This story contains graphical descriptions of homosexuality between consenting adult males. If this is not your desire to read such kind of articles, or you are not of consenting age in wherever you are residing, please do not continue.

This story is written completely based on fantasies. The author does not know the celebrities, establishments, cities or countries mentioned in the story, hence has no knowledge on the sexuality of the celebrities mentioned. It is of pure coincidence if the story should resemble any real life experience of any individual.

Classification: RPS AU
Catergory: drama
Part: Prologue/?
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: mmm... read the story first...
Copyright: © 2002 Jasper Jeff
Author Notes: the author's brain is numb... can't think right now... just read and comment...
Summary: Someone was regretting what he has done...


He had loved before.

Contrary to most of his friends' opinions, he was totally capable of being in love.

Commitments? He might be a little uneasy with the idea, but yeah, that shouldn't be a problem with the right person.

It was not his friends' fault for not believing in him. They've never seen him in love.

Only that special one knew about his love. He was the only one who witnessed it and felt it. They made promise of life to each other.

But he was stupid and failed his trust. He was young and wanted to explore the world of men.

Now he was older and finally realized what he was missing.

He missed him.

He heard he was seriously involved with another man.

It was alright. He would find another person. It might not be the same, but he would find love in another person.

But still, he would miss him.

From the author:
Yeah, I'm an attention-sucker. Write to me with your comments and ideas!

Copyright © by Jasper Jeff