Date: Fri, 15 Feb 2002 23:23:05 -0500 From: Paul Drake Subject: Freshman Discovering I am a freshman in college. It is my first year out of the house and living in the freshman dorm. I met Rick my roommate the day we moved in. We got along from the start, he is outgoing and puts people at ease easily. I am an only child and were therefore used to being on my own, so living with someone was going to be an adjustment. Rick on the other hand had shared a room with his twin brother until the day he moved in with me. I remember him saying that first week to remember that we were the same age with the same needs and anything that is said and happens in that room stayed there. He followed that up shortly by saying how most guys don't admit it, but we know we all masturbate and when I hear him doing it at night, don't be surprised, he never had any privacy at home and has no problems with having someone hear him jackin off. I remember my stupid comment, "that's cool", even though I was a little shocked. I always made sure it was safe, I wouldn't get caught, and no one knew I was doing it. Well it took until night two when I awoke to the sound of Rick slapping it. Of course I never made him aware that I woke up that night, but I lied there listening to him stroking himself, his breathing getting faster, and then his orgasm. He grabbed the tissues by his bed, wiped off, and went to sleep. I lied there with my boner for 30 minutes or more making sure he was asleep. It was 1:30 am and I headed to the community john, found privacy in a stall, and stroked it about 10 times before I blew a load. The next night we went to bed about the same time and talked for a while. Then we both quieted down. About half an hour later, I was still awake thinking about the previous night. I thought he had gone to sleep when I heard him whisper my name asking if I was still awake. I didn't say anything. He said my name a little louder again and I still said nothing. Then I hear him starting again, his breathing was what really told the story, he was working himself up again, and soon I could tell he was cumming. Again, I heard the tissues and then he rolled over and was soon snoozing. Great, I knew I needed to do it now, only this time I figured what the hell and very quietly jacked myself to orgasm in my bed with someone else in the room, a first for me. The next couple of nights he either didn't jackoff in bed or I spelt right through it. It was our first Friday night there and we managed get some beer and basically spent the evening drinking beers and getting to know each other. Conversations covered high schools, girlfriends, sex, standard guy stuff. He had broken up with his girlfriend to come have fun at college, I was still with mine but she was at another school. We both determined we were not virgins. He had been with several girls, and I just one. We talked a lot and had fun. It was getting late as we each climbed in our beds. Lights out, he asked if I had heard him masturbating yet. I lied and said 'no' and asked if he had. He said everynight but the first and then not last night. I got the nerve to ask how he could be so open about masturbation. He said when you have a twin and you share a room, you have no privacy. You know he is doing the same thing sometime or another, so why not just do it whenever you need to. I said I wish I could be that cool about it. He replied with 'now is the time, I need to cum and I am going to do it now, so if you want to jackoff over there under your sheet, go right ahead'. I looked his way and in the almost darkness saw him making his way to his cock and soon the recognizable motion of stroking. I was hard so reach down for my own and began my own building orgasm. I found myself watching him and he me as he encouraged me on. Soon I was cumming on my stomach before he lost his own. Over the next several month I grew much more open about talking about masturbation and doing it with Rick in the room. Over those several months, I went to my girlfriends college to visit several weekends. Some of those weekends, Rick got lucky and got laid. A couple of other times Rick got lucky while I was there. That brings us to November, my girlfriend broke up with me over Thanksgiving, saying she was wanting to start dating at school. Being the cool dude, decided to take it out on a concrete wall. I went back to school with a cast on my right hand and depressed about my girl. I studied for finals and tried not to think about her. For two plus weeks I had not cum. That was a record for me and I was starting to feel it. Then one night after lights out, Rick asked how I masturbated with that cast. I said I had not yet but was beginning to feel the need to. He said lets go, use your left hand. I heard him working himself as I figured I would try and went for it. I had never tried to be a switch hitter before in that department and I was not getting that familiar feeling I was looking for. Rick asked how it was going and I said it wasn't, could he please find someone to help or give me a blowjob. His reply was that he knows someone with experience with one of those and with that, he flipped his covers and came over and flipped mine down. Before I knew it, he had his hand on my dick. Surprised, he said relax, it is just like his and it is okay, it doesn't mean you are gay. With that he started stroking me and I stayed hard, it felt good. I had not cum for two weeks and had a load building when I felt my cock go in his mouth. I couldn't resist as it felt better that the head my girlfriend gave me. Soon I was nearing orgasm as he backed off and started stroking me faster. I came and he pumped me dry onto my stomach, and then he went back and climbed back into his bed. All I said was "damn". He replied with, "hey, when you got a twin brother, I told you we tend to share a lot, discover things together and help each other out when it is needed." Then he said he had to finish himself off. This time, he left his sheets off and for the first time, I watched him stroke his hard cock till he shot his load. That was the start of a new chapter I my sexuality. There were only three more days left before the Christmas break. Rick did that two me again our last night to help me get by until I got my cast off. Back home I learned to jackoff with my left hand before the cast came off. Once we came back to school, I told him I think I missed out by not having a brother in real life and I wanted to share things with him he shared with his brother. Now we masturbate in front of each other, watch each other cum, and I am learning to give blowjobs. I am over my girlfriend and have begun looking for women on campus. But in the mean time, I am not in need of sexual releases. More to 'cum', I am sure, this is fun.