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Chapter 6- Into the Heart of Dick



Nightwing POV-

It's been a week since Grant was rescued, but he's remained in his bedroom since. Donna continues to take him food to eat, but he refuses. Superman has tried repeatedly to talk to him, to no avail. He's shut himself out from the rest of the world. I don't blame him, I know how hard it is to be tortured. No less by the person who killed your parents. Every time I've gone in to see him, he's been asleep, or faking sleep. So I just sit there, watching the little angel sleep. I got into a fight with Superman the other day, it went a little something like this.

"I think you should be scared." Superman shouted.

"Stop it! I just want him safe." Donna said.

"All these things happening to Grant, are connected. They aren't a coincidence. I think you know more than you're letting on, Superman." I snapped.

"Nightwing! I'm not going to tell you again, don't push your luck with me." Superman retorted.

"Donna, you believe I'm right?" I asked.

"Stop looking to Donna to back you up!" Superman shouted.

"You can waste your time blaming me, or you can help find out who's responsible." I shouted.

"I'm not blaming you. If anything, I blame myself. I'm working on finding out all the pieces to connect this puzzle." Superman said.

"Why wont you share any information you already have? I have a right to know!" Donna demanded.

"We can help! I have resources in the Batcave, that you don't." I said.

"This is the last time I'm going to say this, so listen up! There are things that I can't explain, right now. I have my reasons. Protecting Grant, is the most important thing to me. I'm going to do everything in my power to make him safe again, and that means things are going to get ugly. Uglier than ever before. This time, I am not playing by the rules. Grant is far more important to me, than the two of you could ever possibly realize. The only thing I want the two of you doing, is watching Grant, 24/7. I'm going to bring down the "persons" behind this, and this time, I'm not going to take any prisoners. So just do as I say, take care of Grant, I'll take care of everything else!" Superman ordered, as he flew out the window.

"That's just great! He's lost his mind." I said.

"I don't know what to think. I've never seen him like this." Donna said.

"What ever he's up to, we need to find out. I'm not taking any chances when it comes to Grant. I need to get to the Batcave, it's time I bring Batman up to speed. He's going to want to know, what his best friend Superman is up too. And I need the best Detective, helping us out on this."

"Dick? Are you sure? I mean this is Superman." Donna asked.

"That's what scares me Donna. If he falls off the deep end, the only person on this planet that stands a chance of stopping Superman, is The Batman!" I answered.

"If we do this, Superman will never forgive us." Donna stated.

"That's a chance I'm willing to take. I'll be back. Will you be alright, watching Grant?" I asked.

"I'll be fine. There are enough of the Titans here." Donna answered.

I nodded and left.

And that's where I'm at, heading to the Batcave.

Grant's POV-

I woke up in a cold sweat. Having my usual nightmare of everything that happened to me. But this time, this time there was something different. Something I had forgotten. Something truly important. My blood was being drained. I was on deaths bed. I could feel my life slipping away. But something stopped it, no someone stopped it. I opened my eyes, and standing before me was Lex Luthor! He saved me. Why? Why would he save me? Why was he even there? I need to know.

I know no one here will understand. I know that if I want to get answers, I need to do this on my own. I heard Superman and Nightwing arguing. This was my chance. I slid open my window, ever so slowly, and flew out the window.

Next Stop Metropolis.



I landed in an alley, outside LEXCORP. I walked in the revolving doors, and was greeted by a receptionist.

"Can I help you?" the receptionist asked.

"I'd like to speak with Lex Luthor." I answered.

"Do you have an appointment?" she asked.

"No, I don't, but if you could just tell him..." I started.

"I'm sorry, but with out an appointment, there is nothing that I can do for you." she said.

"Grant Emerson. To what do I owe the pleasure?" Lex came walking from behind me.

"Mr. Luthor, I'm sorry, I didn't know." the receptionist said.

"It's fine Lily, you had no way of knowing who he was." Lex answered.

"I'm sorry to bother you, but could we talk...Privately?" I asked.

"Of course we can. Just come with me." he answered.

We walked to the elevators. A man pushed the button opening the doors. We walked in, and the man put in a key card and pushed the top button. The ride felt like it took forever. Standing next to this man, this powerful and extremely sexy man, was more than I bargained for. I was suddenly nervous, my mouth became dry, my palms sweaty. I suddenly didn't feel so confident. We arrived on the top floor, the doors opening. He held out his hand, for me to walk out first. I followed him into a large room. The room was completely enclosed with glass, overlooking the whole city. Straight across the way you could see the Daily Planet.

"So what can I do for you Grant?" he asked as he sat behind his large mahogany desk.

"A week saved my life. I want to know why?" I asked as I sat in a chair in front of him.

"What makes you believe I saved your life?" he asked coyly.

"You don't strike me as the type of person, that wastes time. So can we skip the games, and get serious?" I demanded.

"What happened to that shy, bubbly kid, that saved my life a while back?" he asked.

"He grew up." I answered.

"Who knows you're here?" he asked.

"No one. And nobody knows that you saved my life. I don't know why, but no one seems to like you." I said matter a fact.

"I'm not the most popular guy, in the superhero community. Yes, I did save your life. Why? Because I owed you one. I don't like being indebted to anyone."

"Okay, I'll buy that. But then how did you know where I was? How did you know I needed to be saved?" I demanded.

"I make it my business to know everything. Information is power. Plus, it's not everyday someone saves my life. I've taken a special interest in you, Grant. I hope to consider us friends." his voice was soft.

"How did you get into a secret base, of villains?" I asked.

"Grant, I'm Lex Luthor, I can get into any place I want. Superman came to see me, he was looking for you. When I found out, that there was something wrong with you. I made a few phone calls, found where you were being held. Then went there to save you. That's all there is to it. Now, I've repaid my debt to you. We can start on a level playing field. Would you like to be friends, or not?" he demanded.

"Friends? I'm tired of everyone wanting to be my Friend. They all fail at it, in the end." I shouted.

"Disappointments thicken our skins." he said.

"Who want's thick skin?" I asked.

"Grant, I'm not like your other "friends". I really want to be your friend. I want to help you achieve, all you set out to do."

"No one can help me, with what I want to do. Look, I'm sorry I wasted your time." I got up ready to walk out.

"Grant. I know what you want to do. I'm willing to help. I told you, I'm not like your other friends." he rose from behind his desk and walked towards me.

"What is it, that you think I want to do?" I asked, curious as to whether or not he knew.

"You want Prometheus dead." he answered.

I stood there in awe of this man, he really did knew more than I would have ever expected. If information is power, he must be a very powerful man.

"The last guy, that said he wanted to help me take care of Prometheus, left me. Am I suppose to believe that you wont do the same?"

"I wont help you to kill him. But I will give you the means to get to him. After that, what you do is your own business." he answered.

"What's in it for you?" I asked.

He stood in front of me, and ran his hand down the side of my face. He grabbed me behind the neck and pulled me into him. I looked up at him in shock, and he kissed me.

The Batcave-


I arrived in the Batcave to find the Batman fixing the Batmobile. Robin at his side helping. Ah, the good old days, when life was all about Bruce. No complications. School during the day, flying through the streets of Gotham at night.

"Dick!" Batman called, not once turning to see that I had entered.

"You never skip a beat." I said.

"You're not so light on your feet, Dick. Gaining a few pounds?" Robin teased.

I grabbed him and gave him a nuggie.

"How's Grant doing?" Robin asked.

"He's still camped out in his room. He wont talk to anyone. I'm running out of options."

"He'll snap out of it. He just needs some time. Don't you think you're running yourself ragged Dick?" Batman asked.

"I can handle it. I was taught by the best remember?" I retorted.

"You've got me there. So I assume this isn't a social call. What can I do for you?" Batman asked.

"Your boy, Superman, is going off the deep end. There is a larger picture going on here. Someone has orchestrated this whole thing, and I think Superman knows who. He even threaten Donna and me, to stay out of his way. Where ever Ultraman and him went to find out where Grant was being held, I think they found out more, about who is behind this, and what is really going on." I said.

"Uh-huh. Who do you really think is behind this. And what do you think is really going on?" Batman asked.

"As to who, I would have to say that Lex Luthor is behind this. Cause as far as I know, I've never seen someone get under Superman's skin the way he does. As to why, I don't know. That's why I'm here." I said.

"Uh-huh." was all that came out of Batman's mouth.

"Is that all your going to do, stand there and say 'Uh-huh'? I came to you for help. I need you Bruce, I don't say that much, so please, help me!" I begged.

"Dick, you know I'm always here for you. We're all a family, we take care of each other. I anticipated all of this, open up file number 5299 on the Batwave. That's what I've dug up so far." Batman said.

"Thanks Bruce, you're the best. I know there was a reason I love you." I said laughingly. I gave him a half hug and ran to Batwave.

I typed in 5299 and the information came up. I couldn't believe my eyes as I read.

"Bruce, is this right? I mean, can it be true?" I asked, dumbfounded.

"Yes. A while back when the JLA went up against Brainic. I was able to download some information off his mainframe. It wasn't easy, and to many parts were missing. I've managed to connect some stuff, but other things are still missing. I'll talk to Superman, and find out what I can. As soon as I piece all the other pieces together, I'll call you." Batman said.

"But if what I'm reading is true, than that makes Grant..." I started.

"I know what that makes Grant. The point right now is that, he's in a dangerous position. If that information fell into the wrong hands, which I'm sure it has, then Grant is the key to something far larger, than any of us thought. And if Lex is behind this, there is going to be no stopping Superman. I need to go. Stay close to Grant, don't let him out of your sight. Dick, understand something here, Grant can be used as a weapon. Don't let it get to that point, having to stop a friend, is not the easiest position to be in. I'm going to get to Superman, and stop him before he does something he'll regret. I'd advise you to get back to Grant." Batman ordered.

(Ring) (Ring)

"Hello!" I said.

"Dick, it's Donna. Grant's gone! I've searched everywhere, I can't find him." Donna panicked.

"What, what do you mean Grant's gone? What good is Cyborg's security, if a 17 year old could disappear without anyone knowing. Look, I'm on my way." I shouted.

"Grant's gone. Hmm. Can you handle this?" Batman asked.

"Yes. Robin you're coming with me."

Grant where are you.


"I...I...need to go." I stammered.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kissed you. I just thought, by the way you've been staring at me, that you might be interested."

"It's...I mean...I think you're's just I'm not...I mean I can't think right now. Look, I really should go before they realize I'm gone." I stammered.

"Should I be expecting you to return?" he asked.

"I'll be back, as soon as I can, I promise."

"Grant, remember, I have the resources to help you. I will help you. We could be very beneficial to each other."

"I'll keep that in mind, and Lex. Thanks!" I said as I walked out the door.

Titans Tower-

I flew to my window, and floated inside. My door was still closed, so I assumed no one had noticed I was gone. I laid down on my bed, thinking about what just happened. The kiss was amazing, but I truly wasn't expecting that. What I was really thinking about is, what does Lex really want in return? And do I really care? At the end of the day, as long as I get my revenge, I don't care what he wants.

"Grant! You're back. Where did you go? How could you do that to me. I was terrified that someone took you." Donna shouted.

"I just needed to clear my head. to snap out of the funk I've been in. I'm sorry if I scared you." I tried to sound as convincing as possible.

"Grant, baby, this isn't the time for you to be wondering out on your own." Donna exclaimed.

"If Prometheus is in jail, what danger am I in?" I asked.

"It's not Prometheus, I'm worried about. It's you Grant. You've haven't begun to deal with anything that's happened to you. Not your parents, not you being tortured. I'm worried about you." she cried.

"I'm dealing just fine. I just want to forget what's happened, and move on. Can we do that?"

"I would like nothing more than for you to move on, but not dealing with your feelings, can be really dangerous. I know from experience. My husband and children were murdered, I lost it. I went on a revenge seeking mission. It was all I thought about, all I cared about, was my revenge. I was so blinded by my rage, that I almost lost myself, and hurt everyone I loved in the process. I just don't want that for you." her concern was overwhelming, and for a moment I almost wanted to tell her everything. But I stopped myself, to much has happened, I've lost to much, Prometheus will pay.

"I wont go down that road Aunt Donna, I'll be fine. Plus, I have you and KAL, and Dick to take make sure that doesn't happen." I lied.

Suddenly Dick came running in the room. He stopped dead in his tracks, stared at me, then ran to me and hugged me.

"Grant, your okay. I was so scared, I thought...we'll I don't know what I thought, I'm just glad you're here. What happened?" Dick asked.

"You can let go now. I can't breath!"

"Oh! Sorry, I um...we'll I got a little excited." he blushed.

I didn't really mind. It actually felt amazing to be in his arms again. But the look Aunt Donna was giving me, was more than I could handle right then and there.

"Look, I'm fine. I just needed some air. But what I really need right now, is food, I'm starved." I said.

"Food. We can do food. I'll whip something up." Donna said excitedly.


The Daily Planet-


"What are you doing here Bruce?" Superman asked.

"I'm here to see my friend." Batman answered.

"Don't be coy with me. Did Dick send you?" he asked.

"No one can make me do anything. You should know that better than anyone. I'm worried about you. Talk to me." Batman begged.

"You don't have to worry about me. I'm Superman, remember?" Superman said.

"Clark, I know what's going on. I can help you, you don't have to go at it alone." Batman explained.

"You have no idea what's really going on. Just stay out of this Bruce." Superman demanded.

"The hell I will Clark. The last time you went off like this, you faced Darksied. You almost didn't come back from that experience, I wont take that chance with you. And now, there is a weapon out there, that can kill you. I wont lose my best friend." Batman said.

"Why don't you tell me what you know?" Superman asked.

"Short version, Someone used Grant's blood to make a weapon that could kill you, but that's just the first step. They plan on using Grant to bring back General Zod from the Phantom Zone. This all was Brainic's plan, leaving one person left that would know about it, Lex Luthor. Last but not least, in a matter of speaking, Grant is a part of you, or better yet, made from you. Making the two of you, Brother's. How am I doing so far?"

"How do you do that?" Superman asked.

"World's Greatest Detective and all that." Batman answered.

"I want to take Lex down. I really want to strangle him to death. He's hurt the people I love, again and again. I wont let him get to Grant." Superman promised.

"Then my friend, we'll stop him together. What about Grant, are you going to tell him the truth, about the two of you?" Batman asked.

"I think he's been through enough to add this to it, I'd rather wait till everything is settled. I don't know how much more he can take before he goes over the deep end." his voice filled with concern.

"The truth is going to come out Clark, you're better off telling him now, than him hearing it from someone else. But whatever the case, it's up to you. Let me deal with Lex, I'll have a talk with him, but not before setting up some surveillance." Batman suggested.

"Maybe it's better if you do, I'd be likely to kill him right now. I should really get to the Fortress of Solitude. Maybe there is some information in one of the Crystals. Bruce, it means a lot to me that you came." he said passionately.

"There's nothing I wouldn't do for you Clark, the same way you're always there for me. I'll be in contact, you do the same." Batman said, as he jumped off the top of the Daily Planet.


Titan Tower-

After faking a smile through dinner, I was standing outside staring into the ocean, when I heard someone walk up behind me.

"How about a little company?" Dick asked.

"Hi Dick!"

"Deep thoughts?" he asked.

"To say the least." I answered.

"Anything you care to share? I've been told I'm a great listener."

"Actually, I'm trying not to think." I answered. The truth of the matter, was that I was trying not to think. It was time to play cool, time to show them I was okay. It would be the only way to achieve my true goals.

"You know it's alright to not be okay. You have friends here, lean on us. We want to be there for you." Dick exclaimed.

"Dick, I promise you, I'm all kinds of good. It's all over with, I can finally put it all behind me, and that's what I'm going to do. Put it all behind me, and start a new chapter in my life." a new chapter that results in the death of Prometheus.

"We'll that makes me kind of sad now." Dick started.

"Why? I thought you of all people would be happy." I asked, curious.

"That mean's that you don't need my shoulder, to cry on. I was kind of looking forward to taking care of you." he said matter of fact like.

"Who said I didn't still need you to take care of me?" I asked.

"Good, cause I'd really like that. But seriously, I'm glad you're feeling 'all kinds of good'. It means we can get back to where we were, before everything fell apart." he teased.

"And where would that be?" I asked coyly.

"If I remember correctly, you asked me to teach you some things." he answered.

"Ahh, yes. I did, didn't I. We'll mister Dick, I'm ready when you are." I said sexily.

I was ready, beyond ready. With the limited time I had left, before I kill Prometheus. I want to experience the true touch of a man, the feel of his hands running down my body. The feel of his lips kissing every part of me. The feel of his tongue, as it gently runs over my body. More than anything, I wanted it to be Dick, the person, LOL...Dick has shown me that he truly cares about me, since the beginning he's been there, expressing care, worry, what I believe is lust. I believe he wants me as bad as I want him. I realized, I had been thinking to long about this, my cock had risen in my pants. It had been a while since I felt any kind of stirring down there, and I welcomed the sensation. Dick must have noticed too, for he was checking out my package.

"We'll, it looks like someone is a little excited." he said.

"A little, I would say a lot." I retorted.

"We'll excuse me, I stand corrected. It's really nice to see you smiling again." Dick said.

"Thanks to you, I have a reason to smile again." I said as I wrapped my arms around him in a tight hug. He put his strong arms around my back and pulled me tightly into him. I could feel my cock rubbing against his. I didn't want to be interrupted, so I started floating us upward, into the night sky.

"Whoa, that's some hug. I feel like you just moved the earth." he said excitedly.

"We'll I don't know about moving the earth, but we've sure been lifted off the ground." I said as I twirled us around in the air.

I started whizzing us through the air. With my back to the ocean below, Dick lay flat on top of me. The feeling of his muscled body, pressing on top me, sent shivers up and down my spine. I looked into his amazing blue eyes, and a whole no world opened up. A world I'd never known, a world filled with passion, love, desire. I wanted Dick, literally.

I grabbed him by the back of his head, pulling him by the hair, into amazing kiss. His lips pressing hard into mine. Our lips parted and our tongues began to fight. He tasted amazing, his hands pulling my head tighter into his. He began grinding his crotch into mine. I could feel his large manhood pressed against my raging hard on.

My hands started roaming over his muscular back, moving downwards to his ample buttocks.

I floated us down onto the beach below, turning him around and laying him down on the sand. I sat on his crotch and held his hands behind his head. I started kissing him with a vigor, I had never known.

I needed to be kissing him, I didn't want our lips to ever part. It became like breathing air, I couldn't live without it. It wasn't just me kissing him, it was him kissing me back. The burning desire between both of us, was setting off fireworks all around us.

I wanted to rip off his clothes, to feel his bare naked body below me, but I had no idea where his tights started, or ended.

"A little help here!" I said breathlessly.

"Wha...with what." he said between kisses.

"Your clothes! How do I take them off?" I demanded.

"Wait...wait a second, slow down a minute." Dick said, while grasping my hands.

"Don't you think we've waited long enough?" I said chagrined.

"I'm sorry Grant, you swept me off my feet, literally. I know I told you, I'd teach you, but that's taking it a bit to far." his voice was soft.

"Teach me! Are we really going to play that game? I want you Dick, I mean really, really want you. I can feel that you want me to, I feel it in your kiss, in the way you hold me, the way you stare at me. Tell me you don't? Tell me to stop right now. Tell me I'm wrong? I'll stop. But I want to hear you tell me, you don't feel anything for me?" I demanded.

He looked up into my eyes, struggling for words.

"Grant...I...look we just can't, I'm sorry, I got carried away. Look, there are so many reasons this isn't right, and we both know them. I said I'd teach you things, and I will. But..." he started, but I interrupted.

"You can't even say it, you can't even deny that you want me. I can see the hunger in your eyes. I can feel the passion burning inside you, every time our lips meet. I know you want me, so why not give in? Give into this, Dick." I begged.

"Grant. I want more for you, than I could ever give. You're still so young, I want you to go out and experience life, and all that it has to offer you. You've been so sheltered, you've been missing so much of life experiences. I don't want to be the one to keep that from you. Take it from me, it's hard enough being in a normal relationship, but being in one with a crime fighter, is that much harder. I know from experience." he said whole heartedly.

"I've had enough life experience to last me a life time. What I wouldn't give for you to love me. To want to know all of me. To wake up with your face above me, everyday. To fill that void inside me. To know the feelings that a person in love feels. To feel the safety of your arms wrapped around me everyday. To know someone out there is thinking of me, the way I'm thinking of him. I know that's to much to ask of anyone. I don't believe in fairytales anymore. I woke up the day my parents died. Reality hit, and it hit hard. I don't have expectations, I don't want anything more than I could give. Right now that isn't a lot. But I've never felt the touch of another man before, and more than anything, I want that man to be you." I cried.

"Grant...Oh Grant. You are such a soulful human being. Anyone would be lucky to have someone like you in their life. I want you to experience all those things you just said. The future is yours, and you will have everything you dreamed of. I'm sorry for everything you've lost, but you can't let them tare down your dreams of happiness. I promise you life will get better. Your wounds will heal. You will grow from everything that's happened to you, into a more amazing person than you already are. This isn't just about you though, it's about me too. I've been hurt really bad, so bad I haven't been able to open myself up to anyone. You are right, I can't deny this feeling between us, but I can't give into it either. I'm sorry." he said as he got up and walked towards the water.

I never really thought about what he went through in the past. I had forgotten all about Red Arrow. Here I was, lost in the throws of passion, and what I wanted, that I completely forgot about what he must be feeling like. Can't I do anything right?

"I'm sorry Dick. I feel so stupid. Throwing myself at you like that. I'm such an idiot." I cried.

"No, Grant, don't think like that. You didn't do anything wrong. Actually you did everything right. I've been wanting to kiss you for so long now. I just think you can do so much better than me. Actually I know you can do so much better than me." he said.

"I think you're perfect, and I don't want better than you, I want you. And if it's just the age thing, I'll be 18 soon enough. But it's fine, if you want me to go out and find some sleaze to teach me all about sex, then so be it. I know I'm to disgusting to look at, I don't even know what I was thinking. A hot guy like you, why would you be interested in a dog like me." I said, trying to make him feel guilty.

"Grant, please. If you're ugly, I must look like Frankenstein. You are such a beautiful boy. If you only knew how beautiful you really are. I don't want you to learn from some sleaze. I want you to find a normal boy, and have a normal relationship. You have plenty of time to learn about sex and all that someone has to offer. But I said I'd teach you, and I meant it. Until you find someone, I'll teach you whatever you want." he promised.

"Whatever I want?" I asked.

"Whatever you want."

"Fine, than I want to do it with you, I want to feel you inside me. I want to hear the sound of your heart beating as you make love to me. I want to be close to you, closer than I've ever been to anyone." I demanded.

"Grant..." he started. But I grabbed him and started kissing him.

"You really need to stop being so uptight. Live a little Dick." I said as I held onto him, and flew into the air taking us back home.

"You're something else, you know that." he teased.

"I know, and you love it. Now can we talk about something more serious?" I asked.

"Uh-oh. Sounds pretty ominous. What do you want to talk about?" he asked.

"It was Red Arrow that hurt you, right? And how did he hurt you?" I asked.

"So you picked up on the fact that there was something between Red Arrow and I?" he asked.

"Yes I did. It was kind of hard not to. I'm sorry if I'm prying, but I'd really like to know."

"There are something's I cant tell you. I met Speedy as we use to call him when we were kids. I met him when we were 13 years old. He was the prodigy of Green Arrow, and I of course the prodigy of The Batman. When I started the Teen Titans, it was just Donna, Speedy, Aqua-Lad and myself. It was a way for us to break away from our Mentors, and find out what we were really made of. We all became really close, really fast. It was so easy, finally having people around that were your own age. Who know what you were going through. Sharing stories, missions, adventures."

"We became inseparable, any free time we had, we spent it together. Speedy and I, didn't have superpowers. We relied on our training to make it through. Batman had taught me well. After Titan Tower was built, we had a place to stay. Mostly weekends, and throughout the summers. Speedy and I shared a room. It would take three years before anything happened between us. Other than normal stuff, like catching him Jacking off, or him catching me. Neither of us said anything to the other. Finally when we were about 16, things started to escalate. Here's how it goes."

I was laying down in my bed after a mission. Everyone had gone home, and I thought Speedy had as well. So I was laying there, my hand began roaming my body, my cock was twitching, in need of release. I usually masturbate after a mission, then take a long hot shower.

I slid down my tights, and rubbed my cock through my Jockstrap. My cock was throbbing, begging for release. Wanting to be free of the confines it was in, but I wasn't ready for that yet. I liked the torture. My hands continued to roam my body. Lifting my ass off the bed, I ran my hands down over my crotch to my ass. I ran my fingers back and forth over my ass crack. The sensation felt amazing, my cock juice began to leak. The fabric of my Jockstrap was all wet. I was getting really turned on. I had never fingered myself before, it had never occurred to me to try.

But that day, I was so caught up in my horniness, that I brought my fingers to my nose and took a big whiff, the smell was intoxicating. I absentmindedly stuck my fingers in my mouth and sucked on them, while rubbing my cock through my Jockstrap. I brought my fingers back down to my ass crack, and rubbed them back and forth.

I ran my finger in a circular motion around my sphincter, the feeling was amazing.

Next thing I knew, I was sliding my wet finger deep inside my virgin hole. A moan escaping my lips. My cock was leaking pre-cum like a running faucet, at this point. I slid my cock out of the confines of my Jockstrap, and began jacking it off. All the while ramming my finger in and out of my hole.

A whole new world opened up to me, feelings and sensations, that I never knew of, all at my finger tips. I started moaning louder, ramming my finger in and out. Talking dirty to myself only made it hotter.

"You're a dirty boy aren't you Dick. Fingering your tight virgin hole. Moaning like a bitch in heat. Bet you wished you had a cock to suck on right now?" I said.

What I didn't expect, was to get an answer to my question, from someone else.

"I know I'd like to suck that sweet looking cock of yours." Speedy said.

I looked over in shock, at my door. Standing there, with his cock hanging out, stroking his 8 inches, was Speedy. Sure I was caught in the act, but now so was he. So I grabbed my thick shaft and pointed it at him.

"You want some of this monster cock?" I asked cockily.

"I've wanted it for so long now. I've been waiting for the right moment. Catching you talking about sucking a cock, counts as the right moment. Can I please swallow that sweet looking cock?" he begged.

"Take off your clothes, and get to work." I ordered.

I didn't have to ask twice. He ripped off his clothes and got in between my legs. He took hold of my large throbbing boner, and stared at it, before sticking his tongue out and lapping the juice that had formed on the tip of my cock.

"Mmmm, that feels so good. Swallow my cock boy. Show me how much of a hungry bitch you really are." my voice was filled with lust, I wanted him on my cock and I wanted it bad.

Like an animal catching his prey, he devoured my cock. He was in his element, I wasn't sure if he had done it before, but it sure felt like it. He was a pro, and he went to town on my cock. Taking it all the way to the base, and back up again and again.

I grabbed his head and started pounding my cock in and out of his mouth. The feeling of a hot, wet, warm mouth on my virgin cock, was more than I could handle, I was going to blow, and I was going to blow soon. Juice was pouring out of the tip of my cock, and he hungrily drank it up.

"You're to close, I want this to last a while longer. So hang on to your seat, I'm about to give you a ride you'll never forget." he said excitedly.

Next thing i know he was push my legs up to my chest, and he buried his face in my ass. It was the most amazing rush, I'd ever felt. He lapped at my hole. Buried his tongue deep inside me, licked all the way up my crack, to my low hanging balls.

"Fuck yeah! You little bitch, you could have been servicing my cock on a nightly basis, but instead you've been holding out. Fuck, that feels so good, eat my fucking ass, you little bitch." I shouted.

I was in ecstasy. I never wanted this feeling to stop. The more I spoke dirty to him, the hungrier he became. I thought I had found the YING to my YANG.

Someone who shared my hunger, for another man. Someone who was as dirty as I was, and wasn't afraid to let it all out. I wanted to taste his cock. I wanted to know what it felt like in my mouth. The feel of it as it slid upon my tongue. I moved us into a 69 position.

He continued feeding on my ass, while I studied his cock.

His eight inches, was smaller than my nine and a half. But it was just as thick, and his balls were heavy with his love juice. I slowly stuck out my tongue, and licked the head. Mmmm, I wanted more, so I continued to lick, from the base of the shaft all the way up to the head.

I grabbed his shaft and pointed it at my mouth, taking the head in, I swirled my tongue around the head, and he began to moan. His throat vibrating on my cock. The feeling was amazing, and i wanted more. So I took more of his cock into my mouth. Not to be out done, by anyone. I swallowed it to the base, and held back a gag. I continued working his cock, trying to avoid gagging, till I became good enough, that I no longer gagged.

I found my calling, this was what I had been missing, and I swore in that moment, I wouldn't deny myself again.

It was a new found feeling, sure the different sensations going through my body, as he explored all my private areas. But the one now that filled my mind and my heart. That was the golden prize. I found myself wanting to please him, and wanting to be pleased by him. To be near to him, never having his hands off of me. I wanted to tell him I loved him, and that I think I always had been in love with him. That's why I was so hard on him.

If his cock wasn't filling my mouth up, I would have told him that. I would have shouted to him that I loved him. I was happy that wasn't the case. Batman said, I should always guard my emotions, that they can be used against me. So opening up to someone, make myself vulnerable to someone, was out of the question.

"Dick, I want you inside me. I want to feel your huge cock buried deep in my hole. Every time I've watching you stroking your cock, I wished that you would thrust it deep inside me, and fill me with your huge loads. Please Dick, I've waited so long, I don't want to wait any longer, I need you in me, I want you in me. I love you Dick, I've always loved you." he shouted words from his heart.

Who was I to deny him? Truthfully, how could I deny him, what I myself wanted.

"Those are the words I've been waiting to hear. Now beg for my cock, let me hear how bad you want to feel this big boy inside you. Show me how hungry you are for my load, to be buried deep inside your ass, marking you as mine." I demanded.

"Please, fuck my ass. Ram that huge cock in and out of me. Mark me, make me your boy always! I want to be yours, I've always wanted to be yours. Take my ass Dick, fuck my brains out. Show me you want me as bad as I want to be yours." he begged.

I got up and moved behind him. Seeing him there on all fours, was truly a hot site. This was going to be worth the wait. I spit on his ass, just like I had seen on internet porn. Then I spit in my hand and lubed up my cock. I ran my cock head up and down his ass crack, paying special attention to his hole.

I grabbed his hips, and slid the head inside. Another new world was opening up to me. This warm, tight hole, swallowing my cock, pulling it in deeper, like it was meant to be there all the time.

I slid the full length of my cock deep inside him, my balls slapped against his ass cheeks.


That was all the motivation I needed. I pulled the full length out of him, and rammed it all the way to the base. I grabbed his shoulders and pounded my cock in and out, for all I was worth. His ass cheeks shaking up and down with each thrust into him. I pulled his face back and started kissing him, while I invaded his hole.

"Oh fuck Dick, I've waited so long to be kissed by you. I never thought it would happen. I've jacked off every night, with the thought of you sleeping right below me, you cock only a few feet away. How many nights I just want to take your clothes off and devour your body. But I was to scared. I've had to love you from a far." he explained.

"You've got me now. You can have all the kisses you want. You can have my dick anytime you need it. Better yet, I want you in between my legs the second we're in this room. No questions asked. Just go to town on my cock. I'll fuck a load into you every night. You ass feels so good, milking my cock. Fuck, you're going to make such a good little bitch boy. I'm going to keep you forever." I promised.

It was as close to say I loved him too. Masking my true feelings with dirty talk.

I grabbed his cock and started stroking it, while I pounded my dick deep inside him. He was moaning and panting like a bitch in heat, and I was loving every second of It. I started kissing his back, his neck, and then pulled his face to mine again, and buried my tongue down his throat.

We both started moaning, while our tongues wrestled. I could feel his cock throbbing in my hands, then suddenly he began shooting below me. His ass started tightening around my cock, It was more than I could handle. I began flooding him with the hugest load I had ever had. I continued pounding my load into him, as we continued kissing.

Finally spent, he collapsed on the bed below me, and I on top of him. My cock stayed buried deep inside. We kisses some more and then fell asleep just like that.

The next weeks were filled with similar moments. The only difference being the positions we tried. Spread eagle, him riding my cock. Outside. In the pool. Anywhere and anything we could do, we did it. He became mine, and I his. The difference being, he said the words, and I didn't. It all became final between us months later. And this is how that went.

Speedy and I of course, were spending loads more time together. Green Arrow wanted to know why. See Green Arrow and Batman, have always been super competitive, at everything they do. Secretly, I believe that Green Arrow had sexual desires for the Batman. Who could blame him. Batman was all man. From head to toe, he exuded masculinity. Anyway. One day, Red Arrow was swallowing a pent up load, that I had been building up. Little did we know, Green Arrow was watching. I can only imagine what he was thinking. Here's Batman's prodigy, getting his cock sucked by Red Arrow. If I can't have the Batman, I'll take his Robin, as I was called back then.

After i shot my load down Speedy's throat. He stood up and we kissed, tasting our loads in each others mouth was our new thing to do.

Speedy had to head back home that day. So he just blew me, kissed me, and took off.

I went a took a shower, got changed into some regular clothes and headed out onto the deck. When Green Arrow comes walking up.

"Hey Dick!" he said my name so seductively.

"Arrow!" I said nervously.

He walked over to me, and ruffled my hair.

"Your stuck here all alone, why don't you come out for a ride with me?" he asked. There was something in his eyes. Something I had only seen when Speedy would look at me, while we were out on a mission. Being as young as I was, my cock went hard as a rock.

"S-S-Sure!" I stuttered.

He laughed and ruffled my hair again.

"You sure the Bats wont mind?" he asked.

"We'll, I won't tell him, if you don't!" I said.

"I like the way you think. Deal." his demeanor was that of the cat that swallowed the canary. Only in my case, the Robin.

We took off. Driving through the mountains. I had been paying attention to the road, that I hadn't even realized what was hanging out of his shorts the whole time.

You guessed it! His left leg was pulled up on the seat, and his balls lay hanging out the side of his shorts. Once I laid eyes on It, there was no turning back. I sat there staring, while he watched me through the corner of his eye.

Talk about elephant balls, his were huge. He turned his head, and winked at me. I looked down, realizing that my own cock was rock hard, and pointing straight out.

"You like what you see?" he asked.

"" was all I could muster.

"It's okay, remember, I won't tell the Bats, if you don't!" he reminded me.

But that wasn't the problem. It was Speedy, I mean we hadn't verbally made a commitment. Okay, well I hadn't, but he had. This would be cheating.

"I know you do, you're as hard as a rock. Go ahead, touch my balls. Be a good boy, for daddy." he said enticingly.

"Can you just take me home please?" I asked. I wasn't going to do that to Speedy.

The next thing I knew, he grabbed my head and forced my face down into his crotch.

"That's it, take a whiff of a real man's cock. Not some little boy's. We're going to have some hot fun today, and no one is ever going to find out. I saw you, and Speedy today. I saw you shoot your load down his throat, then kiss him. Batman wouldn't like that at all. So you're going to be a good boy, and do everything I say." he ordered.

I was stuck, literally and figuratively. If Batman found out, I was dead. Hurting Speedy would kill me. I didn't know what to do. But at the same time, he held my head to his crotch. Rubbing my face all over. He pulled into an opening and parked the truck.

"Please don't do this Green Arrow! Just take me home. I wont tell anyone. Please!" I begged. But he just laughed in my face.

"I told you, you do what I say, and Batman doesn't need to find out. You don't, both you and Speedy, will be outted. Understand?" he barked.

I nodded my head. What else could I do.

"That's a good boy. Now take off your clothes, I want to see what Batman's little prodigy has to offer. Now you fucking faggot, get moving." he ordered me, in a harsh tone.

I took off all my clothes, standing there angry and embarrassed. My cock was no longer hard. He studied my body as he took off his clothes. His body was impressive, but not as impressive as Batman's.

His cock hung low, easily 8 Inches soft. I was getting nervous, would he be bigger than mine? If Speedy could handle mine, would I be able to handle his?

I didn't have to wait long to find out.

"Quit staring at me boy, and get down on your fucking knees, and take care of my man-cock. Make daddy happy." he shouted.

I got down on my knees in front of him, and began working his cock with my mouth. His cock began lengthening in my mouth. He was huge, and I was forced to swallow it. He grabbed my head and began ramming his cock in and out of my mouth. My eyes watered, the more I gagged, the more he shoved his cock in.

"That's it you little faggot! Choke on daddies cock. I'm going to show you how a real man has sex. I'm going to have you begging for my cock again and again. That's it bitch, gag on my cock." he ordered.

He continued ramming his cock as far as it would go, with no rest in sight. His words were hurtful, this was all a game to him, there was no love behind it.

When I spoke the way I did with Speedy, it was with love, it was my way of saying I love you. This was animalistic and mean.

The tears ran down my cheeks. I felt defeated and abused. I feared what would come next. I had never given my virgin ass to Speedy, that wasn't the roles we took. I knew I liked being on top, and he loved the bottom.

If he wanted to shove his monster cock inside me, I feared I would be torn in two.

He turned around and pulled my face into his ass.

"Clean out my dirty hole. I haven't showered all day. It's nice and rank, just for you. Taste my juices you little faggot whore boy, clean daddies ass. That's it you little bitch, dig your tongue in deeper. Clean out my poop Shute." he demanded.

His ass tasted nasty, and smelled just as bad. I wanted to puke, right then and there. But I fought the urge, I just wanted this over with.

"Now let me see you stroke that cock. I have a surprise for you. Get down on you knees and work your cock faggot. You belong on your knees, and I'm going to show you how little faggot bitch boys like you are supposed to be treated." he shouted.

If I wasn't scared before, I was terrified now. I started jerking off my cock, as he stood above me. He slapped my face again and again with his hard cock. He began spitting on me, my face, my mouth, my chest. Then rubbing his cock with it. Despite my fear and anxiety, my cock betrayed me, and grew to full length. I jacked it while he continued being vile above me.

The next thing I knew I was hit in the head with hot liquid. I looked up to see that he was pissing on me. In my face, on my cock, all over me.

"This is what men do, to little faggots like you. You want to be a dirty boy, daddies going to treat you like a dirty boy. Open you mouth, and drink my piss. If I have to ask you again, Batman finds out everything." he threatened.

I opened my mouth, and he filled it with piss. He plugged my nose, so that I was forced to swallow it. This went on, till he had finished letting everything out of his bladder, and I was left wet, and smelling of piss.

He rammed his cock back into my mouth.

"Now for the best part. I'm going to tare your ass open with my huge cock. How do you like that Fagot?" he asked.

"Please don't, I've never. You'll hurt me something fierce." I begged.

"So Speedy's been putting out for you. We'll then I'm really going to enjoy taking your virgin ass. Get on you hands and knees bitch, and I mean now, you little faggot." he shouted.

I began crying as I moved onto my hands and knees. Wishing someone would come find us, wishing something would stop him from what he was about to do.

"Ready or not Faggot, here comes Daddy. You can blame Batman for this. He's denied me way to long. It's time I take it out on his boy. So this fuck your about to get, it should be his. Think about that while I pound my load into you little faggot ass." he shouted.

I was shaking, I wanted so much to die at that point. The fear was more than I could handle. I waited stiff, for him to bury himself inside me. But the next thing I knew, I heard the voice of an angel.

"Arrow, don't do this. Not to him. Please, I'll do anything. Just take my ass, and leave Dick alone. Please!" he begged as if his life depended on it.

It was in that moment that I realized I loved Speedy with my heart and soul.

"What makes you think I want your ass?" he asked.

"Please. For me, as your partner, as your ward. Don't do this to him, he means everything to me. I couldn't bare to see you do that to him." Speedy begged.

"Fine you little shit. You ruined everything anyway. I'm going to tare your ass apart. Get on you hands and knees. Now!" he ordered.

Speedy got on his hands and knees. Arrow got behind him, and spit in his hole. I grabbed Speedy's face, and pulled him close and began kissing him.

"I love you. I love you so much. I'm so sorry, I'm sorry about all of this. I'm sorry I never told you how much I loved you. I'm sorry you have to go through this, please forgive me." I cried into his ear.

"Dick, don't! I love you, with all my heart and soul. I'd do anything for you. Please, just let me do this. Just kiss me." he begged.

I did just that. I never looked up at Green Arrow again. I just kissed my lover, and closed out everything else. It felt like it lasted forever. But I never stopped kissing Speedy. Green Arrow finished, got his clothes and got into his car. I held onto Speedy, as we watched that bastard leave.

We arrived back at Titan Tower. We went straight into our bathroom. I drew a bath. Filling it with scalding hot water. We got into the tub and I gently washed his body. We stayed in there till the water went cold. I towel dried him, kissing every part of his body. Then dried myself, before we went into the bedroom. We lay down, I hugged him tightly to my body. And we fell asleep.

That's the beginning of our journey as lovers. It went on for years, what I didn't know was that Speedy began doing something dangerous behind my back. He became addicted to a certain drug. A drug that took over his life, and ruined ours. It took a long time for me to accept what was happening right under my nose. My heart was broken, I didn't want to believe it. I did everything I could to help him, everything I could to make him stop. But nothing worked. I tried for months, but I couldn't make him realize what he was doing.

I finally gave up, I told him to make a choice, me or the drug. He chose the drug.

He had to hit rock bottom, before he would wake up. My heart was just to broken to stay around. So I left. I left the Titans, and stuck to Blud Heaven. He finally cleaned up a year later. And came begging for me to come back. But I would never go through that again. I would never allow myself to be hurt like that, never again.

That's why Grant, that's why I can't be with you. I want better for you, not some jaded guy like me. I don't believe in love anymore. Not when all that happens to me is disappointment. I can't do it, I wont allow myself to be hurt every again."

He pored his heart out to me, and all I wanted to do, was hold him in my arms. He had been burned badly, by more than one person. By an adult he trusted, and the boy he loved.

"I'm sorry Dick, I'm so sorry." I began crying. The tears were more than just for him, they were for both of us. The pain I was in, and the pain he was in. I grabbed onto him and hugged him tightly. I cried into his shoulder, as he did it into mine.

Neither of us would surrender tonight. But first the first time, I fully felt connected to someone. I was happy that it was Dick.


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