Date: Tue, 9 Jan 2001 12:23:57 -0500 (EST)
From: sliders21@iname.com
Subject: if i let you go  10 (college)

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If I let You Go 10
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Jason's POV
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	FUCK!! What the hell is Ryan doing here?? Dancing with a guy no
less! What the hell is he doing?!

	"Here," Billy handed me the paper that I forgot to have him sign
earlier. I glanced at him distractedly as I accepted the papers.  Billy
looked at me then where Ryan was dancing.

	"Ryan seems to be...enjoying himself," I heard myself say as Billy
gave me a somewhat sly smile.

	"I saw him outside half an hour ago so I told him to come back here
and enjoy the party," Billy said to me. "You know this isn't an exclusively
gay party, right?"

	"I...umm..better go," I said to Billy as I tried to act like Ryan
being here means nothing to me. "Don't forget the meeting we have
tomorrow. You guys are on the organizing committee this year."

	I walked out of there as fast as I could. But the memory of Ryan
laughing as he was dancing with that guy was still burning in my
memory. Fuck!! Why did I have to go back here tonight?!

	 "Jason!" I heard my name being called, as I was halfway back to
the frat party. I stopped and turned around slowly because I recognized the
voice. I saw Ryan running up towards me.  Ryan was panting hard and was
trying to catch his breath.

	"Hey," I said as I forced myself to talk to him in an even
voice. Like I wanted him to notice how affected I was to see him enjoying
himself in the Queer Coalition party.

	"It's not like what you are thinking," Ryan said to me as he licked
his dry lips.  Does he know how crazy he was making me feel the sexy way he
was doing that?

	"What are you talking about?" I said as I acted stupid.  I just
hope he buys it.

	"I...umm...Billy..... I mean I met Billy and he invited me inside
and I didn't want to pass up the free booze and food and ..uhhh... I didn't
want to be in that party okay?" Ryan said to me as he gave me a very
peculiar look.  He looked almost nervous as he looked at me.

	"O-kay," I said slowly at him, not really sure what to believe in
anymore.  It hasn't really sunk into me yet that I saw Ryan dancing with a
guy. Now he's here, denying that he was gay.

	"You..don't believe me," Ryan said in a whisper. It looks to me
that he was on the verge of crying. He was sniffing back his tears as he
looked at me helplessly.

	"Why shouldn't I believe you?" I laughed a little bit
sarcastically. "You were just at the QC party, dancing with a senior."

	"I..I..." I watched Ryan starting to sob and cry as tears fell down
his face. Then he turned around and ran away from me. Like a fool, I just
stood there and watched Ryan disappear for the second time that night.


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Ryan's POV
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	I felt a really hot mouth on my nipples. A hot wet tongue flicking
against my left nipple as rough hands fondled my raging hard cock thru the
boxers I was wearing. The hand squeezed it and I gasped out in
pleasure. For the first time in my life, someone else other than me was
touching me there.

	"More...ohhh...please....moreee..." I whispered out as I felt my
boxers slowly being pulled off me. "OHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" I
moaned out in pleasure as I felt an impossibly hot mouth envelop my
rockhard cock.

I felt a hot velvety tongue caressing the cockhead as I moaned louder. I
haven't felt anything like this before.  I humped the mouth as I felt
electricity shooting through my body.

	Then I felt a hot hard cock slapping against my cheek. I opened my
mouth as it slid into my willing mouth.  It slowly fucked my mouth and
throat as I received my very first blowjob. My hands eagerly caressed the
hot body on top of me. It felt so good to finally be able to touch warm
flesh.

	I felt the body starting to pump his hot cock into my throat
faster. Then I tasted my first cum as the cock shot load after load of
tasty hot thick cum. The mouth working on my cock started to suck on my
cock like a vacuum and I also let loose the load I have been building up.


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Jason's POV
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	"Smile!" Lisa said to me with a giggle while we were walking back
to the dorm area. Lisa, me and a bunch of other guys all decided to leave
the frat together and walk towards the dorm area together. "You have been
brooding the whole night? Anything bad happen?"

	"I told you I just have a slight headache, nothing serious," I said
to her with a deep sigh. We dropped off Lisa and the other girls in their
dorm before we headed to ours.

I didn't know whose bright idea was it but one of the guys thought it would
be hilarious to see who among the guys in the dorm brought a girl into his
room since it was Friday night. We all knew that it sometimes happen but no
one ever admits it.

	It must have been a very slow night because most of the rooms were
empty and those guys that were in their room were either studying or
watching TV.  Our group was still laughing because we saw one guy hugging a
teddy bear as he slept when we reached Kyle's room.

	"I'm pretty sure Kyle has some slut in here," A guy named Bradley
said with a sly smile as he opened the door.  We all stepped in as someone
flicked on the lights.  My eyes almost popped out at the sight I saw.

	Kyle and Ryan were on the bed together! Naked!


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To be continued
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