Leo and Chris:
Forever
by: Angel & Will
Featuring: Charmed's Leo
Wyatt & Chris Wyatt
(as well as: Piper, Paige, Phoebe,
Wyatt, Cole, Penny, Patty)
Disclaimer:
None of this is true. These are fictional characters. I do not
own these people/characters and certainly do not make them do the
things I write about.By reading this, you relinquish any liability I
may have.
WARNING: This story involves consensual INCEST and
homosexual relations between fictional characters portrayed by real
actors.
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Clothes in hand, Leo orbed to Phoebe's room, having lived in the house
long enough to know where people were when the shouted in the manor.
"Here." He set the clothes down on the bed, and stared at Wyatt for a
minute. He shook his head, reminding himself that now wasn't the time
to be sentimental, and healed Wyatt.
Chris watched as the blood
disappeared and the color returned to his brother's skin. He silently
thanked god for being able to get to him in time.
Wyatt awoke with a gasp and he sat
up in bed, frightened. "Dad?" He immediately brought his hands to his
stomach, not expecting to feel anything in particular since he was
nowhere near showing but to make sure everything was okay with their
baby. His eyes closed and he sighed when he felt the familiar tingle of
life within him.
Chris smiled at Wyatt. "Welcome
back." He moved towards the door and looked at Leo. "I'll see you
later." He closed the door, leaving the two men alone.
"What?" Leo stared at the closed
door, not understanding why Chris had left. ~Damn it.~ Leo turned back
to Wyatt. "Hey." Leo wanted to apologize for not getting there sooner,
but figured that Wyatt probably wouldn't want to remember what he'd
just gone through so soon.
"I heard him... at least part of
it..." Wyatt knew that Leo would know what he was making reference to.
"I used to believe it too... it's why I fell for him... why I loved
him... because he's the you that would touch me."
"You mean because he was actually
there. Something and someone tangible who didn't force you away." Leo
said, not sure he wanted to talk with Wyatt about his dark half.
"No... I mean because he wasn't an
elder... he served no greater purpose than me... his son." Wyatt almost
instantly regretted saying those words. He could tell Leo was hurt...
it was in his eyes. After years of inflicting pain, Wyatt could
recognize it. "You've proven to Chris... and you're proving to me...
you're not that man."
"The damage is still there." Leo
said quietly, and stood up. "This time I'm not hurting you or Chris,
I'm hurting someone else entirely. I can't even be a good human."
"Leo..." Wyatt started but
corrected himself. "Come here..." He patted the bed. "He was only
projecting what he saw in me all these years... the resentment towards
you. It made him angry to see me long for someone I couldn't have...
made him angry because he loved me... he saw me as his son... but
you're making it right... you've made it right."
Leo sat down on the bed, but didn't
look at Wyatt. "Yeah." He didn't know what to say, and he wasn't sure
he wanted to explain it to Wyatt. It would be wrong of him to tell
Wyatt that he'd seen something else entirely. Wouldn't it? His dark
half was evil, he couldn't be good for Wyatt or the baby. But that
thought alone made him think he should tell Wyatt.
"Dad..." Wyatt made a move to touch
Leo but backed his hand away. "What is it?"
"I'm scared. I don't want you to-"
Leo stopped, and looked at Wyatt. "He said," The white lighter sighed,
and knew he couldn't keep it from Wyatt.
"Speak." Leo's behavior was scaring
Wyatt a little bit.
"He said he loved you." Leo spoke
quietly, not liking the words coming out of his mouth at all. "I
believed him."
"Right." Wyatt sighed. ~I thought
he loved me... until he wanted to have me killed. I thought I loved him
until then too.~ "Think I should go back?"
"I don't know. I love you, but not
the way he does." Leo was as honest as he could be, not wanting to
influence Wyatt. "He knows you, Wyatt. He loves you in a way that I
love Chris. Isn't that what you want? For someone to love you like
that?"
"Yeah." Wyatt nodded. ~I see what's
going on... how could I have thought this guy wanted me here? He has a
perfect life... doesn't need a black sheep.~ "You're right. I should go
back." ~Dark Leo loves me... sure... but he'll never show it and never
say it... because he's evil... down side to being evil I guess... can't
get evil to be good sometimes.~ Wyatt got up from the bed. "If the
potions are still in the attic, I think I'm going to go home."
Leo stared at the floor, hating
that Dark Leo had been right. "If that's what you want. That's what
matters, that you are happy."
Wyatt was not going to comment or
respond. Happy to him had changed. Happy wasn't raising his child
around evil anymore... happy was having a family... happy was a good
man. He turned and headed for the door, quickly making his way to the
attic. He searched through the shelf of potions for the one he needed
and grabbed it tightly in his palm. He looked around the room and let
out a deep breath. "Fun while it lasted, huh? I was tired of being
evil... but guess Dark Leo's right... it's who I am and always will
be." He threw the potion at the wall and looked at the portal,
reluctantly walking slowly towards it. He didn’t want to give this life
up… he didn’t want to go back to solitude and evil but he felt he had
to right to impose on Leo and Chris’s happiness because of it, either.
~I’m going to miss my nephews.~
Leo sat on the bed, trying to
convince himself that it wasn't over, that Wyatt would still come and
visit. ~Why can't it just be easy? Why does he have to love me? Why
does my dark half have to love him?~ The white lighter closed his eyes
and tried to think of something that would make the situation seem
better. ~I know he won't let my dark half hurt him...~
Wyatt crossed the portal into his
time, hating the fact that this was his "home" and always had to me. He
felt his father had pushed him away but nothing hurt more that the fact
he let Leo into his life.
Leo wondered if Piper, Paige and
Wyatt were still at magic school. When he'd first met Wyatt in the
future, he'd had a hard time seeing his toddler after seeing how harsh
Wyatt could be. But right now all he wanted to do was hold his oldest
son. Leo stood up and left the room, knowing he couldn't dwell on his
hurt, he had Chris and their twins to take care of.
Chris had just finished feeding the
babies again and like clockwork, they were sound asleep. He had a
sinking feeling that not everything was okay. He couldn't put his
finger on it, but something felt off.
Leo walked into his bedroom, and
watched Chris, who was watching their sleeping children. "Hey." The
white lighter came into the room, and hugged Chris. "They asleep?" He
asked quietly.
Chris nodded his response. "Is
Wyatt asleep?"
"No. He left." Leo held onto Chris,
ignoring the voice in his head. "He went back to his time."
Chris was surprised by the news...
stunned even. "Why would he do that? I thought he was happy here."
"We were talking and he decided to
leave." Leo let go off Chris and walked over to the bed and sat down on
it. "He has things he has to take care off back there."
Chris couldn't believe it. "Doesn't
sound like him.... it just doesn't make sense. Why would he go back to
somewhere he's going to get hurt... he was happy to try having a
'family' ... why would he want to be alone?" He was speaking to no one
in particular... more thinking out loud... finally he met Leo's eyes.
"Wait a minute... did you do this?"
"He needed to know what was said. I
just told him the truth." Leo looked up at Chris. "He can't make
decisions without knowing all the possible choices."
"I agree." Chris was making no
effort to hide being upset. "I'm not stupid, Leo... I know how you can
come across... you made him think he shouldn't be here! Did you tell
him that that guy may love him but isn't what's best for him? Huh? Do
you even care you're sending him back to being evil? What happened to
wanting him to be good? Did that all go out the window for your own
selfish purposes? I can't even look at you right now!" Chris stormed
out of the room. "Don't wait up for me." He yelled out from the hallway.
"Would it have mattered?" Leo said
to himself. The white lighter glanced over at the bassinets. "Hope you
guys are still asleep."
Chris was beyond angry and he
didn't care who heard him storm out. He slammed the front door shut,
intending to take Piper's car somewhere but he changed his mind.
Instead he orbed to the underworld, in search of the seer for answers.
He approached the seer's lair but it seemed vacant. "Seer? Seer!"
"Chill out!" Kira, the seer entered
the room from a side alcove. "What's got your panties in a twist,
munchkin?"
"The name's Chris..." Chris was too
angry to deal with her nonsense right now. "I need to know something...
about the future... my brother's future."
"What about it exactly? I'm not
like those phony bologna palm readers up top." Kira walked in a circle
around the room, keeping Chris in her line of sight the entire time.
Chris took a deep breath and let it
out before speaking again. "Is he safe... with his partner? Did he go
back willingly?"
Kira went over to the large
cauldron set up in the middle of the room, and dipped her finger in it.
She ran her finger along the edge, and pulled her hand away as she saw
a series of events in the liquid. "Would you like the good news or the
bad news?"
"How about you just spill it
before..." Chris stopped himself and didn't finish his sentence.
"Sorry... just tell me... my husband’s life depends on it."
"He did go back willingly, and he
is safe. Tall, dark, and good looking treats him like a prince..."
Kira's smile dimmed a little. "But he didn't go back for the right
reasons."
"What do mean? Wait tall dark
and... Cole? He's with Cole? Okay sorry... one thing at a time... why
did he go back? Is it Leo's fault? IS IT? I will orb his testicles to
middle of the desert!"
"Who's Cole?" Kira asked, thinking
if Chris thought he was tall dark and handsome, that she needed to get
his digits. "I'm talking about the parallel universe Leo."
"Oh... well good... as long as he
doesn't hurt my brother... but did my husband cause Wyatt to leave? I
thought he wanted to part of our family!" Chris couldn't help but feel
awkward about discussing this with a semi-stranger.
"I can't see everything." Kira said
sympathetically. "But he isn't as happy as he could be. But I can't be
sure as to what's missing from his life, only that it's something that
runs deeply inside him."
"I knew it." Chris felt defeated
and helpless. "There's nothing I can do for him now... will I see him
again? Is the baby going to be okay? Are they going to visit? I know
I'm asking too much... forget it... I'm just going to go kick Leo's
ass."
Kira giggled and stepped away from
the cauldron. "He treats the little ones like princes too, but that's
all I'm going to say. Now, if you could just tell me where I can find
this...Cole, was it?"
"Little ones? As in more than one?"
Chris smirked. "Cole? Oh no... you can't... he's dead... but you gave
me the perfect idea as to how I can piss Leo off... can't believe he
pushed away his own son...ugh... I swear if I didn't love him so
much... ugh. Well I don't care... I'll still go visit Wyatt and see the
baby... even if Leo doesn't because he's evil! Don't even get me
started on how wrong that is!" Chris knew he was rambling but he didn't
care.
"Is there a point to the flood of
words leaving your mouth?" The seer asked, a bit disappointed that Cole
was dead.
"No." Chris shook his head with a
smile. "There never is... you should already know that. Anyway...
thanks seer... if there's anything I can help with... let me know."
"All right kiddo." Kira smiled, and
walked back off to her alcove, not wanting to be around the man
anymore. "Just don't kill him!"
"I can't make any promises." Chris
said and orbed out, rematerializing again in his bedroom. He walked
over to Leo, grabbed his hand and dragged him out of the room, not
wanting to yell around the babies. He orbed them to the attic. "Okay
sit down, shut up... and listen..." He knew Leo had to be a bit lost at
Chris's sudden actions but he didn't care at the moment. "I think it's
very dirty what you did to Wyatt... despicable... unforgivable and I'm
very angry. You acted selfishly and you may have cost your son and his
unborn child happy lives. I think it's even more disgusting that you
pushed him away completely disregarding your unborn child. It's like I
don't even know you right now. I understand you had mixed feelings
about Wyatt being here and you being with him but we could have stopped
that gradually and just kept him here and he would have been happy and
that's a decision you and I should have made TOGETHER. I'm sick of your
attitude. Done now."
Leo just stared at Chris for a
minute, taking in everything Chris had said. "We can't control him. You
said it yourself, they were involved, he had a right to know that Dark
Leo loves him. They might make it work. I got over most of my issues
about Wyatt being here. With your help, last night I realized that it
wouldn't hurt you to have Wyatt here. Because we're in love, and we
would work through our feelings! I was just trying to give them the
same chance!"
"It's not about that! They could
still have a chance and by all means, I hope they make it work.... but
what foundation do they have to build on? Wyatt's abandonment issues?
Huh? You should handled this differently because we're a family... at
least we're supposed to be and your decision affect others..." Chris
was beyond angry. "He went back home thinking we didn't want him..."
Just then, Piper walked into the
attic, looking a bit thrown off by all the yelling. "You guys... what's
going on?"
Chris looked over at his mother and
shook his head, anger still present in his features. He looked back at
Leo before speaking again. "I can't fucking stand to see you right
now... don't bother coming to bed." That said, he stormed out of the
attic.
"Whoa..." Piper slowly walked
closer to Leo. "What the hell was that?"
Leo ran a hand through his hair,
now even more confused about the situation. "Chris is angry. Wyatt went
back to his time, and Chris thinks that I was wrong. That I shouldn't
have done it." Leo looked at Piper, hoping at least one person would
understand his actions. "Someone from his time loves him. Loves him a
whole hell of a lot. I couldn't...I didn't want that guy to be unhappy.
I don't want Wyatt to be unhappy. There's just so much... I let him
know how they guy felt, and Wyatt left, went back home. And now, Chris
is angry with me. I hate that chose to leave. But that was the problem.
I can't make Wyatt's decisions for him. He had to know about the other
man's feelings. He deserved to have all the options."
"Okay.. let my brain catch up...
we're talking about my son but way into future I suppose... he was
here... okay, thanks for telling me." Piper sat down on the couch. "So
now he's left... you know what... I don't need to understand this.
What's the issue? Why is Chris mad?"
"He thinks I told Wyatt to go back.
That I..." Leo rubbed his chin, frustrated by it all. "I'm sorry I
didn't tell you Wyatt was here, but I don't know if I wanted him to be
around you and Paige. I mean it doesn't matter that he's pregnant, he
could still...No, I'm not going there. Chris is angry because Wyatt
left, they were getting along really well. We picked a house out, we
did normal things, and not so normal things. This is all so complicated
Piper."
"Oh I can tell... as it is I'm
ignoring the word pregnant." Piper stood up. "Look Leo... I don't know
what's going on... and I don't even know what the real problem is but I
do know this... that was one very angry Christopher James Wyatt... and
that can't stay that way. You two need to talk this out... and I mean
talk, not yell... if not only for your sakes but for the babies."
"I know. I know. It's only been a
few days and everything is all retarded." Leo frowned at his choice of
words, but continued on. "A quick run down and then I'll take your
advice and talk to Chris. Umm..." Leo moved far away from Piper, near
the door ready to run. "Chris lost the baby. I got Wyatt pregnant
trying to discipline him, and then his boyfriend kidnapped him. We
saved him, bought a house before that though. And then I had to tell
both my sons something very difficult to say. I'm going to go see Chris
now." Leo turned around and headed out the door, hoping Piper
would be to shocked to call him back. ~I can always orb if I have to .~
Piper stood in the attic, shocked,
mouth slightly agape. ~Okay... so apparently both my sons are in love
with their father... I can deal with that.... ah who am I kidding? I
need to go cook or something!~
Leo made his way down the stairs,
glad that Piper hadn't called him back. He was confused enough as it
was, he didn't want to try and talk about everything that'd happened.
"Chris?" He went to their room, hoping Chris was in there.
“Don't speak to me... you disgust
me right now." Chris had just finished changing the babies and walked
over to the diaper genie to deposit the dirty diapers.
"I get that. I'm not going to tell
you how to feel. But I couldn't... he had a right to know. I'm not
saying that I told him to go. I don't want him to go. You tossed a lot
of stuff out there, and we need to talk about it." Leo stayed by the
door, not wanting to anger Chris further.
Chris grabbed the baby monitor on
his way out of the room and grabbed Leo's hand, dragging him away from
the room so the babies wouldn't wake up. "You still don't get it...
it's not bout Wyatt knowing... I agree he should have known... I don't
agree how you told him or that you didn't consult me. I think we should
have handled it differently... together.... 'Hey Wyatt... he's still in
love with you... but we love you too... we're your family and want you
around... but the choice is yours... we'll support you either way.'
Instead of, 'He loves you... I'm using this as my exit to get rid of
you because you already know I didn't want you here to begin with so
this now confirms your fears and your abandonment complex.' "
"I never said that!" Leo said a
little angry that Chris would say that to him, about him. "But I'm not
going to force him into a life, a life he has proven time and again he
doesn't want."
"Not forcing him, you stubborn
prick!" Chris was frustrated... Leo was even more stubborn than he was!
"I have no doubt that sooner or later he would have picked to go back
to his life... I KNOW IT! But he went back today because he thought he
wasn't wanted here... not of his own free will."
"You can't know that. He was here
because we want him to be here. He may want to be here to, but it's a
small part of him. Why make him try to adapt to something he doesn't
know whether or not he wants to be? I can't make him. We can't make
him, it doesn't matter that he's pregnant. I tried to get him to have a
normal life, and he immediately did the opposite. He doesn't want to be
here, Chris. You know I want him here. I want us to be around for him
and the baby, but we can't insinuate ourselves into his life. We can't
twist him to be... he's not the Wyatt we know. You know him best, but
you weren't his confidant. We don't know about their relationship. He
could have just been waiting to know my dark half felt for him. All I
did was give them a chance, no matter how much I don't like it. You
think I want him to go back there?! I know my dark half loves him, but
he doesn't know how to show it. He kidnapped him and was going to have
him beat up! That's who they are, we aren't like them. We don't know
what's good or bad to them." Leo leaned against the wall, tired after
having said some of the stuff on his mind. "It kills me to admit that.
But you can't chose for him. If he wants to be around us...he'll come
back. Or we can see him. It's not the end of anything."
"Leo... I know him... I know he
would have gone back as soon as the words sank in... but I wanted him
to sit back and weigh it himself... come to the conclusion himself...
realize that as much as we want him around, this isn't his life. He
would have come to that conclusion himself... he didn't come to that
conclusion... he left thinking it was the best thin g to do because he
was in our way. Is that the reason you wanted him going back thinking?
Huh? You can't admit that you may have appeared a little biased to
him... even if you weren't being biased?"
"That's true, but if he really was
changing...he would have stayed to talk. We don't know about their
relationship. Maybe he needed to go talk to him. I don't know, you
can't know! Only Wyatt knows." Leo sighed and glanced at Chris. "I
don't want him to leave forever. It killed me to let him leave."
"No it didn't... you discarded him
like yesterday's trash..." Tears began to fall from Chris's eyes. "You
couldn't care less and that's what scares me... you made it perfectly
clear to me you didn't want my brother around... I can't be around you
right now..." Chris walked back into their room, walking over to the
sleeping babies. He picked up the babies' travel bags and carefully
picked up the babies.
"Oh for the love of-" Leo
straightened up, and went after Chris. He stopped when he saw
Chris with bags. "Don't tell me what was or wasn't hard for me. He is
my son, he's a part of me. Just like those boys are to you. I hope you
never have to go through what I did with Wyatt. I was just trying to
save him some pain. You go be with your sons, since that's what you
have planned. I'll be here, like I always am for everyone." Leo turned
and left before he said something mean to Chris.
Chris slowly made his way up to the
attic, taking a moment to think this over. He faced the portal and
called out for the potion from the shelf behind them. "Potion!" It
appeared, smashing against the portal, opening it. "If he wants me...
he can come find me..." Chris stepped through the portal, babies in
hand.
Leo went to the living room,
grabbing his coat. He grabbed a pad of paper and scribbled a note to
Piper. The white lighter ignored his thoughts, and took the key from
the peg, knowing that Piper would understand later. He needed to get
away and think about it all without any interruptions.
More to come soon...
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