Date: Tue, 1 May 2001 12:20:18 -0700 (PDT)
From: John Walsh <alt76frat@yahoo.com>
Subject: Fraternity Memoirs Part V

Fraternity Memoirs Part V -- The Camping Trip, Saturday AM

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I woke up and opened my eyes. It was still dark in the tent, but I could
see that the sun was up. I wondered what time it was and wished that I had
my watch. I realized that it didn't make any difference if I had my
watch. With my hands tied behind my back, I wouldn't be able to see it
anyhow. My arms were very uncomfortable this way; I was surprised that I
slept through the whole night like this. Kevin was still sound asleep.

	I gazed at his face. Kevin was no longer my enemy. We had shared
something that would forever stay with me. We had shared an intimate
moment. Our relationship from this day forward would be completely
different. How different, I wasn't sure. But I was sure that what ever it
was to become will reveal itself in time. I replayed the events of last
night in my head. I wasn't remorseful at all. Kevin's words echoed in my
head, 'it's no big deal', 'nothing wrong with two guys getting off
together' and 'it's not gay'. Kevin was right; I had to stop thinking about
it. I had fun last night and that was all I had to think about. But
thinking about it was making me hard again.

	Speaking of being hard, even though Kevin wasn't up yet, his dick
certainly was. I could feel it pressed up right against mine. It was still
slippery as hell under this sleeping bag. I found it so erotic, Kevin
sleeping next to me, our hard cocks rubbing against each other. I started
lightly grinding my dick against Kevin's sleeping body. I started thinking
with my dick and not with my head. I wanted a repeat of last night. I
wanted to cum.

	Slowly but steadily, I was grinding my body against Kevin's stiff
dick and hard body. I wondered if I could cum while he remained asleep. I
wondered if I could get Kevin to cum while he was sleeping. I continued the
grinding motions. It felt so hot. I had my eyes closed, hearing Kevin's
dirty talk from last night in my head, 'yeah, you cock feels so good',
"What's this round two?" I heard Kevin's voice say.

	I was startled and opened my eyes. Kevin woke up. "You are a horny
little devil, aren't you? Looks like I converted you last night, huh?
Trying to rape me when I was sleeping, you perv?"

	Although there was no need, I felt guilty and tried to come up with
an excuse, "Umm, sorry Kevin. I must have been...umm...," I couldn't think
of anything. I just looked back at him.

	"You know, you're one hot mother fucker. I can't believe you never
been with a guy before. Were you just pulling my leg last night, playing
the virgin?" Kevin said. He had begun grinding his dick against me, and
once again joined his rhythm.

	"No Kevin, I swear," I answered. The grinding motions becoming more
intense, our legs rubbing up against and in and out of each other. He felt
so fucking good against me, I couldn't wait to shoot another load.

	We left the conversation at that and just continued the assault on
each other's bodies. Our chests rubbing against each other was making sort
of a suction cup sound. Both of us were moaning and saying 'yeah'. I felt
like I was given my first smoke of crack last night and now I was
addicted. Kevin's cock was getting stiffer and I could tell he was getting
close. His breathing was heavier and his grinding harder. I felt his body
convulsing and his legs wrap around mine tightly. He gave one more 'oh
yeah' and he came all over my dick and lower stomach. He was still
convulsing and shaking, his head nudged against my shoulder. I wanted to
cum too. I wasn't far away from cumming myself. Kevin kept up his side of
the grinding, which I thought was very considerate. I was picking up the
pace. I was getting real close when I heard the zipper to the tent opening
and Adam say, "Rise and shine!"

	'HOLY FUCK!' I thought to myself. We both quickly stopped and I saw
Kevin's mouth drop. "Just be cool and act like we just woke up," Kevin
whispered. I was mortified at Adam seeing us like this. In all likelihood,
we both would be expelled from the class. We tried to calm down our
breathing. Adam opened the tent and crawled in. "Hope you two got a good
night's sleep last night. The fire is low and we need more wood."

	Thank God Kevin spoke because I wasn't able to speak. I was afraid
as all hell and inside I was freaking out. "Uhhhh, yeah Adam, we did. Walsh
just woke me up not two minutes ago," Kevin said in his best 'I just woke
up' voice. I was suddenly sweating like crazy.

	"Good," Adam said, "Let me get that zipper for you two and then you
can get dressed."  My heart was racing. Both of us were still hard as a
rock and Adam was going to see it. I couldn't look at Adam as he started
unzipping the bag. I was pleading with my dick to go down, but he wasn't
listening.

	Adam had the bag half of the way unzipped. My mind went into
defensive mode. I had to think of a way out of this. "We can get it from
here Adam, we'll be out in a minute," I said. It sounded desperate.

	"And exactly how are the two of you going to untie yourselves?"
Adam asked.

	I had forgot about that simple detail. Adam zipped the bag entirely
open and the sleeping bag slid off of us. I have never been so ashamed in
my life. Adam just kneeled there in silence looking at us. The shock
evident on his face. I looked down at the both of us to see what Adam was
seeing. Although Kevin's erection was subsiding, he was still pretty
hard. Me on the other hand, I was still hard as a rock, sticking straight
out and sporting all 7.5 inches. Kevin's fresh cum was smeared all over my
stomach. We had been caught, red handed. I was going to cry. I had no idea
how Adam was going to react. I can only imagine the look of horror on my
face.

	His face and tone was serious, but not demeaning, "Alright you two,
kneel up."

	I was petrified. I felt like I had just been caught stealing
something by my mother and she was totally let down. I had to say
something. I had to apologize. "Adam, I am so sorry... We didn't...Its just
that...I think..." There was nothing to say. What could I say? I just knelt
up and looked down in disgrace.

	"Listen you two, I'm going to untie you both," Adam said as he was
loosening Kevin's hands. "Put your bathing suits on, grab your towels and
go straight to the river and wash yourselves off so the rest of the pledges
and Brothers won't see you this way. I'll let the rest of the guys sleep a
little longer to give you some time." I didn't look at Adam once while he
spoke. I saw Kevin go to his bag to get his bathing suit, he was untied.

	"Jesus, Walsh, you got dried cum all over your chest. Are you sure
you guys slept at all last night?" Adam asked as he leaned behind me and
started untying my hands. His voice was friendly and almost
understanding. Bordering on humored. But I still felt like total shit. My
erection had gone down. I felt my hands released from the confines.  I slid
across the tent to my bag and fished out my bathing suit and slid it on.  I
had to lift the waistband over Kevin's cum so that I didn't smear it all
over the front of my suit. I still hadn't looked up at Adam, or Kevin for
that matter. I just kneeled there, waiting for Adam's final instruction.

	"Go ahead you two, hurry up. Come back with fire wood, and then we
will wake the rest of camp up," Adam said. We made our way to the tent's
exit. "Hold up a second and look at me," said Adam. We turned around and
looked at him. "What happened here this morning will remain between the
three of us. If this got out to the Brothers, I don't know what would
happen. But each of you owes me a huge favor. Understand?"

	"Yes Adam, we understand," Kevin answered for us, his voice
sounding so confident.  We turned and went to leave the tent. Kevin got out
first. I was ¾ of the way out and turned my head back into the
tent. "Thanks Adam," was all I could say. He returned my remark with a
smile.

	Kevin and I made our way towards the river. The sun was shining
brightly. It was much warmer than last night, actually a beautiful day for
November. It was probably 50 degrees. Chilly, but bearable. I felt
extremely angry with Kevin. I immediately put all the blame on him for what
happened last night and this morning. After all, he was the one who
suggested that we do it. I felt so fucking stupid that I didn't think of
the consequences of my actions. I guess that's what happens when you think
with your dick. How did I forget that we would have to be let out of the
sleeping bag and untied. We walked to the river in complete silence. I
wondered what was going through Kevin's mind.

	We got to the river and I realized just how slimy and disgusting I
felt. I had Kevin's dried cum all over my chest and stomach, and his fresh
cum all over my dick. Not to mention all the baby oil. Without much regard
to the temperature, I just dove in the water. God this water is fucking
freezing. But the coldness felt good and refreshing. I came out of the
water and stood up.  Kevin had dove in behind me and came up right next to
me.

	We just looked at each other for a few seconds. His hair was
slicked back, drops of water rolling off his oiled hard body, his nipples
erect from the temperature, his blue eyes amazingly blue contrasted against
his red bathing suit. God, he looked phenomenal. "Kevin, man, we were just
busted fucking big time. I can't believe that Adam caught us like that. I
can't believe that we did that last night. That was such a bad idea. What
are we going to do? You think we'll get expelled?" I thought Kevin might
have some answers, him being the 'expert' at this.

	"It's all right Walsh. Adam seemed really cool about it. He didn't
flip out or anything.  He's totally covering for us. If he were mad, he
would have lined us up in front of everybody and mocked us. He said it
himself, that this was between the three of us." Still with that confidence
and coolness, verging on his egotism. I hated (yet admired) is
self-assurance.

	"Yeah, but still Kevin. We were just caught fagging out. That
doesn't worry you? How come you're not totally freaked out about all this?"
I asked.

	"I've been through this scene before bro. I've been busted a few
times screwing around with another guy. Call me lucky, I don't know, but
each time it's never been a big deal. Adam handled it the same way everyone
else did. Put your clothes back on and don't let anyone else know what
you've been doing. Most of them have probably been with guys themselves. In
my experience, those guys usually come back in a day or two wanting some
action themselves."

	"You think Adam has been with a guy before, that's why he acted so
cool?" I asked, my curiosity was piqued.

	"Adam? Who knows? I don't know Adam that well, so I can't say. But
between you and I, there are a few Brothers in this Fraternity that like to
get their rocks off with a guy as well."

	"Really? I never would have guessed that some of the Brothers were
gay," I said, astonished at what he had said.

	"Listen Bro, you got to get that gay word out of your head. You got
some serious moral issues. You said you grew up in Brooklyn? Brooklyn
where, Brooklyn, Kansas? I didn't say that anyone was gay. Just because you
fool around with a guy, that doesn't make you gay. Look, did you enjoy what
we did last night stud?" Adam said with a grin as he grabbed my nipple and
pinched it.

	"Ahh, yeah," I said as I jumped at his touch.

	"You still like girls?"

	"Yeah."

	"Are you gay?"

	"No, I'm not gay."

	"There then, point proven. This is the way I like to look at it
bro; people are sexual beings. Our search in life is for great sex, and
along the way find the person you want to spend the rest of your life
with. A lot of guys think that since they are going to settle down with a
woman, the search for great sex has to be only within the realm of
women. But the two searches aren't necessarily the same, you know, and
those guys are missing out on a lot of great sex. Me, I know that I am
going to get married and have kids some day. But until I find that lucky
lady, I'm going to have as much sex as I possibly can. And in my search for
great sex, I've found that sex with guys is awesome and totally hot. You
following me?" Adam said. He was rinsing his body off in the water the
entire time he was talking to me.

	I listened intently to everything that he said. I felt like he was
my older brother and he was lecturing me on how life works. It made
complete and utter sense to me. It was so simple yet logical. I felt
totally enlightened. "Yeah Kevin, I totally hear what you are saying."
Maybe it was what I wanted to hear.

	"Cool. I've oversimplified it a little, but you'll figure it all
out. The way I see it, as long as you are having fun, it can't be all that
bad," Kevin said and flashed me his trademark smile. He reached into the
river and started splashing me and laughing. I had more questions, but I
was feeling better. I was still worried about what Adam was thinking, but I
guess we wouldn't be in the river right now if he was totally freaked out
or anything. He actually took it rather well. I also wondered which
Brothers Kevin was referring to about getting off with guys. I saved the
questions for later and started splashing Kevin back. We had a splash war
for a couple of minutes, jumping on top of each other and dunking one
another.

	The splashing subsided and we tried to get as much of the baby oil
off of us as possible.  Both of us forgot to grab a bar of soap. "So Walsh,
did you get all my cum off your body yet, ha ha," Kevin said in his
conceited voice and laughed.

	"Fuck you Daugherty! You're just lucky that Adam came in when he
did, otherwise you would have had a load twice the size as this girlie
load, all over you," I said, laughing and mocking him. Did I just say that?

	"That's right, you never came this morning bro," he said. "Well,
we're just going to have to take care of that, won't we," his smile was
devilish and he walked closer to me.

	"Enough for today Kevin, last thing we need is to get busted
again. Besides, I still have some figuring out to do" and I pushed him away
from me. "Lets finish cleaning up, get some firewood and get back to the
camp. Adam is probably waiting for us."

	"You're loss bro," Kevin said, stuck his tongue out at me and went
under the water.

	We finished rinsing ourselves off and got back to the shore. We
took our towels and dried ourselves off. I watched Kevin as he wiped
himself dry and was struck again by how perfect he was in almost every
way. I was so thankful that I was paired up with him, thankful that Kevin
shared all this with me, thankful that Kevin took interest in me. I was
amazed that before last night, Kevin and I had not said a word to each
other in weeks.

	We started walking back to camp. I was curious about Kevin's
'hetero' side so I asked him if he had a girlfriend. We turned off the path
about 50 yards from the campsite looking for wood. "Girlfriend, no,
Girlfriends is more like it," Kevin said. Again, I was struck by his
ego. He started telling me about this one girl he is seeing. She was a real
hot junior (he was much more descriptive) and a nymphomaniac. As far as
girls go, he said, she's the best fuck he ever had. She was into some real
kinky shit. Kevin went into this wild story about how he was fucking around
with this guy on the side and one night before pledge season they
double-teamed her. I'll spare you the details, but it was one hot fucking
story and got me really turned on. Kevin and I were searching the ground
for some good wood while he was telling me the story. The details of his
story got me hard as a rock. As you all will soon learn, Kevin had this
gift to pretty much seduce anyone. I hadn't realized it, but Kevin was
suddenly next me.

	He grabbed my dick through my bathing suit. He nearly scared the
shit out of me.  "Lookie here, here's a nice piece of wood," he said, again
with that dubious smile of his. The way he played these games turned me on
so much. Everything with Kevin had a way of alluding to sex. The boy was
fucking crazy. His hand was slightly stroking me and it felt fucking
awesome.  "Come here, I want to show you something..." he said, leading me
by pulling on my dick.

	I was totally aroused and curious, but scared at the same
time. "Kevin, we're too close to camp. Come on, we're gonna get
busted. Lets not do this, please." I was afraid to tell Kevin that I really
wasn't certain if I wanted to do this again, at all.

	"Quit being such a wimp. The chance of getting caught is half the
rush. Can't you feel that? Lust and fear makes a great mai tai cocktail,
bro. Testosterone mixed with adrenaline leads to one hell of an
orgasm. Trust me."

	I don't know what it is about Kevin, but he has this power over
me. His tempting me was so erotic. He was a way of mesmerizing you. I
wanted to see what he wanted to show me. He leaned my back up against a
tree. "Close you eyes," he said.

	"Kevin, I don't know. Somebody is going to catch us," my brain was
saying, but my dick was telling me to shut the fuck up. I was ready to bust
out of my bathing suit my cock was straining so much.

	"Walsh, close your eyes. We're not leaving here till I show you
this, and the longer we are gone, the more likely we're going to get
caught. Quit being a whuss and close your eyes," Kevin said, slightly
authoritative but with a wink.

	I closed my eyes. There was no arguing with Kevin, or my dick. I
was his. I wanted to be his. I felt Kevin pull my shorts down to my
ankles. "No peeking," he said. My dick sprang straight out and my heart
dropped. It was beating real fast, like I had just run a two mile. I was
terrified yet excited. Terrified at getting caught. Terrified at my sexual
appetite with another guy.  Excited at the prospect of getting
caught. Excited at the pure sexual intensity of the moment, guy or not. I
was standing there, waiting for Kevin to touch me. I yearned for the feel
of his body against mine. I was restless.

	It seemed like minutes had passed, but I'm sure it was less than
one since he had pulled my trunks down. He had yet to touch me. I was about
to open my eyes to see what he was doing when I felt his tongue lick right
under my balls. It stunned me, I was not expecting this. It sent shivers
through my body and I moaned, 'Uhhhhh'. I stood on my toes as his tongue
made its way over my balls and up the length of my dick. I was holding my
breath. John, there's a GUY licking your balls. You've got to stop this,
what's wrong with you? Kevin's tongue came off the tip of my cock and I
sighed and said, "Oh my God Kevin. That feels so fucking good." Again, my
libido telling my conscience to chill the fuck out.

	Kevin went back to my balls and was licking them clean. I love when
a girl plays and licks my balls. But it's not often that you find a girl
who will stay down there too long, if at all.  He was driving me
insane. His tongue was relentless. He took my right nut and sucked it into
his mouth. He rolled it over his tongue and sucked hard. He moved to my
left ball and repeated his talent. Then he put both of my balls in his
mouth at the same time. I was totally moaning and in another world, trapped
in some magic place. The pleasure so intense you can't put it in words. He
grabbed my sack and pulled on my balls, real tight and worked his tongue
over them. I couldn't stand it anymore, I was going crazy. I was flooded
with emotions, my body didn't know how to react. No girl had ever done this
to me. He wouldn't stop working my balls. I kept repeating, "Oh God Kevin,
Oh God Kevin we can't do this". I had to do something with my hands, I had
to hold onto something. I reached out to Kevin's head.  I felt his short
hair. It was a strange sensation not feeling the long hair of a girl that I
was used to. It made the moment even more erotic. Every muscle in my body
was contracting. I was about to tell Kevin that he had stop, I couldn't
handle it anymore, when he stopped.

	I kept my eyes closed and my body went limp. Thank goodness Kevin
leaned me against that tree, because otherwise I would have collapsed to
the ground. What I had just felt wan an orgasm within itself. Kevin didn't
take a long break.  I felt his warm breath on the tip of my cock and I
prepared myself for what I assumed was coming next. I felt Kevin's top lip
encircle the top of my head and he brought his tongue under the length of
my dick. God, his mouth was so fucking hot. Like the rest of my sex life,
it had been weeks since I got my last blowjob. If Kevin's talents sucking
dick were half of his previous talent, I was going to be in for one hell of
a ride.

	He wasn't quite sucking yet. He was sticking his tongue out,
brining it to the underside of my shaft, and licking. It sent a tingling
sensation to my toes. He was repeating this, each time sticking his tongue
out further so that it reached farther along the length of my dick. I
couldn't move. I was frozen to the touch of his wet tongue. I was amazed at
how far he was reaching with it, easily half the length of my shaft. God,
how long is his fucking tongue I wondered?  My hands at this point were
resting on his shoulders.

Without warning, Kevin brought his lower lip to my dick and swirled his
tongue around the head of my cock. My knees buckled slightly. I groaned. I
felt goose pimples on my body, but it felt strange since I had no hair
anywhere. He was tugging my balls with one of his free hands.
Instinctively, my hands went back to Kevin's head. He sucked about half my
dick in his mouth and then slowly came of it, never letting the head of my
cock out of his mouth and swirling his tongue over it. We continued like
this for a minute or so, real slow movements. He was driving me crazy
because it felt so good that I just wanted to cum, but the pace was just a
bit too slow to take me over the edge. Each time he sucked my cock in, he
went just a bit further than he did the last time. He was about 6 inches
onto my 7.5" dick. Could he take it all? I felt him getting closer and
closer to having all me in his mouth. I could feel the tightness of his
throat as my cock slid its way into the back of his mouth. I felt his lips
make it all the way to the base of my cock, he had taken all of me. I
wanted to open my eyes and see Kevin's mouth stuffed with my dick. But that
voice inside me told me not to do it. It reminded me that it was a guy
smoking my dick and I was afraid that if I actually looked at him, I might
freak out.  Better to enjoy it this way. I didn't have much time to think
it out because Kevin was picking up his pace. I could here the slurping
sounds as Kevin inhaled my bone and I could feel my balls begin their
ascent. I could feel his head bobbing furiously on my dick, reaching the
back of his throat. I felt Kevin's hands grab my ass and he pushed me
further into his mouth. God, this felt fucking unbelievable. He was a pro
at this.  I've had some pretty good blowjobs from some slutty chicks, but
they were novices compared to Kevin.

I was real close to cumming. I was taken over by an animalistic desire to
shoot my load. I started fucking his mouth, meeting his rhythm. On some of
the porn videos I've seen guys fucking girls mouths, but in real life I
never found a girl that would let me fuck her mouth with full
thrusts. They'd usually gag and come off. But not Kevin. He took it like a
champ. My dick was soaked with his saliva and I could feel him drooling a
bit on my legs. This was raw sex, sex that one fantasizes about but is too
afraid to act out. I drove in and out of Kevin's mouth and he sucked
harder. The slurping grew louder. The cum began to rise out of my balls,
but it felt like it was coming all the way from my toes. My shaft grew
thicker and harder, my head swelled, but Kevin didn't miss a beat. "God,
suck that dick, yeah. Oh yeah, oh god, oh yeah, I'm going to shoot. Kevin,
I'm gonna cum." He didn't let off, he kept on sucking. One more thrust into
Kevin's mouth and I plastered the back of his throat with my first
shot. Kevin quit his sucking and just remained still with my dick down his
throat. I lifted my head back and looked at the blue sky. I shot a second
load. I felt Kevin's throat trying to swallow it. He pulled off a little as
my third shot landed right on his tongue. He gulped it down. Two more small
shots and the best load of my life was done. I fell to my knees and rested
my arms over his shoulders, forehead to forehead. I was breathing heavy,
still regaining my composure. "God...damn...huh,huh...Adam," I said,
between breaths, "that...huh, huh...was...fucking...huh,huh...intense!"

"Damn bro, you shoot one hell of a load. I didn't think you were ever going
to stop," Kevin said.

I felt the sweat dripping off me. "I can't believe you swallowed it."

"Had to show you what you were missing all these years," Kevin said. I
still had my head against Kevin's, but I knew he was grinning that killer
smile and dimples. "Holy shit, it's fucking Adam!"

I nearly swallowed my tongue in absolute fear. I jumped and pulled my
shorts up. I looked about, but I didn't see Adam anywhere. I turned around
and still no sign of him. I heard Kevin snickering and turned around to
him.

"Got ya. Ha ha ha. Sorry, I couldn't resist. You should have seen the look
on your face, ha ha ha," Kevin said.

"You are such a fucking asshole dude. That's not funny," and I punched him
real hard on his arm, "you almost gave me a heart attack."

"Ooowww," Kevin said, purposefully overreacting to my punch. "Yeah, it was
funny."

"Let's get some wood and get back to camp. We've been gone a long time and
Adam is probably flipping out." I noticed that Kevin was sporting some
major wood under his bathing suit. I hoped he wasn't expecting the favor
returned. I certainly wasn't ready to suck dick. I started picking up some
wood. Kevin did the same. Guess I was off the hook. I felt bad, but I'm
sure he understood.

We walked back to camp and it was vacant. Everyone must have still been
asleep. There was no sign of Adam. Kevin and I were quiet as possible. We
put some of the wood on the fire.  The heat felt good. We just sat there in
silence while we waited for Adam to show up. A few minutes later, Adam came
up the path in different clothes, his hair slightly damp and towel in
hand. He must have taken a shower. I felt the guilt come rushing back to
me. Adam and I had really hit it off during rush season. I was so excited
to be his brother, hopefully his best friend.  We were told during rush
that we would receive Big Brothers. I was hoping that Adam would be my
Big. But since pledging, all that had changed. And now, I didn't know what
Adam would think of me after this morning.

He came up to the fire and held his hands out. He just stared at us for a
minute, eyeballing us. "Glad to see you guys made it back. The fire looks
good. Go put some warmer clothing on and then wake up and untie the rest of
your pledge brothers."

Kevin and I went back to the tent to get changed. I was putting a
sweatshirt on when Kevin said, "Well Walsh, now we get to see if any of our
pledge brothers had as much fun last night as we did," the excitement
abundant in his voice.

I hadn't thought of it. Kevin's mind must always be on sex. But he was
right and I was equally as excited. Not that I wanted to 'catch'
anyone. But it would be good to know that Kevin and I weren't the only
ones. "Let's go," I said......

So there it is, Part V. Hope you fellas enjoyed. Let me know your thoughts,
I appreciate your feedback. alt76frat@yahoo.com