*NOTE* I do not claim to know the celebrities mentioned below or their sexual preferences. This fictional story was written solely for entertainment purposes only and does NOT imply the sexual preferences of said celebrities or anything about their personal lives. Enjoy!

The men indulged in a passionate kiss under the shower head. Nelly found it almost impossible to pull away but he had to. They proceeded to soap and rinse each other off and got out of the shower. T.I. got out first and wrapped a towel around his waist as he threw one back at Nelly. He quickly dried his skin and hair and proceeded to step out of the tub and came up behind T.I. and wrapped his arms around him. They walked out of the bathroom together, back into the bedroom, where it all began. Nelly began gathering up his clothes from various places as T.I. disappeared into another room to find something to wear. Nelly didn't want to wear the same clothes again and he knew that T.I.'s clothes wouldn't fit him. He sat on the bed and figured that he'd just run to his room, which was only a couple of doors down anyway, as T.I. entered the room with the towel around his neck and a black, silk pair of boxers on.

"You got everything baby?"

"Yea. I'm gonna have to run to my room like this because I don't wanna put on the same clothes again."

"You could stay here with me you know. I promise I won't tell," T.I. made one last effort to get his man to stay with him.

He turned to face him and stared at those hazel eyes that he always seemed to get lost in. "I can't baby. I really, really want to but I can't."

"I know. I just want you so bad."

"You already have me. Don't get greedy."

"Shut up! You need to get out of my room before I decide to keep your ass here as my prisoner."

"That sounds so tempting. I guess I better go before I give in to you."

Nelly got up off the bed as T.I. quickly followed him. He was slowly making his way to the door as he felt T.I. brush against him and take hold of his hand. He rested his head on his man's strong shoulder as they walked together to the door. T.I. never wanted this to end but, almost too quickly, they were in front of his door. He picked his head off Nelly's shoulder but they still held hands as they faced each other. It was visibly hard on both of them.

"Say goodbye baby."

"I don't wanna," T.I. pouted like a child.

He gently took T.I. by the chin and brought his eyes to meet his. "I love you."

"I love you."

"Look outside and see if it's clear baby."

T.I. slowly opened the door and stepped outside into the desolate hallway. "It's clear."

He stepped back into his room and went for a kiss. It was an innocent good night kiss as they stayed there for a while. T.I. stepped outside with Nelly and watched as he made his way to his room. Nelly looked at him once he got his door open before he stepped into his room. T.I. closed the door behind him and immediately went for his bed. He was exhausted. Nelly slipped the towel off and found a pair of boxers to put on. He also put on a pair of black slacks as he jumped into bed. He looked at the clock hanging on the wall next to his bed and saw that it was exactly four in the morning. He was tired as he pulled the covers over himself. He wondered if he should call T.I. but decided against it because he knew the younger rapper was already asleep. He flicked the light off and stared at the darkness for a short while until sleep conquered him.

Nelly was startled awake by a loud banging on his door. He looked at the clock and saw that it was almost twelve. He jumped out of the bed, as he began feeling the pain from being taken last night, and made his way to the door. The road manager came into view as he opened the door and Nelly knew why he was there. He didn't even say anything to him as he quickly began gathering his stuff from all over the suite. He rapidly stuffed everything into his suitcases and went to brush his teeth. He emerged from the bathroom five minutes later to see no one in his room and all his luggage gone. He made his way to the bed and put on a tank top that showed every bulge and ripple of his toned body. He put his shoes on in rapid speed and gathered up his phone, hat, sunglasses, wallet and the key card to the hotel as he raced out of his room and to the elevator.

He emerged from the elevator to see a group huddled on one side of the lobby. He saw Murphy motioning him over to the crowd as he quickly made his way toward it. He joined up with the rest of the men as the tour manager was collecting their keys and doing some last minute preparations. Nelly looked at each man, who all looked tired from the wild night of partying that was known as New Year's, until his eyes fell on T.I. He was looking at the tour manager as he was talking but he instantly felt Nelly staring at him as he looked back. Nelly didn't want to leave this place and it showed in his eyes. He didn't want to leave where he fell in love. He didn't want to leave all the memories behind. He didn't want to leave the place where he was finally able to express his love to T.I. in the most intimate way possible. He sadly broke the gaze and stared down at the floor as he was haphazardly paying attention to what was being said. T.I. wanted to hold his man right now but he couldn't. He tried his best to just play it off as he continued listening to the manager.

The tour manager left the group to return the keys to the clerk as the rest of the men walked toward the bus that had pulled up only a few moments ago. A bellhop came to assist them with their suitcases as the others quickly boarded the bus and made their way to their beds. Nelly stood outside inhaling the crisp, chilly Miami weather as goosebumps began to form on his skin. The air was a bit cooler than he thought but then he remembered that he only had a tank top on. He leaned against the bus and stared around until he saw T.I. walking toward him. He was alone.

"Hey," the caramel colored rapper said.


"How do you feel?"

"From last night?"


"It hurts but I'm okay."

"Don't worry, it'll go away soon."

"Yea," Nelly said as he was staring off into the city.

"What are you thinking about?"

"How I never want to leave this place. I fell in love here."

"Yea. We'll have the memories though."

"I guess. You don't know how hard I'm trying to not hug and kiss you right now."

"I do because I'm fighting off the same impulses."

"Dammit!" Nelly said under her breath.

"I'm sorry baby."

"No don't be. You didn't do anything wrong. This is just so frustrating."

"I know. I'm gonna go inside. I don't think I can handle being this close to you and not being able to touch you."

He watched as T.I. walked past him and quickly grabbed his hand. "I love you so much," he said in a low voice as their eyes met.

T.I. just stared at him, almost getting lost in the fire that was burning in his eyes. Every time he heard those words from him he felt weak and it took him to a place that he had never been. "I love you baby, now and always."

The moment would have been sealed perfectly with a kiss but they both looked at each other and knew it wasn't possible at the moment. Nelly slowly let his hand go and stared at him as he made his way into the bus. He closed his eyes and rested his head against the bus. This was exhausting him. He wanted this relationship more than anything but he wasn't sure if he could handle this much longer. His heart was hurting him. He stayed thinking for a while until everyone was ready. He was the last to board the bus as it slowly pulled out of the Delano driveway.

The bus began its trip to Atlanta as Nelly made his way to the common area on the back of the bus. He noticed that everyone were in their bunks sleeping. He was the only one up, except for the road managers, but they were in the front talking business as usual, as he sat on the couch and began to let his mind wander. He laid on the couch and stared outside as he saw buildings and clouds pass by. He was in pain and although he knew it wasn't visible, he knew it was there. His thoughts were a jumbled mess and it was beginning to scare him. He didn't know what to do to fix it and he hated that. He was so lost in his feelings that he wasn't even aware when T.I. came in and sat next to his head. He was startled back to reality when he felt T.I.'s warm hand caressing his face. He looked up to see the younger rapper's face above his and his eyes piercing through his.

"Can we talk?" T.I. said, not breaking the intense stare they shared.

"Yea. What's up?"

"I was about to ask you the same thing."


"I know something's bothering you baby."

"I guess. I don't know," Nelly started in a confused voice.

"I hate to see you like this baby. You know you can talk to me."

"I don't know how to explain what I feel. I'm lost."

"What are you lost about?"

"Us. I don't know what to do about us."

T.I. got a confused and nervous look on his face. He didn't like where this was going. "What don't you know baby."

"Anything anymore. I'm so tired of all this shit."

T.I. looked at him as he looked out the window. "What does this mean?"

Nelly sat up and looked at him. He had a defeated look on his face. "I don't know how this is going to work or even if it is."

"Why? Baby I know it's hard but we just have to believe it's all worth it in the end."

"And what's the end? When we get caught and our careers are sacrificed because of it?"

"Why are you talking like this? What happened?"

"Listen to me," Nelly got serious, "I don't know what to do about this. I love you so much. No one has ever made me feel the way you do but I don't think I can handle the kind of relationship we have right now. I want more. I'm going crazy keeping it a secret."

"You want to tell everyone?"

"No but I want to be able to kiss you whenever I want. I want to kiss you right now but I can't and I hate being told that I can't do something, especially by my own self."

"What do you want me to tell you baby?"

"That you understand what I'm saying and that I'm not going crazy."

"But I don't understand what you're saying. You knew from the beginning that it was going to be like this. We're in the public eye. There is no way we can ever be a normal couple."

"I don't know what to do baby. I'm so confused."

"I'm worried about you. I love you so much and I really want this to work. You're the first and probably the only guy I will love like this."

"I'm not doing this to hurt you baby. That's the last thing I ever want to do but I don't know how to handle being in this relationship."

"Well do what you feel is right. I can't tell you what that is," T.I. said in a wounded voice.

"I'm so sorry baby," Nelly said as he looked at him.

"I know."

He watched as T.I. slowly got up and walked out of the common area. He desperately wanted to stop him and fix things between them but he didn't know what to say or what to do to fix it. T.I. wasn't the problem; he was. He saw when T.I. looked back at him and pierced though his eyes. He knew he hurt the younger rapper and he wasn't happy about it. He stayed there staring into nothing and thinking. He didn't know why he was being so selfish. T.I. was right about they both knowing what they were getting into when the first started the relationship. He just felt so overwhelmed by it all sometimes. He didn't want to keep secret the fact that he was in love. He was thinking in his mind when it truly hit him how selfish he was really being. He was only worried about his feelings and just thinking of himself.

"Shit. How can I be so fucking selfish?" he muttered to himself.

The tour continued on schedule as the men performed to more sold out crowds. On stage, nothing else mattered to Nelly, but that was far from the truth when he wasn't on stage. It felt like the conversation between him and T.I. were forced. Neither man knew what to say to the other. Nelly missed his body like crazy. He missed him, the long talks, the jokes, and the overall fun vibe that T.I. gave off. He kept the platinum nameplate on because it somehow made him feel closer to him. He didn't know where they were in terms of the relationship anymore. He wanted to talk to him and explain why he was being as selfish as he was but he didn't know how to. He wanted his man back. He never wanted things to get like this between them but he knew that it was all his fault and he had to fix it.

There was only a couple of weeks left until their last show in New York City and the men were visible excited to get the tour over with and move on to other projects. Nelly hadn't talked to T.I. in days. He didn't know what to say. He watched backstage as T.I. brought down the house on stage. He stepped backstage and walked to his dressing room as Nelly followed and stood outside the door thinking. He had enough of this. They hadn't had a decent conversation since the tour left Miami and he was going to fix it right now. He couldn't wait any longer. He didn't even bother to knock as he entered. He didn't see T.I. but he heard the shower running. All his inhibitions were gone as he locked the door and began to take his shirt off.

"What are you doing?" T.I. asked, shocked as Nelly wrapped his hands around him.

Nelly didn't say anything but rather planted a soft, sensual kiss on his lips. T.I. was floored by this but he didn't care as he surrendered in to the kiss. He missed his man. He missed having their bodies so close together. Nelly pushed him against the wall of the bathroom as they kept kissing and T.I. felt Nelly's rock hard dick between his legs. His hands roamed down and gently grabbed his man's meat and he gently began stroking it. Neither men cared what risk was involved with this endeavor because deep down, the both knew that they needed it bad. Nelly craved T.I.'s body like this and all his worries and fears were a million miles away from his body as he continued kissing T.I. and feeling his hard dick being gently stroked by him. Nelly sucked on his lower lip as he felt T.I.'s other hand began to stroke his back. The way T.I. touched him drove Nelly insane with lust and desire. He slowly moved down to his neck and began sucking the soft skin there until he heard T.I. moan something.

"Baby, uh, what if we, oh fuck, get caught? Ugh!"

"I don't care baby! Fuck! I want you so bad and I can't wait anymore! I want you to be mine."

"I've always been yours baby. Uh! I want you so bad. I can't resist you baby."

"I knew you'd see it my way," Nelly said as he seductively looked at him and flashed his sexy smile.

T.I. could never resist when Nelly smiled his sexy smile at him. It was easily one of the most sensual aspects of Nelly and T.I. was addicted to it as well as to him. The kissed once again and Nelly pressed his body closer to T.I.'s. Both their hard dicks were craving attention as Nelly began moving down his man's beautiful caramel colored body. He stopped on his erect nipples and darted his tongue out to them. T.I. shook with immense pleasure as his man lick and sucked on his hard nipple. He used the ball of his thumb to pleasure T.I.'s other nipple as his other hand snaked down his body and grabbed on to his aching dick. T.I. was in heaven as Nelly continued pleasing him all over.

"Oh God baby! Don't stop! Don't stop! I'd almost forgotten how good your body felt next to mine."

"Well let me refresh your memory. Trust me; you won't forget anything after this time."

T.I.'s dick pulsated in Nelly mouth as he began sucking and blowing his man. He loved giving this immense pleasure to his man. His head bobbed back and forth as he gained a fast speed. He sucked and licked every inch of T.I.'s member as he began to taste precum. T.I. moaned loudly when Nelly began licking all around his head like a lollipop. The tip of his tongue flickered over his slit as he felt T.I. shake once again. Nelly licked a trail under his dick all the way to his balls, where he took both of them in his mouth, while jacking him off. He loved the taste that he came to know simply as T.I. He moaned loudly once again as Nelly engulfed his throbbing member once again. He knew he wasn't going to be able to hold out much longer.

"Ugh! I'm close baby. Fuck!"

It wasn't long after that when Nelly began to feel his mouth and tongue being coated with the sticky, hot liquid he had come to know very well. It tasted different this time however. Instead of its trademark saltiness, it tasted faintly sweet. Nelly sucked on the head until he extracted every last drop of the white liquid as he felt his lover's rod softening. He took T.I.'s soft dick in his mouth a couple more times and then started kissing his way back up his man's body. He licked both his nipples a few times on his quest back to the lips that he loved to kiss. T.I. tasted himself on Nelly's tongue as he kissed him hard. He and Nelly switched places and they continued kissing each other. Nelly loved it when T.I. was aggressive with him. He was kissing him hard and began jacking him off.

"It's your turn," he said as he broke away from the kiss and smiled.

He kissed Nelly one last time and then began his journey down his man's well sculpted and defined body. He, of course, started off with Nelly's weakest spot, his ears. He heard loud moans from the older rapper as he kissed and licked his earlobe. He left a huge hickey on his neck as he went lower and began pleasing his nipples. They were hard and begged for attention from T.I. as he tried his best to pleasure both. It wasn't long before he found his destination. He licked the head and immediately took Nelly's hard rod in his mouth. He felt when Nelly put his hand behind his head, which encouraged him more. Nelly began thrusting in and out of his man's mouth and T.I. was surprised that he could take all of his ten inches in with ease. He was completely in love with this man and would do anything for him.

"Uh! Fuck! That's it baby! Don't stop! Fuck!"

"I wasn't planning on it!"

Nelly kept with his thrusts and with the combined force of that and T.I.'s hot mouth, he knew he wouldn't last much longer. He moaned loudly as T.I. picked up the pace of his actions, also sensing that he wouldn't last much longer. Nelly put both his hands behind T.I.'s head as he began fucking his face. It was intense for both men and Nelly's loud moans filled the bathroom. T.I. felt when Nelly began to shake and he did the same when the first spurt of cum gushed onto his tongue. He sucked harder as he noticed that Nelly had stopped thrusting into his mouth. T.I. swallowed Nelly's load as he continued sucking him until he went soft. He got up and noticed that Nelly looked like he was a million miles away. He looked so peaceful and happy as T.I. stared at him. He noticed his strong jaw line, smooth skin, and those lips that he was obsessed with. He ran his hands over his smooth chest and rock hard abs. He was so sexy.

"Time to wake up sexy," T.I. said softly as he held their hands together and innocently kissed him.

"I don't wanna!" Nelly whined like a little child.

"Well too bad!" he said as he splashed water on his face.

"Aww baby! You suck."

"You're so cute when you pout like that you know that."

"And you're so cute right now."

"Are we okay now?"

"When were we not okay?"

"Well you've been so stressed out about us. The last thing I wanted to do was put more pressure on you."

"I'm sorry about that baby. I said things that I want to take back but I know I can't."

"It's oka---"

"Let me finish okay. I was being selfish. This relationship is stressful but if you're able to deal with it then I should be able to as well. I want this more than anything. I want you more than anything. I don't know what I'd do without you and I don't want to find out."

"You won't have to. I'm not going anywhere."

"I love you baby. So much!"

"I love you more than you'll ever know."

The men embraced in another sensual kiss before T.I. broke away. "I think you should get going. You don't want us to get caught like this do you?"

"I don't know. I'm so comfortable right here," he said as rested his head on T.I.'s and wrapped strong arms around him.

They stayed embracing and enjoying each other for a while longer until it really was time to go. Nelly had not choice but to wear the same clothes as before. He was putting his cap on when T.I. emerged from the bathroom with some black shorts and a tank top of the same color. He looked sexy and Nelly had to get another piece of that. He walked up to him and grabbed him.

"Damn you look sexy durrty."

"You're not so bad to look at yourself babe."

"I love you baby."

T.I.'s insides lit up and he sported a huge grin on his face. He treasured every time Nelly told him he loved him. "I love you too."

They sensually placed a kiss on each other's lips as they held each other tightly. Nelly really couldn't see what his life would be like if he couldn't hold T.I. this way. He physically had to kiss and touch him frequently if he wanted to remain sane. He was obsessed with T.I. and he loved every moment of it. They kissed for a while longer until Nelly finally had to leave, although it was clear that he didn't want to. They kissed one last time before Nelly left his dressing room. T.I. sat on the couch in his room as the night's events replayed in his head. He felt his balls began to twitch once again as he was doing so. He really was never satisfied when it came to his man.

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