Date: Tue, 19 Nov 2002 03:04:40 EST
From: Djaggie2004@aol.com
Subject: College/Confusing Life 1

Confusing Life

Disclaimer: Do not read this if you are under 28 (21 in some states), or if
you are offended, by homosexuality. This story contains details of censual
sex between to men who are at least 18 yrs old or older.


This is my first attempt at writing. So if I continue it depends on how
people respond to it. This story is not going to have sex scenes in every
chapter, and probley won't have that many in it at all. Unless I get
carried away!! (he he he)

All the people and occurrences in this story are fiction, and any relation
to real life is just by coincidence.


Chapter 1


Ring, ring, ring

"Hello"

"Hey, can you meet me at the park in 15 mins?"

"Sure why?"

" Just meet me there ok."

"Ok, see you then"


Well I guess yall would like to know who I am and sort of where this story
is staring. Well my name is DJ and I go to Texas A&M University. I am
6'2'', 220lbs, blonde hair, and blue eyes. I think I am good looking but
some people disagree. I keep to myself a lot so I really don't have that
many friends.

Well this story starts about 2 years ago, at the end of mine and my first
boy friends relationship.


I left my apartment and drove to the park where we would go to talk and be
away from everyone. I waited for half an hour and still no sign of Cole
anywhere. I called his cell phone and his home phone but all I got was his
voice mail. I started to worry so I left the park and drove to his
apartment. I saw his truck in the parking lot so I went up to his apt and
opened the door (we each had a key to each others apartment). I saw that
his door was closed so I walked up to it. I didn't hear anything so I went
ahead and opened the door and guess what I see, my bf of the past 2 years
sucking on my best friends cock. I just slammed the door and walked out. I
heard someone yelling at me but I didn't turn around till I got to my car
and Cole grabbed my shoulder.

" What the fuck do you want." I said " Baby let me explain, that wasn't
what it looked like." He said

"Oh then what the fuck was it, because I am pretty sure I saw you and my
best friend in bed together and you sucking on his cock, I mean the only
thing that can mean is that you where cheating on me." I got in my car and
started to close the door, and he grabbed the door

"Can't we talk about this?" he said as he started crying.

I just looked at him " Not right now," is all I said

I ended up driving around oblivious to everything around me. Cole had
called 10 times and I ignored it, Micah called 5 and I ignored it. I ended
up driving to my best friends house and waiting in her driveway until she
got home. While I was sitting there it finally hit me and I just started
bawling. I guess I must have cried myself to sleep because the next thing I
remeber is hearing a tap on the window and waking up and seeing Mandy. I
opened the door and got out of the car.

She just looked at me " what's wrong," she asked.

"Nothing" I lied

Over coarse she read right threw me " Then why do you look like you just
got the worst news of you life" she said, When she said that I fell apart
and we went inside and I told her everything and I ended up crying myself
to sleep again.

The next morning she woke me up so I could go home and get ready for
class. When I got home, I saw Cole's truck in the parking lot and I went up
stairs and he was sitting in front of my door. He just looked at me, " Can
we talk?" he ask

"Yeah we need to," I opened the door and went in.

" Baby I am sorry I didn't mean for it to happen like that,"

" Oh then how was it supposed to happen, I was supposed to wait and come in
while he had his dick you your ask fucking you?" I responded in a harsh
tone.

He started to say something but I cut him off." You know I loved you, I
spent the past two years with you, I came out to my parents so I could be
with you and them know about it, and for what to catch you cheating on me
with my best friend, I just want to know how long has it been going on?"  "
It was only that one time, I promise, baby I love you I screwed up. Is
there anything I can do to make it up to you?" he said threw teary eyes.

I just looked at him " The only thing you can do is to be out of my house
and my life when I get out of the shower and leave the key on the bar, I
refuse to be with someone who has cheated on me, and lied to me the way
that you have recently, Yes Cole I know about everything you have done
while I have been gone working and on the road, Next time you try to pick
up a trick out of a chat room that I go in to, you might want to changed
your screen name to something someone can't figure out."

With that said, I went to take a shower, while I was in the shower it hit
me, that for the first time in a while I was alone.

I went threw the day and the next several weeks in a daze I was like a
zombie. Finally about 3 weeks after we broke up Mandy and a few of my other
friends decided that we needed to go clubbing. So we planned to go to
Austin for the weekend, and chill at some of the clubs there and visit some
of our friends down there.

We left Friday after I got off work and drove to Austin and went straight
to 6th street. We meet up with some friends, and we had a ball, we bar
hopped and danced until 3 in the morning. When we finally got back to the
hotel I had passed out in the back of the car. Well we had planned to get
up Saturday and go visit some friends in San Marcus but that didn't happen.

Well Saturday night we ended up going to the gay clubs in Austin. At around
midnight we ended up at "BC" which is one of my favorite clubs to go to.
While we where there I saw this guy that was realllllyyyy cute and he kept
looking at me. Mandy being the lovely friend that she is told went and
started talking to the guy and brought him over to our table. Oh one thing
I left out earlier, I am really shy when it comes to guys. Well when the
guy came over to our table I recognized him as a guy that was in one of my
classes...


Well more to come later hopefully. Email me and let me know what you think
of it. Tell me if I should continue or if I should just give up.

Email: djaggie2004@aol.com
AIM: DJA778

Hope to here from yall soon.!!!!!!!!!!1