Date: Wed, 03 Oct 2001 01:18:44 +0200
From: Storm <bassie.wxs@planet.nl>
Subject: Nick Carter and me

Disclaimer: I dont know BSB or if they are gay or not, i just like to play
around with ideas.  if u dont lke real ppl m/m stories, one why you here?
and 2, u dot hafta read...thanks for your time.

Nick Carter and me.

It was in the year 1994 when I first saw the man off my dreams, I liked the
blond god that I was seeing on the television! From the first introduction
of the boyband "Backstreet Boys" I knew I was in love with Nick Carter.

I was stil not certain if I liked boys more than girls, but I knew I
definitely liked Nick.

I immediately bought the cd and my house-mates, I was living in a dorm,
made fun of me telling that I was such a fag for buying a girls cd.

I watched as much M-TV as possible to see as much of Nick Carter as
possible!

I started to notice that I began to look more at other boys as well, I
tried to compare them with Nick Carter. A good friend of mine, who I really
like, has some features of Nick Carter, he has at about the same build but
he is more of a bear than Nicky is. We started to work out in a gym
together and I saw him a lot of times naked.

I have had sex with girls, and I really liked it but I couldn't get the
picture of Nick out of my head.

I had never had any sex with a gay before, and I thought it wasn't possible
to do so with a person I really trusted.

It wasn't before 12 months after, that my firend, a roommate if his and I
started to have a drinking contest in my room. We made a lot of noise and
after at about 2 hours we were pretty boosed, and started to make fun with
to other student who lived across the street, we stood on my balcony and
after some shouting to the other side we started to "moon" to the others
across the street. After that we started to go inside again. We continued
with our contest an the roommate of my friend was the first to puke. I was
determend not to loose and so was my friend, after at about an half hour
later his roommate left to go home. I walked him out and made sure he was
able to go home safe.

I walked with him the first kilometer to where I could buy me a pack of
sigaretttes, I said goodnight to my friends roommate and returnd to my
house. I entered my room and there was my friend lying in his boxers on my
bed, he woke up when I entered the room.

He said that he wanted to continue the contest, which was ok with me. After
an hour we ran out of beer and we started to drink some wine. We decided
that we were even and that we had to go to bed. It wasn't possible for my
friend to go home, he was really drunk and the wheater had changed to
pooring rain. I told him it was ok to stay the night, and that he could use
my bed, I would sleep on the couch (I realy like sleeping on the couch!).

I went into the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face and get ready
for bed.

When I reentered my room, my friend was fast asleep. After at about 10
minutes I woke up because of a puking noise. I turned on the lights an saw
my friend was still lying in my bed asleep and that he had puked on my bed.

I had trouble waking him, and laid him down on my couch with his head in a
basket, because I din't want him to puke on my couch as well. I cleaned my
bed as soon as possible and put the sheets in the washing maschine. I made
my bed again and tried to get my friend back into bed. He was really asleep
and I had to drag him into bed and dicided to sleep next to him.

This was the first time I was sleeping in one bed with another man! I was
really excited and couldn't control myself. I knew he was fast asleep and
started to explore his body. I started at his nipples and went slowly
downwards. When I reached his belly botton he moaned a little, it scared
the shit out of me!!!

I noticed that he was still asleep and went on with what I was doing,
although I knew that it was wrong what I was doing. I reached into his
boxers and found his dick. It was the first dick I touched other than
mine. It send a shudder through my body, I liked the way it felt. After
what seemed like a minute, but I knew it was much longer I couldn't control
myself anymore. I took down his boxers and started to investigate the price
I had found, I even wanted to smell his dick and went down to just smell
it. That was the worst mistake I made in my whole live, because when I
smelled it I couldn't resist to taste it as well. I took him into my mouth
and started to suck his still sift dick.

I bobbed up and down his flacid 4r,5 inches. It started to grow after a
couple of minutes to its hard size, at about 7,5 inches. I wanted to taste
him and was determined to swallow his load. After 10 or 15 minutes of my
sucking I heard my friend start to moan real loud an his body went lump, I
tasted some sweet drops in my mouth and understood that he had just come in
my mouth. Altough it wasn't much I really was proud of myself and asamed as
well.

This was the first expirience I had with a boy.

The next morning my friend appologized for puking on my bed, I thought that
if he knows that what else does he know? He said nothing about it and we
staid friends like nothing had happened. I never told him what had happened
that night.

After this first experience I knew that I wanted more, I got very
frustrated and went out with girls as much as I could, I tried to stop the
thoughts in my mind and every time I got laid with a girl I couldn't stop
thinking boys and especially of Nick

Carter! I even tried to fuck a girl in the ass one time, but it couldn't
satisfy me.

I started looking on the web for pictures and anything else of my idol,
Nick Carter, an tried to safe every picture of him on my hard disk. It was
like an upsession, I wanted to get every picture there was of him. I bought
everything there was of the Backstreet Boys and I have every album of them.

It has been 4 or 5 years after my first experience, and I have changed my
study at High School.

Then I heard on the dutch radio a commercial of the radiostation, where
they asked the name of the last album of the Backstreet Boys, and you could
win a vip card for the performance the would have in the Amsterdam Arena. I
had tried to buy me a ticket for this concert but I ran out of luck, every
damn card had been sold.

I dailed the number they mentioned on the radio as quick as I could and
aswered the question they asked. I didn't get a result right away, I had to
wait for something in the email or normal-mail, cause they would send me
the yes you can go or no sorry you lost.......

I checked my email 10 times a day and every morning when the postman walked
trough the streets I would wait for the mail.

After 4 days I gave up my hope and returned to study.

The morning of the concert a letter arrived,with the name of the
radio-station on it, I thought it would be the "no sorry letter", but it
turned out to be very possitive!

I had my vip-card, and was expected to be at the Amsterdam Arena one hour
before the concert.

When I arrived at the stadium, there where at about 50 people there, a lot
of young girls who were screaming an giggeling. I got very nervous, because
of the fact that I was on of the oldest with my 20 years. I was with 5
other boys and the rest were girls!!! I thought, they must think that we
are gay because, why does a man/boy want to go to a boysgroup?

We were invited in by a suppoost who let us to a little restaurant, where
we could drink something and look at pictures of the Backstreet Boys. I saw
a lot of pictures I had already seen on the net, but there was a section I
had never seen on the net before.

These were pictures of the boys in their first year when they weren't
famous yet. I liked the pictures, although Nick looked realy young there. I
liked him more as he is now, but it was nice to know how he looked like
when he was younger. I was like the only person who enjoyed to look at
these pictures, al the others where at the recent pictures. I heard the
tumult as some of the Boys arrived, I went back to the middle of the room
to welcome them as well. There were AJ, Howie and Kevin, I didn't see Nick
or Brian and the other boys told us that they probably couldn't make it
because they still had to get ready for the concert. We would meet them
after the concert, because we were invited to stay as well after the
concert to meet and greet the boys.

I went back to the pictures to have a good look and was surpriced when
suddenly a heard a hum beside me....

It was Nick, I couldn't believe it! Here he was standing in front of me
with one of the most gorgeous smiles I know. I told him that I didn't hear
him come in, and that I wasn't expecting him either because the other boys
told us that he couldn't make it.

Nick started to laugh and explained to me that he thought it was enough to
meet one time a day with the screaming girls! He said that he always kept
at the back where less interesting pictures were. He told me that he didn't
like these pictures as well, because he was looking so childish on these
pictures.

I told him that I liked what I saw, and that I was interested to get to
know the hole story of the person and that that was only possible in this
way. He looked at me with a puzzeled look and asked me why I had come to
their concert, because there aren't that many male fans. I told him that I
liked their music and that it didn't matter to me what others thought of
that, I like to get to know the persons behind the music as well and if
this is the way to do it......

He told me he liked my honesty and that he liked talking to me, maybe he
could learn something of me. He too liked to get to learn something from
people, but he didn't have time to get to know them very well because of
the leaving every time.

He told me that he missed having a good friend, who he could talk to and
tell secrets to without beeing scared that the whole world would get to
know.

I asked him if he didn't have that with Brian, but he told me that Brian
was a good firend but that telling him his secrets, was not possible. It is
hard to keep something for yourself if you are constantly surrounded by the
same band members.

In the past secrets would come out in the band, and there was made fun of
by they others. For exemple the secret that Nick was scared to be alone in
the dark, for the first year when the band became famous, was even
pronounced in the magazines.

I told him, that if he wanted to talk to someone he could always send me an
email, or call me on my mobilephone. I told him that I am a good listener
and that I never tell secrets to other people exept of my own secrets.

He told me that he liked to get to know me better and that he would speak
to me after the concert. He had to go and change.....and left me in a
hurry.

After the concert I took my time to get to the room where I first met with
Nick, I was a little bit nervous because I had made such a direct contact
with him and I might have scared him away!  I got around the corner to the
hall where the restaurant was and there he was! Nick was standing outside
and a smile appeared on his face when he saw me! He walked to me and asked
me to come with him to a room next to the restaurant, to have a privat talk
without anyone overhearing us. He let me in the room and closed the door
behind him, he said that he would like to get to know me better, before
giving me his emailadress. We talked in privet for about an hour before his
cellphone went, it was Kevin who wanted to know where Nick was staying
because the girls were awaiting him. With a sad expression on his face he
told me he had to leave, but first he wanted to give me his emailadress,
and he wanted to have mine.

I even gave him my cellphone number and told him he could call me anytime.

With that he left me and went to the restaurant.

A couple of minutes later I walked into the restaurant as well and thanked
the boys for there show and wished them goodluck. On my way out Nick took
me apart and told me he would call me in an hour or so.

I left the Arena and went home, where I wrote down the emailadress, to make
sure I wouldn't loose it.

I waited 2 hours for my phone to ring, but it didn't and I went to bed. I
woke up by the ringing off my phone and hurried to get it, it was Nick, he
was crying because he had had a fight with Kevin because of the fact that
he was late as he was at the restaurant. After I told Nick to be strong and
not to let them get to him, he told me he had run away and that he was at
the train station near the Arena. I knew that that trainstation wasn't safe
for Nick to be at this time of the night. I told him to get away from the
station and that I would call a cap for him. I said it didn't matter to him
and that he wasn't afraid anymore! I told him that I was already in my car
to get him, but that it would take me 25 minutes to get there since I live
in Utrecht. He told me that he wanted to take the plain the next morning,
but I told him it would be better to sleep it over one night and that Kevin
was doing what he thought was best for the group.

I arrived at the station after exactly 18 minutes, I speeded the hole way
over there and there I met Nick for the third time this day. I tried to
talk to Nick about him calling Kevin to lett him know where he was, but
Nick refused!  After talking to Nick for half an hour I could confince him
to call kevin and tell where he was, but Nick wouldn't go back to the hotel
for the night, he wanted to think things over.....

I offered Nick to stay the night in my house, I have a guestroom as well
and that I would be happy to let him use it.

After we had arrived at my house and Nick had made the phone call to Kevin,
we sat down on the couch and had a drink, that's when Nick told me that he
really needed a friend who he could trust and that he believed to have
found one in me.

I told him that he could trust me and that what he told me would stay a
secret.

After that Nick gave me a hugh and told me that I was already his best
friend!

I told him that he was making me a little uncertain, but Nick said that I
didn't have to be uncertain because I was the most sweet person in the
world and that he loved me.

I told him that I didn't understand the way he was feeling, because when I
took him from the station he was very timid and now he was a strong and
smiling person.

He told me that that is what love is all about and started to kiss me in
the neck.

I tried to stop Nick, but my feelings were to strong and took over. (I had
promissed myself not to take advantage of someone ever again after what had
happened with my friend). After some passionate kissing I told Nick that it
was better for us to get to bed and sleep on it for one night. If we still
wanted it tomorrow, we could still make love to eachother.

He told me that he was sure that he wanted to do this, especially after
what I had just said, but if I didn't want to.........

I told him I wanted it to but that I wanted to know for sure if he really
wanted to.



Nick asked me to show him the rest of the house and when we entered the
bedroom he took hold of me and started to make love to me again, and I gave
in to his feelings as well as mine. He started to undress me and unbuckeled
my belt and I did the same to him. We stripped to our boxers and laid down
on the bed. His body was so smooth, he had some light hairs on his chest,
but they were blond and it almost seemed like he was totally smooth. We
started to kiss and I was touching his right nipple which was very hard, it
stood out very proud. As I heard from his moaning he really enjoyed it and
I knew his nipples would be very sensitive, I started to lick my way down
to his nipples. He could barely stand it, he started to moan real loud and
told me that I was the first person whom he had told to that he liked
boys. It was also his first time with another boy. I told him that I knew
what I was doing and not to be afraid, but if he wanted to stop he just had
to tell me so. He pleaded me to go on, because he wanted it so much!  I
started licking at his nipples again and started to feel him up with my
hands, I started to feel at his belly-botton and then his legs, on purpose
I didn't go to his crotch because I wanted to be sure if he really wanted
to, but he started to touch me in my crotch-area himself and I was really
popping a boner here!!

It was his first time he felt a boner of another person, and he really
seemed to like it!

I pulled down his boxers and found a nice pulsing 8 incher, surrounded by a
bush of blond pubichair. I started to stroke it really slow an I heard a
loud moan, he told me that he would come any minute now, so I stpped
stroking him because I wanted it to be special for him. I was only 2 years
older but I was more experienced with this, because I had exepted it a long
time ago, and it wasn't my first time.

He started to stroke me and asked me how it felt, if I liked it as much as
he did. I told him he did it very good and that I would come as well as he
cept on going like this!

He told me he wanted to try it and take my dick in his mouth, but I told
him it would be better to wait for that, because we were not in a hurry! I
was very horny and I diddn't want to blow my load immediatly into his
mouth, I wanted it to last a while. I offered him to first take a shower
together and he really liked the idea, because he only had had a shower
together with his brother and he didn't see that as very sexual because his
brother is still a little boy.

We entered the shower and I turned on the water, I let Nick enter trhe
shower stall first and admired his nice round smooth bubble butt, which is
how I like it most!

I entered as well and started to kiss Nick again, I started to soap him up
with my hands and he really enjoyed it, I turned him around so I could wash
his back and his perfect butt, I nearly couldn't control myself from diving
down and eat his globes and lick his virgin puckered hole! I really did my
best in washing his butt and Nick seemed to like it very much as he was
pushing his butt back at my hand. I got a little bolder and started to
cirkel his hole with my finger and slipt it in a little when he pushed back
at me and hear him moan softly. He truns around and puts his hands on my
butt as wel and starts cirkling my hole as well, I think I know what he is
up to, he is like a horny teenager who you can't stop with anything in the
world.

I tell him to put his finger in and he starts to tremble a little as I feel
him pocking his finger into my butt, he starts to rock his finger slowly in
and out of my butt and he starts kissing me very passionatly. He stops
fingering my butt and soaps me up all over my body. I bent a little as he
soaps my butt and suddenly I feel him stick in two fingers at the same
time, I'm getting very horny now and want him to fuck me, but I decide I
have to wait for that, to make it more special for his first time!



I was wrong, because Nick had a mind of his own, when he pulled his fingers
out he immediately replaced it with his cock and pressed the head of it
inside my butt. I didn't expect that and had a little pain at first, which
Nick sensed because he stopped and asked if I was alright and that he
didn't want to hurt me. I told him that I was ok, but that he had to tell
me because I wasn't expecting it. But now you're in go on because I like it
very much!!!! Nick started a slow and long fuck in the beginning untill I
told him to fuck me good and hard. It was like he knew how I liked it and
if he had done this many times before, he hit me at the wright places
inside and made me moan real loud, and I felt it start boiling inside of
me, if he uhhhh.. went on like this he would make me cum! Nick was
breathing heavy and moaning as well and started to change his rhytme some
times which made it even more stimulating for me, I was about to
come.......

He then started to thrust hard and deep, and that was all it took to help
me over the edge. I started to scream as I came and came and came, and that
without even touching my dick!!!! When I came my hole contracted around
Nick's fuckrod and he as well started coming inside me with 4 or 5 big
blasts. When he was done he collapsed onto my back and told me he loved me
very much.

I asked him how it was possible that he was such a good fucker for a first
timer and he told me that he had watched a lot of gayporn movies in his
free time and that he watched really carefully at how it was done. He also
had looked it up on the internet, and had found some people who had told
him how to do it!

We washed of and went back to my bedroom, where we laid down on the bed
satisfied and sleepy.

After a good hour sleep, I was awakened by a soft wet tong licking my
rock-hard nipples, and a hand on my dick. Nick had been awke for some
minutes now, and couldn't hold himself anymore! He was in lust and
extremely horny.

We started to make love again, a little slower in the beginning because
this was going to be the first time for him to take a dick up his smooth
tight ass. I started to kiss and slowly started to go in the direction of
his nipples, which are very sensitive! I worked them both and I didn't take
attention of his hard dick, because I wanted him to long for it. Then I
slowly made my way down to his bellybutton, which I bathed and carished,
then I went for his low-hanging balls, and again I avoided his dick! He
tried to push his dick in the direction of my mouth, but I changed
direction with his movements. He started me to pleede, he wanted me so much
to suck his perfect straight standing stiff dick! Again I denied and said I
wanted to lick his ass first, I wanted to loose him up real good.........

After Nick pulled up his legs, I got access to his firm and round ass, as I
spread the globes I saw a nice small pink hole with some furry blond hairs
around it. I started to lick his globes and couldn't hold myself to hurry
and eat his hole, it aws the nicest and firmest hole I've ever seen. With
the first lick at his hole Nick started to shiffer and to moan, and pushing
his ass up to my mouth. After rimming him for some time I tried to slick up
my middle finger and slip it up in his ass. I was afraid of hurting him so
I took my time to stick it in, I played some with his pucker first, but
then Nick said to stop teasing him and to push it in! I put my finger on
the target and started a slow push forward, it went in slow but
steady. Nick was shiffering allover and started to precum very heavy, he
was wiggeling his butt and told me to fuck him. I started to fingerfuck
Nick a little bit faster and took his dick in my mouth, but that wasn't
enough for Nick, so I put in my second finger and sensed that Nick still
had some problems with taking it in one time.

I took out my fingers and opened my drawer to take some KY, now Nick was
getting balder and said that he wanted to sit on my dick, but I could
convince him to take some time first to open him up some more.

With some more lubrication Nick had less problems with taking my two and
later on three fingers. After that I positioned my Dick at his hole and
started to push just the head in, Nick started to moan and to whimper,
because he liked it and even had some pain as well. I gave Nick some time
to adjust and Nick just pushed back in one stroke taking my hole 7,5
inch. Islowly started a fucking motion, Nick was moaning almost screaming
off pure satifaction and after just one minutes started to ejaculate strong
big blast of his cdelicious cum, his ass was milking my dick in a strong
grip like I've never sensed before.

I had troubles not to cum directly as well. Nick told me to stop and I
pulled out off him with a plop, then he turned me on my back at the bed and
straddled me. He just sat down in one steady movement and started to take
my dick in long thrusts, which became faster and faster, after at about 10
minutes I couldn't hold it anymore and told Nick I would cum. Nick told me
I could cum in his ass because of the condom or in his mouth so he could
taste my cum. I came in his ass before even making a decicion, because Nick
increased the grip on my dick with his ass muscles. I shot a big load in
his ass and then Nick came for a second time off this fuck and pointed his
dick at my mouth, I tried to take it in my mouth ass much as I could
because maybe it would be my last opportunity.

After this fabulous night off fucking we finally fell asleep. The next
morning I woke Nick up with some breakfest in bed, he told me he could stay
forever. Just then I told him to go back to the group and finish the job
they had started; it would be possible to meet again in the future, if he
needed me he could always call me (I told him iff he needed me I would go
and visit him!)

He gave me his adress and phone number, his email I already had and then he
told me he would go back to finish his job, but that he was sure that if it
cept going like this he would stop at the end off the saison.

When we drove back to Amsterdam we were really quiet, he gave me a long
tongkiss in front off the hotel and went in............

After that I had a lot more encounters with Nick, but that's for other
stories to come.

Please let me know what you think, and I will write the second and third
edition as well.  Mail to: bassie.wxs@planet.nl