Date: Wed, 31 Jan 2001 09:46:29 -0600 From: Lee McDougal Subject: "Nick's Gift" Hey everyone! Well, here's a story for all those Nick Carter fans out there! I hope you enjoy it. It was written with the intent of being a one-part story, but let me know what you think. I do have a few more ideas for it. And of course...I don't know the real Nick Carter, and have no clue to his real sexual preference or his other details either *points down*. So if I have offended anyone, I apologize. And if anyone personally knows Nick, and wants to verify anything, feel free to do so! LOL! As usual you can email me at leo1980@gay.com Nick's Gift It started off as a normal day, but it turned out to be a night I'd never forget. I happened to be listening to the radio one day to my favorite Backstreet Boys cd...when I decided to go out for a while. It was a beautiful afternoon so I thought I'd walk to the near by mall. There were a few things I needed, or at least wanted. It was only a few blocks down from my house, and there was a great park between here and there. It had a nice pond where the ducks like to swim. Occasionally I would stop to admire them, and okay a few of the guys there at the park as well. Well, brief introductions: my name is Paul. I'm 21 and freshly out of the closet. I happen to come from a very well off family, so I've just been kind of floating around lately. My father has promised me $100,000 to invest however I like, so sometime in the near future I have to find some profitable investment. But for now I'm just trying to enjoy life. In any case, back to babe watch. I was scooping out this cute guy in a ball cap. I wasn't sure, but it seemed like I had seen him before. But it wasn't ringing any bells yet. Next what happened really blew my mind. He started looking my way too! I don't know what it was, but I was suddenly drawn to him. I walked up to him and smiled at him like a little kid...Oh great now what, at least he's smiling back. "Hey there." I said. "Hey man, what's up?" He asked me in his sexy voice. "Me..." I whispered, then covered up quickly with "Um nothing much. Just was walking to the mall, and stopped to enjoy the scenery." "Ah, cool. Mind if I go with you, it's been a while since I've got to do some shopping." The guy said. "Okay that's cool." I was glad he didn't catch my slip. "Anyway my name is Paul." I introduced myself. "Nice to meet you Paul, my name is...Nick." He whispered in my ear. `OH MY GOD' I screamed on the inside. "I thought I saw you before." I stuttered out. "Shhh...It's our secret." Nick stated. ** Reality check** Okay here I was in the park with Nick Carter of the Backstreet Boys, and we were about to spend the evening shopping! AS IF! At this point I pinched myself, but I still didn't wake up. So I did the only thing I could do...I shook his hand, and decided to see the dream through. ** Whatever! ** "So what are you doing here man?" I asked him. "Well, we had a show last night here, and to be honest...I'm just bored with it. So I decided to go off for a couple of days. They'll just tell the reporters I'm sick or something I'm sure. But I needed a break." Nick explained to me. "So you just took off, by yourself?" I asked him. "Yeah, it's not the first time. And it can be fun sometimes." Nick winked at me. "Aren't you afraid of being mobbed by teenage girls, and having your limbs severed and sold on Ebay?" I asked him jokingly. "Man your funny, but no I don't worry about the girls that much...besides you have to admit I do look like a different person when I don't shave, and wear a cap." He mentioned his change of appearance. "That's very true. Well, shall we get going then?" I asked him. "Sure. So you're a fan then?" Nick asked me. "Of course, I have all your stuff." I said trying not to get embarrassed "That's great, we don't get a lot of male fans." Nick said. "Yeah, I guess you like all the girls trailing after you though." I joked. "You'd be surprised; I prefer the male fans." He said with a big smile. At that point I knew I was dreaming, but heck I didn't care! We walked the rest of the short way to the mall. We entered through the automatic doors, and headed for the music store. I didn't know what he wanted to shop for, but this was always my first stop. At this point we kind of separated to look at different stuff. As usual I went to look at the Backstreet Boys stuff...wait what am I doing, you got one of them with you...isn't that enough? Oh well, what can I say I love this stuff. They had the import versions of the first 2 albums...you know the one's that weren't released here in the states, and instead were made into a single one. I always wanted them, but never found them before today! But damn they were steep-30 bucks apiece. That's sad for a CD price. But I got the cash to blow anyway. I picked them up. While I was busy looking over the cd's, Nick crept up behind me. "What you got there?" He asked. "Oh it's your guys first 2 cd's I've been looking for them a while now." I told him. "Yeah, they are hard to come by here in the states...Damn 30 dollars, no can't let you do that." Nick said. "Why not, I got the money." I told him. "Yes, but you also have the artist. When I go back I'll have them send you a free copy of both, and something I want you to listen to for me. If you don't mind?" He asked. "Sure I'd be happy to." I said. I was shocked that he was going to give me something, but then again I wasn't going to stop him. Don't look a gift horse in the mouth, or so they say. "Well, since you seem to want to spend money, how about I suggest something?" Nick asked me. "Sure, why not." I said. "Here get this. They are really good." He said handing me the new No Doubt CD. "Oh cool, I`ve been meaning to buy this one. I love Bathe Water." I said looking it over. "So you've heard their stuff then, I thought so!" He said laughing. "What do you mean by that?" I smiled at him. "Oh, let's just say I was checking to see if you were a real pop music fan, or just trying to get in my pants." He said and stuck his tongue out at me. "What...?" I asked ready to wake up from the new nightmare twist. "Don't freak out man, I knew you were gay when you were staring at me back at the park. Why do you think I invited myself to the mall with you?" He asked smiling, and calming me down. "Man, it doesn't bother you?" I asked him. "Not at all..." He started to say something, but he held back. "Well, let's get checked out then." I said ending the awkward moment. "Right." Nick said lost in what to say for once. Nick had bought a few things: Spice Girls: Holler, and the new Matchbox Twenty. And I paid for my Nick picked pop-approved copy of No Doubt's "Return of Saturn". "I love the new Spice Girls, man!" I said trying to get the conversation running again. Silence is so...stressful. "Yeah, it's great! I've been meaning to get it for a while. So anyway, if you don't mind...can we go get something to eat? I'm starved." He said. "Sure, anything for the cutest member of my favorite group." I said flirting. "Thanks." He said laughing at me. "Well, anyway what do you want to eat, there's a chicken place, pizza..." Nick cut me off at this point. "Pizza will be great!" He said. We both had a slice of cheese pizza, and set and talked about stuff... It was all small talk, like what kind of movies we liked, schools we went to, and why people actually like Nsync. We both come up with a blank on that last one. After finishing our food, we started walking back towards the exit. We both decided to call it quits for today. For my part, It was exhausting keeping from grabbing Nick's ass. And for him...well whatever was on his mind was bugging him. But I already had that much figured out. He was obviously trying to work up the courage to tell me he's gay. AFTER ALL, this was my dream. What else could it be? When we got to the park, part of me worried that this was goodbye. I mean I knew I just met him, but I didn't want it to end. What now, throw myself at him? No, not my style, too bad...sounds like a good idea at the moment! "Well, this is where I found you. Where are you staying at tonight?" I asked hoping I might get his number at least. "Well...actually I don't have anywhere to stay tonight...um, is it okay if I crash at your place?" Nick asked me. "Sure, that'd be great!" I said ready to freak out. "Well, let's get going then. Unless you want to stay and feed the ducks.' He asked. "Well, actually that's not that bad an idea. It's a beautiful afternoon." I commented. "That's cool. I'd like to talk some more anyway." Nick said setting on a near by bench. I set down beside him. "What's up man...I know something's on you mind." I finally got the courage to just ask. "Well, I've just been trying to figure out if I can trust you with something. After spending some time with you, I'm pretty sure I can. But I need you to promise, not to tell anyone what I'm about to say." Nick said to me, almost staring a hole into me. "I promise Nick. Your secret is safe with me." Though I already knew what it was. "I really hate being in a band...it's so annoying having to travel from one place to another. I just want to find a nice place to settle down, and leave it all behind. But the guys keep talking me out of it. It can be so annoying." He said. Well... That wasn't what I thought after all...hmmm...well still at least he was willing to talk to me. Maybe we'd become good friends. I smiled at him. "Well, I'm glad you could trust me to talk about it. I can see how people would spread that all over and cause a bit upset with your record company." I stated. "So what would you do?" He asked. "Well, I don't know...I can understand being burned out after what 8 years?" I asked. "Yup and I think that's enough for anyone." Nick told me. "I can imagine so. You've certainly accomplished a lot as a group. And probably have enough money saved back to retire." I asked/stated. "Yeah, enough...and I do have a few back-up plans." Nick told me. "Well, that's cool...to be honest I thought you were going tell me your gay." I admitted to him. "Oh, I just assumed you guessed that by now. After all I've been flirting all afternoon." Nick said. "I knew it!" I laughed with him. "Well, my best advice to you on what we discussed is...go back and finish out this last tour. And if you still feel the same way, you can quit. I know the guys will be disappointed and so will a lot of your fans, but you have to be true to yourself too." I told him. "Yeah, that's another thing...I'm tired of pretending to be straight all the time. It's annoying. I mean if they just let me be indifferent to the media, I'd be fine. But they keep cooking up all these stupid lies and rumors about me. And I had to even do interviews saying that I moved in with some girl. Who knows what they'll do to cover my trail next?" Nick told me. "Well, that has to suck. But if that's what's bothering you, tell the guys you'll stay in the group on your terms. Tell them your ready to come out. If you are, that is." I told him. "That's a good idea...but I'm not sure if I have the courage to do that." Nick sighed. "Well, you'll be ready someday...or you can just quit and hide from the world. But would that be much better?" I asked him. "You're right Paul. I have to face up to it sooner or later." Nick said with a tear running down his face. "Okay, let's get back to my place." I told him. "That's a good idea." Nick smiled through the tears. After that I led him back to my house. It wasn't much, but it was home. After all I'm only 21 didn't want to spend all my money on a house. So instead I'm renting a small home. It's nice, but small is the case of it. I led him to my couch and we set down, before long he was on my shoulder crying some more. I could tell he had been keeping this all in way to long. I didn't mind, hell he was Nick carter...guys would give their left nut for this! Well, maybe not, but it was still cool to have him in my house. After he was better. "Well, it's not very late, but I think you should lie down." I told him. "Yeah, that was a bit tiresome. Where will I be sleeping?" He asked. "Well, I have two bedrooms, but since I live alone...I just turned the other room into my computer room. I guess you can sleep in my bed, and I'll take the couch." I offered. "Don't be silly, I won't let you do that. And I'm sure there's room for both of us." He told me. "Okay, you're the boss I said leading him to my room. When he came in he saw that I had a couple of their posters up and laughed. I blushed, but not that much. I was getting used to him teasing me. "So what do you think of my room?" I asked. "Nice I like the red walls." He said. "Thanks, it's my favorite color...and I wanted to be different." I told him. "You certainly are. But like Howie would say, `what makes you different, makes you beautiful to me'" It was sweet. "Aww..." I shot for broke and kissed him. He drew back for a second. I thought I screwed up. But he just looked at me and smiled. And leaned in for another kiss. With that we fell down on the bed and held each other...we kissed and cuddled for at least an hour, before one of us got the nerve to speak. "Well, I don't know about you, but I'd be more comfortable if got my jeans off." I told Nick. "Mmm, me too!" Nick said. We got up and I helped him out of his pants!!! He returned the favor, and I also helped him pull of his shirt. And slung off my shirt too. When we were both down to our briefs, mine black, his white. We cuddled back up and made out some more. Talk about erotic! Nick started grinding his cloth-covered cock into my crotch. He was getting hard, and I could feel it! And myself...I was right there with him. I loved the feel of his tongue in my mouth. I was sucking on it, and twirling it with mine. His mouth was just so sweet and moist. I couldn't get enough! With as much self control as I could muster, I managed to pull away. I started to slowly lick at his neck, and suck gently on his soft flesh. I didn't want to leave a mark, so I moved around, making sure his whole neck was covered with my mouth at least once. He was moaning as I went on, and grinding his cock on my leg. I couldn't believe I was actually on the verge of having sex with Nick! The fact that he's a star put aside...he was a great guy! And so hot! I ran my hand through his blonde hair, and leaned up and kissed him again softly on the lips. "You're good at that babe." Nick said. "You're one hell of a kisser." I told him. Then I went back to what I was doing...I started licking his chest, and sucking it...moving my way ever so slow to his left nipple. I wanted him to really enjoy this. I licked it first, and then sucked on it softly...I heard him whimper, so I took it as a hint, and really put some suction to it. He let out a good moan that time! I could tell he was having fun, his briefs were getting moist on my leg from precum! I moved over and did the same for the other nipple. At this point he was begging for release. "Baby please move down..." He said So I moved down to his briefs, and licked at the precum that was seeping through. I licked at some of it and sucked on the imprint of his hard cock. It felt a little strange sucking his cock through the shorts, but he really loved it! I finally pulled the briefs down, and licked all the precum off his 7 inches of cock. It was beautiful! Uncut even, Grade A choice cock! I dove down on it. And before long I had more sweet precum to enjoy. If it was possible to fall in love with someone you just met...it happened to me. I sucked on his cock with a passion. Going up and down on his thick meat, I thought I'd choke. But I did okay. I kept going till he was shaking, and moaning loudly! I knew it was time. He started shooting into my mouth! There's no words to describe the way his cum tasted, but simply put it was sweet and delicious. I swallowed it all, and suckled at his cock for any last drops. "That was amazing Paul." Nick said and pulled me up and kissed me deeply. We spent a long time just kissing and holding each other, till eventually Nick did most of the same things to me. He was really good at sucking cock too. He must have had practice. He soon had me shooting a huge load down his throat. I was surprised that he swallowed. I just assumed that he wouldn't. After that we were both exhausted. After another long wet kiss. I flipped off the light, and soon was asleep, with Nick's arms wrapped around me. ******* The next morning I woke up alone. I cried for a long time. It was a dream. I thought I wasn't going to be alone anymore, but I guess it just wasn't meant to be. I guess I'd just have to become a monk or something! I rolled over on my back and then I saw something in the corner of my eye. A white pair of briefs! I took it to my nose, and sure enough...it was Nicks! I hadn't dreamed it after all! Where was he though? Did he just run off without saying good bye? Great you got used! I was pissed at him, sure he's Nick Carter...but whom does he think he is. Even if he is a celebrity he could at least say goodbye! That's when I found this note, it was from Nick. Dear Paul I'm sorry I had to leave before you woke up. But I had a lot on my mind, and I knew I had to go do something before I chicken out. I'm going to tell the guys about my plan. I'm coming out of the closet...now! I'm not going to wait for another tour, or another year to pass me by. Holding you last night made me realize what I can never have as long as this game keeps going as is. I hope I will get to see you again. Here's my cell phone number, feel free to call me sometime. Oh yeah, I left you a little something on your bed. Just to remember me by. Love Nick P.S. I'll have your CD's sent to you soon. I wrote the number down that was on the paper, and I wondered if it was his real number. I knew if he was really doing what he said...now wasn't the time to call. Staring at this simple pair of underwear it was hard to believe it belonged to such an amazing guy. But in my heart I knew that I'd see him again. And that this was the begging of a real friendship...maybe more. The end And if you liked that story, you might enjoy my story "If You Were to hold me" (another boy band story, mostly), and of course my sci-fi story, that is non boy band "The One" (not to be mistaken for "the one" in the boy band section of nifty, that is a very good story that I recommend as well).