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Fate Brought Billy Gilman to Me

Part #20 (Finale)

By Paul S. Stevens

Since last Sunday night when Billy and I came across the reporter who informed us that he was planning to do a story on Billy the following week, three days had gone by with Billy being no closer to putting together the coming-out video that he intended to post on YouTube. On the morning of the fourth day, it was already Thursday, November 20th, 2014 and there was only three days remaining until the reporter's story would be aired on WPRI-TV, channel 12 news, a CBS-affiliated station located in Providence, Rhode Island, and then would subsequently be made available online for the world to see.

On that morning, Billy was awake but pretending he was still asleep. I'm sure that the making of his `Billy's Story' video, (as we came to start calling it), was weighing heavily on his mind and he most likely was avoiding it, at least for the moment.

"I know you're awake, Billy," I said to my sweetheart.

"No, I'm not," Billy mumbled.

"Okay then," I said as I prepared to rattle my boyfriend's cage. "Here comes your courtesy wake-up call... WAKE-UP!" I said directly into his ear.

"I don't want to," Billy whined as he turned to face me.

"Do you think that if maybe you ignore the problem a little longer, it will go away by itself?" I chided.

"N... n... no," Billy brooded childishly.

"So then, get up," I insisted.

"Mommy, I don't feel good," Billy jokingly complained.

"I am So Not your mommy," I warned him.

"Please mommy, please," Billy continued to mock in a childlike voice.

Since we've both gotten into the habit of sleeping in the nude, I took the opportunity to throw the covers off of both of us. I got on my knees and straddled Billy's naked legs.

"Would your `mommy' do this?" I teased as I dove for Billy's morning wood, sucking it into my mouth with reckless abandon.

"Oh shit, that's not fair," Billy shrieked as his boner immediately began to deflate in my mouth.

"What happened?" I asked.

"What do you mean, `what happened', you dweeb?" He said. "What a thing to say to a guy."

"I guess that must have been a real turn-off," I apologized.

"You think?" Billy huffed.

"Well, you opened the door for that one," I brooded.

"That's all right, Barrett," Billy sighed. "You did me a favor. Now that my boner has gone down, I can go empty my aching bladder!"

It wasn't exactly how I planned to do it, but at least I got Billy to get out of bed.

"Now that you've gotten a good night's sleep, are you ready to make your video today?" I asked.

"Here we go again," Billy barked. "I don't think I could ever be totally ready to have to do something that puts me in such a vulnerable position."

"Well, we're going to get started today whether you're ready or not," I insisted. "You're a public figure, so you don't have a choice to do it your way on your terms. Not yet anyway. Three days have gone by since we ran into that reporter guy, and if you're going to scoop his story, you've got to do it now. You're definitely running out of time, so go get showered and let's do this thing!"

Billy didn't say anything, but he didn't go hopping into the shower either. He put on a drab and faded, rust-colored t-shirt, a pair of black pants and his favorite black sweater with the pullover hood.

"What's going on Billy?" I asked, looking sternly at my lover.

"I tried to tell you, I'm not ready, Barrett," He explained. "I've got to hire a cameraman, get some lights, write my script, and choose a location. There's a shit-load of other things I've got to do too."

"No, there isn't," I asserted.

"What?" Billy said with confusion.

"Is that how you think that the millions of people who put videos on YouTube get them there?"

"No, but they're amateurs," Billy pointed out.

"Yeah, but many of them go viral, no matter how bad they are," I said as I began to explain. "We've got everything we need right here. The idea is to let your fans know what's up. You don't need big production values for that. No one is going to be watching this on a big screen home theater. Most people will watch it on their computer or portable device. We both have cameras built into our phones. I'll serve as your cameraman. That will be good enough. Also, the lighting in the living room is sufficient. We'll clear the area and close the blinds behind you. That will serve as your location. And as for a script, you already know in your mind what you need to say. Let the rest of it be spontaneous. Just let it be natural as you speak from your heart. If you do that, you won't need to do any editing at all. It will be quick and virtually painless. The more you fuss over it, the harder and more complicated it will get. Don't put it off any longer. Look at your video, `Say You Will' for example. You've been fussing over that video for weeks now. I know you're not happy with it, but this isn't going to be that kind of a video. You don't want your `Billy's Story' video to turn into one of those nightmares, right?"

"I don't know," Billy responded quietly.

"Come on, let's do one right now and I'll show you what I mean," I suggested.

Just then, Billy's cell phone rang. He looked at the screen:

`Incoming Call From: Hunter Hayes'.

"Hey, Hunter, how's it hanging?" Billy said, answering the call right away, putting it on speaker so we could both hear it.

"Hey, BG, I've only got a second. Check this out," Hunter said as he forwarded a video link to Billy's phone. "One of my staff just caught this a few minutes ago. I'll talk to you more about it later. I got to run. Love you my man! Take care!"

Hunter disconnected and Billy proceeded to access the link that Hunter had just sent.

It was an interview with `People Magazine' posted at twelve noon that, within hours, had gained momentum and caught fire on Facebook, Twitter, Google and the like. The news was, Billy's fellow Country Music artist and friend, Ty Herndon had come out as gay on

"Oh My God!" Billy exclaimed. He held up his phone between the two of us and we looked on in amazement as we read the post together. Billy's friend and contemporary had officially made his `coming out' announcement to the world.

After the two of us read through the interview, Billy then followed some of the tweets as the entire story went viral. The more we read, the more Billy turned pale.

"Son of a bitch," Billy exclaimed.

"He's had it harder than you, Billy," I said. "It says here, he's been married, twice, to cover the fact that he's gay. I didn't know that. With him coming out like this, it should make things a lot easier for you, Billy. Remember when I said that you'll know when the time is right to post your video? Well, this is it. Now is the time. I mean, right now!"

"Okay," Billy agreed, even though he was filled with anxiety. All the buzz and Internet activity had convinced Billy that I was right and he needed to jump on this development right away and ride the wave of what his friend had put into motion. "Let me go and put something else on real quick."

"Forget it," I insisted. "We're doing it right here, right now. Sit here on the couch and face this way."

I had told Billy to shower and dress earlier and he chose to ignore me. Now that things were flying fast and furious, it became a race against time. Billy offered no resistance as he mentally prepared himself for what we were about to do. I straightened up and cleared the area behind him the best I could and turned on all the lights in the room. While I was busy doing that, Billy tinkered on his laptop, that just happened to be `on' and loaded with Billy's editing software. It was paused on a scene from his latest music video, `Say You Will', that he was still tweaking and editing, trying to meet the deadline of its scheduled release. I took my position in front of Billy. I tilted my phone to the side to get a close, tight, vertical shot. Then I called, "Action!"

"Hi everybody, it's Billy... umm... how should I say this... umm..."

Well, it started off a little rocky, but five and a half minutes later, Billy said what he needed to say, and it was a done deal. Then Billy sat next to me and we watched the playback together.

"I hate how I look," Billy said as we watched. "I hate how I started out too. Besides, a couple of times, I almost lost it."

"I know," I told him. "I almost lost it with you. But that's good. That's the real Billy coming through and that's what you want. You threw me a little curve ball there when you started talking about your progress on your `Say You Will' video. I had to turn the camera towards your laptop to show what you were talking about. I wasn't sure if the camera was going to be able to capture the laptop's screen or not, but it came out amazingly well."

"Wow, you even have my video `coming out'," he laughed.

It was a lame joke, but it was exactly what we needed with both of us feeling the tension and anxiety rise.

"So, what do you think?" I asked, getting serious again.

"Yeah, this could work, I guess," Billy fussed.

"Okay, so here goes," I said.

"What? Wait!" Billy exclaimed. "What are you doing?"

"I'm going to upload it to YouTube!" I said.

"Well, don't be uploading that one," Billy scowled.

"Why not?" I asked. "I know you, Billy. You're really not going to be satisfied with another take, or two, or three, or even a dozen. After this Sunday, when we find out what that reporter's got to say about you, you'll be able to do a follow-up story. That's when you can plan on doing things your way. You can carefully decide if you want to start off locally, or go straight to national. Then you can plan-out what you want to say in advance, choosing your words carefully. That's when you can control things and call the shots. You can look the way you want and have your hair all perfect and everything. Then, you can call all the shots and do everything, on your terms."

"You're right," Billy said.

"So, do we upload it now while you still have Ty's momentum to soften the blow?" I asked, double checking.

Billy nodded his head in reluctant agreement as he clenched his teeth together and growled quietly. Taking that as an official sign to go ahead, I uploaded the video to YouTube, doing all the necessary steps to successfully accomplish the task. Then I took a long, deep breath, hoping I had done the right thing for Billy.

I felt strangely apprehensive, as if at any second, a barrage of overwhelming responses was going to hit Billy like the aftermath of a ghost `sliming' from `Ghostbusters'. I went to the YouTube website to make sure Billy's video had been uploaded properly and it had already gotten 846 hits in less than twenty-five minutes. Over the next six hours, everyone that Billy knew started calling him with an outpouring of love and support, offering their best wishes and words of encouragement.

During the brief hours since making his official announcement, the media got a hold of the news, and soon, it was on its way to becoming history.

Even Colin and Spencer had heard the news by the time they got home from work. They were both deeply concerned with Billy's welfare and helped steady Billy's emotional state wherever they could.

For the next several hours, Billy was hit with every kind of attention, both good and bad. The tweets were flying fast and furious. The radio stations and TV updates were buzzing with the news, and the half dozen Billy Gilman official and unofficial Facebook pages were being bombarded with both accusers and well wishers alike. With all the attention going on in the media, Sunday snuck up on us and the WPRI-TV, channel 12 news story on Billy was dwarfed by all the hype generated over the previous days. It essentially had gotten buried.

Billy's long time manager and friend, Sandy Linzer, heard the news within minutes and quickly got involved. Both she and Billy immediately started working on spin control, doing what they could while all the hype was still fresh. This was something I'd learned a little bit about back when Billy and his legal team helped me out because I was being sued by Derek. They booked Billy to appear the following morning for his first of many interviews after releasing his `coming out' video. The topic was to cover and address some of the most frequently asked questions that had arisen since all hell broke loose. There were certain things Billy wanted to say that he felt his fans deserved to know, and he wanted to do it locally first, believing his close friends and neighbors closest to him deserved to know first before he went national with it. So, Billy spoke to `The Rhode Show' in an extended interview.

The Rhode Show is WPRI, channel 12's daily lifestyle show for having fun, eating well, and living life in Rhode Island. Because it was local, it didn't have all the resources that the big league city news departments had at their disposal so they handled things a little differently. Because of the hot topic Billy was confronted with, he delivered his interview remotely, via the stairwell of the WPRI building where he was able to speak freely, away from the set where he calmly spoke to `The Rhode Show' host. Billy sat on the stairs accompanied by the cameraman and sound engineer linked to the host in the studio. Later that day, the video of `The Rhode Show's' interview was uploaded to YouTube, which instantly went viral due to all of Billy's fans who were desperate to hear any news they could get about their beloved and respected singer, song writer, celebrity, friend and neighbor.

Later that night, Billy would give his first interview to a nationally recognized television show, `Entertainment Tonight', where he further confirmed the information his fans were most interested to know. Billy was quoted as saying:

"My coming out didn't come from a place of wanting to get on the national news or push a record. It came from a place of honesty and being real."

Billy was finally finding acceptance and was beginning to feel better about how things had progressed. That made everything better. Billy's mood improved. His outlook seemed to improve as he noticed things began to open up for him and his future.

Even my relationship with Billy improved as we started to grow even closer together in the coming days as Billy grew accustomed to being out and open. I was happy to say that our sex life came alive again too, fast becoming the scorching hot dynamic it had been when we first met.

I was feeling better about things as well. Though I still maintained a discreet presence around Billy when we were in public, it felt good to know that I didn't need to be invisible any longer and hide, or pretend I was with Billy in some kind of professional capacity only. Also, I felt good about how Billy was finally getting the things he wanted for himself.

Billy's other relationships had improved too. Billy was now closer to his brother Colin, and he had mended his strained relationship with his parents. Billy now owned the home we all live in, and both Billy and Colin were now free from the destructive influences and entanglements of Derek. Our plans to get married were rapidly becoming a reality and we set a date for the wedding to be in the early winter of 2015.

Things slowed down soon after that for Billy and the November 20th ordeal was all but forgotten. The focus of `Billy's Story' quickly got overshadowed by an onslaught of other celebrities and sports figures who had also come out in a wave of national news that ultimately began the movement to push the Supreme Court and the individual states of the union to allow gay marriage. We both stood and watched on the sidelines as these events unfolded.

The holidays flew by for us as the rest of the world passed us by. New Years Day was mostly uneventful, and 2015 began as a promising new beginning for both Billy and me.

Billy remained largely out of the spotlight, playing small venues and intimate appearances like `The Blazing Saddles Saloon' in Columbus, Ohio. Recently, he performed at the first annual `Concert for Love and Acceptance', co-hosted by his gay buddy, Ty Herndon.

Then, as Billy gained additional acceptance, he felt free enough to eventually deem the video of `Say You Will', (that he had fussed over for so long), unacceptable and said:

"There was a girl counterpart to the video, and I just had to come clean and be honest with my fans. The way the video was being depicted, I felt I wasn't being true to myself."

He finally scrapped the whole project in favor of Alec Asten's slick, directorial style, using Billy as the sole upbeat subject in the cold winter setting of his home town in Rhode Island, making the video, gender neutral. Mr. Asten's vision had Billy casually walking the streets of the city, tripping the light fantastic, ultimately ending with Billy, approaching the theater with the marquee that read:


Billy Gilman In Concert

Sold Out

Even Mr. Asten believed in Billy's future and ended the video with the encouraging message, `Sold Out'. Billy had penned `Say You Will' long before the whole `coming out' incident had taken place when Billy was still trying to cater to the `straight' attitudes of the country music industry. With the help of Alec Asten's video direction, the video helped blur the line between the old closeted Billy and the new openly gay Billy.

`Say You Will' is the very first song that Billy released and sang that was co-written by himself, Philip Douglas and Dan Murph. In a surprise announcement, Billy got notified that he would be receiving an honor for that song in the upcoming Rhode Island Songwriter's Festival where he agreed to perform his work. Things were looking up.

Later in 2015, Billy joined with TV personality Lisa Vanderpump to perform for `Stop Ebola And Build For The Future' concert at the United Nations Headquarters on March 2, 2015 in New York City.

On the same day that Billy's `Say You Will' video premiered worldwide on such sites as iTunes, YouTube, and Rolling Stone Magazine on line, we watched the video together the way most of the world would be watching it from here on out. Online.

So, in a very romantic setting in our darkened candle-lit dining room, Billy set up his laptop on the dining room table between us and we watched the online version of his newest love song, `Say You Will' together.

"Say You Will"

Today when I see your lipstick stain

On my last nice shirt, it cues my brain

To think about you

Every second too


I always knew if I could find a girl

Who sees the way I see the world

I'd give her my life

Will you give me your life?


Say you will

Wade out into the water

Breathe in, breathe out with me

You'd be the words to an unwritten song

I'd be the melody

Don't let your lips be still

Say you will


Picture this

Me and you

Little house with a rim brand hue

Well this country town

As the sun drops down


And on the other side of that window pane

A storm might spin that weather vane

But we can rise above

If you feel my love


Say you will

Wade out into the water

Breathe in, breathe out with me

You'd be the words to an unwritten song

I'd be the melody

Don't let your lips be still


Girl you're my rhapsody

The sound of your symphony

Is a thousand violins


When life's stray stars collide

And with our two hearts tonight

And the circle has no end


Say you will

Wade out into the water

Breathe in, breathe out with me

You'd be the words to an unwritten song

I'd be the melody

Don't let your lips be still

Say you will

Wade out into the water

Breathe in with me (say you will)

I'd be the melody

Don't let your lips be still

Don't let your lips be still

Say you will

Say you will

When the video was over, we were very happy and impressed at how awesome the online `High Definition' presentation was.

"While I've been working on `Say You Will'," Billy said to me, "I squeezed in another project for you. This is just a cover, written by John Legend and Toby Gad, but it sums up how I feel about you, Barrett, so I'm officially dedicating this lyric video to you."

This was something unprecedented. I was thrilled that Billy would do something like that for me and proud that Billy Gilman was my boyfriend, lover, and fiancÚ. I stared into the laptop screen with great anticipation as Billy loaded the video, cueing it up and pressing `play'. The video began and I was instantly captivated.

"All Of Me"

What would I do without your smart mouth

Drawing me in, and you kicking me out

You got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down

What's going on in that beautiful mind

I'm on your magical mystery ride

And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright


My head's underwater

But I'm breathing fine

You're crazy and I'm out of my mind


'Cause all of me

Loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Give your all to me

I'll give my all to you

You're my end and my beginning

Even when I lose I'm winning

Cause I give you all of me

And you give me all of you, oh


How many times do I have to tell you

Even when you're crying you're beautiful too

The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood

You're my downfall, you're my muse

My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues

I can't stop singing, it's ringing in my head for you


My head's underwater

But I'm breathing fine

You're crazy and I'm out of my mind


'Cause all of me

Loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Give your all to me

I'll give my all to you

You're my end and my beginning

Even when I lose I'm winning

Cause I give you all of me

And you give me all of you, oh

Give me all of you, oh oh


Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts

Risking it all though it's hard


Cause all of me

Loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Give your all to me

I'll give my all to you

You're my end and my beginning

Even when I lose I'm winning

Cause I give you all of me

And you give me all of you


I give you all of me

And you give me all, of you, oh oh oh.

"Barrett," Billy said, looking me square in the eyes and hypnotizing me the way no one else in the world could do. "All of me, truly loves, all of you. We've gone through so many things in the short time we've been together, I don't think I could love you any more than I do right now."

I was speechless. Even though I've heard John Legend perform `All Of Me' before, I felt Billy's version reach deep into my soul and yank at my vulnerable heartstrings. We kissed, and then kissed some more. We got so wrapped up in each other that I totally lost track of time. I think Billy was going to take me out to dinner, setting the mood with the candles and heartfelt videos, but instead, it only served to turn me on, lighting my loins on fire. The next thing I knew, I was pulling Billy into the bedroom with me, literally throwing off our clothes along the way in a rush to get naked and into bed.

Colin and Spencer happened to be coming out of their bedroom just in time to witness Billy and I throwing off our clothes in the hallway on our way to our bedroom, hand in hand. They gave out a little giggle as they knowingly looked at each other, letting us know that they were on to us and knew exactly what we were about to do. A couple of seconds later, we heard their bedroom door close, letting us know that our exuberance had rubbed off on them, giving us a pretty good idea what we had inspired them to do.

We got comfortable on the bed, lying face to face, kissing some more as our boners swelled from our energetic passion. We moved closer together, grinding our bodies into one another as we pressed our pulsating cocks between us, causing our piercing poles to enlarge from the excitement.

I felt so close to Billy that I desperately wanted him inside me. Without speaking, I released my hold on Billy's lips and turned over, sending him a silent message as I pushed into him, making his bone slip into my warm and inviting crack. Billy responded immediately as he slid his engorged mass of meat along the outer region of my butt cheeks while ever so slightly caressing my quivering hole.

I paused long enough to retrieve the bottle of lube from the nightstand. I sat up, faced Billy again and applied some of the slick substance onto my hand. Then I applied it to Billy's super-heated manhood, evenly spreading the lube over every inch of his cock. The feel of his cock in my hand made my senses come alive.

I've always found Billy's cock to be the epitome of the human penis. The touch and texture of it, the shape, length, and girth of it, the smooth flawless shaft, the mushroom head that flared outward with style, virtually every aspect of Billy's awesome organ was penis perfection to me. As I yearned for it, it became the most heavenly thing that my hands have ever touched.

Billy started moaning, causing my own temperature to rise. I was craving his cock so intensely that I could think of nothing else as I essentially made love to it. I was compelled to finish him off and make him give me his cock-candy. I wanted to taste it, roll it around in my mouth and relish its sweet taste. That's when I realized I may have already gone too far.

I saw the signs that Billy was already on the verge of a catastrophic orgasm as his body tensed up and he held his breath. Even so, I was so captivated with his cock that I couldn't seem to stop myself. I didn't want him to blow his load before I had my chance to have him fill me with his essence. Nevertheless, I had other plans for his creamy cum-load, so I forced myself to stop before it was too late.

Just as I slowly pulled my hand away from his cock, Billy gasped and grabbed himself using both hands as he started shooting his hot load, pumping his priceless Billy-juice into the air and coming to rest upon my lap. It happened so fast, it caught me off guard and I didn't have time to react. I would have preferred to drink Billy's offering straight from the source, suckling his precious life force from his spewing fountain. But now that it happened, I wasn't going to let his precious gift go to waste.

I immediately gathered up as much of his prize as I could while it was still hot from the tap. Then I slowly savored it in my mouth, letting it enchant me. The flavor sent rippling waves of pleasure throughout my body, originating with my taste buds and radiating outwards from the top of my head to the tips of my toes. Next, I scraped up as much of the remaining cum-stuff as I could and held it motionless in my mouth. I quickly kissed Billy so I could share his magical personification with him. I sweetly fed Billy his own creation as he surprisingly took pleasure in sharing it with me. He used his expert technique to draw every drop I had collected to share between us, making it one of the most epic kisses we've ever shared.

Billy had already cum and I believed our lovemaking session was basically over as I started to get soft. We stayed lip locked together for a while, feeling the love between us bubble over. After a short while, Billy discontinued our kissing session and I dropped backwards onto the bed to enjoy my afterglow.

To my surprise, Billy took ahold of my legs and lifted them up, pushing my knees to my chest. As he moved up behind me, I couldn't believe he was still fully erect. He took full control of my vulnerable backside and prepared to take `all of me'. Apparently, Billy was so aroused, his first orgasm was merely a prelude to what was to come next.

He rubbed my outer ring with his hardness, sending chills up and down my spine. He took the bottle of lube from me and generously lubed my puckered gateway, and then my cock as my softened tool instantly returned to life. My lover expertly prepared me, using the same technique I'd used on him so many times in the past. I felt the love and attention flow out of his fingers as he delicately used one hand to insert his first initial finger past my permissive guardian, all the while stroking my cock ever so lightly with his other hand.

My hole swallowed his preliminary gesture, and the head of my cock swelled in his hand as he added a second, and then a third finger. Once I was sufficiently stretched and ready for the real thing, Billy got into position and popped the head of his cock ever so slowly past my sphincter, allowing time for me to take his total length and girth without pain or discomfort. Then he eased his way in, making sure the angle of entry was as effortless as possible as he slid in with zero resistance. He persisted, ever so slowly inward until every glorious inch of his massive endowment was fully inside me. He paused there in great anticipation, making our bodies hunger and beg for even the slightest movement. Then he pushed the last quarter inch of his cock into me for good measure, pushing the base of his cock flat against my orifice, stretching it open that extra little bit before he began ramping up his rhythm to a blistering frenzy.

With my legs still pressed against my chest, I was in the ideal position for his perfectly proportioned penis to brush up against my illusive prostate button, consistently hitting it with each and every thrust. Billy worked his tempo into full speed as he began to plunge deeper and quicker inside me. He resumed stroking my pulsating dick as he matched his thrusting speed to his stroking speed, driving me ever closer to the explosive orgasm that I knew was inevitably brewing and ready to boil over.

Billy was filling me to the hilt, not only with his column of stone, but with his love and sincerity as well. I never felt so alive. Billy was hitting all the right places in a way that sent me to another world.

Then, Billy started groaning louder as he pushed his cock into me harder and stronger. Then he pushed in so hard and held it there so long, keeping as still as a statue as all his muscles tensed up. For a moment, I thought he was trying to push his balls into my hole with his cock already planted deep within me. My sphincter ring expanded to accommodate the widest part of Billy's penis, which was the base, where his cock and balls joined together. As Billy's body shuddered, he stopped stroking me and held my cock motionless in his hand, erotically squeezing it tight. I felt the hot liquid of his cum-load surge and bathe the interior of my bowels, further stimulating every nerve in my body. That made the cum-load that I'd been holding back, climb to the surface. As Billy pulled halfway back, he propelled himself forward again, gripping and squeezing my cock even harder. He held himself in place a second time and I felt his cock fire off another hot round of Billy-essence. That one was almost enough to push me over the edge. I needed one more to finish me off. To my delight, Billy did one more, but this time, he sensed that I was on the verge of cumming myself and resumed stroking my cock as he thrust inward one final time.

Between Billy's stroking, and his last pelvic thrust, I began to orgasm. Billy's cock shot its third and final burst of cum-cream and I shot my load as if it were Billy's hot load shooting out my cock. I almost lost consciousness as I experienced the most intense orgasm of my life.

There was absolutely no doubt in my mind that, I not only loved Billy, I was in love with him. I always loved Billy from the very first day I ever laid eyes on him in 2001. Sex was also the greatest, starting from the very first time we met in that stalled elevator in Los Angeles, to every other time since. But I've found that sex is at its most thrilling when it's with the person you love.

With his cock still planted firmly inside me, Billy leaned forward and lapped up the majority of my cum-load that I had deposited on my chest. He rolled it around in his mouth, savoring every drop as he closed his eyes and smiled. Then, he went back for more and lapped up the rest. He held it in his mouth and leaned in for a kiss. Just as I had done to him, Billy locked lips and kissed me with the intent of feeding me my own creation, bringing our lovemaking session full circle. The taste of my own cum seemed sweeter than usual as Billy shared it with me. I could swear it tasted like... well... like love!

I rolled over to my side and Billy moved with me, continuing to keep his cock firmly buried inside me. As we lingered quietly in bed for a while, we heard the familiar sounds of Colin and Spencer enjoying their mutual orgasms together, bumping, slapping, heaving and moaning. We enjoyed hearing their bouts of ecstasy, giving us a warm feeling that we lived in a house where love could be found in every corner of every room. Eventually, Billy got soft enough that his cock naturally popped out of my backside and I felt Billy's hot man juice begin to ooze out of my hole. I wanted to keep it inside me a while longer, but my body had different plans. After about a half an hour, we got cleaned up and got dressed. Billy still wanted to go out for dinner and he even invited Colin and Spencer to join us just because he was feeling good about the genuine love that abounded all around us.

Things continued on, mostly without incident. It was the middle of summer now and Billy and I were finally living our lives on our terms, being out, as in `no more secrets'. Enough people know about us now and we didn't feel the need to have to hide, explain ourselves or worry that Billy was going to get black balled in the industry.

I couldn't attain the superstar life that I had hoped to get for Billy, but we were both deliriously happy. The way things worked out for us, perhaps I didn't fail him completely. All I can see now is a great future, being at Billy's side, supporting his career and sharing our lives together.

Our wedding was fast becoming the foremost thing on both our minds as the date of the blessed event drew near with lightning speed. Even with everything out in the open as it was, Billy and I decided to keep things down to a dull and quiet roar, celebrating only with our closest friends and family.

When our blessed day arrived, we had about a hundred guests attending, flying in from all over the country. I was pleased that Jessie McCartney and Hunter Hayes could come. The two of them made a brief appearance even though they both had commitments to perform in concert later that day. My close friend Logan Lerman made it as well as Zac Efron, our two mutual friends that Billy and I met at Club Xes. Ty Herndon made an appearance as well as Ricky Martin and LeAnn Rimes. Billy's brother, Colin, and his partner, Spencer, became invaluable to us, being instrumental in making our special day as perfect as possible. Billy's long time girlfriend Camera held no hostility as she continued to be friends to both Billy and I. My dear friend Roy Dickerson was able to come and Billy finally got to meet the man how was so instrumental in getting us together when we had gotten separated. By now, both my parents and Billy's parents were a little more supportive, understanding, and most of all tolerant of our choice to be legally joined in blissful matrimony. Even so, Billy and I held our breath in hopes that they would behave themselves. Both couples honored us with their presence as they amazed both Billy and I by not causing a scene of saying anything inappropriate for the duration of the ceremony.

For me, I was marrying the prince of country music, whether the rest of the world agreed with that title or not. Being married to Billy was a dream come true. I was about to live out the rest of my days with the most patient, understanding, sweetest, kindest, enormously intelligent, and completely thoughtful person ever, who just happened to be, the hottest, sexiest, most passionate man I've ever had the privilege to know. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't thank God for the day that fate brought Billy Gilman to me.

The End...

And They Lived Happily Ever After...

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