Date: Mon, 08 Sep 2003 02:51:15 -0400
From: DJA778@aol.com
Subject: Confusing Life/ No Longer Alone 1

Disclaimer: This story is about a consensual relationship between two
consenting adult males both above the age of 18. Please do not read this is
you are not 18 or if it is illegal in your city, town, state or
country. Also if homosexuality offends you don't read it.

Hey guys and gals sorry it has been so long since I wrote.  This is the
first chapter of the new story I hope you all enjoy it. Please let me know
what you think!


No Longer Alone

" Are you sure you are ready to move out again?" my mom ask me while we
where loading my car.

" Yeah, I need to move on mom, Cam is a really cool guy and the rent and
stuff isn't that much and I can afford it and go to school." I said while
putting the last few boxes in my car.

" Ok but just remember if you need to come back you don't have to ask," She
told me as I climbed into my car.

" I know mom, I will call you when I get there and get the car unloaded and
everything, I love you," I said as I started the car and closed the door.


******


So here I am six months after moving back to my parents.  I have been
seeing a shrink for a while and I am feeling better about things. I have
made some new friends and one of them was looking for a roommate so I
jumped at the chance.  Today I am moving in. The one thing that sucks about
moving is he is at work so I have to do it by myself. Oh well its worth it
to get away from my parents.

My new roommates name is Cam. He is a really cool guy kind of goofy but he
fun to be around.  He just came out and is a total newbie.  I have been
hanging out with him for a few months and we have really clicked.

Well I finally got back to town and got the car unloaded and everything put
away.  I called my mom and told her everything was ok and that I got moved
in.  By the time I got everything done Cam had came home and we hung out
and where on the computer and I was sitting there while he was cooking and
a friend of his IM med him.

Mgman: Hey, what's up?

OAW: Not much, this is DJ, Cam's roommate.

Mgman: Oh hi

OAW: how are you?

Mgman: tired just got home from work

OAW: oh, thats kewl.

Mgman: what you been up to?

OAW: just got done moving my stuff over here.

We continued to talk for a while and I finally gave him my screen name so
we could talk. Cam had finally finished cooking and we ate. We just hung
out for a while and finally went to bed.

The next day, I hung out at the house and was on the computer and I talked
to Cam's friend some more. We continued talking for the rest of the week
and ended up having a lot in common.

" So what are you thinking about over there?" Cam ask me one night when
where were watching TV about a week after I moved in.

"Nothing, much just thinking," I replied

" Bull Shit your thinking about him." He said laughing

" I am not," I said blushing. He was right I was thinking about him, Hell I
hadn't thought about anything else in the past week.

" So are you going to ask him out?" Cam was being nosey now.

" No" I said

" Why not, you have a crush on him," He said

" He wouldn't go out with me, he probably has a boy friend or something," I
said. I had got the impression that he just wanted to be friends so I
really wasn't expecting anything else to come from it. Yea, I was starting
to get feelings for him and hoped they would be returned, but we had been
talking for like 3 weeks and I really hadn't got the impression that he was
interested in anything other then being friends.

" Well I think you should ask him" Cam said.

A few days after talking to Cam me and Paite where talking again online.

DJ: Hey what's up?

Mgman: not much thinking about what I am going to do tonight, you?

DJ: The same was thinking about going out later.

Mgman: that's cool I haven't been out in awhile.

DJ: o, well if your not doing anything would you like to go out with me
tonight?

Mgman: sure that would be cool =)

Well I went ahead and gave him directions to the house and he said he would
be over around 8 that night.

" Why are you running around like a chicken with your head cut off?" Cam
ask me when he got home from work.

" I am going out with him tonight and I have nothing to wear" I yelled from
my room.

" Who are you going out with?" Cam ask

" Paite, I was talking to him and I ask him if he wanted to go do something
tonight and he is going to be here around 8" I said smiling when I walked
into the living room.

Well Cam ended up helping me figure out what to wear and he left to go to
his boy friends house.  Around 8 o'clock I heard that gate open and walked
to the door and there he was.  When I saw him I was instantly attracted to
him physically he was a little shorter then me and had a stocky build.

"Hi" He said

" Hey, you make it over here okay?" I ask

"Sure did, you gave good directions" I was staring at him but I couldn't
help he was so cute and I was really attracted to him.

We hung out at he house for a while and the decided to go out. We went to a
club that normally has a gay night on Thursday nights. We went out for a
while and came back to my house around 1AM.  We sit on the couch and talked
for a while and I laid my head in his lap. He had to leave at 4 to go to
work but he told me he would call me when he got back and we could do
something the next night.

When we got up and he was leaving. I leaned in and kissed him. I started to
pull away but he leaned in more.  For one of the first times in my life my
knees where weak.  I was also as hard as a rock. Well he left and then I
went to take a shower and take care of some business.  I went to bed that
night on cloud nine.  I went to work the next morning and was floating
around all day. I was in such a great mood.


This is the end of chapter one. I am hopefully going to put out more
chapters soon. I am busy with school and work so it might be awhile.
Please feel free to comment on the story. I will try to respond to all the
emails that I receive.

Thanks for Reading

DJ

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