Date: Fri, 27 Apr 2001 15:07:44 -0700 (PDT) From: John Walsh Subject: Fraternity Memoirs Part 4 Fraternity Memoirs, Part 4 -- The Pledge Class Goes Camping I was sitting in Stats class Tuesday afternoon and adrift in my thoughts. I was trying to put in perspective all that happened last night at the circle jerk and getting hard looking at Adam this morning. It bothered me that I was turned on by another guy. I still liked chicks, that was for certain. What happened last night wasn't necessarily gay; there was no physical contact. So where did that leave it? My erection seeing Adam could have just been confused admiration during a state of repressed sexual life. And I had never really been around other guys naked in an aroused state. It could have just been extreme curiosity. I decided that I was having fun, I was just going to go with it, and until I had a dick in my mouth and my wrist was limp, I wasn't gay. Thursday after Library Hours, we were given a list of what we needed to purchase and bring along with us on the camping trip. Here's the list (to the best of my memory): Pillows, Food (enough for the Pledges and 6 Brothers), Beverages, Alcohol, Warm Clothes, Bathing Suits, Hiking Boots, Towels, Batteries, Flashlights, Ax, String, Matches, Lighter Fluid, Soap, Shaving Cream, Disposable Razors, Baby Oil, Lubricant, Condoms, Young Scientist Kit and anything else deemed necessary for successful camping. It also said that the Fraternity would provide Tents and Sleeping Bags. We were given Thursday night "off" to go out and get the supplies. We didn't have to all go, but we had to at least be in pairs. I hadn't seen Adam all day and I was glad. Some of the Pledges wanted to stay behind and visit their girls for a booty call. We couldn't say no to that, so Matt and I went to the supermarket. A few of the other pledges went to a Hardware Store. Matt and I bought a ton of food and drinks. Better safe than sorry. We had no idea what some of the shit was for and therefore how much to get, like the shaving cream and razors?!? They're cheap, so we bought 5 packs of 10 razors and 4 bottles of shaving cream. Baby oil? What purpose could baby oil have on a camping trip? We bought 4 bottles of that as well. Condoms? Lube? I suggested to Matt that maybe we would be lucky and the Brothers wood hire a few hookers for some fun in nature. Matt suggested that maybe we would be fucking some sheep, being out in the country. I asked Matt if he had any experience in Bestiality, being from Minnesota and all, just being a wiseass. Matt goes on to tell me this story about how he and a few guys from the football team got really fucked up in H.S. one night and went to some neighbor's farm and took turns fucking a cow. I was standing there shocked. I asked him if he was for real, and he said, no, that he wasn't fucking for real and that I was so gullible some times. I totally pictured in my head Matt standing behind this cow and fucking it. To be safe, we bought 60 condoms and 5 bottles of KY Jelly. By the time we were done, we had spent over $400.00. Friday afternoon came along and we were ready to go camping. We loaded all the shit in the cars and we were off to the Pocono Mountains. We were there around dusk. The chores were split up, half us were to get firewood, and the other half would set up the tents. After an hour of being there and 16 pledges hard at work, the camp was set up and the fire was started. There were only going to be six Brothers on the trip, the two Pledge Masters and 4 other Brothers. Three of the Brothers were with us now. The 4th Brother and three pledges were on the baseball team. They had a game tomorrow (Sat.) morning, so they were coming up after the game. Since I had never been camping, I helped collect the wood, rather than set up the tents. I looked at the tents when they were done. There was one really large (eight-man) tent, and 10 other smaller dome tents forming a crescent around the large tent. The Brothers took us for a real quick tour around the area so we wouldn't get lost. Just up the path there was a small cabin with three shitters, 4 showers and a few sinks in it. There was no hot water. Up the path, about a quarter mile was a river. The camping grounds were empty; we were the only ones there. It was November and the air was cold. We all had jackets on. When we got back to the camp, the now everyday instruction "LINE UP" was given by Sean. Adam began, "We've noticed that there are some of you in this group that aren't getting along quite as well as you should by this time in the season, thus holding the group back from being One and getting to the next level of Pledge Season. We've also noticed that you guys always seem to be the same two pairs. Therefore, for the weekend, Sean and I are assigning pairs." The Pledge Masters starting pairing us off. I was hoping that pairs were going to be suspended for the weekend. I was looking to get to spend some time with little Johnny, if you know what I mean... "Pledges Walsh and Daugherty, you are a Pair," Sean instructed. 'Fuck', I thought to myself. I was amazed at how well the Pledge Masters knew our group, pairing Kevin and I together. Pretty much from the start, Kevin and I (and pretty much the rest of the class) didn't get along. None of us saw why the Brothers liked him so much. Let me tell you about Kevin Daugherty, I think its important. Kevin is a snob from some ritzy neighborhood in MA. He went to some snobby prep school and had everything given to him that he wanted. He thinks that he is way better than everyone else in the pledge class and is always talking down to us, him being a sophomore and on the Crew Team. I noticed during Rush that Kevin got along really well with all the Brothers (again, I couldn't understand it). In fact, at first I thought he was a Brother and surprised as hell when I found out that he wasn't. Although I would never tell him this, when it comes to the looks department, Kevin has everything in the world to be conceited about. Kevin is hot. Real hot, in that jock pretty boy way (probably why the Brothers liked him so much, looking back). Spiked blond hair perfectly cut and gelled, hazel blue eyes, perfect teeth and killer smile, dimples, real light body, full lips, high cheek bones. The kind of guy you drop a load looking at and wonder how God could make such a perfect specimen. He always looks perfect and could have been a model. And was always perfectly dressed in the best clothes. He's about 5'11" tall. The night we were paddled I saw that he had a body worth of underwear commercials. He was real tan from rowing with a really tight hard body. For a blond guy, he had a little more hair than I would have expected, but far from hairy. Light dusting around his pecs and stomach, his legs had hair a bit darker than his chest, but still blond. Again, perfect. I only saw him in his Speedos, so I can't say what his dick looks like (but you'll find out in awhile), but from the package that he was showing, it seemed to be more than ample. This was my/our issue with Kevin: Second night of pledge season we are all sitting in the basement 'interviewing' each other to get to know one another. Each of us asked a few, but Kevin never asked one. He never really even spoke. Eventually we got around and it was time for us to ask Kevin questions. He gave us the most generic and simple answers possible, his disinterest apparent. It was pissing me off, so eventually I said, "What's your problem? We're all going to be Brothers some day and we're just trying to get to know you?" His response shocked us all. He said that he had no interest in getting to know us. He was already best friends with the Brothers and that he was pledging for the letters and them only. He said that he would do his part during events and drive and shit, but that would be the extent of our relationship, all this said with such arrogance. We tried talking to him about his 'attitude' but he wouldn't listen. We were going to tell the Pledge Masters, but we figured it wasn't a good idea, and that eventually he would come around. But he left a bad taste in my mouth. Whenever the Brothers were around, Kevin would hang out with them, rather than us. He thought he was special. He was friendlier with a few of the other sophomore pledges, but he had nothing to do with us freshman. He was treating us like he was already a Brother and we were his pledges. About two weeks later, we were on this road trip, he was driving and I was in his car. He started making fun of a few of our fellow freshman pledges and I told him he was a big asshole and needed an attitude adjustment. He stopped the car; we both got out and started yelling at each other. I was pissed enough to fight him, I'd had enough. The pledges jumped in, broke it up and I rode in someone else's car. That was the pretty much the last night we spoke, about two weeks ago. Back to camping...So I saw Kevin roll his eyes at me. He's such an asshole I thought to myself. But then I realized that it might not be all that bad, us being paired up. I wanted to get past my problem with Kevin and maybe this would do it. Besides, the whole pledge class will probably be together most of the time around camp, so it wasn't like I was in solitary confinement with him. Maybe a trip to the bathroom, but that would probably be it. Boy, was I wrong. The pledges made dinner while the Brothers drank. It was simple dinner, hot dogs and hamburgers with some salads and chips. The Brothers were being real cool. We were all sitting around the fire, talking, laughing, eating and having a good time. It was probably 9:00 PM. The Brothers took all our watches before we left so we wouldn't have any concept of time. Surprisingly, they were letting us drink. The guys who went to the liquor store bought a few bottles of Blackberry Brandy and we were passing them around, taking sips to keep warm. Each of the pledges had to take a turn telling a 'ghost story' around the fire. I was starting to get a bit drunk. Camping was cool, I decided, all of us hanging around a fire having a great time. Things were soon to change. When the stories were done, I saw Sean look at his watch. "Its time," Sean said to Adam. Time? Time for what I wondered. "LINE UP!" Adam yelled. Oh, no, not again... "Before we begin tonight's activity, lets talk about sleeping arrangements," Sean said (Our bags and pillows were still in the cars). "Assigned pairs will be sharing each of the smaller tents. The Brothers will sleep in the larger tent. Tents are not assigned, so pick whichever one you want. You have two minutes to get your stuff and be back on line!" We ran for the cars, grabbed our stuff and went to the tents. I waited up for Kevin before picking a tent. "Which tent do you want, Kevin?" I asked, figuring that if we were going to be sharing a tent, we might as well be civil with each other. "I don't fucking care," he replied and passed his bag and pillows to me. "Whichever one you want," and he got back in the lineup. UURRRRGGGGHHH! I thought to myself. He's got some fucking nerve giving me his shit to put away. But I picked a tent and threw our stuff in it. We were all back in line and at attention. "Good," Adam said, "On to the evenings activity. Tonight, all of you are going to learn two very important lessons. Probably the most two important of the whole season. The first lesson of the evening is TRUST A BROTHER. In order to depend on each other, you must learn to trust one another. Trust doesn't come easy, and it must be earned." I saw Adam nod to Sean. Sean continued, "Pledges Belford and Pacerno (Pairs for the weekend), go to the supply truck and grab the Razors and Shaving Cream." They ran to the truck the Brother's drove up in to get the supplies. I was suddenly very nervous, but I didn't have too much time to think about it. They were only gone for a few seconds. "Follow us in line order and in Silence!" Sean instructed. They lead us down the path. My mind was thinking all sorts of terrible ideas. I thought I would be leaving the trip with a baldhead. My Mother was going to kill me when she saw me at Thanksgiving. We were led to the bathroom cabin. It had an eerie appearance about it. It had iridescent lighting that really creeped me out. With other events I had been concerned, but this was the first time that I was actually scared. We were split into two lines, 8 pledges each, the assigned pairs facing each other. One line had their backs to the sinks, the other line looking towards the sinks (I was on the line towards the sinks). "Strip!" Adam commanded. Without much hesitation, we stripped. I was more afraid and began trembling. It was pretty cold, but being inside it wasn't cold as it was outside. I guess the lights might have been giving off some heat. I felt my nipples harden from the cool air. Once again we were standing naked in front of each other. "This line (Adam was pointing to my line) take one of your socks and tie it over your pair's head like a blindfold." We reached down and fished out our socks. I was so glad that I was doing the blindfolding and not the one being blindfolded. I kind of gave Kevin an 'I'm sorry' look, walked behind him and tied the blindfold. Adam and Sean walked down the line, fixing any blindfolds that needed adjusting so that the pledges were completely blind. When the inspection was complete, Sean spoke, "As Adam said earlier, being able to Trust a Brother is vital to the Fraternity. Tonight, we will learn just how trusting you all are." He was silent for a few moments allowing it to sink in. "Is there anyone here who does NOT trust one of their pledge brothers?" Sean asked us. No one responded. "GOOD, then the event can commence. Those of you standing with blindfolds on are about to have the hair below your head shaved. All of it." A few of us sighed. 'Holy Shit' I thought to myself, but Matt spoke up, "You've got to be fucking kidding me." "SILENCE!" Sean screamed. "You have something to say Pledge Belford? Because if you don't want to participate, that's OK with us. You'll be the first pledge to quit, and it's a long walk home." He waited a few seconds for Matt to say something, but Matt decided to keep his mouth closed. Sean continued, "Those of you being shaved should have enough trust in your fellow pledge brothers that they won't nick or cut you. Do all of you still trust your pledge brothers?" Sean asked again. The blindfolded line became very antsy, but there was silence. Sean finished, "Good then. Pledges, begin shaving. But realize, for that each time you cut your fellow pledge brother, you will receive a demerit. You will remain Silent!" I went up to the sinks and grabbed a razor and a can of shaving cream, still thinking Holy Shit. I came back around the front of Kevin and for the fist time since we stripped, looked at him. I soaked in his perfect body, starting at his neck and worked my way down. Strong shoulders and biceps. His nipples were dark brown and the size if nickels, erect from the cold. Perfect pecs and a six pack of abs. Not an ounce of body fat on him. He had a real sexy outie bellybutton lightly covered in a treasure trail leading down to the goods. I followed it down to his crotch. His pubic hair was a much darker brown than he had on his head. It surrounded a good sized dick. Even in the cold, it was 4 inches long when soft. A perfect shade of pink with a big purplish head. My guess was that it grew twice that at least, when hard. His sack and ball full but not enormous with a decent amount of hair. His thighs a bit hairier than the rest of his legs, but it thinned out and lightened as I looked down to his feet. He was beautiful. My dick was growing. I was so enthralled with his body that I didn't know where to begin. I pretty much hated this guy but I was suddenly infatuated with him. I looked over at some of my fellow pledges to get an idea where they were starting. Many of them had started at the chest. Most of the guys were pretty smooth, so it shouldn't take us all that long. Suddenly I realized that poor Matt (my roommate) was paired up with Anthony (the real hairy guy). I felt real bad for him. He looked over and gave me puppy dog eyes. Knowing that Anthony couldn't see, he stuck his finger down his throat and pretended to gag. He HAD startED on Anthony's chest. I certainly didn't want his job. I looked away; I thought I might get sick watching. I focused back on Kevin. I sprayed some shaving cream in my hand. He must have heard me because I saw his muscles contract, exaggerating and bulging them. I stepped closer to this perfect being. Then I heard him whisper, "Walsh, please don't cut me." Please from Kevin's mouth? This was a different tone than I was used to. "Trust a Brother," I whispered back. I raised my hand to his perfect chest. I was about to touch a man in a semi-erotic way for the first time and I was electrified. I touched his chest with my right hand, rubbing the shaving cream onto his chest. It sent shivers down my body. Kevin gasped, I'm not sure if it was my touch or the chill of the cream against his body. It sent goose pimples over his whole body. I spread the shaving cream over the top part of his chest. As I said, Kevin had a little hair on his chest, but not much. I pretty much covered from his collarbone below his pecs with the shaving cream. I was curious to see if Kevin was finding this as arousing as me. I looked down and saw his dick growing. I was afraid for everyone to see us getting erections, so I leaned over and turned on the sink to wet the blade. I pinched my swelling dickhead to get my dick to go down. In front of Kevin again, I raised the blade up to his flawless chest, centimeters away from his skin, Kevin unaware that I was that close. I noticed my hand trembling. I had been drinking and I was still pretty buzzed. I was cold from being naked. I was afraid that I might cut Kevin. I was afraid that my arousal from all this would be evident to the Brothers and Pledges. No one seemed to notice or it was just overlooked as something typical. I brought the cold razor to Kevin's skin and he stepped back a little and told me to hold up for a second. He relaxed for a minute and settled down. He moved slightly forward and whispered, "Go ahead." I brought the razor down again and heard the familiar sound of shaving. It seemed so loud, but was probably just my concentration. He kept on slightly moving with each touch of the razor, making it difficult to proceed. I had to grab him around his back with my left hand, supporting him and holding him in place while I shaved. Almost like I was going to dip him, but held him up. I felt his skin against mine, the heat of his body and the muscles of his back. This was almost too much for me to handle. I was completely aroused, this was so erotic. I couldn't believe I was holding a naked man in my arms and shaving his body. But everyone else was doing it, so what was the big deal? I moved my left leg behind him so that I was more balanced. I was doing everything I could to mentally keep my erection down. My dick was swelled, but not erect, so it seemed to be working. My dick was pretty much against Kevin's right thigh, but he never made any attempt to move or say anything. I guess he was trusting me that this was the best position to be in. He was breathing pretty hard and kept licking his lips. He was very rigid at first, but he was starting to loosen up. The little hair on Kevin's chest was real light and very easy to shave. I remember circling his erect nipples with the razor and watching hem go hard. I thought I heard Kevin moan in his throat. Not loud enough for the others to hear, but I swore I heard it. His chest was done, no nicks. I walked back over to the sink and rinsed the razor well. Matt was at the sink next to me. He nodded at the sink that he was at to get me to look. It was full of dark hair from Anthony. I gave him an "Iwww" look and he me a look of like, "Yeah Iwww". I looked at Anthony and his whole upper body was shaved. Matt was either real quick with a razor or I was taking a real long time. Anthony's body looked so much more defined without all that hair covering it. Everyone else seemed to be done with the chest and on the pledge's legs. I was definitely moving slow. I came back around to Kevin and put the shaving cream on his stomach and around his belly button. I could feel the solidness of his abdominal muscles. I noticed the way his stomach formed that perfect 'Y'. It didn't seem as cold in here anymore and Kevin was getting more used to the touch of the razor. I shaved his stomach rather quickly, there wasn't that much there. Kevin's dick was only a glance away, but I tried not to stare at it. I didn't want the others seeing me looking, but it had definitely filled out more. I decided to follow the group and do Kevin's legs next. I got on my knees and spread the shaving cream over both of Kevin's legs from the middle of his thighs down. I started shaving carefully. Kevin had nice thick calves and muscled thighs. I finished one leg and was on the second. A musky smell hit me. Although I hadn't looked, I realized that my head was pretty much level with his cock. It was a familiar smell from the locker room in my High School, but much more pungent being this close. I was smelling Kevin's manhood. Unconsciously, I tilted my head slightly up and Kevin's dick was right there in my face, inches away. I stared for a second, but quickly looked away. Although I was intrigued, reality came setting in. I was two inches away from another guy's dick. He wasn't hard but was semi erect. If he was 4 inches before, he had like 5 inches now. The smell of musk/sweat was filling my nose. I had to get up. I went back to the sink and picked up a new razor. I wished that the bathroom had a mirror, but it didn't. For some reason, at that point in time, I wanted nothing more than to look at myself in a mirror. I took a few deep breaths and then went back to the task ahead of me. Kevin whispered if there was something wrong. I told him no, I was just switching razors. He said I was doing a good job. Again, a side of Kevin I never saw. He actually complimented me. I didn't look up again, breathed out of my mouth and finished Kevin's second leg. Pretty much all I had left to do would be what a pair of boxed brief would cover. The 5 Brothers were still there, hanging out in the corner and drinking beer. They were watching us, but not thoroughly. I put more shaving cream on my hand and knew what I had to shave next. I warned Kevin. "Kevin, I'm going to shave your....." I felt real stupid telling him I was going to shave his dick, so I was searching for something better, "...your...um...pubes." Did I just say that? "This is so fucked up. OK Walsh, please be careful man," he pleaded. Well, it was now or never. I got down on my knees again and I loaded my hand with more shaving cream so that I could pretty much blob it on and touch as little of his pubes as I could. I heard someone say "OOOCHH!" I looked around and it was Brett Adams. Jacob was shaving Brett's inner thigh and must have cut him. Well, there's the first demerit, I thought. I guess that got Kevin a little nervous and he asked me again to be real careful. It was difficult shaving his pubes. It was rather thick and long and I had to keep rinsing the razor. This would have been much easier if I had some scissors. I was shaving with my right hand, and at first my left hand was just hanging at my side. But it was hard to maneuver that way. So I moved my hand up and held/rested it above his ass on his hip bone. Once again I realized just how hard and tight this crew boy's body was. My chin was pretty much level with his dick. I couldn't help but look at it, it was right there. He was still semi erect, almost six inches now, yet it looked so soft. I saw a few veins on his dick and the all the extra skin just below his filled cock head from when he was circumcised. I tried not to stare too hard, but there was nothing else to look at. I noticed his pit slit and the little divit that went from it and under his head. By now, I had all the hair above his dick shaved. His dick looked so much bigger with his crotch smooth. Had it grown more? I got up and once again changed razors. I knew what I had to do next and I wanted the razor as sharp as possible. I checked out my own dick, curious to see my sate of arousal. I was almost hard. Not stiff, but definitely more full than my normal state. I hoped that no one was looking. I decided again to check out the progress of the other pledges. Everyone was almost bare, the crotch area the only place remaining. Ben had CJ, who was the uncircumcised swimmer. Talk about good luck. CJ keeps pretty much his whole body shaved for swimming, so all Ben had to do was CJ's crotch and underarms. They were done already. I wished I had paid more attention; I would have liked to have seen how he handled shaving CJ's balls. It was obvious that CJ was sensitive to the touch. He wasn't sporting all 9 inches, but he was sticking out straight and pretty full. He was blindfolded and probably didn't realize. Even Matt was almost done with Chewie. He must have been trying to get through that job as quick as possible. I couldn't blame him. Matt was shaving Anthony's ass cheeks as I watched. Disgusting. I went back up to Kevin. Standing there, I told him that I was going for his balls next. He made a frown. "Dude," he said, "I'm sorry for being such a dick to you earlier in the pledge season. You get through with this without any cuts, I'll be your best friend." I guess he thought I might get some type of revenge by slicing his sack. "You're doing great, keep it up." "Here goes," I said. I got on my knees once again. His sack was kind of loose and real soft, I guess it was warming up in here. One ball was hanging lower than the other. I couldn't believe that I was on my knees staring at a guys balls and thinking of the best way to shave them. I thought this would be much easier if it was a bit tighter, like when you jump in cold water. I had an idea. I got back up and told Kevin my idea. I wanted to get some cold water and splash it on his balls. I figured that if it they got cold, it would make the sack tighten. He agreed. I let the water run for a few minutes to get as cold as possible. It was pretty fucking cold. I cupped my hand and filled them with water. I came around Kevin, bringing my cupped hands under his ball and brought them up to his sack. He jumped at the coldness of the water and gasped. Kevin's balls were in my hands and I could feel the weight of them. My plan worked as I watched his balls rise and his sack tighten. Knowing I might not have much time, I just spilled the water to the ground, grabbed the shaving cream and lathered up his balls. I could feel his balls rolling around in their sack. I grabbed the razor and started shaving as quickly but safely as possible. In order to get under his balls, I had to pretty much grab them and lift. They were the size of walnuts. I was holding another guys balls. >From fondling Kevin's balls, he threw a complete boner. It was real long, but a bit on the skinny size. Longer than me, over 8 inches, but not as thick. My mind took a snapshot of the screen and it is still in my head till this day. The first time I touched another guys balls. I can see it like it was yesterday. Kevin apologized to me, "Sorry Dude, I can't help it," he said. I tried to move this along as quick as possible, and shaved. Kevin was holding his breath the entire time I shaved and grabbed his balls. I noticed his cock slightly bounced with the beat of his heart. This was intense. I had to get the area that was on the base of his dick. I let his balls go. Kevin breathed. I tried get the base of his dick shaved without touching it, but it was too difficult. I knew what I had to do. I grabbed his dick. It was rock hard. Kevin slightly jumped and moaned. It was hot in my hand and I could feel it pulsing. As hard as it was, the skin was velvety smooth. "Just a couple of seconds, I need to move it around so I can get the base of your dick," I told him. "OK Dude, make it quick," Kevin responded and was holding his breath again. It was only seconds, but it felt like forever. I maneuvered his cock around so that I could get all the hair. Lifting it straight up to make certain that the front of his balls were done, to the right and left to get the sides, and pushing it down to get that half inch right on top of his dick. As I moved it around, I felt him growing harder in my hand. Moving it around might have been giving him the sensation of a hand job. The whole time I was thinking and repeating to myself, "I'm holding a Kevin's dick in my hand, I'm holding Kevin's dick in my hand..." I was holding my breath as well. I'd have to say that his dick felt 'interesting' in my hand, but the intensity of trying not to cut him took away the sexuality of it. I breathed out heavily and said, "Done." The tension in my body relaxing. Kevin let his breath out in a "Whheewww". I stepped back and took a look at my work. I did a pretty good job. His whole pubic region was bare. His cock and balls looked huge, fully erect and smooth. I noticed that he had some precum coming out of the slit. It must have felt good, I guessed. I don't know what came over me, but I looked around and no one seemed to be looking. I looked back at Kevin, he was just standing there looking hot and still hard as a rock. He looked so innocent with the blindfold on. I saw the drop of precum on the tip of his dick. I reached my hand out to his dick, forming a loose fist, just centimeters from the head of his cock. I quickly tightened my fist around the head of his cock, making sure that I smeared his precum back over his head. Keeping my hand tight, I pushed my fist down the length of his cock, as if he was fucking it. It was real slick with his precum. When my fist came to his body, I quickly came back up the length of his dick, lightly squeezing his head as I came off his dick. I did it only once and it lasted only two seconds. Kevin moaned an "Oh, my God," and his knees buckled. "What the fuck was that," he asked? I told him that I was just wiping the shaving cream off his dick. "God, it felt really good," Kevin said, getting his balance again. Don't ask me why I did it. I don't know why. I just wanted to do it. I wanted to know what it felt like. I wanted to see how he would react. If he didn't have that blindfold on, I never would have done it. It felt strange, but enjoyable. I finished up the rest of Kevin's upper legs. Everything seemed much simpler after shaving his cock and balls. It was a little difficult getting between his legs, right behind his sack. He spread his legs wide and I sort of got under him. I started touching his hard cock more than was necessary. But Kevin didn't know it wasn't necessary with his blindfold on. Just a grab here and a grab there. He didn't seem to mind, he made no comment. It was strange to touch and see his aroused cock react to the touch and jump. I found it more amusing than 'sexual'. I shaved under Kevin's arms. He seemed a bit ticklish under there, he laughed a few times. He didn't have much hair under his arms and it didn't take long. I came around and looked at Kevin's ass. It was nice and smooth and full. It was totally white compared to his tan skin. His tan marks from the summer the size of normal swimming trunks. At least we knew that Kevin didn't sun tan nude or wear Speedos during the summer. Kevin's ass is completely bare, so unlike what Matt had to do with Anthony, there was no need to shave his ass. I was glad for that "Done, I told Kevin," as I slapped him on his bare ass. Matt was just finishing up on Anthony. About two minutes later Matt said that he was done. The Brothers came over and started an inspection. They counted nicks and cuts. Everyone had one or two, and therefore the guys who did the shaving got demerits. When they came to inspect Kevin, they found not a single scrape or drop of blood. "Looks like Pledge Walsh is the Pledge Brother to trust in this group," Adam said to the whole group, "Good job John." (He hadn't called me John in weeks. It might not seem that much to you, but it means a lot when you are referred to as only "Pledge Walsh" for 5 weeks. It made me felt great). The pledges were told to remove their blindfolds. Each of them quickly inspected their bodies, lifting arms, bending down. Adam seemed genuinely pleased. He had a big smile on his faced, we shook hands, and he thanked me. We didn't have much time before the command "Switch sides" came. I was blindfolded and darkness ensued. I can't tell you what Kevin did exactly since I couldn't see him. But throughout the entire time I was shaved, I was flooded with emotions. First, I was scared. I hoped that Kevin would be as careful with me as I was with him. I felt like we had seriously bonded when he removed his blindfold and I saw his eyes. Thanks to good genes, I'm pretty much smooth. No hair on my chest really, some under my arms, normal pubic hair around my dick and some light brown hair on my legs. But my balls are pretty much smooth. I had a few hairs here and there, but mostly nothing. Like Kevin, my ass is bare as well. The second emotion was when Kevin touched my chest for the first time. It felt amazing and electric. It had been weeks since I had been caressed and touched. My body yearned for the attention. I knew that it was a guy touching me, but the blindfold made if feel mysterious and anonymous. The taboo-ness of it made it even more erotic. I was being touched by another man. I felt as if I was putty in this guy's hands. Queer or not, my body needed this and wanted this. And although I couldn't see it, I knew I was throwing wood. I tried to fathom what Kevin was thinking. But he had to know exactly how I felt, he was just standing where I was moments ago. I calmed down after awhile. It had only been a few minutes, but already he was shaving the small amount I have off my legs. Getting used to the feeling of Kevin touching me, my erection had subsided. He spread my legs slightly apart and I felt his hand between my thighs as he shaved in there. I'm pretty sensitive everywhere and his touch sent shivers through my body. Once again, I felt little Johnny coming back to life. I felt him move behind me to get the back of my legs. I could feel his hot breath on my shin. It tickled me, sending another rush of waves through my body. His touch was completely different. A girls hands are so soft and small and the touch delicate. But Kevin's hands were big and rough and athletic. I could feel the tough skin on his palm from rowing. For lack of a better term, I was being man handled, and it felt amazing. Kevin's touch was gone and I sensed that he had walked away. He was probably rinsing the razor. I felt my left arm being raised and Kevin putting shaving cream on me. It tickled, and I laughed. I felt a few swipes of the razor and he was done. I felt him move around and my right arm was lifted. Same procedure, shaving cream applied and the razor against my skin. Everything was done except my pubic hair and balls. I heard Kevin say, "You're in good hands buddy, don't worry." I really wasn't worried, in fact, I felt totally comfortable and safe in his hands by this time. I sensed him kneel down in front of me. I knew I was boning and I was embarrassed. I could feel myself turning red and my internal temperature rise. I felt Kevin apply the shaving cream on my pubes above my dick. He had to see how hard I was, he was right there in front of it. I hoped he understood. The movement of the razor was slow and careful. I could hear the hair being shaved. He started high, a couple of inches below my bellybotton, and was working his way down. I was trying to think of ugly girls and nasty things to get my dick to go down. It wasn't working. Suddenly, I felt Kevin grasp my shaft and pull it down. I moaned. I tried to stop myself, but I moaned. Besides my own hand, this was the first time my dick was touched in a month. It felt incredible. He didn't let go. He kept moving it in all direction. He held it upright so that it was sticking right up. He was shaving the front of my balls. Still holding my dick up with his fingers, he hooked his thumb under and pulled my sack tight so he could get the bottom. I felt the razor go under my balls and get the section between your sack and ass. That was pretty much virgin territory for me and it felt awesome His hand holding my dick began moving slightly up and down, stroking me. I was already hard as a rock and getting really turned on. I knew that he wasn't, but it felt like he was jerking me off. I could feel that I was getting pretty close to cumming. I was terrified, I did not want to cum in his hand. That would be totally gay. I mean, I was dying to release my load, but I wasn't going to do it here and now. "Kevin, let go of me," I whispered. He kept on shaving and touching my dick. I felt myself closer to coming. "Kevin, let go of my dick," I said again. He didn't let go. He had to let go or I was going to blow. "Kevin," I said as loud as I could but still keeping it at a whisper. I felt him drop it and get up. My body ached at the loss of the touch, my balls wanting nothing more than to explode. I had blue balls from a guy. Kevin got up and asked what was the matter? I told him I got really scared for a second and wigged out. Sort of the truth, but not really. I was wigging out and afraid. I just left out the part that him holding my dick was going to make me shoot a load in his eye. I wasn't going to tell him that, he might not ever talk to me again. He said the tone of my voice scared him, he thought he might have cut me. I felt my erection deflating, sad and glad to see it go. Hopefully Kevin is a deep sleeper, I thought. I was going to have to take care of some business in the tent. "We're all done," he said and I heard him put the razor down. I must have been one of the first ones done because I was standing there in my blindfold for a while after Kevin was done. It was rather maddening, standing there in a blindfold naked with nothing to lean on and knowing that you were being looked at. Eventually, I heard the last 'Done' and knew that this night was almost over. Adam and Sean were doing their inspections. I heard Adam walking up to Kevin and I. "So how did we do, Pledge Daugherty? Any cuts?" Adam asked. "I don't believe so, Pledge Master Adam," Kevin responded. I could feel Adam's eyes on me, looking me over real close. My dick started tingling. Not now, I thought to myself. Please God, not now. I felt Adam run his hands over my legs and chest. I don't remember seeing him doing that to anyone else during the other inspection. I felt him cup my balls and lift them up. I felt my dick growing. I was imagining Adam standing there, holding my balls. Before I was fully erect, Adam let go of me and said, "Good job, Pledge Daugherty. Not a cut. Seems like you two make a pretty good team when you aren't fighting." We were instructed to remove our blindfolds. Though the light was dim, it still hurt my eyes a bit. It took my eyes a few second to adjust, but I focused in on 15 athletic guys, all smooth and freshly shaven, all looking extremely buff with no body hair. I did a quick once over on myself and sure enough, not even a scrape. I felt around my dick, which was softening again. It felt strange not having hair there, but it felt good. There was still shaving cream on all of us, and I was hoping that the Pledge Masters would let us jump in the shower before we put our clothes back on. My wish almost came true, but not quite. "Outside, front and center!" Adam yelled. We went to put on our clothes, but Sean yelled, "In your Birthday Suits, gentlemen!" We lined up outside the bathroom. It was freezing out here. All of our nipples hard in the cold and our breath visible. Sean said, "Tonight Pledges, you all trusted your brothers and came out of a potentially dangerous situation with only a few nicks. You must know that you can always Trust a Brother. We are always here for each other, 100%, 24 7. We'll move on to the second lesson for the evening. But first, lets get all that shaving cream off of you. Adam, how long is the jog to the river?" "For these athletic punks? I'd say two minutes," Adam responded. "Ten minutes, you think?" Sean asked Adam. "Ten minutes," Adam answered. "Pledges, you have 10 minutes to get you asses to the river, rinse off and be lined up around the fire. Brother Hudson will join you and make certain that each of you go in the river and that you remain silent. The rest of us will bring your clothing back to camp. GO!" Quickly, we made a mad dash for the river. Brother Hudson running beside us. The rocky path hurt my bare feet. I wondered what time it was, and how long this next event would last. The effects of the alcohol had long worn off. In less than two minutes, we were at the river. We all stopped on the edge and looked. This river doesn't run very fast. A few of us put our feet in the water to test it. It was ice cold. We all stood there, waiting for the first person to make the move. I was freezing my balls off and wanted to get this over with. I took a few steps back to get a running start, ran into the water and dove in. It was the most damn cold water I ever felt in my life, this mountain water. When I came up, the air was warmer than the water; the air had to be 40 degrees or less. A gave a really loud "AAAGGGHHHH." I was gasping for breath. Someone asked how it was, and I said, "It's fucking beautiful. Come see for yourself." How is it, can't they seem it's freezing? I heard a count, "1...2...3" and the rest of them jumped in all at the same time. They all got under and when they came up there was a barrage of screams. My teeth were chattering and I was shivering. A few of the guys started splashing each other, but I had to get out. About a minute later, we were all out of the water and dancing around freezing. "Let's go," Matt said and we all to off back to camp. When we reached the campsite, we made a circle around the fire. With 16 of us, we weren't that close to the fire, each of us holding our hands out to warm them up. Talk about shrinkage, we all had willies that were about an inch long and our balls were up in our stomachs. Quite a difference from earlier. I noticed that Sean and Adam were cutting up the string in 16 inch lengths. And right next to them on the table was the 4 bottles of baby oil. "From the site of your dicks, or lack of your dicks, I'd say that water was pretty damn cold, huh?" Adam asked. We were all shivering and bouncing and just nodded our agreement. I couldn't talk and I'm assuming that everyone else couldn't either. I just wanted to be next to that fire and put some clothes on. "I'll take that as a yes," Adam continued. "Let's move this right along then, huh? Tonight we all learned the important lesson to Trust a Brother. But you can only trust someone as much as you allow them. You must learn to depend on a Brother and ask for his help. Many think that asking for help is a weakness. But as Brothers, we are always here for each other. Don't ever be afraid to ask a brother for help. We will never let you down." "Therefore, the second lesson for tonight is learning to Depend on a Brother. Brother Sean, please pass out the bottles of the Baby Oil," Adam requested. He waited until the 4 bottles were in our hands. "As I am explaining the particulars of the next lesson, please take the oil and thoroughly douse yourself in it. It should completely cover your body, every crevice, from your neck to your toes." It was too cold to make a sound. We did as we were told. Each of us squirting the bottle over our body and rubbing it in. Shoulders, chest, arms, pits, cocks and ball, legs, feet, back and butt. It felt strange, putting the oil on body, which was even smoother now that I was totally bare. Adam continued, "Good. So what do each of you need right now? How could you depend on each other for a common good?" "Warmth," CJ said, "We could depend on each other's body heat for warmth." "Very good," Sean exclaimed. "These guys are fast learners." "Do you want to be warm? Could you do that for each other?" Adam asked. We were freezing and at this point probably would have said yes to anything to be warm. I saw that Matt's lips were turning blue. "Yes," we all answered. "OK. Make sure you guys are good and slick, including your backs. Help each other out if you need," Sean said, "When you are done, assigned pairs go in your tents and wait for us there in silence." Kevin rubbed some oil on my back and I on his. We moved to the tent and got in. We didn't talk, but shook our heads at each other. We were still freezing, but at least it cut off some of the wind. We heard some noise outside the tent. Sean instructed the two of us to come out. Kevin and I went back into the frigid air. Adam and Sean were standing there. "Tonight you will keep each other warm by sharing this sleeping bag. You will not be allowed to leave the sleeping bag, so if you have to piss, go now," Sean said. Kevin and I walked a few feet away and tried to piss. My dick was tiny from the cold, my head the only thing really showing. It took a minute, but I was able to pee. I heard Kevin pissing as well. We went back to the pledge masters. "OK Pledges, hands behind your back and backs towards us," Sean instructed the two of us. We did as he said. I felt Adam tie the string around my writs, pretty tight. Sean was doing the same to Kevin. "So you don't get out," Adam said. My hands were tied and I couldn't move them. They unzipped the sleeping bag and laid it out on the bottom of the tent. It was all nylon. We were told to get back in the tent and lie on the bag. We did, apart from each other. Adam got in the tent with us. "If I'm going to zip this thing up so you guys can stay warm, you're going to have to get much closer than that," Adam said. We slid closer to the middle of the bag. Adam brought the ends together and started zipping. It must have been a kid's sleeping bag because it was pretty tight. Kevin and I were pushed together, chest to chest without much room to move, our hands tied behind our backs. The warmth felt great. I hadn't acknowledged the fact yet that Kevin and I were sleeping in the same bag, naked and oiled up. I just wanted the warmth. Kevin looked like he was enjoying the heat as well. Slowly I began to feel the heat of Kevin's body. It felt awesome. I was still cold, but I was warming up. My shivering began to subside. I could steel feel Kevin's body shivering against mine. Adam was still standing there, watching us. "You boys have a nice night. See you in the morning," he grinned, left the tent and zipped it up. We both were silent for a few minutes, each of us getting used to the warmth. I could feel Kevin's tight body right up against mine. Our chests were touching, we were that close. Our legs had become intertwined, searching for the body heat. I could feel Kevin's nipples pressed up against mine, our pecs on top of each other. I could feel Kevin breathing, tight against my body, then slightly moving off as he inhaled and back when he exhaled. Everything was slippery inside the sleeping bag, us being covered with baby oil. The heat in the bag was rising and I was beginning to feel warm. The heat wasn't the only thing rising. I could feel my dick lengthening, not hard, but coming back from its chilled state. If I wasn't mistaken, I could feel Kevin's dick growing against my stomach. I closed my eyes and thought, 'its going to be a rough night. My eyes were closed but I could feel Kevin moving around a bit. There wasn't much room to move, so he was pretty much just sliding all over my body. He wasn't helping my dilemma. All the rubbing was getting me harder. There was no hiding it. I was suddenly rock hard and very nervous. I wondered what Kevin must be thinking. He had to feel my boner against him. Kevin's body felt great against mine. I had never felt such a feeling. His muscles were amazing against my skin. What is that? I felt Kevin's hard dick on my balls. It was unmistakable. I could feel the heat and stiffness of it, the length of it. In all the moving, Kevin had slid down a little lower than me. I could feel his dick pushed up against my balls. I was shocked, but I was glad that I wasn't the only one in this sleeping bag sporting wood. It gave me a certain comfort level. I could feel Kevin slowly flexing his ass muscles, causing his cock to slowly slide in and out, between my legs. I wondered if he realized what he was doing. It was turning me the hell on, but I wanted him to stop. My own cock was rubbing up against his stomach with his movements. Between our two stomachs and the lube, it felt like I was fucking. My head was running across Kevin's abs. I could feel my balls rising, my 'already blue balls' wanting to cum. I couldn't help it, but I started pressing back against Kevin, matching his rhythm. It felt unbelievable. I opened my eyes and looked at Kevin. He was looking right back at me. He stopped his movements. "So Walsh, did Adam leave two flashlights in the sleeping bag, or are we just glad to see one another?" I couldn't help it, but I laughed. It was the stupidest thing I had ever heard, but it seemed to break my tension. I was glad to see that he was making fun of the situation, because I was nervous as hell. I laughed for like two minutes. Kevin was laughing as well. It was a good laugh and definitely needed. But I noticed that both of us were still rock hard. "I can't believe that you and I are in a sleeping bag together, shaved, naked and oiled," I said, still laughing, "and we are both fucking hard as a rock," we both continued to laugh. It felt good to acknowledge the situation that we were in. Finally we calmed down, but will still breathing hard. Kevin says, "I'm never going to be able to sleep like this. Especially with your dick poking me in my stomach all night." "My dick," I asked. "What about your dick? You were damn near fucking my legs before, so don't make it sound like I am the only one turned on here?" My tone was defensive. I guest I was feeling vulnerable. "Chill out Walsh, I'm joking with you. I was trying to make the point that if we are going to get any sleep tonight, we're going to have to take care of these," Kevin said, nodding his head down towards our dicks. "Take care of it? How are we going to take care of it?" I asked, wondering if he was insinuating what I was thinking. "Well, we could just keep on rubbing our bodies together until we cum," Kevin suggested. "What? Make each other cum?" I replied, kind of loud from the surprise of his answer. "Keep your voice down Walsh," Kevin commanded, looking around to see if anyone was near the tent. We started talking in whispers. "You want the whole camp to hear us? What else are we going to do? Lay here away all night with our dicks touching? At least this was we can get some sleep." He was serious; I could see it in his eyes. I wanted this. I wanted to cum so badly, but could I do this? Could I cum with another guy? Could I make him cum? I could feel my dick straining. Yes, I could do it. I saw Kevin watching me while I was thinking. He could see I was debating it out. "Walsh, look, its no big deal. Like Adam said, we need to depend on each other, help each other out. We both need this, so lets get it done so we can get some sleep." His voice sounded pleading. I liked it. It made me want it more. I wanted to hear him ask me again. "I don't know, Kevin. It's kind of gay, no? I said. "Look, its not gay bro. You're telling me you never fucked around with a guy before?" he asked, as if he had. "No," I said, "Have you?" I wasn't expecting this. "On occasion, bro. Look, this is between you and I right? I can trust a brother?" Kevin asked. "After all that we have been through tonight Kevin, you can trust me," I said, dying to hear what he was going to say. "OK, well dude, I'm bi. I love chicks and I love sex with chicks. But when it comes to great sex, I like doing it with guys too," Kevin said, as simple as I like butter on my bagel, sometimes I really like cream cheese. I was shocked. "You have sex with guys?" "Yeah, sometimes. It started in HS with a few of my friends getting off together watching porn videos. We got more adventurous and started fucking around. Nothing wrong with a couple of guys getting off with each other. It's no big deal, bro. It's totally fucking hot getting off with another jock. I feel you all hard against my body. I can see it in your face. You are totally enjoying this" Kevin said. "Tell me that you aren't enjoying this and I'll leave you alone. It's no big deal. Its not like you are in love with a guy or anything, you're just getting off. I can't believe you never fooled around with a guy. Not even in High School?" "No, really, I never have," I told Kevin. I couldn't believe what Kevin was saying. He made it sound like I was the odd one out, never fooling around with a guy. My cock was throbbing. I wanted to ask more, but I didn't want to piss him off or seem too curious. I wanted Kevin to make me cum. Everything he said was making sense. I wasn't in love with Kevin, I just wanted to cum. He was right, I was enjoying this. "God, this conversation is turning me on. We've got to do this. What do you say Walsh?" Kevin asked. "How are we going to do this?" I asked. I didn't say yes, but I guess my question was the answer he was looking for. Kevin's smile was ear to ear. By asking how, he assumed I was in. "Great," Kevin whispered. "I have an idea. I'll let you go first so you can repeat it for me. I'm going to move up a little, you slide down a little. I'm going to open my legs, and I want you stick your dick between them, just below my balls so you're right under my ass. We're all lubed up, so it should slide nicely. It will feel like a pussy, so fuck it like a pussy. Sound good?" My heart was pounding. "Yeah, its sounds awesome." "Lets do it then," Kevin said as he slid up. I felt him open his legs. I guided my dick between them, right where he asked, below his balls, up against that section between your ass and dick. He closed his legs around my dick and clamped tightly. I felt the heat and softness of his skin. It felt very tight. I could feel my cock oozing precum, even though Kevin was lubed up with baby oil. My cock was so hard at the thought of this. "How's that feel, bro?" Kevin whispered in my ear. "Fucking unbelievable," I answered. "So what are you waiting for? Start fucking..." Kevin said. I started moving my hips, in a slow fucking motion. I knew I wasn't going to last long, I was so aroused. I pulled my dick out between his legs as far as I could, then slowly pushed in between his thighs. I was shaking, it was felt so good. My mouth was basically right at his nipple. A wave of lust cam over me and I started sucking and biting his nipple. It felt so hot in my mouth. My sucking sent a shutter through Kevin's body and he moaned. The tip of my dick swelled more than ever. I started picking up my pace, fucking Kevin's thighs with steady swift motions. Biting and sucking harder on Kevin's nipple with every thrust. Kevin was talking dirty, turning me on even more. He was whispering things like 'Yeah, your cock feels so good' and 'I want you to cum between my legs' and 'Your cock is so big' and 'fucking suck that nipple'. I always knew talking dirty would be a real turn on, but no girl ever talked dirty to me. I should have known that it would have to be done with a guy. It was about all I could take, but then Kevin bit right down on neck and it felt amazing. I could feel Kevin's hot cock rubbing between my pecs and his abs. It was leaking precum all over me. He was getting close too. "Agh, agh, agh, I'm going to cum Kevin," I whispered and let his nipple out of my mouth. I was doing everything to keep my moaning internal. I was fighting, trying to keep it low. "I'm going to cum too, keep pushing," Kevin said between loud breaths, "that's it, oh yeah, oh my god, Walsh you're gonna make me cum...." I felt Kevin's dick shooting his hot cum all over my chest. It was all I needed. I gave like two more thrusts, and exploded between his thighs. I shot like 4 huge loads. My body was convulsing. I was spent. My dick was so sensitive. I just took deep breaths for about a minute. My dick was hard and still between his thighs. It was my most intense sexual experience to date. Kevin spoke first, "That was fucking great bro. Told you two guys getting off was hot, no? I can't believe I came. I thought we were going to have to reverse positions after you were done. You really turned me on. God, I can't believe that you and I just did that. So what did you think?" "My God Kevin. It was intense. Probably the best load I ever shot. It was hot," I said, "I had no idea that a guy could do that to me." "That, and a whole lot more. I know this was your first time and all, but if you ever want to do it again, I'm game." "I don't know Kevin, we'll see. I have the feeling that this is all going to feel a bit different come daylight and we are untied and out of this bag." "Quit looking into things so much. You totally got off and had fun. That's all there is to think about," Kevin said. I felt both of our cocks getting smaller. I was exhausted from the day and what happened. I wanted to sleep more than anything. I closed my eyes... "Kevin, what happened here tonight, this is between You, Me and the sleeping bag, right?" I asked. "Trust a Brother Walsh, our secret is safe." I felt sleep coming on and realized that I still had Kevin's cum on my chest. With my hands tied, there was nothing I could do about it. I fell asleep content in my first male sex experience. Whew, that was a long one. Hope you all enjoyed and met your expectations. Let me know what you thought, your feedback keeps me going alt76frat@yahoo.com