Date: Mon, 26 Nov 2001 20:51:11 -0800 (PST) From: Mike James Subject: To be Or not to be (chapter 1) This is my first time writing a fiction story so bare with me at first. This is a Fan fiction story.I do not claim to know the memebers of Nsync or anything about there sexuality this is just fiction I made it all up. All comments are welcome at jamesbeck18@yahoo.com The night is coming to an end quickly, yet across the town the day is just beginning. Joshua and Justin are just waking up to head off to another interview. Justin walks into the bathroom and starts his shower as Joshua Chasez starts to rummage through his suitcase looking for something to through on. "Hey Jace" came from a voice that Jc just loved... Find my baby blue button down shirt; I want to wear it tonight. "Aright Just", Jc yelled back at him... Jc, has had a crush on young Justin Timberlake for going on two and a half years now and just recently Jc thought to himself about coming clean about his feelings. The only thing stopping him was the friendship that the two share together. " I don't want him to stop talking to me, why can't this be any easier" Jc thought to himself. " What's wrong babe", Jc heard as he turned around to Justin in nothing but a towel wrapped around his waist. " Na a othing", Jc stuttered. " Come on man, you know you can tell me anything, what is it. Are you like totally in love with me, like in that fan fiction story we read the other night online" Justin said Jokingly. Jc thought for a minute and then just said it. " Yeah I am", then he turned around and handed Justin his shirt. Jc Started to walk towards the bathroom as he felt a fist against the side of his face. Jc stared at a very angry Justin From the floor where Justin just put him. He was holding the side of his jaw as he started to cry. " Why the hell didn't you say something earlier" Justin yelled at the top of his lungs. "You hit me, I can't believe you fucking hit me, you son of a bitch. Jc yelled back. Justin walked over to Jc and knelt down beside him. " I'm so sorry Josh, I really didn't mean to hit you it was just, I don't know. There is no excuse for what just happened. I would like to make it up to you though." Justin said lovingly. All the anger that was in Justin's face after he had hit Jc vanished like it was never there the minute he saw Jc on the floor crying. " Maybe I should room with one of the other guys for now on" Jc said as he got up and walked to the bathroom once again. Justin didn't hit him this time he just grabbed a hold of Jc and spun him around. " Don't even think about it", Justin said as he leaned in and planted a gentle kiss on Jc soft moist lips. "What is he doing, he just hit me and now he is kissing me. I have waited for this moment for years but now, O shut the hell up Josh and kiss him back" Jc thought before he started to further the kiss. He felt Justin's tongue start to massage his so he started to do the same. " I love you to Josh", he heard Justin say. Then He pushed Justin down on the bed and started to kiss him again. " Slow down Josh, we need to talk about this." Justin said. They sat up in the bed and Justin took Jc's hand into his own. " You know I am with Brittany and you know how much I love her. I can't just through that all away Josh. I mean I have worked years on that relationship because I thought that I would never have you. I have grown to love her and the public loves us. Justin was cut short by Jc's lips on his again. "Shhh, Justin I understand what you have going with Brittany and what you could loose out on. All I am saying right now is that I love you. I want us to be more than friends. I would love for us to be together forever. If you can't handle that, than maybe we were only meant to be friends. I won't share you with her, not that I don't like Brit, you know I love her, she is like a sister to me Just. Think about it though, okay. Just think about us." Jc stated before starting to get up. Justin reached out and grabbed his arm. " I thought about it," he said with a smile on his face. " There is no way, come on Justin you got to take this more seriously than that." Jc said laughing a little. " Josh, babe. I thought about this for 3 years, I just wanted to see how serious you were, and make sure this was not all about the booty call, ya know. Now bring those lips back over here." Justin said as he pulled Jc back down on the bed. They were so far gone in their kiss that they didn't here the door open. Two somewhat tall figures walked into the room and looked at the two young men sharing an intimate moment on the bed. HOLY SHIT!!!!!!! What the hell are you two doing, you can't fucking be serious. One of the people said. Jc and Justin turned around as fast as they could and there jaws hit the floor.