Kendra: What happened?

Jessy: What did Alex do?

Before I could even think of replying, I got a message that I was most excited for. My fingers were dancing over the keys of my phone as I replied.

Me: I could never hate you. I'm hurt cause I thought we had said we were doing this together. I thought we were a team,

Alex: We are a team. I panicked. You know I love you.

Me: Well, everyone at this party knows about us. Soon the entire world will know. You might want to get Elizabeth on it. You'll need to hold a press conference and come out before EVERYONE finds out.

Alex: I need you with me. If you'll still have me.

Me: Alex, you know I will always love you. Come pick me up in about 30 mins, I need to have something more to drink. Don't come in unless you want a mob, just park on the street, I'll come out. Text me when you're here.

Alex: Alright. Hey, Asher?

Me: Yeah, babe?

Alex: I love you, and I'm sorry.

Me: I know, I love you too.

Me: Oh! You're here? Uhm...I should be able to make it out there. Just give me a few minutes.

I shoved my phone back into my pocket and slowly started stumbling my way out to Alex's car. I hoped that he saw me and drove up to meet me. Because, at this point, I had no idea what my car looked like, let alone what his looked like. I stopped at the end of the driveway and looked up and down the street.

"Alex?" I called out. There was no way I could walk any further. The dizzyness was encompassing my body and I had to sit. I lowered myself to the concrete driveway and took out my phone again.

Alex: Oh baby...yeah, give me a second.

That was when I blacked out.

The next morning, I couldn't remember anything. My head was pounding, my brain was foggy. What the hell happened? I remembered getting into Alex's car and then nothing. What did I do? I sat up, knowing my hair was askew. I could feel the way that my hair had frozen in many different positions. Once completely in a sitting position, I could feel the cold air touching my skin. Where were my clothes? I looked down below my waist. Why was my dick out of my boxers?! I carefully tucked myself away and got out of the superbly comfortable bed. I was sure I was at Alex's house, I mean, the decorations looked very much like his.

"Alex?" I called out into the ominous silence. The sun was shining brightly through the billowy curtain. It took Alex a few moments to reply to me.

"Yeah?" his voice wasn't from that far away.

"Baby, where are you?"

"In the next bedroom," I followed the sound of his voice to the bedroom to the left. "Oh...you look rough."

"No making fun," I walked over to the bed where he laid, watching t.v. quietly. "Oh by the way, where are my clothes?" I dropped onto the bed and laid beside him.

"Well, you decided to be a real Casanova. I had to help you inside and then you started stripping, explaining in great detail how you want me in you and you won't stop until I'm in you and all this other stuff. I helped you up the stairs and you quickly discarded your clothing and then you laid down. You had taken your dick out and were waving it at me. Finally, you passed out so I covered you, picked up your clothes and put them in the wash. You smell like a real hobo when you drink," he slowly recanted the tale to me and I was both flabbergasted and embarrassed.

"Oh my god, Alex, I'm so sorry! I can't believe I acted like that. I'm so sorry! But thank you for taking care of me, I really appreciate it. God, I don't deserve you."

"Don't worry about it. It was kind of funny. Now we know for next time: Don't let Asher get so drunk," he laughed softly and I gently smacked his bare stomach. God, those abs. Rock hard stomach, yum! He made a kind of oomph sound when my hand made contact.

"No making fun," I put on a fake angry face and he leaned over and pressed his soft lips to mine. Heaven. I swear, this man has magic lips. It was like my hangover vanished. I was completely wrapped up in this man's lips, in his love. He was so perfect in every way. He made my heart smile. How corny. This boy, no scratch that, this man had become such a part of me. He had taken over my very being. Every thought was consumed by him. I could be sitting in class, doing my school work, and all that I would think about is Alex. There was no thought that went through my head that wasn't about Alex in some way. He was always there. And to say I enjoyed it would be an understatement.

It was at this point that Alex started clicking his fingers in my face. Apparently I had just drifted away.

"You dreamin'?" Alex asked me. I was looking right into his gorgeous green eyes.

"Just got lost in you for a minute," his cheeks turned a bright pink hue. "God, you're just fuckin perfect." I was starting to get lost in him again. I loved these moments where nothing else matters, just us. "I love you," I couldn't help myself, I just had to say it.

"I love you, too. Don't you ever worry about that."

"Hey, Alex."

"Hm?"

"How do you feel about kids?"

"Uh...? What?"

"How do you feel about kids? Do you want them? Are they the worst thing to walk the earth? Like where do you stand on kids?" I asked him, I was starting to shake a bit. I probably shouldn't have asked but I was curious, I wanted to know if there was ever a chance that Alex and I would have kids. He was hesitating and I wanted to crawl in a hole and die. "You know what, never mind. Forget I asked, k?"

"No, no no no no! You just took me for a loop. Yes, I want kids eventually. But, with my career they'd be in the spotlight and that's not something I want. I want kids, I want to raise kids, teach them everything I got taught. But I would never want them to hide from paparazzi. Especially if they end up loving someone that society thinks they shouldn't. Look, I do want kids, and one day we'll have them, but let's get there first," Alexx leaned over and kissed me gently. Those lips were like heaven on Earth. I instantly melted into him. This man did wonders to me.

"Alright, I understand."

"But, we need to talk about tomorrow. It's gonna suck for both of us. And I'm hoping that you'll be there with me."

"Of course I will, just tell me what's gonna happen so that I'm prepared for it," I was looking into his green eyes and he into my blue ones.

"God, you're beautiful," I blushed bright red. "Anyways, this is what's going to happen..." and so he recanted every detail of what was to happen. We would meet with Elizabeth in the morning at Alex's. We would go over what was to be said. Once at the meeting room, we would sit at the head table and then answer any questions. From there Alex and I would announce our relationship and then take hands, probably answer more questions and then we would leave. Just like that, try to get out of there as quickly as possible.

"Alright, baby, sounds good. As long as I'm with you and I can hold your hand. Now we'll be able to kiss in public and go out on dates," I knew that I sounded selfish, but honestly, I thought I deserved to be. I was tired of having to keep everything so quiet and soon I wouldn't have to. Soon I would be able to kiss my boyfriend whenever I want. I just had to wait 24 hours.

"So! What would you like to do today?" Alex's voice broke me from my thoughts.

"Well, I thought that I would do some baking in that wonderful kitchen of yours. I'm not sure what you had in mind," I told him quietly. Those eyes were getting to me again.

"Well how about we take a shower and then go buy the ingredients that you'll need. If you're good, I'll let you hold my hand in the grocery store," that cheeky little grin of his was going to get him in trouble one day.

"Deal. Want me to wash your back then?" I was already out of the bed and starting to make my way towards the bathroom attached to Alex's room. Hm...he must have put me in a guest room for some reason. I wonder why?

"Sure!" I heard Alex's voice behind me as he obviously followed me.

We both stepped into the bathroom and I bent over to turn the water on in the shower. I hear a groan behind me.

"Ughhhh...you have no idea how wonderful your ass is," I visibly blushed as Alex's arms came around my waist.

"You're a filthy liar," I was smiling and I leaned forward to adjust the temperature and I felt Alex press himself against me. "Alex, whatcha doin'?"

"Mmm...nothing," that guilty not to his voice made me smile even more.

"Let's focus on showering right now," I had to divert his thoughts. I had plans for him later, but for now, we both had to behave.

"But baby..."

"But nothin," I removed myself from his grasp, slipped my boxers off and stepped into the oversized shower.

"Ugh! How in the hell are you so hot?" Alex stripped off his boxer briefs and climbed into the shower behind me. His arms came around me as I stood under the rainfall showerhead.

"I'm really not, you're just biased."

"Oh shut up!" his arms tightened around me and I was pulled back into his chest. I could feel his muscles as he breathed in and out and I was sure I could feel his heartbeat. Slowly he let go of me and I grabbed the shampoo bottle. I poured a fair amount into my hand as I watched Alex start to soap up his tight body. I started lathering the shampoo into my hair and I tried to ignore my dick which was deciding now would be a good time to stand at attention. I continued to watch Alex as his hands danced over his hard pecs down to his abs. he must have been thinking about something pretty sexy because his dick was almost as hard as mine.

"Hey Alex?" I looked over at him again.

"Yeah?"

"Your dick is hard," I laughed at myself. I honestly just wanted to hear his voice, but his laugh was an added bonus.

"Thanks tips!" he stood under the water and rinsed his body off then grabbed the shampoo and started washing his hair. "Looks like I'm not the only one though."

"Okay, maybe not. But that's not the point," I continued to go through my shower routine then I grabbed Alex and kissed him deeply. "I love you and I promise I'll take care of that later."

Alex just smiled at me and nodded. After letting go of him, I got out of the shower and grabbed a towel. I dried off my body then wrapped the towel around my slim waist.

"Hey Alex, can I use your razor unless you want me to be scruffy all day," I rubbed my hand over my prickly cheek and waited for a response.

"Just stay scruffy. I like you with stubble," I could barely hear him over the shower but I put his razor back down on the cupboard and hopped up beside it. I waited patiently for the man of my dreams to get out of the shower. See, I had my showering routine down to about ten minutes unless I had to shave. Alex somehow managed to take 30 minute long showers. How he did it, I'll never know.

"Baby, hurry up! You take so long!" I was getting bored and I didn't want to leave the room until Alex was out and getting ready with me.

"Hold your horses! I'm almost done," he was starting to sing quietly, which usually meant that he was almost finished with his shower.

"What are you doing in there? Touching yourself?"

"Nah! I got you for that!"

"Alright, smart ass, if you don't hurry, I'm gonna go get dressed and go to the store without you."

Finally the shower turned off and Alex stepped out. With water running down his toned body, there was no way I could control my extremities. The one that was located closest to my balls was not stretching the towel out in front of me and there was no way that it wasn't noticeable.

"Happy to see me or what?" Alex's eyes scanned my body and I blushed more than I can ever remember blushing.

"Maybe a little," he had wrapped a towel around his waist and came over to me. He pressed his lips to mine. Then grabbed his razor and shaving cream and started to shave his face. I stared at him, completely enthralled by the way the razor dragged across his face. I was mesmerized by that razor on his skin, the way that it sliced the hair right off. "God, you're so handsome."

He blushed and said to me, "You're biased, but I'll take it. I love you."

"I love you, too," he finished shaving and wiped his face clean. This man was mine. It still shocked me when I thought about it. "God, you hav no idea how much I love you. I mean really."

Alex blushed and moved over between my legs. His hands rested at my hips and his forehead came to rest against mine.

"I know baby, I love you so much," his lips met mine in a gentle but loving kiss. "But, we should get ready and go to the grocery. Otherwise we'll never get there," he kissed me again then backed away slowly and headed towards his closet.

"Hey babe, can I borrow some clothes? I can go grab some from my house later," I started to follow him to his closet. Alex turned to look at me and just smiled.

"Of course you can borrow clothes. And you don't have to go to your place. Unless you want to..." he looked so shy.

"Well really, I just need my toothbrush and stuff, but if you have extras, I can just use yours," I reached into Alex's dresser and grabbed two pairs of boxer briefs. I handed one pair to him. Alex slipped the boxer briefs on and adjusted himself then I did the same thing. Alex was looking through his closet and I simply reached over and grabbed a pair of sweatpants that just so happened to be mine. I slipped them on and then went in search of a shirt. I had worn flip flops to the part last night and so I would just wear them again. Alex grabbed a dark blue shirt and handed it to me.

"Wear this one," I smiled at him and slipped the shirt over my head.

"I'm ready whenever you are," I waited for Alex to slip on a pair of loose jeans and a bright red shirt. He slid his feet into a pair of black cloth flip flops.

"Ready, let's go," Alex reached forward and grabbed my hand then led me out of his closet.

"I need my wallet."

"No, you don't," we continued out of the room and down the stairs to the front door. We got into Alex's car and he immediately put his hand on my upper thigh. He started his car and pulled out of his driveway. I loved when he touched me. He made it all worthwhile. He pulled out onto the street and made his way through traffic towards the grocery store. The streets were busy and it took longer to get to the store than usual. The entire drive, Alex's hand never left my thigh. It was the most pleasant trip I've ever taken.

By the time we parked at the store, I could tell that Alex was frustrated by the traffic. He took his hand off my thigh and turned off the car.

"Let's go," he got out of the vehicle and I followed. Alex went and grabbed a cart then came back over to me. "You wanna push or should I?"

"I can push. You can follow me," I winked at him. "I like when you're behind me," the smile on Alex's face was one of pure mischief. He snaked his hand into mine and squeezed my fingers lightly before retracting his hand and shoving both into his jeans.

I starting pushing the cart into the store. I turned to Alex to see him staring at my ass. I whispered to him, "I know you don't care about people knowing anymore, but if you keep starin' at me like I'm a hunk of meat, we're never gonna get out of here. Now let's focus," my voice started getting louder. "What do we need?"

"Uh..." Alex was blushing and obviously flustered. "I don't know, stuff for cinnamon buns plus whatever else you want. Should we just walk the aisles?"

"Sure, babe," I smiled at my man. Not noticing the obvious paparazzi around us, Alex reached out and slid his finger down the back of my hand. Instantly, I saw flashbulbs going off. Alex and I both tried to ignore it and we started down the first aisle. He grabbed everything that he wanted or that he thought we needed.

By the time we made it through the last aisle, our cart was overflowing. I couldn't help but wonder who was going to eat all this food. We got in line at one of the many cash tills open. Alex started stacking our items on the conveyor belt and I just watched, hopelessly in love with the man before me. The cashier simply rang through our items, trying her hardest not to lose her cool. I smacked Alex's arm gently when we were finished and he asked for a piece of paper to sign for the girl.

"Thank you!" she almost screamed, I looked closer at her nametag.

"No, thank you, Jen. Thank you for staying so calm. You have no idea how much we appreciate it," I gave her a smile and pushed the cart out of the store and towards Alex's car. The entire time, Alex and I talked and joked and the paparazzi followed us. He and I tried to keep out touching and "coupley" things to a minimum but there was no way that it wasn't obvious.

We finally made it to his relatively small car and I almost instantly burst out laughing.

"What?" Alex was looking at me like I was a forein object.

"Honey, small car, eight million bags. You do the math."

"Oh shit."

"Yeah, pop the trunk," I was still laughing when Alex popped the trunk. "Good, now step back and let the man do his work." I started packing the groceries in strategically, hoping that I wouldn't have t put any in the cabin of the car. By the time I had finished, Alex had moved and sat in the driver's seat. I closed the trunk then returned the shopping cart to the corral. When I came back, I got into the vehicle and buckled my seatbelt.

"God, I want to kiss you so bad right now," Alex's voice was getting husky, which meant horny.

"As soon as we get home and put the groceries away, you can kiss me as much as you like."

"Deal," Alex immediately started the car and drove off in the direction of his house, or mansion, whichever you prefer.

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Alex and I had curled up on the couch in front of the large flat screen T.V.

"Hey baby," I whispered quietly. We were really close to each other so there was no need for me to speak at a regular volume.

"Yeah, my love?" his lips grazed my shoulder. We were laying on our left sides, me in front of Alex.

"I think I'm ready," I was biting my lower lip as nerves coursed through my.

"Ready for what?"

"You know...I'm...READY..." I put a lot of emphasis on the last word.

"Really?"

"Yeah, just be careful with me," I had decided long ago that I was definitely a bottom. I wanted Alex in me, on top of me, consuming me.

"Baby, I'd never hurt you," I could feel his dick starting to expand in his jeans, starting to push against my ass. "Ugh! That is so fucking hot."

I was blushing but I stood and took Alex's hand, pulling me up gently. I led the way to the bedroom and started shaking a bit. I wasn't scared of it hurting, more of doing something wrong or not turning Alex on enough.

"Hey," Alex pulled me against him and held me tightly to his hard body. "Don't worry about a thing, everything will be perfect. I love you, you love me. No matter what, I will always love you."

"Okay, sorry baby. I love you forever and always," I breathed a sigh of relief and looked up into Alex's eyes. That little sparkle was there. This was it, I was going to have sex with Alex. His lips met mine in a gentle kiss which soon turned more passionate. My tongue was begging for entrance and was soon allowed into Alex's mouth where it was met by his. Our tongues danced together, almost wrestling, as Alex and I moved closer together.

The instant my body touched Alex's, there was a shot of electricity through my body. His touch drove me wild and he had to know that. His hands moved to my hips where he gripped me tightly and ground his hips against mine. Our pelvises were crashing against each other and both of our dicks were responding. Alex started to pull up my shirt and we broke our kiss. I rased my arms above my head and he slipped my shirt off and dropped it beside us then did the same with his.

"Oh god..." I moved just from looking at his gorgeous body. I backed away from Alex and undid the strings on my sweatpants and started pulling them down slowly, I looked at Alex only to see his eyes watching my every move. Once I got my sweats off, I started on my boxer briefs but I was stopped by Alex.

"Nonononononononononono! Let me do that!" Alex was licking his lips as he came closer to me. I felt his hands on my sides as he sank to his knees slowly. He had seen me naked many times but he still wanted to be the one to get me completely naked. Once n his knees, Alex started to pull my boxer briefs down, his fingers gliding over my skin. I shivered at his touch. He dragged my boxer briefs down and my already hard cock slapped up against my stomach.

A soft groan escaped my lips as Alex wrapped his warm hand around my dick. He stroked me slowly just a couple of times and then kissed my thigh. He stood and quickly undid his pants and removed them along with his underwear. Before me stood the most handsome man I have ever seen, naked and completely mine. I went over to Alex's nightstand where I knew there would be condoms and lube. I grabbed a condom and the lube and looked at Alex. I was blushing and my face burned with the flush. He came over to me and took my hand, feeling the slight shake that signalled my nerves.

"Relax baby, everything will be fine," he kissed me gently and as my lips pushed against his, he moved his hands to my hips and moved me slowly to the bed. When the backs of my legs hit the bed, I fell backwards and pulled Alex with me. I let go of the condom and the lube so that they were beside us and Alex and I continued our kissing. My dick was leaking precum as Alex ground his hips against mine, our dicks sliding against each other. We continued to kiss and I could feel him struggling with the lube bottle, he finally got it open and I instinctively wrapped my legs around Alex's slim waist.

I moved my lips from Alex's to whisper, "Be gentle with me baby."

"Shh, don't worry, I'm not gonna hurt you," he smiled at me and kissed my lips quickly. He then started kissing me again passionately as he lubed his fingers and then started rubbing them around my asshole. I shivered slightly at the coldness of the lube. I heard Alex giggle and smiled into the kiss that we were still sharing. I didn't want to break the kiss, I didn't want to focus on anything other than kissing him. Alex was starting to push his first finger into me and I arched my back, clinging to him and kissing him hard, my tongue going deeper. He worked his finger in and out of me until I had loosened up enough, then he added a second, slowly and gently he worked his second finger into me until they were both enveloped by my body.

The feelings were so intense, driving me to arch my back. And then I felt it, it was like a shock of electricity throughout my body. Every muscle in my body tensed and I had to stop kissing Alex. He laughed quietly and whispered, "Got it."

All of a sudden, I felt empty. Alex had removed his fingers from me and started to work three fingers into me. I whimpered at the slight pain that I felt, but I relaxed and started kissing Alex again, his lips worked perfectly in distracting me. His three thick fingers worked into me and started pushing in and out, I turned in a puddle of moaning mush under Alex. My kisses were getting sloppy and I was having a hard time concentrating on anything, I was that far gone. When I felt Alex's fingers leave me again I whimpered loudly, but I heard the tear of a condom wrapper and relaxed on the bed. Alex's lips left mine as he opened the condom wrapper and rolled it onto his dick. Oh god, this is it. I'm going to lose it to Alex. I took deep breaths as he slathered lube onto his cock and then pushed more into my ass.

Alex moved between my legs and smiled down at me. I smiled weakly, getting more and more nervous. Alex leaned over me and I felt the tip of his dick against my entrance, I looked up into his eyes and instantly relaxed. I watched his face break into a smile I knew that he felt me relaxing. Alex started to push into me and my smile turned into a grimace and I squished my eyes closed, the pain was unbelievable. I took deep breathes and tried to relax and then Alex leaned down and kissed all over my face. His lips danced over my cheek, my jaw, my ears and then dropped lower and started kissing and sucking at my neck. I started moaning and relaxed as much as I could as Alex's cockhead finally sank into me. He instantly stopped moving once my ass clamped down on him just after his head. I was breathing hard and Alex kissed my lips deeply and waited for me to relax around him and then he slowly started to sink into me more, my ass stretching to accommodate his girth.

I moaned loudly once he completely filled me, his balls were resting against my ass and I smiled up at him. He was waiting for my okay and when I nodded at him, he slowly withdrew from me and started to push back into me. His dick was touching parts of me that I didn't know existed and I was moaning loudly and arching my back against him. My mind was on auto pilot and I was running my hands all over Alex's back, scratching in some places and just rubbing in others. Alex had started going faster and his thrusts were going deeper and landing harder. He was pushing me up on the bed and his moans were matching mine. I knew I wasn't going to last long, I could already feel the familiar feeling building in my balls and I grabbed Alex's ass hard and pulled him into me.

Suddenly my back arched, my muscles tensed and I flooded the space between Alex and I with my cum. I had never cummed so hard in my life, and as my ass spasmed around Alex's cock, I felt him arch his back and thrust deeper into me, cumming hard into the condom. His moans were matched by mine and I just couldn't stop moaning and breathing heavily. It just all felt so wonderful.

Alex laid down on top of me and I smiled at the comfortable weight of Alex on me. I kissed along his jaw and wrapped my arms around him, not wanting him to move.

"God, I love you so much," I whispered into his ear. My breathing had finally returned to normal and Alex smiled and kissed my ear.

"I know, I love you too baby boy," his breath was heavy in my ear and I smiled. He slowly sat up, his cock slipped out of my ass and he peeled the condom off then tied a knot in the end. He stood from the bed and dropped the condom in the garbage can, and then reached for my hand. "Let's go shower, and then we can get back into bed. You wore me out."

I smiled and stood, I took his hand and we walked to the bathroom, I was moving gingerly. There was a soreness in my backside that I had never experienced and it was a bit embarrassing when Alex noticed and picked me up and carried me into the bathroom. I was blushing a bright red when he stepped into the shower. He turned on the faucet and we rinsed the cum off our bodies, then quickly soaped up and rinsed off. Alex turned off the water and I gingerly stepped out of the shower and grabbed two towels, I handed one to Alex and then started drying myself off.

"Bed?" I asked quietly and then wrapped the towel around my waist. I was feeling a bit shy but at the same time I was so happy.

"Of course," Alex undid the towel and picked me up again then carried me back to the bedroom. He laid me gently in the sheets and kissed me gently. I smiled happily and I rolled onto my side away from Alex. He spooned up behind me and wrapped one arm around my waist and slipped the other under my neck. He pulled my body tight to his and kissed my shoulder.

"Goodnight, my love," I whispered quietly. I heard Alex respond with the same sentiment before I fell asleep.

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