Date: Tue, 9 Jun 2009 21:44:35 +0000 From: Steve Thomas Subject: Hey Mikey, ch. 24 This is a work of pure fiction, but based on the author's feelings,beliefs, and in some cases, experience. Come to think of it -- it mightnot be all that pure! There may be graphic sexual encounters at timesbetween males, so if this offends you, you are invited to retreat. If youare too young or it is otherwise illegal for you to be reading this kindof story, shame on you for reading it - - please stop here. If not, - -ENJOY! Cast of characters: Michael Timothy Headly -- That's me! (Sometimes ... Ronny) Spike -- (Diane, my big sister) Mary -- My mom Tom -- My father. Gilbert Blank -- Friend from Woodland Joey Gray -- Gilbert's "little brother" Bobby Pepper -- New friend Arlo Gates - Orienteer Randy Samson -- Arlo's roomie James Samson (Jay) -- Randy's adopted brother and ... My Twin! (Shawn) Blair -- New Roomie (Todd is his friend from high school) Jacky -- one of five brothers and a sister: Jared, Jed, Jimmy, Jock and Julie Jody -- Dude from Hurricane Harbor ... From Chapter 23: "I didn't go the all-night-party ... and kind of lost my virginity anyway! Or at least some of my innocence!" "I guess I've already lost mine ... and I'm glad it was you!" Said Jay. I looked at him and his eyes were full of tears. I felt what he was feeling -- a deep longing that we both knew we may never fill. We looked at each other for an extended time, when Randy put his hand on each of our backs and brought us together -- then left the room, closing the door. Chapter 24 I didn't wait to be invited. I kissed my Jay more passionately than I had in awhile! And true to form, he kissed me back. When we came up for air, I said -- but didn't really mean -- "I sorry Shawnie!" "No, you're not!" Busted! "And neither am I. He'll just have to forgive me ... you! Lot's of guys kiss girls right up to their setting apart. So I can kiss you!" "Setting apart?" "It's what they call it when they make us missionaries. And then they warn us not to get within arms length ... or kiss any girls. Well, you're NOT a girl!" and he came in for another. Then we went out to join the others. His mom had strawberry short cake fixin's so we could make them whatever size we wanted! Jay, Randy and I all piled the strawberries high atop two of the shortbread biscuits that she made -- which usually is for only one serving. I found out later that this was a concession. This was actually substituted for dinner. It was at Randy's suggestion. Strawberry shortcake is Jay's favorite dessert. I hate to put a damper on the party," said Randy, "But I need to get back to school. Last final exam tomorrow." "Yeah, and as much as I'd love to stay later, I know my roomies will need my help tonight. They both have two exams tomorrow!" "It's for sure that these boys were cut out of the same material!" Said Jay and Randy's mom. Jay took us home and went in with us. The studs weren't there. "Can you stay with us until they get here?" Randy asked Jay. "I know Mikey's ready for his exam, but I do need to go over a couple things. I won't be much company to him." "It's not as if I have anywhere to go." Said Jay, happily. Jay and I sat down and in five minutes, I was asleep on his shoulder. He got me up and led me to the bedroom. He was about to go. "Don't -- don't go, Shawnie!" I begged, groggily. He lay down next to me -- both of us fully clothed, and spooned me to sleep. The next thing I knew, I heard Randy talking on the phone. " -- yeah, dad. Jay can stay here tonight. No he won't do anything foolish. Yeah -- I know. You gotta just trust him sometime!" Then they both helped me out of my clothes and we all spooned to sleep together. I woke up panicky about two AM. I stumbled to the study and then to Blair and Todd's room. They were also spooning. Todd opened one eye. "It's okay, Mike! Dude in our class -- who has both classes -- gave us some help. He's taken the English twice!" "I'll bet he has!" I said. It was a remedial reading class, actually, and basic chemistry. Both guys were pretty bad at memorization so the hardest thing for them would be the periodic table -- and I knew they knew that! I went back and slipped back into Jay's arms -- who was backed into Randy's, as well. I was almost asleep when Jay said, "I love you -- forever." I said, "M-hm." Randy and I left our brother sleeping as we both had 8:00 AM exams, Friday morning. I remembered to take the Fitzgerald book -- just in case I ran into Jody. As it turned out, he ran into me. He was waiting outside my exam room when I finished. He was all grins. I returned his book and thanked him. He then lost his grin. "I told my parents last weekend." He said. "That you're gay?" "Well, they kind of knew that. No -- that I have a boyfriend!" "Oh! Wow!" I said. That even surprised me! "They're actually kind of excited. They want to meet you!" "Me? Why me? Do they think I made you gay? I'm not sure I want to - " "No, silly! They want to meet my first boyfriend!" I was stunned. How could I have let him think that? "Um -- Jody -- um -- that is -- I never though of us as -- um - " "Oh. I see. I think." He said. "Well -- um -- thanks for -- um -- I mean -- um -- see you around -- um -- maybe." He said and he turned and walked away. I ran to catch up with him, passed him and then faced him. "Jody!" He had tears running down his face. I felt terrible. "Jody -- I'm sorry1 I didn't mean to give you the impression - " "Obviously!" he said "I mean -- I guess I just built all of it up in my head. I just thought that when two people -- um -- did the kind of things we did -- that they were more than just friends." He looked deeply into my eyes. His eyes, though shiny from the tears, looked dull and lifeless. I looked away. "Uhhm -- yeah -- and -- uhhhhhm -- well, we ARE more than just friends. I'd even say we were dating!" At that, I saw his eyes light up a little. "So -- I could say -- we're dating?" He said. "Definitely -- dating." I said. "And I really hoped that two weeks ago wasn't the last time we'd see each other!" I said. "Well -- if we're dating -- um -- I guess I just don't see the difference in that and calling you my -- boyfriend." "I -- um -- guess you could call me -- um -- A boyfriend." "But -- you're my only boyfriend!" "Um -- you'll have others. I have others. I don't call them boyfriends though. They're just guys ... that I date. I wondered if that sounded as lame as it felt to me! "I know." He was so happy when he first saw me. Now I seem to have sucked the energy and joy out of him. "Do -- do -- um -- your -- um -- other boyfriends -- er -- I mean guys that you date -- yeah! Do they know that you date -- um -- other guys?" "I don't talk about other guys when I'm with a date. But -- you know that little guy who was with my rrom mate -- the short one -- when you were there?" "Um -- you mean ... Arlo? "Well -- yeah -- I mean his date." "Yeah, Jacky -- right?" "Yes! I used dated him -- then he met Arlo and ... I met his Jacky's brother. And I wouldn't tell you about Jock if you hadn't asked. But -- Jacky knows that I dated you -- after his brother. And so I assume Jock knows. Both of you are older than I am. I dunno, maybe you guys are ready to settle down. I'm not -- yet. Either that or I haven't met the right guy yet." As soon as I said that it popped into my head: "I love you -- forever." "So -- you want to still date me?" "Huh?" "Do you? Do you still want to date me?" "Of course." I said. "I'm only nineteen and you're a cute 21-year-old. How about tonight?" I said. He brightened. "Where can we go?" "Well -- um -- we're both on a budget -- how about Hurricane Harbor again? My treat for dinner!" "I can also get us into Great America! Bring your swim suit anyway -- in case we want to get wet." "Cool! Don't you have to work tonight?" "Nope! I work tomorrow and Sunday!" He said. "Do you have anything more going on here today?" "Nope! This morning was my last final. Officially out for the summer!" He said. "You?" "Same." "This is so cool!" Jody had come alive again! "Lets go by my flat -- if you don't mind the guys teasing. They're having some kind of party. I was invited, of course, but ... I dunno -- even though they're very nice about ... you know what ... I'd rather be with ... um ... you! Oh! Um - I told then I have a -- oh -- oops!" "A boyfriend?" I asked. "Yeah!" He said, looking chagrinned. I shrugged. "It's just a word! Don't worry about it!" When we came to his flat, his flat mates actually WERE very nice. Besides his three mates, there was one other guy and two girls at their last-day-of-school party. "Hi everyone. This is my friend -- Mike." Said Jody shyly. "Mike -- you mean ... Mikey! YOUR Mikey?" Said one of the girls. Jody blushed deeply. I said, "Hi -- yeah, `fraid so! I'm Mikey!" "Oh -- Mikey! You're the diver!" Said the other girl. "Not really -- not officially. I only do it to get points for the team. I'm a swimmer -- sprint - freestyle and butterfly. "I've seen you dive!" She said girl. "You're good! And hey Jode-ster! Have you seen your Mikey in a Speedo?! Wow!" Jody blushed again. The first girl started to laugh. "Ha-Hah! Jody -- Jody -- Jody! You've seen him WITHOUT his Speedo haven't you?" All the others laughed. Jody turned six colors of pink -- each one a little deeper! I grabbed him and kissed him deeply. Then the girls and ... all four guy -- screeched! "Woo-hoo! Woo-hoo!" It was a gamble, but it seemed to work. Jody kissed me back and then we both started to laugh. He changed clothes and grabbed his swim suit and when we left, we were still all laughing. We avoided making any spectacle on the way to the bungalow. But as soon as we were in the house, Jody attacked me! He was all over me. "What you did back there - - in my flat -- in front of all my buddies -- turned me on SOOOOOOO MUCH!. We kissed and kissed and tore each other's clothes off. No one else was home, but in case someone CAME home we still headed for the bedroom. We both flew out of our clothes and jumped on the bed and started making out like it was our last chance. "Omigosh! I love ... this! Oh, Mikey -- I am SOOO ready for what's next!" "Huh?' "I really want you to fuck me!" He said excitedly. My own smile disappeared. Suddenly sober, I said, "In the first place I will never do that to you. That's what people do when they don't care about -- themselves -- or anyone else. And I wouldn't have anal sex with any guy unless he was one I planned to stay with ... a LONG time! At least that's how I feel now." "Oh." He said, also suddenly sober and ... repentant. "Okay. Um -- what can we do?" "Why don't we just go with it and see?" I said. "I got dibs on the first hot dog!" "I can't argue with that!" I laughed. I tutored him on how I wanted him to get me off. He was like a little kid ... excited and eager to please. I taught him how to tease me with a wet finger around the corona and how to tease my perineum. He sucked my balls ... one at a time, and ... without any tutoring ... licked my perineum too! That got an appreciative squeal for me. Then he said, "Ew!" "What?" I said. "Um -- er -- just got a whiff of some poopy." "Oh -- yeah -- a little gross when you're not used to it." "What do you mean?" He said. "You'll grow to almost live for that smell ... someday ... when it's from someone you love." I said, never quite able to keep Jay-Jay from my thoughts. "I -- um -- okay -- I guess I'll have to just take your word for it." He said and that's when he took half of me into his mouth. He choked when it hit his uvula. "sowwy!" Then started to bob quickly on what he could handle. Before long I was breathing deep and told him I was ready to blow. He went even faster and swallowed all I pumped into his mouth. He came back up and kissed me deeply, smelling like sex! "You're stuff sure is sweet!" "As I remember, yours will be too!" I said. He was so horny when he finished, but I made him wait, while I did everything that I taught him ... so he'd know what it all felt like from another perspective. When it came his time, he was so worked up. He could hardly stand it. He was almost vibrating! I opened my throat wide and swallowed hard -- which is how I get myself ready ... then I deep throated him. He squealed like a piglet at first but then ended with a deep guttural sound! He must have been saving it all for me ... for the last two weeks, because it seems like bucket loads of sweet, warm Nectar! After I gave him a taste of his own, I said, "So you see -- you are a pretty sweet guy yourself!" There were hordes at Hurricane Harbor! Before the breeze off Lake Michigan got too cold, we had a ball, running around the water park like a couple of preteens! (I didn't wear my racing suit, but I have a very nice Speedo boxer with a blue Hawaiian print. It's probably a little gay for the straight guys who prefer knee length surfer shorts ... But -- heh -- so what am I ... right? After leaving the water park, we got dressed and walked over to Great America. It too was crowded. There were several graduation parties that were overrunning both parks. We stopped in the restroom. Jody only had to pee. I had more serious business to accomplish. "I'll wait outside - by the Giant Drop." He said. The Giant Drop is a thrill ride that takes you up and drops you 20 stories. Jody was all gung-ho to go. Thinking about it was what made ME have to take a dump! At least I should try to do it BRFORE the ride! Once I sat on the toilet, I KNEW there was something up there that I could let loose of, but it wasn't cooperating. Finally, after about 5 minutes, I pushed out a groaner! I cleaned up, flushed and when I came out, there was only one guy at the urinals. I walked up behind him and grabbed him: "Guard that thing closely! You never know who might try to seduce you in one of these places!" I said. Jay giggled and finished his pee. Then he turned and wrapped his arms around me and we kissed as passionately as ever. "Are you okay, Mikey? We don't have to - " said Jody. He had come back in to the restroom, probably wondering if I had tried to ditch him. We stopped kissing and faced Jody. "Oh!" Jody looked back and forth between us several times. "Oh my gosh!" He whispered. "Um -- Jody -- this is my brother, Jay." Jody was speechless. "Who're you here with, Bro?" I said. "My brother. He's back in the last toilet ... spilling his guts!" "Who -- who's your brother ... I mean -- you guys have another brother?" Asked Jody. "Who is this confused boy?" said my twin, grinning. "Jay, this is my -- um - date -- Jody." "Hi Jody." Came a voice behind us. Jay stepped to help Randy navigate back to us. "Randy!" Said Jody. Did you get drunk or something?" "No! Of course not! But I insisted on Jay taking me on the Giant Drop. I haven't been on it since I lost my sight. I wanted to do all the old stuff. Bad idea! That ride is bad enough when you can see! Well, lucky for the others, I was able to wait until I got off the ride!" "Are you okay Rand?" said Jay. "We can go if you want." "I AM awfully sick." "We'll go then!" "You can take me home then come back!" Said Randy. Jay looked at me, then looked up and down Jody. He got an evil look and said, "I'll see you later, Ronny! I'm just gonna stay home with Rand. Have a good time on your date." Then looking again at Jody, "Grad night?" "Huh?" "Well, there's lots of high school grads here tonight. I'm one of them!" "Jody's a senior next year -- at Northwestern." I explained. "OHHH! Sorry Jody! Well, anyway you two have a great time. Bye bro!" He hugged me then kissed me deep and passionately on the lips again. Looking once more at a surprised looking Jody, then winking at him, he turned and gave his arm to Randy. They walked away. "Um -- that was interesting. You really love your -- um -- wait a minute! You said that Randy is marrying your sister! How can - " "Randy's not related to us - - " I told him our story. "I've just never seen brothers that were so ... um ... close. Actually -- um -- I was kind of turned on by it!" "Jay and Randy are Mormons. Jay is leaving in a couple months for a mission in Australia." "Oh! Um -- they're Mormons ... and you're ... not?" "Remember I was adopted by a different family. He was raised here in Chicago -- where we were born. My parents moved to Northern California when I was little." "Oh -- yeah, you told me you were from ... um ... oh!" "What?" "You're a frosh aren't you?" "Not any more!" "Oh -- heh -- I mean a soph now!" "Yeah ... and ... ?" I said. "Um -- are you -- um -- staying here for the summer semester?" "No. I'm going home after I have some quality time with my brother ... before he leaves for Oz." "Oz?" "Australia ... Oz!" "Oh -- I see that. Cute. But -- um -- I mean -- how soon are you leaving?" "Probably next week sometime. I'll be staying with my brother's family." "Oh. I see." He said. I should have told him I'd be gone for the summer. He obviously wasn't handling it very well. "Look -- I'll be back in the fall -- and then -- if we aren't attached to anyone else -- maybe we can hang out ... some more?" "Is that what we're calling it now? Hanging out?" He asked. "I'm still okay to call it dating." I said. "When are you moving in with your brother's family?" "Tomorrow -- but I won't be unpacking -- can't really call that moving in." Smiling, I tried to lighten his mood. "But anyway, our date doesn't have to stop until -- say -- tomorrow morning ...?" He looked deeply into my eyes and said, "Yeah -- I'd like that. I think I'd like that a lot! Give me something to keep me going this summer." "Jody -- I don't really want to bring you down any more, but ... please don't just wait for me. Date other guys!" "I wouldn't know who to date! Why -- do you plan to date back home?" "I'm not planning NOT to ... but I don't have any specific plans." "Do you know very many gay guys back there?" "Not really -- and those I do know are probably already coupled." "So there's hope ... for us?" "Jody -- um -- I'd be the last to say there's no hope. But seriously -- I'm not ready -- for -- anything more than -- dating -- right now. So ... are you still okay with tonight?' "Um -- what? Oh -- yes! YES! Definitely! Mike -- even if this is our last night ... I WANT this night -- with you!" He thought for a moment. "Omigosh! I am such a dweeb! That sounded so desperate!" "Actually it sounded kind of sweet to me. I'm not a mister cool, Jody. You just be as big a dweeb as you want! I'm probably just as big a dweeb as you are!" I said, and pecked his cheek. His grinning blush told me what I needed to know. We went on the Giant Drop. This time it was Jody who lost his breakfast. We went back into the bathroom (I have to think that's why they put a bathroom so close to that ride!) He spilled his guts and I helped him kind of wobble out. As he wasn't ready for anything as exciting as even the kiddee carousel, we found a place to sit under a tree. He lay down in the grass and closed his eyes. "I'll be right back.." I said. "I wouldn't blame you if you just walked away!" "Ah, but you know me better than that already!" "Where are you going?" "To get you something for your sour stomach ... and breath! It's pretty rotten." "Sorry." When I got back, there was a hunky guy squatting down by Jody, his back toward me. "I got you a virgin mint julep!" I said. The hunk turned. "Oh!" I said. "Jock!" "You -- you -- know each other?" Said Jody. "This -- this -- is awkward!" I said. "Hey -- we weren't exclusive!" said Jock. "Oh!" Said Jody. "This is your other -- um -- ahem!" He shook his head in amazement ... at himself! "Please! Will someone help me remove this foot from my mouth!" Said a very red Jody. "Well, it looks like you have things covered, Mikey! I'll just catch up with my brother and Arlo." He started away, then turned and said, "Um - I would like to talk to you before you leave for the summer." Then to Jody, "And by the way -- that foot looks good ... in your mouth. Leave it there!" and he winked. I turned back to Jody, but he watched Jock until he was out of sight. Then he took the drink from me. "Thanks. I love these!" He sipped the drink and we just lay on the grass for about 20 minutes. "That was my first time on the Giant Drop. And I think ... my last!" "Do you feel brave enough to try for the giant Ferris wheel?" I asked. "I might be able to do that. I can't possibly have much more to barf on anyone!" "Well -- there's the mint julep!" I quipped. "I think I'll be okay! How did you meet that Jock guy -- man, what a great name ... he looks like one!" "It's complicated ... involving his sister and his brother and ... you don't want to know. You've met his brother -- it's Jacky who was at our house with Arlo." "Ooohhhh! I -- um -- see -- I guess." The rest of the day got better. We postponed dinner until his tummy felt better. Then he got a little more brave. I rode several thrill rides alone -- but he was happy to wait. At one of them, I was in line and Jacky, Arlo and Jock came up right behind me. After the hellos, Jock said, Where's that -- um -- Joey, Is it? -- that you were with earlier?" "It's Jody. He's still not 100%. He's over there." I pointed him out. "Hey -- you guys," said Jock, "um -- go on without me. Um -- Mike -- since you're going to the left coast for the summer -- would you mind if I called Jody?" "Heck no! That would be -- super!" I said. What a relief! When we got off the ride, Jock and Jody were laughing and talking like old friends. "You didn't tell me that this guy was another Mormon!" Said Jody. As they were walking away. "Why would I?" I asked. We saw the larger carousel. We boarded it and my phone vibrated. "Yeah?" "This is Jock. I'll talk quickly. Jody wouldn't even think of asking you, but -- I mean -- and -- well, - I even hate to ask -- but -- we had planned a dinner cruise on the lake later. I was wondering ..." "You want to take Jody?" "Yes! But -- oh! That's probably too rude! Oh, never mind!" "Just a moment." I turned to Jody, who was right beside me. "Um -- do you want to go on a dinner cruise -- with Jock and his brother -- tonight?" "Wow! You mean all of us?" "No." He frowned. "Are you trying to get rid of me?" I smiled. "Jody, - no -- of course not! But Jock really wants you to go and ... I am just telling you -- it's okay with me if you - " "Are you sure?" "Um -- well -- let me see -- um -- YES! It's fine! If you want to do it!" His smile widened then he looked repentant and concerned. "What will you do?" "I needed to spend some time with my brother anyway. Can I tell him yes? Or better yet ..." I handed the phone to Jody. "Hi." He said shyly. "Uh-huh. Uh-huh. Yeah he's okay with it. Um -- yeah -- okay. Yeah, I know where it is. 5:55 sharp! Okay. Thanks!" Jody handed me back my phone. "This seems so wrong!" "Then why did you do it?" "You said - " "I'm fine with it -- really! I was hoping you'd find someone to spend some time with this summer -- someone you have something in common with. I didn't plan it to be this soon, but why tempt fate?" "Gosh, I just don`t know how to thank you for all you've -- um -- taught me and - " "It's okay ... now you better go. It's gonna be cold on the cruise probably -- and you don't have that much time before 5:55." I walked him to the gate and then called my brother. "Hey!" "Are you still at Great America?" "We're in the parking lot -- just leaving." "Which parking lot? I wanna go with you!" "COOL! Where's your date?" "I'll tell you later. It's all good!" "Cool!" He told me where they were and I ran all the way! "We're going to pick up Randy's stuff. Can we pick your's up too?" Said Jay. "I was hoping we could." I said. "I want to spend the weekend with you before catching a bus home." Jay went with Randy to his room to help him gather his stuff. He didn't have as much as I had -- because he lived close enough to leave most of it home. "Are you planning to take all that crap home?" said Jay. "What else?" I said. "You can leave it at our house." Said Randy. "Just take home what you'll need." This time, Jay insisted that I stay in his room. His mom and dad looked dubious, but it was clear they had an understanding. He left the door open -- I guess as a sign of trust. We still slept together and cuddled all night. We both woke up when Jay's dad passed our room on his way to the toilet. We didn`t say anything. We waited to hear the flush, and then watched in the dark as he passed by once more. He stopped for a moment and peered at us, Jay spooning me from the rear. When he was gone, I guess our inhibitions were low because we were half asleep, but he backed up and pulled me onto my back, then climbed on top of me, and lay down, covering me. Through our jams (we only had bottoms) it was obvious our boners were hard as steel rods and we made out like there was no tomorrow. He humped me over and over, as we kissed and softly moaned. In the morning, he said, "I needed last night. When are you leaving?" "Monday." "Perfect!" "Why perfect?" "I think I can stand two more nights -- if you can." "I'll take whatever I can get!" I said. The Samsons made my last weekend wonderful. I even went to church with them. That last night, Jay said, "I know that Randy would like a night with us. Would you like to go to the Fish Lake Campground with us? It'll be sleeping out -- or maybe we can take the tent." "I can go Tuesday instead." I said. "Oh -- you wanna camp out tomorrow night?" "No -- I wanna spend my last night just with you, babe." "Oh yeah!" We drove to the nearby camp -- just by Great America -- and slept in their tent. We had four sleeping bags, two under and two over us. Jay and I pretty much sandwiched Randy between us, with me to his back. In the middle of the night, Jay got up to go out and pee. "Jay ... or Mikey?" Said Randy, groggily.. "It's Mikey." He climbed on top of me and kissed me deeply. "Pass that to your sister for me." "I will and ... I won't tell her that you were enjoying it as much as I was." "You won't have to -- she'll know!" He said as he ground his hardness into mine. (Commando ... None of us brought our jams this night!) "You're awesome!" He said. "I love you too, Bro!" I said, thrusting back up at him. "Are you two perverts finished?" whispered Jay, as he climbed in the tent door. "We could be if you'd go away for another five minutes!" I quipped. That got me a wet-flex from my brother-in-law-to-be. Randy rolled us both over, away from his brother. "You take my backside now!" He told Jay. "That could probably be taken in a couple different ways!" Said Jay. We fell asleep that way, my head resting on Randy's chest, our bones softly caressing each other all night, every time one of us moved. Twice when I woke up, he did at the same time and we made love to each others' faces. When I woke up, Randy's dried gizzum was all over my leg. We woke up pretty late, as some kids stumbled over our tent. Their parents both yelled at them. We got up and packed up and went home. Randy and Jay's mom made another special dinner (she had made one the night before, thinking THAT would be my last night!) Monday night. When we went to bed, Randy came in and sat next to the bed for about an hour. When he finally got up to go to his own room, I said, "I'm gonna miss you too, Rand! I love you!" "I'll see you in about six weeks!" he said. He started to close our door, but Jay said to leave it open. He left the room and I and my sweet twin were left alone again. I held him from the rear for a time, then we turned and it was he at my rear. We didn't bother to try to hide our obvious excitement. We talked halfway into the night, but did finally get to sleep ... just in time for his pop's nightly trip to the toilet. He again slowed down as he passed by the second time and stood there, seemingly mesmerized by the two of us. When he padded back to his room, he closed his own bedroom door. We started to make out like desperate lovers again, but Jay finally said, "We should stop." He spooned me from the back and I was almost asleep when I felt the whole bed shaking. At first I wondered, but no -- he was still spooning me -- he couldn't be doing that. Then I realized that he was sobbing. I turned, but he said, "No -- don't! I just -- I just -- am going to -- miss you, Mikey!" and he then started to cry again, but more audibly. I hugged his arm that was over my side. I felt his bone, ever present, pressing on my crack. I took his hand and put it on my throbbing tool. He pulled it back, but I was insistent. He left it there and stroked slowly. When it was obvious that I had finished, he said, "G'night Ronny." "G'night, Shawnie!" Notes. Is this as hard for you as it is for them ... and for me? Comments are welcome to Steve at stevethomas535@hotmail.com. Thanks and ... Love, Steve