Date: Mon, 21 May 2012 06:26:49 -0700 From: Mark James Subject: Coming Out 11-Mesmerized by Mark James Coming Out 11-Mesmerized by Mark James We were in Tyler's room. I was sitting on the bed and he was getting dressed. I usually was so good about not paying any interest to his body especially his cock. He took a shirt out of the closet and turned around. I guess I can use the fact that he was naked as an excuse for my wandering eye, but that would be a lie. I hung around with him because I wanted his cock. I dreamed about sucking his dick. I masturbated to fantasies involving him pinning me to the bed and forcing me to suck his cock and then to make me take his cum. I really had no reason to be at his house today. I knew he was getting ready to go on a date but I just hung around hoping I could see him without his clothes on. I had an erection almost all of the time. I wanted to suck almost every guy I knew, not to mention a large variety of perfect strangers so I was perpetually horny. I pretended it wasn't true, but I was always adjusting my crotch to try to hide my erection. I was surprised nobody had commented on it. The surprise was that I was a virgin. Of course I jacked off all of the time but I had never touched anybody else's cock, no matter how much I dreamed about it. I didn't know it but I was about to lose my virginity. When Tyler turned around all I could look at was his half erect cock. Fuck it was practically in my face. Tyler started to step around me but then he saw that I was staring at his cock. He stood there for a minute taking in the tableau as I admired his beautiful cut half erect cock which was getting harder with every passing moment. He brought his hand up and stroked it. I was mesmerized. I really wasn't aware of anything except his cock. I licked my lips and then my mouth seemed to open of its own accord. I guess if Tyler had said something, or the phone had rang or if any of a hundred things had happened the spell would have been broken and things would have turned out differently. In retrospect, I am glad they didn't. Tyler moved forward and I watched his cock as it moved toward my face. Here was the object of my dreams, the fulfillment of my fantasy right in front of my mouth. I didn't have to gather up the courage to ask Tyler if he would let me suck his cock. I didn't have to say anything. All I had to do was to open my mouth and let Tyler slide his cock down my throat. The fact that I was coming out of the closet or what might happen when I did didn't enter my mind. It was obviously irrelevant to my need for Tyler's cock. Tyler obviously didn't give it a lot of thought either. He immediately responded to my fascination with his cock as an invitation to have me suck it, as he continued to move forward and finally slid three quarters of his cock down my throat. "Oh Jesus, Dave, suck me man. I've been waiting for your hungry mouth for years." I just slid my lips up and down his stalk as if I had been sucking dick all my life. He let me suck on it for a while and then he grabbed my head in his hands and rapidly fucked my mouth with his cock. "Fuck Dave, that's so good man. Take my cock." He knew what he wanted and he fucked my mouth slow and fast and in between. My trance was wearing off and I finally realized where I was and what I was doing. Tyler was really excited and was on the verge of orgasm. I tried to pull back and get his cock out of my mouth, but he wouldn't let me. He was too into it to stop. He just held my head, fucked my mouth and blew his load down my throat without any warning. I gagged and spit out his come as I stood up. "What the fuck Tyler; you came in my mouth, you son of a bitch." "Well fuck Dave; I thought that was what you wanted. You just sucked my dick and seemed to be enjoying it." "You raped me you asshole. I was just sitting here and the next thing I know you stuck your cock down my throat and raped my mouth. You asshole," I yelled as I struck at him. We hit and grabbed at each other and then we were on the bed wrestling. Tyler was on top of me, holding me down to keep me from striking at him. He was sitting on my crotch and said, "Shit Dave, your cock is hard as a rock. You wanted my cock, you cocksucker, Admit it." I just kept struggling until finally he was sitting on my chest and holding my arms on the bed by the wrists. "Dave, don't be so upset. We all know you are gay. We were just waiting for you to act on it. We don't care if you're gay. We would much rather have you suck us off than jack off. I'm sorry about coming in your mouth. I was excited." "It's not that. I wasn't ready. I've never sucked a dick before. You were the first. It just sort of happened. Fuck, Tyler, look at your cock. You have more of a hard-on now than you did before." "Yeah, I do, I said, I'll have to jack off." "I'll suck it." "No. Thanks. I don't want to be accused of rape again and God forbid I get cum in your mouth again," He started to get off of my chest. I said with a bitter-sweet smile, "Tyler, may I suck your cock?" After a considered and judicious period of time I replied, "Yes, you may Dave. May I cum in your mouth?" "Yes, Tyler, please do." I opened my mouth and Tyler leaned forward and slid his cock in my mouth. As I unzipped my jeans and took out my cock, I realized that as I jacked off this time I was really being face fucked-it wasn't a fantasy anymore. Next time Bukkake.