Date: Tue, 4 Jan 2000 20:25:22 EST
From: SkiFree0300@aol.com
Subject: To Be Loved By Fame, Part 5

Hey ya'll out there!  This is the fifth installment of To Be Loved By Fame,
and I hope you enjoy it.  I promised some of you that I would let Nick
live, and so he will live.  I love all of you, and enjoy!!!

This in no way, is anything about the Backstreet Boys.  This whole story is
a complete fantasy and work of fiction.

TO BE LOVED BY FAME (Chapter 5)

I awoke lying next to Sheri in her hotel room.  The first thought that
entered my mind was Nick.

"SHERI, Sheri," I screeched.  Wake up now.  We have to go to the hospital.

Sheri stretched and then her face blanched as she remembered what had
happened.

"OK Dev.  Let's move out," Sheri said.  I felt the two diamond rings
hanging from my necklace, and hoped I wouldn't have to use them soon.

We arrived at the hospital and shot up to Nick's room.  We piled into the
room breathless.  I looked around for Nick, but he wasn't there.  We ran
outside and looked at the tag on the door.  It said vacated.

"Oh my god, he might be dead," I said running from the room.

"Mr. Anderson and Ms Sheri.  Mr. Carter has been removed from intensive
care and listed in fair condition in suite 509.  That's just across this
courtyard and in the south wing," the doctor on hand said to us.

"Oh, thank god, thank god," I said, leaning on Sheri and clutching the two
rings around my neck.  We walked toward the south wing, and tears were
streaking down my face.

"This should be the one," Sheri said as we approached suite 509.

I walked in, and saw Nick sleeping peacefully with an I.V. needle in his
arm.  I walked over to him, and kissed him gently on the lips.  His eyes
snapped open.

"Oh, Dev.  I'm so glad you came," he said softly cracking a small smile.

"Nick, you don't know how much pain you caused me," I said crying into his
chest as he smoothed my hair.

"Well, isn't this a pretty picture," Sheri said looking amusedly at the two
of us.

"Well, Nick, you taught me one thing.  I am never, I mean never going to
let you walk the streets alone even if it kills me in the process," I said
trying to stop the tears which coursed down onto the bed.

"Dev, I'm never gonna let you out of my sight," Nick sighed pushing me into
him for another kiss.

"Well, I can just guess how upset the rest of the band is right now," I
said looking at him while brushing his golden locks from his face.

"Nick, NICK," someone yelled while footsteps came quickly around the
corner.

Brian burst into the room, his face streaked with tears and looking like
he'd just gotten out of bed.  "Nick, I was so worried.  It thought it was
over for the group," he said

"Well Brian, thanks to my boyfriend here again, I'm not dead," Nick said
looking at me, his blue eyes burning right through my soul.

I walked over to Nick's bed, and kissed him deeply on the lips.

"Well, Brian, why don't you just come over here and kiss me," Sheri said
shooting a look at Brian.

"I don't mind if I do," Brian said grabbing Sheri and kissing her on the
lips.

"Hey guys, could we keep the raging hormones down in here," a voice said.

Everyone turned around and saw Kevin, A.J., and Howie in the doorway.  They
all had tear streaked faces with puffy red eyes, and they rushed over to
crowd around Nick's bed.

"Um, could I have a second alone with Dev," Nick said softly.

Sheri shot the other guys a glance, and they all said they'd wait outside
and filed out.  After everyone was gone, Nick motioned for me to come to
his side.

"Dev, um, well let me be really honest here," Nick said, his voice
quivering.

OH shit, I thought.  He's probably dumping me.  "U-Uhm, yes Nick," I said
trying not to look worried.

"Devon, to be completely honest with you, I bought those rings yesterday,
and I was going to propose to you after dinner.  Now, I want this to be
formal.  We can't really get married, because I know that would ruin both
of our careers, but I want to get engaged.  Maybe later we can actually do
it," he said looking at me with his deep blue eyes.

"Nick, this means so much to me," I said, as my tears softly fell on the
bedspread.  I unclasped the chain, and pulled off the rings.  I slid one on
to his ring finger, and one onto mine.  I reclasped the chain around my
neck as Nick pulled me in for a long and passionate kiss.  So I did end up
using those rings after all!!

"Alright guys, you can come back in," Nick yelled.

Everyone came back, and the first thing that happened was Brian pointed to
the rings on both of our fingers.

"Well, I guess I speak for the whole group.  Congratulations on your little
marriage, and I hope you guys stay together for a long time.  It'll take a
little time to get used to, but it definitely doesn't break up this group,
and we can just go back to being how it used to," Brian said, looking at me
and Nick slowly.

Everyone nodded in agreement, and they came up to give us a hug.  Both Nick
and I started to cry, and I just sat there holding his hand and enjoying
his presence.


4 days later. . . .

"Nick, I know this is a bad time, but you guys have to leave the city
tommorow, and I don't think we can keep up a long distance relationship," I
said staring at the ground.

"Devon Michael, I want you to know that I love you with all my heart and
soul, and if I can't find a way to bring you with me when we leave, I will
refuse to leave," Nick said staring into my eyes.

"Nick, that's really nice talk, but you have a good career in front of you,
and to waste it on me, well, I really wouldn't like to see you do that, OK?
You could have anyone you want, and you chose me.  I think that we have
carried this too far," I said, tears popping out of my eyes.

"Dev, listen to me.  I didn't select you.  We were put together.  We were
made for each other.  I don't ever want you to talk like that.  Listen, we
really have to find some way to get you out on tour with us.  I don't want
to try and find you a job that wouldn't degrade you, and would keep you
next to me all the time," Nick said.

"I guess you're right Nick.  I just think seperating will be really really
hard," I said entranced by his gaze.

"I got it!  I can convince my manager that I need someone to be my personal
assistant, you know, manage my homepage on the web, hotel stuff, just be
with me to keep me out of trouble," Nick said his eyes flashing.

"Nick, that sounds wonderful," I said kissing his cheek.

Nick got out his cell phone and dialed his manager.

"Oh, hey Pete, it's me.  Uh-huh.  Yeah.  Well, there's this guy who I-
Uh-huh.  Really?  No I guess I never thought about that.  Does he what?"
Nick said into the phone before asking me if a danced.

"DO I dance?  Of course I do.  What did you think I've been doing?" I said.

"Yeah.  He does.  We do?  That's great.  Can he ride on the bus with me?
Uh-huh.  No, it's just that, well, um, we have a bit of a, uh-huh.  Thanks
Pete, you're the greatest," Nick said and ended the call.

"Guess what babe?" Nick said grabbing me and pulling me to him.

"I have no idea," I said truthfully.

"You get to be our primary dancer for our concerts.  Pete'll mail you the
contract, and it has good pay.  Oh, and you get to be with us 24/7," he
said excitedly.

"Wow, Nick, I'm so happy.  This has just worked out so well.  I just hope
it continues this smoothly," I said.

"Oh, it will.  And money really won't be an issue.  In a couple years, we
combine our incomes, remember?" he said grinning.

I fingered the ring on his finger lovingly.  "Of course Nick," I said.


(After the closing concert in San Fransisco)

It had been a great, but really tiring concert, and I knew that It would be
a rough one, since we would be leaving San Fransisco pretty soon.  The
crowd was wild, and it was great to get to see the guys in action again.
Nick and I basically flew back to the hotel, and stumbled into Nick's room.

"Hey babe," I said wrapping my arms around Nick's waist and kissing him
full on the lips.

"Hey Dev," he asked kissing me on the top of my head.

"I'm just realizing how much I'm falling for you," I said pulling him in
for another kiss.

"Wow, well, I guess I'm pretty much falling for you too, so let's just fall
together," he said mesmorizing me with his eyes.

I buried my nose against Nick's neck, and started licking the sweat off of
his skin.  I smelled his earlier application of cologne.  I ran my tounge
up and down his neck, bathing it in my spit.

"Ugh, gross babe," he said looking at me strangely.

"Unmph, no, wonderful," I said as I unbuttoned his shirt and ran my tounge
to his nipples, which were soon erect.  I felt his stomach muscles and ran
my tounge around his whole body.  I quickly followed the thin line of hair
from his navel to his pubic brush.  His cock was straining to get out of
his boxers, so I pulled off his pants and boxers, as he did the same for
me.

"Babe, unh, I want you to fuck me," Nick said moaning in appreciation as I
ran my tounge all over his cock.

I positioned my cock outside his hole, and pushed.  He grunted in pain as
the head pushed past his sphincter, but the rest went in easily.  After
awhile, I really got going, and started pulling out of him, and slamming
back into him as hard as I could.

"Nick, unh, oh babe, I'm cummin' baby.  Here it comes," I moaned
breathlessly as I grabbed Nick by his hips, and pushed as hard as I could.
I moaned and grunted loudly as my cum flooded into his insides and some
semen dribbled out onto the sheets along with some blood.

I flipped Nick over, and kissed him on the lips, and then positioned his
cock outside my hole.

"Fuck me now, Nick.  It's the least I can do for you," I said.

Nick gently pushed inside of me, but soon started going at it hard core.

"Unh, uh, Dev baby, here it cums.  AHHHH.  I'm cummin," he screamed as he
pulled out and shot his load all over the bed and my face.

We both collapsed into a pile on the bed, and wrapped our arms around each
other.  In a matter of seconds, we were both sound asleep.


"Unh, Nick.  It's morning," I said as I shook Nick trying to wake him up.

"Dev, ugh, what time is it?" Nick asked in a weak voice.

"Um, just about 9:45", I said.

**Beep Beep Beep Beep**

I checked my caller ID.  My production manager Greg.  Oh great.

"Hello," I said in my best morning voice.

"Hey Devon, It's Greg.  Look, I have some buisness to discuss with you
concerning the Backstreet Boys and touring with them," he said.

"Um, sure Greg.  Why don't you just pop round to my room for awhile," I
said nonchalantly.

"OK, sure Dev.  I'll catch you in a few," he said.

"NICK, Nick.  It's time to get a shower and get dressed, my production
manager is coming and I want you to make a good impression on him," I said
dumping Nick out of bed.

"Um, OK Dev.  I'm moving out," he said walking a little faintly toward the
bathroom.

We had both quickly showered, and looked presntable when there was a knock
at the door.  I opened the door to reveal Greg.

"Oh, hey Greg.  Sorry, but I'm staying with Mr. Carter here.  We had
important things to discuss," I said looking a little red.

"That's certainly alright," Greg said moving toward the table next to our
bed.  "Well Devon, I certainly have to sa-. . . ," Greg said and stopped
and stared into space.  I tried to get Greg's attention, but then I
realized the reason he was no longer paying any attention to me.  The bed
was streaked with sweat, blood, and dried cum, making it look like the
scene of rape, and the smell of sex hung in the air.

"Uhm, Greg, I can explain this.  It really isn't what it seems like," I
said quickly.

"Devon, I've been your manager for 3 years, and something like this was
bound to happen.  Now, about you leaving today to go on tour with the
Backstreet Boys.  I have given you a vacation, but be sure to bring your
scripts along to start memorizing for the next movie," he said, glancing
around to see if there were any naked people around.

"Well Greg, Nick and I are an item, and I'm glad you can accept that," I
said taking Nick's hand.

"Well, I never said I was comfortable with it," he said pausing.  "But, you
are in a position most 15 year old girls would pay to be in," he said
smiling, a glint coming into his eyes.

"Well, it's good to hear from you, Greg.  Oh, and thanks for giving me
leave," I said smiling.

Greg turned and walked out, leaving us to finish packing.

"I can't believe we forgot to turn the bedsheets after last night," Nick
said giving me a sheepish smile.

"Hey, there's one more theing we can add to our, remember to do lists," I
said shutting my suitcase.

"Uhm, there won't be much privacy on the bus, so we have to share a
bathroom and a bedroom," Nick said looking a little worried.

"Baby, if there's anywhere I'd like to be, it's in a confined space with
you," I said rubbing his back.

"Oh, Dev, you say the sweetest things," he said sighing.

"Well, that's wonderful, but we have a bus ride ahead of us," I said
patting him lovingly.

We both grabbed our things, and I was about to leave, when Nick left for
the bathroom again.  When he returned, I just about fell over.  He had on a
pair of black silk pants, a black silk jacket, and a white tight tank-top.

"Here babe," he said throwing me the identical outfit.

"Huh?" I said looking at the clothes strangely.

"Babe, we're going to sign autographs in the lobby, and all the guys are
wearing this outfit.  We always wear it when we're leaving.  I want you to
look like the rest of us," Nick said smiling.

"Wow Nick, thanks.  I've never worn anything this nice before," I said.

I returned, and he sprayed both of us with some cologne.  Unable to resist
any longer, I grabbed him and kissed him passionately on the lips, pressing
my groin into his.

"Whoa babe, we don't got no time.  We have to be down at the lobby
rightnow," he said in his southern accent.

We wrote a short sorry note to the maid that the room was in complete
disarray and that it looked like someone had a huge orgy in there, and
basically ran down to the lobby.

"Where were you guys, wait, I don't want to know," A.J. said.

"Yeah.  They were probably rocking the bed," Kevin joked.

"Hey everyone, look at Devon.  He's wearing the exact same clothes as us,"
Howie commented.

"Hey, hot stuff," Brian said pulling me into a hug which lasted a bit
longer than normal.  Nick noticed this, and gave Brian death eyes.  Brian
pulled out of our embrace and pouted in a corner.

Suddenly, I realized that there must have been 100,000 people in the lobby
and on the street.  I walked down to the table with mountains of paper and
pencils.

"OH, here we go again," A.J. groaned looking at Pete as if to say, Why us?

"Now boys.  You're fans pay your bills.  Be nice," Pete said.

"Yeah, shut up A.J." Howie said.

"You're both wrong.  Our nice bods are what pay our bill and yours," Nick
said looking at the fans bunched in the lobby.

"Alright, you have one hour to get everyone signed, now move," Pete said in
his commanding officer voice which sounded more like a donkey in distress.

I watched as the crowd surged forward, and the boys were buisily scribbling
their names and messages on pieces of paper.  The line began to look
smaller, so I walked outside and just about fainted.  The line started at
the hotel door, and went about 15 blocks down the street.  OMG. . . . I
knew they were popular, but not this popular.  I remembered what Nick said.
He was right.  It was their bodies that got them here.

After an hour was gone, the police arrived, and escorted us to the waiting
bus outside.  This thing was big, I mean HUGE..  There were bunks for
everyone, a small kitchen, and a living room.  This was more of a mobile
home than a bus.  The boys flopped down on the couch and turned on the
television, while Nick pulled me into the back bunk and slid the door
closed.

"You've got whats coming to you now, buddy," Nick said unbuttoning my shirt
and licking my chest.

"Oh, do I now?  I'm glad its coming from you," I said grinning.

"Really?  Well, let's get down to buisness.  We took off our clothes and
put them in a pile.

"Do me, now," I said sexily in Nick's ear.

"Alright babe," Nick said positioning my ass in front of his dick.

"Unh-ungh," I grunted in pain.

"Are you alright?" Nick said looking me in the eye.

"Yea babe, give it to me," I said.

Nick started pumping me really hard, and I involentarily let out series of
animal-like groans.

"OH YES DEV, UNH," Nick yelled as he pounded me.  I'm unh, I'm cumming, yes
baby," he screamed and shot his load deep into me.

He flipped me over, and engulfed my cock with his head.

"Unh, uh, unh," I grunted as I pushed Nick's head on every downstroke.
"God Nick, you are the fucking hottest guy in the world," I said loudly
letting out a few more gasps.  He drove me wild licking me cock, and pretty
soon, I shot jets of cum all over his face and into his mouth.

"Come here," Nick said grinning slyly.

I moved over to him, and he spit a mixture of cum and saliva into my mouth.
Surprised, but turned on, I kissed Nick and pushed the mixture into his
mouth.  We traded cum and saliva for awhile, and then we both swallowed.

"You're the greatest fuck in the world," Nick said jokingly.

"Hey, you're not too bad yourself," I said licking at some cum that was
dribbling down the side of his mouth.

We both brushed our hair, threw on some jeans and shirts, and rejoined the
group in the living room.

"OH YES DEV, UNH," A.J. said loudly.

"God Nick, you are the fucking hottest guy in the world," Brian said.  They
were doulbed up in laughter.

"OH MY GOD, YOU DIDN'T," I said turning the brightest shade of red
imaginable.  Nick turned away shyly.

"Hehe, the walls are hehe really thin in this bus," Kevin managed to choke
out.

"Yup.  We heard the whole thing," Howie said laughing like crazy.

"OK, that's nice that you heard us, but you won't get treated to that
again.  We're gonna quiet down," I said looking sternly at Nick.

"Well, I guess so," he said still looking embaressed.  We all turned to
watch the T.V.

. . . . . "At the Backstreet Boys concert yesterday at the San Fransisco
Pop Concert Hall, a member of the Backstreet Boys and major heart throb
Nick Carter, was seen wearing an engagement ring.  Has this teen who has
been the idol of many young women finally found a wife?  We will bring news
of this exciting event later". . . . . .

"Nick, Nick, are you there?" I asked.  I looked at Nick and he was staring
into space.

"Hold on guys, I need to talk to Nick alone," I said as I pulled Nick up
and we walked to the back of the bus.

"D-Dev, we have to tell the truth," Nick said tears running down his face.

"NO, no Nick.  Do you realize what that will do for your career?" I said.

"I know Dev, but what will we say," Nick said tearfully.

"Um, look, I guess you can say that it was an engagement ring, and you
broke up with the person that you were going to be engaged to," I
suggested.

"D-D-Dev, I think that's the best idea," he said looking even sadder.

"It is?  Well why not?" I said.

"B-because.  I'm actually going to do it," he said crying uncontrollably.

"DO what?" I said worriedly.

"B-break up with the person that I'm engaged to," he stuttered.

Gosh, that was longer than usual. . . I think.  Well, I'll get Nick and Dev
back together again.  Don't worry.  E-mail your comments and suggestions to
SkiFree0300@aol.com