Date: Thu, 04 Aug 2005 22:03:48 -0400
From: I.Bee Free-key <i.b.free-key@hotmail.com>
Subject: BET Awards [Ludacris: Part Three]


I don't know Ludacris or any of the stars that will be mentioned.
This is not to imply anything about Ludacris or any of the stars that'll be
mentioned.
If this offends anyone, that was not my intention. Would love to hear how
much you LIKED it.
LIKED it. No hate mail, please. it's my first story, what do you expect?
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	9:53. Friday morning and I lie in bed crying. Chris isn't here. I look out
on the beautiful water of the Pacific ocean and I wish I could stay here
forever. I'm filled with uncertainty about our future. Check-out time is
Eleven and my flight leaves at 11:15. He knows. Neither one of us wants to
leave. Me to New York and he to Atlanta. He asked me to come with him but I
can't. I want to but I can't. I want to be with him but it doesn't seem
right. Maybe if he'd come with me. I'm in love with him and he's in love
with me. He said he loved me, the first time  was in the middle of sex, I
mean he's only known me two days now. Last night, we attended the show.
After our stint in the shower, Luda kissed me and went to his room. True to
his word, he came and got dressed with me. His crew left way before we did.
The show started at Eight and they left at Six. We sat and talked about a
lot of things. I told him I was leaving and wanted to stay in touch with
him.

"Of course, baby." Luda said while holding my hand. "I want you to come back
and stay with me in Atlanta."
"No, I can't. I mean, I don't wanna take advantage of you like that."
"Oh, I see so everything you said about loving me was a lie, huh?"
"No, it's just that I don't think I would feel righ-"
"Baby, you love me right?" Luda asked and I nodded. "That's the only thing
that matters then. Alright so what if you come stay with me for a couple of
months, like a vacation."
"I'd like that but you'd have to come stay with me also. I live alone and I
have a pretty decent sized place."
""House?" Luda asked.
"No, a loft in Manhattan." I said
"Oh shit, you coming up huh?" He joked.

I laughed and he grabbed me, pulling me closer to him. "Baby, it's gon be
alright, okay. This is not the end of it, okay? Now get your ass up and
let's go." He pulled me up and kissed me softly on my lips. I wrapped my
arms around him and laid my head on his chest. He kissed my forehead and
squeezed me tighter. "Come on, let's go."

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	The show was great. I saw Destiny's Child, Janet performed, Missy, Fine-ass
Usher, and my baby, Luda. The night was great and to top it all off, I was
gonna spend it with Chris! It felt right being there with him. We sat next
to each other and when the lights were low, he'd hold my hand and whisper
something into my ear to make me laugh. He was so attentive. Right before he
left to go backstage to get ready for his performance, he told me he loved
me and asked if I'd be alright alone. I thought, Damn, he really does care.

	Anyway after the show, we decided to go to one after-party that Jamie Foxx
was throwing at a nightclub. He just wanted to show his face, I on the other
hand, didn't really care. Luda had a blue tee-shirt with white linen shorts
and was looking fine as hell. He was on his phone talking to someone. He
looked up at me and caught me staring at him. "What?" he asked. I just shook
my head. He smiled knowing exactly what was running through my mind. We
pulled up to the club and got out. There were hundreds of people out trying
to get in. The girls screamed at Luda while we walked in. He reached back
and grabbed my hand, keeping me close to him.  He walked up to Jamie and
gave him a half-hug.

"Ludaaaaaaaaaa" Jamie yelled.
"Ha ha. What up, Nigga? Yo, this is a good look man, you got it packed."
Chris told him. "By the way, this here is Eric."
"You what up, man? How you doing?" "Hey, what's up? Yo, I'm cool." I said,
giving him a hood hug.
"Cool. Cool. Well, ya'll go and enjoy yourselves, aight?" Jamie said walking
away.

Luda went to the bar as I walked around looking for a nice, dark spot for us
to chill in. I found it towards the back of the club and waited for him to
come over. He came over with a drink in each hand and we danced for a while
to Missy's "Work it." I pulled him over to the corner and he was so sexy.
There was an oversized chair there and I pushed him into it. The music was
loud and thumping. I climbed on top of him and he smiled. I reached down and
kissed him slowly at first. Very lightly on the lips. I looked into his eyes
and realized how much I loved him. I kissed again, deeply, passionately. He
sat his drinks down and rubbed his hands up and down my sides. His tongue
parted my lips and began to massage mine. He was moaning and I began to
unzip his pants. We broke our kiss, both panting heavily, trying to catch
our breath.

	He looked up and moaned as I reached into his boxers and squeezed his dick.
He was moaning loud. Thank God for the music. I continued stroking him as I
sat in his lap. He reached up and grabbed my neck, pulled me down to his
mouth and kissed me roughly, nothing but tongue. I moaned and felt something
slide across my neck. I turned around to see T.I. standing there with his
dick on my shoulder. I looked up at him and he had on dark glasses. He
smiled down at me and said "There it is, Shorty. What you got for me?" I
turned and looked at Luda and he licked my ear. "Eric baby, [lick] Do this
for me, please [suck] Just this once, alright? [Bite]
Damn, that turned me on. I said "Yeah" and he started sucking on my neck. I
reached back and grabbed T.I.'s dick. It was thick and cut. Not as long as
Luda's but almost as thick. He had at least 10 inches and it was drooling
pre-cum. He walked around to my side and I licked it up with my tongue and
he moaned. "Ohhh shit." He rubbed his hands over my head as I sucked on the
head. "Damn Luda, you was right. He can suck." He took his glasses off and
placed his hands underneath my chin. He slid his dick across my tongue
slowly and moaned. "Ohhhh fuck." He began to fuck my mouth fast. Luda pulled
me off of his dick and turned me around so that my back was to him.

	T.I. walked around to where my mouth was and I grabbed that dick and
swallowed it down quickly. "Ohhhh shit! Ahhh fuck." Luda pulled down my
jeans and boxer-briefs. I felt his finger running up and down my hole and
moaned. That had an effect on T.I. cause he moaned and got weak in the
knees. I took his dick out of my throat and sucked on the head while I
played with his balls. I took them in my mouth and licked them. Slowly at
first while I was stroking his dick.  He threw his head back and just
moaned. Luda took his dick and was now running it up and down the crease of
my ass. I moaned again and Luda kissed my back. He laid a kiss on the small
of my back and then on each cheek. He licked my hole and then started to eat
me out like he was going crazy. I took T.I.'s dick back in my mouth and when
Luda stuck his tongue in deep, my throat opened up and T.I. went in deeper.
It was too much for him and he shot right there in my mouth. He tried
pulling out but I kept him right there.

	He squeezed my head tight and moaned loud as hell when he started to cum.
He shot four times and I pulled him out so that the head remained on my
tongue. I sucked hard as I could cause I loved feeling his dick throb on my
tongue. After he went soft, he just stood there with his dick still in my
mouth. He pulled out and reached down and kissed me deep. "Thanks, Shorty. I
needed that." He kissed me again, pulled up his jeans and left. I threw my
head back, moaned and came all over the floor. Luda went wild licking all
the juice that flooded out of my ass. "Yeah nigga. Daddy got this ass wet,
huh?" He dove back in and I went crazy. I moaned so loud, I thought for sure
someone heard us. He pulled me back to him and kissed me passionately. "I
love you, baby." he said "and thank you for that lil favor. That shit turned
me on but don't get any ideas, alright? You're mine, okay?" All I could do
was moan and breathe. "You hear me?" he said while sticking two of his
finger sin my ass.

	I moaned and he began fucking me with his fingers.  I grabbed his dick and
began stroking it slowly and squeezing the head. "Yeah nigga, stroke Daddy's
dick." He knew that him talking dirty turned me on more than anything and I
put one leg on the arm of the chair so he could get deeper. I put my head on
his shoulder and moaned into his neck. He went in deeper and I screamed.
"Hmm, yeah. Cum for me baby. This feels good?" I moaned. "How about this?"
He hit that spot and I screamed. I came again, flooding his fingers. He
began moaning loud and breathing heavy. "Damn baby. Oh shit. Fuck. I'm
cumming.." I wanted to take him in my mouth but he shot in my hand and on my
arm. I stroked his dick until every single drop of cum was out. He laid his
head on the back of the chair trying to regain his composure. I took his
hand and put his cum on it. I licked it off of his fingers and my hand. He
watched and kissed my neck. "You nasty but I like it." I laughed and got up.
I pulled my pants up and he put his dick back in his shorts. He zipped them
up and stood up. He pulled me to him and kissed me. I looked at him and said
"What did we just do?" We both laugh and he said "That was definitely the
freakiest shit I ever done. What if we woulda got caught?" I didn't know
what to say. "I love you, Chris" "I love you too, baby and thank you again.
I needed that. Is ee you can hang with me now." I laughed and we walked out.
Jamie was right there.

"What the fuck were ya'll doing? He asked.
"Oh, uh, we was just" Luda started
"Nigga, I know what ya'll was just doing." Jamie said "Ya'll niggas wild.
Luda, I ain't know you got down. Damn.
You know I was watching, right? Yeah, you lucky the DJ had that shit
blasting otherwise everybody in here woulda heard ya'll." "Hey, thanks man."
Luda said. "Yo, it's cool but here ya'll hit me up when you back in L.A.
alright." He handed me a card with his number on it. He gave Luda a hug and
hugged me. He put my hand on his dick though and it was rock hard. "You make
sure you call me okay?" He said before walking away. We exited the club and
saw T.I. by the bar. He threw his head up at us and smiled. He grabbed his
dick and then put his hand up to his ear to signal he would call.

	Now in the limo and Luda is laid out on the seat. I'm laying on top of him
between his legs. I'm resting my head on his chest, listening to his
heartbeat. I realized it's now 3:27 am. We got to the club at 1:16. He
smiles at me and says "I ain't never done nothing like that before, you know
that right?" I laughed. "Damn, what happened? You turned me on the way you
just came and pushed me down in the chair. Aggressive." I laughed again. "I
don't know, it was just something about you. The way you looked and I
couldn't control myself." He laughed and we laid there just enjoying being
with each other.
Last night after we got arrived at the hotel, we came up and he had to go to
his room and pack cause he was leaving around eight for his flight. He said
he probably wouldn't see me before he left so he was gonna sit with me till
I fell asleep. We went in and I laid down on his chest and fell asleep on
top of him.
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I'm all packed now. My things are at the door and I double-check to make
sure I have everything. I go in the bathroom and remember our tryst in the
shower. I look in the mirror and wonder what would become of us. I also
noticed a note on the counter and a box. The note says..

	 "I got this for you yesterday when I left. Think of it as an unspoken
promise. A promise that no matter where in the world you are, you'll see
this and think of me. No matter what man comes into your life, your heart
will beat for only me and no matter who promises you anything, no promise
will be greater than or as special as the promise you made to me. Yours in
Love and Life, Chris."

I looked in the box and it was a three stone diamond ring with a platinum
band. I put it on and cried. I walked out the bathroom and looked out on the
ocean. I'm filled with love, gratitude and an overwhelming sense of
certainty. I'm certain that no matter what happens or where we go in life,
Love will bring us back together. I grab my things, return the key and head
off to NY.

I know. The endings corny, huh. Just felt like writing that. Gonna try to
get more chapters out soon as possible. Hit me up. Thanks everyone for all
your comments. They were all good! No one said anything bad! I hope I didn't
let you down with this chapter. Peace!      I.B.Free-Key