Date: Thu, 31 Jul 2014 11:50:10 -0400 (EDT) From: MGTBILL@aol.com Subject: DYLAN'S SUMMER VACATION TWO Chapter 90 DYLAN'S SUMMER VACATION TWO Chapter 90 by Donny Mumford Vinnie drives off in one direction and the garage guy drives off in the other. I stand here a few seconds amazed how this evening played itself out. First off, before today I hadn't heard from Vinnie since Dodger's going away party, so Vinnie's call was totally out of the blue. Secondly, with Robby in the hospital, I was determined to forgo buddy sex and especially I wasn't going to have it with Vinnie. He had other ideas though and one thing led to another until eventually things went the way Vinnie said they would. He mimicked some of Dodger's personality to get what he wanted and it turned out like he predicted. Actually it almost didn't happen, but the dead battery in his mother's car became the second opportunity that led to a damn hot fuck from Vinnie. It surely was needed by me as I was as horny as I've been in years. That sex with Vinnie will probably hold me over until Robby's recovered. It's like this: In Robby's current condition I can't rationalize realistically that he's having side sex. When he's recovered I can use that rationalization again and go ahead having occasional side sex myself. Obviously the rationalization doesn't really work too well when Robby's dealing with a concussion in the hospital. Another thing I just realized, I've been saying it's four days between orgasms for me, when actually it's three. A minor detail though because from Monday to Thursday is four days, so it's six of one, half a dozen of the other. The point is I sacrificed side sex for Robby because we're fiancé's, but when you get right down to it what good did it do him, or me? Still, I've got a conscience so I'm not planning anymore side sex until Robby's back in the saddle, so to speak. I pretty damn sure I won't have a problem abstaining further. Climbing the steps to my condo I check my watch and see it's a little after ten o'clock. Good, it's early enough so I'll get a decent night's sleep for a change. Tomorrow is the next to the last Friday of summer vacation, so I got that going for me. Now I'm noticing that Vinnie's cum has drooled out of my ass so I need to take care of that next. In my bathroom I clean that up and then do my regular nightly routine and get myself to bed. I like sleeping with someone, so while waiting for sleep to take me away I think about the different boys I've spent the night with. It's not that long of a list. Chubby and Robby of course, then there's Ryan. We slept in his bed and mine, and had some really hot sex when waking up during the night. And oh yeah, Willie and me have slept together many times and almost everyone of those times was highlighted by nuclear hot sex. I kinda miss him to be honest about it 'cause we had some wonderful times together. Jeez, there was a period there where Willie was dominant in close to the perfect manner, but then he went a little nuts with it and in the end it wasn't all that great. I slept with Cory too, which was fun, but no real sex. Hmmm, who else have I spent the night with.....? Next thing I know it's Friday morning and I'm awake before my alarm goes off. Laying here I'm again thinking about the sex Vinnie and I had last night. I tend to think about sex a lot, but I'm pretty sure it's normal for someone my age. Vinnie was damn hot alright and I definitely wouldn't mind a repeat performance with that little dude. You know, the more I think about it now, why shouldn't I have sex on the side while Robby's recuperating? What good does it do either of us for me abstaining? Robby doesn't know one way or the other, and anyway he probably thinks I'm alley-catting around so my abstinence is wasted. And, for all I know Robby's humping his roommate right now? Okay, that's probably a long shot, but it could happen, it's a possibility at least. I wasn't thinking clearly about all this last night because Vinnie had just done a hell of a good job fucking me. I'm thinking much more clearly this morning and I'll just keep an open mind and see what comes up. After getting ready for work I wander into the kitchen feeling okay. Not great, but okay is good enough some days. Chubby and I hug and do a quick as a flash kiss on the lips, then he says, "Are you interested in double dating tonight?" I say, "With Gina's brother, Geno?" Chubby laughs, "Um, that would be no. With the same girl you double dated with last time. She promises not to get drunk this time." I say, "Oh, she won't get drunk, huh? In that case I must decline, and anyway I've got plans for tonight." That's not a lie because I do have plans for tonight, I'm planning on calling Geno. With everything that's been going on lately he slipped my mind, but Chubby's double date offer made me remember that I'm suppose to call young and dominant Geno. He doesn't feel it's right for the dominant partner to call the submissive one, and I can see his point. He was fairly hot the first time we got into a little sub/dom sex even though he didn't pull it off all the way through. Chubby goes, "Okay, bro, just thought I'd ask. I'll see if Lee wants to double date." To get off the double date topic, I'm like, "Do we have large properties to work on today?" Chubby shakes his head, "Nope, just regular size yards." That's too bad because I wouldn't mind a quick fuck from Seth in the back of the truck, but without both big mowers on the truck there's no way that'll work. It's especially sexy doing it in the truck and wicked ballsy too. Now that I realize Robby's probably expecting me to have side-sex while he recovers, it's almost as good for my conscience as rationalizing he might be having side-sex himself. And like I said, how do I know his hot football playing roommate isn't poking up Robby's ass right this minute, or vice versa? I don't know, so ya know, what the fuck. We're only young once. Okay, I'm glad I worked though that conundrum logically. The fact is, Robby and I need to take care of our wild oats as quickly as possible so we can get married and he can be the head of the household. The baby situation is another story. We should probably deal with that when we're older and into the domestic phrase of our lives. So, I need to talk to Robby about the baby thingie and my pool table idea. The pool table idea is basically a winner because I can teach Robby what I've learned after many hours of shooting pool, and it'll be something we can do together. Maybe we'll get one of those home beer making kits and make beer together too. We'll need to do something with the time we previously spent on side sex. I'm not too good at planning real far ahead, but these ideas are gold so I don't want to forget them. In the locker room at work I'm changing into my Dickers' t-shirt and baseball cap, again wondering where Seth is. He usually gets here before me. I hope he isn't having car problems again, and then he comes in, saying, "Hey, guys." He bumps me with his hot ass, quietly saying, "Hi, sexy." I give him a grin, and ask, "How's your finger?" He shows me his bandaged finger, saying, "It's a lot better. What are you doing tonight?" Tying my work sneakers, the ones ruined by grass stains, I say, "I'm not sure yet. Aren't you working tonight?" He pulls off the shirt I gave him weeks ago and I notice he's lost some of the extra baby fat around his waist. He says, "Yeah, I'm working at Whole Foods, but I get off at ten, so if you're free shoot me a text, okay?" I go, "You bet, Seth. Hey, have you been working out?" He says, "Informally. Mostly I'm doing sit-ups trying to lose this roll of fat around my waist." I go, "You don't have a roll of fat around your waist, who told you that?" He mouths, 'I love you,' with a big smile, then he says, "Thanks for not noticing it." We look into each others eyes and I get a funny feeling in my balls. I say, "I'm gonna miss you when I'm away at college, Seth." He mumbles, "Oh, don't get me started on that. You haven't seen me cry yet, have you? It's not a pretty sight." I say, "Hmmm, let me show you something after you've changed clothes for work." He looks curious, then quickly gets dressed and while putting his street clothes in the locker, he asks, "What are you going to show me?" I mumble, "Come on, follow me, you'll see," and I take him down the unused hallway in the back of the locker room. Off to the left there's an alcove for the door that leads to the heater and air conditioning units. This is where Ryan and I would make out some mornings in our high heat days. Some of those mornings while making out I'd sink into a deep submissive trance like only Ryan could bring on me. When we're near the door, Seth looks around, and asks, "Okay, what's this place?" I say, "This is where I get to taste your lips." He nods his head, blushing, then murmurs, "You're the sexiest person I've ever met." I put my arms around his neck, muttering, "Yeah, I hear that all the time," and as he grins my lips meet his and he quietly goes, "Ooooh." His soft blond whiskers feel sexy around my mouth and chin, and his slightly puffy lips are aw esome against mine. He closes his eyes and his body melds into me as his arms hug around my waist. Our tongues meet and lick as our lips suck and our crotches hump against one another, and then grind together. I've got a hand at the back of his head ruffling Seth's hair as our faces move and our noses rub. I suck on his bubble gum pink tongue and then he sucks on mine. Our lips separate and our tongues come out of our mouths to lap against one another before our lips come together again and we do a long French kiss. Seth's moaning and rubbing his hands up and down my back as we kiss and suck on each other's mouth. The make-out gets even hotter and soon Seth's making the whining sounds he usually makes before climaxing. The whining gets more desperate as his hips hump and then, "Mmmmm, aah, aaah, oooh," from Seth. He slides his lips across my face until the side of his face is against mine. Another hump of his hips and he holds his crotch against mine, moaning some more, "Ooh, ooh, aaaah, ooh fuck, that felt good. Oh God, it's so good with you." I rub my hand up the back of his head in his soft hair again and kiss his cheek. He takes a deep breath, then mumbles, "Oh man, that was a long orgasm I just had, mmmmm, ooh, it felt good." He steps back and we both look down at his crotch. A cum stain is spreading up near the top of his zipper, then cum breaks through the khaki material lower on the left side of his zipper. He mutters, "I'm fucked now. This is my only clean pair of shorts." I ruffle his hair, "No, you're not fucked, Seth. I'll get you my other pair of shorts." We look at each other, then kiss on the lips, and I go, "Wait here." Jogging back to the locker room I see a half dozen guys from other crews, but none of our guys. The guys that are here are horsing around not paying any attention to me. I grab shorts from my locker and a few paper towels, and then duck back down the hall. When I get back to Seth he has his shorts off and of courses there's a large wet cum spot on the front of his underwear. Handing him the paper towels, I say, "Get as much wetness off as you can and hope the remaining cum dries quickly." He wipes inside and outside his underwear. I see his pretty dick with the pink head and give a thought to sucking it, but we're gonna be late as it is. Seth gets himself together as quickly as possible, thanks me too many times for lending him my clean shorts, then we jog back down the hall to find an empty locker room. Putting Seth's cummy shorts in my locker, I say, "That wasn't the best idea I've ever had. We're going to be doing pushups." Seth mumbles's, "It was worth it." Lee's telling the guys something when we sheepishly jog over to our crew. Lee stops, gives us a look, and Chubby says, "Count out each one, boys." Everyone is grinning because Seth and I need to do ten pushups for being late, and they don't. Seth drops right down, so I do too and we do a pushup yelling out, "One" and then do the second pushup yelling out, "Two." The other crews stop what they're doing to watch us. They yell out crazy numbers to try and confuse us. It's embarrassing being watched by everyone as they enjoy our discomfort. It's not mean spirited of them, it's just the way guys are. I'd be doing the same thing if one of them was late and had to do pushups. Seth shows off after pushup number five by clapping his hands together in between the remaining pushups. If I tried that I'd fall on my face. After ten pushups we stand brushing our palms together getting the random dirt off. Seth and I both blush a little, as Seth's saying, "Sorry guys, it was my fault we're late." Ryan and I were late and had to do pushups the first day on the job, and we were late for the same reason too. The make-out Seth and I had is the only thing out of the ordinary that happens all day long. It's been a typical day at work and now, at the end of the day, there's only one week of summer vacation left, meaning five work days. I think we're all glad the summer is coming to a close. It's like high school in that by the last semester I've had enough of school and I'm looking forward to the summer. Now that summers almost over, I've had enough of landscape work I'm looking forward to college. Change is good. It makes everything seem new for awhile... new, fun, and interesting. I'm anxious to see Ryan again too although I'm worried he's changed somehow. Frankly I don't know what to expect since he doesn't even answer my emails or text messages anymore. We had some hot times there for awhile, some of the hottest sex ever for me. It's surprising to think a little guy like Ryan with the little round eyeglasses and the big cock could really rock my sexual world... it was, it was astonishing, that's what it was. As expected, Chubby's doing the same thing tonight he did last night. He drives us home, we shower, and then he goes to his other job. After that he has a date with Gina and then a date with Mary Jo Saturday night. That's all well and good, but what am I going to do tonight? I could hang around here until ten o'clock and then meet Seth, or I could call Geno like I think I'm going to, or I can call Sonny. I run my fingers through my hair thinking of the haircuts Sonny gives me and the deep trance it puts me in. That's very enticing, but my thoughts about Ryan earlier made me think of Willie. I basically dumped Willie after that Key West trip and it was partly because he was getting carried away with the dominance thing, but mostly because of Ryan. I was comparing Willie's dominant sex to Ryan's, deciding that Willie's didn't match up with Ryan's. Still, Willie's been on my mind a bit lately and next to Ryan, Willie has shown a very effective form of dominant sex in the past. Geno and Sonny are basically amateurs compared to Willie. Do I dare call him? Hmmm, maybe a dinner date with Willie is in order just to see how he's doing. Yeah, I'll call him. I'm kind of excited actually, and thoughts of past dates with Willie gets my dick moving in my pants. Willie and I have had some incredibly hot sex together. After seeing how low Willie had fallen that time I saw him in Wildwood it's hard to imagine him being brazenly bossy like he was most of the time on our earlier dates. I tap his name on my contact list and the phone rings and rings, then I get told to leave a message. Should I or shouldn't I? I basically saved his ass last time I saw him, so I leave a message, "It's just me, Willie. Checking up on you to see..." and he says, "Dylan! I just got out of the shower. How are you?" I say, "I'm good, dude, how are you, that's the question?" He says, "Thanks to you I'm good too, Dylan. I should have called to say thanks again, but I'm embarrassed about the condition I was in when you, um, rescued me. It made me remember what a good person, a good friend, you are. Thank you." I say, "No problem. Um, are you doing anything tonight? I thought we might have dinner together for old times sake." He hesitates, then says, "I think this is the first time you ever called to invite me to do something with you." I say, "That's just so wrong, Willie. I've called you before." I can't remember when, but I must have called him at least once. He says, "Well, I've got a date tonight actually, but it makes me feel good all over that you called. It really does." I shrug, but now I want to see him even more. Before thinking it through and realizing Robby's probably getting out of the hospital tomorrow, I go, "How about tomorrow night?" He says, "I'm going to having dinner out with my father and mother Saturday night. We're attempting to form some kind of meaningful relationship, and then I'm off to college on Sunday. Damn!" I go, "Well, it sounds like you got your life back in order and I'm happy for you." He says, "You're so special, Dylan. What the hell, I'm backing out of my date tonight. I hate to do it, but for you I'd do just about anything." I go, "No, don't do that. We'll get together another time." He says, "It's alright, I'm thinking he's gonna dump me soon anyway. It's not love, just sex. What time can I pick you up?" I'm excited again, he sounds so normal, not goofy like he often was before. I say, "Whenever you're ready, I'm ready now." He goes, "Half an hour, see you then. Thanks for calling me, Dylan. Really!" Huh, a date with Willie. He's the only person I've ever heard that came 'out' as a gay boy in middle school. I've never known anyone with the confidence to come 'out' that early in life, but that's just an example of how, um, unique he is. I have to admit I'm kind of interested in this latest version of Willie, it seems like a good one so far. Changing my clothes, I put on all the expensive things Willie's bought me, which only seems right. He's extremely generous, but of course it's not his money. I guess some day it will be though. Checking myself in the mirror, I'm looking okay. No zits and my hair's as long as it's been for quite some time. Nice and blond and that goes really great with my tan. Okay, what else? I brush my teeth and then brush my hair again. I'm a little nervous, which is so fucking weird. I've know Willie for over three years now and while we've had our ups and downs I consider him a friend, a close friend actually, so I don't know why I should be nervous. I thought I was in love with him for quite a long time, then I fell in love with Robby and realized I'd never been in love with Willie. It's the same old story time after time with me, I confuse love of sex for love of the person. Robby straightened me out about that. Hmmm, it sure was painful seeing Willie in the condition he was in when I saw him in Wildwood, so I want to get that vision out of my head and remember the new Willie instead. Jesus, I need a cigarette after thinking about that for a second or two. Yeah, a smoke would be good, but I just brushed my teeth. Hmmm, I'll get a stick of gum. I do that and then go out the front door and light up a cigarette waiting for the newest version of Willie Worthington to show up. Halfway finished my cigarette he arrives in a brand new ninety thousand dollar BMW 650i convertible with the top down. It's a creamy gray color and way cool. That exact car was featured in the automobile section of the Globe last Sunday. Willie is looking up at me with that cute smile of his, almost like he's shy. I can't tell from here, but I know from experience the bridge of his nose wrinkles when he smiles or grins. He has some small freckles across the bridge of his nose too. It's a very boyish look and quite cute. Yep, that smile I remember so well. I didn't see it in Wildwood though, that's for sure. I'm glad it's back. He's got that sort of longish shaped head too, but it works well for him. He's cute in an unusual way, I've always thought that. I force myself not to scamper down the steps to him, and instead casually walk down smoking. Trying for cool I casually flick my cigarette butt, except it slips out of my fingers and bounces off my shorts. Fuck! Brushing the ashes from my shorts, then unwrapping a stick of Doublemint gum I manage to get it in my mouth without biting my finger. At the bottom of the steps I walk over to Willie, put my arm around his neck and kiss him. He sort of pulls his head away, apparently not expecting this greeting from me, and he hardly kisses back at all. It's like an old habit for me to go right to him for a kiss. Willie ingrained that in me and it's hard to break old habits, ya know? I'm blushing now because Willie seemed so taken back by my kiss, like it's now inappropriate to kiss him hello. Willie quickly says, "Hi, Dylan, that was nice, thanks." Now I'm just standing here feeling awkward. He's staring at me, then he says, "You're as fantastically good looking as ever. God, they broke the cute mold when they made you." I mumble, "Hi Willie, you're looking good too and it's nice to see you. Um, sorry if you weren't expecting a kiss hello. You're the one who taught me to be comfortable showing affection in public and, um, I thought you'd want me to give you a kiss hello." He takes my hand in his and squeezes it, saying, "It was wonderful, Dylan, I loved it, but it did surprise me. I'm ready for it now though, lets do it again, okay?" He has a smooth complexion on his innocent-looking pretty face. I know he's not shy or innocent, but you can't tell that by just looking at him. I feel stupid kissing him now as I lean over and Willie puts a hand behind my head and we kiss with Willie's tongue going into my mouth. He has always been a fantastic make-out, maybe better than Ryan. It's a wet slurping kiss with Willie keeping my face against his and me inhaling his familiar Willie scent. His scent has always been sexy to me and it still is. My arms go around his neck as cars driving by on the highway hunk their horns at us. My cock is a steel rod when Willie breaks the kiss, mumbling, "That was wonderful, baby. No one tastes or smells as good as you. I've never missed anyone like I've missed you." I slowly take a deep breath, trying not to be obvious about it. Then say, "You too, Willie," and he grins at me. I'm still feeling a little uncomfortable, so for something to say, I add, "Your hair's growing back." In the three weeks since I last saw him, his hair's grown out almost half an inch all over his head. He runs his hand over his head, saying, "Yeah, it's slowly returning. If I knew I was going to see you tonight I'd have gotten it shaped. It's all the same length." I go, "It's like a buzz cut, and looks fine." His hair's my favorite shade of awesome light brown with great texture. He shrugs, muttering, "I think it'd look better if the sides and back were tapered, don't you? Maybe make the top look a little longer by comparison." I shrug, "Yeah, that's a style alright. Hey, I can do that for you, I'm an awesome barber. Come on inside, it'll take me five minutes." He's like, "Really, you cut hair?" I say, "Often, and I can't believe I've never given you a haircut in all the time I've known you." He looks around, "Um, okay I guess, but I don't want to leave my car here. Grandfather bought it for me to take to Cornell. I've only had the car a week." I'm like, "Oh, how about driving it behind my condo and parking it there." He nods, and hesitantly mutters, "That'll work I guess, hop in." I trot around and get in the passenger seat of this beautiful car while I'm thinking he doesn't seem too thrilled about me cutting his hair. Oh my God, the interior of this car is so plush. Willie nervously grins at me, then says, "This is so awesome, Dylan!" I nod my head smiling at him. Can I believe Willie's a changed person? He seems to be, but what did his parents think when he had a shaved head and he was wearing a dog collar? He drives around back and parks in our condo's parking space. We get out with me staring at Willie's slim athletic body. He's an inch taller than me and everything about Willie is longish, but it looks good. He's uniquely attractive actually. None of this was apparent nor did I give a thought to it in Wildwood because he was in just a horrible condition. He seems to have recovered quite nicely though. I glance at his long legs sticking out below his shorts and think of the times he's wrapped me in his arms and legs so tightly I'd feel a little claustrophobic at first, but his way of making out and his dominance would win out over my claustrophobic tendencies. His legs are almost totally hairless with nice definition in his calves, but it's not overdone like body builders who's muscles are so sharply formed they look grotesque to me. We go in through the back door next to the garage. Willie asks, "Um, where do I sit?" I say, "All I've got is that stool for my barber chair, and I don't have a cape either so you need to take your shirt off." He unbuttons his shirt, saying, "I'm a little nervous about this. I mean, I trust you, but are you good at giving haircuts, really? I'm going to college next week and, ya know, I'd be embarrassed if it looks like I have a home haircut." I say, "I'm better than any of the seventy-five dollar barbers you've taken me to over the years." He bites his lip, nodding, as he takes his shirt off. he's got a hot torso and this is the body I've plastered mine against so many times. He's slim, but not skinny. Willie's an excellent athlete, especially at tennis, swimming, and basketball. His body looks more like a swimmer's body than anything else. I find I'm staring at him feeling something that might be desire. Well, one sexual encounter in five days tends to get my libido's attention. As for Willie and I, yeah we had sex in Wildwood, but it was therapeutic for him more than sexy sex. It's different now that he's back acting like himself. No, not acting like himself actually, better than himself. He's behaving within a normal range of acceptable behavior now. Willie says, "You're staring at me, Dylan, making me feel uncomfortable." I go, "Heh heh, sorry. It's just that you're in much better shape then the last time I saw you and I'm admiring the transformation." He says, "I owe it all to you. You were a wake-up call for me. I'd forgotten how nice you are, and how nice life can be when I'm my own person and not owned by some sadistic pervert. I reverted back to the days of Carl and his cousin Larry. Big fucking mistake!" I pat the stool and Willie sits down, as I say, "I fell under Carl's spell myself Willie, but you and I put those two losers in their place before our trip to Key west." He nods his head, and mutters, "Yeah, we did," and leaves it at that. I guess he doesn't want to talk about Key west. Can't say I blame him. I put a hand towel across his lap so his shorts don't get hair clippings all over them. Next I get out the scissors, comb, and trimmer clippers. Using the comb and scissors only I trim around his ears and up the sides a little. Then the same in the back. We're both quiet during his brief haircut. I use the trimmers to outline around his ears for definition and hand him a mirror. He goes, "Holy shit, you are good. That's perfect, don't ya think?" I go, "Yeah, it looks very Ivy League." He moves his head seeing as much of his head as he can in the mirror, then mumbles, "Wow, this is neat. Thanks, Dylan! You can give me a haircut any time." I'm smiling as I rub the little clipping of hair off his shoulders with the palm of my hand. His skin feels sexy. Squeezing the back of his neck, I kiss his cheek." He says, "Don't tease me, Dylan." I say, "I'm not teasing you, you're my friend. Like I've told you fifty times, I love you as a friend and I kiss my gay friends." Then I rub his shoulders some more and do a little massage on his shoulders. After a bit he murmurs, "That feels good. Um, are we going to, you know, get intimate tonight? I wasn't expecting it, but I let myself have a little hope just the same. I know it was a pity fuck in Wildwood because you felt sorry for me, but I don't know where we stand now. I don't know where you stand, is what I meant. You know where I stand... I love you, now more then ever." My balls feel squirmy and actually so do I. Running my fingers slowly through his short hair, I say, "You've always been very attractive to me, very sexy and special. Lets discuss our feeling about possible intimacy during dinner. I've had hardly any sex the last five days so I'm vulnerable to memories of you and me. The good sexy ones I mean." Still sitting on the stool bare chested, he quietly asks, "Can we maybe make-out a little before dinner. I can still feel and taste your kiss on my lips. It's the most special thing that happened to me since you saved me, and the most special thing that happened to me before you saved me was when I was with you during spring break, and that was over four months ago. You're just about the only special thing that's happened to me in my whole life." I go, "Oh, Willie, that's so not true! Your whole life has been special." He looks at me, and sincerely says, "Maybe it looks that way to you because my parents are rich and I have no limit on my credit card and a new BMW convertible to take to school, but those things are objects. I'm talking about special humans. Special persons or person, and for me you're the only special person in my life ever!" I gulp, "Um, thanks, um, but I'm not special, Willie. Believe me, I've got lots of faults." "You have no faults as far as I'm concerned, but I'm not going to keep pumping your tires and embarrassing myself. You know how I feel about you and why I feel that way. Like I just said, it's because you're the most special person in my entire life. I could give you example after example of non-special people in my life, but I'm not going to because you'd take pity on me if I did and it'd make me feel like shit to regurgitate all the negative influences I've run into growing up. I've made many bad choices too, and I've made them in my interaction with you as well... many, many bad choices. I'm putting all that stuff behind me and like you told me in Key West and again in Wildwood, I'm starting my life fresh and I'm determined to do things better this time." I mutter, "I never said that," and he goes, "Not in those exact words, but that's what you meant and it's what I'm going to do. Dinner at the club tomorrow night with my parents is part of the new me turning over a new leaf." This conversation is too heavy and awkward, so I ask, "Where do you want to eat dinner?" He says, "I don't know, wherever you want." I ask, "Do you want a cocktail with dinner?" He says, "I threw my phony ID away. I can't get served without it and neither can you." I go, "Ya wanna bet? If I can get us cocktails at a restaurant, the dinner's on you." I hate myself right after saying that because the dinner's always on Willie and I wanted, for once, to buy him dinner or at least go fifty/fifty. I mean, I invited him to dinner. Willie smiles, "You got yourself a deal. Where's the restaurant?" I say, "Downtown Framingham. It's a small place called 'Dino's Italian Cuisine'. It's not fancy and fairly inexpensive." Surprising me, he says, "Sounds fine to me, Dylan. How come you get served drinks, do you know the bartender?" I say, "No, the waiter," and I squeeze the back of his neck again. Willie's arm comes around my waist and he pulls me against him. I forgot how strong he is. He says, "You're teasing me again, Dylan. Please don't, you know how I feel about you." He smells so good I can't catch my breath for a second, then I say, "Okay, lets make-out a little before we go to dinner." His face looks flush, as he quietly asks, "Is this more pity affection to help me feel good about myself?" I shake my head, "No, Willie, I want to make-out with you, you've always turned me on, especially when you're not trying to." He holds me tightly against his side, reaches up with his other hand and cups the side of my neck bringing my head to his. With my face so close to his face my nose is touching his cheek, he says in a husky voice, "You drive me insane with desire." His lips are moving against mine as he adds, "You're the sexiest person I've ever seen anywhere. You're beautiful, cute, handsome, whatever descriptive word there is for male perfection, you're it." And his lips engulf mine before I can protest his over the top compliments. He sucks on my lips and then kisses me a sucking wet kiss just before his tongue goes into my mouth again. The arm he has around my waist pulls me in front of him, then between his legs as the luscious kiss continues. His hands are on my ass now pulling our crotches tightly together and my arms go around his neck as our faces move together and our mixed saliva wets our upper lips and chins. He smells and tastes better than I ever remember as he sucks on my top lip and then French kisses me. His body is so sexy and hot against mine my cock soon becomes a hard wood dowel in my shorts. He's got my face between his two hands now and we're involved in one of the most passionate and sexually arousing kiss ever. Gasping for breath he breaks the kiss and holds the side of my face against his. He says in a whisper, his lips on my ear, "May I, Dylan, please?" There's only one thing he can be referring to, so I nod my head 'yes', while squeaking out, "Yes, Willie," sounding to myself like Mickey Mouse. He's got me so hot with his kisses, his hugs, his scent, and words of affection I'm gulping with anticipation. Willie pushes me away a little as he gets off the stool. Swallowing hard, he stares at me a second, then he pulls his shorts down, and freed from his underpants his long hard penis bobs up and down between us. He unbuttons my shorts, pulls them down, cups my balls through my jockey shorts and leans down to kiss them, then pulls my underwear down, turns me around and lifts the head of his boner to my asshole. I stick out my ass trying not to whimper from need. He puts pressure against my anus and that awesome sensation of the lips spreading makes me gasp. More pressure and the head of his cock goes inside me as I moan, "Ooooh." Now that he's mounted me, he knows he's got me, so he slows down. He massages my shoulders and then drags his fingers down my back giving me chills. A quiet whine of desire slips from my throat as my anus tightens on the neck of his cock. Getting his arms around my waist Willie slowly pulls me back onto his cock. It goes up my ass inch by inch with my shoulders shuddering and Willie licking where my neck meets my shoulder. A moan from me, "Mmmmmm, oh, aah, aah," as his cock moves up my rectum. Then, "Mmmm, yeaaaah, Willie, fuck my ass." He jerks my body to him forcing the last of his eight inch boner inside me so my buttocks are flat against his groin area, then he rotates his hips moving his cock in my ass like he's scratching an itch. It feels so good I lay my head back against his shoulder as he leans his head over to kiss me on the lips, then asks, "Is it like you remember, baby? Does it feel the same?" I moan, "Un huh, mmmm, so good, so sexy." He goes, "Nobody fucks you better than me, babe, you know that." Then, with his lips against my ear again, and his entire boner impaling me, he says, "I'm gonna give you a hickey for old times sake," sounding authoritative again, that is until he asks, "Is that okay?" I nod my head a little. His cock is so long, and like always, fits my ass perfectly. It feels full and snug up in my rectum and I moan again as my cock firms up feeling so good I need to stroke it a few times. Willie slaps my butt cheek, "Don't touch yourself," and again he had a little of his old familiar authority to his voice. I pull my hand away immediately and feel Willie's boner expand a little as he withdraws it a few inches and them pushes it right back in until he's again tight against my buttocks. His pubic stubble is growing in a little after the body shave his dominant neighbor gave him. He leaves his cock way up inside me again, my back pressed tightly to his stomach and chest. His mouth begins nipping the spot he was licking a minute ago, right where my neck meets my shoulder. Willie was always big on hickeys, but this is the first time he asked if it was okay to give me one. Licking and sucking on the same spot of skin for a few minutes gets it stinging so I move my head. He says, "No, Dylan, move your head over to the other side so I can finish this properly. You remember how we do it, just be docile for me the way I like." It's so strange, but his voice, plus all the times I've been submissive to him must still register in my brain because I do what he says and then hold my breath so I don't complain about the irritating and burning that his hickey-making is causing me. When I'm just about ready to scream, he finally stops and mutters,, "That's my boy." Then his cock is pulled back, and I go, "Ooooh, ahh, aah, aah," as my rectum sparkles with sexy sensations. And when he smoothly pushes his long hard boner back up my ass, I arch my back leaning my shoulders into him, going, "Mmmmm, oooh, ooh, ah, ah, mmm." Moving only his hips, his cock's becomes a piston in my ass... back and forth it goes smoothly... all the way in and right back out, his cock slides in all the way each time until he's bumping against my butt cheeks, and then back out it comes to distend the lips of my asshole for a second, then the long trip back up my ass at a steady pace with me squirming in pleasure against his body. He never loosens his arms around my waist keeping me right up tight to him as his hips continue firing his cock back and forth in my ass. He uses one arm to wrap around the front of my neck roughly pulling my head back tightly on his shoulder and holding it there. The more aroused he gets the more his thrusting picks up speed. Somewhere in my brain I realize I couldn't get out of his grip if I wanted to, and another place in my brain knows I don't want to get out of his grip. I can't spread my legs much because my shorts are caught at my knees, so this keeps my asshole tight and his long boner moving against the lips of my anus is driving me deliriously mad with awesomely sexy sensation. It's so good being fucked this well. As I'm moaning in a pleasure that's so delicious I wish it would go on for hours, I'm consciously trying to pinpoint all the tantalizing sexual signals my anus and prostate are sending out, but they tend to blend into one signal of pleasure shooting straight to my brain. The walls of my rectum expand as Willie drives his large cock up my ass and then the walls seems to contract as he withdraws and I can visualize it in my head. I see a picture of his hard boner going up my ass, the head swollen and red leaking watery precum to ease it's way, and the head's followed by a fat snake of a shaft that's long and even harder than the head. It's a stimulating picture of sexual sensations and adds to the electric signals of deep sexual pleasure bombarding my brain and then spreads around my body making me shake. In my rectum my prostate, that magical super sensitive button, feels like it's vibrating with joy along with the lips of my asshole. My climax builds quickly and I'm gasping and sputtering at how awesome it feels, and then Willie goes, "Mmmmm, oooh,' and pounds against me holding his groin against my ass with him grunting, almost whining, as he fills my rectum with creamy youthful spunk that's teeming with one hundred million sperm destined to never finding an egg no matter how fast they travel. The creamy slippery sensation in my ass is the tipping point for my climax and I squeal arching my back as my balls pump cum up and out of my throbbing boner. A string of cum shoots into the air only to arc and drop right down to the tile floor, splat! I'm gurgling deliriously at the incredible sensations accompanying three more shots of cum and then drools of cum run down the shaft of my cock as I whimper and my body goes limp against Willie's chest. I'm moaning quietly as all the remnants of orgasm zip around making my shoulders shudder again and then it's over, but the carryover effects and the memory of the fireworks display of indescribable sexual pleasure lingers to be savored. Even those sensations fade, but leave me feeling good all over. Willie stops thrusting and lets out a big breath, then says, "Wow, only with you, Dylan, only with you do I have climaxes like I just had. Oh man that was something to remember." He kisses and nuzzles his face against the side of my neck, sort of under my chin, then asks, "Would you suck my cock for me, baby? You know, like you used to do after I fucked you good. Would you please, huh?" I go, "Sure, Willie," and realize I'm in a nice trance. When did that happen? He pulls his long cock out of my ass and as he turns me around some of his cum rolls down the inside of my legs. Willie puts light pressure on my shoulders so I drop down to my knees and take his sloppy cock in my fingers and guide it to my mouth. As I suck and lick his fairly firm cock my submissive juices kick in more and my submissiveness grows. I get his cock in my throat and go down to bury my nose and lips in his pubic stubble. He rubs my back, cooing, "That's my boy... oooh, that feels good, Dylan, oooh yeah, suck my cock." My trance deepens and it's so peacefully dreamy and sexy I'm hugging round Willie's butt cheeks tightly,wildly sucking and deep throating his cock until it's hard again. With spit running off my chin I look up at Willie in a daze. He has a funny expression on his face as he mutters, "Just like old times, huh, Dylan? That's enough sucking, take my cock out, I'm going to fuck you some more." I take it out, then stand and he turns me around saying with authority, "Hands on your knees," and I bend forwards as he gives my ass a really hard smack, "SLAP!" then he pushes his new boner all the way up my ass. He grips my hips and fucks me fast and hard, like he's angry with me. My boner comes back up and I begin moaning with pleasure again as I tighten my sphincter muscle for all I'm worth. He only fucks me for maybe three or four minutes, then stops, muttering, "I'm not gonna have another orgasm. Your ass is so perfect though I just had to try even though I was taking advantage of you again." Then he rubs my back, saying, "I'll keep going though, if you want me to," and oddly this considerateness on his part, shatters my trance-like state of mind. I blink my eyes, then say, "No, it feels really good, but I can't work up another climax either, not this soon." Actually there have been times I could, but everything has to be just right. He pulls his cock out and I almost go down on my knees from reflex reaction to suck his cock again, but Willie's turning away, quietly mumbling, "Do you have a bathroom down here? One we can clean up in." Willie's strangely quiet while we clean ourselves in the half bath. I'm looking at him wondering what's wrong. That was awesome sex, not that it surprises me. Willie has always fucked me as good as it gets. For the most part, during this fuck he wasn't showing a particularly confident dominant demeanor, just a touch two or three times, but it didn't last. Still, this was still a damn good fuck and I loved it. Maybe in my brain I'm remembering how dominant Willie has been in the past and that memory carried over to the present. Cleaned-up, with our shorts back on, we're out in the finished basement again. Willie's putting his shirt on now as I quietly ask, "What wrong, Willie?" He shakes his head slowly, then looks at me, and says, "Oh, Dylan, it's just that I could see you falling right back into a very submissive posture, just the way I trained you to behave towards me. I worked on that the whole time I've known you and it all came together in Key West. I had you where I thought I wanted you and you were ready to be my boy for real. Not full time like a slave/master relationship because we've got our other lives to live, but when we'd be together you'd be doing anything I wanted you to do and that's a slippery slope for both of us. I almost slipped and took advantage of your submissiveness again. I don't want to do that anymore. That's why I say it's a slippery slope for both of us." That pisses me off, so I say, "I'm not anyone's 'boy'! Don't flatter yourself, Willie. When doing sex I like to be submissive, and that's as far as it goes. You didn't train me to be that way, I felt it even way back when fat Carl was pounding my ass." He nods his head and shrugs, then quietly says, "Take my word for it, Dylan, you were ready. Sure, you need to first have a propensity for submissiveness, which you have an abundance of, and then there are many levels of submissiveness. When you become very accustomed to doing what someone says without hesitation, in this case like you were with me for two days in Key west, your submissiveness drifts over into everyday life. It applies all the time and not just when doing a sexual act. I did a lot of soul searching after that debacle in Key West and realized that what I thought I wanted was wrong. I don't want you to be my 'boy' nearly as much as I want you to love me as a boyfriend. You saved my life, and like I've said before, you're the best person I've every had as a friend, so I forced myself to back away and not ruin your life by pressing on with your submissiveness." I mutter, "You couldn't ruin my life. I'm in control of my life, no one else." He takes a deep breath, and mumbles, "If you say so, Dylan. Lets not talk about it, okay?" Walking up the steps silently I realize some of what he said is true, and what Willie said was basically the same conclusion Ryan came to. Yeah, but I walked away from the situation in New York City. On the other hand, I was only with them one day, so maybe that doesn't count. At the top of the steps, I say, "Wait a second, Willie. If you knew all about going too far with submissiveness, and believed it to be true, why'd you let yourself get submissively all fucked up like you were in Wildwood?" He says, "Self hatred, that's why. And to punish myself. I hated myself and my life. You saved me from suicide in Key West and how did I repay you? I used your compassion against you in order to get you where I wanted you. Luckily I got food poisoning and couldn't take it further. You being the nicest guy ever, nursed me and took care of me. You're so fucking nice it's ridiculous! I realized when I got home and thought about things that I'm not nearly good enough for you. Hating myself I submitted to that sadistic animal in my neighborhood, and irony of ironies you saved me again. I didn't call you after our Wildwood experience because I don't deserve your company. And I'm not feeling sorry for myself and looking for pity. I'm not, really! I'm doing what you said and starting my life over. I'm still gay, I can't change that and I don't want to change that, but I can be a better gay person." I say, "Jeez, I don't know what to think. I mean, I don't know what to think about what you said regarding me and my submissive nature. Someone else told me basically the same thing, but I still resist the idea that I'd lose myself like you did with that pervert neighbor of yours. It's like you wanted to punish yourself, but I don't want to do that. I don't think there's a reason I should do that to myself. Why don't we just get drunk and forget all about this. We had good sex just now so that's it as far as I'm concerned." He laughs, but not a 'ha ha' laugh, a sarcastic laugh. He says, "You saw how well it served me getting drunk in Key West. That didn't work out too good for me. No, lets not get drunk. Lets get a little high and forget about the past." I go, "That's basically my philosophy too, Willie." It's a beautiful summer night for driving with the top down, but it's also a little like riding in the back of the truck at work. Road noises can get very loud especially when driving past big trucks and tractor trailers. It makes talking difficult so it gives me time to think. It's nice Willie, and Ryan too, want to protect me from myself, but I truly don't feel I need their protection. Willie's giving himself too much credit thinking he had me trained and ready to be his 'boy'. I take offense to that actually. At the same time I know he and Ryan care about me and mean well. At least Willie showed me finally that he has a conscience, which I at times doubted in the past. That's a damn good thing. He took his dominant act too far into weird's-ville is what happened, and I dumped him. I knew very well what I was doing in Key West, it's called enjoying myself. It's was sexy fun for a night or two, not a week and certainly not longer then a week. Ryan claimed he could have paraded me around on a leash if he pushed it, but that's not true. I have a safety valve that kicks in and I say to myself, 'Enough of this bull shit'. It happened in New York and it happened at the end of the Key West trip. I enjoy and therefore tolerate short durations of submissiveness, but when it isn't fun I quit. With Robby I pretend he's in charge because, like I said, it's fun. He and I both know if there's something I really don't want to do, I ain't doing it. I'm not clueless about this stuff because I've Googled it a lot and know there are people who do lose themselves and become 'slaves' to their so-called 'masters', but I'm not one of them. Maybe New York Billy is willing to be a 'boy' for John, but I'm not. Not for John certainly and not for anyone else either. There are things I'll go along with submissively that others can't imagine why I would, but I know who I am and know it's a temporary situations and then I stop. Some people have fun fishing and hunting. They love fishing and hunting, but it's not something I consider fun. Even so I don't look down my nose at them or call them losers for standing in a boat for hours waiting for some dumb-ass fish to bite their hook, or hiding in a tree waiting for an innocent deer to walk by so they can shoot the helpless animal with a high-powered rifle. To them that's fun no matter how bizarre it seems to me, and to me being submissive at times is fun for me no matter how bizarre it seems to them. To me getting fucked up the ass is hot, but unimaginable to most straight people. It's called a matter of opinion just like an appreciation of rap music is unimaginable to most opera lovers and vice versa. These things seem clear to me even if they aren't to others. We're off the highway now and I direct Willie to the restaurant. He parks in Dino's Italian Cuisine's parking lot, and when we're walking through the parking lot he doesn't take my hand so I bump my hand against his and look at him with my eyebrows raised. He looks confused for a second so I glance at my hand and he grins closing his hand on mine. I go, "I'm your date," and he grins harder, mumbling, "You're so awesome, but I didn't know if I should hold your hand or not," and I go, "I learned how to be a good boyfriend from you, Willie. You taught me well." He shakes his head, grinning again, then says, "Yeah, I guess I did at that, good boy." The restaurant's crowded on a Friday night, but they've put some extra tables against the wall and the woman greeter leads us to one of them. She glances at Willie holding my hand with a frown on her face. Willie stares back defiantly at the woman making her look away quickly. As we're being seated I catch Tony's eye and he gives me a smirk, then two minutes later he's at our table, asking me, "How many boyfriends do you have, Dylan? This is the third one you've been here with in the past ten days." Willie says, "Well, look at him... his face, his body. He could have as many boyfriends as he wants." Tony goes, "Yeah, I see what you mean. I'm Tony, by the way." Willie stands and shakes hands introducing himself. Then we order cocktails, and even though it's not a cool drink, I order a whiskey sour again because these whiskey sours are made with fresh squeezed oranges and lemons making them damn good. Willie gets a more accepted guy's cocktail, a vodka and tonic which taste like gasoline. Willie's staring at me so I go, "What?" and he says, "You actually enjoy me being in charge, don't you? It's confusing me because you used to object to things I'd do like holding your hand." I say, "Maybe that's because I was closeted as a gay person then and now I'm not. I've thought many times how you helped me embrace being gay and not hiding it from the world. Holding hands is sexy so I thank you for that. You've showed me a lot of things including appreciating and embracing multiple sexual encounters." He laughs, and I go, "I'm serious. With you it's always been sex two or three times a day, and now that seems just right to me too." He nods his head, murmuring, "You're surprising me, Dylan." I can't say more because Tony serves the drinks, telling us, "It'll be slow coming out of the kitchen tonight, boys, just a heads up." He said the same thing the last time I was here. While we drink our alcoholic beverages Willie tells me a little about his sexual philosophy and some of his sexual experiences, plus what he thought he was doing to me during our dating days. He always looks me in the eyes while talking, "Early on I recognized a submissive nature in you during sex, and even before sex. It fascinated me, you fascinated me with your gorgeous looks and innocent personality. Your sexy bedroom eyes and puffy lips that are always ready to smile... it irresistible. At first I didn't think I had a chance with you, but then I saw you were receptive to my early relatively harmless bossiness. Soon I abandoned my submissive ways with others and became hell bent on dominantly developing your submissiveness further. I'd been first Carl's, and then Larry's fuck toy for two years and they were never nice to me, not before, during, or after sex. They treated me like shit and I assumed that's the way it worked because my dominant neighbor was the same way, but then I met you and thought I could dominant you without treating you like shit. I liked you from day one and soon fell in love with you, so me being mean to you was always a struggle. I didn't want to be mean, but to accomplish my goal I had to be tough with you at times, and you accepted some of it after initially bulking at it. So it was trial and error, but I could see you doing more and more things my way. I'd had sex with my neighbor just before I met Carl. I met him at a gay pride parade and he was totally dominant right from the start. As fate would have it, earlier sex partners were older then me and both fucked and treated me roughly, so it didn't shock me when on my first date with Carl he spanked the shit out of me telling me I might as well learn my place right from the get go. Well, with you I thought I'd slowly show you your place, and instead of being exclusively tough on you I'd win you over with a combination of kindness and dominance. When you objected to doing things my way early on, like me holding your hand in public, for example, I'd back off initially and then go right back to doing it again until you gave up and did what I wanted. Like you said a little while ago, I trained you not to be self-conscious about being gay in public, but that wasn't my only objective. I wanted to train you to do whatever I said and that was just one of the things I was working on. It was a long term project, but I had my way with you in the end. It's funny, but of all the dominant things I laid on you the one that told me you were getting close to being my 'boy' was when you stopped objecting to me taking you for haircuts. When all of us were little kids our parents, mother or father, took us for haircuts and told the barber how to cut our hair. Older boys, and certainly boys our age, wouldn't tolerate a parent doing that now, but that's what I did with you. It took some time, but eventually whatever haircut I decided for you, you obediently accepted. I knew then we needed maybe only a week together to complete the transformation, but fortunately that got fucked up when I received that evil letter from father." I'm staring back at him wondering if he ever gave a thought to the fact I don't give all that much of a shit about my hair. Not compared to experiencing sex in a submissive trance. Tony's back, "Have you guys decided what you want for dinner yet?" Willie says, "Oops, Tony, we haven't even looked at the menus. Are there any specials tonight." Tony goes, "Oh yes, the specialty on the weekends is osso boco with orzo risotto. Appetizer special is the chef's special bruschetta topped with tomato, sweet onion, basil, oregano, parsley, and parmesan cheese. They're both delicious choices." Willie goes, "The specials do sound good. We'll both have then with a bottle of wine, whatever you recommend, and for now another cocktail for both of us." Willie reaches over and picks up my menu handing both his and mine to Tony, as Tony's says, "Your drinks will be coming up right up," and he carries the menus away. I stare at Willie until he goes, "What? Oh yeah, my bad. I ordered for you, didn't I? Damn, I'm sorry, it's what I've always done and I didn't think." I shrug, "I always like it when you take charge, Willie, you know that. It's just I didn't expect you'd do it tonight for some reason. Maybe because you weren't expecting my hello kiss, or that I'd want you to hold my hand." He reaches over and takes my hand to hold, saying, "I don't know how to act with you anymore, Dylan. I ordered without thinking, but are you saying it's okay?" I mutter, "Sure it is. I dated you for almost three years didn't I? And I called you tonight so that's a clue right there that I like a lot of what you do." He squeezes my hand, asking, "What parts don't you like?" I go, "Well, extremes. I don't like extremes I guess, but lately I'm kind of missing most of what we were." He sucks on his lips, then tentatively asks, "Are you saying you want to be my boyfriend again?" I don't know what the fuck I want. It's not healthy for me to deprive myself of sex like I've been doing this whole week... it creates confusion. Shrugging again, I say, "Maybe not exactly your boyfriend because Robby's my true love, we're engaged." Shit! I didn't want to say that. I get mixed up with Willie because I'm so used to being submissive to him. It makes me blurt out dumb stuff. He's making a funny face, asking, "Engaged? What do you mean?" I go, "Oh, it's just that someday, years from now, we're gonna get married, that's all I meant." He goes, "Jeez, things change over the years, Dylan. At our age it's pretty hard to predict what's going to happen years from now. Don't ya think?" I mutter, "I guess so, yeah. I'm not too good at long range planning." He's like, "Well then, nothing's basically changed because you told me any number of times that Dickers is your true love. I don't need to be number one, I can be number three or four... or ten. What I'm asking is do you want to be my boyfriend again. I'd love it if you do." Our second drinks have arrived, so while Tony's putting them down and collecting our finished glasses I'm scrambling to think of an answer for Willie. Tony says, "Enjoy. I've put your bruschetta orders in, guys." Willie mutters, "Thanks, Tony." When he leaves, I go, "Um, Willie, I was more or less thinking we, you and me, um, could be more or less fuck buddies occasionally." Willie nods his head, then asks, "Um, does that include going on dates together?" I mutter, "Yeah, of course. If you want to, I'd like that," and Willie's like, "And you like me being in charge and deciding things for the both of us, right?" I nod my head realizing I'm agreeing to business as usual with Willie, so I add, "Yes, but without extremes, ya know?" He says, "Of course, you tell me when something is extreme and I'll stop doing it." I say, "The way you've been tonight is awesome, Willie." He smiles, "Okay, I'll be like I've been tonight and you can call me your fuck buddy and I'll call you my boyfriend. Is that alright?" Hell, half my fuck buddies call me their boyfriend, so why not. I go, "Fine with me." He squeezes my hand again, saying, "Man, I'm a happy camper tonight. This is awesome, Dylan, and I'm determined to be a good boyfriend, not the out of control jackass I was at times in the past." The truth is this is no big deal because he'll be going to Cornell in New York state so how often will he be back home? A taste of Willie occasionally is just the right amount. I smile at Willie nodding my head that I agree, while I'm watching Tony bringing bread and butter, plus a bottle of wine to our table. He opens the bottle saying, "This is Caparzo Brunello di Montaicino, Tuscany, 1998. It's excellent." Willie's excited, "We had that with dinner a week ago. Great choice!" Willie's so much more sophisticated than me it's not even funny. I can't even pronounce the name of that wine. Tony says, "We'll let it breathe." Willie and I look at each other for a few seconds, then he says, "I'm about to burst, Dylan. I'm so happy you're giving me another chance. I want to buy you something special." I say, "No, no more gifts, Willie, please. I feel very uncomfortable accepting expensive things from you. I just can't accept anymore. Okay?" He says, "Too extreme, huh? Okay, Dylan, no expensive gifts, but when I take you out on a date at least let me pay." I say, "We should split the cost," and he's like, "Nope, you're my boyfriend again and I insist on paying. I can't give in on this one." Willie is making a much bigger deal out of this than it is. As old friends we'll get together once a month or so and have some sexy fun, that's all there is to it. As far as him paying for dinner, or whatever, the rare time we get together, well Ray insisted on that too, so what the fuck, I say, "Oh, okay, thank you." Of course with Ray it was a movie or a hot dog at the basketball game, and with Willie it'll probably be dinner in a nice restaurant. He grins at me, then says, "I didn't even think I'd ever get to see you after Wildwood and here you are as my boyfriend again." I ask, "Yeah, why didn't you call me after we, um, met in Wildwood?" He goes, "I wasn't going to call you because I thought I was ruining your life, and surprise, you called me and now you're my boyfriend again." I go, "Boyfriend, fuck buddy, whatever" and he says, "I couldn't think of you as a fuck buddy, that's too crude for someone as special as you. I prefer thinking of you as my boyfriend." I shake my head, mumbling, "You're giving me too much credit." Willie goes, "No I'm not," then he finally lets go of my hand to butter a slice of Italian bread, and he passes it to me. Good bread! Chewing the bread, I ask, "What's that buco thing we're having for dinner?" He goes, "It's braised veal shank, braised a long time so it's tender with a delicious sauce." I don't know anymore now than I did before asking. I mean, what the fuck's a shank? I'll find out what it is in due time. It's fun learning new stuff and with Willie it's often like a learning experience. The bruschetta appetizers arrive and they turn out to be little toasted Italian bread with tomatoes and that other stuff Tony mentioned on top. I crunch into one and discover they're indeed very good. We eat our appetizers and finish our cocktails just like we're legal age diners. This place if awesome. There's Italian music in the background, plus it's noisy in here with all the conversations blending together, which I like. God forbid anyone overhears our conversation this evening. Finished the last bruschetta, Willie says, "I want you to spend the night at my place to cement our restored relationship." I go, "What? I can't spend the night with you, Willie." He says, "Sure you can, and I'm going to insist on it. You want a boyfriend who's in charge so I'm not going to disappoint. We'll go right to my house after dinner." I mutter, "Oh sure, without a toothbrush or a change of clothes. Get serious." He grins, "I am serious, you'll wear my clothes tomorrow. I bought some great new clothes for college. Last week mother and I were on a spending spree. It was so much fun I actually enjoyed myself with her. We're finally getting to know each other and it's about time." I think about that for a second, and like magic my cell phone beeps indicating a text message. I check it out and see it's from Robby. According to his text, he's pissed off because he needs to spend another night in the hospital. He couldn't pass the concussion test, whatever that is, and now the earliest he can be released is Sunday. Damn, that's a little unnerving. How come he couldn't pass his test? Willie asks, "What is it, Dylan? You look upset." I tell him about the accident and the text message. As Tony arrives with our dinners, Willie says, "I'm sorry Rob was in an accident, I really am." While pouring Willie and me wine, Tony asks, "Rob was in an accident?" I give him a brief account of what happened, and Tony says, "Give him my best. Enjoy your meals." Hmmm, I can't give Robby Tony's best without explaining who I'm here with. It's always something! I'm not sure if I'll even mention Willie to Chubby or Robby. They're very judgmental when it comes to Willie and they don't even know him. It's because Willie's rich I think. It's not fair. I text Robby back telling him how sorry I am to hear this latest news and tell him I'm looking forward to Sunday when I'll finally get to see him. The dinner is very good, it's the first shank I've ever eaten and like Willie said, it is tender with a delicious sauce, but I'm not crazy about the risotto. I'm a fan of potatoes, but overall it's a very good dinner. Willie says, "Mother will be glad to see you, Dylan. She thinks you're very polite and just this week she said you're by far the best looking boy I've ever brought to the house." I say, "That's nice of your mom, um, how many boys have you brought to the house?" He shrugs, "I don't know, maybe a dozen total from middle school until now." I go, "Oh, that reminds me. I'm sorry, but I really can't spend tonight with you, Willie. I will another time, I promise. It's just that..." He interrupts me, "Look at me, Dylan," I look over, and he says, "I agree I've been out of line with you in the past, but this is a new start and I won't do anything extreme from now on. I'm asking you to spend the night with me because this is a very special occasion for me. So please!" I frown, but what's the big deal? I've slept with him twenty times or more. I say, "Oh, okay, if it's that important to you, Willie, I'd be glad to sleep with you. You're in charge so if you feel it's a good idea, I'll be happy to do it, but you're building this up too much." He says, "Not at all, I have everything in prospective and thank you for agreeing to sleep with me tonight. You never minded doing that in the past, baby. This time it'll make it official that we're boyfriends again." He's big on the boyfriend thing. I shrug and begin eating the house salad, which as I mentioned last time is excellent, especially the Italian dressing. If I'm honest with myself, sleeping with Willie is fun and usually sexual hot to boot. We had good sex two hours ago and now I'm looking forward to sex in Willie's bed. The wine, just going by the fancy name, is probably more expensive than the house rose I had last time, but it's not as good as far as I'm concerned. I manage to drink a glass and a half, but Willie drinks most of the bottle. After dinner he orders coffee for both of us and Italian cookies come with the coffees. We eat most of the cookies while finishing our coffees. Willie motions to Tony for the check and puts his credit card on the check without looking at it. He says, "Nice place, Dylan. Good food and I like the atmosphere. We'll be back." He looks at me, grinning, "This is so cool. I can't tell you how happy you've made me. Can't I buy you one little present, just one?" I chuckle, "Please don't, Willie," and he says, "Okay, but I'd love to buy you everything." He signs for the credit card, mumbling, "I gotta take care of Tony, he took care of us." Good, he's leaving Tony a good tip. We get up and Willie has his arm around my neck as we walk through the room. He says, "When I have my arm around your neck I want you to put your arm around my waist and walk very close to me. I chuckle and do that hugging his side against mine. He says, "That's perfect." Halfway to the door he pulls my head over and kisses my cheek, saying, "Love ya, baby." A guy in his twenties at a table with a heavy set girl, says, "Oh come on, don't flaunt that crap in public, have some class." Willie kisses me again, then with a big smile, he looks right at the guy, and asks, "Who's date do you think is better looking, mine or yours?" The guy says, "You're disgusting and so is the girlie boy you're with." Willie lets go of me and goes to grab the guy, but I grab his arm first quietly saying, "No, Willie, lets not screw up the deal we got here," meaning we get served cocktails. Willie's face is dark red as he stares hard at the guy, but now the caretaker of proper behavior isn't looking at Willie. Instead he's muttering to his date too low for us to hear. He clearly isn't interested in a physical confrontation. I pull on Willie's arm and we start walking again. People at the tables around us naturally are gawking at us and now they go back to eating. Outside Willie says, "I'm glad you stopped me, Dylan. Bigots like that guy aren't worth the trouble in that situation. If that dick-head called you a girlie-boy outside though, it's a different story. To start with there's nothing girlie about you. Damn, that pisses me off!" Willie lights two cigarettes and passes me one. I can tell he's still fuming and I hope he isn't stalling, waiting for the guy to come outside. We smoke without talking and when finished our cigarettes he looks at the door, mumbling, "They were eating dessert, I kinda thought they'd be out by now." I do a fake cough, not afraid of a fight, but thinking it's stupid to fight over this, and especially with a female involved. If she gets into it with us, you can't win. What are you gonna do, knock her out? That's not cool. We hang around outside the restaurant another couple of minutes, I assume Willie's still waiting for the smart-ass to come out, which is stupid, then he says, "Okay, babe, you're right, I'll let it go. Lets get going." Good! Before we get in the car, Willie asks, "Would you like to drive my new car?" I say, "I will if you feel drunk, but other than that I'd rather not. The thought of me putting a scratch on this beauty scares the hell out of me." He tells me he's fine to drive, so we get in and Willie drives away. As we're rolling down route 9, I text mom telling her I'm spending the night with my old friend, Willie Worthington, and I'll see her tomorrow. Willie asks me, "Is there anything you'd like to do? It's only nine-thirty." I say, "Nope, I'm looking forward to your bed though. That's an awesome bed." He says, "Yeah, and that reminds me, um, I wanted to ask you, um, the sex we have, it's not one of the extreme things I need to correct is it?" I say, "It's not one of the extreme things I had in mind, although it is extremely hot, you're really good at sex, Willie boy. Hell, your good at a lot of things." He says, "You've always been generous with compliments, Dylan. So you're saying it's okay for me to have as much sex with you as I want?" That sounds good to me considering the lack of sex I've had all week. I shrug, "We both like sex, Willie, so sure." He nods his head, muttering, "Well, okay then." I'm staring at his uniquely cute profile, surprised at how easily we reconnected, but Willie's new outlook on life had a lot to do with that. It was the key actually. He glances at me with a smile, then goes, "Hey, wanna shoot some hoops when we get home?" I'm like, "If you want to, sure, although I'm not much competition for you." He goes, "What the hell are you talking about? You're a good basketball player and anyway I like doing stuff with you, it doesn't matter who wins." This familiar drive to Willie's mansion is like deje vu all over again for me. I remember our first date almost three years ago now. He took me to his mother's fiftieth birthday party in the back yard of their house. Jesus! If you can imagine that for a first date, and it should have been a clue to me I was in for a bizarrely bumpy ride. Willie was right earlier when he said he's made a lot of bad choices. Certainly he has in the time I've known him anyway, and not just where I'm concerned either. Most of the ones involving me were relatively harmless ones, like redecorating the motel room we spent one night in, or thinking I'd like to be in a porn video. Then near the end of our relationship a couple of his decisions became seriously bad choices of a life-altering variety. His attempted suicide, and then him willingly becoming someone's sex toy are two of the worst of his bad choices. Some of his bad choices, or bad judgement, are funny to me now, but back then they made me so uncomfortable. Our first date is a perfect example of me being uncomfortable. First of all, it was his mother's birthday party for adults and Willie walks in with me. He guided me around the party with his arm around my waist introducing me,'I'd like you to meet my boyfriend, Dylan Newman'. Oh man, awkward! Of course, that sort of thing wouldn't unnerve me nearly as much as it used to, and it's just a funny memory now. We park at the mansion's multiple car garage containing five or six bays. Willie takes my hand this time and we walk behind the house that I refer to as a mansion, past the large stone patio area where his mother's birthday party took place, and down a brick path to an opening in tall hedges. Beyond the hedges is the recreational area his parents had workers build for Willie as a kid. There's a swimming pool, tennis courts, a basketball court, and a Jacuzzi. The tiny lights outlining the brick path and the stars above provide the only light until Willie hits a light switch and the area is flooded with light. I look over and see the hammock beyond the swimming pool that we fucked in a couple of times. We had some hot sexy times here, fer sure. I'm glad I came. We play one-on-one basketball with mixed results, although Willie's obviously the superior athlete, and then there's the booze we imbibed at dinner being partially responsible for it not being much of a game. After fifteen minutes Willie stops, holds the ball under his arm, and goes, "Are we out of our minds? It's eighty degrees and we're sweating like race horses." I go, "Maybe it's the alcohol sweating out of us." He shrugs and we play a much less energetic game of 'horse' with Willie making quick work of that. He gets bottles of cold water for us and we sit on cushioned patio furniture drinking it while glancing at one another. Willie grins at me, "This is nice, Dylan, I was such a fool for so fucking long. I didn't appreciate what I had when we were boyfriends before." He's shaking his head, then looks up with a mischievous grin, "Lets skinny dip in the pool." We're both sweaty from playing basketball in the high heat and humidity, so that sounds like a good idea. He strips off his shirt, saying, "Come on, Dylan, they can't see us from the house." I'm not particularly shy about being naked so I strip naked and run for the pool with my dick and balls flopping around. I do a cannon ball into the pool so Willie does one too. First thing he says is, "You have a nipple ring." I say, "Yeah, I know. I got it a week or two ago and it's still sore. He stares at it, "That's cool, did it hurt?" I say, "Like you can't believe." He nods his head and I just know he's going to get one. We swim around splashing each other, acting much younger than we are. We get the giggles and then I'm in his arms and we get into a very hot make-out and I find myself attracted to Willie all over again. He gets me very sexually aroused and he's got an awesome body to hug and rub and squeeze my body against. Getting a boner in water isn't as difficult to do as you might imagine. Willie and me have no problem with it at all. He strokes my boner while kissing me as I'm clinging to him, but I'm so horny it's like I almost blow my load in the pool. Swimming away from Willie just before I climax, I go to the four foot water. Willie asks, "What happened? What'd I do?" Leaning against the edge of the pool, I mutter, "I almost spunked in your pool. You get me so hot, Willie." He swims over beside me, grinning, saying, "Another compliment, huh? You're the sexy one, Dylan," as he takes my hands and pulls me away from the edge into a little deeper water. I put my arms around his neck, floating in the pool, "I'm glad I called you tonight, Willie. This is like we were a couple of years ago, remember?" He says, "Sure I remember, it was before I starter acting like an asshole, right?" I go, "I never said you were an asshole," and give him a kiss, then hug him and bring my legs down to go around his waist. He smiles, "I can tell you're liking me all over again, Dylan. You can't fake that, and I love it. It wasn't expected I can assure you, but it's awesome." I say, "It kinda surprises me too, but you've changed. You've kept the sexy parts of you and discarded the extreme parts, so what's not to like?" He hugs me, then says, "You know I'm going to try to make you love me again, don't ya? This time I'm just going to try to get you to love me, not be my 'boy' like I stupidly wanted before." He's being so sincere... and he's been this way all night actually, grinning most of the time. I rub my fingers through his short hair looking him in the eyes. His eyes shine and he looks so happy. That makes me feel good. I put the side of my face against Willie and say into his ear, "Fuck me, Willie." He asks, "In the pool?" I say, "In the pool now, and in your bed later, okay?" He grins, "You know very well it's okay with me, cutie. God, you're perfect, but I'll first need to get some silicone-based lubricant because water can be abrasive inside your pussy, er, I mean your ass." I drop my legs from around his waist and reach between his legs getting my fist around his firm cock. Both our boners are loosing their hardness so I stroke his as he grins at me for the hundredth time tonight. Stroking his cock under water, my fist slides back and forth on his eight inch cock with my other arm around his neck. I put my tongue in his mouth and he licks it, hugging me with both arms. He's such a good kisser and I can still smell his sexy scent even over the chorine smell of the pool. When his cock is hard, I say, "You've got a nice eight inch boner here, fella." He goes, "It's longer then that, babe. It's eight inches flaccid, but longer when hard." That make my anus clench and release. I ask, Really?" and he blushes a little bit, saying, "I measured it when I was jerking off thinking about you after Key West. It's almost nine inches when hard and I'll bet I get aroused enough over you that it'll reach nine inches tonight." My fist strokes his boner again, this time from the root up and over the swollen head and I believe it is nine inches. I ask, "Why were you jerking off? You could have called any number of guys, like Andy, for example." He makes a face, saying, "That little prick, he played me for a sucker. No, I was thinking only about you, but after my jerk off I did a lot of soul searching, and like I told you before, I decided I was fucking up your life so I hated myself and looked up an old dominant partner and you see where that got me." I let go of his cock, muttering, "That's the past, that's history and you're starting fresh, remember?" A rye grin from Willie as he puts the palm of his hand on the side of my face, "Yeah, a fresh start and you're a bonus I didn't expect, but it sure lifts my spirits. Wait here, baby, I'll get the lubricant." He climbs out of the pool and walk over to a stand containing towels, and apparently silicone lube. I watch him squeeze lubricant on his fingers and stroke his boner twisting his fist around the shaft as he strokes it applying the lube. His boner shines in the lights, glossy with lube and too heavy to stick up against his belly like mine does. The silicone makes me think of Dodger fucking me a couple of times in a pool, and it can be a rough entrance in water, but he produces so much precum it worked out good even without silicone lube. I read someplace woman should never fuck in a pool, but I forget why. Something to do with their vaginas probably. Willie jumps in the pool feet first and swims over, saying, "The silicone won't wash off in the water." A thought pops into my head, so I ask, "You've got silicone lubricant on hand? Do you do much fucking in this pool?" He says, "I used to, but haven't for quite awhile. There's silicone lubricated condoms in my secret hiding place for guys other than you. I've always needed to do you bareback because you're so special." I say, "Carl and Larry never used condoms," and Willie mumbles, "We were very young, with limited sex partners so it seemed safe. Nowadays I'd only have unprotected sex with you." Hmm, I ask, "How about the dominant guy? The Wildwood one." He goes, "Ha! He used two condoms every time he fucked me while calling me every derogatory slur you can imagine. Slut, whore, bitch, you name it and I felt I deserved all of them. Now I want to cut his balls off." I remind him, "Yesterday's news," and he's like, "Yep, it is." The silicone intrigues me, "Let me feels how slippery your cock is, Willie." He grins at me , wrinkling his nose a little. He doesn't have much of a tan so I guess he hasn't spent a lot of time in the sun this summer. My fist wraps around his cock which is getting limp again. Stroking it a few times, but my hand keeps slipping off the silicone lubricant. Wow, that stuff is going to allow his cock to slide up my ass nicely. He gets my face between both his hands, the slippery silicone on his fingers smear on my left cheek as his lips come to mine for a kiss that becomes a romantically loving one from him. I can actually sense his affection for me. It makes me feel special and fills me with a desire, a desire for him I never expected I'd feel again. How much of this is caused by my lack of sex most of the week I can't be sure, but it has to be having some effect on me. Continuing to stroke his cock, my other arm goes around him and our naked wet bodies slide against one another as we both feel as much of each other's body as possible. His cock gets rigidly erect quickly so I let go of it. Feeling breathless, I stop kissing back and let Willie suck my top lip and lick my face and nip at my ear lobe, then put his tongue in my ear giving me thrilling chills. One of his hands drops down and he pushes a finger up my ass. It goes in easily aided greatly by the silicone lube. His lips on my ear, he says, "Just relax against me and let me pleasure you." I do what he says and my arms go around his neck as my body goes limp. His finger finds my prostate and I whimper with sexual pleasure as he rub across it repeatedly. I hang on to him feeling a submissive haze descend and it's wonderful, almost magical, almost an out of body experience. My cock gets hard, pointing up between our bellies. His boner is held up between us too, and mine is next to what feels like a steel pole inside a taut skin covering. The head of Willie's boner is more then two inches above the head of mine. Willie say quietly in my ear, "Try to love me again and I'll treat you like a prince, not my 'boy'. My main goal in life will be to give you sexual pleasure, as much of it as you need, and I'll do it all the time if necessary. I'll take care of you in every way, sexually and every other way too. We're two of a kind, you and me, we both love sex and need lots of sexual relief, and we can provide it for each other in ways no one else can." His finger continues rubbing my prostate and his voice is whispery coming from far away. "Dylan baby, I'll love you the right way this time, not as a possession or a treasure to show off, but simply to love you as you are. Love me back and our lives will be like a beautiful dream together." My eyes are heavy and I can't for the life of me concentrate on what he's saying. His whispery voice and his lips touching my ear mesmerizes me in my dreamy contended state of mind. My body drifts away from his as if it's a rag in the water. My arms around Willie's neck act as my anchor. I'm breathing softly, so relaxed, with Willie saying something I can't quite make out, something about, "I know it's too soon, but give me a chance and see if I'm worthy to be loved by you. Will you do that, Dylan?" I murmur, "Uh huh," not sure what exactly he's referring to. He gets his hands on my sides and pulls me against him again, then with his arms wrapped around me he kisses my mouth, turns me around, and quietly says, "Hold on to the edge of the pool, baby." He gets behind me in four feet of water, his hands oh my hips and he slide his long hard slippery boner four inches up my ass. My eyelids flutter as I moan, "Aaaaah, oooh." Getting his arms around my stomach he pulls me the last five inches onto his boner with my shoulders shuddering and me moaning with sexual arousal and deep sexual pleasure. My toes wiggle as he pulls out five or six inches of cock and then slides it tightly, but smoothly back up my ass. My head bobs when he withdraws his cock again and pushes it right back up. "Oooooh, yeaaah," from me, and "Mmmmm, oooh," from Willie. Shaking my head and opening my eyes I can hardly believe how wonderful this feels. "Oooh, Willie, that's so good." He withdraws and immediately pushes his cock back up my ass a half dozen times. It blows my mind how long it takes the swollen head to get all the way up inside me, way up. My body shakes as I moan, "Mmmmmm, oooh my God, that's good. Mmm, mmmm, oooh." Willie begins sucking on my hickey so I move my head away like I'm suppose to. He only sucks it for a few seconds, then kisses the side of my neck and whispers in my ear, "You're so good looking, you're beautiful. I'm going to fuck you the way you like," and he begins driving his cock up my ass hard and fast and it's a constant erotic stimulation bursting from my ass to spread all around my pelvic region. My head is back as far as I can stretch it as I grimace and moan with sexual pleasure. There's no slap, slap, slap sounds only slushing pool water and Willie's groans of pleasure and grunts from the effort of pumping his hips driving his cock back and forth in my ass. From me, one long moan of pleasure echoes in my ears like it's coming from someone else. Each long drive up my ass gives me chills as his silicone coated cock slides to and fro tantalizing the lips of my anus and providing constant stimulation sliding over my prostate. His cock is so fucking long! My boner is soon sticking straight out from my body, poking the side of the swimming pool with every hard thrust up my ass with Willie's seemingly foot long boner. The water splashes around us and it all seems otherworldly and awesome. Willie has good stamina as his hips thrash through the pool water driving his long piston back and forth in my rectum, which has turned into a tunnel of sexual pleasure. I try concentrating on each thrust as the head travels up inside my rectum, but the thrust blends together making me shake with pleasure and babble Willie's name. Then it's on me, the need to climax. I'm sputtering and gasping for air as the sensations of climax overtake my senses. My body's shaking with my boner seemingly hard enough to crack right off my body and float away in the pool. My squeal is humiliating loud, but squeal I do as cum pumps up from my nuts causing such intense sensation in the shaft of my cock my squeal becomes more like a scream. My back arches as my hip thrust forward firing cum from my cock and I almost lose my grip on the side of the pool. The following shots of cum overwhelm me and I think I'm squealing, but only a whizzy sound comes from my throat. At the unbelievable moment of climax I had no idea where I was or who I am. I was just an immense orgasm of spunk. I take a hand from the pool's edge and stroke my cock babbling and dizzy, overcome by my electrifying orgasm. Every part of my body feels so good my shoulders are shuddering again. A few moments of intense sexual sensations fly around my ass, groin, and cock and balls before slowly fading, and now I feel Willie's cock in my ass again. It still feels wonderful, but he's on my back now. Grunting in my ear humping against my asshole and then I feel his hard stream of cum hit off the walls of my rectum. Then more slipperiness inside me with Willie still humping against my ass making desperate sounds as his climax soars. His orgasm is over in seconds and I feel him shivering on me. His body does a spastic shudder and he back off to lazily pump in my rectum while quietly moaning. He then withdraws his long cock and joins me at the edge of the pool, right next to me. We both take some deep breaths waiting for our heart rates to calm down. Willie puts his arm across my shoulders and hugs me against his side. He murmurs, "Unbelievable sex, Dylan. It's your ass that's perfect. I don't know how to explain it, but it's different in only the best possible ways. It's better than any ass I've ever fucked. You're special like I've told you a million times." I ask, "How many asses have you fucked anyway?" He chuckles, "An embarrassingly low number because until I met you I was a submissive bottom. This is better." I go, "Approximately how many?" He says, "The exact number is six counting you, but I know the difference between a normal guy's pussy and yours." He waits a second, then asks, "Don't you mind that I called your ass a pussy?" I go, "It's a word, if it makes you feel better calling my ass a pussy, go ahead. It's not a pussy of course, but then my penis isn't a rooster either and yet I call it my cock." He chuckles, "Well, even though you don't mind me saying pussy, I'm trying not to call it that, but old habits are hard to break." We get out of the pool, and Willie gets me a large towel from the stand, then gets one for himself. He bends down to where he dropped his shorts and retrieve his cigarettes and lighter from the pocket, mumbling, "Let sit in the lounge chairs." With the towel around me I plop down in the comfortable lounge chair closest to me and he pulls another one over to mine. After laying in his he lights two cigarettes and passes one to me. We smoke silently for a minute, then Willie quietly says, "This is sort of surreal. You and me like this, I mean. I don't see you for almost three months while I punish myself with self loathing, aided greatly by the inhuman neighbor of mine. Then you rescue me from that situation and almost a month after that we're together for the first time since Wildwood, sitting here after making love together." I say, "Having buddy sex together." He goes, "Have it your way, but it's still surreal don't ya think?" I look over at him as I exhale smoke, then say, "It's unexpected, yep. I never expected it, but I wanted to see you. I had to be sure you're okay and not back with the asshole. What's his name anyhow?" Willie takes a deep breath, "I made a promise to myself never to say his name out loud as long as I live." I shrug, "Fine with me, but didn't you say he was a neighbor?" With smoke coming from his nose and mouth, he says, "Yeah, they live in the next houses over." That's probably like a quarter mile away. Not a regular neighborhood, still I'm curious, "Are his family and yours friends?" Willie says, "They belong to the same country club and know each other, but more like acquaintances than friends. Still, I'll see asshole at the club from time to time. We made a pact that he won't tell and I won't either because it would be humiliating to our families. Being gay is one thing, but BDSM probably wouldn't sit well with that crowd." I go, "There's probably some BDSM stuff going on in that crowd. The rich aren't immune to sexual peculiarities." He mutters, "I guess," and I ask, "Instead of taking your self loathing to the pervert, did you give any thought to taking it to a therapist and seeing what they make of it?" He goes, "Now you sound like my parents. In hindsight that would have been better, yes. It would have been the sensible thing to do, but I've already admitted I've made bad choices in my life, and the neighbor was one of my worse." I ask, "Was he one of the two dominant guys you were with before meeting fat Carl?" He goes, "Yeah, but then he went away to college and the other guy got too physical with me and broke my wrist, so one of my few good choices was staying away from him. I was desperate for sex by the time I met Carl, but please lets drop this unpleasant subject." I mutter, "Sorry," and we smoke quietly for awhile. Then Willie wants to know, "Do I have this right, Dylan? You're my boyfriend again, I'm still the dominant partner so I'm in charge and you're submissive to me, we'll go on dates and it's okay for me to fuck you to my hearts content, and all I need to do is not go to this nebulous extreme with anything except sex, and you'll advise me if I do? Is that about it?" I say, "You're making too big a deal out of this, Willie. You're taking it to extremes, you might say. You can call me your boyfriend, it's just a word, but you are well aware of who my real boyfriend is. Sure you can be in charge, I prefer that and I'll go along with things that I want to go along with. If I don't want to, I won't. Of course you're the dominant sex partner and I'm the submissive one. I don't want to be anything else when I can help it. I've fucked one or two guys myself, and you were one of them, so it's not like I can't 'top' or that I don't like it. I do like it, but I like being a submissive bottom better. And, as you said, we both like sex, so be my guest, fuck away." I just described buddy sex, but Willie is free to make of it what he will. He says, "It doesn't sound very romantic the way you say it." I say in as nice a way as I can, "That's because it isn't romantic, Willie. Like I said, we're fuck buddies. Fuck buddies don't have to just fuck ya know. They can have other fun together too. They can enjoy each other when not fucking and even love each other as friends." He puts his cigarette out using a shrub in a clay pot behind him, telling me, "I like the way my description sounds better, and I do love you. I love you for the right reasons now, and being dominant with you won't have anything to do with you being my 'boy' or 'sex slave' or any of that crazy shit. I'm through with that totally. That being said, like I mentioned earlier tonight, I'm on a mission to get you to love me. Is that alright?" I shrug, "Sure, I'm flattered actually, but just so you know, I'm spending my life with Robby Dickers." He says, "Okay, we both have been honest with each other and we know where we stand as of now. Things change though, that's all I'm saying, so we'll see." We spend some time talking about the next big thing coming up in both our lives, and that's college. I'm returning for my sophomore year and Willie's of course going into his freshman year. He's excited about that and already has his roommate arranged in the freshman dorm. His roommate is gay too. Willie says his roommate's has a boyfriend back home, but they're not in a committed relationship. His roommate and Willie have talked it out ahead of time deciding they'd try sex together, commitment free, and see if it works for them. I say, "Buddy sex," and Willie laughs, "Yeah, with him and me it's buddy sex, but I see it differently with you. Let me fantasize my dream, will ya?" He's acting more normal and self deprecating than I've ever seen him be before. He even makes fun of himself by categorizing his romantic ideas about me as his fantasy. Willie's easier to talk to than he used to be as well, and I find I'm enjoying myself shooting the shit with him. After awhile he gets up and takes my hand, saying, "Come on, we're going to cuddle in the hammock for awhile." I get up grinning, "Good idea, you're good at cuddling." I get up and Willie's arm goes around my neck, he kisses the side of my forehead, saying, "You smell good even after swimming." We walk naked towards the hammock with Willie saying, "When I walk with you like this, baby, you put your arm around my waist and hug. I don't want to need to tell you that again." I do what I'm told, mumbling, "Sorry, I forgot," without me giving it a thought. Deep ingrained habits are hard to break... to be continued... Donny Mumford _thinat20@yahoo.com_ (mailto:thinat20@yahoo.com) Please consider a tax deductible contribution to nonprofit Nifty to help them cover the expenses of maintain this site.