Date: Thu, 7 Jun 2001 17:32:36 EDT
From: MrClean290@aol.com
Subject: The Thing With Nick 7

Note: thanks to everyone who has sent me feedback, i adore it and you!!!!
here is the next part as promised, sorry it takes me so long, im a lazy
ass, sorry enjoy and feedback is you can!

Disclaimer: last time i checked Nick was in my closet with Howie waiting
for AJ to back, LOL, its not real yall

The thing with Nick
7

The thing with Nick is, when he hurts, I do too.

His eyes followed me everywhere.  His eyes on my back, my shoulders, my
arms I even felt his stare in my ass!  His eyes looked into me and through
me.  But I couldn't bring myself to look at him.  It was his time to hurt.
I'm not the type of person to give punishments, but I couldn't let him win.
Not after this.  This was major.  This was betrayal, and deceit and lies
and the kind of pain that no words can describe.  I did the only thing I
knew how to.  I ignored him.

	" Are you gonna ignore me forever?!?"
	" Maybe."
	" Why?"
	" Why not?"
	" I made a mistake, I know that!"
	" No, Nick, you made a fool of yourself.  You wanna fuck around
with AJ, fine, but don't think that you can come to me when he starts to
fuck with your mind."
	" It's not like that!  Howie, I was confused and scared.  And I
went to the only person who could answer my questions."
	" AJ could answer your questions?  Pray tell what did you ask him?"
	" I asked him about you."
	" Me?"
	" I asked him what it was like with you.  How you were as a
boyfriends, as a lover, as a kisser.  I wanted to know.  You're the first
man I've ever had sexual fantasies about.  I don't know how to act.  I
wanted to know what to do, to make you happy.  I wanted to know how to kiss
you and how you would kiss me back.  I wanted to know what it was like to
have your hands roam my body, pulling on my nipples and biting them, and
have your fingers trace my body.  I wanted to know what it felt like to
have your fingers trust in and out of my body.  I wanted to know how to
felt to have your cock, erect and slick hit up against my prostate and have
me cry out in ecstasy.  I wanted to know how loud to scream your name when
I came.  I obviously couldn't ask you, you aren't ready.  I asked AJ.  He
told me he would show me.  I didn't want him to be my first; you have to
believe me.  I was crying and crying and AJ said to close my eyes and
imagine that he was you.  And I did.  And I screamed your name when I came.
And AJ kissed my forehead and told me that I would be lucky to have a lover
like you and that you were lucky to have me.  But you don't have me!  I
want you to.  I know I've fucked it up.  But Howie, if anything, all I want
is a kiss.  AJ didn't kiss me.  Kinda like the "Pretty Woman," thing,
kissing is intimate.  It's something you share only with the one you love.
I don't love AJ, well not like that anyway.  I love you.  Howie, I love
you."

I stepped back and into the wall of the hallway.  It took me a full five
minutes to process everything that Nick had said.  I know my body processed
it because I was hard, and tears flowed down my cheeks.

Nick stood against the other wall.  Looking at me.  Into my teary eyes.

I knew not of my actions when I stepped forward.

I grabbed his head and pulled his lips to my mouth.  Hot and searing.  My
tongue drove into his mouth on a mission.  I licked the roof of his mouth
as he moaned and sighed into the kiss.  His knees buckled and he fell into
my embrace.  Our tongues fought a battle not worth winning.  We both won.

The thing with Nick is, sometimes, he's too damn confusing.
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I'll try to have 8 up sooner rather than later!
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~Elisheva~
MrClean290@aol.com