Date: Wed, 6 May 2009 22:56:30 +0530 From: Apar India Subject: Apar & Krish - Chapter 8 Disclaimer: ======== Thanks for the patience shown by my fans. Here is the next chapter for you This is a semi-fictional story with semi-fictional characters. Names have been changed and a bit of imagination added. This is a story about me and what-if scenario with some of my crushes. This story involves love and physical intimacy between two consenting adult men. If you do not want to read this or are prohibited by law, house rules etc, please leave. This story is set in Indian College and I would provide needed background where ever needed The reader is at the liberty to stop reading if he or she does not wish to continue. Apar & Krish Chapter 8 ---------------------- NOTE for Indians : Please vote during this election and be a responsible citizen The happiness of pre-valentine's day intimacy we shared and the fulfilling feeling that was there because of the words of love I had expressed in my poetry had vaporized when Ravi said "Welcome guys or should I say gays". I was shocked, it was my poetry that was in Ravi's hands. The chocolate box was on Krish's bed and my camera was lying close to it. Our Munnar (http://www.munnar.com/ ) college trip seemed to me as a disaster atleast from my friendship with Ravi Ravi's face and tone was bit inscrutable mix of anger, sarcasm and disgust. It was clear that Jagan hadn't opened his mouth but Ravi had figured it out. I tried to put on brave face inspite of it showing panic "What the heck are you saying ?" "Well let us start with visual proof." Ravi dropped the poetry on the bed and picked up my digital SLR and started to show one photo after the other through the LCD. "When did you start taking pictures of people ? So far your flickrcollections have been bees, bugs, butterflies and general landscape. You always whined while taking group photos. What is this sudden interest in people photography ?" "They are just photos Ravi. You read too much" I stretched my hands to get the camera off Ravi. "You always wanted peoples' opinion about the photos you took and would have a huge story behind each shot, which bored a lot, but this one is interesting." "What is interesting in taking Krish's photos ? If you want I could take yours too" I retorted. "Well Krish is photo shy and your camera is people shy. Didn't I hear that your camera is not for us ordinary folks ? Only for special things. Then how come I see 500 odd shots of just Krish alone ? Over that close up of his eyes, nose, lips and what not." "I was just practicing portrait photography with him. Just trying to see if I can take photos of people" I tried to save myself. "Ha ha ha.... man you think I'm a total idiot don't you? I knew what was happening when Jagan mentioned about the forbidden love discussion you had with him at the temple. I was able to piece in the puzzle based on Krish'sgushing about you after our return from vacation and your aloofness and trying to avoid Krish and me " Ravi came closer to me with the Camera . "Wow genius, what puzzle have you solved now ?" I was still defensive with my heart near my mouth, my ears hot. Ravi came close to me and said "You love Krish and so does he. Now could we discuss things without bullshitting ?" Ravi continued to view the pictures in the camera as he spoke. "oh as for the portrait practicing bullshit, why not girls ? I know quiet a few who would loved to be photographed and also why is Krish without his shirt, with jeans half open and water droplets generously sprinkled ?" Ravi showed me those specific poses where Krish was having a wonderful seductive expression on his face. "If I hadn't know that you wouldn't lend your camera to anyone while you are alive, I would have sworn that these photos were taking by a girl or for playgirl magazine" Ravi placed the camera back on the bed and picked up my poetry "Ok. Let us leave those photos how about this wonderful poetry that you had written. Don't tell me you were practicing to write poetry romanticizing a guy" Ravi smirked. He continued "Where shall I start .... So you love the way the wind plays with Krish's bouncy hair and you lose your sleep everytime he uses his fingers to comb his messed up hair ? Krish's eyes are like well light diamonds and you are like a moth attracted to them ? Oh my you consider his eyes to be blazing heat rays as they bring your blood to amorous heat whenever he sees you." Ravi was simplifying the lines of my poetry with mockery in his tone. "Ravi please ..." Jagan tried to persuade Ravi from continuing. "Jagan.. you should appreciate the poetic genius. Apar wanted to protect Krish's lips by enclosing them within Apar's own lips from honeybees which might mistake them for nectar filled flowers in full bloom. Well only one who had tasted the lips know that they taste like nectar" Krish's face was flushed mix of shock and shyness. He slowly sat down on his cot. "Give it here" I tried to pull the poetry out of Ravi's hand but was unsuccessful. Ravi was taller and agile than I. "I knew that Krish had broad shoulders, but only you would equate them to " he looked back to the poetry and said " smooth boulders of granite over which each river would love to cascade down. So you had seen him taking bath too. Wonderful" "Stop it would you , could you please stop this Ravi ?" I screamed at him. Ravi moved closer to Krish now abandoning the poetry "You were my room mate and now I don't know what to make of you. You disgust me" Krish blurted out " I know you would be so mean and you wouldn't understand any of this. Hence we did not want anyone to know about us" "Oh so Jagan is a saint here and you were all open to tell him about your love do you ? Because Jagan is all cool about this ?" Ravi asked. "We didn't tell him. He found out by accident" I replied. "Oh both of you disgust me" Ravi turned away from us and stood with is back hold the table. "If we disgust you then no problem. I can shift my room with Apar's. You wouldn't get a chance to see me again" there were signs of tears in Krish'sface. "You idiot" Ravi turned with angry face. "Shut up Ravi. You have no right talking to us like this. We are not here to be judged by you" I interceded. "Oh you too are an idiot. You thought I was disgusted because you love Krish ? Well that is the limit you knew of me. I was disgusted because you guys never bothered to tell me. You threw me out of one of the best things to happen in life. One is my room mate and another is one whom I thought was my best friend" I was bit taken aback "What ?" "Yes I give a damn about whom you love, but you excluded me. I never had close friends with my parents frequently moving around the country and very few even tolerated my sarcastic personality. I thought I found best friends in college with you guys and you wanted to keep me out of this ?" "Ravi, we were confused. Didn't know what to do or whom to trust" Krish was faster than me to recover. "Well let me hazard a guess from when this has been going on. Let us say from the time we came back from our semester vacation ?" Ravi calmed down. "huh... how do you know ?" I was surprised. "Well I had my doubts with all this weirdness of you trying to avoid Krish after the vacation and he all gaga about you and how you invited him in to your family. Then sudden heroics of catching a running auto and then all of a sudden everything is hunky dory again." Ravi smirked. "Yeah but how did you ?" Ravi was indeed a genius. "Simple Apar, though I seem all superficial and sarcastic I do given attention to people who are close to me. I care about people in my own way. I saw the way your eyes seems to brighten up everytime Krish came in to the room. I noticed how excited Krish became when he knew that Apar would be joining us for snack in canteen. I also did observe how Jagan was very uncomfortable everytime you two guys where busy talking or having laugh lost in your own world." "So you are not freaked out by this ?" altast Jagan opened his mouth. "Ah now he speaks. So how you got to know ? May we have the pleasure of hearing it in your own words ?" Ravi probed Jagan. Jagan was looking at me. I didn't know what point it would serve holding Jagan back. I just sighed back at Jagan. "I ran in to them that night when we all went for the movie." Jagan was polished. "Andddddddd" Ravi had a glee in his face seeing Jagan squirm "He ran in to us when we were kissing" Krish blurted out. I was stunned to hear Krish speak. I turned around to see Krish recovered from the initial shock. "Just that ? And you were squirming for just that ? I have no trouble with you guys kissing, by the way may I get to see one now ?" Ravi smirked "This is really weird Ravi. I have known Apar for so long and now I revisit every events and reevaluating them" was Jagan reply. "Don't worry, he is not going to rape you when you are asleep" Ravi smiled at Jagan. "Would you shut up Ravi. Jagan is that your reason for feeling weird" I asked Jagan. "No Apar, no..... I just feel weird that is it" Jagan looked at me. "I'm fine with this. To tell you the truth you should thank my cousin for this." Ravi looked at Krish "I had told you about a cousin of mine living in Bay Area right, well he is gay and when he told this to his parents they basically disowned him. Thank god he had a job, so he was able to manage. He called me the night his parents threw him out of the house and told me about he bringing his boyfriend to my uncle's house to talk to them. " Ravi fell silent. "Oh I didn't know about this" Krish said as Jagan and myself looked at the curious expression in Ravi's face. "We used to play together as kids and he was like a big brother to me. I was shocked at first, but then he is the same person he had been before too. Just that I didn't know one part of his life for pretty long. He shared with me the pains he had to endure in college faking a straight life and people generally considering him a weirdo. And over that the family excommunicating him as pervert is the worst part. As of now I'm his only link to the family." Ravi's tone was much lower now. Ravi then looked up and said "It doesn't matter which hole you put your stiffy in as long as the both are enjoying it" Ravi told as matter of fact. "What ?" that was Krish and me. "Ok that was a bit in to the uncharted territory I guess" smiled Ravi raising his hands to calm us and continued "What I meant is that as long as you have love and lust for each other it is fine". "I never thought you would be so understanding Ravi." Krish added. "Oh you thought I'm a heartless jerk then ?" Ravi asked Krish. "No, just that you were a bit insensitive" I spoke. "Nope I'm not sensitive, see where being sensitive landed you in" Ravi said looking at me. "Sensitiveness and this has nothing to do with each other" Krish retorted. "Ok ok I was just kidding. Man looks like I need label most of my comments with 'Just kidding' " Ravi sighed. Jagan seemed still troubled. I told him, "Jagan, give this some time. If you still felt weird I can move to a different room. But wish we will be friends" I walked to Jagan and sat next to him. "Hey Apar, you are still my friend else we wouldn't be having this discussion. But it will take some time for me" Jagan replied. "Idiot Jagan, you ruined Apar's plan of making Krish his room mate " Ravi winked at me. "He can have Krish next year, but he had to suffer my presence in the room till this year ends" smiled Jagan. "Thanks Jagan" I walked up and hugged Jagan as I was relieved at him slowly accepting me for who I am. "So one advice guys. Try to play it down when you are back in college would you. As you know we have the morning to ourselves. We can just hangout here or we can leave you two love birds alone" Ravi made a motion to get up. "Just shut up and stay put here" Krish brimmed with joy. "We will if you promise to atleast French kiss Apar now" Ravi folded his arm and looked at us. "Are you serious ?" Krish looked at Ravi. I got up from my place, turned Krish's face towards mine and gave him a French kiss. Ravi howled "Wow I didn't expect that" Krish's face was beetroot red. I give Krish a quick hug and sat next to him leaning by back on his chest. "I really feel much relieved guys. Things are back to normal and there is no more sneaking or hiding" I gave a relieved smile. Krish put his arm around my shoulders and held me close. "So what is with Vidhya yesterday ? We saw you were lost in serious conversation with her" Krish looked at Ravi. "Well if you are trying to accuse me of hiding my love, then you are wrong Mister. You had already seen my list and she is among the top 3. I'm still getting to know her and so is she. So we need to wait and see" Ravi was suddenly a gentleman not resorting some sarcastic comments. "So is she going to be your Valentine ?" I asked Ravi. "May be... wait and watch. Leaving my story alone have you guys gone beyond French kissing ?" Ravi's eye had a twinkle in it now. "Do you really want to know ? Jagan seem a bit squirmish now " Krish replied. "Fuck Jagan, I want details. Oops in your guys' case you could literally fuck him" Ravi roared with laughter as he was hit by Jagan with a rolled up paper. "Ok then I'm taking off" Jagan got up with a serious face. "Hey hey, slow down man. Let us talk about what Sumitra and you plan to do tonight at camp fire ?" Ravi turned his attention to Jagan. "See you guys. I'm off" Jagan walked to the door. "Ok ok I swear I would be decent for the next 1 hr. So let us go out and give girls some company" Ravi too got up. "And you two are not to be left smooching around. You are in Munnar so bloody well venture out and see places" Ravi turned to us as he left the room leaving the door wide open. "Want to go out ?" I asked Krish as he gently kissed my temple. "I haven't had time to read your poetry. How about you read it out to me ?" Krish replied. I picked up the poetry left on the bed (by Ravi) and sat cross legged on Krish's bed. Krish immediately laid down on my lap his eyes looking up in to mine. In the poem I was expressing how enamored I was with Krish's physical, intellectual and behavioral attributes. I exclaim in the poem that Full Moon is jealous of Krish because his face rivals its beauty but has none of the blemishes (dark spots) of the moon. The breeze which happens to be a playful girl tries to mess his hair and fails everytime as she and others (particularly me) get transfixed by the elegance with which he combs his hair with his palm to fix it . Krish's eyes twinkle in such a way that stars from the heaven descend down and beg him to lend them some of his twinkle from his eyes. When I read the line where I say that I feel an urge to protect his wet rosy lips from honey bees which mistake them for nectar filled flowers Krish smiled and insisted "Now protect my lips from bees" and we shared a passionate long kiss as I enclosed his lips with mine. With more and more emotional and intellectual attributes I elaborated in my poem Krish seem to become moved. As I neared the end of the poem, I saw a trickle of tear in his eyes he extended his arm and pulled me in to him. "Hey what happened ?" I asked Krish and I felt him sob a bit. "Do you really love me so much ? It was an incredible recitation and I could sense your love and emotion poured in to it. Never knew someone could love and care for me like this other than my parents" he held me tight I soothingly patted him on his back and literally kissed away the tears that were rolling down his cheeks. I held him close and laid down on the bed with Krish still holding me, we entwined our legs and slowly drifted off to snooze. When I opened my eyes I saw Krish up and awake but just holding me and looking at me with a smile. "Hey when did you get up ?" I asked him. "10 minutes ago" he was still looking at me with warmth and love. "What are you gazing at ?" I got up. "You look angelic when you are so deep in your sleep" he smiled "So when I'm awake I'm devilish ?" I joked. "Well even if you are devilish, which I'm not saying you are, you would be still my lovable devil" he hugged me. I smiled and said "Hey it is time up for our afternoon trip. Let us finish lunch" We had our lunch with rest of the students from our batch and boarded the bus for trip to Echo point, Aanai Irangal and a tea estate. As we walked in the tea estate Krish protested "No more pictures of me, in that case I'm not coming with you" "Well, just like me, my camera had fallen in love with you too. So I'll try not to take your photos, but if my camera sneaks a few peeks at you don't blame me" I told with a serious tone. Krish gave a smile and we were off locking the room after us. We generally roamed around the picturesque tea plantation with workers busily plucking fresh tea leaves. Krish was dressed in light blue Polo shirt with black Jeans while I had Khakis on with whole lot of pockets, big and small toaccommodate all my camera accessories for easy access. I took pictures of the undulating green carpet of the tea plantation ( http://wikitravel.org/en/Munnar) , the occasional birds that were not afraid of my camera, snails crawling in the wet undergrowth and few leeches that were sucking blood off my feet ("Yucks" was Krish's expression). Ofcourse my camera had its own mind and did manage to sneak in few (well quite a few) shots of Krish. At Echo point (http://wikitravel.org/en/Image:Munnar_Echo_Point.jpg) people were screaming either their own names or their loved one or some obscenities. Just to ensure people don't get ideas Krish screamed my name loud at the same time as I screamed his. The echo was fun and people wouldn't be able to hear who said whose name. Ofcourse nothing now escaped Ravi's ears, he looked at us and gave an all knowing smile. At Aanai Irangal (which means a place where elephants get down from the hills to drink water) there was a swinging bridge made of rickety wood and coconut fiber based rope over the reservoir of water, linking its shores . We marched in harmony in that to make it swing madly and Krish was either afraid or just wanted to hug me in public. Krish just held me tight as if holding on to dear life. Ravi who was holding Vidhya's hand a bit behind us screamed "Hey Krish don't squeeze the life off Apar and believe me Aparwouldn't let you die as long he as has life in him" Krish let go off me but I inturn held his arms tight, just to reassure him or to tell him that what Ravi screamed was true. Ofcourse there were cat calls from guys and giggles from girls but that seemed not to matter to me. By the time were done with our excursion, the sun had set and it was time for supper. After the supper all students settled down around the bonfire made for us. Students grouped together, in some cases "couples" sat together but most were segregated on gender basis with girls forming a gang and boys another gang. I sat next to Krish closer the boys gang so that we don't seem out of place. There were some fun games, singing game called "Anthakshari" (The idea of the game is to start singing the first two lines of a Hindi film song, but it could also be any regional language film songs. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antakshari) and some dumb charades. It was late and the embers of the bonfire began to slowly die in the calm chill night. The students bade good night and were off to their respective rooms. Ravi said his good byes to Vidhya and came over to Krish & myself with a smile in his face. "So, today is the last night we are going to be in Munnar and it also happens to be the Valentine's night. Are you guys planning to move beyond French kiss. Man I envy you guys, you express your love intellectually, emotionally and physically. I was just able to get Vidhya's attention on intellectual level. Now need to work on other planes" Ravi said as he squeezed in between Krish and me and put his hands around our shoulders. "You want to join us for a threesome then ?" I asked Ravi. "You wish. I wanted to make you guys a bit embarrassed, looks like I'm on the receiving side" Ravi suddenly paused and said "Oops I would never be on your receiving side" and let out a huge laughter. "What do you mean ?" Krish looked at Ravi confused. "Well I hope Apar knows what I'm talking about. Have fun and be safe" he winked at us with pat on both our back and walked back to his room. "What did he mean ?" Krish looked at me. "Forget Ravi and his crazy comments." I smiled as we walked to our room. Once inside the room we locked the door and crashed on my bed my head resting in Krish's shoulder. "You know I'm so lucky to have you in my life." Krish said to me ruffling my hair unconsciously and looking up at the ceiling. "I feel the same here Krish" I kissed him on his cheek "By the way, you didn't eat the chocolates I bought you, after today's morning incident with Ravi" I got up from my bed and fetched the chocolate box. "How about you picking the chocolate and feeding me ? " Krish was giving the puppy dog look. I thought of better idea I picked a chocolate held it in between by lips and brought it close to Krish's lips. It was a heady kiss with chocolate freely moving between my mouth and his as our tongues and lips waltzed around in each others mouth. That was all we needed to undress ourselves quickly to our birthday suits. Now that I had started the play with chocolate, Krish was taking it a bit further. He placed two chocolates each on my nipples and started to slowly lick them at times gently biting my pecs. He dragged the mushy chocolate mixed with his saliva to my navel and he kissed and sucked which pumped blood to the right areas which sought his attention immediately. He held it firmly and started to jack it off. As soon as it started oozing precum he stopped to spread it around the head and make it nice and wet. He then just kissed the base of the stiffy. I was in such a hurry to show him my gratitude that I tackled him on his back and kissed him deeply. Then I slowly kissed my way down his chin, neck, pecs, navel and then ignoring the raised pole went to kiss and smell his inside thighs. I could hear Krish moan and he was squeezing my head in between his thighs. I remembered from my old reading of human anatomy books that the big toe is closest to the sensory section of genitals in humans as per the concept of "Sensory Homunculus"( http://www.karger.com/gazette/67/Field/art_4.htm, http://www.harmonicresolution.com/Sensory%20Homunculus.htm), to try out my theory, I slowly moved down his legs kissing the inside of his knees, calf and atlast read the toe. With a bit of hesitation I started to kiss and suck on his toes to which I got "Oh god, Apar that feels amazing". I redoubled my effort with his encouragement and reached one of my major stops, which was gorged with blood and tented up seeking attention. It was hot and smelled too erotic for me to resist. I went ahead and showered it with kisses as Krish wrapped his legs around me pushing me in to him. I stopped and just got up, Krish immediately moved to return the favour by kissing my nether region "I'm not done with you yet" I smiled and picked up a chocolate which had started melting because of our body heat. I rubbed it on Krish stiffy and plunged on it with my mouth. It was first for me and sure it was the same for Krish too. Krish immediately arched up and started to moan messing up my hair. I quickened my pace as I sense Krish tensing up. As he started spurting I took it off my mouth and quickly jerked it off. "Wow that was.... just..." Krish was breathing very heavily pulled me up and hugged me tight "I dunno if I could get to that level yet Apar" he said as he kissed my lips. "Hey I was the one thrilled to make you happy." I told him as I kissed him again. I laid on top of him and slowly started humping in between his thighs where were wet from the goo. In minutes with Krish kissing me and squeezing me with his arms and legs I came. We laid like that for what seems eternity inhaling the mix of chocolate, our own sweat and jizz. "We need to get cleaned up if we plan to keep our sheets from soaking our essence in" Krish suggested. "I'm game for it, let us get a quicky shower" I got up and pulled him along as we stood under the shower together as we cleaned each other with great love and care. Once we dried ourselves up both of us slept naked under the sheets squeezed in a single cot. I felt like we had reached a milestone in our wonderful relationship but we don't know the destination yet. We were just exploring each other in all planes and there are still mysteries to uncover. I was also wondering when Jagan would fully accept us as lovers or would we see more of Ravi's sensitive and magnanimous side.