Date: Sat, 20 Jul 2002 18:31:36 +0000
From: wheels_aflame@hotmail.com
Subject: A Very Xander Story

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First off, to save my ass, if you are under the legal age in
your area or it is illegal for you to be reading stories of
a sexual and homosexual nature please leave. This story is
purely fictional, and should not imply anything about the
characters involved or the actors themselves. This has
nothing to do with the program makers. Buffy the Vampire
Slayer and all characters are copyright and trademarks of
WB, David Greenwalt, Joss Whedon, 20th Century Fox, and
others.

A Very Xander Story
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Xander ran from the wedding ceremony, rushing blindly
through Sunnydale, he couldn't believe he had left Anya at
the alter, he wouldn't have felt so bad if the reason for
leaving was the false images the Demon had shown him, he
tried to pretend to himself that it was why he couldn't go
through with the marriage, but he knew the real reason and
it filled him with a dread he couldn't cope with. His mind
returned to the image of Oz, Willows first boyfriend as it
always seemed to do when he was down, Oz's dry humour and
calm exterior always spell bound him, his body ached to be
near him again, but that was not to be he could never get up
the confidence to phone the number Oz had slipped him after
he had returned and found Willow in the arms of Tara, "Damn
it I can't go on like this," he spoke aloud, "I can't
pretend to be something I'm not," he said with heat, " no
one will be home yet, I'll take the chance maybe he wont
have found another guy.yet."


Oz moved carefully his body ached so much he thought it was
about to fall apart, that's the last time I let Joe make
hotel arrangements, if I sleep in that van one more night
I'm gonna eat him, he thought, it took a lot to ruffle Oz's
fur but sleeping in the back of the van with four other guys
could get on anyone's nerves even his, he looked sleepily
around the clearing they had called home till they had to
head south for their next gig, he smiled as he thought, we
have to go through Sunnydale, maybe I'll stop by The Scooby
Gang, see what's up with the Willow and the others, and find
out how Xanders doing, Oz had never really got over Xander
and had been with no one since, he couldn't believe Xander
was marrying Anya, but hey it was to early for heavy
thoughts, he turned round and looked at the band still
asleep, arms and legs akimbo, "I guess, I'm cooking..Again,"
suddenly his cell phone rang out.


Buffy, Willow, and Dawn sat in the Living room of Buffy's
house talking after they had managed to get rid of all of
Xanders family and Anya's Demons, "God I can't believe he
did that," Willow said, "I just don't understand it, it
wasn't even that those visions were real," " I know, but he
has to have a good reason, he would never hurt Anya
intentionally," Buffy said almost to herself, "And I wish
Anya would let us in, she must be in a lot of pain, she
shouldn't be alone," "I think she needs time to think it
through alone, she'll call us if she need's us, there's
nothing else we can do till she opens up," Dawn said with
worry in her voice, "I just wish I knew were Xander is,
maybe we should go look for him," "I don't think that's a
good idea Dawny, I think he needs as much space as Anya
does," Willow said with a worry line between her eyes.


Xander sat on the worn out bed cover which had been tossed
on his Hotel bed, staring at the telephone sitting in his
lap, almost willing it to disappear before he made that
phone call and embarrassed himself while talking to Oz,
after all it had been what, around about a year since he had
seen him, Oz would probably have started over, maybe even
with a girl. Slowly he lifted the receiver and held it to
his ear as he slowly dialled the cell phone number written
down on the crumpled piece of paper he had kept locked away
for so long. After what seemed like an eternity someone
picked up on the other side of the line, he was disappointed
to find an answer machine service, "Hey.Oz," he said with
his voice cracking, "It's Xander here give me a call on this
number when you get this message, don't phone home, o."
"Xander it's Oz, it's nice to hear your voice again,
shouldn't you be on your honeymoon?" Oz interrupted when he
heard Xanders silky voice, "Yeah sort off I guess. I need to
tell you something, I. I couldn't go through with it, I feel
like dirt but I couldn't, I just couldn't," as his voice
broke and he began to sob, "Hey, Xand it's ok calm down,
please calm down what's wrong? What happened?" said Oz,
concern edged in his voice, "I couldn't pretend, not
anymore.I love you Oz, . I have for so long, I can't get you
out of my head, I know I ended things with us, but I was
scared of what I was feeling, I need you, I need you to hold
me, please Oz, please," Xander pleaded, "Okay, okay I'm on
my way, we were coming through Sunnydale anyway, I'll come
on ahead.and Xander." "Yes, what is it?" "I love you too.
I'll be there soon, tell me were you are," Oz said breathily
as he had unconsciously been holding it in, "I'm at a hotel
near the Bronze, called The Swan, room 132," Xander said,
also letting out his breath, "I know were it is, I've been
there a time or two, just hold on, I wont be long," promised
Oz.


As Oz drove through the streets of Sunnydale, memories came
to him unbidden, places where he and the Scooby gang had
fought battles, as he passed The Bronze he recalled all the
nights he had played there, and the first time he saw
Willow, with Xander in toe, he smiled as he recalled how
nervous he had been as Willow introduced him to her best
friend, the one she had longed after for so long, the one
who he had begun to get closer to until he finally realized
that Xander wasn't just a friend, he was the one he wanted,
even more than Willow, the realization had been hard to cope
with but soon became comfortable when he found Xander laying
in his bed touching himself and moaning Oz's name over and
over, and the bitter memory of finding Willow and Xander
together at the factory after they had been kidnapped by
Spike, he forced it from his mind as a strange feeling came
over him, the feeling of coming home, not the town, not
Sunnydale, but coming home to Xander.


He pulled up outside the motel locked the van and quickly
went inside, he ignored the owner sat behind the front desk
and ran up the stairs to Xander's room followed by the
puffing owner, as he gets to Xander's door he pauses, what
should I do, knock or just walk in, he decides to knock,
Xander pulls the door open immediately he had been pacing in
front of the door, waiting, "Hey you can't just walk in
here," the wheezing owner states as he catches up, "It's ok
Mr Swan, I was waiting on my friend here," Xander pipes out,
"Well if your sure, he sure was in some hurry, half killed
me chasin him," the owner mutters as he turns and walks back
towards the stairs. Xander stands shuffling his feet not
looking at Oz, slowly Oz reaches a hand out gently grasping
Xander's chin and raises it up to look each other in the
eye, a tear rolls down Xander's cheek and Oz wipes it away
with his thumb, "I've missed you so much, you know," he says
as he draws Xander's face to him and gently lays a kiss on
his lips, Xander pushes forward urgently pressing there soft
velvety lips together, suddenly Oz pulls away, "I.. I'm
sorry I shouldn't." Xander begins to stutter, "Shhh it's ok,
as much as I'd like this to continue where we are, I think
maybe your neighbours might object," Oz says with a smile
reserved only for Xander, "Maybe we should go inside,"
Xander's grin returns and he gently lifts Oz's hand and
pulls him inside, closes and locks the door, "I.I guess I
should explain, huh?" he say's, tears returning to his eyes,
"Shhh.in the morning, you can tell me in the morning," Oz
says as he lays a hand on Xander's chest, "We can work
everything out then, how about that kiss, now hmm?.I don't
think we'll get any interruptions," he says seductively,
grasping the shirt were he had laid his hand on Xander's
chest and pulls him in for a passionate kiss, as Xander
responded he moved Oz closer to the double bed, all along
his hands roaming under Oz's shirt, rubbing his toned abs
and pecs, he slid his hands up further and further till he
reached Oz's nipples which were already hardening, he
pinched and nipped them, all along Oz was moaning into
Xander's mouth sending chills up and down Xander's spine, Oz
then began to unbutton Xander's  501's as he pushed his
hands inside the confines he moved his hands round to
Xander's ass and squeezed hard, pulling there hard groins
together, Xander pulled Oz's shirt up and over his head and
leaned down and started to lick and nuzzle the soft skin
burning under his touch, he slid across his chest and took
one of Oz's nipples into his mouth, biting and licking.

Oz began to slide down Xander's body until he was kneeling
in front of Xander's clothed manhood, he slid his hands
inside the waistband of Xander's briefs and pulled them
down, Xander's 7 and a half inch popped out from the cotton
and smacked against his stomach, ending up bobbing just
inches from Oz's face, after stepping out of his clothes Oz
slides his hands up Xander's legs around to the inside of
his thighs, lightly skirting Xander's heavy balls and cock,
roaming up to Xander's abs lightly flowing up his chest to
his nipples, Xander inhaled sharply as Oz licked from the
bottom of Xander's ball sack all the way up to the head of
his cock and lightly flicked the tip over the sensitive
glands. He then engulfed the straining cock, till his nose
was pressed against Xander's pubes, he slowly moved his head
up and down swirling his tongue and pressing it into
Xander's piss slit, causing Xander to moan and squirm, he
slid his hand from the root of Xanders cock between his legs
and into his ass crack till he found Xanders pucker, slowly
he slid a finger into the gaping hole, making sure not to
hurt him he added another finger as he slowly finger fucked
the tight orifice, Xander squirmed and moaned to Oz not to
stop, Xander could feel his balls beginning to tighten as
his passion grew, he knew he wouldn't last much longer, he
hadn't been with Anya since she started working on the
wedding it had only turned him of rather than turned him on
as it had for Anya, and Oz had always been able to make him
cum quicker than anyone else, he began to furiously fuck
Oz's face as he felt the warm flush rise up his shaft, Oz
knew as well as he pulled hard on Xanders perfectly rounded
ass, boom suddenly Oz's mouth was blasted with Xanders warm
sweet tasting cum as Xander screamed Oz's name over and over
again, he sucked as hard as he could and used his tongue to
rub against Xanders tingling cock head, he swallowed almost
everything after Xanders knees gave way he lay him on the
bed, slid up his hot sweaty body and shared with Xander the
warm love juice he had kept in his mouth, then Oz cuddled in
to Xanders side and lay his head on Xanders chest, "yes," he
thought, "I've definitely come home," and gently drifted
into sleep.

End of Chapter 1
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