Date: Thu, 31 Aug 2006 17:35:23 +0000 From: Steve Thomas Subject: Bens Fantasy, Ch. 4 This is a work of pure fiction, but based on the author's feelings, beliefs, and in some cases, experience. Come to think of it -- it might not be very pure either! There may be graphic sexual encounters at times between men, so if this offends you, you are invited to retreat. If you are too young or it is otherwise illegal for you to be reading this kind if story, shame on you for reading it - - please stop here. If not, - - ENJOY! Cast of characters: Ben Hastings -- That's me! Bill "Bubba" Hastings -- My Dad Veronica Hastings -- My Mom. Reyna -- My Best Friend Ranj -- My New friend From Chapter 3: We studied half the night. Hey! Valences are not easy. Guess what we did the rest of the night! Don't get too wild -- we didn't do much more than we had done before. But -- we found several new ways of doing it! And kissing, cuddling and fondling never got old to either of us! Note: Okay, you have written and told me that you don't WANT to have to guess what Ben and Ranj did, so ... by popular demand ... here goes: (Hey, I was horny anyway!) After studying until 3:30 AM, we collapsed in bed together. Needless to say, my sleep pants never made it out of my bag. When our lean bodies connected, we both were re-energized! My whole skin surface was sensitized like the inside of a foreskin. Every hair in my body stood erect. My smooth, neatly cut dick stood up like steel, straight and stiff, but hot to the touch. And touch it he did. I was as intensely sensitive as Ranj was the night before and when I touched him. When he touched me, I felt like it nearly spit out half my load. He immediately engulfed it in his mouth and as soon as his tongue made one lap around my head, I gave him the remainder of my spunk, hot and thick. There was much more in there than I thought possible, as he milked it dry. I felt wave upon wave of ecstatic euphoria wash over me. When I was finished, he was so horned up that he immediately wanted me to suck his. I didn't think I was quite up to it until his creamy precum made contact with my lips. Another surge of energy hit me and my whole body sprang back to life -- including -- every thing! I licked the tip of his dick and was rewarded with another huge load of precum. I sucked it from the opening as it came out, then again took all of him down my throat. Knowing that he hurt me that first time, he did restrain himself, and let me do the bobbing, but his hips were involuntarily thrusting anyway. He groaned, moaned, and momentarily he seemed to choke, but then started to take huge gulps of air and then he started to yell in his excitement. He came and came and I swallowed and swallowed, as fast as I could. When he started to get soft, I indeed swallowed it all, and forced myself to keep my swallowing mechanism working, to keep up the stimulation to his head as long as possible. Finally I had to breathe. I pulled off his softee and as it slid out of my mouth, he let go a large shuddering, gasping breath. I came back up to his face, and tears were coursing down his face. I kissed the salty tears and then kissed him deeply. He hugged me almost desperately, and we fell into almost a kind of trance, holding each other, as our breathing slowed down and our wildly beating hearts -- for mine was also beating to match his -- our hearts slowed down. I was on top of him, when I fell asleep the first time, my head buried, drooling on his neck. When I woke up -- maybe an our maybe two -- later -- I was still on top and he was kissing my cheek and rubbing my back. "Tell me you don't love me now!" Ranj said to me. I told him what he wanted to know with the kiss I gave him. That started us going again. We played for another hour or so, kissing, cuddling, jacking each other to orgasm several times. The next time he sucked me, it took a long time to get me off -- but it was so good to feel him doing it. He never tired of it. When he finished, I fell almost immediately asleep. Chapter 4: When I next awoke, there was sun streaming in the window, and I looked up into the face of -- one of Ranj's jock friends, Bull! "Ranj! Wake up, dude!" He said, shaking Ranj. I momentarily panicked and by Ranj's look as he awoke, so did he. But we both recovered quickly as we noticed that we were on separate sides of the bed and both buried deep under the covers. "Sleepover huh?" Said Bull. "Sweet! After yesterday, I thought you'd be worried about getting in the same bed with this - - this -- guy!" He sneered. Rubbing sleep from his eyes, Ranj covered, "He's really helping me with my chemistry. And -- DUDE -- give him a break. He's okay! Ben, this is Bull, our team captain." Bull looked askance at me, as if he wasn't as sure as Ranj that I was THAT okay. "Dude! Sorry to barge in like this, but Coach has called a special practice -- today at 2:00. I tried to call you but you didn't pick up. Good thing you gave me a key to your place! Man, you must have studied late! And - GOD! Be sure to brush your teeth. Your breath smells like shit! What the fuck did you eat last night?" I thought Ranj was going to choke when Bull said that. But he didn't. "Pizza -- with ranch dressing. You ought to try it!" Ranj grinned widely, but Bull didn't know the real reason! "Don't be late, Dude! That's 1 ½ hours! Coach likes you, but we all get fucked up if anyone's late, you know!" "Yeah yeah! I'll be there early -- as usual!" "Now I gotta go tell Timmy! No key for him, and he sleeps like the dead! I'll have to pound on his window, unless his `rents're home. See yah!" As soon as he left, Ranj said, "SHIT! I thought I was gonna piss myself! And I could have! I have to pee so bad it hurts! Dude! You were superb! I think he bought it!" "Huh? Oh! You meant just now? I didn't say anything! I thought you meant last night!" "Superb couldn't describe last night. You were incredible last night! Be right back -- or I'll piss all over the bed!" He said as he threw the covers off, exposing a huge pee woody. He jumped up, holding it and ran to toward the bathroom. "WAIT!" I hollered! "I can't!" "Not even for a shower and kiss?" "<> Oh! Oh yeah -- that'd be -- oh crap this hurts! I gotta go!" He ran to the toilet and tried to push his wood down. "Damn!" he said as it started to shoot out and almost made the toilet. I looked quickly and the floor was vinyl. I grabbed him and turned him around, giggling as his pee first wet the commode and some even went into the sink, then it swept around the bathroom hitting floor and walls until he was in front of me, and his piss hit me directly in the mouth. I laughed and pulled him in and I dripped piss on to the floor, as we stopped giggling and I kissed him deep as he finished out his piss. When he was finished, he said, "Wow! I guess you can do yours in there!" as he grabbed my stiffy and pulled me to the shower. As we waited for the water to get hot, we stood at the far side of the shower, as he kissed me and I peed. He adjusted the water temperature and then said to me, very seriously, "Fuck me, Ben." I was immediately scared. "I don't have a condom." "You've -- never fucked before -- have you?" "No." "Then you're clean!" I remembered what Reyna had reminded me about other diseases, and told him. He looked deeply into my eyes. "Ben -- I love you -- and I'll take that risk. But I know you're clean! And -- I want to feel you -- inside me!" He stood spread-eagle with his hands against the wall, backed up to me, with his butt thrust upward as much as he could. I tried to push in. "I can't -- you're too tight." I said. "Put some soap on it." He said. I started to then said, "Don't you think that the soap will irritate you -- inside?" "Hmm -- maybe -- oh! Use Hair conditioner. I've -- heh -- used that with my finger before." I smeared hair conditioner all over my steely rod and again tried to push it in. "Relax, Ranj! It's too tight!" He relaxed and I pushed hard. The head popped in. "OW!" he said "Ow ow ow!" No! No more! That hurts!" I withdrew my dick and pulled him close and kissed the back of his neck. "I'm sorry, Ben, I was sure I could do it!" "It's okay." I said. And I began thrusting between his legs. In very short time, I was groaning and cumming, holding his chest with all my might. "Okay, your turn!" I said. "Oh! Okay. Turn around." He started to soap up between my legs and I said, "No! Use the hair stuff. Try my hole!" "Ben! I'm too big. If you were hurting me -- well -- I don't want to hurt you -- again." "Just do it!" I said -- "Try it!" I assumed the position and I was determined that it was going to work. I pushed my butt toward him and pushed out from my butt hole, thinking that would help open it. He started to put it up to me and then said, "Ew! SHIT! I can't put it in there! "Fuck! Ew! Sorry Babe! Cannot do it!" I felt shit run down my leg. "Omigosh!" I said. "I guess we're gonna have to figure this out!" "Duh YEAH!" Now I want it more than anything! Stay there." He washed me off with the shower and then, as I has done earlier, he fucked between my legs. It felt good as his soft head and hard shaft kept pushing past my nuts. Then he came all over them and slid past them over and over and he moaned his pleasure. We showered and kissed and kissed and stood under the shower until it started to get cool. "We gotta find out how to do that, Ben! We GOTTA!" He said, as we dried off. We went out to the Golden Arches for lunch. "After our golden showers -- it only seems right!" Laughed Ranj. I laughed and he turned serious. "Ben -- I really have to tell you something. I know what you were concerned about yesterday -- the love thing -- because now -- I really do feel -- different. Ben, I really think I'm falling in love with you. I don't care if you are in love with me yet -- I'll take that chance. But I wanted you to know -- now that we're not half naked -- now that we are not in the throes of a recent orgasm -- I love you, Ben Hastings. You don't have to answer back even. Matter of fact, I would rather you don't right now -- it might take something away from what I said -- to have you say -- `I love you too.' Because -- I don't love you `too'. I just love you and I am in love with you!" I closed my eyes and slowly opened them, smiling. I wanted so much to say it. But after his plea, I just couldn't. I looked deeply into his eyes, and smiled even wider. I nodded and said, "I'll tell you later how I feel, then. But I'll tell you -- it's nothing but -- good!" He smiled back, and we couldn't kiss in McDonalds, so he said quietly, "I'm all yours, Ben! I love you." I just clasped my hands to my chest and sighed, while nodding again. "Have a good practice, Ranj! Be careful!" I said, and I ran to my car, making an obvious jump for joy, high in the air. I looked back and he was grinning. "I'm still worried -- after what I saw yesterday morning." Said Reyna. "Rey-rey -- he loves me!" I insisted. "And I sure as hell love him!" "Yeah, after one week! Well, then why didn't you tell him?" "He didn't want me too!" "Men are so dense!" She said. "What?" I said. "When someone says something like that, they ALWAYS mean the opposite from what they claim! He wanted you to tell him!" "I think you're getting us mixed up with some girls you know! Believe me, he knows! I didn't have to tell him in so many words. He knows!" "I'll just have to take your word for it, Ben-ben." Reyna and I spent Saturday evening together. I was wondering -- hoping -- that Ranj would call and ask me to come over again. He didn't. After I got home, I argued with myself. I'm waiting for a call from him. What if he's waiting for a call from me? What should I do. I called his cell phone. "Hey." He said. He didn't sound all that excited. "Hi. Can you talk?" "I'd rather not." Oh no! Now what? "Are you alone?" I asked. "I looked for you at the game." He said. "Game?" "Why do you suppose we had an extra practice this afternoon? " "Why?" I said, truly clueless. "We had a game tonight! Games are always Saturday night!" His voice broke. "Ranj! What -- I didn't -- I mean -- did you want me there?" "Course I did! Everything I did tonight, I did for you! But -- well, you weren't there." "Oh, Ranj! I didn't know! I'm sorry -- really I am!" "How could I fall for such a dweeb!" He said. I heard some bit of forgiveness amid his disgust. "Can I come over?" "It's late." "So?" "I have to warn you -- I'm moody. And tonight, it's not a good mood." "Because I wasn't there?" That - - and we didn't win. And it was my fuckups that caused it." "Oh no! I'll be right over." I quietly left the house. "Ben?" Said my mom as I went out the door. "Oh!" I said, somewhat startled. "Be careful, Ben. Your father doesn't -- know -- yet." "Okay. Bye!" I said and I quickly closed the door. I put the code in and the gate opened. I drove slowly up the deserted drive to his condo. I knocked, and he answered. He stepped out of the way, so I could enter. When I was half in, he turned and went to the kitchen, leaving me to close the door. I locked it. I saw a chain and secured it too. No more surprise visitors! When I got to the kitchen, he was sitting at the far end of the table. He looked pissed. "Are you pissed at me?" I asked. "I've been giving that a lot of thought. And - - I guess - - not. I said too much this afternoon -- maybe." "A -- um -- about?" "All that love stuff -- you know!" "Oh." I said. "What?!!" he said. "Ranj, I didn't want to spoil your moment. I was almost ready to explode, I wanted so much to tell you how much I love you!" "And -- how much would that be?" "You think I can explain it? I can't. All I know is I want no one but you -- NO ONE -- ever! I am afraid that because we are so young, no one will respect our -- well, at least my -- love. But who cares? As long as we -- er -- um -- I feel it!" "Why do you keep saying that?" "What?" "The `we -- er, I mean I' shit!" he seemed really annoyed. "Ranj, you just told me you weren't sure any longer." "No I didn't!" he half yelled, half whined. I wanted to cry. This wasn't how it was supposed to go! "You just told me that you said too much this afternoon." I cried. "I only meant that -- well -- I'm so fucked up! I know I told you not to answer me, but -- SHIT! I wanted you to say it anyway -- like maybe you just couldn't hold it in!" "That's what Reyna told me!" I said, dropping my head. "Ben I meant every word I said. I do love -- what? Who? WHO'S Reyna!" "My best friend." "You discuss us with someone else? Who is this, some fag hag from the internet?" "NOooo!" I said. I had a sinking feeling. "No?!! What the fuck! Who is Reyna?" "She lives next door. She - " "Is she that fat slug you hang out with?!! You tell her stuff about us? Does she know you are talking about me?" I was getting pissed now, about his remark about Reyna. I said -- through my teeth - "Ranj, she won't tell anyone. Any more than I will tell about any of her -- stuff." "Thanks, FRIEND! Thanks a fuck-king lot!" "Ranj -- please! It's not like that, we - " "Fuck!" He shouted. "Fuck you! Fuck her! Just Fuck off! And fucking - - go home!" Tears were in his eyes. "You're no fucking friend of mine. GET OUTA HERE!" He lunged toward me, but went past me. He opened the door, ripping the chain from the door. "Awww - Fuck!" He screamed. "Please go!" I was afraid on so many levels. I was afraid I lost him. I was afraid I'd never see him again. I was afraid to walk by him. But -- he didn't look enraged any more -- mostly hurt. We were both in tears. Against all odds, I stopped right in front of him. I opened my mouth but nothing came out. I shook my head. Ranj started to step closer. I flinched. "Omigod, Ben! Are you afraid of me?" He fell against the door he had opened. I heard the doorstop collapse and the door handle crunching into the wall behind it. I started to walk out. "NO! Don't go!" He cried, plaintively. "Shut up!" came a shout from somewhere outside. Ranj grabbed me and pulled me inside and slammed the door -- hard. Then he let me go and we stood there for a very long moment -- staring at each other. "I don't know what to say -- Ranj -- I just -- I - " I broke down again. "It's okay -- Ben -- I mean -- it's NOT okay at all -- but it's -- it's -- okay -- I guess. This isn't fair! It's not fair to you. It's not fair to me. I'm sorry I'm such a wimp! But -- if you can accept my effing, wimpy self -- who can't tell anyone about the boy I love - - then -- I guess I can accept that you HAVE told someone. But -- Please -- PLEASE -- don't tell her any more. I mean -- did you tell her details? No! Never mind! That's none of my business. I don't even want to know." "Yes, you do -- and no -- I didn't tell her details! I'm sorry I told her anything, now." Ranj reached for my hand. He brought it up to his mouth. He kissed my palm and then sucked on two of my fingers. He pulled me to him, leaning back against the door and we stood there, suspended in a moment of time, feeling each other as if for the first time again. Then, without saying anything, he picked me up, and cradling me, walked in to his bedroom. He closed and locked the door -- there was no key! "Ben -- is it even possible to love -- each other -- in less than a week? I dunno the answer to that, but -- it sure feels like it to me!" "I know." I croaked. I hugged his neck as he lay down on top of me. "All I could think of today was you. In practice, when Bull jammed his hand up Whitey's ass -- Whitey is our center -- I about crapped my pants! Well, maybe crap wasn't quite what I felt! Practice went fine. I don't know why I expected you to be there at the game tonight, but -- I missed two perfect passes, because I was looking up in the stands for you!" "Omigosh, Ranj! I'm so - " "No -- it's my fault! I should have asked you to come! Ben, sometimes we get the idea -- that because during the season, everything is about football for us on the team -- that everyone feels that way. I should have known better. I saw how you were trying hard to follow that game on TV the other night with me and your dad. The main thing is -- I wanted to just walk out of the game and come to your house and strangle you - " "Ranj - - I - " "No -- let me finish! By the time I got home, I realized -- well, when you called -- really after you called and were on your way here -- I realized -- you're just not in to football -- at all. And - - that's okay! I don't love you for football!" "Well -- I'm still sorry I wasn't there." "Me too. Man, Coach was pissed. I bet I'll get a few laps over that game!" "Maybe - - maybe I can at least partially make it up to you -- tonight." I said, playfully. "Maybe you can!" he said as he hefted me from under him and flipped us both so I was on the top. "I heard that this would make it easier." "Huh?" I said. He opened his bedside table and pulled out a tube of KY jelly and smeared it all over my dick. Then he pushed my arms out of the way, as his legs came up and around them and on top of my shoulders. "This is supposed to open me up much better. Try to put it in, Ben." "What about the -- shit?" I said "Before you got here, I cleaned out -- I hope." "Okay." I said. I pushed at the opening. Tight as a drum! "Relax, Ranj -- try to relax." I said. He took a deep breath and let it out. "Okay, try it again." He said. "Here goes." I said as I pushed at the opening again and -- `Pop!' In went the head. His eyes got as big as saucers. He opened his mouth and seemed to be trying hard to concentrate. "More, Babe -- a little more." He pleaded. I pushed in slightly, watching his eyes. I saw fear and desire and maybe a little pain in them. "You okay?" I asked. "Are you all the way in?" He asked. "Naw -- just barely past the head." "FUCK!" He said, exasperated. "Shove it all the way -- quick!" "You sure?" I said, concerned. "DO IT, DAMMIT!" He yelled. I closed my eyes and pushed hard. It hurt me! "Ohhh! CRAP! FUCK! Take it out -- TAKE IT OUT!!!" He screamed, as he nearly strangled my dick in the jaws of his anus. I withdrew it and he lay there, panting hard. "Oh my GOD that hurt! WHAT'RE we doing wrong??" "I dunno, Babe, I dunno." I said, as I came down gently on top of him. I started to kiss him. "No -- not yet. I just need to lay here a minute." I started to get off him. "NO! I need you -- here." I lay there for at least 3 minutes. "I'm sorry I'm such a wimp." He said, finally. "We MUST be doing it wrong. You're not -- sorry -- not that big!" "Yeah, I needed that reminder!" I laughed. "Can I at least kiss you now?" He kissed me and I started to involuntarily thrust. He put his hand down on my still wet and slippery dick and when he did that, my humping sent it into his hand. He closed it tighter. I humped it faster and harder, as we kissed. I soon was breathing deep and hard and loud, and when I started to moan, he flexed his fist as I pumped in and out of his hand. I started to cum and it got slipperier and I went even faster, kissing and moaning and groaning and then I let a high pitched yell out, that sounded like it came form someone else -- or from an animal as I collapsed on top of him. He tried to kiss me, but I was too involved gasping for air. When I was finished, I kissed him. "Omigosh!" I said. "Nothing could be better than that!" I said. "I wanna do it! I wanna do it!" He said like a five year old! "Er -- when you're ready." "I'm ready." I said. I climbed off him and lay on the other side of the bed. It was still cold and felt good. He climbed on top of me and we started to kiss again. I reached over and grabbed the KY and squeezed a big gob into my hand, and then I told him to start fucking it. He did it immediately and started to go faster. "Wait -- Ranj -- go slower -- go really slow at first -- it might be -- better." He slowed down and went very slowly for a time, and we kissed. "MMM!! That's nice!" he said. My hand slipped and opened up, and he pushed his dick between my hand and my pubic hair. "Oh!" he said, with a pained look. I closed my hand back on it. "No -- more lube! And open your hand again." I squeezed more lube, this time getting plenty in my pubes too. He then started again, pushing it between my hand and my pubes, and immediately started to moan and he kissed me savagely as he picked up speed and intensity. He was pounding it in and out fasted than I could have imagined when he came - - and came and came! His guttural and high pitched yells were obviously telling me he liked it! When he was finished, it was his turn to collapse on me. I was still exhausted from my ordeal, but I caressed his back and neck ever so gently as he caught his breath and even drooled on my neck. Is this what love feels like? I think it is! Then out of nowhere, he sobbed. "What is it?" I whispered. "Nothing. I just -- it's just -- I can't help it. Oh -- it's not bad. It -- just -- feels good to -- um -- let go and -- cry. It's a happy -- a good feeling, Baby." "Oh -- yeah, I know -- I wanted to too, I think." I hugged his head, and he sniffed snot all over my neck. "Omigod, I love you so much!" He said. "I love you too." I croaked. Notes: Feelings can turn on a dime -- especially when you're a teen! Thank you to so many who have already written to me. Comments are always welcome, to Steve at stevethomas535@hotmail.com. Thanks and ... love, Steve