Date: Sat, 27 Mar 2004 19:16:35 -0800 (PST)
From: X <tmhjo521@yahoo.com>
Subject: Trevor and Haley Chapter 19: Ryan's Realization

The Usual Disclaimer applies...Don't read this if you are offended or if
you are not allowed. I want to thank some special people who helped to make
this chapter see the light of day. One of those special people is my new
boyfriend. I want to thank him especially because if it wasn't for him, I
would still be upset and depressed. With all that said, let's continue the
story.

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Chapter 19: Ryan's Realization

The sunshine poured through the open window, bathing Ryan's sleeping
body. Ryan gently stirred, stretching his arms out and yawning. He slowly
opened his eyes, adjusting to the mid-day sounds and sights that were
bombarding his senses. Ryan smiled to himself before the realization of the
night before hit him. He could hear the shower running. He got up and
pulled on his pants and a t-shirt and sat back down on the bed. He
stretched again, trying to wake himself up. He listened to the shower for a
few minutes before he picked up the remote and turned on the television. He
absently flipped through channels and settled on a rerun of Gilligan's
Island, began thinking about the night before.

`I am ready for this. It is who I am and I trust Trevor. He is safe and
warm. He makes me feel happy and loved. When he comes back I am going to
tell him.'

After about ten more minutes, Ryan heard the shower turn off and movement
coming from the bathroom. He saw the door open and Trevor walk out with
only a towel around his waist.

"It's about time you woke up," Trevor joked.

Ryan looked at the clock beside the bed. The time read 12:45pm.

"Why did you let me sleep so long?" Ryan asked.

"You just looked so cute lying there," Trevor smiled, "and I thought you
could use it."

"Yeah, I was pretty tired," Ryan replied blushing a little from Trevor's
comment.

"Anything special you want to do today," Trevor asked picking through his
suitcase.

"Nu uh," Ryan replied as he watched Trevor drop his towel.

Trevor pulled his boxers up and searched for a pair of pants and a
shirt. Ryan slowly got off the bed and walked over to Trevor. He gently
wrapped his arms around Trevor's waist as Trevor stood up. He leaned
forward and kissed Trevor on the back of the neck. Trevor's hands ran
across Ryan's arms and met his hands. Trevor turned around still holding
Ryan's hands in his own. Ryan leaned forward and kissed Trevor more
passionately than he had the night before. Trevor gently pulled away.

"Are you sure about this," he asked.

Ryan nodded his head, his cheeks turning slightly red.

"We can't take this back once it happens," Trevor whispered.

"I know," Ryan said shyly. "I thought about this all night."

"As long as you are totally sure," Trevor said. "I just don't want you to
do anything that you aren't ready for. You may end up regretting it."

"Don't worry Trev," Ryan said softly. "I'm ready now."

Trevor leaned forward and placed his lips gently against Ryan's, letting
his tongue pass between the two and into the warm mouth of the younger
boy. Ryan sighed and returned the kiss with eager aggression. Ryan hugged
Trevor tightly.

"You're warm," he remarked.

"I just got out of the shower," Trevor replied smiling, "of course I am
warm silly."

Ryan leaned in and put his head on Trevor's chest. Trevor wrapped his arms
tighter around Ryan's muscular frame. He gently caressed down Ryan's back
and took hold of the bottom of the boy's shirt. He slowly pulled it up,
making Ryan pull back slightly. Ryan raised his arms and let the bigger boy
pull his shirt over his head. Ryan lowered his arms and hugged Trevor's
boxer clad body once more.

"You feel nice," Ryan whispered.

Trevor kissed Ryan on the forehead and smiled at the warmth in his
face. Ryan wanted to know love and Trevor wanted to give it to him more
than anything. Trevor felt special just thinking that he could be the one
that Ryan could confide in at this pivotal point in his young life. He
could feel the muscles in Ryan's young body flex with each movement. Trevor
gently led Ryan to the bed, still embracing the young boy's body. As they
sat down, Trevor slowly slid down to his knees on the floor in front of
Ryan. Ryan stared into Trevor's eyes, watching every movement. Trevor
raised himself up and kissed Ryan on the lips. Pulling away, he gently
kissed down the rest of Ryan's body. Ryan sighed and his hands
instinctively ran through Trevor's hair and over his soft, clean
skin. Trevor continued to gently massage Ryan's chest and stomach with
small and meaningful kisses. His hands caressed Ryan's soft skin until he
reached Ryan's pants. He leaned back and looked into Ryan's eyes, searching
for permission to go further. Ryan gently nodded his approval before Trevor
continued. His fingers slid to the front and undid the button. Ryan's heart
was racing. He had never felt like this before. He was scared and excited
and happy all at once. His mind slipped deeper into his feelings and the
sensations of what was happening. Ryan's emotions and senses were more
alert than ever before, making this experience more intense than any
competition he had ever been to or participated in. Trevor gently pushed
Ryan's small body back until he was lying on his back on the bed. Ryan
raised his head and watched as Trevor unzipped his pants. Trevor's fingers
softly rubbed against Ryan's cloth covered penis causing Ryan to
sigh. Trevor smiled and continued his exploration of the younger boy's
body. His fingers took hold of the waistband of Ryan's pants and gently
pulled them down. Ryan wiggled a little bit, letting the pants slide under
his body. Trevor pulled the pants off and dropped them beside the bed. He
ran his hands gently up the other boy's legs and over the briefs that hid
the treasure he was longing to see. He gently caressed Ryan's smooth skin,
causing Ryan to sigh and moan with pleasure. Ryan wiggled on the bed, no
longer watching Trevor, just letting him do as he pleased. Ryan's eyes were
closed as he enjoyed the loving caresses of the older boy. Trevor kissed
Ryan's stomach, causing him to flinch a little. He slowly ran his fingers
over the lump in front of Ryan's underwear. Ryan gently moved his hips up,
pressing his boyhood into Trevor's caresses. Trevor smiled and bent forward
and kissed Ryan's stomach just above the waistband of his briefs. His
fingers slipped under the elastic band and gently slid them down. Inch by
inch, Ryan's boyhood was revealed. Trevor licked his lips as Ryan's hair
peeked over the waistband of the briefs. Ryan's penis hung on the elastic
causing him to wince and pull away from Trevor. Trevor kissed Ryan's
stomach apologetically and then kissed the area revealed by the peeled away
briefs. Ryan's soft moan told Trevor to continue. Trevor gently lifted the
elastic, letting Ryan's hard cock appear from underneath. Ryan could feel
Trevor's hot breath on his boyhood and groaned, pushing his hips
forward. Trevor pulled his head back not letting Ryan's penis touch his
lips. Trevor pulled Ryan's briefs over his tight butt and down off his
body. He lifted them to his nose and inhaled Ryan's scent before tossing
them down on top of the cargos beside the bed. His hand slowly caressed up
Ryan's leg and past his aching penis up over his stomach and stopped at
Ryan's face. Trevor gently motioned Ryan's face up a little, leaning in and
giving Ryan the most passionate kiss the young boy had experienced. Ryan's
hands ran over Trevor's soft skin and pulled him close. Trevor let Ryan
pull his boxers off before positioning himself above Ryan's small
body. Trevor touched Ryan's penis with his own and began to slowly slide
his cock over the hot skin of Ryan's cock.

"Trevor," Ryan whispered huskily, barely able to catch his breath, "I want
you to do it."

Trevor leaned down and kissed Ryan on the lips.

"Shhhhhh," Trevor whispered.

He kissed Ryan again. Kissing slowly down Ryan's body until Ryan could
hardly catch his breath. Trevor kissed the thigh on Ryan's left leg and
moved to the right thigh. Ryan groaned loudly.

"Please," Ryan all but screamed out.

Trevor inhaled Ryan's scent as he engulfed the penis in front of his
mouth. Tear's rolled down Ryan's cheeks. He couldn't help the way he was
feeling. It was so intense and so ecstatic that he couldn't hold back the
tears. Trevor's tongue rolled across Ryan's head, making his penis jump and
twitch. Trevor's lips slid to the base of Ryan's boyhood. Trevor sucked
Ryan like a straw. Ryan cried out in pleasure, his hands roaming
frantically through Trevor's hair. Ryan couldn't take anymore. He screamed
and released his seed into Trevor's mouth. Trevor continued to suck until
Ryan couldn't cum anymore. He pulled off, licking the head of Ryan's cock
causing Ryan to wince and pull away slightly. Ryan's eyes didn't open for
ten minutes as he lay there on the pillow coming down from his high. Trevor
laid his head on Ryan's chest and gently caressed Ryan's muscular
stomach. He listened as Ryan's heartbeat slowed it's pace and his breathing
returned to normal.

"Are you ok," Trevor asked quietly.

Ryan gently hugged Trevor, "uh huh."

Trevor continued to caress Ryan's stomach. Ryan relaxed and began to caress
Trevor's back and run his fingers through Trevor's hair.

"Hey Trev," Ryan started.

"Yeah buddy," Trevor replied.

"Thanks," Ryan said.

"For what," Trevor asked.

"For not pushing me and letting me decide that I was ready to do this,"
Ryan said.

"Ryan, I would never push you to do something that you didn't want to do or
that you weren't sure about," Trevor said.

"I know," Ryan smiled.

The boys lay together for a few more minutes, enjoying each other's
company.

"Trev," Ryan said quietly.

"Yeah," Trevor smiled.

"I think I love you," Ryan said, his chest turning red as his cheeks.

Trevor gently squeezed the younger boy, "I love you too."

"Can we do that again," Ryan asked shyly.

"Anytime you want to," Trevor smiled.

"I want to spend the rest of my life with you," Ryan said quietly.

Trevor smiled and continued to caress Ryan's skin as they lay on the bed,
the sunlight gently illuminating their nude bodies.

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