Date: Thu, 26 Dec 2002 15:17:41 -0800 From: Steve Thomas Subject: Chris-Crossed-Seth 23 I have been informed that it would be a good idea to state a few warning comments. There may be graphic sexual scenes between men in this story, so please, if this offends you, or it is illegal or you are underaged to read such, stop here and hit your "back" button. If it is okay with you, read on and enjoy. I also want to thank Nifty for the opportunity to post my stories here. I have met some very nice people and been afforded an opportunity to express myself as never before. The feedback I have received here has encouraged me on to write more. Thanks to you all. >From Chapter 22: Brian went to Buck's side of the table and held out his hand. Buck demurely looked down at Brian's hand and took it gingerly. Brian led him to the couch. I still was sitting at the table. I think I was almost as nervous as Buck was. Brian gestured for me to sit in the easy chair close to them. I obeyed. Brian then pushed Buck down on the couch. Buck looked nervously over at me. I smiled slightly. I think that eased him a little. Brian put his hand on buck's face. I was close enough to hear the scuff of his beard on Brian's hand. Brian then leaned down and looked at his brother's eyes. Buck glanced over at me. Brian forced Buck's head back to himself. Then he leaned in and kissed him sweetly and gently. I was very edgy watching this happen. When he was kissed, Buck closed his eyes. Tightly at first, then they relaxed, still closed. As that happened I saw his jaw go slack as his mouth opened. I could see Brian's tongue go into Buck's mouth. Buck responded in kind, as their mouths were opening and closing and Buck started to breathe heavily through his nose. That was when I bolted to the bathroom and started to barf into the toilet. I looked back. Still on my knees in front of the toilet. They didn't even know I was gone Chapter 23 I started to cry, softly. This was tearing me up! How could I even think this was a good idea! I wasn't thinking and I flushed the toilet. Brian was there in about two seconds. He looked at my tear stained face. "Oh, my poor baby! When did you come in here?! Oh, I am so sorry! I didn't expect that kissing my own brother would effect me like that!" "Seth!" Buck said, right behind Brian and obviously concerned. "Are you all right?" Wow! This was the first time he ever spoke directly to me! And he was so -- nice! "Well," he said, "I think I found out what I needed to know! That accounts for why kissing a girl never did much -- not THAT much -- for me!" I looked at Brian. "I think I found out what I needed to know too. I HATED it -- seeing you kissing another guy -- even if it WAS your brother!" "Obviously." He answered. "So we don't need to talk about threesomes any more?" "No way!" I said, adamantly. "Uh, guys?" Buck said. "I -- uh -- thanks for the pizza and -- uh -- everything! I think I will let you guys bring this conversation to a natural end with out me here, k?" Brian and I both laughed at that crack. "And thank you -- Buck." I said. "Thank you for being so open to -- well, being so open in front of me. I know that must have been difficult." "More than you know! But things are going to change a bit, I think! See you guys!" And he went out the door. "Wow!" Brian said, "That was powerful!" "What?" I said. "That lesson! I think we both learned a lot in the last 15 minutes. I had no idea that my love for my brother could manifest itself in that way!" "I know I learned something!" I said. We went back to the living room and cleaned up the table and kitchen. We were pretty silent, in our own thoughts. When we finished in the kitchen we sat down on the sofa and he turned on the TV. "Brian?" "Yeah, Baby?" "I was just thinking - and -- well -- uh - ?" "Morty?" "God, do you read minds?" "No, I'm not God. I'm only Brian. But I was -- just thinking -- the same thing." "I'm not even sure about it, Bri. But I was just -- still -- wondering." "Me too." He said. "I -- I don't really understand, but now it kind of intrigues me." "I KNOW!" I responded. "Do you think -- he would?" "Well, he is my best friend." Brian said. "and he is in between relationships, if that would be an issue. Actually it may work to our advantage!" "Yeah He may be horny!" I quipped. "Hey, he's a guy! We get that way! AND . . . he did used to like it -- quite a lot!" "Yeah, and it doesn't take much, does it?" I said as I climbed on top of him. I kissed him. "Uh -- your regurgitated pizza is NOT a turn-on. Go wash your mouth!" "Sorry!" I almost tripped trying to get into the bathroom. As I was gargling, I felt a pair of hands come from behind me, and gently slide around my waist. He grabbed my crotch, which, while it was ready for action while we were on the couch, was again down to it's dinky shrivel. "Anything in here?" He said as he squeezed it. It immediately responded with a hard spasm as he jump-started it to life! "Oh! THERE it is!" I spit the mouth wash all over the mirror! "Hee hee! \You're a freakin' liability, Sweetie!" He said. He quickly grabbed a towel and wiped at the mirror and where it was dripping on the counter. I quickly grabbed a handful of HIS crotch, which had NOT lost its uplifted shape. He turned off the water, squirming as I kept up the teasing. He then turned around and picked me up (damn, I love it when he does that!) and carried me to the bed. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him deeply. "That a little better?" I said. "Ohhh Yeahhhh!" He said, and he dropped me on the bed. Then he leaned down and started to unbutton my shirt. This in itself has a very erotic effect on me. He teased my bare chest while he unbuttoned. When he got to where it was tucked in to my pants, he slowly pulled it out, while kissing me again. The sensation of him kissing me while the shirt caressed my lower abdomen further excited me. The sun was just going down and the bathroom window was washed in reds and oranges. There was still enough light to see his profile, with his stubbly, five-o'clock-shadow. It was so incredibly erotic for me. He stroked my beardless face. "I love this baby soft face so damned much, Sweetie!" "Hee hee! I guess we are always intrigued by what we don't have. I have this mop on my head, and I love your thin hair. You love my mop! I can't grow a beard, and am not hairy in the least, and your beard and the hair on you chest, legs and arms drives me wild!" "Yeah, I guess. I do like your pubes, though!" "DUH!" By this time he had my pants undone and was feeling my pubes. It was driving my dick crazy, wondering when he was going to pet HIM! And when he did, I about jumped off the bed! It almost sent me over the edge. "I'm very close, Sweetie," I said, "so kind of take it easy. I'd like this to last a little while." He stopped stoking me and concentrated more on my mouth. I then started to undress him. This was new to me. He had usually been the one to undress both of us. "Lay back, Bri." I said. "K" he responded. I unbuttoned his shirt. I could tell it was hard for him to just lay there and not do anything. I played in his chest hair a bit. It was driving him crazy not responding in kind. He tried to and I shook my head and said, "Just lay there and receive!" I could see he was not used to just receiving, and it was making him crazy -- but in a good way. This was going to be fun! It was also doing its number on me to swirl my fingers around his chest hair. Hee hee! I used to ask guys (back before I knew I was gay) if they had sex organs in their fingers. I never could understand why they liked to fondle girls' breasts! Now I guess I know! I put my arms around his back and lay down on top of him and kissed him. Then got up before he could handle me much. "Nope!" I said, "Not done yet!" I then slipped his shirt off and he shivered a little. Not that it was cold -- it just was making him so nuts to just be laying there and not reciprocating. I kissed his chest and slurped his chest hair a little (that was for moi!) and sucked on his nipples, biting them ever so slightly. That made him cry out from the sexual frustration! I kissed and licked my way down to his ample treasure trail and actually unbuttoned his pants with my teeth! I hugged his lower torso with my face on his crotch, and took a deep breath of his wonderful musky smell. Then I pushed his trousers down to his knees and nosed my way into his boxers. His manhood was straining to be free of the top band, and so I liberated it! It was practically glowing red on the top. I kissed at it and then remover his boxers and pants altogether. I then spread his legs wide and took a deep sniff of his crotch, real close up. This sent him into near ecstasy. It was affecting me in a similar way, but when I nosed around and sniffed and licked the extremely tender and sensitive membrane between his scrotum and his anus, he yelled, in a high pitched moan. I sucked on each testicle, savoring the smell and feel of the soft skin and the hard nut inside. He was taking big breaths, trying to maintain his cool for awhile longer, while massaging my head and ears. I nosed up the bottom of his rigid, throbbing rod, and slurped the head, swirling my tongue all around it. I could sense he was close, and so I immediately climbed back up to his lips and kissed him deep as I humped and thrust my pelvis onto his already gyrating torso. Our peckers were both sliding against each other, and in each others' pubes, nicely lubricated by an insane amount of pre-jiz. He then started to moan, again very high pitched, and that was all it took for me. My body started to release its nectar at almost precisely the same time as he was doing the same. I started to scream, and over and over we sent our juices out to make a very slippery, wonderful ending to a very hot moment. I was surprised he was not also screaming, until I noticed his eyes were glazed over. I lay down on top of him and turned us on our sides. I watched as his eyes went from the glazed, far away look to fluttering, and eventual recognition. "How -- how long this time." He said hoarsely. I could not answer immediately because I was so choked up with emotion and worry. Finally I choked out, "What -- what was the last thing you remember?" "You were screaming and sliding around on top of me, as we came at almost the exact same time. It was all over and I saw you look at me funny, then we were laying here on our sides." He answered When the intensity and fear were released I started to cry like a baby. "I -- oh, Brian, I was so scared! (**SOB**) I don't want to do this again until we find out something from Morty." "Oh my sweet, sweet Seth! I'm all right! I'm fine!" "Easy for you to say! You are not the one to have to see the one you love spazzing out, and not knowing -- if -- if - " I couldn't finish. "Oh, Seth, I love you so much, little man! I am just so afraid that you will tire of me -- that one day, just like Robert, you will just leave." "That's not gonna happen, Brian! I want you for life!" "That's how you feel now!" he said. "It IS! How can I say how I will feel next year for sure! But I feel, NOW, like I want you and me to be together for a long, long time! I love YOU, Brian! I do! And how soon until we find out?" "Find out what?" "From Morty?" "You mean if he wants to come over and ^Å" "NO! The results of the test!" "Oh. Probably by tomorrow. Do you still want me to -- er -- invite him over?" "For what?" I asked. "Sometimes, for an 18 year old, you can be pretty dense! Do I have to spell everything out to you!" he said with an evil grin. "Oh! That! Uh, okay." "Uh, okay? That's all?" "Well, I'm worried. I don't want to -- have it happen again. "It's not -- well, I'll talk to him, anyway." He keyed the phone. "Hi Morty! So what are you doing home this time on a Friday night? You're supposed to be out showing everyone how it's done! Ohhh, realllly! Have you got the results from the test yet? Tomorrow morning? No, I was hoping maybe you could come by here for dinner, and bring them with you. And Morty? Uh, if the news is good -- are you at all interested in -- er -- celebrating like we used to? You and Seth -- Do I always have top spell everything out? Yeah! That's what I meant! Well, think about it! I know you like it when I do it! And you HAVE to be one horny dude! And we'll at least see you here for dinner right? 8:00 sharp! Great!" "He'll be here. and if the results aren't too scary -- maybe we'll celebrate -- all together!" "Does he know I will be here?" "I didn't specifically say so." "So he may still object?" "Well -- let's find out!" He hit instant redial and hands free. "Hi, Morty, it's Brian again. "Duh!" "Uh, I thought you might want to know -- uh -- Seth will be here -- tomorrow night." "I -- assumed -- why?" "So -- it's -- okay- with you? You know to celebrate -- like we used to?" "Of course, why not -- wha -- wait -- you mean - ?" "Like we used to, Morty -- like we USED to!" "OOOOHhhh! That way! I thought you meant for me to bring the booze!" "You know I don't drink!" "And -- you say -- Seth will be there?" "Is that a problem? It's the least you can do -- seeing as how you outed me to the other doctors like you did!" "They KNEW!" "I know they did, but it was still a shock to me!" Brian said. "Well, I guess it's not as if Seth and I haven't been at least somewhat intimate, now, is it?" "So you'll still come?" "I'm just surprised Seth will go for it." Morty said. "It was MY idea," I volunteered. "Oh! Really?" Morty said. "Call me curious -- or call me kinky -- I'm not even sure myself!" I responded. "See you tomorrow!" He said and he hung up. "Was it my imagination," Brian said, "or did you also notice his interest pick up when you told him it was your idea?" "I -- don't know what you're talking about!" I said -- and I giggled! <<*Ring*!>> "Hello?" Brian answered. "Oh, hi again? Uh -- well, too late! Yeah, we did it minutes ago. Yeah, it happened. Sorry. It was just -- the moment! Okay, no more before tomorrow night. Bye!" "What'd he say?" I asked. "He said he hated to lose a patient before he gives his diagnosis!" "I think he just wants us both to be in the horniest form possible!" I said. "Well, I can only speak for me -- but spending the day with you will accomplish that for me." Brian said. "and if you've got the hots for him like I am worried you do, You will be in great shape as soon as he steps in the room!" "I protest! Personal foul! I only have eyes for you!" I said. "I think I hear a song coming on!" he countered! "Well, we'll see tomorrow night, won't we?" He said. Well, let's shower and get to sleep. Maybe we can wake early and go down for a run on the beach -- if it's not rainy. We didn't have sex, but we did shower together -- which is also very nice -- then we spooned all night! I dreamed of monsters and dark things all around but feeling strangely secure in the arms of my lover. I woke up when I felt Brian humping my side and moaning. I was about to wake him when he shot his load between my side and the sheet. I turned around and hugged him. I went back to sleep. I don't think he ever woke up. In the morning when I woke up, he was just laying there watching me. "Hi." I said. "Hi, baby." He responded. "I did it again in my sleep!" "Duh! I said as touched the still wet sheet. "I mean -- I spazzed out -- in my dream. "Your spaz may have been in your dream, but the climax was real enough!" I exclaimed, as I got up and headed to the bathroom. "Where you goin'?" He asked.. "Just to take care of this pee-woody -- and then wash off your spunk." "I gotta go too!" And so -- you wanna - -?" "Duh!" He sprang out of bed and we hit the shower together and subdued our morning rush. At least this was one thing we could do without the risk of a spaz attack! We then rinsed and got out and toweled off. We were going running, so we didn't bother to soap up yet. It was pretty cool by the beach, but in our running clothes, and the heat buildup from running, we were soon oblivious to the cold. We just easily loped for the first half-mile, then walked a quarter mile or so then raced to the pier, where we cooled down with some breakfast out at the end of the pier. When we got back to the condo, I said, "What shall we do today?" "How about we just hang out and conserve our energy for tonight!" he quipped. "You think very positive, don't you?" I said. "It doesn't cost any more than thinking negatively, and makes now so much more fun!" He replied. "I guess." I returned. We busied ourselves sanitizing the house, and then went to the store to get some soft drinks. Brian said that Morty knew if he wanted booze, he brought his choice. When Morty arrived with his Vodka in one hand and crushed ice in the other, Brian said, "Don't worry, Morty, I have plenty of limes." "I knew you would. Let me make myself a gimlet -- I think I am going to need it!" "You're a pretty funny guy, Morty!" Brian said. "I know that, but why do YOU think I'm funny?" "You CLEARLY want to do this, and yet you think you need to booze yourself up to make it okay. Is that so you can tell yourself that without the liquor, you could not do it?" "That's not - " "But it is, Roomie! Why don't you just try it withOUT anything to dull your senses, and see how much better it can be?" "O -- okay -- but -- I am not responsible for what may (or may not!) happen!" "I'll take responsibility for that!" Brian said confidently. "Where's the pizza?" Morty said. It's ordered. Ding-Dong! "There it is now!" Brian said. And he went to the door and opened it. "Hi, Jack!" Brian said. "Hi Dr. Michaels!" Then Brian opened the door wider, and we saw Jack. He was a very handsome, very dark tanned guy with almost black eyes and loose curly black hair -- probably in his early twenties. "Jack, this is my good friend, Morty, and this is my lover, Seth." I blushed for two reasons. I had never been introduced like that and -- Jack seemed to be undressing me with his eyes. As soon as Brian took the pizza from him he almost jumped over to Morty and shook his hand. Hi `Doctor' Morty'!" "You two have met?" Brian said. "Yes I deliver to him too." Then Jack grabbed my hand and squeezed it firmly. His hand was surprisingly warm, then I remembered he had just been carrying a warm pizza. He seemed to hold my hand a little too long as he said, "Wow! Doc! Where did you find this cutie?" I felt such a rush of blood to my face! "Nice -- I mean NICE to meet YOU, Seth!" And he looked right through me! "Well, we don't want to keep you too long, Jack. See you later, huh?" "You can count on it!" And he left, with Brian following him out the door, I assumed, to tip him. When Brian came back in we ate the pizza. Morty complained about eating pizza with a soft drink, but not too loudly. When we were finished, Morty said, "Well, Brian, old friend, I have good news and bad news." "Is this a joke?" Brian siad. "Nope! The bad news is that you will have to take these," and he took a medicine sample out of his pocket, "for the rest of your life. The good news is that you won't have to worry about the seizures ever again. Oh! And the other bad news is -- the medication tends to make you horny!" "Uh-huh!" Brian said. And he opened the box and pushed out two caplets from two of the blisters. He took them and then said, "And I suppose the empty blisters before I got into these are the ones you took before coming over here, huh?" "I didn't want anything to inhibit me too much. Don't worry, Brian, it won't dull my senses! If anything, it will heighten them." "Wow! Brian said. Okay! Let's start out in the shower, huh?" We followed him to the bedroom. For the first time ever, I saw Brian close the vertical blinds behind the full-length wall of glass behind the shower. We undressed and all went into the shower. As the water started to cascade over us, both Brian and Morty woodied up immediately! "Man, that stuff works fast, doesn't it!?" I exclaimed. "Not THAT fast." Morty replied, laughing. "Brian's doing this on his own! So what's your problem, Winky-dinky!?" "You'll get yours!" I said. "I'm counting on it!" Morty said. "This stuff definitely makes one more -- ere -- aggressive, doesn't it?" Brian said. "Why do you say that?" Morty said. "Because you're bouncing off the walls!" "Oh! I -- I guess I am." Brian soaped up a wash cloth and then gave another to me. "Start at his feet, Sweetie, and I'll come from above -- we'll meet in the middle!" I went to Morty's feet and washed them being sure to get between all the toes and then washed up to his butt. I was soaping it up when Brian said, Close your eyes, Morty, and imagine -- whatever you want." It was then Brian grabbed his rock hard pole and started to slip up and down, making sure to wash it thoroughly. I washed his firm butt very clean, and when I got to the bottom, I went in with my middle finger. Morty shrieked and then gurgled. I looked up and his eyes were still closed, and he was smiling. Brian whispered in my ear, "go up and kiss him, and I will take over where you are." I looked at Brian as if he were crazy! "Really, Seth, do it!" he urged. I slid my finger out and Brian very deftly stuck his index finger up, and I stood up and put my lips on his. Keeping his eyes closed, he kissed me back, more passionately than I was prepared for. I also responded more than I planned to! Meanwhile, Brian was stroking both back and front pretty good. Morty started to gasp and Brian stopped altogether, and pulled me back down. We both hugged his legs and butt, and kissed each other. "Hey! What about me!?" Morty said. "You'll get yours! Brian said. Brian stepped out to get a towel and handed it to Morty. Dry off and wait in bed for us!" "Yes SIR!" Then Brian and I washed off, quickly, only washing each other's backs. With the shade drawn, it was darker than I ever knew it to be when Brian turned off the lights. Brian took my hand and guided me to the bed. We felt our way to where Morty was waiting. Brian started to kiss me, and I could tell he was again stroking. My eyes were getting more used to the dark and I could make out the shadow of Brian's hand moving like a machine right next to where we were kissing. Morty started to moan a little. Brian slowed way down. "Seth," he whispered, kiss him again." I obeyed, and he kissed me back with even more enthusiasm than he had the first time. When he was having a hard time kissing me, from all the gasping and big gulps of breath, Brian stopped again and once again pulled me back down. "Guys, you're killin' me here!" Morty said. "Hey! Whose party is this, anyway. Wasn't it me we were going to try to spaz out tonight?" "Oh. Sorry! Guess I got carried away!" "You always did. And you also always lost interest when you were done! My turn!" "Okay, Buddy! Sorry!" "Don't worry you'll get yours!" Brian said. I whispered into Morty's ear, "When Brian starts to come, spank him -- hard -- and don't stop unless he stops yelling!" He looked at me with wide eyes, but nodded. I started to kiss Brian and stroke his chest and nipples. He was kissing me back pretty good by the time I got down to his belly button. I moved to suck his nipples and then moved down to tongue his belly button. It was then I felt something hard on the back of my head. It was Morty, humping my head, and he was up kissing Brian on the mouth! I wondered if he would remember to spank when the time was right. I gooed my finger up real good with the lube we had by the bed and stuck my finger in and started to stroke his prostate to the rhythm I had going on his dick. Before very long, I could hear him popping and smacking on Morty's mouth as he gasped for air and breath! Morty's pelvic thrusts against my head were driving me down further with each thrust. As I felt the first warm wave of Brian's spunk inside my mouth, Brian grabbed my head and started to thrust. Then I heard Morty slapping Brian's butt -- hard! He started to scream out in pain and ecstasy! He just kept it up for about ten wild thrusts, and he collapsed on the bed, still panting uncontrollably, and crying out loudly even after we stopped altogether. Morty watched in fascination and -- horror! "THAT! Was not like anything I have EVER experienced!" Brian said through panting hard and laughing at the same time! "And guess What -- NO seizure! WOO HOO!" "Are you ready, Morty?" Brian said. "I -- uh -- er -- I'm kinda afr -- scared, Brian." He intoned." "Morty, I promise you -- it will be the single most incredible and excellent experience you have ever had!" "Really?" Morty said incredulously. "Really! Tell him Seth! "I have only done it once, but -- yes -- it was incredible!" "And -- uh -- Morty?" "Yeah?" "You were -- uh -- really getting into kissing me!" "I had my eyes closed! I was -- uh -- imagining it was Brittany Spears!" "Uh huh. K. Ready?" "I -- I -- g-guess." Immediately Brian went to work on Morty's dick, first his hand, then his mouth. He directed me to kiss Morty again. I did, and Morty closed his eyes. As I was doing this, Brian's mouth was on Morty's dick and his hand was on mine, slowly stroking. I knew where his other hand was. I could feel Morty jump a little each time Brian hit his prostate. Then I felt a mouth on my own dick, and guessed Brian had switched for the finish, but then I felt 2 more hands on my butt, squeezing and kneading, and thrusting into me with a deft finger. I pulled loose from Morty for a moment to see -- it was Jack! Somehow he had slipped in -- I guess Brian had left the door open for him. Anyway, he was sucking me like the pro that he was, and I was quick to rise to my summit. Brian had Morty there again for the third time, but this time he pressed on, and when I heard Morty start to pant fast, I started to thrust myself into Jacks deft mouth, and also to start to slap Morty's butt. He started to scream -- about like Brian did, and then I felt one of them slapping me, which brought on an immediate, crashing, thundering orgasm for me. I started to match Morty's screams, wave for wave, when all of a sudden I noticed it was only me screaming -- and what was strange was Morty was not even panting hard! My face was still on his, and I heard Brian yelling , "BREATH, Dammit, BREATH." I thought he was yelling at me, so I started to blow into Marty's mouth. I then noticed that not only was he not breathing, but the breath I was pushing in him was coming out his nose. I plugged his nose and could feel his abdomen rise. I quickly slid off him but kept up breathing air into him. His eyes never opened. Finally, his eyes flew open and he looked at me there, with my mouth on his. Recognition crossed his face and he grabbed my head and started kissing my with more passion that I knew he had. That of course startled me, but before I could even stop, Brian's lips were next to my ear, saying, "Go with it, baby! Go with it!" So I kissed him back. It was like a movie that got stopped and then started up again. I could feel his abdomen contracting and he grabbed me and almost crushed me in his arms, squeezing my back and neck and though still kissing me, taking volumes of air in and squirting even more spunk out onto his stomach. When he was finished, he was as if asleep. His eyes were closed, and he was breathing heavy, but that gradually subsided into an even, slow pattern of breathing. He opened his eyes finally, and looked from Brian to me to Jack, then back to Brian. "That was -- unbelievable!" He said. "Scary but -- unbelievable." "What was scary?" Brian asked. I thought it was obvious. "I was having the most incredible orgasm in my life when all of a sudden," Morty explained, "it was like I slipped out of my body and was watching from above, as you, Brian, started to yell for me to breath. Then Seth started breathing for me and the next thing I knew I was -- sucked back into my body! That was the only part that was not nice. Going back. But then I opened my eyes and saw Seth there, and felt the most incredible and all-encompassing love for him! It was like my whole body and spirit loved him! Then my whole body started to tingle and I felt the spasms like an orgasm, except my whole body was feeling them!" "Wow," Brian said. "Well this is certainly not what anyone here expected!" "Funny thing is -- now I -- I don't feel the overwhelming love I felt. Except I feel like it has been diluted -- or something -- to all of you!" Jack said, "I didn't even know you were gay!" "I didn't even know it myself, Jack! I'm afraid to ever do that again. I won't ever take that stuff again! But I want some more of that -- MAN LOVE!" All the rest of us laughed. "It's pretty late. Do you guys want to -- stay here tonight?" "Naw," Morty said, "I live close enough -- like right next door! I think I'll go home." (HE lived in the complex next door.) "I think you should not be alone right now, Doc." Jack said. "I think maybe I should go home and stay with you tonight!" We all chuckled again! "I think -- I think I will say yes before -- before good sense clicks in!" said Morty, laughing. They left together, staring into each other's eyes. "What just happened, Brian?" I asked, as we both watched for the door to reopen. It did. Both guys came back in. "You could have told us we were naked!" Morty siad. "Naw! This was much more fun!" Brian barely got it out while the two of us were almost on the floor laughing. They threw on their clothing and Morty said, "Well, now good sense has clicked in - " and he waited to see each of our expressions, which were diverse. "and I STILL want you to come home with me, Jack!" Jack, shaking his head, let out a low whistle as they walked out the second time. "Where did Jack come from?" I said as soon as they were out of earshot! "I felt bad, thinking it would be me doing most of the -- work -- and I wanted a diversion for you. I saw the way you looked when he first walked in, so I went out with him and asked him to come back later." "But -- how did you know he was - " "Oh, I've -- WE've known for a long time! I was very lonely with Robert out of my life. I took a chance one night when I tipped Jack a very considerable amount more than usual. He asked if there was anything more he should do for me, and I said there might be. And here we are. Basically I was paying for sex from a very willing part time prostitute. I have never bought so much pizza in my life. He said I was the only one. Only tonight, he would take nothing form me! I think he wanted you, but then he was so intrigued by Morty -- and he knew you were mine! "Did -- do -- you believe him?" "About?" "You being the only one?" "I of course didn't at first, but I think I know him well enough now -- he's telling the truth. Tonight was as much an eye opener to him as the rest of us! I really believe that it was HE who did not want to be alone tonight! And that he had no where else to go -- except here or home." So yes I believe him." "That was really hot, Bri!" "Yeah, but - " But?" I said. "I was curious. Now I'm not. I want only you -- if you will still want me after tonight!" "I was trying to form in my mind how to tell you -- well -- the same thing. Want you? WANT YOU??" I said. "I want you, Brian, more than anything else in the world! I want you and -- only you!" "Good, because loving you like I do now, anything less would have broken my heart! I love you, Sweet Seth!" "I love YOU, Bri -- more than I realized was possible!" We walked back into the bedroom and climbed into bed together, and sweetly kissed god night, after which I turned my backside into his front and we spooned all night. Notes: Again I am emotionally drained from a very unexpected turn of events. Christmas was wonderful at the Thomas household. I hope it was at yours! Comments, as usual, are welcomed and may be addressed to Steve at s4d@hotmail.com. Please put "Seth" in the subject line. Season's Greetings, God Bless, Happy New Year, Peace on Earth, and I love you! Steve