don't know?" asks Aaron.

"Well, Jackie, Harold III, Harold II, Anne, Kevin, and mom already know Brian's and my little secret, so does Howie, and AJ."

"What little secret?" asks Angel.

"Well, Angel, you love your brother right?"

"Of course I love Nick. Who wouldn't?"

"An excellent point, Angel. I love your brother too."

"You love my son, Brian?" asks Robert.

"Yes, Mr. Carter, Nick and I are a couple, that's why I bought this house for Nick and me."

"You're gay, Nick?"

"Yes, Aaron, I am gay. And Brian is my boyfriend."

"Well, you two do look very cute together," replies BJ.

"Thanks," replies Brian and Nick in unison.

"Before we open the rest of the gifts, how about we ask Brian and Nick to go and change into their new outfit. I want to see this," replies Leslie with a big grin on her face.

"Yeah, cuz, take that cute boyfriend of yours upstairs and change clothes," replies Kevin with a smile.

Brian and Nick look at everybody, then at each other, and shrug.

"Okay, we'll be back as soon as possible," replies Brian, as he grabs the outfit and Nick and carries them up the stairs, to which everybody, except Robert Carter, just laughs and smiles at.


Nick and Brian get into the master bedroom and begin to strip down to their underwear. They look at each other for a moment, kiss each other on the lips, before Nick sits down on the bed, with Brian sitting down on his lap. They pull the sweatpants on, and then the sweatshirt, before looking at themselves in the mirror.

"Oh, this is nice," replies Nick, grinning from ear to ear.

"Yeah," says Brian with a big dumb grin.

Nick kisses Brian on the neck, before the two of them head back downstairs wearing their new outfit. Everybody, except again for Robert, laughs when they see Nick and Brian come downstairs.

"You two look good," replies Anne with a smile.

"Thanks, I think," says Nick, as he and Brian walk over to the couch and sit back down.

"Any other gifts for Nick and Brian?" asks Harold II.

"Actually, dad, yes. Could you go out to the backyard, my gift for Nick is sitting on the picnic table."

"Sure, son, be right back," replies Harold II as he leaves.

"Mom? Could you go into Brian's and my office, my gift for Brian is on my desk," says Nick.

"Sure, which room is your office?"

"Second door on the right," replies Nick as he points down a small hallway that leads off of the living\dining room.

Jane gets up and walks into Nick and Brian's office, and fetches a medium-sized square box, that has a few small holes punched in the top of it. Harold II comes in a few minutes later with another square box about the same size, that also has holes punched into the top.

Brian takes the box from Nick, and Nick takes the box from Brian, and they each open their separate boxes to reveal a collie puppy in Nick's box, and a collie puppy in Brian's box.

Brian and Nick look at their new pets for a moment, before they hug each other, which considering their outfit, isn't very hard at all. They let the puppies out of the boxes, and they both stick their noses up in the air to sniff their new surroundings. Then, they start to lick their new masters' faces, as Nick and Brian giggle and smile.

"Awww, so sweet. What are you going to name them?" asks Anne.

"Well, Brian, your puppy is a girl," replies Nick.

"Yours is a boy, Nick," replies Brian.

"How about, Brandy?" asks Brian.

"Sounds good, my love, now let me think, what to name this one," replies Nick.

"How about Briannick?" replies Nick.

"That sounds cool," says Kevin with a smile.

"Okay, everybody, meet Brandy and Briannick, our new pets," replies Brian and Nick in unison.

Everybody just smiles, and then they start opening all of the other gifts. Everybody stays for a few more hours, opening gifts, singing Christmas carols, and eating dessert, before they all call it a night. For the first time since the drunken night of pleasure, Nick and Brian sleep upstairs in the master bedroom.

Brandy and Briannick sleep at the foot of the bed, and Nick and Brian fall fast asleep, totally content.

To Be Continued...

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