Date: Wed, 15 Feb 2006 02:09:36 +0000 From: Ricky T Subject: Secret Love Chapter 1 Disclaimer: This is not supposed to imply anything about the celebrities mentioned or their sexuality and I don't know anything about their private lives. This work is purely fictional and is in no way to be taken seriously. This story contains scenes and suggestions of a homosexual nature. If you are not of the legal age to view this material then please leave now. Secret Love - Chapter 1 ::Jive offices:: "Hey?" Howie D picked up his phone and flipped open the lid. "Yea. I'm just at Jive. I'll catch ya later" Howie put the top of the phone down and walked back into the meeting that he had to walk out of to answer the phone. "I'm sorry about that" Howie said as he sat down next to Kevin. "Now, we're here to discuss your next tour. The Never Gone tour was a huge success and proves that you're a great hit with the fans still" Ricky Tucker, their tour manager sat across the desk from them with his notebook looking at the figures. "But we need something to try and spice the next show up a bit. Maybe we can try and hook you up with another act to headline with?" "Sounds cool" Kevin replied. "Yea, just as long as we can get back out touring again" "Calm down Brian, there's plenty of time to tour" Ricky said. "That's all I have on the agenda for today's meeting, is there anything you wish to ask or talk to me about?" The group looked between each other and none more so than Howie. He had something he wanted to tell the group but he couldn't. "Nope, I think everything's fine" Kevin said as he got up out of his seat and led the way over to the door and out of the room. "Oh Howie." Howie stopped and turned around. "Can I see you for a moment?" Howie walked back in and sat down in the seat he was just in. Ricky came over and sat on the desk in front of him. "There something you wanna say?" Ricky asked. "Nope" "I've seen the way you've been acting" "You have?" Howie gulped and felt himself getting hot around the collar. "Yea, now normally I wouldn't make such a bold statement but I just need to make sure that I'm not worrying over nothing. Howie, are you gay?" Howie wasn't sure how to act. If he looked taken back then he might offend Ricky but if he looked too eager to explain the situation then he might look submissive and emotional. "Um..." "Howie it's not a problem, I'm gay myself" Ricky said as Howie breathed a sigh of relief. "Well then being totally honest, yea, I think I am gay" Howie confessed. "There's nothing to worry about. Do the others know?" "No, and I'd like to keep it that way" Howie explained. "I understand, I won't tell if you won't" Ricky smirked. "You can leave now" Howie stood up and Ricky walked over to the door with him. He opened it and Howie walked out. He stopped in the doorway and then turned around. Without thinking he slowly leaned in and kissed Ricky on the lips. Ricky looked a bit shocked but didn't really object to it. The kiss broke and Howie walked off with Ricky standing at the doorway grinning from ear to ear. ::Outside Jive offices:: "What's taking Howie so long?" Nick asked as he paced up and down outside. "Dunno but I'm hungry" AJ said as he felt his stomach rumble. "Me two" Kevin added as he sat on the steps of their bus. "Why don't you two go and get something to eat? We'll wait for Howie" Brian said. Kevin and AJ shrugged and walked off to the nearest restaurant or fast food outlet that they could find. "That's good, now we can talk" "What you need to talk about Bri?" "Well me and Leighanne have been going through some hard times recently, what with the tour an' all" "Yea I can understand. What about Baylee? How's the little guy holding up?" "He doesn't really understand at the moment which is good. I just don't think I love Leighanne anymore" "Wow, that's pretty bad" Nick said as they sat on the steps of the bus where Kevin had been. "Whatcha gonna do about it?" "I'm not sure, she said the other day that she didn't love me but I didn't think she meant it" "Leighanne very rarely says stuff she doesn't mean" Nick said recalling past times with his wife. "Everything's supposed to be happy when you're married, ya know what I mean?" "Not entirely but I might do one day" Nick said with a smile. "So what brought about these feelings?" "I think I'm in love with someone else" Brian explained. "Who?" Nick asked. "Ok are we ready to go?" Howie asked as he came out of the offices with a beaming smile. "I'm so hungry, where's AJ and Kev?" Howie asked as he came over to where Nick and Brian were. "They've gone to get some food, wanna join `em?" Nick asked. "Sure, let's go" Nick turned back to see Brian getting up off of the steps rubbing his eyes. It almost looked like he was crying but Nick couldn't be certain. ::Backstreet Tour Bus:: Nick lay on his bunk playing with the ceiling as Brian lay on the bunk below him slightly miserable. They couldn't talk about it though because the other guys were in the room. "Who wants to play a game?" Nick asked as he rolled off of his bed and onto his feet. "We're not playing I Spy again Nick, we're not that far from Florida" Although they had been at the Jive offices, they had to go to one out of state because it was the closest one to offer. "Fine then" Nick jumped back up onto the bed and scratched his head. He hated silence. "Who's up for getting laid tonight then?" "You offering Nick?" AJ asked sarcastically. Brian mumbled something under his breath which seemed to catch the attention of Nick and the others. "What was that Bri?" "I said I hope...not" Brian said as he quickly rolled over and buried his face in his pillow. While this was going on, Howie was asleep in his bed. He was dreaming of what it would be like to spend more time with Ricky. It'd never happen because he was stationed at another office and only got to see him when they had a tour scheduled. He could always dream though. Howie smirked when he thought of what they could do together. He would run his hands down Ricky's smooth, slender chest and to his belt buckle. He'd slowly undo that and gently pull his jeans to the floor. Then he'd reach out and grab his... "Howie!" Kevin yelled as he walked into the sleeping quarters. Howie rolled over and groaned. He had such a hardon but he couldn't do anything about it now Kevin was standing a few feet away. Howie couldn't resist. He closed his eyes and reached down to his jeans. He slowly pushed them down and felt his hard cock through the fabric of his underwear. He slipped his hand inside his underwear and started to move it up and down slowly. "There you are Howie" Kevin peered into Howie's bed and because it was dark he didn't see anything. "Y...Yea I'm here Kev" Howie managed to stutter between sharp breaths. "We've arrived in Florida, just in case you're interested in actually spending time with us" Kevin said jokingly. "Ok then, I'll be out in a minute" Kevin turned and walked outside. A few minutes later Howie was panting and feeling his orgasm coming his way. "Come on" Howie paid particular attention to the way Kevin said "Come" when he called him. Suddenly he felt himself shooting all over the inside of his bed. He smiled and rolled out, making sure not to get any over his clothes. He cleaned himself up using a pair of boxer shorts and then threw them onto the bed. "Are we ready to go yet?" AJ asked as he had already stepped off of the bus. "Hang on, I forgot my cell" Brian jumped back onto the bus and walked back to the sleeping area. He saw the boxers but when Howie threw them down, he forgot which one was his bed, and thrown them onto Brian's. "Nick's boxer shorts, covered in what seems to be..." Brian picked them up and brought them closer to his nose. "Cum" Brian smiled and wrapped them up so the rest of the pair would get covered in cum and then he stuffed them into the inside jacket pocket and picked up his phone from the bed. He reached in and gave the boxers a quick run around with his finger before he walked out to join the others. More to come in the next chapter. Feel free to e-mail if you have ideas, comments or suggestions.