Date: Tue, 29 Apr 2014 04:51:25 +0000
From: "Queenie Mab (Google Docs)" <queeniemab34@gmail.com>
Subject: Where Your Treasure Lies

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Where Your Treasure Lies

A Harry/Draco fanfic loosely adapted from What Dreams May Come by Richard
Matheson (1998 movie rather than the book)

Warnings: character death, mentions of suicide, hot gay sex, and I’ve taken
liberties with canon ages for Scorpius and Teddy.

Disclaimer: Harry Potter characters are the property of J.K. Rowling and
Bloomsbury/Scholastic. No profit is being made from their use, and no
copyright infringement is intended.


Gateway
Present Day (Late January 2015)
***

Harry opened his eyes, blinking blindly at the brightness that greeted
him. He let his eyes fall closed again, wanting to hold onto the comfort of
sleep for a moment longer. He was warm and sated, and felt better rested
than he had in ages. He reached out his hand to find Draco, but came up
short when he realised that the surface he was lying on was not his and
Draco's bed at all.


He sat bolt upright a moment later and looked around, confused. The ground
was made up of a substance Harry could not describe as being anything but
half-formed, like clay that had been shaped but not detailed or cured. A
bluish mist lingered all around him, very much like like the mist of
memories in a Pensieve.


The longer he looked at the mist surrounding him, the more it appeared to
solidify into the shapes of a place that was extremely familiar. Just as he
climbed to his feet, a voice called his name.


"Harry!"


Harry looked up to find the unmistakable figure of Albus Dumbledore,
dressed in midnight-blue robes adorned with silver stars, walking towards
him wearing a sad smile.


"Sir?" Harry asked, his forehead wrinkling. "Where are we? What are you
doing here?" Dumbledore fixed his blue eyes on Harry's. They twinkled, not
with mischief as they had in the past, but with tears, and Harry realised
where they must be. "Is this … Have I died?"


Dumbledore stepped closer and put his hand on Harry's shoulder. "The girl
survived, Harry," Dumbledore said kindly, though his voice sounded
different than Harry remembered. "You saved her from the fire and died a
hero as you were always meant to."


"But I didn’t mean to," Harry whispered, horrified. "Draco, he needs me … I
promised …"


Let's do it again Early Jan 2015 ***


Harry held onto Draco’s hips, slick with sweat, while Draco rocked back and
forth on Harry’s cock, setting a pace that was agonisingly slow, but
reduced Harry nearly to tears as his anticipation mounted. Their eyes were
locked on each other, Draco's blown wide and Harry lost inside
them. Draco’s jaw was relaxed, and his breath came out in short huffs.


Harry had never experienced anything more arousing in his life than the
sight of Draco taking control of their lovemaking. Draco didn’t do it
often, but when the urge hit him, Harry had no issues whatsoever lying back
and reaping the benefits.


Draco’s cheeks grew pink as he continued rocking, his pace
quickening. Draco’s hands covered Harry’s where he gripped Draco’s
hips. This was Harry’s favourite part, watching Draco bring himself over
the edge without allowing a hand to touch his cock.


Harry felt Draco’s nails digging into the backs of his hands, Harry’s balls
drawing tight while Draco’s body coaxed his orgasm from him, gripping and
clenching, building him up and backing off, until Harry was so tightly
wound he would come when commanded.


"Fuck," Harry panted. "I have to come …" But the look of ferocity Draco
sent his way made Harry bite his bottom lip and hold his breath.


And then the sweet word came at last as Harry watched Draco fall apart,
still locked at the eyes with Harry, a long drawn out exhalation:
"Yesssss!"


Harry’s body responded immediately, his pleasure crashing over him along
with the slick splash of Draco’s release on his chest. Draco bore down, his
channel rippling tightly around Harry's cock as it pulled every last drop
Harry had to give. Harry’s orgasm broke his voice as he was flooded with
warmth, every last nerve ending waking up a new spark of pleasure across
the surface of his skin, leaving him tingling with the aftershocks.


Draco leaned forwards, still connected, pressing himself against Harry’s
chest, face nuzzling the crook of Harry’s neck. It was brilliant.


Harry's arms wrapped around Draco’s back, holding on for dear life while
their racing heartbeats matched and slowed.


Harry closed his eyes, feeling sated. He inhaled deeply, savouring the
scent of Draco’s herbal shampoo mixed with soap and perspiration. It was
earthy and raw and absolutely perfect.


Harry pulled out, chuckling as Draco groaned his annoyance into Harry’s
shoulder.


"I'm too knackered to move," Draco’s voice said, muffled. "It’s your turn
to do the Cleaning Charm."


Harry smiled, his hands stroking Draco’s spine, moving warmly across the
trembling back that was damp from exertion. Harry hummed contentedly, then
tucked his chin and nudged at Draco’s face with his nose. "Kiss me," he
said when Draco managed to turn his head upwards, utterly spent.


Their lips met, brushing lightly. Harry smiled into Draco’s mouth and
tightened his grip around Draco’s waist.


As they drifted off to sleep, curled together in a warm tangle of limbs,
Draco murmured against Harry's shoulder. "Want to stay like this forever."


Harry pulled Draco's arms around himself more securely. "We will. I
promise."


***


Harry awoke to the smells of breakfast wafting through the open bedroom
door. His stomach growled noisily.


He found Draco in the kitchen and stood behind him, resting his head on
Draco’s shoulder while Draco chopped an onion, his hands settled on Draco’s
waist. "It smells brilliant in here! What are we having?"


"Omelettes," Draco answered, bumping Harry in the stomach with his
elbow. "Hands off, I’m holding a knife."


Harry grinned, taking a seat at the kitchen table. The two empty chairs to
his right and left stood out at him, glaring reminders of their children’s
absence.


He cleared his throat and picked up a new illustration Draco had left on
the table. He must have drawn it that morning. It was a drawing of a
beautiful country house and garden. Two little boys holding butterfly nets
darted in and out from behind painted topiaries, trying to catch pixies.


When Draco brought breakfast to the table, Harry looked up again. Draco
looked thoughtful.


"I love the illustration," Harry stopped, noticing Draco was not looking at
the picture, but at Harry. "What’s on your mind?"


"I want to do it again," Draco said. He cut the omelette in two and put
half on Harry’s plate. "I’ve been thinking about it for months now. The
boys have been gone for four years."


Harry reached across the table, stalling Draco’s hand when he reached for
his knife. "What do you want to do again? Write?" He waited for Draco to
meet his eyes, feeling his heart swelling inside him. It had been far too
long since Draco had been excited about anything.


Draco met his gaze with steady eyes. "You know, until we became fathers I
thought I knew who I was and who I was meant to be. But then they came, and
I realised everything I had thought about myself was nothing compared to
who I was for them. Fathers, Harry. That is what we are. It’s who we
are. Without the kids …" Draco’s eyes widened slightly, like he was trying
not to lose control of his emotions. He squeezed Harry’s hand. "Are we
still fathers when our children are dead?"


Harry sighed. He’d felt the same way at times, but hadn’t ever wanted to
say it aloud for fear of bringing more misery to their carefully rebuilt
life together.


"You want to have another baby?" Harry asked finally. Having said it out
loud, it felt like a barrier had been lifted, like they could finally
breathe clean air again.


"I would," Draco said. He pulled his hand out from under Harry’s. "Actually
I’d like two — if we can find a woman willing to carry twins for us — one
fathered by me and one by you."


Harry thought his heart would explode right out of his chest. He stood up,
uncaring of the confused look Draco was giving him. He hauled Draco out of
his chair and pushed him back against the dining room wall.


"Potter, breakfast is going to get cold," Draco said, but the smirk on his
face told Harry he didn't really mind.


"Shut up. I need this right now." Harry stifled any protests Draco might
have had by closing his mouth over Draco’s and pushing his knee between
Draco’s thighs.


Denial Present Day ***


"But I promised," Harry went on. "I can't do this, Dumbledore. Tell me how
I can get back to him. I'm not ready, I can't …"


"Harry," Dumbledore said sadly. "Look." He pointed to a fountain in the
centre of the station that hadn't been there previously, or if it had, it
was only now visible to Harry.


Harry approached with tentative steps. "What is this?"


"Look into the basin. It is similar to how a Pensieve functions, but
instead of showing you a memory, it shows you what is happening now on
Earth."


Harry looked down, fearful of what he was about to see. There were his
friends and family. They were gathered together in their finest robes, very
much like they had been when Harry and Draco were married, but in this
scene, the faces were bleak. There were tears of sorrow and grief where
there had been joy before and following the path of the aisle towards the
front of the chapel, the same place where he had stood with Draco to
exchange their rings, stood a coffin.


It was closed.


Draco sat alone in the row at the front of the assembly. His shoulders were
stooped forwards, his head bowed; he was dressed all in black, and Harry
could tell from the limpness of Draco’s hair that it had not been washed in
days.


"I have to go in," Harry said, unable to tear his eyes away from the
terrible vision below him. Draco needed him.


"You can," Dumbledore said, "but there is no way you can make any changes
to what is happening. You and the world below are made of different
substances. While you may witness what occurs, you cannot touch it, very
much like a memory in a Pensieve. Do you understand?"


Harry nodded, focusing on the vision below him. He leaned over the surface
of the fountain as it rippled with the same mist that covered everything in
the place, like reality not yet formed.


Harry landed silently on the floor at the end of the aisle. He took steps
forwards, marvelling at the fact that not only could he not make any noise,
his feet weren't actually touching the ground as he didn't actually have
feet. His spirit existed in a facsimile of what his body had been in life.


Harry passed the mourners, paying little heed to their voices, though when
he drew close to Ron and Hermione, he did notice Ron holding his wife
around her shoulders while Hermione wept into her hands, and even Ron had
tear tracks drying on his cheeks.


Harry turned to where Draco was seated by himself. Draco clutched a plain
black journal to his chest. Dark circles shadowed his eyes, though there
were no tears. Instead he appeared hollow, as if he had left his body
behind and was off doing other more interesting things. But then he
shifted, and Harry knew that wasn't the case. Draco was still in there.


As Harry approached Draco, so did another figure, this one moving from
Draco's other side. The man took a seat beside Draco and held one of
Draco’s pale hands in his own: Blaise Zabini.


Harry felt suddenly hot. How dare Draco's ex-boyfriend try to move in on
him at Harry's funeral! It was appalling, and yet, Draco shut his eyes
tightly, leaking at the corners; his hand gripped Blaise's hand tightly,
holding on to whatever strength was being offered, though he hadn't
released the journal. Harry felt the difference between their existences
keenly.


He remembered it from before, when he'd died the first time: coming back
into his body had left him wondering if part of him hadn't stayed behind or
meshed with his physical form.


But now, he had no choice. He couldn't return to this world: Dumbledore had
told him.


He reached out to stroke Draco's cheek, but his hand went straight through
Draco’s face and Draco didn't even flinch. Harry couldn't touch him at all.


Harry stepped backwards, his grief weighing him down. He looked to the
ceiling and found himself being sucked up, as if by a vacuum, and was
standing beside the fountain once more. Dumbledore was nearby solemnly
humming to himself.


The Journal October 2001 ***


Harry sat down at his desk in the small dormitory room, and opened his new
journal. He was halfway finished with writing his thesis to complete his
Healer training and was determined to complete it before the year was out.


Half an hour into his study session, he paused, confused, as he stared down
at the pages in front of him. Words had appeared beneath the notes he'd
jotted down; they were written in somebody else's handwriting.


*Who the fuck are you and how did you get into my novel?*


Harry stared at the page, flashing back momentarily to the horcrux diary of
Tom Riddle, a shiver running up his spine. And then more words appeared.


*I’m waiting for an answer.*


Harry closed the book and looked at the binding. It appeared to be a simple
plain journal just like the others he'd always purchased from Flourish and
Blotts.


He put his quill to the page and tried to write his name, but every time
the nib came close, it veered off as if it and the paper were opposite ends
of a magnet. Blowing his fringe out of his eyes, he tried again, without
using his name, and was able to write.


*This is my journal. I'm working on my thesis for Healer training. Who are
you? How did you get into my notes?*


He watched several inkblots form on the page and was sure the person on the
other side was also having trouble writing his or her name.


*Bugger. I can't write my name. I'm assuming you couldn't either. Your
words just appeared in the middle of the journal I am writing a novel
in. I've had this journal for three weeks and haven't had this happen
before. Did you get hit with a spell recently?*


Harry racked his brain for anything out of the ordinary that had happened
recently. The only time the journal had been out of his sight since he'd
bought it was when Hermione had accidentally knocked over a pile of his
books when she visited him in St. Mungo's canteen to lend him another book.


*I might have mixed up my books with an Unspeakable.*


It was true enough. He'd have to contact Hermione to be sure.


*Well I have no time for this. I suggest you stop writing in your journal
and ask your Unspeakable about it as soon as possible. I have work to do.*


Harry waited for several minutes to see if any more words would appear,
before closing the book and starting over in a different journal. He'd talk
to Hermione about this one when he returned the library book he'd borrowed.


A few hours later, Harry looked up from his work as the first journal had
begun vibrating. He opened it to find new words written.


*I'm bored. Tell me about yourself.*


Harry couldn't help but grin. Whatever this journal was, it provided a
welcome distraction to the long hours of study. It had been ages since he'd
had a taste of adventure.


***


Two weeks later Harry returned from his training shift at St. Mungo's and
fell into his nightly routine of getting ready for bed and talking with his
pen pal. The journal was already announcing his friend had left a message
when he took a seat at his desk, having just shed his Healer robes.


*I’m drunk.*


Harry grinned down at the page as he wrote his response.  *What are you
drinking? I’ll join you.*


*Firewhisky.* Harry could see the penmanship of the other person had
diminished in quality.


*I have a bottle of it too. I’ve been saving it for a night off. But
there’s no time like the present.*


Harry stood up and rummaged through the small cubicle that served as a
wardrobe, extracting his bottle. He brought it back to his desk with him
and conjured a glass.


There were more words waiting for him when he returned.


*I get horny when I drink. What do you look like?*


Grinning, Harry poured himself a glass of Firewhisky and settled in for
what promised to be a lot of fun.


*I’m short compared to most blokes.* Harry felt slightly nervous at the
admission. The truth was that his fame made it hard enough to find a date
with anybody who could see beyond his name, but without his name, he
wondered how many people would even bother to give him the time of
day. Still, this person didn’t really know him and seemed interested. They
had discovered over the past couple of weeks that they had a lot in common,
the most titillating of which was the fact that his friend was a bloke who
had confided in Harry that he was gay. Harry had only recently come to
terms with admitting to himself and his very closest friends that he
considered himself bisexual.


*So, short and has a cock. That’s not enough material to wank to. Come on,
provide me with more details.*


Harry’s eyes grew wide, though he couldn’t help himself from grinning
stupidly.


*You’re wanking to thoughts of me?*


*Who else am I going to have a wank thinking about? Oh, and I’d better not
be wanking alone. Take your cock out, and have one off with me.*


Harry poured himself another glass of Firewhisky, though he didn’t need
it. The anonymous nature the journal provided made him quite comfortable
with the idea of sharing a wank.


*All right then. I have black hair and I wear glasses. What do you look
like?*


There was no immediate response, and Harry was starting to feel
nervous. What if this guy had come to his senses and decided this was a bad
idea after all? What if he didn’t like blokes with black hair or who wore
glasses?


Finally words appeared on the page.


*Sorry, I had to use the loo. I’m blond. My cock is long and thick. I’m not
terribly tall, but I’m not short either. Are you fit? I like to stay in
shape. I play Quidditch at the weekends.*


Harry’s eyes were stuck on the words *my cock is long and thick*. His mouth
went suddenly dry.


*Yeah,* Harry wrote. *I like to play Quidditch too, though I haven’t had
time for a game for a couple of months. I’ve been trying to write my
thesis.* The words that followed made Harry snicker when he read them.


*Shut up about studying. I’m trying to wank. What does your chest look
like? Are you hairy all over or bare?*


*I have some body hair, but it’s not thick, just dark. My chest … I’m
skinny. It’s filled out a bit, but I definitely don’t have tons of rippling
muscles or anything. Tell me about your body. What would you do if you were
here with me right now?*


Harry pushed his jeans off, his cock jutting forwards through the slit in
his boxers, then he pulled them off too, taking his cock in his left hand
and stroking it lazily, waiting for the next words to appear.


*Mmm … you sound hot. If I were there in person right now, I’d settle
myself between your legs, with you sitting on the sofa, and I’d be on my
knees in front of you, looking up into your eyes while I took your cock
into my mouth and sucked it straight down to the root, unless you’re
abnormally well endowed, not that I would complain. Then I’d hold on at the
base and fit as much of your cock down my throat as I could. I’d let you
grab me by my hair and fuck my mouth until you came, and then I’d swallow
it. Unless you’re a kinky fuck. I could hold it in my mouth and climb into
your lap and feed it back to you. Damn … getting close.*


Harry’s eyes were glued to the page, his hand jerking his cock harder and
faster the more he read, picturing it happening. The guy was close. He
wanted more than anything to be the one to make him come. He slowed his own
wanking and wrote a response.


*Then I’d take some of my own come from your mouth and slick my fingers
with it, and use them to loosen you up, just enough to fit my cock, still
hard, but not as enormous as earlier, into your tight little hole. I’d hold
onto your hips while you ride me, stroking yourself until you come all over
my chest. Fuck. I’m coming.*


And he was, all over his hand and legs, and of course he’d not thought to
have a rag handy for cleanup. But it didn’t matter. He felt brilliant, and
more still as he watched the next message appear.


*If you fuck in real life anything like you talk, I think we need to meet.*


Harry grinned, unable to keep from answering, even before trying to clean
up the cooling spunk from his body.


*Did you come? Crap I need to find a flannel. I’ve made a mess.* The
response was immediate.


*What do you think? Have you ever heard of a Siphoning Charm? I think you
must have blown your brains along with your load. Same time tomorrow?*


Grinning, Harry picked up his wand and performed the suggested Cleaning
Spell.


*I wouldn’t miss it. Good night.*


***


Harry woke the next morning feeling relaxed. Sex with his pen pal seemed to
offer the perfect outlet for all the stress he’d been building lately.


He rolled over and glanced at the clock on his bedside table, and then
nearly fell out of bed, rushing to pack his satchel to make it to the
canteen at St Mungo's before he missed Hermione.


He tossed the journal in as well at the last minute. It didn’t feel right
not to carry it with him, but there was no way she'd be getting it back.


He got held up at the lifts, but finally made it to his table only ten
minutes late.


"Honestly, Harry," Hermione said, looking up from a large tome she had open
before her. "You could have spared a moment to shave this morning."


He grinned and rubbed the back of his head sheepishly. "Sorry I’m late. I
was up late." He sat down opposite her, unable to keep the enormous grin
from showing on his face as he located the book he’d borrowed and pulled it
out.


Hermione took it, an eyebrow raised. "You look different. Happy. Has
something happened?"


Harry shrugged. "Can’t I be happy?" He shifted in his chair, his cheeks
growing warm.


Hermione’s eyes narrowed suspiciously. "Have you met somebody I will want
to know about?" Her voice was playfully prodding.


A war waged in Harry's mind. He ought to tell Hermione about the journal,
and find out what sort of magic he was dealing with in using it, but he
didn't want her to take it away from him either. As if fate decided to
intervene, the journal made its presence known right then by vibrating
inside his cloak pocket.


He sheepishly drew it out and opened it, peering down at the new words.


*I feel bloody brilliant this morning. Good luck with your lessons
today. I'll talk to you tonight.*


"Is that …?" Hermione held out her hand, the easy expression on her face
replaced with confusion. "Harry, where did you get that journal?"


Resigned, Harry set the journal on the table, but didn't release it right
away. "It was an accident," he explained. "I think I picked it up by
mistake when you lent me the other book. I was going to return it, but then
somebody started writing to me in it and … I've been writing back."


Hermione dropped her hand and sighed aloud. "Harry, are you in love with
this person already?"


Harry looked at her like she'd grown another head. "What? Of course not. I
don’t even know his name. Why would you even ask that?"


He drummed his fingers on his knee, waiting for her to answer. Knowing his
luck, and the fact it had come from the Department of Mysteries, it was
likely a book similar to the Mirror of Erised. It was probably entirely an
illusion made to suck all of his energy and he’d be doomed to a life wasted
by pining over a person that couldn’t exist.


"It’s a soul mate journal," Hermione answered, still looking serious. "If
you’ve already fallen for whoever this person is, I can’t take it
back. Basically, Harry, it’s a book that detects your magical signature,
then it sends out a web of magic seeking to find the perfect match for
you. Then it copies itself, disguising itself as a book the match will find
and write in, and that’s what is being studied in the locked room. Don’t
breathe a word to anybody that I’ve told you that much, but once the
connection is established, I don’t know if there is a force that can break
it."


Harry gaped at her, the book warm in his hands. He had a standing date for
a repeat wank with the match the journal had found that night.


"You mean this bloke," he patted the journal’s back. "He’s my soul mate?
Like for life? Like I won’t ever find a better match ever?"


Hermione bit her bottom lip nervously and nodded. "I’m sorry. I didn’t know
this was going to happen. I —" she took a deep breath. "I’ll have to report
my error to my supervisor and, and —"


"And?" Harry pressed.


"And they will likely get in contact with you, most likely without your
knowledge, and they’ll study your experience … Look. I won’t do that to
you. Please, Harry. Meet the person the journal has matched you with, and
agree to destroy the journals. If the journals don’t exist any longer, they
won’t be able to trace you and you can still have the benefit of finding
your soul mate. Or, you could destroy the book and risk never meeting
him. I’m sorry."


Harry didn’t quite see what was upsetting her so much. It seemed like a
simple enough solution, though he would have to ask the bloke what he
thought of the idea of meeting for real. Actually, the prospect had his
heart racing.


"It’s all right, Hermione. I won’t tell anybody except him." He patted the
book again, "We’ll destroy the books. It’ll all work out."


She jumped, looking down at her wristwatch in surprise. "Oh, I have to go!"
she said. "I’m late. All right, you do what you think is best and I don’t
know anything about it, understand? You didn’t get that book from me, you
bought it at Flourish and Blotts."


"Right," Harry agreed. She jammed the enormous tome she’d been reading
earlier with difficulty back into the depths of her small beaded bag.




Romeo November 2001 ***


Harry was a ball of nervous energy. His pen pal had taken the news about
the soul mate journal rather well, all things considered, and they were
going to meet at last.


He’d chosen the Leaky Cauldron as a meeting place, as it was a central
location and the rooms upstairs afforded them privacy.


He looked at his reflection in the old brass mirror over the dresser,
hoping the outfit he’d chosen would be to the other person’s liking. The
jeans he’d bought earlier in the day clung to his arse in all the right
places, though they fit him so well, it made him feel extremely aware of
them.


A tapping sounded at the door, and Harry took a deep breath, releasing it
slowly.


Here goes nothing.


He opened the door and met the eyes of Draco Malfoy, watching his
expression melt from eager anticipation to what could only be described as
horror.


Malfoy recovered himself after a moment and stepped across the threshold,
shutting the door behind him.


"Tell me this is somebody’s idea of a sick joke," Malfoy said through
gritted teeth, his hand sweeping his blond fringe back from his eyes.


"Malfoy," Harry said, for lack of any other words. "Well, you are certainly
tall and blond."


Harry was torn between wondering about the possibility the journals had
been some sort of a prank from an enemy, or if they were genuine and the
energy he felt passing between Malfoy and himself in that moment was a true
soul bond.


Malfoy rubbed his left temple with his fingers as if attempting to stave
off a headache. He fixed Harry with a cold glare. "What do you have to
drink in this place? I propose we have a Firewhisky or ten and destroy
these journals immediately. Then we can pretend the whole thing was simply
the result of alcohol-induced insanity."


Harry picked up the bottle of Firewhisky he had brought to toast their
meeting. He had hoped that when he broke the seal on the bottle that it
would be to replay their first sexual encounter in person. Pushing back his
disappointment, Harry cracked the wax and pulled out the stopper, sloshing
a large amount of amber liquid into each of two glasses he’d set on the
dresser. He handed one to Malfoy, who took it without comment, and drank it
immediately.


Harry took a sip of the burning drink, then set his glass back down,
shifting his weight from one foot to the other, trying to stay
casual. "Look. I know you don’t want to listen to what I have to say, but
just hear me out. I explained earlier what these journals are and that they
came from the Department of Mysteries. I’m just wondering if we’re writing
off the possibility that there might be something to …"


"You must be joking," Malfoy interjected humourlessly. "Potter, don’t even
finish that thought! You and me would *never* work." He slammed his glass
down beside Harry’s and refilled it, not looking Harry’s way. "Merlin, save
me from this nightmare," he swore under his breath, though Harry could hear
every word, and it stung.


"You didn’t think it was that much of a joke earlier today," Harry bit
back. He wasn’t going to play this fairly if Malfoy wasn’t. "You know, when
we were wanking together."


Malfoy swallowed the rest of his drink again, his cheeks growing pink,
though it was hard for Harry to tell if it was from embarrassment or
alcohol.


"Don’t talk about it," Malfoy spat. "I don’t even! Fuck!"


Harry felt the colour rising in his face. "What? Am I that repulsive? Go
on, tell it to me straight." His arms flew before he could think and he’d
pushed Malfoy’s shoulders so Malfoy stumbled backwards a few steps. "Tell
me exactly how freakish and awful I am. How much do I repulse you? I want
to hear the truth. Is it me that you despise or my name?I’m the bloke in
the journal, the Chosen One title is shit."


Malfoy glared back at Harry, eyes narrowed. "You don’t …" He stopped a
moment; his right hand holding his empty glass brushed his left forearm,
rubbing it as if scratching an itch. "This was a horrible idea." He pushed
past Harry and set his glass back on the dresser, then left the room, not
even bothering to close the door behind him.


Harry lost it. Cursing his rotten luck, he kicked the door closed and
finished his glass of Firewhisky in one go, savouring the burning in his
throat like it was a punishment earned for being so foolish as to trust
fate. He pulled the wretched journal from its hiding place under one of the
pillows, flung himself face down on the bed and propped the book open. He
conjured a self-inking quill and began to write.


*My name is Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy is apparently my soul mate. Take
that Romeo; who’s fortune’s fool now?*


Coming Together December 2001 ***


Harry sat at his desk, his left hand absently yanking his hair while he
struggled to get his thoughts to make sense on paper. He had a year to hand
in his thesis and half of it was gone. The stress was gruelling.


Finally realising his brain was simply refusing to function another moment,
Harry tossed his quill on the desk and sat up, stretching.


What he wouldn’t give to go back in time to the days before he knew it was
Malfoy on the other end of his journal. He missed the easy banter they had
had before discovering the truth about their identities.


The journal buzzed. Harry could hardly believe it. He’d been poking at
Malfoy for the past month, jotting down odd thoughts he’d have throughout
the day, though Malfoy never responded. Harry thought he’d likely destroyed
his journal.


He flipped the cover open and stared down at the new words written below
his last entry.


*Have you ever thought about what it would be like to take Gillyweed and go
down on a bloke underwater?*


*Potter, why the hell are you writing to me still? Give it up! I’m not
interested in your perversions.*


Harry grinned wickedly. Now that he had Malfoy’s attention, he had access
to some entertainment at the very least.


*Aww, come on, Draco. Don’t tell me you think blow jobs are perverted. I’ve
got some Gillyweed if you’d like to give it a shot sometime.*


*Call me Malfoy. And that is hardly the point. I don’t find blow jobs
perverted; I find your lack of finesse at seduction annoying as all hell.*


*Oh really? Do you think you could do it better?*


*Easily, Potter, but I won’t bother. I don’t like skinny speccy gits.*


*Oh. I think you just may be complaining too much. I happen to know you
were quite fond of going on about how bloody brilliant my big fat cock
would look slipping in and out of your glistening lips only last month. I
have to admit, I haven't been able to get the image out of my head since
then.*


*Are you seriously propositioning me, Potter? Me? We are enemies. We LOATHE
each other. What part of ‘we won't work’ are you not getting? I think the
last killing curse you survived killed off a few more brain cells than
anyone anticipated.*


*You know what? I don't give a fuck about that right now. My balls are
tight. I have no one close enough to seek relief with, well … except you. I
don't really have any ambition or desire to go out and find a one-night
stand. Do you know how hard it is to find a date when you are the Chosen
One? I find the fact that you treat me less well than a commoner despite my
name refreshing and actually … it makes me notice you. You know … I've
always noticed you. Even back in school. You're bloody fit and hot and your
hair shines and your arse fills your Quidditch trousers so well and rounded
when you're on your broom. Fuck. I wanked to the image of your arse on a
broom so many times. But I did hate you, so yes, you have that much right.*


*Oh thank you so very fucking much, Mr fucking Chosen One for taking the
time to notice poor insignificant mortals like myself. And does this
normally work, Potter? You spew your lines and then the people you say them
to fall to their knees and offer to suck your cock or allow you to piss all
over their face while they bask in your golden glow?*


*Merlin, Malfoy. You don't need to get so riled up, but actually, I kind of
like you like this. Keep getting mad. It's turning me on. Mmm … Yeah … I
can totally picture you Flooing over right now. You'd storm out of my
fireplace and see me sitting in this chair: my cock is out; it's hard in my
hand and your face explodes with anger. You rush across the room and pick
me up by the neck of my robes and slam me into the wall, banging my head a
few times for good measure.*


*Yes. I can see myself doing that. Then I'd smack your face with the back
of my hand, taking care to knock the thick band of my ring against your eye
socket so that it bruises. Then I'd pull your hair backwards so your neck
is bent and you're forced to look at me. I'd pull until I saw tears spring
to your eyes and you were begging me to let you go.*


*Oh fuck no ... I'd be begging you to let me come. You are fucking intense
when you're angry. I wish I would have realised this years ago. I could
have shut you up by kissing you rotten and forcing you into a bout of hate
sex that you would be loath to admit you loved. Then we'd have kept doing
it. Randomly running into each other at school and picking fights, dragging
each other into alcoves and cupboards and shagging our brains out, marking
and biting and cursing the whole time ... God that would have been hot. And
think about all the danger we would have been in if anybody found out.*


*Potter. What are you trying to do? Seriously. Just tell me.*


*I want you, Draco Malfoy, to Floo over here right now. Don't say a fucking
word, just bend over and let me worship your arse. I want to explore your
body and claim it, and then I want you to get mad at me for not doing it
right and then take my head in your hands and force me to do it your way,
until you come in my face. I want you.*


*You're fucking insane.*


*Come over.*


*I don't know where you live.*


*It's 82, Charing Cross Road, room twelve.*


Harry's head whipped to the right as the fireplace roared to life, and
Draco came spinning out in a burst of green flames, ashes and soot raining
over the floor below him. He looked livid. His eyes were alive with their
fury and Harry felt his mouth go dry as he realised exactly how fucking hot
it was to be caught with his trousers down and his cock out by Draco in
person.


Draco didn't say anything. He took a moment to shed the leather gloves that
were lining his hands, tossing them haphazardly aside, then shrugged off
his travelling cloak. He let that fall as well. He wore a rich-looking
dressing gown, and Harry couldn't help but notice the bulge in front,
tenting the silk.


Harry swallowed hard as Draco approached, unsure of how this was going to
play out. His fingers twitched as if they really wanted to be holding his
wand in case Draco was going to try something evil, but then the suspense
overtook him and he realised he hadn't stopped stroking his cock the entire
time.


He watched Draco stalk towards him, and then he was grabbed by his hair on
the back of his head and his head was pulled back, so his face was turned
up towards Draco.


"Potter," Draco said coldly. "Why don't you put that fucking mouth of yours
to doing something productive."


Draco's free hand opened his dressing gown revealing silk pyjama bottoms
worn underneath, his cock jutting out through the sewn hole in the front.


Harry's eyes fixed on it. He stared, wetting his lips with his tongue, and
then Draco kicked the feet of Harry's chair so it swung around and Draco
stood directly in front of him, his erect cock an inch from Harry's nose.


"Suck," Draco commanded, forcing Harry's face downwards.


Harry opened his mouth without complaint and swallowed Draco's cock,
relaxing his throat so he could take it all the way in.


It was more perfect than Harry could possibly have imagined. The scent of
Draco's musk was thick in his nose, in his mouth, in his everything, and
smelled of soap and a hint of something earthy. It was divine. Harry closed
his eyes and moaned around the cock in his mouth, bobbing his head in time
with the tugs on his hair, and he even took it when Draco seized him by the
sides of his head and began to earnestly fuck his face.


It was so worth it for the sounds Draco couldn't help but make. Harry felt
his pleasure building deep inside his core, touched as if by an invisible
something flipping a switch inside him. His mouth salivated around the
throbbing organ, and he was doing this with dripping sucks, chasing
tendrils of saliva back up the veined underside with his tongue, hollowing
his cheeks so Draco could plunder his throat without being obstructed.


This was what Harry was looking for. This is what Harry knew he'd have to
have from this moment onwards.


And the sound of Draco's orgasm filled Harry even as his throat swallowed
the load shooting down it. Draco stumbled, breathing heavily. When Harry
looked up into Draco’s face, the grey eyes were wide and surprisingly free
from their usual animosity. Harry wanted to look into those eyes
forever. He wanted to fill those eyes with his reflection and never to have
them see another person in this intimate an encounter ever again.


And then Harry's head was pulled off Draco's cock and he was flung
backwards, the wooden chair bruising his shoulder blades. Surprised and
slightly frightened, he was blown away when Draco straddled Harry’s lap
instead of hitting him with his fist and Draco’s lips descended. Harry
closed his eyes and kissed back with all of the pent-up feelings pouring
out of him. The emptiness inside him was filling up with every emotion
Draco poured into his side of the kiss and it was wet and perfect and
tasted like come, but the fact that it was Draco's come made even that
aspect that much sweeter.


Harry's hands moved down to circle Draco's back, resting on his bum and
pulling him even closer so Harry's erection was brushing the silk of
Draco's pyjama bottoms.


"Fuck," Harry said when he was allowed to finally draw breath.


Draco said nothing, but moved Harry's head to the side and claimed his
mouth again.


Rationalisation Present Day ***


"I ... I need to go back," Harry said, his voice breaking. "I have to at
least say goodbye. I have to let him know I didn't leave him on purpose."
He turned to look at his former mentor. "What about… Can I still become a
ghost?"


Harry felt the desperate hope rise up inside him. Of course, why hadn't he
considered it immediately? If he became a ghost, he'd be able to interact
with the living again. He'd be able to explain everything to Draco, to beg
his forgiveness, to be present to support him through whatever hard times
he'd face in life.


"Harry, the existence of a ghost is not an existence I would wish on my
deepest enemy."


"What do you mean?" Harry demanded. He thought back to the ghosts who
inhabited Hogwarts: Nearly Headless-Nick had been dead for centuries and
was a rather happy personality. It couldn't be as bad as Dumbledore was
making it sound.


Dumbledore stroked his long beard for a moment and then invited Harry to
sit on a nearby bench. Harry did.


Dumbledore began to explain. "Most ghosts become ghosts because they fear
death and moving on; they cling to the only thing they've ever known and a
half-life that they can never fully experience. I believe Muggles use the
term 'hell' for where they think damned spirits go after death, yes?"


Harry nodded.


"There is no such place as hell, but for a spirit of the deceased, the
closest thing to damnation is existence as a ghost."


"I don't understand, sir," Harry pleaded. "How can that be true?"


"Harry, your family is waiting for you; as soon as you are ready to move
on, they will be ready to greet you. Your parents, your grandparents,
Sirius, Remus, Tonks, and your children, Teddy and Scorpius, they are all
waiting, just beyond the earthly veil."


"But Draco..."


"Draco is still a part of the world, Harry. When he dies and moves on, he
will join you and you will be together again. But if you were to return to
him now as a ghost, how do you think he would feel?"


"Well, I'd at least be able to talk to him, to explain."


"And when he broke down into tears in front of you, when he wanted you to
comfort him in his grief, you would try to hold him, but instead of comfort
it would feel to him that he was being doused in a bucket of ice water. You
wouldn't be able to touch him or feel him and you would cause him physical
discomfort if you were to try. Then your presence would become a
nuisance. What if Draco decided he was ready to live again and have another
chance at a family? He'd be torn between the constant reminder of what he
had with you and what he could have again. He'd feel guilty for wanting
more than you could give. He may grow to resent you, and even if all that
doesn't happen, even if you are happy living in a semi-existence with each
other, you would have to watch him grow old and eventually die. And then,
Harry, he would move on. He would go to see your children again, and you
would be trapped still, doomed forever to sort of exist as the world
changed around you. You however, would not change with it. Do you see what
I'm saying, Harry? Would you choose this sort of existence over what you
could have?"


"No," Harry said glumly. "Of course not, but ... what is beyond? Can't I
stay here and wait for Draco to join me? Then we could move on together."


"Harry, this is the gateway between the worlds, It will only be here for a
time and nobody can be sure how long that is. You must make your decision,
and soon."


"Dumbledore, I just ... I need to be sure he's going to be all right and
then I'll come. Let me look again. Maybe after some time has passed. Will
that work?"


"Time has been passing, Harry; see for yourself."


***


Harry looked back down into the fountain. He saw Draco was dressed in his
dressing gown, the one he and Harry had picked out while on their
honeymoon, and he was naked beneath it.


Harry felt like the breath had gone out of him. Draco was expecting
company. Harry watched him light the oil lamps with his wand and turn on
the wireless to a music station.


This couldn’t be happening. Harry wasn’t ready for Draco to move on without
him. He knew deep down that the fact Draco was preparing to have a guest
over for sex, for what else could it be, was probably a good sign, a
healing thing, but it hurt so much to witness.


"Harry, Perhaps you shouldn’t watch," Dumbledore suggested. "I believe your
children are just beyond the barrier. Why don’t we go and see them?"


Harry’s mind warred with his heart. He longed to see Teddy and Scorpius
again, to hold them and tell them how much he missed them, but he couldn’t
bring himself to look away from Draco.


"Dumbledore, I will come, but first. I really must say goodbye. I have
to. I can’t move on fully until I have."


Dumbledore sighed loudly. "It will only be harder to tear yourself away,
the more you watch, Harry, but if you give me your word that after this
visit, we will move on, then by all means, go ahead."


"Did you want to come with me? To make sure I come back?"


"Harry, I have already gone on. This gateway is yours alone. You may
interact with the fountain, but I cannot go into it. I can only watch from
afar."


Harry nodded. "I’m going now. I will come back. I need to see Teddy and
Scorpius. I need to reassure them I’ve done all I can for Draco."


"Take care, Harry. Remember. You cannot alter what happens in the other
realm; you and it are made of different stuff. You may say your goodbyes,
but understand that you may not receive them in return."


Harry nodded again, his throat feeling tight, and then leaned over the
misted surface of the fountain and plunged inside. As he felt himself pass
from one world to the other, the life events that had led up to this point
flashed through his mind in vivid detail.


Bonding January 2003 ***


Harry and Draco stood side-by-side, dressed in their finest
robes. Everybody they loved had gathered to witness this moment, when he
and Draco would exchange their vows and be bonded for life.


Harry always thought he'd be intimidated by the prospect of marriage, as he
had done whenever he'd contemplated it in the past, but standing beside
Draco now, before the eyes of everybody with little Professor Tofty
presiding, he knew that this was exactly the path he was meant to take in
life.


Looking at Draco beside him, Harry knew Draco was feeling the same, even
though Draco's eyes did show a bit more terror than Harry's. Lucius and
Narcissa were in attendance too, even though they heartily did not approve
of the union. Draco had threatened to publicly deny them if they made a
scene, and thankfully, they hadn't yet.


"So we gather today to join these two souls in marriage," Professor Tofty
said, his voice whispery and faint. "Have you the rings?" he asked, looking
at Harry and Draco over the top of the tiny glasses perched on his long
nose.


Harry put his hand into his robe pocket and withdrew the ring he had
designed for Draco. It was an Ouroboros with emeralds for eyes and he
slipped it on Draco's finger without hesitation, watching the startled
expression on Draco's face turn to a broad smile, the one reserved for
Harry alone. Harry never expected to see it when they were in front of
other people, but the fact that it was there made his entire body thrum
with love for the man beside him.


Draco then placed the ring he'd chosen for Harry on Harry's ring finger
and, at the instruction of the professor, they kissed. The moment their
lips touched a ring of fireworks went off, exploding all around them in
puffs of smoke and chasing each other through the twilit sky.


Harry slid an arm around Draco's waist and they turned to greet their
friends and family as husbands for the first time.


Bad Timing March 2003 ***


Harry steadied himself, holding onto Draco’s thighs while Draco was folded
over the back of the sofa, his face turned to the side while he braced
himself with a tight grip on the cushion edges.


Harry drew back and then pushed in slowly again. He was so close to coming,
but was mesmerised by the sight of his cock being swallowed by Draco’s
body. Harry pulled out all the way, thrusting forwards once more,
repeatedly stabbing Draco’s arse with his cock until he couldn’t take the
slow pace another moment.


There was a large mirror hanging on their bedroom wall, positioned just
right so Harry could see Draco’s neck arching as he bit the cushion’s
fabric and groaned loudly as Harry battered him at the perfect angle.


"Harry!" a small child’s voice called out, startling Harry to the point he
almost released Draco’s legs and dropped him on his face.


Harry’s eyes flew to the mirror where he hadn’t noticed the door had opened
and his five-year old godson Teddy stared, wide-eyed, at the scene before
him.


"What are you doing to Draco? You could hurt him!" Teddy’s hair changed
from blue to black as the boy’s mood switched from fearful to accusatory.


Harry couldn’t move, couldn’t think what to do, but fortunately Draco came
to the rescue, propping himself up on his arms and staring at Teddy in the
mirror. "Close the door, Theodore. We’ll come and talk to you in a minute."


Teddy’s eyebrows narrowed suspiciously, but he did as he was asked.


When the door closed Harry was brought out of his shocked state when Draco
chuckled. "Er— you want to let me down there, Potter?"


Harry shook his head, dazed, realising he wasn’t hard any longer. "Yeah,
sorry," he said quickly. and helped Draco right himself on the sofa.


Draco stood up, immediately drawing Harry’s eyes to the red imprint of the
back of the sofa across his hips. Draco crossed to the wardrobe and grabbed
his and Harry’s dressing gowns, then returned and handed Harry his. Draco’s
eyebrow raised questioningly as he slipped into his own. "Let’s go and do
damage control."


Happy Birthday February 2009 ***


Harry laughed heartily as Scorpius’s eyes grew wide at the pile of presents
sitting on the sideboard.


"All for me?" he asked in amazement, struggling in Harry’s arms to be put
down so he could investigate.


"That’s right, Scorpius," Harry said. He set him down and watched his face
split into a wide grin. "It isn’t every day a son of mine turns four, after
all."


Scorpius turned slowly back to Harry and held up his arms to be picked up
again.


"What about Teddy? Does he get a present?"


Harry nuzzled his nose against Scorpius’s small one. "Teddy isn’t turning
four today. Did you have a nice kip?"


Harry carried Scorpius to the drawing room where all the guests were
assembled. The Weasleys were all there with their assorted children. He
looked for Draco, finally spotting him standing on the porch outside the
french doors and arguing with his father.


Harry frowned. He carried Scorpius to where Molly Weasley and Narcissa
Malfoy were exchanging stilted conversation, though Harry had discovered
that Scorpius's presence was just what it took to lighten the atmosphere
between the women at family gatherings.


"Here are your Nanas, Scorpius." Harry put Scorpius down on the sofa
between them. "You mind watching him for a moment?" Harry asked, pleased to
see the tightness of Narcissa's lips had relaxed and the frowning crease in
Molly's forehead had smoothed out.


"Of course not, Harry," Molly said and reached out to ruffle Scorpius's
hair with her hand, while Narcissa smoothed out the wrinkles in Scorpius's
trousers.


Harry excused himself and wove his way through the crowds of people
standing in groups of three and four, peppered with two more groups of
children playing games on the floor. He pushed open the door to the porch
and stepped outside, just as Lucius strode away. Draco remained with his
arms folded, looking out to the garden.


Harry stood next to him, and put his arm around Draco's waist. "What was
that all about?" Harry asked tentatively.


Draco chuckled dryly. "He's just being his usual self. He wanted to let me
know that his solicitors have told him that as Scorpius was conceived
between myself and a woman outside of marriage, that he is not considered
legitimate enough to weigh in as my heir." Draco sighed and turned towards
Harry, folding himself in Harry's arms. "You're warm."


Harry nuzzled his nose against Draco's cheek, noticing the barest trace of
stubble was there. It was unusual for Draco to allow it to grow even that
much when they were entertaining guests.


"You're cold," Harry answered. "Didn't think you needed a coat in January?"


Draco slipped his hands under Harry's jumper and touched his back, making
Harry jump with shock from the cold, though Draco didn't release him.


"Okay," Harry said, exhaling shakily. "I suppose I deserve that. You want
to talk about it? Your father, I mean."


"Not really," Draco said back, his hands starting to grow warm as they
soaked the heat up from Harry's skin. "He can take the Malfoy name and
fortune and be buried with it for all the care I have about it." Draco
pushed his face into the crook of Harry's neck, muffling his voice. "We
have everything we need right here."


Working on it January 2011 ***


Harry rolled up his lime-green sleeves and knocked softly on the open
examination room door to announce his arrival.


A small girl with mousey-brown hair sat on the table with her mother
fussing at her side. The mother turned as Harry entered, revealing the
girl’s face, complete with a fully-formed elephant trunk in place of her
nose and tears streaming down her cheeks.


He stifled the grin that threatened to spread, and tried to look kindly
concerned.


"What seems to be the trouble?" he asked, pulling a clean handkerchief out
of his robe pocket and handing it to the little girl.


"Uncle Zim told me it would stay like this if I kept making faces and he
was right!" the little girl wailed, wiping her eyes with the handkerchief
while her trunk snuffled and dripped onto the floor.


Harry shifted his eyes to the mother, raising his brows.


"She’s a metamorphmagus, Healer," she explained. "This hasn’t ever happened
before. Normally she’s able to put her face to rights instantly, but my
brother was teasing her tonight, and *this* happened. Can you do anything
to help?"


Harry felt his throat grow tight. He’d thought he’d just be dealing with a
jinx gone wrong, but the mention of her metamorph nature brought Harry’s
recent loss right back to the forefront of his mind.


He swallowed thickly. "I believe I can," he said, trying to keep the
quivering out of his voice. "Tell me," Harry said, addressing the
girl. "What is your name?"


She sniffled, her trunk making a horrible snuffling honk. "Elisabeth."


"Well, Elisabeth, do you know I just happen to have personal experience
with this very same thing?"


The little girl looked up at Harry, her eyes growing wide and hopeful.


Harry blinked a couple of times and cleared his throat. "Yes. This same
thing happened to my godson at about your age. He was a metamorphmagus
too."


"Did it go back to normal?"


"It did," Harry said, nodding gravely. "The trick is to understand that
sometimes adults tell jokes and then when kids hear the jokes, they think
it’s real. So your uncle told you it would stay like that? He was just
joking and when you’re ready to try to make it go back to normal it
will. Are you ready to try?"


Elisabeth furrowed her eyebrows, confused. "You mean he lied to me?" she
asked, eyes widening.


"Um …" Harry stuttered, looking to the mother who was shrugging her
shoulders and not being helpful in the slightest. "Well, it wasn’t a mean
lie. It was a joke. Like when you’re trying to make somebody laugh by being
funny."


Elisabeth shook her head and the trunk retracted into her face returning to
a normal nose shape with a strange gushing sound. She frowned. "I don’t
think it was funny at all."


Harry frowned too, forcing a serious face. "I think you’re right. Are you
going to tell him that he wasn’t funny when you get home?"


She nodded and held out her arms for her mother to help her down.


"How old are you anyway?" Harry asked when she was standing upright beside
him, coming up to about his hip.


"Four, going on five," she said, immediately brightening.


"Promise to keep the trunk for special occasions only?" he asked.


Elisabeth nodded, grinning broadly, and pulled away from her mother.


"Thank you, Healer Potter," Elisabeth’s mother said, shaking Harry’s
hand. She squeezed it, giving him a sad little smile that told him she knew
exactly how hard it must be for him to treat her daughter after the news of
his loss had hit the Daily Prophet. Then she followed Elisabeth out of the
room as the child had made a mad dash for freedom.


Harry held it together until he was alone at last and then threw an
Imperturbable Charm at the door.


Tragedy July 2010 ***


Harry sloshed tea over the sides of the pair of cups he was carrying from
the kitchen to the drawing room as two pairs of feet thundered down the
stairs behind him, making the picture frames rattle on the walls.


"Hey now, slow down," he said, as Teddy, home for the summer from his first
year at Hogwarts, chased the five-year-old Scorpius through the foyer into
the drawing room.


"What’s the big idea?" Harry heard Draco ask as he entered on Teddy's heels
and handed Draco a cup.


He took his seat on the sofa beside Draco, loving how Draco’s hand
immediately snaked out to rest on his thigh.


"We want to try out my new broom!" Teddy said, grinning broadly. Harry had
taken the boys to Quality Quidditch Supplies earlier in the day, so Draco
could focus on his his latest children's book without interruption. They
had only been home half an hour.


"I don’t know," Harry said, taking a sip of his tea. "I think we’d better
let Daddy give it a once-over before you take it out for real. What do you
think, Draco?"


Draco nodded his agreement. "Tell you what, go and bring it to me now and
I’ll have a look right away."


The boys shrieked and tore off to fetch the new broom with another
house-shaking thundering run.


Harry chuckled.


"What kind did you end up getting him?" Draco asked, raising an eyebrow.


"It’s a Firebolt," Harry said. "I know it’s an older model, but it’s a
tried and true design and I’ve always favoured them."


Draco nodded, taking a sip from his tea and giving Harry’s knee a squeeze.


The boys rushed back into the room, their faces flushed with excitement.


Draco put his cup on the side table and moved his hand off Harry’s leg,
holding it out for Teddy to place the broom in.


Harry’s thigh felt cold where Draco’s hand had been. He wanted very much
for this examination to finish so Draco would put his hand back where it
belonged.


Draco ran his wand over the broom handle, checking the charms. "Looks good
to me," he said. "Are you both planning to fly?"


Scorpius hopped from one foot to the other, dancing with
excitement. "Teddy’s gonna take me, Daddy! I’ll be really good!"


Draco smiled, ruffling their small son’s blond hair with his fingers. "All
right. Teddy, I don’t want you to go higher than three feet while he’s on
it, and keep the speed down too. We’ll take it out for a proper flight to
test its capabilities later tonight."


"Yes! Thanks, Draco!" Teddy said, snatching his broom back. They
disappeared without another word.


The back door slammed closed behind them.


He settled back beside his husband, and picked up Draco’s hand, putting it
back on his thigh with a grin.


"Oh?" Draco chided. "Did you miss me, Potter?"


"Always," Harry said and leaned in for a quick kiss.


***


Harry sat beside Draco in the front pew of the small reception hall, his
hand on Draco's knee. On the platform at the front of the hall sat two
small coffins while the music rang out loud and heavy, clanging against
Harry's ear drums. Nothing made sense any more. Music was no longer
beautiful; air was no longer sweet. It hurt to breathe. Even now, his lungs
ached.


The same bald old man that had presided over Harry and Draco's bonding
ceremony walked with his head bowed to the podium at the centre of the
stage between the coffins, lifting his ancient face as the last chords
played.


Harry could feel Draco's stillness beside him, his posture frozen. Harry
reminded himself that he needed to be strong right now so if Draco needed
to break it would be all right; he would be there to pick up the pieces.


"I want to thank you all for joining Harry and Draco in their time of
intense sorrow," Tofty's voice wavered. Harry could hardly make out a word,
he was concentrating so hard on staying strong that his eyes burned.


Harry caught snippets of the eulogy, but his eyes were focused on the
coffins on the stage.


"… young to be taken from this world … malfunctioning braking charm …
accident … loss most keenly felt …"


Beside him, Draco's shoulders trembled. Harry could feel the tremors in the
thigh beneath his hand. He turned to look at Draco, needing comfort himself
more than he could say, but saw instead absolute devastation in Draco's
face.


Harry slipped his arm around his husband, and pulled him into an embrace
that Draco melted into, the sobs breaking free and tears flowing hot and
wet down Harry's neck. Harry closed his eyes and held on tight, praying the
nightmare would end.




Working it out January 2011 ***


Harry sat on the floor of the exam room with his back against the door and
his knees drawn up to his chest. The tears came though he tried to hold
them at bay. He felt raw.


It had already been six months, but even the most random thing would bring
the memories flooding back as if it had just happened.


After a while he found himself staring straight ahead at the cabinet on the
opposite side of the room, wondering how long he’d been doing it.


He glanced quickly at his watch. It was nearly five o’clock and,
considering nobody had come pounding on the door, he figured it was safe
for him to venture out to leave for the day.


He stood up, feeling returning to his limbs in a rush of pins and
needles. He wiped his eyes with his hands and took off his glasses, drying
them on his robes.


A brief look in the mirror showed his face was puffy and covered in red
blotches, but that was easily remedied using a few spells and glamours. The
important thing now was to be strong for Draco. Harry didn’t think their
relationship would be able to survive if they were both a rotten mess.


He opened the door, pasting on a smile with a deep breath of forced calm,
and strode out to face his colleagues.


***


In the lift to the fourth floor of St Mungo’s, Harry shifted his weight
from one foot to the other, reminding himself that the most important thing
for him to be right then was a pillar of support. Draco needed him to be
strong, and so he would.


The lift clattered to a stop, the doors opening to the locked ward.


Harry ran his wand over doorknob and it unlocked to admit him, recognising
his Healer’s pass.


Harry waited at the front desk to speak with the Healer on duty.


Healer Fitzpatrick met him after a couple of minutes.


"Ah, Healer Potter," he said, shaking Harry’s hand. "Busy day down in
Magical Accidents?"


"You could say that," Harry said with a forced smile, hating the
pleasantries. "How’s Draco today?"


Fitzpatrick pulled out a handkerchief from his robe pocket and mopped the
bald patch on his head nervously. "About the same," he answered
non-committally.


"All right," Harry sighed. "Where is he? I’ll see if I can calm him down."


"He’s in the garden," Fitzpatrick said. "But he’s told me to tell you that
he’d prefer it if you stop wasting his time and yours and to just go home."
He said it quickly, as if frightened Harry would bite his head off for
delivering Draco’s message.


"I will bear that in mind," Harry said, frowning to himself.


Harry made his way through the locked ward’s corridor to the end where it
opened into an enchanted patio garden, complete with Atmospheric Charms so
the patients could take in some sun on occasion.


He wound his way over the worn stepping stones set into the grass and found
Draco seated as usual on a stone bench with his back to Harry, facing the
edge of the charm which made it appear as if the space before him stretched
out as far as the eye could see with beautiful topiary gardens, but in
reality was the wall of the hospital building.


Puffs of smoke rose around Draco’s slumped shoulders at regular intervals,
as he’d taken to chain smoking whenever Harry came to visit because he knew
Harry detested the habit.


"Fuck off, Potter," Draco said, not turning to look as Harry approached.


Harry felt his heart squeeze tightly in his chest, but reminded himself
that Draco wasn’t in his right mind, hadn’t been since the accident. He sat
down beside Draco on the bench, his hands shoved into his trouser pockets,
having shed his Healer robes at the end of his shift.


"I missed you," Harry said softly, trying to keep from ruffling feathers.


Draco took a long drag on his cigarette and answered by blowing his smoke
in Harry’s direction.


Harry hated the feeling of their grief coming between them as if it were a
solid barrier. He didn’t have the first idea how break it down and get
Draco talking to him again.


"Talk to me," Harry said finally, desperate to just have words again, even
if they were harsh or tear-filled. "What have you been thinking?"


When Draco said nothing still, but continued to stare straight ahead,
throwing out the butt of one cigarette to join a pile of them littering the
ground and lighting another, Harry pulled his hands out of his pockets and
raked his hair out of his face.


"How can I fix it, if you won’t tell me what’s wrong? I’m trying,
Draco. God help me; I’m trying so hard to give you time and whatever you
need, but I’m really at a loss here. Please! Throw me a bone, something!
Just say something!"


Draco’s eyes met his at last, a look of resolution resting in their
depths. "I want to move," he said at last, pausing, turning back to look
forwards again. "I can’t live in that house any more."


Relief flooded Harry’s system at finally receiving a response. "Fine!" he
agreed readily. "That will give me something I can do. I’ll put the house
up for sale and start looking at other places tonight. We’ll find somewhere
else to live. We can start over again and things will be good."


"No," Draco said, closing his eyes; the hand holding his cigarette trembled
where it rested on his knee. "That isn’t what I meant. I want to move — and
I want you to stay."


It felt as if all the oxygen had been sucked out of the very air. Harry
couldn’t breathe. His lungs ached. He thought his heart would break free
from his chest. "You," he stammered, throat tight. "You want — a divorce?"


"Look," Draco said coldly, tossing his half-smoked fag away and turning to
face Harry on the bench. "It’s a wonder we made it as long as we did,
Potter. You and me, well, we knew from the start that this was a long
shot. I just can’t keep doing this anymore. I can’t keep feeling like I’m
falling short. Compared to you, I am nothing. It isn’t fair to me and it’s
time for me to take care of myself for once."


"What the hell are you even talking about?" Harry demanded, eyes filling
with tears. He couldn’t believe the words he was hearing. "We’re soul
mates, Draco. You’re everything to me!"


Harry couldn’t stay strong any more. The more he tried to hold his tears
back, the faster they seemed to come, regardless of how many he’d shed
earlier. He fell to his knees in front of Draco, staring up into his stony
grey eyes as they widened minutely. He couldn’t do this. Not here, not
today. Hell, not any day. He would not let Draco go without a fight.


"Don’t you understand?" Harry choked, sobbing. "I’ve tried so hard to stay
strong for you, when all I’ve felt like doing is curling up into a ball and
dying. With the kids gone …" His words caught in his throat as another
cascade of tears flooded his face, making him feel swollen and hot. "I’m so
sorry, Draco. Please forgive me! It was all my fault! I shouldn’t have
bought that broom; I should have been out there watching them; I should
have done so many things differently and then we wouldn’t be here and you
wouldn’t hate me."


Harry buried his face in Draco’s lap, unable to hold back his terrible
grief and guilt. The tears fell faster and the sobs shook his entire body,
making his back ache and his head pound.


Fingers smoothed back his hair with gentle strokes, sending a calming rush
through Harry’s nerves, soothing him as if they were a balm. He sniffled,
his face pressed against the cooling mess his eyes and nose had made on
Draco’s lap. He let Draco caress his hair as his tears finally ceased. He
felt raw, so open and weak, laid bare before Draco, confessing his sins,
but the gentle tugs against his scalp were like heaven in that he hadn’t
touched or been touched by Draco in so long.


"Potter, look at me," Draco said, his voice sounding more gentle than it
had in ages.


Harry shook his head, squeezing his eyes closed, feeling his glasses biting
into his face, but unwilling to move lest the magic of the moment break and
he not be allowed to touch any more.


"Harry," Draco said this time.


Harry pulled back at last, sitting on his feet, his legs numb from the
position. His glasses were fogged, and smeary, but he could just make out
Draco’s face if he peered over the rims, though it was blurred.


Draco lifted Harry’s glasses off his face and wiped them clean using the
bottom of his shirt. He put them back a moment later, allowing Harry to see
the tear tracks on Draco’s face.

"Please," Harry begged. "Don’t leave me."


"This is the first time you’ve shown me you’re human since it happened,
Harry," Draco said softly. "I was afraid you were beyond help."


"What do you mean?" Harry asked, confused. His knees protested at being
pressed into the stone slab in the ground before the bench, but he refused
to move until he knew there was hope.


Draco sighed, frowning sadly. "It wasn’t your fault, idiot. It was mine. I
was the one who checked the safety of the broom and gave them permission to
use it. It’s my fault it happened, not yours."


Harry watched a fresh batch of tears building in Draco’s eyes and reached
out to catch them before they fell, wiping them away with his fingers. He
shook his head, feeling his own eyes filling again, wondering how many
tears he could possibly have left.


"No, please don’t blame yourself," Harry pleaded, his hands gripping
Draco’s thighs through his trousers. "I need you. I’ve missed you so much."


A moment later Harry was on his back, his legs sore and numb, but that
didn’t matter. All that mattered in the world was that Draco was on top of
him, they were holding each other, sobbing, and kissing, and it was wet and
messy and altogether perfect.


To our Future January 2012 ***


Harry spun out of the fireplace and dusted the ash off his travelling
cloak; as he hung it on the hook, his nose perked up. Something smelled
delicious.


"Draco?" Harry said, loosening the top button on his shirt as he entered
their kitchen.


"Potter!" Draco said, spinning around surprised, a spatula in one hand and
flour dusting his nose.


Harry grinned and sidled up to Draco, an eyebrow raised. "We're back to
Potter now, are we?" he asked, taking Draco's slim hips in his hands,
loving the feeling of Draco's sharp hip bones beneath his woollen
trousers. "It smells wonderful. What's the occasion?"


Draco narrowed his eyes, giving Harry a look that Harry instantly
understood meant he was to get his head out of his arse and pronto.


Harry winked and brushed his lips against Draco's. "I know what day it
is. I'm not as stupid as I look."


Draco pushed Harry back, though gently enough that Harry understood he
wasn't being rejected. "Wash your hands. Dinner is waiting in the dining
room."


After dinner, Harry sat on the sofa in the drawing room, waiting for Draco
to show him the surprise he'd promised.


Harry had to shift his hips and adjust his cock, thinking up all the
possible perverted ideas Draco may have in mind for a surprise.


Draco entered a moment later, guiding a levitating platter with his
wand. It came to rest on the coffee table and Draco took a seat beside
Harry, his grey eyes open and searching Harry's eyes. "It's been one full
year since we decided to live again. This is our future cake. I want us to
always remember that we will live for each other and for our future no
matter how hard life gets."


Harry nodded, taking in the image of Draco in the low light of the oil
lamps that peppered the room. Draco's face shown in the light, lit as if
from within with such a fantastic beauty, took Harry's breath away. His
eyes lingered on Draco's lips, small, thin and pink, curving ever so
slightly into his customary smirk as if he could read exactly what Harry
was thinking just by looking at him.


"I love your lips," Harry said finally, unable to put more ideas into
words. He was drawn to Draco right then, full of pure want, but before he
could act on his impulse to just throw Draco back on the sofa and have his
way with him, Draco had pushed himself into Harry's lap, knocked the
glasses off Harry's face and they were kissing. Harry stopped thinking
altogether.


Taking a Leap Late January 2015 ***


The end of the day couldn’t come fast enough for Harry.


He looked down at his clipboard, thankful to have reached the end of the
list of patients waiting to see him, then knocked on the examination room
door.


"Hello, Mrs Pillsworth, and Amelia, I take it?"


The woman looked up as Harry entered, relief spreading over her face. She
stood beside the exam table, holding her young daughter by the ankle while
the poor girl floated three feet off the ground.


Fifteen minutes later, Harry was fastening his travelling cloak when he
felt his journal vibrate in his inner pocket.


He smiled as he opened it, reading:


*I am freaking out, Harry. The Scamanders will be here in fifteen minutes
and I forgot to pick up the future cake from the påtisserie in Diagon
Alley. I can't face them alone, but I also can't invite them inside without
offering proper refreshments.*


Harry chuckled to himself, though he was feeling just as nervous as
Draco. It wasn’t every day you sat down to discuss the prospect of hiring a
woman to carry a baby for you. He pulled out his quill and answered:


*Don't worry about it. I'll stop by Diagon Alley and pick it up. I'm on my
way right now.*


*Are you nervous?* Draco’s handwriting was shaky.


*Terrified! But I’m also excited. I’ll be home as soon as I pick up the
cake.*


*Please hurry. I can't do this alone. I don't want to be alone.*


*I will always come for you.*


*Promise? Are you trying to sweeten me up?*


*Maybe … Of course I promise. After they leave I’ll show you just how much
I will always come for you.*


***


The bell to the shop tinkled as Harry entered.


"Oh, Mr Potter," a young man dressed in a white apron said, looking up from
where he was kneading dough as Harry approached. "I have your cake. I was
expecting Mr Malfoy to pick it up hours ago."


Harry watched the baker pick up his wand, and clean his hands with a
spell. The man then fetched a large square box from the glass display
case. He set it on the counter and opened the box for Harry to look inside.


It looked divine. It was round and white with two layers, one set on top of
the other and edged in yellow icing. The centre of the cake bore the words,
Our Future. Harry thought it was fitting that their fourth "future"
anniversary coincided with the day they would set out to become parents
again.


Harry smiled up at the baker. "It's perfect. How much do I owe you?"


He left the shop a few minutes later, cradling the cake box in his arms as
he wound his way to the closest Apparation point.


A scream rent the air, and Harry felt like time slowed down in an instant
while his focus narrowed, like a video camera zooming in close up. "My
baby! Somebody save my baby!"


He saw smoke rising up from behind the roofs of the shops; the cake box
fell out of his hands, hit the cobblestones and smashed in a great smear of
icing, but Harry already had his wand in his hand and had dashed down the
road, taking the corner to the next street over.


A crowd of people had gathered in front of a burning cottage. The flames
were enormous and licked up the walls, catching the thatched roof.


The screaming came from a woman lying prostrate in the street, clinging to
the legs of a man who was bent over, holding her in place.


Harry took only a moment to assess the situation before he'd cast a
Bubble-Head Charm over himself and blasted the front door off its
hinges. Smoke billowed out, burning hot as he forced his way inside, the
sounds of the people on the street muffled by the charm.


Harry's eyes began to ache despite the fresh air the charm provided, though
he wasn't stupid enough to rely on it holding out much longer.


He ran up the staircase, which was thankfully not yet aflame, though the
fire was spreading rapidly. He ducked through the narrow hallway, searching
for the missing child, while all around him flames began licking at the
wallpaper. The house gave a great shudder and the floor in front of him
fell, leaving a wide chasm between him and the end of the hall. The little
girl stood on the other side, her eyes wide and face streaked with ash. Her
hair was blonde, though the layer of ash sitting on top of it made it look
as if it were grey.


Harry cast a Bubble-Head Charm at the girl and Summoned her to him, folding
her close against his chest, resting on his hip to protect her from the
growing flames with his travelling cloak.


Harry turned around and stopped short at the sound of a low grinding coming
from above. The rafters were giving out, and a glance at the stairs showed
him his exit was blocked.


Harry turned back, legs bent, ready to leap the gap in the floor to reach
the window. He aimed his wand at the window, and sent a blasting hex at it,
jumping at the same time.


The window and front wall burst apart outwards. Harry landed, barely
catching his foot on the remains of the floorboards, and used his momentum
to throw the girl away from himself, out into the night. A roar filled his
ears and everything went dark.


One Last Goodbye Present Day ***


Harry's mind spun as he finally felt himself rematerialise in the house he
and Draco had made their home, unable to leave it even after the children
had died.


Things looked exactly as they had when Harry had last been there. He stood
beside the wireless in the foyer, looking up as the doorbell rang.


Harry watched, peering through the window beside the front door to see who
was standing on their stoop. His stomach dropped.


Draco was beside him a moment later. He took a deep breath and let it out,
speaking aloud to himself. "I can do this. I need to do this." He pulled
the door open. "Blaise, come inside," he said quickly. Harry heard a note
of trepidation in the undertones of Draco’s voice.


Blaise Zabini stepped over the threshold and pulled the front door closed
behind him. He was dressed in a tailored suit, a look of concern on his
haughty features that Harry wanted to smack off him.


Blaise brought a bottle of wine out from under his cloak, and undid the
cloak’s fastenings, hanging it on the hook beside the door. Harry’s hook.


Harry watched Draco’s eyes widen at the placement of Blaise’s cloak on
Harry’s hook, but Draco made no move to alter it. It was as if he had
talked himself into allowing Blaise take Harry’s place.


"Come into the bedroom," Draco said. His voice didn’t sound all that warm
but, dressed as he was, it was clear that an invitation was being extended.


"Draco," Blaise said. "We need to talk soon …"


"After," Draco said, not looking back. He walked down the hall to the
bedroom and Blaise followed, Harry invisible on his heels.


When they had stepped into the bedroom, Harry felt his mouth go dry. Draco
was lying on their bed, his robe was open, his body on display. He lay on
his side, sprawled across the bed, raised on one elbow and patting the
mattress in front of him for Blaise to join him.


Harry watched as Blaise put the bottle of wine down on the chest of drawers
and then slipped out of his suit jacket. He watched Draco watch as Blaise
removed his shirt and trousers.


The look in Draco’s eyes was hard for Harry to see. Harry hovered behind
Draco, his face beside Draco’s ear, longing to touch, to make his presence
known. "Draco, I’m here. I still exist. It’s Harry. I want to tell you
something."


But nothing Harry said or did seemed to bridge the divide, and Harry was
having trouble resigning himself to the fact that he’d have to say goodbye
while Draco was being fucked by another man.


Blaise climbed onto the bed, moving forwards to kiss Draco, but Draco
stopped him.


"The potion. It’s on the table."


Blaise’s eyes rolled upwards and he sighed deeply. "This isn’t going to
help you, Draco. You’re only asking to prolong your grief."


"Blaise. I need … I need to say goodbye. Please?" Draco's voice cracked at
the last word, though he cleared his throat afterwards, hiding it.


Blaise reached over to the side table and picked up a potion bottle. Harry
recognised it as containing the Polyjuice Potion leftover from that last
Hallowe'en when he and Draco had attended a party as each other. He wasn’t
sure how he felt about it. But then Blaise levelled his almond-shaped eyes
at Draco. "If I do this for you, do you promise to talk to me afterwards,
about what things will be like between you and me moving forwards, without
Potter?"


Draco swallowed and nodded, Harry recognised the deception and his heart
soared and ached at the same time. He could tell Draco had no intention of
moving forwards with Blaise, that he was using Blaise to be Harry, using
him so he would be able to say goodbye.


And then Blaise drained the potion and doubled over as he changed.


When the change was complete, Draco looked Blaise up and down, as if he
couldn't ever see enough of Harry's body to satisfy himself. He swallowed,
pointing to the table again. "His glasses are there."


Blaise shrugged lazily, looking over Harry's body with a frown, pausing to
trace the scar on Harry's chest that had been left from Voldemort's horcrux
locket. He looked up at Draco. "Oh, come on. Don't tell me you fuck with
him wearing glasses?"


Draco's eyes narrowed. "Harry liked to be able to see my body. Look, if
you're not going to play the part …"


"No, no," Blaise said, reaching for the glasses on the table and slipping
them on. "I will."


Harry watched his doppelgänger advance on Draco. Watched as Draco rested
his head on his pillow, eyes drinking in Harry's skin, and then Blaise put
his hand on Draco's cock and leaned in to press their lips together.


Harry couldn't stand by and watch any longer. He felt himself growing in
intensity, as if everything he was made of, all the energy bits and magic,
coalesced to a single purpose and that was to knock Blaise out from where
he, Harry, belonged.


And then Harry opened his eyes. His lips were on Draco's; he could taste
Draco's breath and he stopped thinking altogether as he took Draco in his
arms and melted into him. Harry could scarcely believe what he'd done. He
was possessing Blaise's body, but he could taste Draco's grief on his
tongue, and suddenly the moral implications of taking control of somebody
else's body without permission didn't matter. All that mattered was that
Harry could comfort Draco one last time, that they would have their final
farewell; he would worry about everything else afterwards.


Draco was responding more eagerly the longer they snogged. Harry could feel
Draco's erection grow beneath his hand and he longed to taste it, to suck
it, to take Draco and never let go of him, but the idea that this would be
their very last coupling crippled his will. He didn't want to advance past
this part for fear that as they progressed it would be over.


"Harry," Draco panted, breaking apart momentarily.


Harry looked down at him, tears welling in his eyes. "I'm here. I came
back. I need to tell you I'm sorry I broke my promise. I'm sorry I left you
alone."


Draco's eyes widened, not in fear as Harry feared, but in sadness
too. "Make love to me one last time," he whispered. "Show me how much you
love me before we have to say goodbye forever."


Harry couldn't argue with that. He had to give Draco what he asked for,
needed to feel their connection once more for himself as well.


"You too, one more time," Harry breathed and Draco's cheeks tinged pink as
their eyes met again, understanding passing between them.


Harry manoeuvred himself so he was lying on his side, Draco's right leg
thrown over his shoulder, while Draco positioned himself in the reverse,
his face nuzzling Harry's cock and balls.


And it was brilliant: taking Draco's long pink cock into his mouth was like
coming home after a lousy and long business trip. How would Harry ever not
have this again? He told himself to stop thinking that way and to
concentrate on the now, but it was difficult. And then Harry's cock was
gripped in a hot sucking mouth and Harry thought he'd explode then and
there, from the intensity of Draco's tongue.


He moaned around Draco's cock in his mouth, relaxing his throat so Draco
could rock his hips forwards, fucking Harry's face, and then Harry felt
Draco probing at the entrance to his body with his tongue and just about
came in an instant.


Harry seldom bottomed; usually it was only after begging Draco to let him
after Harry had had a really hard few months at St Mungos and was in need
of some aftercare, but it felt just fine right now. In fact, seeing as how
this would be their last time together, Harry figured he might as well
prepare Draco at the same time.


He continued to take the pounding to the back of his throat, even as he
attempted to keep from leaking saliva and precome from the sides of his
mouth. He reached Draco's pucker with his fingers and slipped one inside,
nearly biting down when he realised Draco was already slick and wet. He
must have prepared himself earlier.


And then the cock was withdrawn from his mouth and Draco pushed back onto
Harry's fingers, seeking to take him in as far as they would reach.


"God, Draco. You're so wet already," Harry said breathlessly.


He pushed his fingers in as far as they would go, feeling Draco's body wrap
around him, rippling like a glove with a built-in Massage Charm.


"I — I need you, Harry. Please." Draco pushed back onto Harry's hand so
hard, Harry thought his fist would slip inside if he were to move his
thumb.


Harry withdrew his hand, ignoring Draco's whine of protest, and flipped
himself around so he could look down upon his wanton husband's body. Draco
pulled his legs up with his hands behind his knees and spread his legs,
opening himself up as wide as he could, and Harry couldn't tear his eyes
away from the sight before him.


Draco's cock was hard and red, the vein on the underside thick and defined,
while lower down his balls were tight, drawn up with his arousal; lower
still, his pucker begged.


Harry lined his cock up with Draco's hole, pressing his other hand against
Draco's cock, not stroking, but giving just enough pressure for Draco to
rut against if he wanted to. His glasses slipped slightly down his nose,
and he flicked his head, trying to right them without his hands, finding
Draco's grey eyes pinning him with a desperate stare.


He couldn't believe this was going to be the last time they ever did this,
but they were already using stolen time. Harry wanted to memorise the
entire experience, hoping that wherever he was bound when he moved on, he
would have access to a Pensieve.


He pressed forwards, sliding inside easily, and he couldn't think any
longer to take it slow and easy. All he knew is that he needed all of Draco
right now and as fast as possible. He wanted to glut himself feasting on
Draco, and Harry leaned forwards, his weight pinning Draco to the bed as he
pressed their chests together, kissing Draco's lips and face without
finesse.


It hardly seemed to matter to Draco though, as he wrapped his arms and then
his legs around Harry's back and waist, pulling him as close as two people
could get.


Harry knew Draco was getting close as his kisses were infused with
low-in-the-throat groans and his hold on Harry's back tightened, fingers
pressing in hard enough to bruise. Harry slowed his pace, wanting to draw
it out, but Draco's whispered "Please" drove him on to finish despite the
tears building in his eyes.


Afterwards Harry buried his face in Draco's neck, gasping and crying. His
glasses had been thrown off at some point he couldn't remember. "I don't
want to leave," he was saying. "I didn't mean to. I'm so sorry!"


Draco's hands smoothed Harry's hair, his arms and legs still holding Harry
in a tight embrace, but there was no trace of upset in Draco's voice when
he answered.


"I know. I will be all right. Thank you for letting me say goodbye."


Draco's arms relaxed. His legs released Harry and Harry's cock slipped free
for the last time.


"You know it's me, right?" Harry said, not liking one bit how Draco seemed
to be pulling away again, closing up as he righted himself.


Harry was then seized with pain as the Polyjuice wore off, and then there
was no more pain, no more physical sensation at all. His vision spun as he
heard Draco's last words. "Get out, Blaise."


A moment later Harry panted, bent over the edge of the fountain, once more
at the gateway between worlds, surrounded by the silver mist of whatever
this place was made of.


***


It took Harry several moments to regain his bearing. He turned, sinking to
the ground with his back to the fountain.


Dumbledore drew closer, the look on his face not an expression Harry had
ever seen Dumbledore wear before. It was a childish mix of embarrassment
and gloating. And suddenly, Harry recognised him for who he actually
was. "Teddy?"


The figure before him changed, shrinking in size, made up of the same stuff
Harry was resting on, the same stuff Harry was made of. Teddy stepped
towards Harry, a smirk in place on his face and his hair restored to his
favourite shade of turquoise. Harry drank in the sight, unable to keep from
grinning, finally sprinting upwards and nearly bowling Teddy over with his
hug.


"Teddy!" Harry cried again. He pulled back, not releasing Teddy but just
far enough so that he could get a good look at Teddy's face. "Have you been
pretending to be Dumbledore this whole time? Why? I missed you so much!"


Teddy's grin stretched wide across his face. He looked whole and perfect,
exactly the same as he had the last time Harry had seen him alive. "I
thought you might actually listen to Dumbledore, Harry. I was supposed to
meet you and bring you over, but you keep looking back."


Harry frowned, and glanced back at the fountain. He shut his eyes and
turned back to Teddy, opening them again and fixing Teddy with a straight
gaze. "I'm ready now, Teddy Bear. Please lead the way."


Teddy's smile broadened and he took Harry's hand in his own and started
pulling Harry towards the barrier. Teddy stopped, frozen a minute, and
Harry nearly ran into him as a great roll of thunder rent the air. Teddy
pulled on Harry's arm again. "Come on. We need to move now."


Harry stopped though. A small figure had just materialised from the barrier
which, in the real King's Cross Station, would have led to Platform
Nine-and-three-quarters. "Wait, Teddy," Harry said, refusing to budge
another inch even though the mist surrounding them was turning from silver
to darker shades of blue and grey. "Scorpius?" he said, feeling as though
his throat would close up.


Sure enough, when the mist settled around the figure, the small form that
was Scorpius stood looking at Teddy and then at Harry, his large grey eyes
spilling tears and his hair as white-blond as ever. "Daddy! Daddy!"
Scorpius wailed, flinging himself into Harry's arms.


Harry fell to his knees holding his small son close, the familiar pang of
emptiness no longer present in his chest.


"What's wrong, Scorpius?" Harry asked, holding Scorpius so tightly, he was
afraid to let go. "I'm here; I've got you."


"We need to go now," Teddy said, his voice sounding rushed and panicked.


Harry picked Scorpius up, the small boy nestled against his neck, and
turned to Teddy, confused. "What's the rush, Teddy?"


Scorpius let out another long sob. "Daddy's gone."


Harry felt the change that had come over the entire place seem to enter him
as well, filling him with a sense of severe unease. "Teddy," Harry said,
trying to keep his voice calm, not willing to give in to the feeling of
dread. "What does he mean? Is he talking about Draco?"


Teddy's forehead wrinkled with worry, and Harry could read it in Teddy's
eyes that he was keeping something from Harry.


"It's too late, Harry," Teddy said, pleadingly. He grabbed the hand that
Harry wasn't using to support Scorpius and pulled on it. "Come on. We NEED
to move before the gateway seals itself."


Harry froze, not allowing himself to be pulled an inch. "Teddy, tell me
right now what has happened to Draco. I will not leave here until I know
he's safe."


Teddy looked like he was about ready to cry, but he stopped pulling on
Harry's arm. His hair faded from turquoise to grey and even his eyes seemed
to lose their colour as he looked at Harry.


"He's gone, Harry," Teddy said quietly, his voice more direct and adult
than Harry had ever heard it sound before. "He's gone where nobody can help
him. We need to get you to move on now, though, before you get lost too."


Harry felt Scorpius stiffen in his arms at Teddy's words. He needed to hear
this. What could Teddy possibly mean by lost? That Draco was lost beyond
help? Harry had just seen him, not more than half an hour ago.


"Explain," Harry said. He fell back to his knees and parked himself on the
ground with Scorpius still clinging to him. "Sit down, Teddy and tell me
everything," Harry said, more kindly. "Please, son. I have to know."


Harry had seen the look in Teddy's face before. It broke his heart to
remember, but he needed to know for sure that there was really no hope
before he would even consider leaving Draco behind.


Happy Days March 2005 ***


Harry lifted his hand, heavy with sleep, and swatted at whatever was
irritating his eye. He connected with Teddy’s small and cold hand. Harry
opened bleary sleep-deprived eyes to peer up at Teddy’s scared face.


"Hey, Teddy bear," Harry said, his voice rough and groggy. He lifted up the
edge of the sheet and duvet so Teddy could crawl in beside him, though
Teddy’s eyes were focused over Harry’s shoulder.


Once Teddy was in bed, Harry turned to see what Teddy was staring at, and
the sight that met his eyes made his heart feel fit to burst with
love. Draco was fast asleep, propped up on his pillows, with newborn
Scorpius curled up and sleeping with his scrunched little cheek pressed
against Draco’s bare chest.


Harry turned back to Teddy, smiling. "Did you have a bad dream?"


Teddy worried his bottom lip with his teeth and finally lay down so he was
on his back sharing Harry’s pillow. His hair was currently as blond as
Draco’s and had been since Scorpius was born the previous month.


"I don’t want to be afraid, Harry," Teddy whispered into the night.


Harry wrinkled his forehead, concerned and stretched out on his side,
propped up with an elbow so he could give Teddy his full attention in the
light from the blue-bell flame. "I don’t want you to be afraid either,
Ted. Want to tell me what sort of fears we’re talking about right now?"


Teddy swallowed, his eyes darkening as he focused on Harry’s. It was
extremely strange to be raising a metamorphmagus child. Harry and Draco had
discussed how they could tell which of them would be best to handle
different aspects of Teddy’s care based on how much his appearance would
alter to reflect one of them or the other.


"What happens when you and Draco die, Harry? Where will I have to go and
live then?" Teddy’s voice was quiet, but Harry could feel the strength of
will it took Teddy to admit his fear out loud.


"Hey," Harry said, brushing Teddy’s blond fringe out of his eyes. "We’re
not planning on dying until you and Scorpius are long grown up and living
with your own families. I’m planning to be around to see you make me and
Draco great-grandfathers."


Teddy’s lips turned up smartly. "Yeah," he said, but faltered, frowning
again.


"What is it?" Harry pressed. "I won’t make fun of you, I promise."


"Well, Nana didn’t plan on dying either, and neither did my mum and dad,"
Teddy said, pausing briefly. "What if it happens anyway, Harry? I’ll be all
alone again."


It broke Harry’s heart to see the sadness in Teddy’s eyes as they began to
water. Harry took a calm breath and let it out through his nose, hoping his
expression was one that Teddy would find comforting.


"You’ll never be alone again, Ted," Harry said reassuringly. "You have
Scorpius for a brother now. You and he will always be family. If an
accident did happen and Draco and I died, you and Scorpius can take your
pick of who you want to live with. Aunt Hermione and Uncle Ron would love
to have you boys live with them and their kids, or Grandma and Grandpa
Weasley, or Uncle Bill and Aunt Fleur, or even your Aunt Ginny and Uncle
Dean. You have so many people that love you and now Scorpius too. I promise
you never have to be afraid of where you’re going to live."


Teddy’s tears had subsided and Harry saw that his hair had turned black as
Harry had been talking.


"Does that make you feel a little bit less scared?" Harry asked, running
the back of his hand along Teddy’s cheek.


Teddy nodded and snuggled closer to Harry, closing his eyes. "I think I can
sleep now," he said, yawning.


Harry rolled onto his back, surprised at how comfortable he felt with all
of them sharing a bed. As he closed his eyes he was filled with the same
contentedness he’d seen in his reflection in the Mirror of Erised so many
years previously. He was surrounded by family at long last and this was
definitely home.


Ghost Present Day ***


"Draco killed himself, Harry," Teddy said, his eyes falling, unable to look
at Harry. "Right after you said goodbye. It happened about a week ago now
on Earth."


Harry had stopped still. He couldn't quite process what he was hearing.


Draco was dead.


His breath caught, and he knew he was crying, but the idea that he himself
was dead made the tragedy not so unbearable. He'd be able to see Draco
again after all. "But," Harry started, looking at the barrier, as if maybe
Draco would materialise from it if he thought hard enough. "We should wait
for him here then. This is the gateway between the worlds isn't it?"


Scorpius finally lifted his head from Harry's neck, his small pale face a
portrait of misery. "I came to meet him, but he … he didn't come."


Harry swallowed, looking from Scorpius to Teddy. "Where did he go?"


"He stayed, Harry," Teddy answered miserably. "He's a ghost."


Harry's hands didn't seem to work any longer, and Scorpius toppled out of
his arms, looking up at Harry with his eyes that were Draco's in miniature.


"I have to go back and get him," Harry said hoarsely. There was no question
about it. He would not accept that Draco would be forever bound to the
Earth as Teddy had told him happened with ghosts. He couldn't not see Draco
ever again. It was unfathomable.


Harry climbed to his feet. Scorpius tugged on his hand this time while
Teddy remained on the ground, as if he knew arguing with Harry wouldn't
work.


"You can't go. Please, Dad."


Harry felt like his heart was breaking, but still, he couldn't do it.


He ruffled Scorpius's hair with his hand, and dropped back to his knees to
look Scorpius in the eye. "Listen to me, baby boy. I promise I will come
back to you and I'll bring Daddy with me. You have Teddy with you right now
and I want you two to stay together. You will never be alone if you have
your family with you, right? And you are brothers. Daddy needs me to save
him. We can't leave him by himself."


Scorpius nodded, his lower lip trembling.


"Harry," Teddy said, making Harry turn to look at him. "Promise, that if
you find out that it won't work, that if it really is a lost cause, promise
you'll say goodbye to him and come back to us?"


Harry looked into Teddy's pleading eyes and then to Scorpius, who was
mirroring Teddy's expression. "I've never let the fact that something has
never been done before keep me from trying in my life, boys, and I'm not
about to start now that I'm dead. I will do my best and I will bring him
back with me." Harry stopped, suddenly not sure how he was going to
proceed. "Um. So I just need to go and find Draco in the fountain again?"


Teddy shook his head. "You won't be able to communicate with anybody on
Earth again, Harry, not even ghosts."


"Why not?" Harry asked suddenly. "Why wouldn't I be able to communicate
with a ghost?"


Teddy held up his hand. A second later it had disappeared, and then it
reappeared transformed into what looked like the head of a hammer. "We're
made up of energy, Harry. We look like whatever we want to because
everything on this side is made of the same stuff. It's all changeable. On
Earth, people and ghosts are entirely different. We aren't of the same
world any more." He stopped talking a moment and shook his hand returning
it to its previous appearance. "There may be one exception, but all I've
heard is rumours."


Harry jumped to his feet. "What's the exception? Where do I go?"


Teddy shuffled his feet. He walked to the fountain, Scorpius at his side,
and Harry joined them, looking down into the misty surface. "Supposedly
there's a veil between the worlds that some have said they've sent messages
through." He shrugged. "I don't know the details. I guess you should just
go through and see where you end up, but I really think …" He stopped
talking.


Harry thought he knew what Teddy was going to say, that Harry was wasting
his time trying to do the impossible. He had no time to spend overthinking
things. He put his hands on the side of the fountain and looked at his boys
once more, memorising them. "I love you boys, you know that, right?"


Scorpius flung himself at Harry's legs, hugging him once more. "I love you
too, Dad. I think you can do it."


Teddy shifted his weight from one foot to the other. "Yeah, Harry," he
said. "If anybody could possibly do it, you can. We'll see you when you get
back with him." He took Scorpius's hand and pulled him back so Harry could
dive in.


Harry leaned over the surface of the mist and plunged himself forward, not
knowing where exactly he was going or what he would do when he got there,
but now was the time for action, not for thought.


***


As soon as Harry's face was immersed in the misty surface of the fountain,
he felt he was moving through a curtain of gauze. The sensation of sheer
fabric covered his face, then clung to his body as he moved forwards. He
could feel it rising, sticking to his face, lifting as though it was being
removed like a glove.


He turned in place. He had just walked through the archway into the Death
Room in the Department of Mysteries. The veil through which he had seen
Sirius fall was waving lightly in a non-existent breeze, just as it had on
that day long past.


His feet made no sound as he climbed the arena-like steps moving towards
the exit. He could see himself, but knew the form he had was not made of
the same stuff as everything else in this world.


When he reached the door, he found himself blasted backwards as it
opened. He staggered, but was able to right himself when he realised
Hermione had entered the room.


Harry watched her clutch a book to her chest, looking more bedraggled and
sleep-deprived than he had ever seen her look before. She mumbled to
herself under her breath as she made her way down the steep arena steps
towards the stone dais in the centre of the room. Harry followed her, an
idea striking him. He needed to make contact with somebody in order to
communicate with Draco. Hermione was in the perfect position to do it, if
he could figure out how to make his presence known.


She sat on the floor, feet from the archway, and looked up at the veil,
entranced by the swaying fabric.


Harry stood behind her, stretching out his hand, barely brushing it over
the top of her hair, hoping that maybe *in this room* he'd be able to touch
her. His heart sank as he watched his hand sink through the top of her
head. He removed it immediately, sickened by the sight.


"Hermione," he said, sitting down in front of the veil, facing her. It
almost seemed like she could see him. His eyes travelled over her face. Her
eyes were puffy with lack of sleep or crying, and she was very pale.


Harry looked down at her hands, which rested on top of a book in her
lap. It was Draco's journal, and Harry felt like his heart was in his
throat when he saw Hermione wore the Resurrection Stone on the middle
finger of her right hand.


"I can't understand," Hermione said at last, her voice sounding strained,
as if she'd been screaming. "Who are you?"


Harry realised she was hearing the whispers of whatever souls may be
lurking out of sight behind the veil. He recalled the draw they had held
over him in the past, and he feared that Hermione might fall prey to it.


"I brought it," she told the veil, picking up Draco's journal. "If I send
this through, will Harry get it?" She paused, listening.


"Hermione," he said again. "I'm right here. Right in front of you. What is
it you're trying to tell me?"


He watched as she opened the journal, looking down at the words written
there, and was hit by a jolt of inspiration. He placed his hand above hers
and lowered it into her hand, similar to how he had possessed Blaise in his
Polyjuiced body.


Hermione's eyes widened as Harry moved her hand to pick up her quill from
where it sat on the floor beside her.


He lifted her hand and started to write in Draco's journal. *I'm here. Use
the stone.*


"Harry," she said, her voice shaking, almost as if she were trying to
suppress a sob. "I'm scared."


He wrote again:*It will be all right. Use the stone. I need your help.*
Harry pulled his hand out of Hermione's. He bit his lip and flexed his
fingers.


Hermione's forehead creased with worry, but her left hand moved over the
right and turned the ring on her finger around three times.


Harry felt himself being pulled in all directions, like the particles that
made him were sent spiralling out in a great blast, like vapour dispersing
from a boiling kettle, but they rearranged themselves and settled once
more, forming his body again.


Harry looked again to Hermione. She had got to her feet and backed away
several feet. "Harry?" she said, whispering. "That is you, isn't it?"


Harry grinned. Hermione could see him! He wanted to dance with happiness,
knowing the challenge of making contact was accomplished and he was that
much closer to reaching Draco. The thought of Draco quelled his joy,
however. He needed to push onwards.


"It's me, Hermione," he said. "Here, look." He held out his hand for her to
take, hoping she'd be able to touch him the same way he had been able to
touch his parents shades when he'd used the Resurrection Stone in the past.


She put out her hand and met his. It trembled in his palm, but he could
feel her skin and her warmth press against his. They weren't alike in
sensation, Harry could tell, but he was solid enough to be able to interact
with the living world.


"I need you to take me to see Draco," Harry told her. "He's trapped
here. Did you know that?"


Hermione nodded, her eyes welling with tears. "It's all my fault. I'm so
sorry, Harry. I should have been more careful with that journal to begin
with. This never would have happened if only …"


Harry stopped her talking by shaking his head, and gripping her
shoulder. "No. If you hadn't let me find the journal I would have missed
out on the greatest and best adventure of my life. I always meant to thank
you for that." He brushed away the tears that were leaking down her cheeks
using the back of his hand.


"He's not who he was, Harry," Hermione said. She sounded afraid, as if she
really didn't know how Harry would take the news. "He's not a vengeful
spirit yet, but I'm afraid that is the direction he's heading."


"All right. Tell me about it when we get to the house. But let's go now. I
don't know how long I can stay."


***


They stood on the road facing the house Harry had shared with Draco for the
past twelve years. Looking in at the dark windows, the absence of living
occupants was apparent in the run-down appearance of the garden. It just
felt cold, where in the past Harry had always known it warm and inviting.


Harry wanted to march straight in and tell Draco to take his head out of
his arse and to come along right now, but he knew that this was not going
to be so simple. Teddy had said that Harry would be unable to interact with
Draco, but Teddy hadn't counted on Harry being Resurrected using the stone.


"Tell me what you know, Hermione," Harry said. "What will we find when we
open the door?"


Hermione clenched her hands into fists. It looked like she was steeling
herself for a duel or to take on a Snargaluff stump for one of its pods.


"I've only called once," Hermione told Harry. "I wasn't expecting to see
him, you know, still here. He didn't even notice I had entered the
house. Harry, he's weighed down by chains. It reminds me of the Bloody
Baron, and it's not pleasant to see. He seems to think somebody is trying
to keep him apart from you and your children. I don't think he knows when
it is, or even that he's dead."


Harry swallowed hard. "Did you try to talk to him?"


Hermione nodded, her eyes fixed on the front door. "Of course I did, but it
didn't get through. He's stuck in a loop. Let's go in; I'll show you what I
mean."


Hermione led the way up the path to the front door.


Harry stepped in behind her after she'd lifted the wards. His attention was
immediately drawn to the drawing room. He stepped tentatively forwards,
knowing Hermione was going to hold back and let him try to talk to Draco on
his own.


Draco's ghost was hovering in front of Draco's desk in the corner of the
room, apparently trying to open the rolltop and having a right fit every
time his hands would sink through the wood. Harry watched him do this
repeatedly. It was as if Draco would forget he'd already tried to open the
desk as soon as he pulled back.


Harry approached, feeling dread pool in his gut at the sight of the thick
bands of chains that draped Draco's body.


"Draco," Harry said, standing right behind his transparent husband,
marvelling at the difference of substance they were now made up of. Harry
put his hand out to touch Draco's back, but like it had when Harry had been
all spirit: his hand went straight through Draco, though unlike earlier
with Hermione, Harry could see his hand through Draco's form, and there was
a definite cold sensation on his skin, though he knew if he were solid
flesh it would have felt like ice. "Draco, love. It's me, Harry."


Harry pulled his hand back and instead moved to stand beside the window
next to the desk, facing Draco. He tried again.


"Draco, would you like me to help you open the desk?"


Harry didn't wait to see if Draco would hear him. He put his hand once more
straight through Draco's form and unlatched the desk, sliding it open,
finally seeing Draco respond to something other than whatever was happening
in his own mind.


Draco looked up, confused, as if he couldn't quite fathom that it was Harry
standing beside him.


"Draco, do you see me now? I've come back for you like I promised. I want
you to come with me." Harry reached out his hand, offering it for Draco to
take, though he wasn't sure Draco would be able to touch him.


Draco's transparent grey face stared at Harry's hand for a moment, before
his eyes grew more opaque, his brows furrowing. "Who are you and what have
you done to Harry?" The chains weighing Draco down seemed to grow more
solid in colour as well, as if they were growing heavier.


"I AM Harry," Harry said. He spared a nervous look at Hermione, who watched
from the archway between the foyer and the drawing room, then turned back
to Draco.


Draco closed his eyes, as if resigned. "No," he said. "If you were Harry
I'd recognise you." He turned and floated away towards the window on the
other side of his desk, peering out. "I don't know who is doing it, but
somebody is keeping my family from coming home." He seemed to draw back in
on himself, shuddering. "Why is it so cold?"


Harry racked his mind for some way to reach Draco, some memory he could use
to force Draco to recognise him. "Ask me something, something only Harry
would know."


Harry's heart sank further as Draco's ghost began to grow fainter, though
the chains remained dark grey and Draco's expression was full of fear.


"Harry," Hermione's voice cut in, as Harry reached for Draco, frowning as
Draco retreated from his outstretched hand. "I think he's fading."


Harry furrowed his brows. "No," he said. "Draco, if you won't come with me,
then I will stay here with you. Hermione. When you die, and I hope it isn't
for a very long time, will you tell our boys I love them and I'm sorry, but
I am needed here?"


He looked at Hermione, waiting for her to answer, and even as she started
to protest, Harry felt the decision he had made take hold. The chains
binding Draco had snaked over to where he stood, and draped themselves
across his shoulders. When he looked down at his chest and hands the colour
was draining from his clothes and skin, becoming grey and transparent. It
was as if a hopelessness, a heaviness had settled in the pit of Harry's
being and was anchoring him to the Earth, and at the same time putting a
damper on all of his senses. He couldn't see clearly and the silence
surrounding him was deafening, as if all the sound in the world had been
turned down to a whisper.


"No!" Draco's voice broke through Harry's deafness, and he turned his head
towards where he thought Draco was.


"I'm with you all the way, Draco." He could feel his lips form the words,
though he heard no sound come out. "I promised we would be together
forever." The rest of Harry's sight fled and the weight of the chains
pulled his consciousness from him entirely.


***


When Harry next became aware, the light was blinding. He lifted his arm to
shade his eyes.


"Where am I?" he asked, blinking until his eyes adjusted.


"Hey," Draco's voice answered, making Harry's head turn faster than
anything else could. His eyes found Draco's face smiling down at him and
then Teddy and Scorpius's faces joined in a huddle above him.


Harry's smile split his face. "My boys!" He sat up and found himself being
hugged on all sides. "What happened?" Harry asked. His throat felt tight,
though the warmth expanding inside him more than made up for the
discomfort.


"You were being an idiot as usual," Draco said, chuckling dryly. "But it
seems that your idiocy saved the day once again. It took the shock of you
saying you wanted to damn yourself for the rest of eternity to make me
realise what I had done. Granger helped me get you to the veil and I
carried you through."


Harry pulled back so he could look at Draco properly, Teddy and Scorpius
still clinging to his legs and waist. He had one hand on Draco's shoulder
and the other on Teddy's back. "My hero," Harry said, locking eyes with
Draco.


"Come on!" Scorpius said, tugging on Harry's trousers and bouncing on the
tops of his feet. "Let's go and see Nana and Papa!"


Harry looked down at Scorpius's bright little face, so happy and carefree
and perfect. Teddy took hold of Harry's hand and Scorpius jumped off
Harry's feet, running through the misty station towards the platform's
barrier.


"Nana and Papa?" Harry asked Teddy, holding tightly onto Draco with his
other hand while Teddy dragged them after Scorpius.


"Yeah," Teddy said grinning brilliantly. "And my mum and dad are waiting
too!"


Scorpius disappeared through the barrier ahead of them and Teddy followed,
releasing Harry's hand at the last minute.


Harry stopped when he felt Draco stop. He turned to look. "You ready?" he
asked.


"Thank you," Draco said, and flung himself into Harry's arms. Their lips
met and melded and Harry felt as if he'd never been more completely put
together than he was at that moment ever.


Draco held onto Harry's waist and took his other hand as if in a waltz.
When the kiss ended, Harry stared into Draco's eyes and they passed through
the barrier dancing.