Date: Fri, 17 Nov 2000 03:19:10 +0000
From: caz.birch@uk.dreamcast.com
Subject: Shane and Nicky 2

This is about the irish boy band westlife.

Disclaimer: This is not true, it's a piece of FICTION. Please leave if y
ou're underage, or if you're not meant to read gay material.westlife are
 not gay, (as far as i know), please don't read anything into it, becaus
e it's only FICTION.

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Morning came quicker than shane could imagine, the dazzling sunlight dis
turbed shane's reckless sleep, he groaned and stretched his arms above h
is head and moaned as he fell off the bed "well at least i'm up" he thou
ght to himself, he crept quietly into the bathroom and took a shower.
Nicky heard the running water and he woke up, he sat up and put his head
 in his hands, his head was throbbing, his clothes were all wrinkled, hi
s hair a mess, to put it mildly he looked rough. "I need a shower" he mu
mbled, he got up and went to the bathroom door, and knocked.
"Shane hurry up, i need a shower!" Shane heard nicky and stepped out of
the shower, put on his fluffy bathrobe, and opened the door, nicky grine
d. "About time!!" Shane nodded and ran a comb through his hair, nicky lo
oked at him confused and stepped into the bathroom.

Kian bry and mark were all sat in the dining area, drinking black coffee
, nursing their hangovers.
"Good night last night mark?" Kian grinned.
"Might have been"
"Come off it mark, when we left you were awfully close to that girl, wha
t was her name?"
"Bethany" He smiled
"Yes, bethany, cute name, cute girl"
"Hey hands off ki, she's mine!" He laughed
Bryan looked at his two mates and chuckled
"Has anyone seen nicky and shane?"
"No...oh wait here they are now" Ki smiled and yelled. "Alright what kep
t you two!!"
Bry moaned "Keep it down, my heads banging"
Nicky grinned "Same here, that was one heck of a night, i don't remember
 how i got back!"
Kian smiled."If i remember rightly, shane dragged you back which was a t
ough feat, considering the state of you both!" Everyone laughed, shan ch
eered up for a bit, until nicky winked at him and his stomach lurched.
"What's wrong with me?" He thought "It's only nicky, my best friend, why
 am i having these feelings, man i need a girlfriend" He smiled at that
thought and went to sit down.

After everyone had their breakfast, they made plans for the rest of the
day, they had the morning off, and had a few things to organise, like th
eir neverending tour, louis had arranged a quickrun through of the tour
this afternoon.
Mark had arranged to meet bethany. Kian and bry wanted to see a movie.
"You wanna come?" They asked shane and nicky "Count me in" Nicky replied
"No i'll give it a miss" Shane replied quietly.
Nicky looked at his friend who looked like he was carrying the weight of
 the world on his shoulders.
"Shay you okay?"
"I'm fine nicky, you go see your movie"
"You sure? I can see a movie anytime, if you want me to stay, just say"
He thought about it for a moment and smiled "Thanks nix, but i'm just ti
red.i didn't get much sleep last night, you enjoy your movie"
"Alright, see you shane, come on you two, lets go, what are we gonna see
 ki?"
They walked out of the dining area talking and laughing. Shane's smile f
aded as they left. He went back to his room and collapsed on his bed, hi
s energy drained, he felt alone, but knew if he spent anymore time aroun
d nicky he'd end up blurting it out, and he couldn't do that.

Nicky ki and bry decided to watch a comedy "Little nicky" They laughed t
hrough it, almost choking on their popcorn. Nicky enjoyed the movie, but
 was worried about shane, he voiced his opinions after the movie had end
ed. They were sat in a small, discreet cafe.
"Guys, you notice anything wrong with shane?"
"Like what nix?" Ki enquired
"Well, he seemed distant, you didn't notice?"
"It'll be his hangover, and he said he was tired. don't worry nicky he'l
l be fine"
Nicky seemed happier "Yeah, you're probably right, do you think i worry
too much?"
Bry laughed "You? No!!"
Nicky grinned and his eyes twinkled.

Mark picked up bethany at her apartment and they went for a walk, he hel
d her hand tightly as they went to a quiet park.
"Bethany, i really like you"
She blushed "I like you too"
He started to kiss her slowly, running his hands all over her slim body,
 she pulled away. "Mark" She gasped "Mmmm" He nibbled her neck.
"Can i spend the whole day with you mark?"
"The whole day, mmm"He looked into her blue eyes and sighed.
"What is it mark?"
She ran her fingers through his dark hair.
"If it were up to me, then yes, but we have rehearsals later today"
"Oh okay" She said quietly.
 Mark's face lit up "But you could always tag along with me if you like?
" She hugged him tightly. "I take that as a yes then" He grinned.

Shane was finally asleep, but his dreams were troubled. In the dream he
was actually telling nicky his feelings for him, and nicky just blanked
him, shane burst into tears and nicky said "How can you do this to me!"
And he was gone from his life forever. Shane woke up in a cold sweat he
knew then that he couldn't tell nicky anything, and it would be hard cos
 they told each other everything.
"I can't be gay, i just can't" He sobbed into his pillow.
Nicky, kian and bry arrived back at the hotel
"Just gonna check on shane, okay?" Nicky said as he walked towards his r
oom. Kian and bryan smiled and went to talk to a few fans in the lobby.

Nicky entered his room and smiled, he saw shane huddled up in bed, he ti
ptoed in, not wanting to disturb his sleep. He heard a sniffle and walke
d over to shane and knelt down in front of him. "Shane what is it?"
Shane looked into nicky's blue eyes, and broke down again, nicky comfort
ed his best friend, not knowing who or what had upset him.
"Shane, tell me what's happened"
Shane sat up and wiped away his tears, and moved away from his comfortin
g touch.
"I can't tell you nicky, so leave it alone"
"No i won't! You're my best friend, i can't bear to see you like this"
"Then leave! I want to be on my own!"
"Sha..." He began, but he was interrupted
"I said go nicky, NOW!" He said angrily
Nicky stood up and backed away, the look on his face was torture for sha
ne, he knew he'd hurt his friend, but the truth would hurt even more. Ni
cky left the room and stared back at the closed door.
Mark and bethany surprised him "Hi nic, what's up? lost your keycard?"
Nicky spun round, he had tears in his eyes. "Oh hi mark....erm i have to
 go" He rushed past them, "But nic, don't you wanna meet...bethany?" He
said the last word quietly, knowing he hadn't heard."What's his problem?
" Bethany asked mark. He shrugged his shoulders, not knowing what to say
 "Come on, lets go down to the lobby, we'll have to get to the point so
on anyway"He lead her back downstairs.

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 caz.birch@uk.dreamcast.com
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thanks so far to billy for his fb