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~ Searching So Hard To Find ~

~ Part 4 ~

"So, whose comin to the afterparty? Joey asked, as they all changed after the show.

"I am." Chris and JC said.

"I'm just gonna go back to the hotel." Justin said.

"Yeah me too." Lance added.

"You guys need to get chicks." Joey laughed.

"Sorry we don't get as many as you Joe."

"Hey it's not my fault they all love the Italian Stalion." Joey smiled. They guys laughed at him and they parted ways.

"I'm glad you didn't go with them." Justin told Lance as they walked into their hotel room.

"How come?" Lance asked, raising his eyebrow at him.

"Cuz.. I wanted to talk to you about something."

Lance felt his stomache turn to knots, he was worried was Justin was going to say, maybe he didn't accept him after all?

Justin sat on one of the beds and patted the space next to him. "Lance... I'm taking a big risk in saying this.. but I realized something, and I just have to, otherwise I'd kick myself forever not knowing.."

"What?" Lance asked, still confused.

"When you told me, when you told me that you were gay, I told you it wouldn't change the way I feel about you... but I was wrong." Lance looked at his friend terrified what else he would say. "No Lance.. I'm not saying I hate you because you're gay." Justin said as soon as he saw the expression on his face.

"Then what are you saying?"

Justin looked into Lance's eyes and began to sing:

Could it be you?

I've been searching so hard to find

Tell me, How could I have been so blind?

You were here all the time

Could it be you?

You never looked as good to me as you look tonight

Oh yeah

It's like I've seen you for the first time

through a lovers eyes.

Oh Could it be

That I never knew its always been you that I've been looking for

You were always right here by my side

Oh yeah

Could it be you?

I've been searching so hard to find

Tell me, How could I have been so blind?

You were here all the time

Oh Yeah

Could it be you?

The one I always have dreams about

The one I just can't live without

Is it so tell me now

Could it be you

Can you imagine what it's like to always live without love

I need to have you in my life

I think I know that now

My open heart

Make you a part

A part of this lovin I've been keepin

And I might just give it all to you

Oh ho

Could it be you?

I've been searching so hard to find

Tell me, How could I have been so blind?

You were here all the time

Could it be you?

The one I always heave dreams about

The one I just can't live without

Is it so tell me now

Every girl I meet

though they might be sweet

they can't compare to you

So I search no more what I'm looking for

I know I found in you

Could it be you?

I've been searching so hard to find

Tell me how could I have been so blind

You were here all the time

Could it be you?

The one I always have dreamed about

The one I just can't live without

As Justin sang the last word they both had tears in their eyes. "Oh my god." was all that Lance could mutter out. Justin smiled at Lance through his tears. Lance looked at the person sitting next to him, proclaiming his love. Lance had been dreaming of this moment for years it seemed so surreal to him. Justin sat looking at Lance, finally feeling whole. He realized love had been right under his nose the whole time. He had finally realized that he loved Lance more than he could ever imagine. Their dream came true as they leaned in close to each other. Their lives began as their lips brushed, promising a lifetime of love for them both.

Well THAT wasn't very cheesy now was it? lol, I just read this after not having read it in months... if ya wanna shoot me over the cheese factor, go ahead, I am damn guilty! It was still a good story though.. if ya look past a lot of the cheese.. *shrugs* oh well :)