Date: Tue, 25 Nov 2003 11:11:52 -0500
From: Jak8MS@aol.com
Subject: Don't Push Too Hard Part 2

                 Don't Push Too Hard, Part 2
                      (M/M, oral, anal)

This story contains consensual sexual situations between
males of adult age.  If you are not of legal age 18 (21 in
some areas), or if it is not allowed in your community
please do not go any further.  This story and these
characters are a work of fiction; any resemblance to anyone
living or dead is purely unintentional and coincidental.
This story contains sexual situations of persons that may or
may not be using condoms during sexual intercourse; please
always use condoms when engaging in sexual activities.

Well with that out of the way, ENJOY THE STORY..
Let me know what you think of the story at:  Jak8MS @aol.com

(This story takes place approximately 4 years after Part 1)


The sun shone through the large windows in the bedroom
illuminating everything with a golden haze.  There on the
bed were two bodies intertwined within each other,
eventually a pair of eyes began to flutter open and the
beautiful green eyes saw the birth of a new day.  Boden
Stewart began to rustle in bed, but trying to be careful not
to wake the sleeping form next to him.  As he rose from the
bed, Boden stretched his muscular physique, trying as hard
as he could to work out the kinks in his body.  Boden stood
an impressive 6'1" and weighed an impressive 170 lbs of pure
muscle.  He slowly ran his hands up and down his chiseled
abs as he looked out onto the city below.  The sun reflected
from his pale skin, which gave him a golden appearance and
made him resemble a statue from antiquity.

In the 4 years since Boden had met Craig many things had
changed.  Boden's dream came true; he was not playing
professional football, he was the starting quarterback for
the Knights.  Life was good for Boden, he had more money
than he could spend; lived in a great apartment, drove
expensive cars, life was real good.  He thought this to
himself as he got down to do his morning pushups.

Across the room in the bed lay the main person in Boden's
life, Craig Roberts.  Craig was the person out of the two of
them who had changed the most.  He was no longer the gangly,
awkward person he once was.  He was now more confident, in
great shape, and was a 1st year medical student.  Craig had
not just changed physically, he knew who he was now. A smile
came over his face as he awoke from his slumber, and heard a
distinctive sound.

"88, 89, 90" rang out throughout the bedroom.

"You really like doing those don't you?" Craig asked
cooingly, as the sun rained down onto his bright face and
blond hair.

"I mean they are ok, but I have to do them.  You made me
mess up my count." Boden said with a bit of irritation in
his voice.

Craig just let that comment roll off his back; Boden got in
his moods, especially the week before a big game.  Craig
goes up and walked into the bathroom, grabbing the
toothpaste and his toothbrush.  Craig was soon engrossed in
the art of dental care and the things that needed to be
done; at the same time Boden continued with his workout.
Craig eventually shed his briefs, (which is what he wear to
bed) and entered the shower.  He let the water run over his
body as he stood there, thinking.  Soon he found his hand
creeping towards his cock, he playfully teased the head
bringing it to its full 6 «".  Craig grasped the hard shaft
and began to glide his hand up the slick pole when a pair of
hands took his.

"Why are you doing that when you have got me?" Boden
whispered in Craig's ear as he rubbed his mouth and stubble
over Craig's ear.

Boden moved closer taking him in his arms, his forearms
crossing Craig's chest.  Boden's ever-hardening cock soon
finding a home, resting in the crack of Craig's ass.

"Feeling really good." Boden said as he ran his hands up and
down Craig's chest.

Craig then turned around and looked into Boden's eyes, and
he could have just melted at that moment.  Boden leaned down
until his lips met Craig's; the feeling of their lips
together was like magic.  The smoothness of their lips
combines with the heat of the shower sent Boden into
overdrive.  Their tongues began to dance a ballet they were
both familiar with.  Craig pulled away and looked at Boden,
he knew what Boden wanted and he knew what he himself
wanted.  They were the same thing.  Craig turned around and
wiggled his ass at Boden and let him do the rest.  Boden
took his cock in his hands and moved forward, like a dagger
jutting out from him.  He ran the head around the hole he
loved to please and loved to give him pleasure.  He braced
himself with the wall and began to push in, as Craig opened
himself to Boden.

"Ahhh." Was the reaction from both as Boden's cock found
it's home.

He just embraced Craig's frame, not moving an inch, wanting
to savor the moment forever.  Craig loved that feeling every
time Boden was in him, that feeling of fullness,
completeness.  Boden then began to move in and out; just
letting his hips do all the work, his upper body was still
cradling Craig.  The way Craig's ass gripped his cock drove
Boden crazy milking his cock, it as like it did not want to
let his member loose, he loved the wet warmth surrounding
his cock.  Craig loved the feeling of being impaled on it,
feeling every hard vein as it was thrust deep into his
bowels.  They soon were in a rhythm, and kissing.  After 15
minutes of heavy thrusting, it had to come to an end and
Craig knew it.  This was the part that brought them closer
to one another each time, Boden tensed and Craig tightened
his ass' hold on Boden's cock.

"Ahhh, here it comes." Boden exclaimed.

The feeling was like heaven to Craig, it brought them
together and made them feel as one person, as close as two
people in love can get.  Craig felt the long, strong crusts
of cum blasting deep into his guts, warming his insides with
hot sweetness.  Boden just stood there, his cock firmly
planted in Craig's ass, just mixing their juices together.

"You know, you two look really cute like that." A voice
exclaimed from the doorway of the bathroom.

Both Craig and Boden gasped in unison and quickly turned
their heads; their fear quickly subsided when they saw whom
it was.  In the doorway stood a beautiful woman, almost
statuesque in appearance.  She had long blonde hair and wore
a smile on her face; the beautiful woman's name was
Christina Roberts.

"Damn Christina, you scared the shit out of us." Boden said
with an edge to his voice.

"Please, from the looks for it, the only thing I did was
scare the cum out of Craig's ass." Christina said as she was
to the towel rack, handing Boden a towel.

"I need to get ready for practice." Boden grunted as he
removed his cock from Craig's ass.

After Boden left the shower, Craig finished with his shower.
He lingered under the water washing his thoughts away,
pushing things out of his mind. He turned to reach for a
towel and did not find one.

"Need this?" Christina asked holding a towel in her hands
with a laugh about to burst from her.

Eventually Craig got dressed and went to the kitchen, where
he found Christina eating breakfast.

"Where's Boden?" Craig asked with a strange look on his
face.

"He left for practice already.  Did he tell you about the
team party tomorrow night?"

"No, what party?" Craig asked with a look of confusion on
his face.

" Allen told me about it a few weeks ago, the players and
their significant others are getting together to celebrate
the good season is having. Craig I don't get it, everyone
finally accepts that Boden is goy, it took a while but they
have come to terms with it. I don't know why he never lets
you participate in things with the team and the other
players girlfriends." Christina said with a concerned look
on her face, crinkling her nose.

"Just give him time, I know when he's ready he will include
me in things associated with the team and all of you guy."
Craig said with a hopeful smile

"I really hope you are doing the right thing Craig. You
really mean a lot to me, you are my best friend. I don't
want to see you hurt, even if that means cutting ties with
that guy." Christina said with a look of remorse.

"Well, I have got to leave and get to class.  Have a good
day and stay as long as you like, since you have a key."
Craig said as he ran out the door.

Craig got to school, and was just not into his classes, he
did not want to hear about biochemistry or human anatomy.
He went through the motions of writing notes and nodding his
head. His mind was firmly planted on what Christina had said
earlier and it really made him think.  Were he and Boden
moving in different directions with their relationship, were
they looking for two totally different things? Were they..

"Mr. Roberts, am I boring you with this lecture?  I am sure
we can find something to catch your attention." Craig's
professor said from the bottom of the lecture hall.

"I'm sorry Dr. Robeson." Craig said blushing and sinking
into his chair as the people around him giggled.

Later in the day, Craig and his classmate Mason O'Neil were
in anatomy lab working on their cadaver.

"What is wrong Craig?" Mason said as me looked at the body's
lungs.

"Nothing.." Craig said very short, digging into the body
between them.

"What has that fucker Boden done now?" Mason asked, almost
in a whisper but with a lot of anger.

" He is not a fucker, well not in the way you are referring
to. Anyway, He just is not including me in things with the
team."

"Look Craig, you are my friend and I care about you, that
guy is just using you.  He wants to be the big football guy,
and is just using you for sex." Mason said, his face turning
red with frustration.

"Let's just drop this issue, ok?"  Craig said looking Mason
in the eyes with his now famous puppy-dog look.

Earlier that day and across the city.

Boden pulled up to the Knights training facility in his new
Benz.  Craig loved this; he was going to do what he loved
best.  Boden had a swagger to his walk, he knew he was the
shit, and wanted everyone to know.  His ego matched the
large trouser snake that was encased in the jock he wore.
He exuded confidence and loved it when other guys paid
attention to him.

"What's up Boden?  Hey Boden."  The guys said as he walked
by them.

This was a far cry from the initial reaction he received
when he came out of the closet to him teammate and
management.  At first things did not go well, and to be
honest things were downright hostile for a time.  Eventually
people learned to accept that their quarterback was gay, and
they learned accept that he was open about it.  What did
Boden do to change them?  He played as hard as he could, and
helped them win more and more games. This is what shut his
critics and the assholes that could not accept what he was.
He had worked hard to get where he was, and did not want to
go anywhere except up.  Each time Boden walked into the
locker room he got a small rush.  It was really not a
struggle for him to not have a hard-on. He just thought of
each of the guys on the team as his brothers, this firmly
stopped his cock from getting hard. There were a couple of
people on the team that still could get him hot and
bothered.  All during practice Boden though nothing else by
football, and that continued even when practice was over, he
lived for football.

Boden did not try to hide his sexuality, this however made
for awkward moments at times.  There were instances where
the guys on the team would go to strip clubs or other places
like that, and he just felt out of place there.  He spent
most of his time working out; his body and specifically his
arm were his weapons.  Once he got tired of working out he
would gather his things and head home, which was usually
empty because Craig was studying in the library for a big
exam.  So, Boden would go into the refrigerator and get a
meal the cook had prepared and sit down and relax.

When Craig pulled into the parking garage under the building
at around 10pm, he felt and looked exhausted.  He had just
spent all night studying for a big exam and was just getting
home at midnight.  Craig walked to the elevator and pressed
the button to the 20th floor, he leaned against the wall
just trying to rest his brain.  When the elevator doors
opened all Craig could do was smile when he saw the front
door to the apartment.  After locking up and ditching his
books in the study, he went through the rest of the large
apartment turning all of the things Boden had left on.  The
light from the refrigerator cast a welcome light into the
dimly lit kitchen, which warmed Craig's soul as he searched
for something to eat.  Settling on an apple he headed for
the bedroom, but was stopped in his tracks.

There on the bed sprawled on his back, clad in only a
jockstrap lay the sleeping Boden.  Standing there in the
doorway Craig watched Boden sleep.  He loved the way he
slept, the rising and falling of his powerful chest.  His
arms outstretched over his head, flexing, probably dreaming
of a game.  Craig did see the growing bulge in the pouch of
Boden's jock.  Craig slowly walked across the room and
pulled on of the chairs from the table in the room.  He sat
down next to the sleeping giant and just continued to gaze
at him.  He reached his hand and began to lightly run his
fingers over Boden's body, noting every muscle.  Craig knew
that he never had a chance with Boden, and then Boden saw
him, and as they say the rest was history.  When Craig
finally left dreamland he opened his eyes and saw Boden
staring back at him.

"Hey." Boden said with a sweet smile on his face.

Craig looked at Boden with apology in his eyes, "I am sorry,
I didn't mean to wake you."

"It's ok." Boden said rising from his former position.

They now sat face to face, and a smile came over Boden's
face.  He hand began to slowly stroke the smooth skin on
Craig's face, making Craig blush and get goose bumps all
over his body.  He then leaned forward and began to kiss
Craig, soo softly, soo tenderly.  They soon began to
embrace, just enjoying each other's existence, never wanting
for anything else.  Eventually they fell asleep in each
other's embrace, Boden's arms surrounding Craig, protecting
him from everything.  The problem was that soon these
feelings of love would begin to fade and change.

The days past and soon grew into weeks, by that time
Thanksgiving was around the corner.  Craig was fully
engrossed in his classes and in getting the best grades he
could.  Boden was fully into football, with more games
coming up, his attention went there.  This attention to
other things by both parties caused their relationship to
start to show signs of cracks in the fa‡ade.  On this
particular Thanksgiving, both sets of parents came to be
with them.  Craig's parents had been upset when he first
told them he was gay, however, they loved their son and
learned to accept that part of his life.  Boden's parents
had been different; he was their only child, their pride and
joy.  He was the big football jock and his parents had not
been ready when he first told them.  His mothers came around
first, because he was still her little boy; but this was one
of the few times Boden's father would see his son and Craig
together.

The plan was to make an entire week of it, which would end
on Sunday.  Since the Knight's were not scheduled to have a
game on Thanksgiving, this would mean Boden would be home
for that day.  That was the original plan.

"What do you mean you are going to go out with the guys?"
Craig said hurtfully.

Boden just looked at Craig not moving, just staring at him.
Craig on the other hand, began to walk around the kitchen
venting anger.

"You mean you are going to be with them instead of here with
me and our parents."  Craig said, now shouting at Boden.

"Look, the guys wanted to go out. Some of them are spending
time with their families and others aren't.  I mean my
father does not even want to be here, he can barely stand to
be under the same room with me.  I am sorry, but I have got
to go." Boden said, the anger building in his eyes and face.

Craig was about to respond to that comment when Boden turned
and walked out of the kitchen without so much as a word.

"Mom, Mr. And Mrs. Roberts; I am really sorry but I've gotta
go.  It is a team thing and I have to be there." Boden said,
trying to put regret into his voice.

Boden's mother looked at him as he hugged her, "We heard."

Once Boden left, Craig reentered the dining room and tried
to maintain some bit of a regular Thanksgiving, well as
regular as they were going to get.  Later in the evening,
everyone had finally gone to bed, except for Craig.  He had
been roaming around the darkened apartment and finally
settled in a big, comfy chair in front of one of the large
windows in the den and just stared out at the city.  He
looked at the bright lights, wondering what was happening in
each of their lives.

"It's beautiful isn't it?  Almost reminds you of the night
sky." A voice said form the shadows.

Craig looked back and saw Boden's mother appearing out of
the darkness.

"Mrs. Stewart, I hope I did not wake you." Craig said, his
face almost that of a small child.

"No I wasn't' able to get to sleep.  Craig, stop calling me
Mrs. Stewart; call me mom. I actually think of you as a son-
in-law." Boden's mother said with a bright smile on her
face.

"I don't know what is happening.  It is like Boden is
pulling away from me; we see less and less of each other.  I
know I'm in class a lot but he's just pulling away." The
pain was rising in Craig's voice.

"I don't think it's your fault, it took along time for Boden
to come to terms with his sexuality.  It took all of us a
while to.  I just think that he is scared of what other's
think, even though he knows most of them are ok with it.  Be
there for him, it may take some time.  However, don't let
him run you over.  In the end you may have a difficult
decision to make." She said with a concerned smile and a
warm hug.

Craig looked up at her, into those same deep green eyes, the
same ones he saw every time he looked into Boden's.  They
were warm and comforting, he just smiled at her.  Craig sat
in the chair for a while longer, but eventually got tired
and went to bed.  Even later that night or early the next
morning, whichever you look at it, a shadow entered the
front door.  Dropping clothes as the person walked through
the apartment.  Finally the person got to the bedroom and
went into the bathroom.  He removed the remainder of his
clothes and stood in front of the floor length mirror and
flexed his muscles.  Boden just stood there smiling, running
his finger tips over his abs and smiling.

"Ohh yeah.." Boden growled.

He walked to the bed where the sleeping form of Craig lay.
He stood over him, stroking his cock, made hornier by the
alcohol.  He reached down and pulled the sheets back from
Craig and saw that Craig was sleeping on his stomach.  Boden
smiled, he had a look of hunger and lust on his face that
would not be satisfied easily.  He went to remove Craig's
briefs, but that was not going to happen.

"What the . Boden stop!" Craig shouted.

"Come on, just a little. It will be quick, and I won't
bite."

"I fucking said no." Craig pulled away from Boden, finding
strength to get away from the athlete, in the process
ripping his underwear.

He jumped from the bed, grabbed a pillow and a pair of
shorts.  He stopped in front of Boden, his face wrought with
anger and a lot of fear.

"I don't know what the hell has gotten into you, but I am
going to sleep on the fucking couch." Craig said as he
walked out of the room.

After that night things between Craig and Boden were never
the same.  Day after day, Boden went to practice and on the
weekends he had his games.  Craig went to class, and tried
to spend as much time as he could in the lab and in the
library.  They spoke less and less, and tried to avoid each
other as much as possible.  The apartment no longer had the
light, happiness to it; now it possessed a dreary feel to
it.

The week of finals had come and gone and Christmas was fast
approaching, but nothing had been done.  There would
normally be a large tree, decorated to the top in the living
room.  In every room there would be wreaths and garland
strung everywhere. However, this Christmas there were no
decorations to be seen. The night of December 20 would prove
to be the defining moment in their relationship.

"Come on another drink?" Boden yelled to his friend Aiden.

Boden had decided to go out with his friend from the team.
Aiden Walsh was the only other gay person on the team; he
was still in the back of his closet to the world.  He was
one of the kickers on the team, and a knockout also.  He was
a guy from Florida, with a great tan; he stood about 5'10"
and weighed about 140lbs.  He had a playboy looking face and
always kept his hair nicely done.  Aiden's best features
were his eyes, which were gray.

"Come on, let's get out of here. I am hungry. I could go for
a burger." Aiden shouted to Boden.

Somewhere in a different part of the city.

Craig sat in a little coffee shop going over things in his
life, and specifically in his relationship. He just could
not being himself to go home, facing that situtation was not
what Craig wanted just at that moment.

"Hey" a voice said softly from across the room full of
tables.

Craig looked up and notices Mason heading his way, with a
large smile and a large cup of coffee in his hands.

"Hey, I thought you'd already left, weren't you going home
to be with your folks?" Craig said with a puzzled look on
his face.

"Yeah, but I knew you would be here, alone.  Craig that guy
does not deserve you, you are better than that." Mason
responded


Craig looked at Mason, and saw something in his eyes.  He
had only thought of Mason as a really good friend, he could
not cheat on Boden.  No matter how much that "fucker" got on
his nerves, he did still love him.  He just could not, he
liked Mason, but he could not.

"Mason, I am sorry.  You are really a good person and great
friend.  Even if I were not involved, I would not want to
fuck up our friendship.  You have really helped me, but I
love Boden, even if he is difficult at times." Craig said as
he stood up and began to pack his books.

"You will have a good holiday?" Mason asked looking like
someone had just run over his puppy.

`Yes, don't worry about me.  Go home and enjoy the holiday.
You know we've got another difficult term coming up." Craig
said as he turned to walk away.

Across the city in a darkened apartment.

Two bodies began to intertwine in each other's embrace.
Their lips met for one long passionate kiss after another,
their lust overwhelming each other.

"Click" a light is flipped on.

There was Boden embracing Aiden, sharing the most intimate
of things, that until then he had only shared with Craig.
Aiden pushed Boden against the wall very forcefully, showing
an aggressive side.

"Whoa, someone is very frisky." Boden said very calmly.

Aiden slowly removed Boden's shirt, exposing the man's
sculpted chest.  He kissed his neck, then moved to his
chest, his tongue running over the toned pecs.  Aiden teased
both of Boden's sensitive nipples, tugging on them a little.
He ran his tongue around the hardening nipple, causing Boden
to shiver allover.  Aiden lifted his head and stared into
Boden's, the animal passion could be felt by anyone in the
room.  Aiden took the front of Bodens' slacks in his hands
and lowered himself to a kneeling position.  He moved his
face into Boden's crotch, then in one swift move the pants
were gone and Boden was only in his briefs.  Aiden shoved
his face into Boden's crotch, smelling the sweet smell of a
"real" man.  He slowly allowed his tongue to lightly go over
the surface of the fabric.  He soon found a wet patch, and
he was rewarded when he determined it was precum, this sent
Aiden into high gear.  He could contain his hunger no
longer; he ripped the briefs off Boden and out popped the
monster.  Aiden's eyes lit up, this was his first time
viewing the snake attached to Boden at full mast.  He
grasped the shaft in his hands, and watched a drop of precum
emerge from the tip.

"Mmmm, yummy." Aiden said glaring up at Boden.

He opened his mouth and took the monster into his mouth.
Boden was enjoying every moment, the smoothness of Aiden's
lips wrapped around his cock.  His tongue caressing the
shaft, wanting everything he had.  Boden hadn't felt this
good in a long time.  Aiden just kept the suction on the
large cock, taking it deep into his throat whenever he could
stand it.  He had lusted after Boden for a year, watching
him when they were in the shower, dreaming about him.

"Mmmm. I want you, I want all of you Boden." Aiden said with
a mouthful of cock as he tugged on Boden's balls.

"Well, get the fuck up and get ready.  I'm going to tear
that hole wide open." Boden said with a grin.

Aiden jumped on top of the bed with his ass high in the air.
Boden stopped and just stared at the waiting hole in front
of him.  He knew he could fuck any guy he wanted, he fucking
wanted ass.  The next thing Aiden knew he felt something wet
against his ass, but he could tell that is was not Boden's
monster.  He looked back and saw Boden face-first in his
ass.  Boden ran circles around that hole, slowly teasing it
with quick jabs then slowly fucking his tongue in and out of
that bubble ass.

"Ohh, yes.  I want you soo bad Boden.  Soo fucking much."
Aiden pleaded, wanting him to shove that cock in him.

Boden had gotten tired of playing around and wanted to get
down to business.  He reached over to the nightstand and
grabbed a condom and a full bottle of lube.  His eyes
intentionally did not linger on the photo of he and Craig on
the nightstand next to the bed.

"You ready for this meal?" Boden asked with his cock firmly
in his fist.

"Ohh yes, give it to me." Aiden pleaded, reaching back and
spreading his cheeks.

Boden placed the head of his cock at the entrance to Aiden's
ass.  He inhaled, feeling like he was king and sank straight
into the ass.  Aiden's ass felt like it was on fire, and he
swore he could feel his asshole tearing.

"Ahh, please go slow!" Aiden screamed.

Boden didn't hear him; he was in full "fuck" mode, driving
it in hard.  The way Aiden's ass felt was like magic warmth.
Boden kept thrusting into him, wanting him to feel what he
had been dreaming about.  He was the fucking shit, he was
the fucking top.  No cock would be up him; he was the one
always in charge.  Aiden eventually began to relax and
started to enjoy the relentless pounding his ass endured.
Boden's body was covered in sweat; he held tight onto
Aiden's waist, wanting him to taster his cock.

At that same moment, the front door of the apartment opened.
Craig was tired and ready to eat and maybe sit and talk with
Boden.

"Ahh yes; fuck me Boden, fuck me." A voice rang out from the
bedroom.

Craig's face began to drop, and his eyes began to widen.

"Yeah, take this cock. Take it." A voice shouted that Craig
knew instantly as Boden's.

Craig walked through the darkened rooms to the only lit one,
the bedroom.  He approached the doorway slowly, but almost
collapsed when he saw what was going on inside the bedroom.
On the bed was Boden fucking some guy.  Craig did not know
who it was because their face was turned.

"What the fuck is going on?" Craig shouted at the top of his
lungs.

Boden and Aiden stopped in mid-thrust; they slowly turned
their heads to face the voice at the doorway.  Once Boden
saw who it was he slowly removed his cock from Aiden's ass.

"Craig.." Boden began to say.

`Shut the fuck up. I will deal with you, "Mr. Stud" in a
minute." Craig said as calmly as he could to Boden.

Aiden looked at Craig, not sure what to do, he just stayed
right where he was.

"I want you to get the fuck out of my house.  Get your slut-
pussy ass out of my house." Craig just yelled, loosing
control.

Aiden gathered up his clothes and headed to the bathroom to
put them on.

"I said get out, I did not say put your clothes on.  I want
you out NOW!"

Aiden looked at Craig and saw that he meant what he said.
Even though Aiden could have easily taken Craig out, he
figured Boden would not let that happen.

Once Aiden skulked out of the apartment, Craig's fury turned
squarely to Boden.  Boden just stood there looking at Craig,
not making a sound.

"Craig.." Boden started to say.

"No, I'm the one that gets to talk here. I don't know what
the hell has gotten into you.  You just what, threw away 4
years for some piece of ass?" Craig said, looking at Boden
with disgust.

"Look, you have been pulling away.  You were never around.
It was a moment of weakness, I am sorry." Boden looked at
Craig trying to plead with his eyes.

Craig just stood there looking at Boden, trying to find
something to say.  He could not move, he could not say
anything.  His mind and emotions were running in circles, on
one hand he just wanted to yell and scream at Boden.  On the
other hand, he wanted to breakdown and crying.  Craig looked
at Boden and was disgusted with what he saw, the bastard
hadn't even taken the condom off his cock.

Boden was going through a mix of emotions also.  His were
mostly those of regret and sorrow.  Now that he thought
about it, was getting a piece of ass worth it.

"Craig, please say something." Boden said with a look of
pain on his face.

Craig did not say a word; he walked to the closet and got a
duffel bag out.  He began to pack clothes.  Boden looked at
him with surprise on his face.  He walked over to Craig and
looked him in the face.

"Craig, please.  What are you doing?  Stop, stop." Boden
pleaded, trying to wrap his arms around Craig.

All Craig could do was smell Aiden and sex from Boden, and
it disgusted him.  He wanted to get away from him, to think
and be alone.

"Let go of me." Craig said as he pulled out of Boden's
grasp.

"I look at you and I don't know who you are now.  I wont
admit I have not thought about cheating on you, fucking
around on you.  I didn't though, because I love you, or at
least I did, I don't know anything right now." Craig said
with tears forming in his eyes.

"Please don't go. Please!" Boden pleaded.

"I need sometime to think and do through the stuff that I am
feeling." Craig turned and walked out of the room.

When Craig got in his car, he finally let it out.  He
started crying, his body's only way of comprehending what he
was feeling.  At the same time and 20 stories above him,
Boden sank to his knees.  He just looked around the bedroom
and locked onto the photo he had ignored earlier during his
fuck fest.  Then Boden did something he rarely did, he began
to cry.  The realization of what he had done finally hitting
him.

The days went by and people tried to come to terms with
things.  Boden spent most of this time in the gym trying to
work off some of the aggression he felt.  Aiden tried to
talk to Boden the day after it happened, it didn't go well.

"Boden, what happened?" Aiden asked Boden once the locker
room cleared out after practice.

"Just drop it Aiden. "Boden growled.

"I mean, when that little fucker started yelling at me, I
wanted to punch him." Aiden said as he ran a hand down
Boden's chest.

As soon as Boden heard that comment, his eyes lit up with
anger.  He shoved Aiden's hand off him and pushed him
against the way.

"Don't you ever talk about Craig like that.  I don't want
his name to come out of your mouth.  If you ever say
anything about him or come near him, you will fucking regret
it." Boden said as he let up off of Aiden.

Boden spent those days alone just sitting in the apartment
brooding.  He was not one to cry, and had not since the
night it happened.  He would go to the gym in their building
and workout.  His mind was never on what he was doing, it
was always on Craig.  He had been having difficult practices
and had finally told the coach that he and Craig were having
problems.  He thought this as he sat in a darkened living
room staring out at the city when he heard a knock at the
front door.

"It's open." Boden yelled out.

In popped a head of long blonde hair, it was Christina.  She
looked around the rooms as she went through them to find
Boden.  It looked like the maid hadn't been there for a few
days.

"Boden, it's me Christina." She called out.

She saw him slouched in a big chair in front of the window.

"Have you heard from him?" she asked in as soothing a voice
as she could.

Boden sighed deeply.

"He's at his parent's house.  Every time I call, either his
mother or father answers.  He won't even talk to me."  Boden
said his voice wavering.

"Boden, he's hurt.  Craig is trying to go through a lot of
emotions right now."

"I really fucked up this time, didn't I?" Boden said looking
up at Christina.

For the first time in that conversation Christina saw
Boden's face.  His eyes were red and tears streaked his
face.  He had truly come to realize the gravity of what he
had done.  He held a photo of them together on their
vacation to Aspen in his hands.

"Yeah, hon. You really did fuck up."

"I never realized how much I needed him, how much he meant
to me." Bode said, as he fidgeted with the photo.

"Then why are you telling me this, tell him.  Boden, go to
Craig; make him listen. Tell him how you feel."

The entire drive, Boden tried to think of what he would say
to Craig.  He kept coming up with a blank, unsure of what to
say.  He then thought of what Christina told him "look into
your heart, you will know what to say".

Finally Christmas morning had arrived and everywhere people
were celebrating the season.  Craig was trying to keep his
spirits, but they were pretty low.  He had avoided talking
to Boden, he was just not ready for that.  He came
downstairs to his brother and sister along with his parents
in the kitchen talking.  The doorbell happened to ring when
he passed it.

"I'll get it!" Craig shouted.

When he opened the door, he saw the most beautiful site.
There stood Boden, his brown hair peppered with snow, and
dressed to die.  He wore a long black trench coat, black
slack and a dark sweater.  That was not what made him
gorgeous, it was his eyes.  His eyes looked greener than
Craig had ever seen them. He could see the remorse and
sorrow in his eyes.

"Hey." Boden said, his voice deep but cracking with fear.

"Hi"

"Boden, I don't." Craig never got a chance to finish, Boden
interjected.

"Craig, I need to say something.  What I did was wrong, boy
was it wrong.  I hurt you, and that is the last thing I ever
wanted to do to you.  The last few days have been hell for
me; I have been trying to find the right words to say to
you.  Baby, I am sorry for what I did to you, and how I hurt
you and hurt what we had." Boden said, as he looked Craig in
the eyes, never wanting to be apart again.

Craig absorbed all that Boden had said and tried to think of
how to respond to it.

"Yeah, you really hurt me.  Seeing you with Aiden was like
you shitting on the last 4 years together.  But I love you
and always have.  I missed you." Craig said softly.

Boden's face lit up and a smile and sense of happiness came
over him. He reached and took Craig into his strong arms and
looked at him.  This embrace was unlike any they had ever
had before.  As soon as their lips met, it was like sparks
flew. Craig then wrapped his arms around Boden, wanted to
feel him close to him, to make sure he was real.  Craig
never wanted Boden to let go of him; he wanted to stay in
this embrace forever.

Later that Night.

They spent the day with Criag's family, but decided to go
back home and be together.

Boden softly kissed Craig as gently as he could, nibbling on
each ear. Craig didn't want this feeling to end, as he was
held in Boden's strong arms.  Boden removed all of his
clothes, and stood there and looked at Craig. He took his
hand and stroked Craig's face, slowly kissing him wanting to
show his love. He pulled him close, their kiss getting
deeper and more and more personal. He removed himself from
Craig and began to remove Criag's clothes, starting with his
shirt.  Once gone, Boden started to run his tongue over
Craig's chest, playing with both nipples, pulling on them
and biting them.

Every few minutes he would come back up and kiss Craig.
Their tongues eventually finding each other's and rubbing
together.  Boden looked into Craig's eyes, mesmerized by the
blueness of them; this was the look of love.  He slowly sank
to his knees, coming face to face with Craig's crotch.
Boden ran his tongue up and down the fabric of his pants, as
Craig had done to him soo many times before.  Eventually he
removed the pants for Craig's slender waist and worked on
his underwear.  His tongue passed lightly over the fabric,
teasing Craig's cock.  Craig shivered allover, his body
spasming form every movement of Boden's tongue.  His mind a
blur of what was happening, all he could see was Boden's
face smiling to him in his mind.

Boden reached up and slowly removed the black briefs from
Craig's hips, slowly caressing his thighs as they went down.
He settled on Craig's ass, massaging both globes of flesh,
wanting to give Craig all the pleasure he could.  He smiled
when he saw Craig's cock pup out to greet him.  He gently
ran his tongue around the head and up and down the sensitive
underside of the shaft.  Eventually Boden took it entirely
in and went to town, grabbing onto Craig's ass, he took it
firmly down to the base.  His tongue and mouth worked in
unison, massaging the throbbing organ in his mouth.  Craig
was in pure ecstasy; his body was on fire from the things
Boden was doing to him.  He could feel that he was getting
closer, his body beginning getting that familiar tense
feeling.  But before Craig had a chance to come, Boden
stopped.

"Why did you stop?  I was close" Craig asked with a puzzled
look on his face.

"Because I want it in me." Boden responded with a smile as
he fingered his asshole, licking it as he removed it.

For the first time in 4 years, Boden wanted to be the
bottom.  He had realized that he love for Craig was bigger
than him keeping his cherry, Craig meant everything to
Boden.  He knew that Craig had given his entire self to him,
why shouldn't Boden do the same thing.

"I will be really careful and really slow." Craig whispered
in Boden's ear, massaging his back as they walked towards
the bed.

Boden led Craig to the bed and lay down, looking up at Craig
with his finger in his ass.  Craig leaned down and kissed
Boden, wanting to feel him close.  He then reached over and
got the bottle of lubricant, squeezing some out and
lathering up Boden's hole.  He knew that was Boden's first
time and wanted to be really careful, he loved him and did
not want to hurt him.  He realized this was truly a big step
for Boden.  Craig placed the head of his cock to the
entrance to Boden's ass, and slowly applied pressure, never
taking his eyes from Boden's.

"Ok, now push out like you are taking a shit." Craig
whispered to Boden.

When Boden pushed out, in came Craig.  He had never felt
anything like this, there was pain but that was not the half
of it. Once the pain subsided, all he could feel was
fullness as Craig remained still and let him get adjusted to
him.  Boden had never felt like this before and pulled Craig
close.

"Are you ready?" Craig asked.

Boden nodded and Craig began to pull out, this drove Boden
crazy. He felt soo many different things coming from his
ass. He instinctively clamped his ass down on Craig's
invading cock, wanting him to never leave.  Boden could feel
the curve in Craig's cock, even the veins that stood out.
Craig felt Boden's chute grabbing onto his cock, almost
fucking it, itself. He slowly pulled back; this time hitting
Boden's prostrate.  This drove Boden wild, his eyes shot
open and he began to moan, never wanting this feeling to
end.  Boden went into a state of shock when he felt that
hit.  They slowly increased, Craig's thrusts and Boden's ass
meeting each other.

Their eyes never left one another; they were locked in this
closeness.  Craig leaned down and softly kissed Boden, ever
so gentle.  The pace began to quicken, Boden large body
covered in sweat, dwarfed Craig's.  Boden loved this man; he
knew he was meant to be with him.  He then received a gift;
he had never received like that before.  Craig exploded deep
within Boden, filling him with his seed.  Boden could feel
it coating his insides, finding it's way to his belly.
Craig fell into Boden's embrace; breathing heavily he looked
up at him and smiled.

"I love you."

"I love you."

"I hope this does not mean, my ass won't be able to get a
grip on that monster down there anymore." Craig said with a
smile as he gripped Boden ever expanding cock.

"You can have it whenever you want it baby." Boden responded
with a grin.

The End.

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