Date: Sun, 22 Jan 2006 16:40:11 -0800 (PST) From: Christie Williams Subject: Only One Chapter 3 "Ricky come out and talk to me." Jesse called. "I just need a minute." Ricky said from behind the door as he scrambled to pull on his jeans not bothering to put on a shirt before pulling open the door. "Okay, so your saying that I've been killing myself for the past two weeks, trying to hide from you the fact that I was gay and come to find out, you've been around the boy love block a few times yourself." Ricky said trying to ignore the pounding in his head. "Yep. Sorry." Jesse said. "And what the hell was that about in the room the whole person thing? And then sometimes I swear you flirt with me just to get a rise out of me don't you?" Ricky demanded. "I--" "Guys like you I just don't understand. You don't even like me do you? It's just a game. It's always just another game." Ricky said unable to stop his chin from trembling, he was definitely going to cry, but he didn't want to stop yelling at Jesse. "Why do guys like you always play with me? Con me into doing your homework and changing your grades? Why is that? Would you please tell me?" Ricky asked. "I am not playing with you, I care about you Ricky. I am NOT like those other guys, I only flirted like that because that's what you have to do when you're not sure if guy is into you." Jesse told him. Ricky glared at him through his tears, "You were still playing with me." "I know and I'm sorry, and I'll understand if you never forgive me." Jesse said. "Alright, I've given enough dramatics for one day. You don't have to start now." Jesse smirked and took Ricky's chin and lifted it up so he could look into his eyes as he brushed away the tears, "I really am sorry, I like you and I was worried that I would scare you by coming out and doing this." He leaned in and kissed Ricky and he didn't make it at all tame. Ricky gasped when their lips touched and Jesse took that opportunity to explore the shorter man's mouth. Ricky still tasted like jungle juice, and it was enough to make Jesse a bit drunk but he kissed him hard and roughly running his fingers through Ricky's hair. With a soft bite to Ricky's full lower lip Jesse backed off leaving Ricky looking frightened and so turned on. "You kissed me..." Ricky whispered. "Yeah, am I moving to fast? Should I slow down?" Jesse asked. "No, I'm just surprised is all." "Was that your first kiss?" Ricky blushed, "Maybe," "I have so much to teach you," Jesse said. Ricky laughed throwing his arms around Jesse's neck, "I've always been a good student." Jesse just stared into Ricky's eyes for a moment, "And I happen to be excellent at show and tell." Ricky smiled softly before leaning up on tip toe to kiss Jesse. The kiss was timid, and Ricky seemed hesitant to use his tongue but it was never something Jesse would complain about. He put his hands on Ricky's hips pulling him closer. R0icky broke off the kiss and blushed under Jesse's intense stare. "You are so sexy." Jesse said cupping Ricky's face. Ricky smiled, "And you are gorgeous, I don't know why you'd want me." "Ricky you have to stop doing this, okay. Promise me that you'll stop putting yourself down, I wish I could go back and beat the living hell out of the people who made you feel like this all your life. You are a wonderful and very sexy man." Jesse said. "Okay, I promise." Ricky's mouth curved into smile. "Wanna take a shower together?" Jesse winked. Ricky glared at him. "Just kidding." Jesse smiled. "I'm gonna take like forty aspirin and go take a shower alone." Ricky said. "Well you know I'll be thinking about you." "I certainly hope so." Ricky said heading into his bathroom. Ricky leaned against his bedroom door unable to suppress the smile on his face, he was with Jesse. But what were they? That was the most interesting question, and before he knew it he swung open the door and stepped back into the living room. "Jesse what exactly is going on here?" Ricky asked. "I thought you were going to take a shower alone..." Jesse said. "No, what's going on with us." "I don't know..." Jesse said. "I know you don't like labels. But what are we two guys that just like to kiss each other. Or are we a thing." Ricky asked. "It depends..." Jesse said crossing the small space between them. "Depends on what?" "What happens in the next week or so, we'll just play things by ear. It's much too soon to start deciding our future together. Are you good with that?" "I think I can handle it but I don't want to see you running off with any guys or girls from what I read syphilis isn't fun." Ricky said. "I do not have any diseases. And I do not intend to contract any however, Paris knows a guy who has a vaccine that can cure anything." Jesse said. Ricky just gave him a look before heading back into his room. Jesse smirked; he had no intention of cheating on Ricky. He was already so into him. One night stands weren't going to cut it, he wanted Ricky in his bed. He doubted even then he'd be able to get Ricky out of his system or if he'd even want to. He could spend his life sleeping around with the hottest girls and the hottest men around and never care about them as much as he already cared for Ricky. Jesse could hear the shower running, he listened for suspicious moans and grunts, but he heard none. So he was the only one who was walking around with a big old erection, once Ricky got out of the shower he was certainly going to rectify that situation. Ricky came out of his room a few minutes later dressed tan shorts and navy blue polo shirt. Jesse was sitting on the couch eating breakfast and pretending he wasn't checking him out. Ricky groaned dramatically and came and sat by Jesse. Jesse gave him a once over, "So you're feeling better?" "A little." Ricky said poking out his lower lip. "Are you hungry?" Jesse asked. "A little." Ricky responded. "Want some of my sausage?" Jesse asked. Ricky glared at him and then he smirked, "I'm not really feeling all that hungry." "You sure you're feeling okay?" Ricky kissed him on the cheek, "I'm fine. I promise." Jesse set his plate on the table before he gave Ricky a kiss of his own this one however wasn't some chaste peck on the cheek this kiss was determined to steal Ricky's breath. Jesse kissed him hard as he had before his hand cupping the back of Ricky's head his hands tangling in the dark hair curling at the back of Ricky's neck. Ricky was less afraid during this kiss, he got into it all though he still seemed a bit shy about it. Jesse wasn't shy at all, the hand that wasn't on the back of Ricky's head slid down his chest feeling the taut muscles he found there finally sliding under the hem of the shirt to feel Ricky's smooth flat stomach. He eased Ricky on to his back with expert precision he'd done this so many times before the boy or girl he was seducing had time to even blink, it wasn't really something Jesse thought about or planned he was horny and acting on instinct. Ricky didn't notice that he was lying on the couch until he felt Jesse's erection pressing into his thigh. He broke off the kiss that seemed to go on for days. "What are we doing?" he asked. Jesse wouldn't look him in the eye, he turned his head and smirked, "We're making out, what does it feel like we're doing?" "Feels like we're doing a lot more than making out, feels like we're about to you know and I'm so not ready for that." Jesse looked at him then, "I would never rush you into anything, if you feel uncomfortable we can stop. I'd understand." "The thing is I don't want to stop. I want you to..."Ricky blushed, "But I don't think I'm exactly ready for that." "I don't want to rush you into anything," Jesse said before kissing Ricky on the neck. It felt so good, Ricky half wondered half wished for Jesse to bite him there. Not hard but the idea of getting bit on the neck turned him on more than anything. He had a masochistic side just like everyone else. He was hard and panting at the thought. Jesse started to nip and suck at his skin. "Please." Ricky panted, needing just a little more, to send him over the edge. It was kind of embarrassing for him to be so close to coming during his first make out session. Then Jesse bit down on his neck, and he arched up trying to get a little friction. "Ohhh..." he moaned. Jesse stopped, "I shouldn't have done that I'm sorry." "I liked that, actually I more than like that I love that." Ricky said. "I love doing that, you are so tasty. You should be part of a balanced breakfast." Jesse said. "You'd better be glad you're hot enough to make that cheesy line work for you." Jesse didn't respond he just busied himself with biting and sucking Ricky's neck and making him writhe in pleasure, it was no fair that Jesse was so good at that. Ricky never stood a chance and he knew it but it wasn't anything he'd dare complain about. Ricky gasped he was on the verge of blacking out and he was sure he was covered in hickies but he didn't care, Jesse was nibbling at his jaw and he was in ecstasy. He discovered he was quite noisy in all the rapture he was experiencing but he didn't really care Jesse's hand had just slipped between their bodies and was now unbuttoning Ricky's shorts. Ricky wanted to stop him, but found he didn't have the strength he was about swoon from the necking alone, but the friction Jesse was giving with his thigh was almost enough to send him over the edge. "Jesse, I'm gonna....we should stop." "Ricky are you sure you want to stop, there are other things we can do together that we don't have to exactly go all the way to do." Jesse said. "I'm scared, this is the farthest I've ever gone. What if I'm bad at sex?" "There is no way you could be bad a sex. We don't have to do anything if you don't want to. I just wanted to give you some pleasure." Jesse said moving off of Ricky. Ricky sat up biting his lip before nuzzling Jesse's neck, "Wow, you're so tense." Ricky went to work massaging Jesse's shoulders before kissing him. Ricky did not like the idea of Jesse touching him down there, though he had no problem touching Jesse there or anywhere, he wondered if it was just him being OCD about the whole thing or if there was some deeper issue. But the distraction worked, and Jesse didn't seem to mind Ricky's exploration. Ricky shifted on Jesse's lap before he slipped a hand into Jesse's shorts making sure to maintain eye contact the whole time. He fisted Jesse's cock and trailed his thumb over the head. Jesse's eyes fluttered closed, he didn't make any noise. Ricky liked that but he wanted him to scream, he wanted this to be good. He leaned in to whisper the nastiest freakiest things he could think of into Jesse's ear. "I know you want to bend me over the couch and fuck me, right now. Show me how you wanna fuck me, fuck my hand." He commanded huskily. Jesse did just that, he didn't think Ricky had it in him to say something like that. Jesse grunted arching up into Ricky's fist, he couldn't stop staring at the boy. He knew Ricky had to have an ulterior motive for doing this but he couldn't figure out what it was until the blood finally decided to come back to his brain. Jesse grunted as he thrust, "Please," the imagery was so overwhelming, he'd never came so quickly before. Soft lips pressed against his ear. "Will you scream for me Jesse, I want to make you scream. If you make a lot of noise for me next time you can be in my mouth. You like that don't you," Ricky said. Jesse started to shake as the powerful orgasm hit him, his hips bucking hard. "Ricky..." he cried. "I know Jesse, I know..." Ricky said kissing him gently. "That was certainly a first." Jesse said panting.