Date: Mon, 26 Nov 2001 19:43:17 -0800
From: mistress_n9@juno.com
Subject: Seahawk's Cruise

Disclaimer: I do not know the celebraties in this piece of fiction. Do
not read if you are underaged or offended by homosexual material or
alternative universe material.

Seahawk's Cruise
Part 1

Nickolai Jean Cartier stared up at the massive and looming ship that
was moored in London's harbor. The year was 1828 and Nickolai was to see
his family and his arranged bride. He shivered at the thought. How was
he to tell his family of his lover in London? He took a big gulp of the
sea air and walked up the gangplank. He spotted someone sitting on the
edge of the boat.

Brown eyes met blue as the stranger continued to whittle the block of
wood. Nickolai nlushed and walked up the rest of the steps and onto the
ship.

"Who were you staring at, AJ?" asked a rough, hispanic voice.

"No one, Howard. Just this week's victim." AJ replied as he hopped off
the edge and onto the deck. His heavy boots landed on the wooden planks
with a thud. His tanned and tattooed arms glistened in the sun from the
labor. "Too bad he's sailing on this ship."

"Yeah, especially when we're doing our thing." a country voice interrupted.
"How are you?" He leaned over and kissed Howard.

"Mmmm, just as good as you, darling." Howard replied.

"Brian, Howard, cut that out, people are gonna see." a rough voice cut
through the air.

"Sorry, Kevin, but he's too irrisistable." Brian replied as he hoisted
the heavy bag over his shoulders and headed into the cargo. "Later, I
have to go put this away."

"Alex!" called out a new voice. AJ winced and turned towards the
gangplank. "Take Mr. Cartier's bags to the cargo. I will take roll
shortly."

"Yes, Captain Pearlman." AJ replied obiediently before hoisting the
trunk onto his shoulders and walking off. He knew he wouldn't have the
strength if he looked into Mr. Cartier's eyes. The blue that held much
more innocence than the Lady Sea herself. He shrugged off the feeling
and continued his trek to the cargo.

By the time, AJ and Brian had returned on deck, Mr. Pearlman was calling
roll. "Kevin Scot Richards!"

"Hea!" Kevin called out.

"Howard Lucas D'Rough!"

"Present." Howard called out.

"Brian Steven O'Litt!"

"Ready and raring to go, sir!" Brian replied.

Lou rolled his eyes and shook his head while Brian grinned. "Alexander
James McLain!"

"I'm here and accounted for." AJ waved nonchalantly.

"Mr. Cartier, I give you my crew." He waved his obeses arm out towards
the men. Nickolai could find himself very different from these men. For
one, he was nearly as pale as marble where they are as tan as they can
be. He seemed more weak and vulnerable than these muscle-bulging men.
"This is Nickolai Jean Cartier. Our passenger for this voyage." He
turned and gazed over Nickolai's body. "Come, I am sure Alexander will
show you to your cabin."

AJ walked up and gracefully bowed before muttering a raspy, "Follow me."
Nickolai followed him below the ship and towards the first door. Inside
was just a bunk with a porthole. But it was roomy enough to stand and
walk around for a bit. "For services, ask any of the crew member kindly.
We like seeing manners once in a while." He smiled before leaving again.

Nickolai droped onto the bed. "oh my...this is going to be a long voyage."
he sighed. The whole way from the deck to his cabin, Nickolai could
barely breathe in the presence of Alexander. He was so muscular...so
rugged...so handsome. Much like his ex-lover who had been a wine rancher
for years. He wondered if he was to be bored this entire voyage. Of course,
he could venture out and watch the crew glisten under the salty sun of
the sea but then he'd risk himself in getting caught.

Homosexuality was looked down upon during this era and Nickolai knew it.
But just because he knew it doesn't mean he is going to deny it. He
wanted to get to know the crew better.

Especially that Alexander James McLain...

"AJ, what are you thinking about?" asked Howie as he climbed into the
crow's nest.

AJ sighed and looked over the azure waters. "That Nickolai character.
Usually, I don't fall for the...snooty type."

Howard smiled, "You don't fall in love at all. No one does. One is lucky
if they do."

AJ grimaced. "I know. But this Nickolai character intrigues me." He
looked at his hands. "Just looking at him, thinking how frail he is
just makes me want to wrap him up in my arms and protect him from the
world. Isn't that how you feel with Brian?"

Howard's eyes glittered and stared at the sky. "Yes, I do. Whenever we
are alone and we are just in his hammock or mine's, I'd just hold him.
I'd think about how lucky have I become to hold this wonderful man in
my arms."

"That's what I want to do but...but he's from a rich family. I was
abandoned by my own father at age 6. I've known the seas since then. But
suddenly, I want to risk it all for this man." He sighed and thought of
many possibilities of how he could descreetly tell Nickolai of what he
felt. Of course, there was always rejection.

"I can tell you really have fallen for this man." Howard commented. "But
you would want to court him after this voyage. If either of you survive.
I wish the best of luck, either way." He climbed down the rope ladder.
"Good night."

"Good night, Howard." AJ called after him. "How could someone like
Nickolai fall for someone like me?" he wondered to himself. He shook his
head of silly thoughts and returned to his watch on the sea.


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