Date: Fri, 6 Jun 2008 11:18:39 -0400
From: Chris Johns <chris-johns@hotmail.com>
Subject: Coming Out

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				Coming Out


It was the autumn of 2005, I had returned to University for the beginning
of my second year with a firm resolve. I was going to come out of the
closet.

I wasn't some limp wristed queen that had been or would be hit on by every
jock who wanted his cock sucked or a warm whole for it. I was a six-foot
rugby player. Not big enough for the task according to some but I was as
fit as it was possible to be and strong as an ox. I had the kind of body
you saw when you looked at classic Greek art. Perfectly defined abs, good
pecs on my deep chest, broad shoulders and the perfect V shape into a
narrow waist and slim hips, a great butt, well rounded and very
muscular. Heavily muscled legs that took me down the wing of a rugby pitch
like a rocket and in the summer made me a more than adequate sprinter. Good
strong arms able to lift most of my team mates above my head. An unruly
shock of light brown hair with piercing green eyes topped the assembly.

My problem had always been that my Gaydar was non existent. You could drop
me into a gay bar and I wouldn't know it. Sure I fancied guys, I knew
exactly the kind I wanted to have a relationship with. In theory I knew
everything there was to know about gay sex.  For instance I was sure I
could give terrific head. I would be able to work my gluts and hips to give
a guy incredible sensations as he fucked me in any position and I was sure
I could find every erogenous region on him within an hour of starting to
explore his body. I had heard all the stories about the inside of the ass
having no nerve ends so you couldn't feel a guys cock after it passed over
your prostate and you could never feel a guy's sperm shoot into you, and I
knew they were rubbish. I'd used a dildo and a douche to give myself an
enema and I had felt the sensations, fuck I'd gone ballistic. Oh, I also
knew I would be a bottom by choice, but I would like to fuck occasionally
if my partner wanted it, but that would be a very low priority for me. I
would be quite happy to indulge in group sex but I would suck and be fucked
on my terms none of this submissive male crap.

I wasn't going to ram it down anyone's throat that I was gay. I knew some
of my team mates would be unhappy about it but I was a good team member and
I hoped they'd just shrug and tell me as long as I didn't hit on them they
wouldn't have a problem.

The chance came to out myself when we were drinking after a game and the
subject turned to pussy. I had never scored, of course, and Sean, who
shared my dorm room with me asked me if I was going to this year.

"No I guess not bud, unless it's with a guy. Haven't you lot clicked yet
that I'm gay?"

You could literally have heard a pin drop.

"Come on Chas you're shitting us?"

"No, just think about it. We've been together for a year, during term I'm
almost your shadow if you aren't on a date and how many have I had in that
time?"

"Oh shit man, you're serious?"

"Yep, I've known since I was about twelve and never done anything about
it. Too shit scared but now I'm going to explore my sexuality if I can find
a guy to take me on the big expedition, or several guys, I don't care, I'm
going to be a complete slut if I get the chance. You don't need to freak
out though, I'm not about to start hitting on any of you guys in the
shower, nor will I be scoping you out. I've seen it all before so I don't
have to."

I laughed but no one else did. They all looked a bit shocked to tell the
truth and I thought I had blown it.

"Ok guys, I'm going. If you feel you can't play rugby with a queer just let
Sean know, and Sean, if you want me to move out you only have to ask. I'll
take a flat in town."

With that I took off.

Sean didn't come back that night so I guessed I was history. It was Sunday
so I wandered down to the college library and picked up all the local
papers to check accommodation to let. My parents would lend me the money if
I couldn't put it together. It was going to make things hard for me but I
felt freer and that was worth it. I found a couple of places, was able to
check them out but had to wait until the Monday to see the agent. I drove
back to Campus and my dorm room. I pulled my cases out of the storeroom and
spread them round gradually filling them with my gear. I could stow most of
it in my Jeep and leave on Monday with the minimum of fuss.

I felt comfortable knowing I wasn't going to have to hide anymore. I might
get a little lonely this next two years but I could live with that. I would
spend more time on my assignments and less time boozing and partying with
my rugby friends, sorry, ex friends. That was a plus, I needed a good
degree.

I loaded some of my stuff and came back to finish. When I had cleared my
bookcase of books and CDs it looked weird, just like it did the day I moved
in. Sean had been first so like now his side of the room was already
sorted. My computer was the only thing left so I started unplugging all the
leads when Sean came in.

"What the fuck are you doing?"

I looked up and said,

"What does it look like. You don't want to be seen around a queer so I'm
moving out. I'm sorry I'll have to sleep here tonight but I'll be gone
tomorrow."

I returned to dismantling my computer.

"You dumbshit, who said I didn't want to be seen around you?"

I looked a little bemused.

"Well your absence last night sure as shit indicated that was your
thinking."

"Boy, you aren't going to turn into one of those stupid little queens that
think everything is about them are you?"

Now I was really confused.

"Of course not and I'll deck any one that suggests I am."

"Thank fuck for that. If you must know, you'd be right in this instance if
you were thinking like that. We sat drinking and talking about you all
night if we weren't crashed. Chas, we like you, you're a great part of our
team, if you want to hit on any of us just about all of us will be
delighted. You can suck our dicks as often as you like and if you want a
cock in your other end there are plenty of takers, you have a really cute
butt. No one offered to blow you but I wouldn't doubt that in private a few
will. Me for one."

"What!"

"I would be happy to give you a blowjob in exchange for you taking my dick
up your ass."

Now I really was out of it.

"Are you gay as well Sean?"

"No, probably bi, I really would like to slide my cock in between those two
cute cheeks and I guess I believe in a certain amount of reciprocity, I
just don't think I could take a cock up my ass."

I sat down on my bed in a state of shock.

"You don't have to. I think I am going to be a bottom."

"Oh fuck Charlie baby you and I could be in for some hot sex this year,
that is if you are going to stay."

"You want to help me bring my cases up from the Jeep?"

I had a huge grin on my face and an hour later my side of the room was back
to normal, well may be even more normal than before. A good turn out was
just what it needed after a year.

Over the next few hours most of the team dropped in to tell me they were
cool. The gay jokes flowed fast and furious and with a few shy looks at
Sean some of them told me they would be delighted to let me practice on
their cocks any time I liked. I was laughing like a Lune. I had honestly
expected a lot of rejection, what I had not expected was a load of offers
for me to experiment. This could be so much fun. There were a few absentees
so I didn't know how they would take it.

After supper Sean and I worked away at our assignments ready for the
morrow, as always dressed in just our boxers. When we finished Sean swung
his chair to face me with his legs stretched out in front of him and I did
the same.

"Now that you are out Chas, what kind of guy are you going to be looking
for?"

"I guess a dominant guy who wanted to be the top. I'd like him to have a
penis that was quite large. I don't expect him to be as big as me but I
don't want a weenie if he is going to be pleasuring me with it. He mustn't
be a wimp or a sadist. Something in between would be nice."

I laughed.

"I don't want him bringing whips and nipple clamps to our dates."

"What about body and looks Chas?"

"Like you and me I guess. When I'm touching him I want to feel a real man
not some soft pussy boy."

"Hair and eye colour, hairy or smooth."

"I like your colouring and I like a smooth man. I don't want to be eating
hair when I kiss his body."

"I appear to fit the bill Chas, would you like to experiment on me tonight
but let me fuck you at the end?"

I laughed again. "Are you kidding me Sean?"

He looked a little embarrassed but quietly replied.

"No, I'm not kidding Chas. I would love you to make love to me and let me
open you up to take a cock. I'm about seven inches long and average kind of
thickness I think. I would be really gentle as this is your first time."

I was over the moon, Sean was such a cute guy, built similar to me but a
little bigger. I had been a little worried about my first fuck. I couldn't
imagine taking mine as a first time but I could live with seven inches not
too thick I reckoned.

It was quite weird to start with. Sean didn't want me to kiss him on the
lips but the rest of his body was fine, so I did. It was fun finding his
erogenous regions. They tallied with the places I most wanted to play so it
was great. I spent ages kissing, licking and nibbling his nipples. He was
going ballistic by the time I moved on. He was ticklish, particularly the
sides of his torso and his inny belly button. He was uncut so his glans was
incredibly sensitive. I had only licked it a few times when he blew a load,
straight into my mouth. I swallowed it, I knew I wanted to so it was no
shock, well not to me.  Sean nearly flipped when he realised what I had
done.

"It's ok Sean, I wanted to taste you. You're really sweet bud, I'm going to
want more of that boy juice."

That calmed him down.

"Wow Chas, that is awesome."

I went back to work, he was hard again in seconds but I left his cock head
alone after that, licking and kissing his shaft and balls was great, he
loved it too but they weren't as sensitive as nipples and glans. His anus
was the next place I hit pay dirt. As soon as I started rimming him he shot
another load.

"Oh God Chas, that is incredible, please don't touch me for a while I think
I'm about to go into orbit. Are you sure you've never done any of this
before."

I giggled, I felt great being able to please my mate like this.

"Ah the power of the Internet, I know it all in theory and I appear to be
putting it into practice satisfactorily."

"Christ, and some. What now?"

"I think you ought to open up my anus and let me feel your dick inside me."

He looked a bit shocked but I gave him a tube of KY rolled onto my back
with my legs spread and in the air. He was pretty damned good himself for a
no experience straight boy. Opened up and ready to play I just said,

"Fuck me now Sean, I'm ready for you."

He slid over my sphincter and stopped while I adjusted and then continued
feeding me until his pubic hair hit my cheeks.

A big sigh and a shit-eating grin from me told him I was happy.

He took hold of my cock and said,

"Good thing I don't have one like this you might not be so happy now."

I laughed, he was almost certainly correct. I would need a lot of practice
before anyone my size was going to be allowed to penetrate me.

"I know Jake wants to do this Chas but I think he might be as big as you."

"Mmm, I thought about him. He is going to be out of luck initially. I might
be able to give him a blowjob as consolation though."

"You slut, you've only just got your first cock and already you're thinking
about your next one."

We were both laughing but it didn't stop Sean continuing to fuck me and
jack my dick. The orgasms when they came were terrific. Sean fell forward
on top of me and kissed me hard on the lips.

"Whoa, steady boy, that's very gay."

"I know but you deserve it that was awesome. No girl pussy ever felt as
good as yours. I'm going to want to do that every day."

"Oh good, I think I might like that. I will only need to find three or four
more like you to satisfy all my sexual needs on a daily basis."

He slapped my face playfully and called me a slut again. I think I probably
was going to be, given the chance.

Sean was right about Jake wanting to fuck me but what he didn't know and
Jake swore me to secrecy over, was that he was gay as well but didn't want
to come out. That was the reason he lived off campus in his own flat.

We got together on a Sunday. A simple invitation in front of the other
guys.

"If you aren't busy tomorrow Chas could you come over and help me with that
History assignment?"

Innocent enough. He knew I had completed mine and the reality is that he
had done his as well on the Friday night.

I arrived at his flat after lunch on the Sunday. Being the great theorist I
had taken all the necessary precautions. I had given myself enemas until
the water ran clear, showered with unscented gel, paying particular
attention to my groin area and ass. I was about as clean as it was possible
to get. I had always worn briefs so I donned my smallest sexiest looking
pair of Hom, a pair of soft brushed cotton jeans that looked as though I
had been poured into them with a plain black wide leather belt, tight white
T-shirt, my new trainers and a padded jacket which I would take off as soon
as I was inside. I didn't even try to do anything with my hair, it did what
it liked anyway, I just ran my fingers through it a few times.

Jake answered the door in seconds and just stood mouth agape when he saw
me.

"Jesus, you look good enough to eat Chas, come on in."

I grinned at him.

"Well I hope that is what you are going to do. I know the History thing was
bullshit because we talked about it when we were doing it on Friday."

"Yeah, well nobody else knows that and yes I do want to eat you, is that
alright?"

"Of course, I'm, looking forward to it."

He took my jacket, looked me up and down again before moving in and kissing
me softly on the lips.

"You really are one very sexy guy Chas."

Another kiss, this time firmer and longer. I could feel his tongue trying
to gain entry to my mouth but I resisted so he pulled away and looking me
in the eyes said.

"I've wanted to do that since our first training session when I first set
eyes on you."

"Are you gay as well Jake?"

"Mmm, but I'm not ready to be out yet, our secret Chas?"

"Of course if that is how you want it."

He moved in again and this time I opened my mouth to let him in. He was a
cool kisser and I loved it. My dick was rampant by the time we broke from
that one and so was his. He looked down at mine and ran his hand over the
bulge in my jeans.

"I want to take a long time to make love to you Chas, but I need to see
this right now."

With that he dropped to his knees. He nuzzled my cock while he undid my
belt and pulled the top stud undone. Leaning back a little he unzipped me
and peeled my jeans off. At least five inches of my cock were protruding
above the waistband of my briefs so he started licking it as he peeled them
off as well. His hands felt so erotic as he moved them over my ass and then
up the insides of my legs after I had stepped sideways out of my briefs.

My cock was jutting out at about 45 degrees from my body and Jake just sat
back on his heels and looked at it.

"Crikey Chas, I think that might be as long as mine."

He ran a finger along the underside from my ball sac to my piss slit. It
felt so good that my cock was jumping for joy. He took a firm grip on it
then and started to lick the head, the other hand was exploring. Firstly my
ball sac, checking each ball, rolling it round between his thumb and
fingers. Next he was between my legs pressing firmly on my perineum before
reaching my rosebud which he barely touched. Next came my butt cheeks and
at the same time he swallowed my cock head completely. My legs sagged a
little and I had to hold onto Jake to stop myself falling over.

"Christ Jake, that feels incredible."

"Do you want to lay down Chas?"

"Yeah, I think I had better, if you keep this up I am going to fall down,
that is one very sweet mouth you have there."

He stood up taking my T-shirt off as he went. When we reached his bedroom I
told him he needed to be naked as well so after a few more very intense
kisses I started to undress him.

I started at the top and worked down giving me the opportunity to play with
his nipples for a while before bearing his manhood, and what a piece of
equipment that was. Jake was cut and I reckoned at least an inch longer
than mine. It was awesome because it was thick as well. I could only get a
few inches in my mouth to start with and I was sure I wouldn't be able to
take him in my ass. I knew he would be disappointed but it was a monster. I
had not expected him to be bigger than me, it certainly didn't look
impressive when he was soft. Sean's seven by five had been nice but Jake
must have been at least eleven by eight, it was frightening.

He must have read my thoughts. He pulled me up so that we were face to
face.

"I know it's a monster Chas, but please let me try to make love to you with
it when the time comes. I promise to stop if you say so because I know it
will be painful however gentle I am."

I just nodded, I couldn't speak, I think I was in shock. I just simply
hadn't been prepared for anything quite like it. It was incredible to play
with but being speared on it was another ball game.

He was one very sweet lover, the first man to take me into orbit. He was
much more experienced than I was and boy did it ever show. He didn't just
lick and probe at my anus, which was fantastic, but he sucked it as well,
absolutely the most amazing sensation. I was rocking round his bed like a
madman, which had us both laughing. When I calmed down he tackled my cock
and balls in such a way that I nearly came about ten times before he went
back to my ass. I was pretty well out of it by then just begging him to let
me cum.

"You can fuck me or beat me, piss on me, whatever but please let me cum now
Jake."

He didn't say a word, he just lubed me up and his cock and placed it at the
entrance to my love tunnel.

"Relax lover, push out, - - - that's good, now I'm going in over your
sphincter and then I'll stop while you adjust."

Oh fuck did it hurt. I couldn't have been more relaxed but it was just so
fucking big I thought I was going to die.

"Oh God, Jake, take it out I can't stand it."

He eased in another inch and then pulled back again. The lessening of the
pain was amazing. He still hurt like hell but I could live with it. He
didn't move again for several minutes until I nodded to him. Out a bit, in
a bit more, he was so gentle and patient, he took nearly half an hour to
feed all of it to me. Nothing in my life up to then had ever compared with
the sensation of that half hour. What an incredible lover this guy was. I
don't know how many times I orgasmed after that but Jake thought it was
six. He fucked me so slowly I was getting really sore but I didn't tell
him, I just wanted him to stay inside me forever.

When he eventually came his orgasm was terrifying. This big jock rugby
player just fell into my pool of cum and cried his eyes out. He just
totally disintegrated. I had to kiss and cuddle him for ages before he
calmed down.

"If I live to be a thousand Chas I'll never have another orgasm to touch
that. You are absolutely the most incredible fuck on this planet."

"Mmm, well I have no previous experience but if there is anything better
out there I don't want to know about it. I don't think I could survive it."

"Yeah, I kind of got the impression you were enjoying it I don't think I
have ever seen a guy cum six times during one fuck, and without touching
himself."

"Not surprising really, that monster waged all out war on my prostate. I
fucking loved it bud."

We kissed and cuddled for a couple of hours, neither of us wanted to let go
of the other. The cum on our bellies made us crease up with laughter when
we eventually pulled away from each other.

"Yuck, you sure are a messy bugger. I hope when you fuck me you don't
deposit that much in my stomach, I'll probably have gazillions of your
babies."

"You mean you want me to fuck you as well?"

"You bet buddy, you think you're going to have all the fun. I want that
monster reaming me out at least as frequently as I fuck you."

"Oh wow, no argument there, I can't wait."

"Oh good, let's shower then and you can fuck me. Not a long session, just
get in between my legs and fuck me stupid."

"Yes Sir, let's get at it."

Shagging Jake's butt was great, I had to make him promise that I would go
first next time so that I could make love to him the way he had made love
to me. No argument and by the end of the semester I had been ravaged by
Jake's cock and he by mine so many times we lost count.  Sean fucked me
nearly every day as well so my prediction that I would be a slut came
true. I gave blowjobs to all but one of my fellow teammates and everyone
was a laugh.

Nat was the youngest on the team and he was so shy about it.

"I really would like you to give me a blowjob Chas, my girlfriend won't and
I'm real curious."

His roommate was on a date the evening I called round and I did it
properly. I undressed him completely and myself, got between his legs on
the bed and sent him into orbit. I reckon I could have fucked him he was so
relaxed and his little boy pussy was so sensitive, but I didn't. I did give
him an incredible orgasm though. When he recovered he was so embarrassed
when he spoke.

"I couldn't blow you Chas but I would like to make you cum."

I let him, he was after all a very sexy young man and he did give me a very
adequate hand job. After I cleaned up and dressed I kissed him very softly
on the lips and said.

"That was very special Nat, anytime you want a repeat, just ask." and then
I was gone.

The start of the next semester I moved in with Jake, he came out and our
agreement allowed me to continue being a slut. He was no fool, he knew I
needed to explore my feelings outside of our relationship, but by the end
of that semester I was almost monogamous. I guess I just simply fell in
love with him and his man rammer.

The last game of the season though and we did have an orgy, straight boys
and gay boys alike. It was fun and incredibly erotic. I watched four of my
teammates get fucked, they insisted they weren't gay, except Jake of
course. Little Nat let me fuck him and he was just incredible.

"That's a thank you for all the great blowjobs Chas." Wow!!


The summer term opened to great weather and I took to the athletics field.
I was a very adequate sprinter and as with Rugby I was popular. They all
knew I was gay from the previous semesters. A couple of the guys were a
little antsy, the shot putters and discus throwers.  I often wondered if it
was their own doubts about their masculinity that caused it and they all
had little dicks. It reminded me of a comment I heard in a gay bar from a
straight guy. "How come all you homos have such shitty big dicks?" It was
said in fun, but I never did meet a gay guy with a little dick.

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I have an 8 part story to post. It's not quite finished, I'm having trouble
with the ending but if you like my writing, keep an eye open for it. Story
name "My Hero".

Chris johns, at home in Antigua and at  chris-johns@hotmail.com