Date: Tue, 19 Dec 2000 07:25:08 EST
From: Angel36745@aol.com
Subject: the lost6

Disclaimer: I don't know the BSB or Nsync. I have on the other hand met
Nsync for a very short amount of time at an after party. I will not go into
that I will also be using Britney Spears a lot I don't know her either. I
have not ever met the BSB I pray someday I do. Also I will add this. This
is not a Justin friendly story in anyway. As for the rest of Nsync it is
since their nice.

Authors note: These *** mean a character change in the story. A name will
follow the *** that is the character that is in charge. The main character
that I'll be using will be Kevin, Tom, and Sarah. I'll try not to jump
around a lot. I would like to thank all the people that wrote me. Your
words have meant a lot to me more than you know. So thank you so very much.

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****Kevin****


  Fatiam was sitting in a chair waiting for us smiling. "Well, I am happy
to see I'm not the only one in pain." I could have sworn she was trying to
be friends. So I helped tom take a seat beside her leaving him to talk. I
walked over to Britney who was talking to AJ about his tattoo's. I pulled
her to the side to talk to her about Tom. "I know I should ask Tom but I
need to know. Did any of the Nsync guys hurt him?" Her eye's got wide and
then returned to normal like she had a secret. She took a deep breath and
looked a Tom her eyes looked a bit teary. "I don't know how to tell you
this Kev, I really don't." She looked back into my eyes taking another deep
breath. "I'm sure you know that Tom and Justin were at war with one
another." I nodded trying to understand what she was saying.

  "Well, I didn't know it at the time but, Justin had set Tom up. He sent
Tom out to find something for him. Tom got jumped by some guys Justin had
paid off. Tom came crying to my doorstep that night. I pulled him in and
helped him out that's when we really got close. He told me everything about
himself and I do mean everything. After that he and Justin went to war and
I mean war. One night Justin fell off the stage and almost broke his
leg. Night after night something would always happen to Justin. Then they
got into a huge fight and Tom won. That was the last time I saw Tom for
three months. I had talked to him on the phone everyday. Then he sent me a
tape with Justin trying to get some girl to go to bed with him. He knew it
would hurt me so he watched it with me. I cried on his shoulder all night
long. The next day I tried to brake up with Justin. But thing's didn't go
as planed so I was stuck. That was until Tom told me to come see him
here. I didn't know that people would be following us. In truth for the
first time I'm happy they did, now I can brake up with Justin." I looked
into her eye's knowing why Tom was so close to her.

  I looked at her and saw so much more than a pop star. "Well, I think that
were going to get a long fine." She simply smiled and walked away. I looked
back at Tom to see if he and Fatiam were killing each other yet. I wasn't
to surprised to see that they were talking. I now had it out for Justin I
knew I could get him back. I still couldn't believe that Tom hadn't told me
what had happened. I knew all I had to do was ask the right question. Tom
was as honest as he could be after all he was our PR agent. I couldn't
expect him to always be honest it was his job to lie. I knew I lived in the
same world he did a world full of secrets and lies. I would live in that
world for the rest of my life. I walked up to Nick and asked him if he
needed any help. He shook his head telling me he knew how to dance. I
laughed and walked away taking a seat on the edge of the stage. I looked
out at the arena checking for trouble spots. I wanted everyone that came to
our concert to have a blast. We started our sound check's and then
practiced our dance moves a little. Fatiam almost jumped all over Nick but
Tom stopped her. He then limped over to Nick and tried to help him. Britney
even walked over to help Nick but she wasn't helping that much. Nick still
wasn't getting the move down so Tom limped over to Fatiam. He was
whispering in her ear about something. Then she started cracking up like
she had just heard the greatest joke. Tom was smiling to himself as he and
Fatiam helped each other off the stage.

  I watch them leave and wondered what the hell they were up to. Brian was
giving me a worried look that I couldn't understand. Then the music stopped
and a new song started. I had never heard it before from anyone. I hadn't
heard any words yet but the music was really good. Fatiam and Tom walked
back out onto the stage. They took each others hands and started dancing
very slowly. They were doing the same dance they we had been trying to
do. Only this time they were moving a lot slower than we were. Nick was
watching every move they made. When they got to the move Nick was having a
problem with they moved even slower. Once that was done they both fell on
their asses. "Ok now we showed you the move. Now do you think you could
give it another try." I could tell by Fatiam's voice she was really
trying. Nick nodded and the music returned to normal and he didn't screw up
the move. I was impressed to say the least Britney was jumping up and
down. I was starting to think that girl had split personality. I took a
deep breath and started singing my part while I danced.

  The concert was great and I think we got rid of all the trouble
spots. Britney had come on stage with us during one of our songs. I didn't
think that the crowd could get any louder. I walked off stage and started
looking for Tom. I hadn't seen him since the start of the concert. I heard
a low moan coming form a closed door. It sounded like Tom but I didn't
understand why he was moaning. I opened the door slowly with a shaky
hand. What I saw almost made me laugh my ass off. Tom and Fatiam were
laying on two tables. They were both getting massages by our personal
trainers. I don't think I had ever seen either one of them happier. I
closed the door quietly and moved toward the showers. After my shower I got
dressed and walked back to the room I had seen them in. Tom was asleep
laying on the table everyone else was gone. I walked over and picked Tom up
and carried him to the dressing room. He didn't wake once he must have been
really be tired.

  I couldn't help but to look at his child like face. When he slept it was
like he would become a child again. I slowly put him down on the couch
while I looked for some clothes for him. All he had was a towel wrapped
around his waist. I knew I would have to wake him up soon. I wish I could
just carry him out to the limo but I couldn't. I knew that anyone could be
there taking pictures. I couldn't risk that it could destroy the band. I
had once come pretty close to coming out. Tom had stopped me telling me he
didn't mind hiding the way he felt. I knew that somewhere in his heart it
did I could see it in his eyes. He always looked out for me even when it
could help him to do other wise. He told me that if I had come out it
wouldn't just hurt me. That it would hurt the band in more than one way. I
told him that maybe it would be for the best. Now that I thought about it I
knew it wouldn't be. I couldn't hurt Nick or Brian, even AJ could be hurt
by my coming out. I knew that Howie no matter what would come out ok. But
the rest of the guys wouldn't so I couldn't risk it. Every night that I
held Tom in my arms my love for him grew. He had given up a great deal for
me even if he didn't look at the way I did. I knew that Tom could have a
normal life it wanted to. He could go out and find himself another guy and
settle down.

  I never really could it wasn't in me to just stop. I loved my life even
when it brought me heartache. I loved all of my fans every single one of
them. I loved the way I felt when I walked on stage hearing my name
screamed. I just wished that Tom knew how that felt. I knew he couldn't
sing but he could dance like an angel. I had been thinking about asking him
to join our dancers. It would be an extra pay check and I would get to
spend more time with him. I took a seat beside him after I found his
clothes that he had dropped off in here. I loved the way he looked in the
clothes he had just gotten. It showed every muscle on his body. He wasn't
all that built but he was perfectly toned. He was as tall as I was with the
most angelic face. I kissed his lips softly waking him enough so he would
open his eyes. He smiled at me and pulled me into a deeper kiss. I was so
lost in his touch that I didn't hear anyone knocking on the door. "Kev the
limo is waiting man we have to go." Brian yelled threw the door causing me
to brake my kiss.

  I slowly stood up and pulled Tom with me he let out a pout. "That's it
the hotel is losing one of there little signs." Tom told me as he pulled
the shirt over his head. He then dropped the towel and pulled his pants
on. I couldn't help but laugh at him which wasn't a wise choice. He tackled
me to the couch and started tickling me. He was hanging with Brit a little
to much. After he stopped he jumped up and ran for the door. He unlocked
and ran out looking for cover. I was hot on his trail but was having a hard
time catching him. He jumped behind Britney who stood and held her hand
out. For some reason I stopped in my tracks I didn't understand why. Tom
was hiding behind her like a little kid. I could hear him giggling loudly
from behind her. I started laughing at him again this time I was ready. He
didn't come out I thought that my plan was solid. I gave up and walked over
to Brian heading toward the door. We made a quick run to the limo not
stopping once. The other guy's soon followed but Tom and Britney hadn't
come out yet. Then like royalty they walked out arms around each others
waist. I started laughing at the way they walked and stood up so
straight. I could see hundreds of flash's going off as they walked. Britney
was really going to use this to end thing's with Justin. I knew that Tom
would do anything to help her.

  Once they were in the limo we pulled out trying to get away from the
mob. Tom was laughing his ass off talking about what Justin must be
doing. Tom had talked Britney into staying with us until the tour was
over. She would also be going to the awards with us. Tom was going to be
her date as Kristen would be mine. I knew that in the long run thing's
would work out but I was a little worried. Howie was going to ask Sarah to
go with him if he got the nerve up that was. Nick was going solo and Brian
would be with Leighanne. I didn't know who AJ was bringing with him. He had
said something about taking a friend with him. We would be singing two
songs that night. I really was starting to look forward to it. I took a
deep breath and pulled Tom to my side holding him. I felt him relax on my
chest. "Now that is cute does anyone have a camera?" Nick asked looking
around the limo smiling. Brian pulled him in and kissed him I then repeated
what Nick had said. Everyone laughed all but poor Nick who just turned red.

((Ok I'm skipping to the award show. Just so you know what's going on))

  I stepped out of the limo holding Kristen's hand. One by one we got out
smiling and showing off our dates. Howie got a very loud cheer when he got
out holing Sarah's hand. I had to give the girl credit she was hot to the
max. Her dress was simple and white it made her look innocent. We waited
for Britney and Tom to get out which didn't take long. I had almost passed
out when I had seen what Tom was going to be wearing. He hadn't gone with a
suite like the guys and I did. He was wearing skin tight leather pants that
were black. His shirt was white and had a shine to it that looked great on
him. He looked to saw the least atomic. I had almost dropped Kristen and
ran to him when I had first seen him. He smiled to the crowd while holding
Britney's hand. She on the other hand went with all black. Her dress was
like Tom's pants skin tight and black. We walked up the red carpet and
stopped a few time's so pictures could be taken. Britney even kissed Tom on
the lip's for one picture. When that happened I did feel a bit jealous ok a
lot. As far as the world was concerned Tom and Britney were a hot
item. Over the last couple of months they made it look like they were
married. I couldn't help that every time they pulled a stunt I got more and
more jealous.

  I knew that I wouldn't lose Tom but I started to feel what he must have
felt. I pulled Kristen into my arms and posed for a picture. I kissed her
cheek then her lip's softly. Once we were inside I went straight to the
restroom. I felt like I was going to puke my guts up. Nick ran in after
with a worried look on his face. "Are you ok Kev you look really sick?" I
looked up at Nick shaking my head. I was sick but not in the way he was
talking about. I was tired of hiding my love for Tom it was killing me. Tom
seemed fine with it for now Britney had helped a lot. One night when Tom
didn't know I was listening I head him talking to her. He had been crying
on her shoulder asking her why. She told him that he knew what he was
getting into. He had agreed with her pulling himself together. I had moved
back to my room and waited for him to come back. When he walked it was like
nothing had happened. I knew that it killed him to see me with Kristen. I
now really knew what it was like for him to be on the side line looking
on. I hadn't really seen what he and Britney had been doing. But tonight I
had seen him kiss her lightly. It more of a screen kiss but still it rocked
me to my core. "Nothing Nick I'm fine" I told him walking back out.

**************Sarah

  I had watched Kevin run off to the restroom I was worried about. I could
see that Tommy was to he wanted to go help him. I hated the way the world
was I hated seeing people in pain. I pulled Howie's hand to my chest and
held it there. I knew I was falling for him it wasn't all that hard. When
he had asked me out I almost told him no. I was glad that I hadn't but I
did tell him we would have to date first. So he had taken me out to eat
that night. It was a wonderful night that I would never forget. But as I
watched Kevin walk back out my heart broke. He had pulled up those wall's
again like I had seen in that past. I had seen Tommy do that to when he was
out in the public. I was really started to hate fame and what it did to
people. I knew that if this little game didn't end soon. A lot of people
would end up being hurt maybe beyond any repair. Kevin and Tom had been
getting into little fights now and then. I had acted like I didn't notice
what was going on. I just didn't know what to do that would help. I had to
find a way to brake Kristen and Kevin's marriage up. I knew it was all make
believe but I had to find a way. Then I would have to talk my brother into
getting Britney to end it with him. I knew that would be easy enough. It
was Kristen I was worried about she was a bitch with a capital B.

  I like Leighanne she was a sweet heart helping Brian. She wouldn't take
any money for helping Brian. While Kristen on the hand was paid a lot of
money every month. I had a plan forming in my mind but I was going to need
help and a lot of it. "Howie I need a favor a big one." He smiled at me and
nodded slightly. I pulled Howie away from everyone and started telling him
my plan. He pulled back and looked into my eyes. "I don't know if that'll
work, it sounds good but I just don't know." I nodded my plan would need a
little work. I looked over at Tom and Britney then to Kevin. I could tell
that in a small way they all hated what they were doing. I knew that I
couldn't out the guys it would destroy the band, but I could bring them
back together. All of them were starting to drift away form one another. I
don't think that they could see what was happening. I had to find a way to
save my brother from destroying himself. He had talked to me about the
Britney thing.

  I had learned from the news that something was up. I had called him that
night freaking out a little. He told me the deal that Britney needed
help. That's all I needed to know so it was ok. Then thing's went wild and
weird from that point on. The idea was just to hang out a lot for a few
weeks. Then the week's turned into months and so on. Now the world thought
that Tom and Brit had wedding plans. It was like this little lie took on a
life of it's own. Then I could tell that Kevin was getting distant from
Tom. The same thing was happening with Tom. I knew that they didn't really
see it anymore. I knew that they only felt hurt and loss. I had tried to
talk Tom into calling it all off but he wouldn't. He told me that he
couldn't back out now that Britney still needed him. In some small way I
knew that Tom was doing to get back at Kevin. I had seen the pain that
washed over him when Kristen walked into a room. I really hated that girl
and I wanted her out of Kevin's life. I was planing on setting the little
witch up. I was going to get a guy to go out with her and tape it. That way
Kevin could end it with her in the pubic eye. If she tried anything it
would destroy her.

  I waved Nick I need to know what his take was on this. He hadn't really
been pushed away from Brian. But I knew it got on his nerves when Leighanne
and Brian had to act. I started filling him in on my plan to take out
Kristen. He was smiling like a little kid who found a way to get to the
cookie jaw. I looked up to see Kevin and Tom facing off a little. They
looked happy on the outside. But if you looked close enough you would see
the pain. We went to the back stage area so the boy's could setup. I tried
to find Tom to talk to him. But he was no where to be found I looked
everywhere. I was starting to get worried when I saw him walking toward
me. I let out the breath that I had been holding. He was smiling a real
smile not the one I had seen only a few minutes ago. He had done something
that much I knew. I just couldn't understand what he had done. I hadn't
seen that smile in a long time. I looked around trying to find Kevin he was
talking to Brian in a corner. I was a bit more confused than before. I had
thought that maybe he and Kevin had done something. I walked with to Howie
to the dressing room.

*********Tom

  I was starting to feel a little bit better until I ran into Kristen. I
smiled and tried to move away before she opened her mouth. I turned and ran
right into Justin freezing as I did so. He looked up and smiled at me
brightly. "Tom" It was a simple statement. "Justin what a surprise, I
thought you would run." I smiled I was going to get him tonight if it
killed me. I had already set up a few thing's to screw up their
number. Nothing would happen to the rest of Nsync I liked them. "Why would
I run from you?" I couldn't help but laugh which seemed to piss him
off. "Let's see I stole your girlfriend, made you look like a fool. What
else have I done?" His smile was gone to be replaced by a frown. "I don't
get it you told us you were gay." I smiled at him sweetly then started to
move away. "You had me jumped for that. I still haven't forgotten that my
dear boy." I left him standing there confused. I had to get out so I could
see the show from our seats. I grabbed Britney's hand and nodded smiling. I
then walked out of the back stage area and went to our seats. The guy's
would be performing shortly so I took a seat and waited. Britney's hand
never left mine.

  I watched the guys do two songs then leave the stage. A few award were
handed out then Nsync walked onto stage. I had this warm feeling flow over
me as they started. Britney pulled my hand up to her mouth. Justin walked a
to the center of the stage. He started his little dance then his pants fell
apart. Then he tripped and fell on his bare ass. Everyone was laughing so
hard I couldn't believe it. Then as planed and without anyone seeing. Lance
threw oil all over the floor around Justin. Justin was trying to get up but
he kept falling down. I was laughing so hard I couldn't breath or
move. People were rushing to help Justin to only fall on their asses as
well. It was a good day to say the least then Justin jumped off the
stage. This I hadn't thought of as he ran toward me. I was trying to stand
up to defend myself. He knocked me on my ass and tried to choke me. I
pushed him off and a huge fight broke out. I didn't even see Kevin run to
help me I just kept attacking Justin. Kevin pulled me and off and tried to
pull me away. Justin jumped up and punched me in my nose. Blood was all
over my face and I couldn't see. I didn't feel Kevin's arms around me any
more. Once my vision cleared I could see Kevin beating the hell out of
Justin.

  Then all hell broke lose as cop's pulled Kevin and Justin apart. Britney
came running out of no where and jumped on Justin. She was smacking the
hell out of him screaming at the top of her lungs. "Don't you ever touch
him again you bastard. Don't you ever touch me again or I'll kill you." I
had never seen Britney fight I was impressed. I felt to arms pull me off
the ground. I looked up to see Brian and Nick pulling me away from the
chaos. I was starting to feel dizzy and light headed. I tried to tell Nick
to stop so I could pull myself together. I just couldn't seem to get the
word's out or even fight the sleepiness. I let it take over pulling me into
a world of dreams. The last thing I heard was Nick screaming out.

***********Sarah

  I had been by his side all night long in the hospital. He hadn't woken up
yet only moved around a little. He had hit his head pretty hard when Justin
tackled him. The whole world was freaking out over the award show. After
the fight ended a lot of questions were being asked. Kevin and Britney were
in jail a long with Justin for resisting arrest. I had to pull Nick off of
Tom since he refused to let him go. Brian had to pull Nick away and try to
calm him down a little. When I got a good look at Tom I could see why Nick
had freaked so badly. There was blood all over his shirt and face. Then
everything happened in a blur we were at the hospital before we knew
it. The guys had gone to get Britney and Kevin out of jail. I still didn't
know what had really happened I didn't have all the details. I cursed
myself for going to the bathroom. I knew that I would end up missing
something good. When I was walking back to my seat I heard a large amount
of laughing. I thought I had just missed some joke. Then the laughing
stopped and the screaming started. Once inside of the double doors I saw
that one hell of a fight was taking place.

  It was like nothing I had ever seen before. I didn't know who was
fighting but I did hear a few people cheering for my brother. I didn't know
that my brother had known so many people. As I got closer I could see that
Kevin had managed to pull my brother off of Justin. Then a half naked
Justin hit my brother when he was helpless.  Then Kevin jumped on Justin
and started punching. I was so shocked that I couldn't move or speak. Once
that was over with I started to move forward. Then out of no where Brit
jumped on Justin and kicked his ass. I felt Howie's hand on my shoulder
pulling me away. While Nick and Brian went to help Tom at first he was
walking. Then he passed out and Nick screamed for help. That brings us up
to now in the hospital. I heard a soft knock on the door, as I looked up
Kevin walked in. I smiled warmly until Kristen followed him in holding his
hand. Once she was inside she let Kevin's hand go then walked to a chair
and sat down. "Has he woken up yet?" I just shook my head I was starting to
get worried.

*********Tom

  I was in wonderful world of dreams that I didn't want to wake from. I was
happy here and there wasn't any kind of pain. In my world I was married to
Kevin and we were happy. The only tears that left my eye were those of
joy. We lived in a nice house in the country. Brian and Nick lived just
down the street and we had cook outs all the time. I few miles away my
sister lived with Howie. AJ was still the wild one but it was all good and
everyone was happy. I didn't have to hide the way I felt anymore. Then I
started thinking a bit harder. When had I hid the way I felt it was a
distant memoire. I let the thought slip away as I walked outside. It was
getting dark and fast I didn't understand what was happening. Once the sun
set a beautiful moon had risen in the sky. I felt someone's hand in mine, I
looked up to see Kevin smiling back. I laid back letting myself fall into
his arms. He held me as the sun started to rise again. I was starting to
get confused. Then the arms that had been around me pulled away. I was then
alone again but I didn't ever remember being alone. I looked around trying
to find Kevin he standing with a woman. I had seen her somewhere before but
I couldn't place it. My world was falling apart as I watched Kevin kiss
her. I knew it wasn't a real kiss but he had kissed her.

  I didn't understand anything anymore I needed to talk to Nick. I ran up
to his house and knocked no the door. I woman answered the door she was
nice but where was Nick? Brian walked up beside the woman and smiled at
me. Then Nick walked up with tears in his eyes. I looked at Brian's hand to
see a wedding ring. Than I looked at Nick's hand he didn't have one on. As
I looked at the woman's hand I saw that a ring was on her finger. I backed
away not understanding how this could happen. I started running toward my
sister's house. I saw a nice girl standing on the road up a head. I stopped
to say hello and welcome her to the country. "Tommy I know where I am but
where are you?" I didn't understand how she knew my name. Then I started to
remember her name slowly. "Britney what are you doing here I thought you
were going to the award show?" I hadn't seen Brit in so long I had really
missed her. "Tommy don't you remember what happened at the award show?" I
hadn't been to any award show what was she talking about? I just shook my
head and started running again I had to talk to my sister. I stopped as I
got closer to the house. I couldn't remember why I had come to talk to
her. Then I saw them again Kevin and that woman. I wanted to cry but
something told me to smile.

  I walked up to Kevin and pushed the woman away. Kevin went to help her
back up then he held her in his arms. I couldn't stop the tears from
falling this time. I tried to pull Kevin away but he pushed me away. I fell
to the ground but it didn't hurt I couldn't feel anything. I crawled up to
my sisters door but as I got closer the door moved away. I gave up and sat
on the stairs crying. I felt a hand on my shoulder so I looked up. I
couldn't see who was standing there but they wanted to help. I took his
hand and he pulled me up. "I'll help you walk the rest of the way." I
looked at the stranger as he led me up the stairs. I looked at the door and
cringed there was something behind it that I didn't want to face. I stood
before the door but I couldn't open the door alone I needed help. I turned
to the stranger hoping he could help. He was gone a note left in his
place. As I read the note my heart broke into hundreds of peace's. The note
said that sometimes you have to face thing's alone. I didn't want to be
alone I didn't like that feeling it hurt. I looked back at the door and sat
down. I wouldn't face it alone I would wait for Kevin even if it meant
waiting forever.

************Kevin

  It had been three days since Tom had entered the coma. The doctors didn't
understand how it had happened. I was still by his side I only left to eat
and shower. I always made sure that someone was in the room when I
left. People were starting to ask questions on why I wouldn't leave his
side. I had almost told them that I loved him but Sarah had stopped me. She
told the press that her brother was close friends with the band. I was
thinking about canceling the rest of the tour. I was not going to be
running around the world without Tom. I had tried everything to wake him up
nothing had worked. I had called in everyone to try something. When the
doctors checked his eyes one morning I almost started crying. When I looked
in his eyes I could tell they were empty. It was like all the life had
drained out of him. I was now holding his hand begging him to wake up. I
heard the door open and close I didn't care who it was. I was crying openly
anymore I was hoping someone would catch on. I knew I couldn't tell the
world I was gay, but if they found out themselves. That was another story
all together that I didn't mind. Nick had asked if Tom needed blood that if
he did he'd be happy to help. I didn't think Nick understood what was going
on. Then I had to think again maybe he did but wasn't ready to deal with it
yet.

  I felt a hand on my shoulder shaking me gently. I turned to see Sarah
behind me she had tears in her eyes. "He just won't wake up, why won't he
wake up Sarah?" She held me in her arms while I cried. I couldn't stand the
thought that he would never wake up. Brian had tried to help by telling it
could happen. He had a black eye after those words left his mouth. I
refused to give up hope I would stay by his side until he woke up. Even if
it meant waiting for the rest of my life. "Go get something to eat Kev,
I'll stay with him until you get back." I just nodded and slowly left the
room. I didn't really care where I was going as long as I went. I saw
Britney up the hall she was heading my way. I stopped and waited for her
she was taking it as bad as I was. Once she was close enough she fell into
my arms. I held her while she cried then I walked us both to the cafe. I
was trying to eat some kind of pie while we sat there. "I just don't get it
Kev, I mean I thought he would wake up by now." I nodded I had thought the
same thing myself.

  I was starting to get a little tired so I searched my pocket for my
caffeine pills. I knew it wasn't a good idea to not sleep. But I was just
afraid that if I fell to sleep I might lose him forever. I kept thinking
that once I went to sleep he would wake up. That he would call out for me
but I wouldn't hear him. Then he would go back to sleep and never wake up
again. I knew it was silly but I just couldn't stop myself. I took a few
pill's and waited for them wake me up. I looked at Britney and smiled she
had a worried look on her face. "How long have you been taking those Kev?"
I just looked at her it wasn't her business anyway. "For a few days that's
all I'll stop when Tom wakes up." I started to stand so I could go back to
his room. "If you keep it up Kevin you'll be out like he. Then what's going
to happen when he wakes up?" I just looked at her and walked away. I knew
she had a good point but I knew he would wake up soon. I walked back into
his room to see Nick standing beside him. "Come on Tommy wake up, I'll give
you my playstation. If you want you can even have all the games. Just wake
up we miss you so much." I felt the tears falling down my face as I watched
Nick. I walked over to him and hugged him tightly. I looked at Tom's body
and started to cry. If he didn't wake up soon I would lose him forever.

To Be Continued
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Hi I hope you like the cliff hanger I left you at. I would also like to add
the next chapter may be the last. I'm starting to run out of ideas of where
it should go. I want to have a really good ending so I'm just telling you
in advance. I hope that you have enjoyed this chapter as much I enjoyed
writing it.